Oh gosh I ' m so bushwhacked from last night 's urban life cook - out . I conked out in bed possibly sleeping straight like a log not moving an inch and this morning I woke up aching . It happens everytime there 's something big the night before , especially when the outreach events are on . And most unfortunately I woke up with a bad throat and nose .

A: Why is the narrator so sluggish this morning ?

As I listened to Ernie 's story I found myself feeling some guilt . I ' ve promised to take someone hunting a time or two where I let something interfere with it . I guess I did n't think about how big an impact it could end up having on that person 's life .

A: Why does the narrator have guilt about Ernie ?

And his job keeps him extraordinarily busy / stressed , so the work just piles up when he 's gone . Plus , he 's just been traveling for 2 weeks and the minute he got back he had to pack for this other trip . Luckily , Dada is fine . I got really worried when my parents told me that he was being tested ( before we knew what had happened ) .

A: How does he feel about his job .

It 's so weird to say that i am 19 and have never had a boyfriend . I mean do n't get the wrong idea- I ' m not a virgin or anything hahahaAnyways ... I sometimes think that when i finally get into a relationship , i wo n't know how to act or what to do . I am sooo scared of getting hurt . You know that cliche it 's better to have loved and lost , than to never have loved at all ? ? ? Well i personally think that s bullshit !

A:
What best describe 's the OP 's attitude