question: I sure hope that 's what I am . Today 's u / s showed only four little follicles measuring around 5 mm each . The nurse seemed very discouraged about that . In fact , while she had the ultrasound wand roaming around inside me looking for any follicles that might be growing , she actually asked me how old I am .
Q: What may happen during the ultrasound ?

answer: The nurse will see only a few follicles .

question: I armed my self with gloves and and my weed pulling tool . In just over 2 hours I filled 3 garbage bags with weeds . It was very hot out , and I loved it . I do n't know why , but being out there working and sweating like that makes me feel more alive somehow .
Q: What makes the writer here feel more alive ?

answer: Working outside in their garden while working up a good sweat .

question: the other day I volunteered to help register people to vote , but I was nt feelinldg it . I feel very lost , in that , when I was in the funk , I felt a sense of belonging . I felt like sometimes my shoulder existed for the sole purpose of my true friends tears . I felt as though my twisted and warped sense of humor was cast in the thought of the people that I belong with .
Q: Why do I need to feel like I do ?

answer:
I am lonely and my friends are participating .