IN: My mom has been giving Kyle and I ornaments since we were little , so we both have a big box full of ornaments . I brought mine home last night , so I can put them on my tree . And my mom gave me a wreath holder , and my dad gave me some white lights for the balcony , so it will be much more cheery around here later . I love the holiday season .
Why does the narrator get nostalgic about Christmas ?

OUT: They remember decorations from mom .

IN: I ' m working through something I ca n't name as yet . The something is me and my terror of abandonment and insecurity and old rage and mother - loss and exile and dread of the unknown . During the day I am generally fine .
What happens when the night comes along ?

OUT: I tend to feel depressed , anxious and sad and can not cope with my feelings

IN: Which was gay and decided to go to Taco Bell . And ha , guess who I ran into ... it 's funny how I told Stephanie the big news and there 's the person who could of ruined my life . I talked to him and his friend for a while and it was just weird ... Later on , Jack drops me off and I ' m trying to convince my dad to let me have like 4 people over , but dad is still paranoid from the night I had the two parties . So whatever , that did n't work .
What do you suppose he will do now that his father said he can not have his four friends over later on ?

OUT:
He will most likely go over to one of their houses and they can all gather together at that location .