It felt so good for a while . I wish my bones stuck out more . My boyfriend is super skinny ( 6'5 " 150 lbs ) and everytime I ' m in contact with him I get the lyrics from " Big is n't Beautiful " by King Adora in my head .

Question: Why might the author be saying they felt good " for awhile " ?
Answer: They felt good when they come in contact with the boyfriend and the song plays in their head .They felt good for their super skinny boyfriend .They like the song " big is nt beautiful " .It appears they are unhappy about their current weight with a new very slender boyfriend .