So I made the choice of cutting this short and maybe have her pay for my education when I get out to see how much she likes that . Nah , I can not do that to her nor myself . I think I am done flying out fragments from my miniature explosion that woke me up . First post and more to come .

Question: Why would I not want to let her pay for my education ?
Answer: Because I would n't want to cause me undue financial hardship .Because she would n't want to cause me undue financial hardship .Because I would want to cause myself undue financial hardship .Because I would n't want to cause her undue financial hardship .