I feel horrible . James dosent need me anymore and it hurts . It hurt him needing me but it hurts even more that he is n't attached to me . I do n't know why but it does . I keep thinking about old habits and i m going to start them up again because those things were the only things that kept me sane and i m doing so much worse now than I was back then . Smoking and drinking just are n't me .

A: If things do n't change what will you start doing again ?

Well , I purchased a gold , white and silver metallic shiny halter top for the bachelorette party ( see previous post ) , spiked up my bangs , and put on some very heavy blue eyeshadow , and headed out to the party . When I arrived , I was a bit chagrined to see that a. only some of the women had dressed up , b. NONE of them were wearing any makeup at all , and c. Their shirts were either just sequined tops or mildly shiny regular clothes . For those of you who have seen Tropic Thunder , I would liken this to going full retard .

A: Why was there a bachelorette party ?

Well even though the semester was n't ending in the beginning now it has finally coming to ane end . Just couple more days left for us to have class . FI is ending this monday with our last paper due . We still have to go to the FI expo but it should n't be bad , taking the fact that most of our friends going to be there anyway .

A: What may happen during the trip to the expo ?

He thanked Charlie , the driver , and hobbled into the locker room . The stale smells of sweat , old tape , wet carpet and Icy - Hot liniment assailed his nostrils , and he grinned at the familiarity of it . He looked around the room and his eyes lit on Jack 's locker . He made his way over to it and , just like Jack , everything was neat and in its place .

A:
what is the reason that Icy Hot will assail my nostrils .