Given a sentence in Somali language, translate the sentence to English language keeping the meaning of the original sentence intact

Somali sentence: Abdullah iyo saaxiibbadiis ah ayaa la xunyihiin; jirin inay damacsanyihiin inay Caasiya Nabiga (Salla Allahu alihi wa Sallam) oo iyagu waxay ku dhaqmeen kaliya fara badan wadnaha-aad raadinayso ka dib, laakiin xaqiiqda ayaa wali ah mid weli aad uma uu la siiyey fasax si ay ula dagaalamaan.
Abdullah and his companions were devastated; it had not been their intention to disobey the Prophet (salla Allahu alihi wa sallam) and they had acted only after a great deal of heart-searching, but the fact remained they had not been given permission to fight.