Sorry, I don't take seriously posts from whites who claim to be this or that--"Indian", etc.--to try and "validate" themselves and their claims they're "not racist".  They routinely claim to belong to the very group they disparage.  While I actually have encountered "Stockholm syndrome" in one Samoan with whom I debated about the war in Iraq (he was a son of an innkeeper on Tutu'ila, and he'd been ruined by both the US military and the CCC of American Samoa), I generally regard such claims as attempts to hide from well-deserved censure by more reasonable people.  In the albeit unlikely event your claim is accurate, it's even worse--what Mexicans refer to as "la mosqa en leche" syndrome--i.e. identifying with those who walk on you in an attempt to salvage an illusion of self-respect.