I have PTSD, depressed and lately been lazy. I despise life, afraid of attachments and I feel like I'll never get what I want. Why? I am very lazy by nature. I feel like I don't have a goal in my life. I am not working and not even studying. I don't know what I am doing or what I want to do. I sometimes read inspirational books and stories also, but to no use. I have started feeling ashamed of myself. What should I do?