He fears that he cannot surpass his own perfect older brother and doubts himself to the point where he no longer believes he can do anything anymore without acting like his brother.
Dia takut bahwa dia tidak bisa melebihi saudaranya sendiri lebih tua sempurna dan meragukan dirinya sampai ia yakin ia tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa lagi tanpa bertindak seperti saudaranya.