I ' m not . You distanced yourself , and it worked , but it also burned our last time together . It really hurt , more than beginning of last summer did . Fact : I ' m sitting in my room crying .

Question: Why is the speaker sitting in there room and crying as a result of the subject 's behavior ?
Answer: The subject owes them money , which they have asked nicely for several times , and the subject wo n't pay upThey proposed to the subject , having waited months , and the subject laughed in their faceThey applied for a job with the subject 's company and they were denied a position at the companyThey invested a lot , emotionally , into the subject , and it seems to have all been for naught