Might as well be dead . And I went back to being Harleen Quinzel , and you were my patient again -- of course , this is the most dream - like bit , 'cause even if I was given another sanity certificate , and by some miracle became a head doctor once more , they 'd never assign me to you again . I 'd wake up then , shivering and whimpering .

Give answer the following question using evidence from the above passage: How did the narrator feel about the dream ?
They were upset by it .