question: But , there is a difference no one else had ever gotten close enough to really hurt me either . There is some part of me that wants to believe Troy will change but the biggest part of me is saying hell no . He brought out the worst in me and he still does .
Q: What will this person do in regards to Troy ?

answer: They will avoid having him influence them negatively .

question: The flavor it added to the soup made my husband ask about the difference . I 'll have to cook the chicken with seasoning before using it for soup again . Olive oil - a splash or two 1 1/2 tsp . salt 1/2 t. ground black pepper ( I go light on this and added some white ground pepper ) 2 tsp .
Q: Why am I talking about the recipe ?

answer: I am telling people what I cooked for my husband .

question: Even though I was a complete idiot , I should have known that she would react in a very mature manner . We raised her to be mature and handle bad situations with grace . My mom always says not to let it live in your head .
Q: What does the speaker 's mother mean when she says not to let it live in your head ?

answer:
She is implying that you should n't hold on to situations and allow yourself to be upset over them