I must admit I love to buy underwear . I do n't cheap out on my underwear either ( no walmart ) but I do n't go crazy either . I 'll start off by stating that I wear briefs . Well unless I am lazing around at home and then it 's boxers and t - shirt lol .
Answer the following question: How do I feel about buying underwears ?

I enjoy it .

I am taking the next big step in my life , and everything is crashing down on me now . I am sick , I am tired , I had nightmares all night last night . I could not sleep .
Answer the following question: Why was the narrator unable to get to sleep ?

They are worried about life .

I have n't felt like this in a while ... yearning to be non existing that is . So many things are wrong and have been wrong . I ' ve struggled and lost 84 pounds so far ; however , I ca n't even tell the difference because all I see is a fat tub - o - lard ugly girl who no one would rather be with .
Answer the following question: What is true about me ?

I think I am overweight .

then i had to sit down and think about it becuase i have to rate my pain for the last week . this morning i got up and well i hurt again .
Answer the following question: Where may be the narrator heading next amid this pain ?
The narrator is likely off to the hospital .