You had a wonderful day at the beach and I only wish I could say the same . I know you are surrounded with so many people who love you and I know you are in a place of such peace and joy , where everything sparkles and is bee - you - tee - full , but Han , I miss you . On this the anniversary of your birth , I miss you so much .

Question: Why did I had the day I had ?
Because you 're not here with me .