He described his new, grim appearance as "gruesome and taking a Satanical Cast", and wrote he was now convinced that after everything that he had done, he was beginning to resemble the Devil.
Dia menggambarkan penampilannya yang baru dan suram sebagai "mengerikan dan mengambil Pemain Setan", dan menulis bahwa sekarang dia yakin bahwa setelah semua yang telah dia lakukan, dia mulai menyerupai Iblis.