What is the most logical next event?

How to develop your own personality
Turn your senses off.
For a little while and then, possibly forever, stop caring about what others say about you. That means " you're not cool enough " or " if you don't have a cell phone, you can't be our friend " or " those clothes are stupid " or " that thing you do is pointless " are not true.
Think that you never heard them and if you ever will, they won't mean anything. Accept the fact that we're all different a little bit Look into yourself.