Why had he done this to me ? I had taken a belt and wrapped my wrists with it , just to show him how much I trusted him not to hurt me , and then he went and did this to me . Why ?

Possible answers:
* I did n't know what else to do except mess with the belt ..
* There was nothing else to do except to play with the belt ..
* I was playing with the belt because I was bored ..
* I tied myself up because I trust him to not hurt me ..
Q: Why did I do what I did to myself ?
I tied myself up because I trust him to not hurt me .