He ca n't tell Jude the truth because the truth is too much for even an adult to handle . The truth is enough to sting at an adult 's heart and bring tears to a grown man or woman 's eyes . The truth causes disgust to well up in his stomach and a fair amount of shame to release itself into his bloodstream .

Question: How does the narrator feel about themselves ?
Answer: They feel that they are tellling a white lie .They feel disgusted .They feel that they are in the right .None of the above choices .