She happily took a shower this morning , got to wear whatever she wanted , ate a pretty good breakfast ( both girls ended up having scrambled eggs w / butternut squash mixed in - and they gobbled it up . ) Had a dentist app . this morning .

A: Why does having a dentist appointment lead to the girl being able to wear whatever she wants ?

The other day I went into my favorite coffee - shop around the corner , and saw an ex sitting at the counter . I did not look at his direction , mostly out of annoyance and mistrust . We have not dated in over a year ever since I broke - up with him because he kept lying , cheating , and treating me as though I did n't matter . I grab my coffee and left .

A: What may have happened before I broke up with my ex ?

Antique glassware or keepsakes would be thrown in a box with no paper around it while they would wrap seven layers of paper around a paperback book or a plastic spoon . It was crazy ! Yes , I had a mess in the floor of the studio b / c I threw out a few tables before the movers got there , but my walls and closets full of labeled , organized iris carts and rubbermaid organizers all just got dumped out in a box . I ' m not sure I will ever get it all organized again .

A: Why is the narrator not organized ?

When I went to clean his cage out , I picked him up . He was not as warm as he usually is , and he was sluggish . I just knew he was dying .

A:
How does the narrator feel about this situation ?