On 7 November 1942 she described her "contempt" for her mother and her inability to "confront her with her carelessness, her sarcasm and her hard-heartedness," before concluding, "She's not a mother to me."
Pada 7 November 1942, ia menumpahkan "kejijikannya" terhadap ibunya dan ketidakmampuannya untuk "menghadapi ibunya dengan ketidakpedulian, sarkasme, dan kekerasan hati," dan kemudian menyimpulkan, "Dia bukan ibu bagiku."