So hopefully we can get something figured out that will get me back into my formerly grooving state . I have been meaning to post this all week , but have been too tired when I got home from work to do so . Maybe by this weekend I 'll have my pictures up and so forth so you can all be jealous of the gorgeous sunsets I was privy to on my northern vaycay . I will have to say , it was really nice to get out of town for a little while , and I could n't have had better company .

A: what may happen if I had n't gone on a Northern vacation ?

I had some moments of introspection related to turning a quarter - century old , the results of which were a little unsettling . Certainly I ' ve had many reasons to be bitter and unhappy in the past few months , but when did it become such a problem that friends are leaving more subtle hints about it ? Sigh ... it 's never good when you look in the mirror and are n't happy with what you ' ve become .

A: What were my friends saying about me in a not so subtle way ?

I need to keep up with updating . So that guy I mentioned in the last entry did take me out ! It was great , he 's a complete dork , his past is a bit not good though .

A: Why does the narrator need to keep updating ?

If you want a foot up , say so . " Rin raised her gaze to him , hoping her eyes would speak for her . Could n't he tell she needed a little kindness right now ? She did n't mean to embarrass him again ; all she longed for was a token of his comfort . An arm around the shoulders , a quiet word or a brotherly ruffle of the hair .

A:
Why is Rin looking to communicate with their body and not words ?