I ' ve already felt down for the last few days ... Most my time is spent on housework , keeping up with my things online ( except for rping ) and spending the evenings watching shows with Chris then horror flicks with Pierce via phone . I still feel an emptiness there . Mickey is still missing . I really think he is n't coming back and I hate to admit it . There are issues I have with some people I do n't think will ever be brought to light .... so much closure left undone . Sometimes I feel I am loosing to my inner battles .

Give answer the following question using evidence from the above passage: What may be a plausible reason that I feel depressed ?
I miss Mickey .