Claire stays with him in his dreams , kisses him , whispers to him on cold nights , and his body responds even when his mind does n't want to . He hates her , hates himself , hates the world . The virus moves faster every year , felling families , politicians , schoolteachers , doctors ; the high and the low - and Peter has n't done a thing to stop it . Has n't done a thing , and does n't care to .

A: Why is Claire only with him in his dreams ?

Also , we put in another door right behind their nesting boxes so we can collect eggs without going inside the coop . And of course there is a door for the chickens to enter the coop from their enclosed yard up a ramp , along with door for us to enter the coop , mostly just to clean it out . We 're hoping to get the roof and siding done this week along with the posts for the yard and chicken wire for the fencing .

A: Why is the speaker putting this much effort into being able to collect the eggs efficiently ?

Every single day . Living a lie . Misery and oppression . Ordinary and pathetic . I do n't know if you ' ve ever gone through this , but sometimes I find myself with girls I do n't like . I think I ' m with them in the first place because I 'd rather spend a moment with a girls arms around me , hugging me back on purpose , than another night alone in a cold , dark room .

A: What would happen if the person wishes to improve their life ?

I need to write , i need to ge this shit out of my head , and in the open once and for all . Oh , by the way , happy birthday dad . you would have been ... 48 ?

A:
What will the narrator do to relieve their stress ?