Question:
I have n't felt like this in a while ... yearning to be non existing that is . So many things are wrong and have been wrong . I ' ve struggled and lost 84 pounds so far ; however , I ca n't even tell the difference because all I see is a fat tub - o - lard ugly girl who no one would rather be with .

What may be the reason why I lost weight ?
OPTIONS:
- None of the above choices .
- To wear more clothes .
- To feel more attractive .
- To be healthier .
Answer:
To feel more attractive .
IN: I prayed for God to give me the resilience to fight cancer , and for the strength to be here for my husband and young son even in my darkest hours . To me , God is there for support and strength , not as a puppetmaster or a designer of some grand plan . I prayed to God in the same way I asked my friends and family for support , and everybody delivered . God did n't make people step up , people made people step up .
What is the religious faith of the narrator ?
OPTIONS:
- None of the above choices .
- The narrator is religious .
- The narrator is agnostic .
- The narrator is atheist .

OUT: The narrator is religious .
I could answer that easily now but it got me thinking about what has made me happy throughout my life . What made me happy as a child was finding things that took me away from my house ( never a home ) . I was so happy to find things to do to get away from my abusive father and cold hearted mother ( not really parents ) . I was happy to have Deb & Vic around and my best friend Michael .

OPTIONS:
- Their friend Deb .
- Their mom .
- Their friend Vic .
- None of the above choices .
Answer the following question: Who seems to be abusive to the narrator ?

Their mom .
question: D I had some trouble with , as related below . Well , at the very last day of the schoolyear last year , we were supposed to use it in order to revise our schedules . So I really doubted that there would be a long line for the schedule revision area . Well , I had known that my schedule that the counsellors provided for me was really messed up , so I went to the last day of school just to revise and perfect my schedule . I left feeling satisfied and looking forward to this schoolyear .

OPTIONS:
- None of the above choices .
- They did n't want to have to worry about it all summer .
- They did n't want to deal with it .
- Their parents made them .
Q: What may be the reason they took care of their schedule for the next year ?

answer: They did n't want to have to worry about it all summer .
QUES: They were mean , selfish and did horrible things to me most of my life and so I have trouble feeling sorrow for them . I have no problem pitying them for their loss , ( my loss as well but I am willing to lose and walk away when the price is too high to stay ) their destruction of us ever sharing the fruits of what a family can truly be in a person 's life . Those closest to me growing up were dramatic , imposing , physically and emotionally traumatic . I on the other hand did not develop as they for the very reason I was their target .

Question with options: Why does the narrator have resentment against the people ?
OPTIONS:
- The narrator feels they deprived him of a family .
- None of the above choices .
- The narrator feels they deprived him of a living .
- The narrator feels they deprived him of a job .
ANS: The narrator feels they deprived him of a family .
QUES: so i m slightly inebriated ... bear with me ... i have given up on joe he is to boring and wo nt do anything fun ever . i ve put my hopes into you know who and he wo nt turn out to be anything worth while as usual ... he breaks my heart every time but i seem to just go back . my friends t3ell me no but its whatever . i ve been up to it for like two years now ... i have great ffriends right now .

Question with options: Why is the narrator rambling throughout the dialogue ?
OPTIONS:
- They are n't any fun .
- They are inebriated .
- They are boring .
- They are a crazy person .
ANS:
They are inebriated .