During those years of being something I had no idea how it was polluting my heart and tainting my relationship with Jesus . Not until it was all gone and I was finished mourning the loss of it did I see how truly gracious God had been to me . As I saw the mercy of God in bringing me back to nothing , my heart and my attention were drawn back to Him once again .

Question: Why is the realtionship with God so important
She realized her relationship was fading and wanted to solidify it