IN: So , at the beginning of this week , week 4 , I am as motivated as I was when I first started . I got my second wind . I am sure I 'll get a few more before this is over , but as of now I am on a high . I even got up at 5:45 this morning to make sure I exercised before I hit up jury duty .
What does the early morning workout do for the narrator ?

OUT: It helps them feel that they are starting the day right .

IN: Yeah , that 's what I thought , hahaha . So that was adorable , if a little sad . And the other kid I had this morning was being a little cuddlebug . ( We 're extremely short - staffed right now , and for some reason they decided I could handle two kids in one session .
What was the reason for my dilemna ?

OUT: I could not handle 2 kids .

IN: Everyday , I think to myself how stupid can I be to still be here by his side through everything . Yes , I 'll admit parts of our marriage have gotten 100 % better but there 's always going to be the thought of his mistake . Now he wants to name our son after him , but it 's hard to do that after things .
What may be the long term effects of my husband 's mistake ?

OUT:
I may not be able to stay with him because I ca n't forget what he did .