Question:
! So now I ' m really behind in school , which is just lovely . But it wo n't be that bad . I do n't feel that stressed right now , although I felt on the verge of a nervous breakdown earlier . I guess I did n't realize how much better it would make me feel if Gieske let me take the Euro test on We d instead of tomorrow .

What was the cause of the narrator 's panic attack ?
Answer:
It was an upcoming test .

Question:
Not quite the crisis situation I imagined , but exhausting nonetheless . I spent last night making pages apon pages of notes about how I would break it , questions they would ask and what I would say . I got up early and went to Brian 's house for eggs and toast . After we did dishes , I said , " Hey ... can I talk to you before we head out ? " So , I sat on the couch and he sat next to me and said , " Are you pregnant ? "

What may have been the reason I was up all night making notes ?
Answer:
I wanted to talk to my boyfriend about something important the next day .

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Tomorrow 's going to be one of the most difficult days ever . The wake is tomorrow afternoon and I ' m going to need to much xanax to get me through . Seeing him is going to be so hard . I just ca n't believe he 's really gone .

How could a " wake " be in the afternoon ?
Answer:
This type of " wake " is a sort of funereal ritual where people surround or wait with the body in celebration

Question:
Babies think they 're invincible . They think they 're invulnerable to the rules of society . Today at Chipotle , I was eating a burrito by myself , and this little baby walked up to me , and stared at me . I chewed my burrito , pretending not to notice him , because he obviously must have been very embarrassed that he was gawking .

Why does the narrator say " he obviously must have been very embarrassed that he was gawking " ?
Answer:
The narrator is being sarcastic .