about it . about this ... idk , the first heart beat i think i ' ve felt in a while . I know that we 're gon na be apart for a little while , but now i thnk i have more drive than anytime ever . and i know i said that i was n't going to set myself around a boy ... but if it makes sense , this is n't for him at all .

Question: What is the reason that I am feeling like this ?
Answer: I am in love with this boy .This is what happens when you feel a heartbeat .It just makes sense to feel this .Because we are going to be apart for a while .