I realized music was much bigger than my self - image and I had to start focusing more on what I loved than abusing myself . After the summer , and going into my junior year , I ' m starting to see all of the super skinny girls I will be compared to once again . So I have relapsed . I realize I ' m regressing , but right now it makes sense in my head .

Question: What might be the reason I have a hard time with self - image .
Answer: I try to focus on things like music but then I get hungry from being stimulated .I try not to abuse myself but it 's hard when I see all the guys who wo n't like me .None of the above choices .I am constantly worried about keeping up with the popular crowd .