I successfully ( on time and without crying ) dropped Ham at school for her first day of Kindergarten . Yesterday was really the first day but it was only for 30 minutes with Mom and Dad . This slow ramp up is killing me !

Question: What might be the reason I was proud of myself for not crying ?
Answer: It was very hard to see my daughter growing up so fast and starting kindergarten .Because Dad was supposed to take Ham to school but Mom always has to do everything .Because the slow ramp was killing me and , having to deal with it made me want to cry .I was tired of having to go to the school day and day and it was making my nerves jagged .