question: And it upsets mum which only upsets me more . Then everytime I see Lily , while I adore seeing her and getting snuggles , it makes me sad . It makes me sad cause it makes it hit home that the things I wanted for my life , I have not got . By now , I had wanted to be married with at least one child , maybe more .
Q: What may have happened that prevented this person from fulfilling their goals ?

answer: They might be unable to maintain a longterm relationship

question: I was born to meth addict hardcore religious freaks . I was home schooled . I was sent to live with friends and relatives periodically when my parents were fighting , in rehab , or just too fucked up to take care of me and my brothers . When I was 8 I went to live with my grandparents for about 2 years . Life was alot better there .
Q: Who does the narrator seem to resent ?

answer: They resent their mother .

question: Yesterday morning , I pruned , weeded , broke twigs into smaller twigs , bagged everything and took a break . After lunch I pruned a hedge made of trees . TREES .
Q: Why might have I emphasized that I made a hedge out of trees ?

answer:
Because pruning a hedge is a lot of work if the trees are to be trimmed .