finding myself in the oddest of situations has led me tocrave self - destruction and self - inflicted problems . only knowing myself when i am down has turned me intoa miserable prick who craves disaster . i truly am myown worst critic , and i am aware of the damage i am imposing on those around me . i am not aware of whyi refuse to change , i am fully conscious my intake hascaused me to become anything but immune to illness , i have no doubt that i search for pain wherever i go .

Question: Why might I be so critical of the fact that I have so many problems ?
Answer: I might be because i search for pain wherever I go .None of the above choices .i might be because I impose damage on others .I might be because I crave disaster .