When I stopped walking every morning -- purely a logistical decision since I started working until midnight four nights a week -- my resolve crumbled and my " lifestyle change " fell apart . And it 's been so difficult to pull all the pieces back together . . .

Question: How might I feel about this decision ?
Answer: I am disappointed that I had to continue .It is difficult to walk every morning so I 'm relieved .I am disappointed that I had to stop .I made a logistical decision and am neutral about it .