Hope i can make it by next summer ... Yesterday I had my first big upswing of the month ( + 1500 ) and it felt so good . I almost forgot how it feels like . I really needed this confident boost .

Generate a question about the above context.
Why do I need what I need ?
Pick from:
(a). So I can pay this month 's rent .
(b). None of the above choices .
(c). So I can enjoy the summer .
(d). So I can feel better about myself .