i may die at any moment . but i want it to be with a light heart and happiness not with worry and anger or sadness . i want to sing and dance , i want to make him smile and laugh so hard he has to stop and grab that damn inhaler , because , steve has the asthma :( lol .

Question: Why might I want to die with happiness when I could die at any moment ?
Answer: Because I understand my passing would be fulfilling to those who love me .Because I understand my passing would be a relief to those who love me .Because I understand my passing would be ecstatic to those who love me .Because I understand my passing would be devastating to those who love me .