Question: AND WHY IS IT IN SUCH A DAMN RUSH?Goddamn . I read someone 's first fanfic and remembered my own , and then did a double take and went , " I ' ve been writing fanfiction for six years already ! " I wrote my first fic Nov. 11 , 2002 , and it was a Sailor Moon Sue no less . And then in 2003 I started actually posting stuff ( a year after I signed up for FFN ) .
Answer: Answer: The speaker has been writing fan - fiction for years

Question: Sometimes we just ca n't find any reason for the remaining feeling which happned in such a short time . I ' m running out of ideas to write down now . P.S.
Answer: Answer: I needed to document my feelings .

Question: A friend of this blog , and someone some of you know ( virtually ) died recently . I only received word recently and found it hard to believe . I was going to post this several days ago , but there was a contretemps on the blog and I did n't want to get that confused with this . Now that such issues are largely over , I feel able to post .
Answer: Answer: They were young .

Question: I wanted to so bad for a while , because I did still love him at that time . But knowing how he hurt me and not being able to trust him not to do it again to me stopped me from ever trying anything again with him . So I guess that is how this person feels that I had hurt .
Answer:
Answer: Their partner had cheated on them .