Kevin we are going in circles here.  God I suppose does have His own will. However, to think that our great God shares our emotions is folly.  What we understand as God's word is influenced by the opinions of so many in the past, not just Catholics but, Hindu's, Buddhists, Islamists, Zorastrians,  Jews and etc. etc. etc..  We all have our own ideas of what God may or may not will.  None of us has any lock on infallible Truth.  Yes we attempt to find more truth and it is like grabbing a fist full of sand just to have it all leak out again. The Holy Spirit will enlightens but not you me or anyone can know precisely The Mind of Christ, Buddha or for that matter each other.  Yes we all can strive to have more peace love and truth.  Truth however can not be found by mere opinion.  More truth through the ages is a struggle for those who find the joy of using an Epistemological method in which we are able to see and change some things we once thought true but now see can not at all be true.