question: Of which just happens to be the last violin shop job I turned down . At that time , my life was in shambles and if I made it through the day it was a good day . After I had to turn that job down I felt like a total failure all over again . I felt like I had failed my professor .
Q: Why is the narrator so down on themselves ?

answer: They are not fulfilling their professor 's expectations .

question: As it was Memorial Day , there were many people in uniform and with their families . It was great to have the opportunity to take it all in before heading back . On the way back ( as was the case on the way down ) , there were many others on their bikes , roller - blading , jogging or just walking . Many families were together and also alone .
Q: Why is the narrator not working today as it 's a Monday ?

answer: It is Memorial Day .

question: Rode to the Schaumburg library , a brief 11 miles away . Yeah , I got a lot of sun today . Methinks sun burn is likely , especially since I 'll be outside a lot tomorrow ( will wear sunblock then for sure ) .
Q: What 's a possible reason the writer thinks a sunburn is likely ?

answer:
Because they were out in the sun and without sunscreen .