It was indeed a nice reunion since no explanations or arguments was made - we just saw each other and hugged - but , the reason for the reunion is something that I would n't wish to happen ever again . Despite the tears and pain of losing " auntie - second mom , " I am still thankful that she did n't suffer a painful experience before she finally went home . I know , she is now pain free and happy with Jesus in heaven . But , in my selfish state of feeling and mindset , I wished she 's still here with us ... But God 's ways are far better than ours - He knows what 's best for all of us ... right now , I just have to think that " aunt - second mom " is real happy in heaven .

Question: Why do I believe she is with Jesus ?
Answer: She was a pious Christian .She was cremated with Jesus .She suffered a painful experience .The church made sure she get into the heaven .