Problem: It was also my friends ' bdays and there were cupcakes ( I had three ) and two cakes , which I have eaten most of each ! I just had five eggs and some cereal as the boy just left and I ca n't sleep so i do what I do best , eat . The thing is , John is really small . He is just a tiny guy . being with him makes me feel like an even bigger whale than i usually feel I am .

how can the weight of the narrator be described ?

A: He is overweight .

Problem: In a way it is protecting my investment , as you said yourself , you never say stop . What if it were some fool with their hands about your throat ... Or with blade in hand ... I know I would stop before that final line was crossed as you are ...

What might have we been discussing prior to this ?

A: We might have been discussing when to stop .

Problem: He was a part of me in a way I would never know while living . And here , in the distorted heaven projected around me , I finally could . And damn if the words did n't make tears sting in my eyes . I would have been embarrassed , but I think I was past all that .

What will the narrator do related to the subject ?

A:
The narrator will mourn for the subject .