IN: I ' m working through something I ca n't name as yet . The something is me and my terror of abandonment and insecurity and old rage and mother - loss and exile and dread of the unknown . During the day I am generally fine .
What happens when the night comes along ?

OUT: I tend to feel depressed , anxious and sad and can not cope with my feelings

IN: I have never been one for narcotics , and I even remember asking Dr. Clark specifically for something that was non - narcotic at the beginning of all this , but I have to be thankful now that I have the oxy . There truly is a divine moment when I am sitting or laying there and the oxycodone kicks in and I can literally feel the pain going away . It almost feels as if a sheath is being removed from my legs .
What may be true about me ?

OUT: I am dealing with pain .

IN: So I have a used 8'0 ft fun shape its a three stringer ( cedar ) and tri fin design . Its fast and responsive . No cracks , or leaks .
What may i be describing ?

OUT:
A boat