but i just do n't know how to explain to people how i feel , you knoww ? anyways the fight we just had really makes me want to go behind her back and start talking to my dad . but i have no idea whether i should stay loyal to someone who constantly shows how unhappy they are with me ; or someone who i never know what they 'll say or think ; but are willing to try to get to know me .

Answer the following question: Why would the narrator need to go to their dad ?
They are looking for advice .