question: After my last interraction with him , I had decided that he told me the truth and really did n't have any issue with me . But even though I have decided that , it has n't sinked in , truly deeply , until this weekend . And maybe even though he did n't have an issue with me , with my abrasive behaviour I probably drove him away . I ' m really sorry about that .
Q: Why might have I behaved in an abrasive manner ?

answer: It might be that I 'm just a rude and abrasive person .

question: I 'd meet my friends at the same place for lunch every day and one day she was with them . She just kind of appeared , and no one bothered to introduce us so it was over a week before I learned her name . She had a crazy sense of humour , and because she had foreign parents her stories always seemed more interesting than ours . In high school we 'd leaf through Vogue , Elle and GQ with the metro guys and commiserate about our IB assignments .
Q: What may happen if I did n't know her ?

answer: I would not have had good time in high school .

question: I passed my defense and I will obtain my PhD. However , there were so many mechanical mistakes in the thesis itself even after two other people had looked at it that they gave me 12 months to correct it in . This is rather a hard wake - up call as to whether I really want to continue in scholarship . At this point in time , I am very seriously considering a career change back to the IT industry whence I came .
Q: What may I be trying to get my degree in ?

answer:
Computer science