IN: It maybe a negative approach to thankfulness but it was good for me to see my blessed life this way . * * I have never had a child with a terminal disease . * * I have never had a family member killed by a drunk drive , murdered or raped . * * I have never been homeless .
What may be the reason for this discussion ?

OUT: They wanted to explain how lucky they are .

IN: I feel like a person who almost died , and then someone saved me . He 's my poppet , my sweet boy , The Squeeze . So I missed a whole month of blogging because I could n't find the words to say that I had been at an absolute bottom and then found hope .
Why do I feel like a person who almost died ?

OUT: because I was feeling down

IN: I ' ve been awake for an hour and i ' ve already smoked 3 cigarettes . my computer is going to die soon , and by die i mean fucking die forever and it wo nt ever come back . i m scared .
What is the reason I have smoked 3 cigarettes in an hour .

OUT:
I need the extra nicotine because of stress and I love cigarettes .