question: She shrugged and said , " October 2006 " . And then I thought , holy shit , it 's nothing , it 's a dream , nothing , useless , zero . I did n't know how I come to the conclusion , I did n't know how I know it 's a dream in a dream .
Q: Why is the subject so skeptical of what she is saying ?

answer: The subject was dreaming .

question: So , do I follow my gut ( the same gut that led me to take single sessions of fencing and improv and to briefly involve myself with varying volunteer commitments ? ) or sit on the fence a little while longer and perhaps look at taking a Wicca 101 class or scouring a dozen more books on my lunch hours ? The problem is that there is no real way to know if I fit without actually jumping in . And it 's just uncouth to poke around at the fringes for eternity .
Q: What is causing so much self doubt in the narrator ?

answer: They have to pick between fencing and wicca .

question: She 's texting me left and right , she 's taking pictures of things and sending them to me , she 's just so excited she can get her email all the time . She 's quite addicted to her email . I ' m proud of her for learning all this fan - dangled technology ( her words , is n't she cute ? )
Q: What may be the reason why she is so excited about her email ?

answer:
Because she got a cell phone so she has access to it now .