The first was to purchase a pellet gun . I ' m not much of a gun fan and that 's really about where I live , not what I believe on the whole . Also , I ' ve spent a good part of my adult life believing I ' m too trigger happy to have one in the house . I think I ' m a little more sure of my ability to survive these days ( I used to keep an electric chain saw by the bed when I slept alone but I do n't much expect to be assaulted in my sleep these days ) .

Question: What may happen if I am still unsure of my ability to survive ?
Answer: I may think nothing of leaving my bedroom door open .I may have wonderful dreams all the time .I may have no trouble sleeping soundly .I may keep a risky object in my bedroom .