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Yes I do n't exist apparently anymore . And I glanced at him a few times and I wondered if that was the real him right than and there or was that just him being fake ? I saw Chinedu and Zach and I realized how weird it was that Pam was really gone . That she was across the United States and I could n't turn to her and point it out and I could n't tell her .

What may happened after Pam leaves ?
I realized I should of hooked up with her .