Who supports you . Who tells you - without even telling you - that it really is going to be okay . Despite my very REAL grief , I STILL felt like " Guy Who Is Not Supposed To Be Here " since it was a room full of sobbing , teary eyed people . You know the feeling .

Question: Why might the narrator feel grief ?
Answer: They feel they do not belong there .They feel they have made others cry .They feel that others are judging their response .They are attending a loved one 's funeral .