I ' m not . You distanced yourself , and it worked , but it also burned our last time together . It really hurt , more than beginning of last summer did . Fact : I ' m sitting in my room crying .

Question: Why is the speaker sitting in there room and crying as a result of the subject 's behavior ?
Answer: Because the subject has been a disappointing romantic partner and has let them down repeatedlyThey applied for a job with the subject 's company and they were denied a position at the companyThey proposed to the subject , having waited months , and the subject laughed in their faceThe subject owes them money , which they have asked nicely for several times , and the subject wo n't pay up