I need to write , i need to ge this shit out of my head , and in the open once and for all . Oh , by the way , happy birthday dad . you would have been ... 48 ?
Answer the following question: Why does the narrator seem to be so on edge ?

The narrator is struggling with an over - active mind .

But if they were to come up with a really good drug that worked for brain cancer and nothing else , there 's just not a lot of folks who are in the market , and so many of those that are there just keep dying . And the insurance companies do n't want to pay for those great new medications like Avastin because they are expensive . For the most part , brain cancers are equal opportunity killers , they do n't ask for ID before they set up residence in a child 's or a baby 's brain . But there are hosts of childhood brain tumors that do n't occur in adults except very rarely .
Answer the following question: What might be true about this person ?

They are knowledgeable about brain cancer

Not his normal porcelain pale , a sickly , feeble looking pale . He knew immediately Patrick had felt just as much pain as he had since their fight . He leaned over and pressed his lips to Patrick 's eyelids . He brushed his lips across his nose , forehead , and both cheeks , being careful not to wake him up . He failed , however , as Patrick 's eye 's fluttered , then widened as they landed on him .
Answer the following question: How does the speaker feel about Patrick ?

The speaker is affectionate toward Patrick

But it took everyone else just as long . It did n't rain which was great cause the guys went golfing on Saturday and that evening was the fireworks and BBQ at the resort we were staying at . Everyone liked Paul . Paul liked everyone else .
Answer the following question: What may be the reason for Paul being there ?
To meet everyone for the first time .