I put on some Nine Inch Nails and shut outthe world and focused on every great shot I ' ve ever taken . I got angry , Igot motivated , and I had them all in the gold the end directly after that . Then I went back to normal , but I 'll tell you -- I am very proud of pullingmyself together like I did . It had the potential to be a LOT worse , andinstead , I not only got rid of the negativity , I took it into my own handsand forced it to be positive for me .

A: How did I get rid of my negativity ?

I ' ve started the process . I ' m going to be moving . So far I ' ve sold a box of books ( which did n't make much of a dent at all ) , given a bag of clothes go Goodwill , given my 30 days notice to my landlord , and gotten a cell - phone . I do n't like having a cell phone .

A: What will be the next thing the narrator does now that they have given notice ?

I ' ve been giving the subject of health care a great deal of thought lately . That is not only an introductory statement , it is a reflective comment regarding my current state of mind ... a state of mind that has been heavily influenced by the circumstances that our system has been exerting upon one particular hospital in the Ottawa area . It has always been my intention for there not to be any secrets here .

A: What country may I be currently be living ?

Note you ca n't take an umbrella into the stadium , so as usual , I sought relief from the guys selling beer out of tubs of ice ; I put the ice down my shirt to cool myself off . I also had sunblock as well , a staple on a hot day . People do n't realize you have to reapply , and it 's a common mistake .

A:
Why did the narrator want to bring an umbrella into the stadium ?