I ' m a third - fifth row kind of gal in these huge lecture classes . But I had to awkwardly squeeze through 50 million people to get to my seat .

Question: What is the reason for being third - fifth row type of gal ?
Answer: I have a mental illness and I have panic attacks if I do n't sit in the exact same seat or seats in every class .It means I like to be either the third or fifth person there .I like to be fairly close to the front / middle so I can see and hear but not be on the VERY front .None of the above choices .