Work absolutely sucked again today , but I did not freak out and have a panic attack this time . I just dealt with it , knowing there was nothing I could do about the fact that I did n't get my work done . This time it was due mostly to our photo tech calling out sick , so I was stuck running the photo dept . all day .
Answer the following question: Why may the narrator be experiencing a bad day ?

The narrator had several colleagues duck out on working .

finding myself in the oddest of situations has led me tocrave self - destruction and self - inflicted problems . only knowing myself when i am down has turned me intoa miserable prick who craves disaster . i truly am myown worst critic , and i am aware of the damage i am imposing on those around me . i am not aware of whyi refuse to change , i am fully conscious my intake hascaused me to become anything but immune to illness , i have no doubt that i search for pain wherever i go .
Answer the following question: Why might I be so critical of the fact that I have so many problems ?

None of the above choices .

I had an entirely female moment earlier . I was getting dressed for dinner and grabbed a pair of jeans I had n't worn in three years and they did n't fit . I cried like a baby until my grandmother sat with me draped over her in a rocking chair the way she did when I was a little girl and she assured me that I was being ridiculous that I had grown up and my body had changed and I should n't complain because how many girls have small waists and wide hips and large breasts and basically built like 1950 's bombshells . I eventually agreed and tried to think of things like how good I look in high waisted pencil skirts and how my legs are shapely and creamy .
Answer the following question: Why is the narrator so grateful to their grandmother ?

They helped them with body shame issues .

I checked the repair costs on Palm 's website and its $ 199 . I would much rather wait and save that money towards Treo Pro once it comes out . Now I got this phone around may last year , and this problem with storage card going missing from the file explorer started to show up around the same time this year , but after a soft reset it would come back .
Answer the following question: Why is the narrator not getting their Palm fixed ?
They are going to wait for a new model .