At one point I was looking out of the window and watched this large woman get out of a minivan that was parked in a handicapped spot , followed by her large children and finally her large husband . The husband was a bit larger than the wife and walked with a distinct waddle . And all I kept thinking was " Wow you guys really should n't be here . " Then I looked down and saw my WAY BIGGER THAN IT EVER WAS BEFORE belly pouring over the front and sides of my jeans and thought ... " Wow , I should n't be here . " Needless to say the diet is back on . Got ta go -- work beckons .

Question: How did I feel after seeing them and seeing myself ?
Answer: I felt that I am better than them in every way .I felt that they were lucky to be the way they are .I felt that I need to work on getting back into shape .I felt that I do not need to improve at this moment .