My space , I really crave space and freedom and fear being tied down despite .... the fact that I desire the desire to be calm . ( I want a soul that 's calm this time)Leslie said she was told she has an old soul . I think my soul is going through a mid - life crisis . I just do n't know what drives me to be .... so off . Megan said my ability to self destruct boggles her and ... it does me too ! ! !

Question: How may I be feeling right now ?
Anxious