i abhor it.i guess my only problem is NOT wording . it 's the fact that words betray me . words make me painfully aware that i grieve someone who never really was . i say all those things to myself and to people and to the universe with an emotionally dead voice .

Question: What may be the reason for posting this ?
Answer: None of the above choices .To express my disbeliefTo express my sadnessTo express my anger