I spent eight years after school continuing to study because I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life still . This really began to get me down but life carried on and thus so did I. Life in the pub trade with just me and my parents working also became more difficult because of a severe illness that nearly overtook my mum . With just me and my dad working busy weekends it really did get frantic at times .

Why might it be hard for me to get another job outside of the pub ?
Because it would devastate my parents and their pub if I left them .