And , most importantly , I might find a reason to live . Now that sounds more depressing than it 's intended to be , and I mean it exactly how I put it . I just feel like I ' m at a dead end , here in the Netherlands , as I ' m getting nowhere with my education . I have n't gained a single fucking thing in the last seven or so years in highschool , as I only got the lowest degree and I do n't intend to use it . OPTIONS:
- None of the above choices .
- They want the reader to understand what their current emotional landscape is like
- They want the reader to feel sorry for them as they are attention hungry
- They hope that if they seem sad , the reader will send donations

A: Why is the person describing things in this self admittedly depressing way ?

I could work in my studio without anyone complaining that I had n't taken care of an errand or stopped by the store for milk . If there was rumbling to that effect , I 'd just shrug my shoulders and say , " I ' m sorry , but I did n't have the car today . " And , on the whole , I ' m happy with my no - car - half - the - day situation . OPTIONS:
- They need to be able to drink and work .
- None of the above choices .
- They need to be able to smoke .
- They need to be able to do work by themselves .

A: Why is the narrator working in the studio so diligently ?

He would have no clue what I was referring to , and it would just make me look crazy . I am so mad though . I feel like he is cheating on me , even though I know he is not , it is the same emotions . I have to let go , there is no remedy for this . OPTIONS:
- I was cheated on in the past .
- None of the above choices .
- I felt I looked crazy in the mirror .
- I did n't get enough sleep .

A: What is a reason I might feel the way I do .

I recently received an assignment to write about great fall getaways . And while I love travel writing , it was tough to work on this assignment . It was almost triple - digits outside , registration for school was only a couple weeks away , and the closest thing I 'd had to a vacation was an extra - long coffee break . OPTIONS:
- They are inspired by a recent getaway .
- None of the above choices .
- They are inspired by themselves .
- They are inspired by school .

A:
What is causing the narrator to write in her blog ?