question: Being back in Berkeley has made me realize that it has been a really long time since I have been truly truly happy . Its not that I ' ve been miserable ... far from it . But its like the last year or so , I ' ve been in a funk . you know in cartoons when one of the characters gets followed around by a little grey raincloud ?
Q: What will happen this year ?

answer: He will feel like he 's in a rut

question: Today is the first time I ' ve gotten to sit down for more than two minutes at a time , it seems . I got down to camp on Thursday night , and we immediately left for dinner and Iron Man , which was AWESOME . I loved it . Friday was a regular 8-hour workday , and after dinner , Ryan and Miles went to Kenneth 's to hang out . I was planning on going to the Ren Fest with Ryan and Kenneth on Saturday , so I said , you guys go hang out , have a boys ' night , and I 'll hang out with you tomorrow .
Q: What may happen after being able to relax for a couple of minutes ?

answer: I would be able to relax and hang out with others .

question: Here , it 's the only death you got ! Poor John had to give the final blow . That moment alone would have made my weekend ( I always wanted to play a tough as nails cop ) but this weekend was one great moment after another . I am in awe of everyone who put this together ! I was really scared , excited , hopeful , angry , motivated , and tough - as - nails .
Q: Why did John give the blow ?

answer:
To end the pain .