The rest of the day was just holding onto my thumb with ice . Now , let me tell you , I could ' ve died ! It was my first time getting stung , so I had no idea if I was allergic . And allergies can be dangerous * Nods * Lucky I ' m still here . Also , my days are so complicated now ! I ' m freaking stressed at age 12~ !

Based on the preceding passage, answer the following question How may I be feeling right now ?
Anxious