He knows i do nt want to recover ... but he said he still wants me to try . but if not he would nt force me . but he said he would be there for me through all of this .

Question: Why would he not force you to recover ?
Answer: He knows me well and knows that I do n't like to be forced into doing something and would rather do something naturallyHe knows that I actually do n't have to recover because my health is okayhe knows that he likes me the way I am when I am not recoveringHe knows that I enjoy doing things my way and that I do n't really want to recover