whether they 'd done anything together since i 'd come into the picture , i did n't know and should n't have cared , but ... yeah , i cared . '' you should join her , '' kat said to trina , and i knew she 'd done it to remove attention from me . any time i thought i could n't love her any more , she surprised me by winning another piece of my heart . trina was eating a sandwich and never even glanced over at
kat

'' no , it wo n't . how can it ever lessen when it was my fault ? '' '' it 's not your fault child . '' joshua explained everything : his disobedience , the fight , and his father 's bruises . he trembled horribly as he recited the tale . '' listen to me very carefully ,
joshua

then the dream turned black and thetra awoke , not opening his eyelids because of the pain in his shoulder . and then he fell asleep once more . he saw arek in a castle . he was in a room lit by torches , kneeling before a throne . sitting in the throne was a golden sword . after about a minute , it seemed as if arek had finished a prayer or something and he looked up to the
throne