She was always smiling , always happy , for no apparent reason . laughing even when no one was making jokes , just loving life so much . I envied her .

A: Why would I envy someone for smiling with no apparent reason ?

I moped around dejected when I should have lived in the moment . I kicked and karate chopped everyone in sight when I should have smiled and laughed . I know I ' m to blame , but it does n't make it any easier . I picked the wrong week to leave - this week will be gorgeous ; the week before I left was gorgeous .

A: Would I have liked to remain there ?

Message posted by : jerry s. Ok I have to share this with my Tri friends . I was going across a sidewalk to cross a very busy intersection , I had a green light . Out of the corner of my eye I saw a large new black SUV coming towards me .

A: What may be a reason about this situation ?

Spring Break started off slow , but this weekend ended up being awesome . I went with Jason up to visit those friends in Boulder Creek that I played poker with . Also there were 3 of his friends from school , plus another friend and their family . I had a great time getting to know his friends , especially this one guy , because we have a lot in common . Jason said we had great chemistry , which is n't really something you want your boyfriend to say to you about you and his friend , but I ' m just gon na ignore it .

A:
Why does the narrator have so much free time ?