I wrote AND cried . It 's so real . I ' m reluctant to share it because it is everything I ' ve ever wanted to say to all of the men I ' ve loved , but I never did .

Question: Why do you feel so much emotion about it ?
Answer: I feel raw emotions when I talk about it .I think people will feel more sorry for me .I can cry on cue .I just feel like it comes off better if I cry .