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I invited him over yesterday , and he actually got to come YAY . ( woot ) I was so excited and so nervous that when I was eating my food i almost dropped my fork / cup and I was shaking out of control . ANYWAY , after a while we were in my room alone with the door closed , and we , after just chatting for a long time , started " gaming " at probably about 8 or something . Tat was some kinky stuff , I 'll tell you right now .

What may be the reason I was so nervous and excited ?
The boy I had a crush on was there at my house .