finding myself in the oddest of situations has led me tocrave self - destruction and self - inflicted problems . only knowing myself when i am down has turned me intoa miserable prick who craves disaster . i truly am myown worst critic , and i am aware of the damage i am imposing on those around me . i am not aware of whyi refuse to change , i am fully conscious my intake hascaused me to become anything but immune to illness , i have no doubt that i search for pain wherever i go .

Based on the preceding passage, choose your answer for question Why would this person be craving unhappy events in their life .
OPTIONS:
[i] The narrator is experiencing happiness on a level they never previously felt before ..
[ii] The narrator is experiencing self - loathing traits ..
[iii] The narrator is experiencing a so - so point in their life ..
[iv] None of the above choices ..
The answer is:
[ii]