Moreover what made me believe that he would be the one to love me that way ? Maybe it was because the fact that he cried that first night when we discussed the prospect of never seeing each other again , maybe it was because he cried when I sang t him for the first time , maybe it was the look n his eyes when he held me up against the wall in my apartment , held the sides of my face and told me that I was n't trash ... and I was stupid enough to believe him . Why was I so stupid as to believe him ? Why have I ever been so stupid as to believe any of them ?

Question: Why was the man crying so hard and acting erratic ?
Answer: He was grief - stricken about a death .He was trying to stop a split .He was trying to avoid losing a business prospect .He was mourning a close friend .