But then we turned a corner and she got better and we ( trainer & I ) were talking about showing her again in Dressage . I wish I knew what to do with her . Right now , I ca n't justify putting her down because she 's still eating , maintaining weight ( actually putting on ) and her eyes are bright . If it 's going to happen , I wish it just would ... but I know like with Roma , it is going to happen suddenly and I 'll be left with this gaping hole in my heart and agony in my soul of euthanizing my partner of 10 + years . Sancho : Ride Sancho in Angel 's Dressage bridle with her Loose Ring , French Link bit .

Question: What may be the decision I am agonizing over making ?
Answer: None of the above choices .How to deal with Sancho turning a corner and getting better .What to feed my horse when she is continuing to lose weight .I will have to make the decision of when to put down my beloved horse .