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I had no clue what the hell to say . My colleague must have walked around us because she was now waiting for me in the hallway , holding boxes . I had to go . I always hate when shit like that happens because I never have the presence of mind to do or say the right thing at the time . It always comes to me later .

How do I feel about my reaction ?
I did n't like how I reacted .