Problem: I ' m not too sure what to write , really . There 's been a metric fuckton of things happening , but try as I might , I ca n't get it down in any sort of sense making state . Here goes nothing : Somehow , and I ' m not sure how , exactly but I reckon being in Sheffield has something to do with it , I ' ve actually had a social life of sorts this summer .

What may happen next in the story ?

A: They explain what 's been going on in their life .

Problem: No matter where we were , I wanted to be one with you , forever . But you , in a world where I did n't exist , found happiness , did n't you ? That 's why I ' m going to die .

why does the narrator say he is going to die ?

A: he is depressed about an event with someone

Problem: We 're also friends on myspace so he should be able to get pics of me from there . Is this a sign he has deeper feelings than he is letting on ? Or am I reading too much into it ?

How does the narrator think that he feels about them ?

A:
The narrator hopes that he is interested in them romantically .