i was concieved two days after my parents were married . Lets just say my mom had no trouble at all getting pregnant , so i had never really worried about it . i ' m really upset because i absolutely adore kids , i always have .

A: What am I upset about ?

I broke my phone . I climbed on a crappy ladder into the dark attic earlier and did n't break my nexk - but apparently I ca n't operate a cell phone correctly . I dropped it into the pool . I was first relieved to find out that the plunk I heard was n't my lighter - then I saw that it was my phone .

A: How may I be feeling right now ?

Babies think they 're invincible . They think they 're invulnerable to the rules of society . Today at Chipotle , I was eating a burrito by myself , and this little baby walked up to me , and stared at me . I chewed my burrito , pretending not to notice him , because he obviously must have been very embarrassed that he was gawking .

A: What kind of food is Chipotle likely to serve ?

I have so many memories that it hurts to think about all the memories I 'll never make . God , I ' m hopeless . I ' m a hopeless , selfish little child and I just want someone to convince me that there 's a chance I 'll pull through all of this , and he always believed in me .

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What may be the reason for their thoughts ?