IN: He had tried so hard , he had done everything he could to save them , to repair all the cracks that had formed in their relationship through the years , but it still was n't enough . He thought that if they could overlook each other 's indiscretions , pardon all those not so innocent touches and smiles , that they could salvage what they had . But fight after fight , as they struggled with each other , against each other , Junsu slowly lost sight of what he was fighting for to begin with . It used to be like rainbows and daisies whenever they were together , but as time passed and as they grew , so did the distance between them .
What may be the reason Junsu is going over this issue in his mind at this time ?

OUT: He is realizing they may not be able to solve their problems no matter how hard they try .

IN: For we all are caught in the middleOf one long treacherous riddleI'm tired and I ' m not sure why . I ' m happy , that much is true , but not so much for myself as I am for others . I 'd rather be happy for myself for a change , but I think this will do . At least things are looking up .
Why is this person not as happy for themselves as others ?

OUT: The person may be experiencing depression .

IN: You pushed me so hard , that i feel so insane . Every time I 'd cry you ai n't wipe my eyes . Whenever i was scared you were n't by my side . The only thing it did was it made me wild .
What is really trying to said here ?

OUT:
It is a slightly awkward way to tell someone they 're a jerk .