I was feeling sad last night and decided via a process of reasoning I would prefer not to scrutinize too closely right now that buying something would make me feel better . Before you go throwing stones , know that the something was a paper pad with cute bunnies on it . Anyway , I went to pay and PayPal started screaming at me .

A: What may be the reason for feeling better after buying something new ?

I am often ' turned - off ' by the extreme dress and behavior of the ultra - Orthodox . Yet there is a part of me that realizes that I am missing something -- something deeply spiritual as well as religious . There was a reason that I responded as I did to this total stranger who I could observe only briefly as I passed him in my car .

A: Why is the narrator jealous of the men in black and with big beards ?

So extremely happy that I had my camera , I 'll upload pics and videos tomorrow , I ' m too tired tonight . So after the presentation was over , the band just hung around and stuff . I was on lunch so I went to talk to them and I got pictures with them . One of the guitarists made fun of how short I am , lols .

A: What may be the reason for them poking fun at how short she is ?

I find it quite disturbing that I have been in Italy for almost four weeks and I ' ve only updated this blog twice . For those chosen few who read this , I sincerely apologize . Who knew that four weeks could go by so quickly ? When I arrived at the hospitality house here in Vicenza , Italy , the four weeks of ministry ahead of me looked long and I was really excited to see what God would do on this mission trip .

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What religion may I be practicing ?