Damn me . There were running thoughts since you left ... I felt sorry , regret , being mis - understood and abandoned . There were also many self talks since you left ... it 's the choice , many of them , that shaped my past and even now .

Question: Why did I started talking to myself after you left ?
Answer: I am a great converstationlist , espeically when it 's with myself .I have no one else to talk to , after you left me alone to suffer the consequences .None of the above choices .I like talking to myself more than talking to others .