what if he was going to doctor 's appointments with britt now ? what if he had realized he missed his old life ? i just could n't face any of that . '' you look better , '' malcolm said . he was n't pastor williams anymore , but he also was n't dad . i did n't know if he would ever be
dad

he closed his fists in anticipation as he had no other choice now . the argument became moot when someone began shouting from back in the camp . thorn breathed a heavy sigh of relief and unclenched his fists . '' hey ! hey ! fire ! '' the voice shouted . court stopped and looked back , keeping the gun pointed at
thorn

ananda scanned the sangha for signs of recognition . speaking slowly and clearly , she said , '' i am tathagata . '' a thousand pairs of eyes rested on her , and a thousand pairs of ears waited for the next word . but no next word came , not over the speakers . the meaning , however , was repeated as internal resonance : '' i am
tathagata