Read the following article and answer the question.

When I was in the water I had small fits of rage roll through me but then I would hear my mom 's voice and it would be asking me is this how I would want you to be acting ? I just looked up at the sky after those and just smiled . I will always be Mommy 's Little Girl even though is is gone .

Why is the narrator so sentimental at the moment ?
They are thinking about a deceased loved one .