Why do I keep insisting on causing myself pointless pain ? Do I enjoy it on some level , or am I just some special kind of idiot ? Or can I really just not ignore pointless curiousity about things I KNOW are just going to hurt me?If you 're wondering , here 's the basics . Some time ago , a few months , I broke up with my boyfriend of about 3 years .

Question: What best describe 's the OP ?
Answer: MysogonistNihilistNone of the above choices .Masochist