Controlling my emotions like this , hurting me so ? Fucking asshole . Especially considering I still love him . KNOWING he NEVER cared for me , and that EVERYTHING HE EVER FUCKING SAID TO ME WAS A LIE .

Question: What may be the reason that I 'm so upset at this moment ?
Answer: I do n't love him anymore so I 'm not that mad , I 'm just pretending for his sake .My boyfriend just broke up with me and I was blindsided .My teacher said I was getting an A and found out she lied about everything .None of the above choices .