Jared wanted to say yes , he wanted to hiss the word viciously , but when he tried , he thought of the reality . Jensen would never recover from this truth . It would hurt him so deeply Jared would never be able to reach far enough inside of him to fix it .

Question: What may have happened after Jared thought things through ?
Answer: Jared said yes anyways .Jared came clean with everything .Jared thought better of it and said no .Jared asked for forgiveness .