question: This includes Ryan . I sincerely love Ryan and even though you have judgements about him and think he 's disrespectful and weird , he makes me very happy . Is it forever with him ? Who knows , but I know that at this moment in time I do want it to be forever .
Q: What does the girl hope for at this moment to happen between her and Ryan ?

answer: The girl wants to be with Ryan forever and marry him one day .

question: Jacqui sighed , locking her bedroom door . A locked door meant privacy in the Grant house ; it also usually meant drug use , but her father did n't choose to fight that battle . So she was free to crawl back onto her bed and open the wooden box she kept her stash in , grabbing a baggie of weed and then yanking her bong out from under the bed .
Q: What is a trait of Jacqui ?

answer: She uses drugs .

question: With that thought out , part of Johnny felt a little giddy . It made him feel like he had a chance , while she was still willing to talk to him .
Q: Why would he feel giddy about talking to her ?

answer:
Because he likes her and her willingness made him feel good .