She gained a lot of knowledge in terms of academics , as well as lessons in life . She began to think that life is n't as harsh as it looks to be , or at least , it should n't be . With a special and meaningful piece of metal hanging around her chain ( and lots of questions surrounding its existance ) she stuck onto her belief and never told anyone what it really meant to her , always giving a crap answer to anyone who wanted to know . It was actually a silly idea , she thought , but knew that she would persist so long as she believed .

Question: How may I feeling during this post ?
Answer: None of the above choices .AngryProudSad