For me , the first time ever because I have no memories of him when I was young even while there was a random picture of him holding me . So , I ' ve grown all my life without a father , raised by my grandmother and her second husband who served as my dad back then and whom I always loved as such and still do . Even if things were n't all that good back them because he was an alcoholic . They divorced , was without him for another while . And another thing I found recently , the divorce was around the time my perfect school grades started dropping and grandma was n't any help at all .

Answer the following question: Why may the narrator have some issues ?
They had no dad growing up .