Question: i ' ve become as depressed as ever , and usually it 's just like , a couple of hours where i feel really shitty , but then i feel happy again . but right now , i ca n't feel any reason to be happy . this is hard to explain but recently , i have just been thinking .
Answer: Answer: I am feel as depressed as ever right now .

Question: I do n't really have too much to write about today . Worked at white spot for six hours . It was pretty busy but nothing I could nt handle . Brent was a little chocked about me not showing up on monday but I could n't not go spread my mommas ashes and he did n't give me too much fuss because he knows usually i m an excellent worker .
Answer: Answer: My mother has passed away .

Question: Only about 10 people in the entire office of a usual 200 . Both bosses are off . Hopefully Boardwalk comes and replaces my fridge today . That would be swell . Had a really wicked weekend with Mark too ( despite feeling like I was never going to wake up again ) .
Answer: Answer: Lot of absent colleagues .

Question: I have had the same experiences and it has really troubled me . Even when I was watching the clips about the Kundalini and I would " feel " myself begin to respond and " jerk " and " twitch " and shake and I would turn it off immediately because that rather " freaked me out " . I have never been to Toronto , nor have I had " direct " contact with anyone that has been there - but I have watched the stuff on God TV and I have " laid hands " on the TV screen to " receive " and I thought it was ALL of God .
Answer:
Answer: They get involved with what they are watching .