I do feel really sad for you about this, because before reading your above reply i thought you will be more curious, and after reading it i see you are fixed in this way.

I see that's your perspective, and i also feel glad for you that you hold it confidently, because that must make things easier for you.

I'm not telling you how you should think or feel about this. Just trying to offer and share my own perspective.

I don't want to challenge your ease. I just thought this different perspective could make things easier for you, and now i see you don't want that. That's okay. At least you have the way you like.

For other people reading here i will give a reply to what this person said to share how i feel about it.

I can't glean any meaning or value from your paragraphs of rambling about feelings.

What you find there is what you bring to it. What you make it mean, and any value you get from your interpretation is your responsibility. I see now that this person cannot benefit from this because to them these comments are ramblings, without meaning, nor value.

I think they just don't want to believe it, because they already have the way they like, they don't want to hear something different, so they choose to see it as without meaning and value them, and maybe pretend it's without meaning, or value for others.

For me these ideas are very meaningful and valuable. For this person, zero meaning and value. That's okay. Everyone likes and chooses different things.

"Jeff Bezos received massive handouts" is not a feeling or a personal choice. It's a fact.

It's both. The fact is he received help. The magnitude ( the meaning and significance of ) of that help is a subjective feeling and interpretation that this person chooses to make about it.

you can observe the extent to which the subjective feeling and chosen interpretation distorts the fact by the subsequent example this person gives

It would be completely idiotic if someone beat me in a marathon by starting on the last mile and then I look at that then say to myself "hmmm, I guess that guy just runs really fast."

Here we have a loose analogy being made between 300,000 loan from parents and 100 billion dollar fortune and 25.2 miles out of 26.2 miles.

So one measure of the objective significance of the fact is 300,000 / 1 billion which is three parts in a million. but a analogous measure of the significance of the subjective interpretation and chosen feeling is 25.2 / 26.2, which is 96 parts out of 100. Comparing these two ratios you can find the subjective feeling and chosen interpretation is around 320,000 times more important than the objective fact to this person. I think this is interesting, a little sad, and a little funny that, while someone pretends to exist only in a fact-based reality, they allocate 320,000 times more importance to interpretations and feelings than to the facts. but I think this is a natural part of being human because our emotions and chosen interpretations are extremely important to us and not just in a distortion sense but they are what help guide us I think it's useful and important to acknowledge that. And I do believe it can be harmful to deny that but I think in this case the person genuinely seems happy and safe in his belief and that's its own kind of utility.