Elise,
As a female, I wouldn't waste my time with guns if I wanted to kill a lot of people fast. I'd use Kool-Aid and poison--like Mr. Jones, or any carrier solvent and poison in spray or pour form, or bacteria, in a pinch, sprayed on the vegetables in the supermarket. 

Back in the day, before Independence, the world was so much safer, except for in the cities. Back then, sovereignty ruled the day and if someone was overstepping their bounds, they got what they were asking for and it was okay. Today, the cities are nothing more than nested victims paying for someone else to kill and die for them, when the paid for killers are around. It's very dangerous in the cities.

You are afraid of your own self and what you really are, so you want to buy the responsibility of protection instead of own it. You want to stop me from packing a fully automatic weapon of any sort, when I understand it as a tool with specific purposes of tending to my responsibilities of birth for self-protection.