Lisa, It is extremely hard to watch you struggle through this. It is hard for me also. I sit up here trying to work when the reality of our current situation weighs on me like a ton of bricks. It is hard for me not to break down a couple of times a day, but the pace of my work usually forces me through those times. I don't know if my calling you, asking you to lunch, or holding your hand, helps or hurts at this time. But I am not going to let us give up on each other. My feelings for you run too deep to just try and bury them so that I don't have to think about all the pain. We are both struggling to find a place to start. I want to start by just letting you know that not a day goes by without me thinking of a time when we can put this behind us. I am not sure how to get there right now either. However, during those few precious time lately when I get to look into your eyes, I see the true Lisa (changed as she is by the last couple of years), but still Lisa nonetheless. I need to get to know this changed true Lisa, whatever happens in the near future. I felt I just to had to write this email. Gerald

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