A said she felt like she did n't want to " intrude " or over step her boundaries . b / c i ' m sensitive to NOT BEING PREGNANT i felt like she just did n't care as much b / c it was n't the * real * baby . yes , yes , that all existed in my head , but i just want to feel as much part of this and celebrated , and frankly i ' m not .

Question: What might the narrator be tying to do ?
Answer: Delivered their friend 's babyHave themselves sterilisedTrain as a nursery nurseConceive a baby