Not that I ' m not grateful for all that he 's done for me . He 's the first real relationship I ' ve had in about two years . I can travel during the summer months , but I want more than that , do n't I ? I want to buy a home and fill it with a family and my library .

Question: Why am I mentioning that " I want more than that " ?
He is not the guy I want to marry but he 's nice .