I guess I can rationalize why you lied to your mom . And on some level I can understand your self destructive streak concerning ... him ... But I still ca n't understand why you lied to me . Did you think I would n't find out ? Why did you think you had to hide ? When I first found out , I ( foolishly ) thought oh !

Question: what may happen before my discovery of the episode ?
Answer: I am self destructiveI lie to my momNone of the above choices .I believed I would n't be lied to