Pretty much my inner most thoughts evolved into a dream . I made a lot of money last night at work , over $ 200 for only seven hours of work . I"m closing the bar tonight and tomorrow , which is n't good because I was supposed to go to a party with Ian . He kind of desperately needs me to go and has been talking about this for a month .

A: Why is the narrator feeling less stressed financially ?

As I stood there at J and M 's party dressed darkity - dark - dark I realized that I was completely uncomfortable . I realized that the uniform of my late 20s , the one that helped me hide and come to terms with my divorce , no longer fit . As I looked into the mirror I wondered where the colors went , for as I am growing and changing and maturing I am living my life in full color and out loud .

A: What types of emotions is the narrator expressing ?

When Benton and I decided to start this site , one of our central goals was to remain largely positive . We were huge supporters of many blogs and online media sites , we decided , but had become dismayed at how often those sites strayed into cynicism and hipper - than - thou aloofness . It 's one thing to provide commentary on modern society ; it 's quite another to simply make fun of everything that comes your way . That 's no way to live , really : denouncing everything as not - cool - enough - for - you is a depressing and illogical way to spend your time .

A: What may be the reason for them creating the site ?

But then they slid a plastic tube in and the needle it and it was fine . They said I would feel cold going up my arm , but I never did . I remember the doctor telling me I would start seeing the walls move a little , but I was n't .

A:
Why were you at the doctor ?