As if he is becoming slowly de - attached from what he was ; so special , so intricate , his eyes are giving in to the pressure of selling more and more ; of selling himself . I am the first to stand in ovation , so I am aware , but not for a second longer ; the rest of the crowd in complete frenzy , clapping as if the world depending on it . But it seemed that he was n't particularly ready to stay and appreciate all the thunderous worshippers more than needed .

Question: Why was n't her particularly ready to stay for the applause ?
Answer: He felt he did n't deserve the applause .He felt ashamed of his performance .The performance had exhausted him .He regretted his performance .