The only thing in my mind was Ervin . Nevertheless , worrying about my schedule for this week . I just hate it ! I will be seeing him in just a few more days .

Question: What is it about Ervin that causes the speaker to spend so much time thinking about seeing him again ?
Answer: Ervin holds a special place in their heart and they ca n't help but continually returning to the thought of seeing himErvin 's actions are dangerously unpredictable and they fear what may happen in the coming visitThey can not stand being around Ervin and are dreading the day when they will be forced to interact with him againErvin betrayed them in a rather profound way , and they are counting the days until they can exact revenge