QUES: The Ellimist had had a hand in more than one thing during my life , and I suppose that was just the way it had to be . " It was my burden , " I continued . My voice was firmer this time .

Question with options: why was it your burden ?
ANS: it controlled me
QUES: i do n't understand how i can treasure words so much when i ' m aware of just how transient they can be . i think it 's a little about how they capture the emotions of that moment though it feels like nothing can truly describe everything to its fullest , purest complexity . or maybe i just like the way they can be woven into a web of intricacy .

Question with options: What may happen after understanding how words work ?
ANS: I will choose the words carefully .
QUES: Mikayla was only in Kindergarten at the time , Mia was in daycare . the answer to that is that there is no right way to tell a 5 year old and a 3 year old why someone would fly a plane into a building on purpose . Even to this day , it does n't make sense to me . I still have the AJC newspaper that came out later that day with the one word headline , " ATTACKED ! "

Question with options: What am I struggling with explaining to my children ?
ANS: The differences in people that spawns such hatred and terrorism .
QUES: I moped around dejected when I should have lived in the moment . I kicked and karate chopped everyone in sight when I should have smiled and laughed . I know I ' m to blame , but it does n't make it any easier . I picked the wrong week to leave - this week will be gorgeous ; the week before I left was gorgeous .

Question with options: What would have happened if I had stayed there ?
ANS:
I would be happy , and enjoy my time there