IN: There was so much drama in such a sort amount of time , that I really ca n't blame people for leaving . It was apparant to me that ToL was dying ... but it is so hard for me to let go of something that I love and care about so much , until I feel totally comfortable in accepting and letting go . I hated that I had to make the decision to close ToL ... but I know the only reason I was keeping it open was totally out of obligation ... I worried what membership would do and what people would think ... and in the end I needed to make a decision for my own happiness . Many are saying this is selfish ... but you know something ?
Why were people leaving all of a sudden ?

OUT: There was too much drama and people could n't stand it anymore .

IN: I ca n't wait to go home ( cries ) . I did n't even really get to smoke properly ( cries ) . I had to walk , though that is no problem , but I had the umbrella in one hand , it was freezing cold outside and raining and I was in a hurry .
What is something a person may not be allowed to do in their work environment ?

OUT: People are not allowed to smoke cigarettes at work

IN: Who supports you . Who tells you - without even telling you - that it really is going to be okay . Despite my very REAL grief , I STILL felt like " Guy Who Is Not Supposed To Be Here " since it was a room full of sobbing , teary eyed people . You know the feeling .
Why might the narrator feel they do not belong ?

OUT:
They are not showing emotion as passionately as others .