So , do I follow my gut ( the same gut that led me to take single sessions of fencing and improv and to briefly involve myself with varying volunteer commitments ? ) or sit on the fence a little while longer and perhaps look at taking a Wicca 101 class or scouring a dozen more books on my lunch hours ? The problem is that there is no real way to know if I fit without actually jumping in . And it 's just uncouth to poke around at the fringes for eternity .

Question: What is causing so much self doubt in the narrator ?
Answer: They have to pick between fencing and wicca .They have to pick between lunch and wicca .None of the above choices .They have to pick between lunch and improv .