Well , at the concert , I kind of caught on that this was indeed a date -- he held my hand the whole time -- but I did enjoy the music and being with the other kids , so it did n't seem to matter that much . On the way home , while driving , he asked me to move over closer to him . I did .

A: What might happen to me after we reach the house ?

And I wanted to read . But I did n't read so I just grumbled and moaned and whined and wished I had something to do . So I listened to Modest Mouse and eventually feel asleep . My bed is on the floor .

A: Why did the narrator listen to Modest Mouse ?

Now I have to call him and hope that those words have just as much impact over the phone . I have to hope that he remembers every day just how much I love him , because he wo n't be able to look over and see it in my face or lay next to me and feel it in the way I hold him . I can only remember one time where saying a goodbye was anywhere close to this hard .

A: What might happen during the call ?

I am over here an emotional wreck and I have nt talked to him in almost 3 weeks . but then again , I have nt tried to get ahold of him either . But when I did he would call me back if he missed my call , but if we talked and he said that he would call me back he never did . I mean he talked of us living together and saying that he could see himself being with me forever , and that I was perfect and all he wanted was me , but he needs to get his life organized first .

A:
What is next for the narrator and their boyfriend ?