question: I have no PT next week . YAY . I go the week after and then they may see me one more time before they cut me . I am supposed to ride as much as I can between now and then .
Q: What may be the reason for PT cutting them off ?

answer: They wo n't need it anymore .

question: I thought that at this point , I 'd be a mess of nerves , panicking about every little thing , hardly sleeping and stressed to the max . Not so . I ' m relaxed , I sleep like a log ( and still no sign of the old comp nightmares ) , I ' m pretty well organised , and I ' m feeling confident that everything will come together . Mind you , I have to put in some serious routine practice time this week .
Q: How may I be feeling right now ?

answer: content

question: It 's the most annoying thing . You feel like something should be happening but you ca n't place what it is or more importantly , when . You SHOULD go for make up artistry and/or hair . Take one thing at a time and just pursue it ! No one said you have to drop everything .
Q: What may happen after taking makeup artistry ?

answer:
I will feel more accomplished .