I probably sound a little desperate or something , but honestly , I feel calm , peaceful and patient about it . I know it will come in time , either with Brad or with someone else God has in mind . I just know that right now all I need to do is take what God is giving me and use it to give back to Him . I am just so grateful for where I am at in my life right now .

Question: What do I think will come in time , either with Brad or someone else God has in mind ?
Answer: I think I will find a wife in time , either Brad or someone else God has in mind .I think I will find a pastor in time , either Brad or someone else God has in mind .None of the above choices .I think I will   have a fling with someone in time , either with Brad or someone else God has in mind .