There were times that I just needed to not talk . I just needed to sit there and stare off into nothingness for a while . Usually after a while of this , I was OK ... except the fourth day became a bit harder to pull this off .

Question: What may happen when you need to " not talk ? "
Answer: I 'll be alone with myself and enjoy it .I would stare off into the sunset .I 'll be alone with my thoughts .I would take the time so I could pull this talk off .