IN: When I stopped walking every morning -- purely a logistical decision since I started working until midnight four nights a week -- my resolve crumbled and my " lifestyle change " fell apart . And it 's been so difficult to pull all the pieces back together . . .
How might I feel about this decision ?

OUT: I am disappointed that I had to stop .

IN: I do n't know . I waited patiently trying to ignore Time although the diminishing sun light told me it was getting latter the more I attempted to ignore it . I closed my eyes and felt the soft wind , the buzzing of flying insects , and the ethereal voice of Jeff flow tenderly through my electrified body . I was electric for anything : meeting a beautiful stranger or bemusing myself with a fool 's errand ( again .
What may happen while waiting patiently ?

OUT: The sun will go down .

IN: he 's great.his party got derailed yesterday when i woke up ill . i can usually get by when i ' m feeling off , but this involved worshipping at the porcelain altar . his party got deflected into happier climes . shigella , m , and malie took him out for lunch , and he left me alone for the bulk of the day . when i ' m sick , i just want to be isolated , and let be .
What caused the party to be cancelled ?

OUT:
The person who got sick was throwing up