Question:
Ugh ! I felt like I was doing lots of the talking , rather than balancing my lessons between lectures and activities . I know that my interns are watching my teaching and then following my example . I hope that they do n't lecture to their students .

Why might I be looking back and critiquing my performance ?
Answer:
Because my 20/20 hindsight kicks in big time .

Question:
I fought back and probably did more damage than they did . I already have tons of bruises and cuts and such because of self - abuse so it would n't prove anything . The cops probably would n't do shit anyways , I mean it 's fuckin Wilco cops ... and I ' m sure they would n't believe me .

Why did I abuse myself ?
Answer:
To cope with my unhappiness .

Question:
Ate two candied almonds , so 25 calories , and that was that untill we headed home . Lots of walking all day . Then when we fueled up on the way home , I grabbed a 110 calorie protein bar .

Why is the narrator focused on calories ?
Answer:
The narrator is looking to lose weight .

Question:
Man , having a lap top is really sensitive . I already have noticed a loose key and I have n't even had her for that long , Christ ! I really have to watch it .

How may I feeling during this post ?
Answer:
Anxious