Question:
Seeing her face once more would be enough . And hopefully , he would see her smile , too . Coming to a stop at the end of the road , Kadaj stared at his hands and fumbled with them nervously . It felt as if there was a vice inside him , constraining him .

Who is the narrator anticipating seeing ?
Answer:
A woman he loves

Question:
Sensationalism brings in the viewers and the money . Blaming individuals and framing a debate as a cat fight is sensational . Legitimate , boring explanations that have to do with money and social inequality ... meh , we 'll pass . This really is so frustrating .

What may be a fact about " sensationalism " ?
Answer:
They do n't do meaningful debates for their viewers .

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Then saturday comes and that 's my usual lunch day with Jose and of course I have to miss it cause once again no car . Sunday I had to go to the E.R cause I pulled a muscle in my rotator cuff so I could n't raise my arm up and down . urg damn copay fucked me over , but no work on monday because of it . So monday Jose , my cousin Brian and I went to the beach which was fun I guess , too much damn seaweed and Jose threw a dead fish at me .

What caused Jose to throw a dead fish at the speaker when they were at the beach ?
Answer:
He was attempting to be playful and add to the fun atmosphere of the day

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And many nights , many years , he slept in my bed . He loved to be right up next to you so he 'd cuddle up right next to your legs and pass out ( snoring ) legs splayed . So I ' m fairly grief stricken and having a hard time with it so far . His absence is going to take some time to register permanently ; I keep expecting to hear the patter of his claws on the kitchen floor but it 's not going to come . And when something forces me to realize that he 's gone ( like when I went to put my laundry in and saw that he was n't sleeping in his bed next to the utility sink ) I feel horrible .

Why is the narrator acting so sullen ?
Answer:
They just lost a small animal .