it 's silly how i can be scared of a trip i looked forward to for so long .. from it being NZ , to taiwan , to finally bintan .. guess yea he is right . the best i can do for both myself and klaw is to be myself . be myself and not worry about any other thing . be myself and enjoy myself .

Question: Why is the writer scared of a trip ?
Answer: Because they need to learn how to be themselves .Because they 've been looking forward to it for a long time .Because they are going to NZ and Taiwan .Because they are going to a new and unfamiliar place .