Continue writing the following text: maybe i was directing all of my respect towards him because of how the other masters were acting . maybe i was looking at master jason like some sort of father figure . whatever the reason , i was striving for his approval and did not want to let him down . '' the half that i 'll teach you is defensive . '' he said . in telling me that he told me that the half of the technique he wanted me to figure out on my own was more than likely
offensive