Well, Jim, many things that you said actually affirm my position on the subject.

1st, many of us have our own anecdotes. Pure stats say 1 in 4 of us. You're the 1 in 4. I'm the 1 in 4. I'm not going into detail how my anecdotes are worse than yours, but mine involved physical injury visible for several weeks to all who knew. Yet, suicide was never a thought, but we all react differently, I get that. My own failures and shortcomings I never blamed on anyone, including my abuser and those that brushed off the whole thing. 

I never once said that victims are in it only for the money, so I resent your mistaken inference. I also resent that you cast me as less than human. My goals are not motivated out of spite for the past, my goals are motivated by teaching our current generation how not to let it happen in the first place. 

I reject "repressed memory syndrome". I know a few survivors and I am one. We never had a problem remembering. Most of us had problems forgetting.