I ' m really excited for this weekend . Even though Phil [ b ] has disappointed me yet again , I have n't been thinking about him much . At first I was really sad , but no tears or anything . But now , I ' m not sure I even care that much .

Question: What might be the reason for you to not think about Phil ?
Answer: I messed up and it filled Phil with disappointment .I feel like I disappointed Phil .I get tears when I start thinking about him too much .He messed up and it filled me with disappointment .