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But maybe I will see what it said and a few emails before I meet with him . Then make a decision as the first email I sent I told him I was a bitch and what more could I say and he wrote back and said that was ok as he would prove me wrong on what others have done , There is one thing he ca n't change but we are not going into that on a public page . At least he knows my background so there is nothing to hide .

Why is the speaker willing to talk about herself in this derogatory manner ?
Being an adult requires one to take an honest inventory of the ways they have fallen short