I miss her dearly , I know she would be alittle unsure with my faith because she was raised Baptist , but I know she would happy that I was happy , she was always different about her ideals when it came to her grandchildren . To know that she was so young to die hurts me and makes me wish to know if she is alright . I remind myself of her all the time because I know that I will never forget her , but I have noticed that she wants me to move on with her death , and I believe I have . I know that in time I will be in total acceptence of her going and I will know that I will see her again and I know that she will welcome me in her arms .

Question: What am I hoping will happen eventually ?
Answer: I will forget about the death and move on .I will return to my Baptist faith , as I was raised .I want my grandchildren to be happy and move on .I will be able to see my grandmother in the afterlife .