I keep running through this day as if somehow I could go back and change it . As much as I 'd love to , it would n't make a difference , the same result would have come about anyway . How much longer could I have held up the charade of lies ? Another day ?

Question: What may have caused you to want to change the day ?
Answer: I wish I could 've held up my charade of dishonesty throughout it .None of the above choices .I was being dishonest throughout it .I knew that I could change the result .