I guess that ... lack ... bothered me more than I was willing to admit . I guess admitting it would have hurt more than pretending I was okay with how things were . Or were not , in this case . It was a transformational weekend .

OPTIONS: 1). I would feel this was a regular weekend 2). None of the above choices . 3). I would feel upset 4). I would not be bothered
Answer the following question: How would you feel afterward ?
3).