The kind of happy that I would be lucky to ever be able to experience again . That grasp is perpetually slippery , it 's when it 's firm that is rare . And it 's always a temporary feeling of stability and control . A temporary balance .

Answer the following question: What type of feeling am I referring to that is few and far between ?
The feeling of complete happiness , that no one on earth could be as happy as I was at that moment .