And although I did feel monumentally dopey for about the first week , that 's mostly gone now . But he 's not kidding about the sleeping part . There 's days I spend more time asleep than awake , although I ' m told that - along with the other side effects - will diminish as the dose is titrated up . ( For what it 's worth , I was a total all - day zombiewoman on 7.5 mg but I could actually spell my name again once I went up to 15 . )

A: What affect did the medication have on me ?

I was the buzzkill that night . Because I was n't part of the circle , I was just a passing through . It was such a hard night , being late for Rocky , dealing with Luke , who made me late , and then told me to take him home because he was sick . I sat in Luke 's drive way crying , so frustrated at him for the whole thing .

A: What will Luke do the next day ?

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight ? More than that back with Kristy , Steff , Murph , etc . when I was a teenager . Haha remember when you threw up brownie bites at Smithpoint Beach at like 6 am Murph ? !

A: What are they suffering from ?

He actually said I should feel free to reduce the amount of anxiety and tension I have been experiencing over this . SIGH . Of course , I wo n't relax completely until the biopsy results come back , but I have felt much , much better since Thursday last . I have a good - sized nodule in the right lobe of my thyroid . Now that he showed me where it is , I can feel it with my fingers .

A:
Why is the narrator stressing out so much ?