I think I laughed myself to sleep , matter of fact . So , now , my dad is blaming my mom for all this shit that happened , because ' she would n't go to the cookout with me ' . He should n't have been drinking in the first place . Some of the medicine he takes ( all like 20 pills a day ) says to NOT take it with alcohol . He 's just an asshole , and I hate him . Oh , and apparently I ' m not supposed to be on the computer , since my dad got mad at me like two days ago and said I could n't have it until I went to college .

A: What may be the reason for them hating their father ?

Sometimes we just ca n't find any reason for the remaining feeling which happned in such a short time . I ' m running out of ideas to write down now . P.S.

A: Why is the narrator having trouble being a prolific writer ?

It was a good decision . Lots of ice , a nice dose of vodka and a splash of cranberry to top it off with a couple of cigarettes on the side . All that plus a shower makes me a new man .

A: Why is the narrator acting a bit woozy ?

Even when I did n't have a car I kept going , walking or riding my bike . I quit school because I needed to work more hours and I could n't while still attending . I have n't been back due to money problems .

A:
What would happen if the narrator got a financial windfall ?