I had some moments of introspection related to turning a quarter - century old , the results of which were a little unsettling . Certainly I ' ve had many reasons to be bitter and unhappy in the past few months , but when did it become such a problem that friends are leaving more subtle hints about it ? Sigh ... it 's never good when you look in the mirror and are n't happy with what you ' ve become .

A: What is meant by looking in the mirror and not being happy ?

Oh man .. holding Madeline tonight was such a blessing . Carrying her and having her fall asleep in my arms man .. made me realize that I would definitely want to have a child of my own someday . A son would be nice .. but a daughter would be just as nice . So she was tired but wide awake .. specially with so many loud people over at time .

A: Why is the narrator so fond of Madeline in this dialogue ?

How many of you have a hard time doing " real talk " with the Lord ? Yesterday , I thought about my " normal " interaction with Him . Often , it vacillates between a few mediums : Prayer : Often begins with ' Father God " followed by thanksgiving ; acknowledging the Maker of all things .

A: How does my prayer usually goes ?

Once , when I was ordering mushrooms , instead of clicking on the button for 1 kg of mushrooms I clicked the 1 item instead - and they sent me one , single solitary mushroom floating around in a bag . The person who selected it must ' ve thought was very amusing . And another time I over - clicked on lemons and they sent me 12 . I mean , who orders 12 lemons ?

A:
What might I have done when I ordered too many lemons ?