IN: However , he claimed he did n't pop a pill , so I would have to stick with the latter . Even though I asked him if he 's drunk for saying these things , he told me that you still tell the truth regardless . And then the very next day he does n't even bother to give me a phone call or text ? Maybe he 's embarrassed or afraid of my reaction ?
Why is the narrator second guessing her recent date ?

OUT: The person did not text back .

IN: They offered a 2 day delivery , but for and extra twenty bucks shipping , geez . Went with standard shipping , and it originally said it would arrive tuesday the second , when my next class is . Luckily , it came Friday , yay !
What may be a fact about the person speaking ?

OUT: They are ordering textbooks online .

IN: It is an entirely unforgiving and often heartbreaking trait . So now I cherish the past and struggle with the prospect of the future . There is not a fucking doubt in my mind that this will be worth it . He is my world , and my deepest , my only love .
why does she struggle about the prospects of the future ?

OUT:
she 's worried she wo n't find another like him