in the few weeks since he 'd proposed , she 'd felt jittery and unable to shake the feeling that she was making a mistake . instead of planning her wedding , she 'd found herself avoiding the subject of her upcoming nuptials whenever scarlet or her grandmother had brought it up . but had she slept with zeke because of or despite her engagement to john ? had she unconsciously been trying to sabotage her engagement , or had she just been unable to resist
zeke