In times like this , one wonders if one needs a refresher course in systematic theology to try to understand God . One wonders , upon looking at the stacks of theological / Christian books and all related journals in the room ( save for the biography on Kofi Annan and the memoir by Madeline Albright ) , how much does one can ever know about God ? I am not in a state of denial , I am just numbed .

Question: What topic is the narrator interested in reading about ?
Answer: None of the above choices .Spirituality .History .The UN and Kofi Annan .