I could nt hold on to the tears any longer . I really hated saying goodbye my fiancee , my family , my friends , my clients ( which are also my friends ) . I got to Jyvaskyla with no sleep and not enough warm clothes ! I was shocked to get off the plane and still be cold in a sweater and Jacket .

Question: Why was the person upset and in distress ?
The person had to leave the ones that she loved behind and start a new life somewhere else .