This will be my " end of summer " entry . Usually they are on a sad note because summer ends and I ' m going to miss it but I really want this one to end . To be honest this has been the worst summer I ' ve ever had . It started off terrible because me and Sam split up .

A: Why has the narrator not enjoyed their summer ?

With another , more defeated sigh , Johnny got out of bed . Grabbing a pair of jeans from his floor , Johnny changed from his pajama pants . Then , he snatched a shirt from his closet . A yellow shirt , with white sleeves .

A: Why is Johnny acting so sullen ?

Anyway , he 's very sweet and also kind of quiet and shy . I had this trust of him immediately , maybe in a bit of a reaction to the whole Jason thing . I ' m not saying Jason was ever a bad guy , but I feel like with Justin , I do n't know .... I can count on him ? Or maybe I feel like he 's commitment oriented ?

A: Why is there so much doubt about Jason ?

It marks a new beginning for me . So there we were , standing at the lift lobby at my block , discussing it for like 1 hour . We shared our thoughts and reasoned , although I was shy like !

A:
How might I be feeling as I 'm writing this post ?