I felt vulnerable as the tears spilled down my cheeks , but I was powerless to stop them . He asked to hold me , and I allowed him that , but I did n't feel any better in his arms . The night before last , I fell asleep on the phone with him . I was entirely at peace .

A: Why could n't they stop their tears ?

I always feel like something 's missing once my hair starts looking black again :D ALSO , my Daddy decided that since I ' m leaving in 9 days and since he has to go to the US on work before I leave , to take us out to dinner at my favourite restaurant . Of course we got back home at 11:30 , all completely exhausted , but it was such a good day :) Much was accomplished ! Also , the BFF 's stupid dental exams ENDED , and so from today onwards she 's at my service . She 's moving in with me on Monday for my last week , which means yayness .

A: Why do you think it was such a good day when the author says everyone was completely exhausted ?

AND WHY IS IT IN SUCH A DAMN RUSH?Goddamn . I read someone 's first fanfic and remembered my own , and then did a double take and went , " I ' ve been writing fanfiction for six years already ! " I wrote my first fic Nov. 11 , 2002 , and it was a Sailor Moon Sue no less . And then in 2003 I started actually posting stuff ( a year after I signed up for FFN ) .

A: What would the speaker need to write their first fan fiction ?

Mike who gave me this ring . Mike who makes his intentions clear . Mike who actually said , " you have me wrapped around your little finger , " unafraid this morning . Mike who cleans for me .

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What had to happen before this ?