I have visions in my head of every friend I ' ve had in 5 years getting together and having a wonderful time ... but HA ! As if that will EVER happen . I slept like crap last night . It was probably the multitude of Skittles I ate in the two hours before I went to bed . Plus I was really excited about joining the gym !

Question: What might I be yearning based on the visions ?
Answer: I might be yearning to be enjoying some time alone .I might be yearning to make even more friends .I might be yearning to be surrounded by no one .I might be yearning to be surrounded by good friends .