Question:
Or better yet someone to tell me what to do . Not in a , you 're wasting your life you need to something way but just someone to give me a push in the right direction . Everyone thinks that just cause I ' m not carving my arms up anymore that everything is all bright and shiny now . God , if only that were so .

What may be the reason why they were cutting ?
Answer:
It made them feel better .

Question:
So I left the interview a bit wiser , but without anything to go on . I have met with others in the hotel business who want to help me ; however , to be honest , I do not expect them to get back to me . I still wait for the results of the teaching interview and as to the job in Nigeria , I have yet to hear from them either . The week the house became more crowded .

What may happen to the narrator now that he assumes the one job went south ?
Answer:
The narrator will wait for more interview responses .

Question:
He also moved the fan into the corner because he decided to just get plug happy next to my desk . I ' m genuinely OCD , plus I ' ve spent nearly a week moving and putting things just so . To come home and see everything all clustered and messy freaks me out to no end .

Why did the narrator get so anxious upon getting home ?
Answer:
The place was dirty .

Question:
It is horseshoe shaped right over the knuckle . It bled like a beast . There are also two smaller puncture wounds above it toward the hand . I poured peroxide over it and put a bandage on .

What is the narrator describing ?
Answer:
They are describing an injury .