question: Who supports you . Who tells you - without even telling you - that it really is going to be okay . Despite my very REAL grief , I STILL felt like " Guy Who Is Not Supposed To Be Here " since it was a room full of sobbing , teary eyed people . You know the feeling .
Q: Why might the narrator feel grief ?

answer: They are pained by their separation from a loved one .

question: After four hours on the road I started playing " Make something out of the license number " . Somehow everything turned out to be related to fandom or fanfiction . What else could one make out of FB , SPN or J. I stopped playing the game when I saw plot bunnys instead of cars crowding the highway . We arrived in Kolschhausen around eight pm after seven hours , greeted with a BBQ that was n't even heated .
Q: Why is the narrator playing a game with license plates ?

answer: The narrator is looking to pass the time in the car .

question: " Yes . I think I had some sort of vision about you . And that is odd for me because I do n't often have visions . Not like that .
Q: What will the narrator choose to do with this vision ?

answer:
The narrator will look to get an explanation on the vision .