He was n't holding me in a way that told me he wanted something more out of the evening . To put it simply , it was romantic , sweet and protective . I do n't remember being held like this before , by anyone . And at the moment , I never wanted to be held like this by anyone else .

A: Why did I feel this way ?

People seem to keep me distant & are very aloof to me like they can sense i have a lot of problems ... how do i handle this behaviour ? its like from my perception no one wants to get involved with me , like iam a condemed person which people are disturbed by or whatever . its not like i have never tried with people either , in the past i have even acted out of character to try and be overly friendly and nice to be accepted and still , people have kept their distance but been civil to me , almost like making it evident they do nt want to know me .

A: Why was the narrator surprised when people are n't nice to them ?

I stop in every now and again , spam a few postings , then drop off the face of the planet . I have a few things to say , though . First off , I love how instantly supportive everyone is to the ladies seeking advice on here .

A: What may be a fact about this person ?

Allowed me to see the good in someone that I had been so skeptical to see . I have sort of neglected my writing for a while . That 's because I thought things were changing .

A:
Why did they stop writing for awhile ?