i ' ve become as depressed as ever , and usually it 's just like , a couple of hours where i feel really shitty , but then i feel happy again . but right now , i ca n't feel any reason to be happy . this is hard to explain but recently , i have just been thinking .

Question: How am I feeling right now .
Answer: I am happy to think that I will not be depressed long .I am feel as depressed as ever right now .I ca n't explain why I am feeling happy .I am feeling happy when I start thinking .