not for pity sake , not to be the antihero , not even to balance how he felt inside and to justify all of his frustrations and self - criticisms . out of apathy and indifference.now talk about a juxtaposition . or is it a paradox ?

Question with options to choose from: How may he be feeling right now ?
Choices:
[-] Depression
[-] None of the above choices .
[-] Frustration
[-] Happiness
Frustration