IN: Looking at it like this though , if these things going in to me were necessary to sorting out whatever the hell was growing in my back , then I was all for it . I hated the cannula in me . I felt better for getting some sugar , but my throat felt so dry from not drinking and I could feel the IV tube pulling the cannula which was making me feel awful .
What may happen after the cannula is in me ?

OUT: May get upset .

IN: But over all i want to be living my life in the 4th dimension ... someone who lives everyday with a purpose driven towards pursing God and helping other people find Him . i really want to be aware of the time that God has given me and never waste a minute of it . i fail at this miserably , but as i follow and pursue God 's holiness i will change and get better . i live for a God that calls me to higher standards , the question is will i be the one ?
What may happen after following God ?

OUT: I will realize my purpose in life and share it with others .

IN: Normally , you 'd expect someone who had a kind heart to adopt her , picking her off the streets . Well , it did happen , but not by someone with a kind heart . Rather , she was taken in by a queer man who brought her all the way to Aspio , her childhood home . Peacefully , she spent her days there , growing up under the tutelage of her new ' father ' , who 's massive library gave her much to do during her days there .
How may she be feeling right now ?

OUT:
Grateful