I 'd rather just arrive early and be done with it . * sigh * and the thought was that months ago , I was thinking of taking off these few days so I could volunteer . Hell , the thought last night was stranding the guy I give a ride to b / c I was concerned what the cat had gotten into b / c of the construction ... I should have done that , I should have whisked myself home and ... no I had to give him a ride , it was the same thought as I was driving to work as I ' m having now ...

Question: What am I kicking myself for right now ?
Answer: I want this guy to ask me out but I 'm too afraid to tell him .I am thinking about the cat I found at the construction site .I think I should n't waste my time volunteering .I keep thinking I should n't have given someone a ride .