And I was yelling and crying and at my wits end . And all of the windows were open . And I get outside and my neighbours are sitting leisurely in their backyard . ( Sometimes I get so mad at that - that they sit and relax and visit for hours on end when there is just constant work at our house . )

Question: What may be the reason I am being so unreasonable about my neighbors ?
Answer: I am jealous that they are organized and have much more idle time .Because they are lazy and could be helping but they just sit there .They are constantly working and it makes me feel like a lazy bum .They are always in the backyard and it 's annoying because they watch us .