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i 'm not sure what dylan 's and tristan 's reasons are for smoking an abundance of weed ; whether tristan does it just because or if it 's how he deals with the death of his sister , ryder . all i know is that i do it to deaden the pain inside me . it was something i discovered after countless therapy sessions , prescriptions , and trying to draw my way through my inner turmoil . nothing was working , and one day , while i was hanging out with the only friend i had left , he took out a
joint