only because she asked and i knew it would make her happy to hear that her only child is n't despised by the entire male population under 25.i fucking hate myself . because i ' m alone . and it hurts ... a lot.so what is there left to do besides use someone else 's wifi in order to chronicle my own self - hate ? nothing.i have no one who understands and it hurts so , so much.i thoguht i was getting better , too .

A: How may I be feeling right now ?

Ok . So , the dishes are clean , the sink is clean , the counters are clean , the kitchen floor has been swept and mopped , the living room floor has been swept , the recycling is sorted , the laundry is sorted , the plants have been pruned and watered . ( The bathroom is still a sty and I should clean the brita filters again , but that can wait for next week . ) This means I ' m good to head to Toronto tomorrow right after work .

A: Why do they call the bathroom a sty ?

I left carefully wishing I had n't been afraid to take a picture . Saturday evening heavy rain accompanied thunder and lightning . But at sunset a full rainbow filled the sky above our house . It was impossible to fit the entire arc in the viewfinder of the camera but the colour and clarity made it the most spectacular rainbow I have ever seen . It was only a week ago that we chased the last rainbow .

A: What may be the reason why they were afraid to take pictures ?

After we landed , signs in English and Japanese directed us to a passport check - in where I had to give my fingerprints and a photo . I was then directed to some stairs which led to baggage claim . Michelle and I grabbed our bags and headed to customs .

A:
What may have happened before their arrival ?