I noticed that I have been gaining weight again . Is this a good sign or not ? Am I eating a lot recently or was I just eating limitedly before ? As I was taking a shower awhile ago , I looked at my tummy and it seems to look as if I was pregnant .

Give answer the following question using evidence from the above passage: Why does the speaker have mixed feelings about this recent weight gain ?
They feel like they are eating more regularly , which is good , but they are n't as fond of the appearance of this