Question: but it's just a scary thought every time i certainly don't want to be like that someday
I dread becoming like that in the future.

Answer: yes

Question: We both looked ridiculous.
It was only I who looked ridiculous.

Answer: no

Question: But after listening to a rotten one like Julius's, I'm inclined to let you off."
I'm want to keep you near after having listened to Julius.

Answer:
no