I do n't know why , maybe its because I want a reason to tell myself that we will eventually be together , but I keep telling myself that If only they were to meet me , that it would change everything . But , maybe its just wishful thinking , and the fact that I am blinded by love . Yes , I did actually say love , which is odd , because we really have not talked at all , at least not one on one , which I really wish we could , because I want to get to know her so bad . It 's not even right .

Question: Why have I probably not talked to her ?
Answer: I do not to keep my distanceI do not love herI have the courage toI am too scared