Well that was torture . To sit there and look at him ... being him ... and know I might never see it again . It was selfish to want to see him . I know he did n't want it .

Possible answers:
+I will notice him as we look .;
+I will not feel selfish any more .;
+We wo nt miss seeing him sit there .;
+I wo nt feel tortured any more .;
Q: What may happen during my time sitting there ?
I will notice him as we look .