I ' ve started giving her a little bowl with her snacks in it . Usually I just sit her in her high chair and put the snacks on her tray , but she 's been getting pretty good with the whole food being in a container thing . She even cleans up after herself when she spills . It 's both wonderful and hilarious .

A: Why is the girl starting to get more in tune with cleaning ?

Like the story I told yesterday about me sticking a pencil in my eye on Tuesday . That happened . Or the story about the doctor telling me that my ankles will forever be two different sizes unless I spend 6 weeks off my feet and let my ankle heal . That happened ( though I ' m not happy about it ) .

A: What is wrong with the person 's ankle ?

It 's hard to lie onto myself but for sure I ' m willing to move on and let go but the only thing that makes me out of the flow is that I just do n't know how . It 's easy to say you ' ve moved on and let go but it 's hard to know and make even a single step . My mind keeps on saying that I ' ve already forgotten those things but me heart says I ' ve never and never will . My heart is more honest than my mind but my mind is wiser than my heart that it tries to hide the pain I feel inside .

A: What might the narrator be needing to move on from ?

Can you believe it ? 3 days at home with a sick child , and it was only on the third that I actually planted my behind on the couch and grapped my cotton and my hook . I watched ' Notes on a scandal ' and enjoyed it . I did n't really like the ending , it did n't resolve the relationship between the two women , but liked the rest of the film .

A:
Why is the narrator getting to watch so much TV ?