Everyone came back to mine afterwards and made me feel loved . It was fantastic , and I was so pleased and touched to have such wonderful friends , and it was made al the more touching because these were people I 'd not long met . It 's certainly weird to be back , but it has been really good to catch up with people , and especially Mike .

Question: If I had never left , what would have I felt ?
Answer: Nothing because Mike would have started to dislike me .I would n't have the longing for these people like I do now .Still pleased and touched to have such hurtful friends .I would have felt weird that I never left home at all .