I did n't realize I still had a God to trust . I hope my experience makes me more truthful if I see others in situations that are n't uplifting . I never want to leave any of my friends or family asking in hindsight , " If she felt / saw / knew that and loves me , why did n't she say anything ? " Tonight . I almost did call tonight .

Question: What am I trying to tell my friends with my post ?
Answer: I want people to know that I no longer have a God to trust .None of the above choices .I want people to look back in hindsight and see all the times they 've left me .I had a moment in life that strengthened my faith and I want to share it .