This month I have to pay that , this month 's , and the deposit ( which will be waived if I pay the months ' bills in full ) . I ' m going to call tomorrow and see if that waiver is done by redemption or if I can just exclude it from the check , because if it 's not excluded , I ca n't afford it . So , all in all , this week has been so stressful . The stress is taking away from sleep and adding to arguments that should n't be happening , and making life altogether miserable .

Question: How does the narrator feel about their current situation ?
Answer: They feel out of control .They feel in check .They feel redemption .They feel excluded .