Read the following article and answer the question.

I begged and I pleaded , I cried , I begged , I just told you I wanted a beginning , that the beginning did n't mean you had to get lawyers and start the process , you just had to say one word . I just ca n't help but feel that it 's you that is throwing around " I love you " yet throwing around I love you is so much easier then ending something you say you do n't love , you hate , you do n't want , why is it ? Why do n't you love me enough to start a beginning with me ?

What is the narrator trying to stop ?
A separation .