I do n't even know what to title this post . I have to say , the longer I have gone without updating , the harder it is the convince myself to sit down and blog . For one thing , I have so much to share , I ' m not sure where to start . And I know I wo n't include everything .

Question: How is it that if I have so much to share that I do n't know how to start ?
Answer: I am so overwhelmed it is hard to pin point a beginning .I am befuddled and slow at reasoning through the facts .I have trouble because my memory is so poor .I feel ill because I have n't been getting the money I need from blogging .