question: and besides i ca nt force myself to like anybody so what could i do ? i ve been so freaking lonely ... and then i just have no song that says how i feel . well there are songs , but you know what i mean .
Q: Why is the narrator lately listening to a lot more music than usual ?

answer: The narrator is looking for solace in the songs .

question: I am not going 2 worry over the money I am tired of spending all my time worrying and not being able 2 enjoy myself when I am out somewhere . If i lose any of my belongings due 2 no money then it was meant 2 be . I want my heart free again 2 feel love and happiness not despression and grief . I want 2 know what it feels like 2 feel someone elses love 4 me instead of blocking it or trying 2 keep myself from getting hurt .
Q: How will the speaker behave in the future ?

answer: They will stop worrying about money .

question: Venice Beach , CAWe just got back yesterday . I needed this vacation so much . BF and I drove down last week , and did n't do much while we were down there . I realized that , after living in the Pacific Northwest for over half my life , my body still has n't adjusted to the lack of sun . My body and mind felt so much better in the warm climate of LA and Southern CA.I'll have to reconsider moving to a warm climate . One of the better parts of our trip was spending an unexpected night at SF .
Q: What type of relationship did the narrator share with her traveling companion ?

answer:
They are in a romantic relatiship .