OS, you remind me of the withered Japanese soldier wandering out of the Philippines jungle ready to keep fighting World War II, with one glaring exception: His side lost, but he didn't know it, and your side won, but that's not enough. Instead, here you are like some stubborn old coot who just doesn't know when, or how, to quit picking fights. It's sad to watch.
It's great that you got your pain "meds" managed, because the quality of your posts have reflected that in their lucidity. Maybe now work on the anger issues and letting go.