I went off to school to learn to be a music teacher and ended up having the love of music drained out of me . Doug , however , just went out and played . How I envied his pure love of music and I realized how much of him I had missed out on . OPTIONS:
- The narrator can no longer muster up a passion for music .
- The narrator ca n't play music .
- The narrator has never played music before .
- None of the above choices .

A: Why does the narrator refuse to play music ?

I told the nurse flat out that I did nt want any more needles . I do n't exactly remember the conversation with the little nurse , but I imagine she 'd have coaxed and soothed me - anything to make the process go more smoothly . I told her again , and with as much authority as my four year old self could muster , that I was nt going to have anymore needles . Sensing a problem , she tried to bargain with me . OPTIONS:
- They will leave the nurse 's room .
- They will refuse to get any needles put in them .
- They will refrain from going to the doctor again .
- The nurse will talk them into dealing with the needles .

A: What may happen after this encounter ?

She had glanced away still smiling and when she saw that response her smile immediately vanished ! It was as if a photograph of her past love just appeared in front of her screen . This was only the second time she actually saw someone use that " word " . Her facial expression quickly transformed into one of discomfort . OPTIONS:
- She enjoys hearing that word .
- It 's a great and lovely word .
- It 's one of her favorite words .
- It 's a trigger word that makes her feel terribly ashame of herself .

A: Why is the word that was used causing her such discomfort ?

Yesterday was Easter . I did n't go to church , like I told my dad I 'd do . I called my grandma , which made me feel better about myself . Then I had brownies and milk with Sarah and was stoned for 7 or 8 hours straight . OPTIONS:
- They wanted to come visit .
- None of the above choices .
- They felt bad about skipping church .
- They needed some money .

A:
Why did the narrator call their grandmother ?