Many of those good decisions also were made when I was not at the time involved in a relationship , or at least relatively minorly involved . What this makes me wonder the most , is if I simply function best and most effectively when I am , in essence , alone ? Or is it perhaps the people that happen to surround me at various times ? Whether by direct influence or by their general effect on me .

Question: How may I be feeling ?
Answer: SadReflectiveHungryAngry