IN: I was actually happy to go to work , like kind of excited I guess . I LOVE communicating with people , helping them and making them happy . It 's like filling a hole I ca n't fill on my own time .
What may happen if I do n't go to work today ?

OUT: My day would n't be fulfilled as much .

IN: To make the long story short - I was with my ex for 3 years until he dumped for another chick ( lied to me about the entire thing for 2 months ) . And 2 months into their relationship , he gets her PREGNANT ( unplanned ) . He completely blocked me on everything via internet , and I have n't had any contact with him in 8 months ... UNTIL YESTERDAY . He sent me a message on facebook saying , " Hey - not sure if you still completely hate my guts and I totally understand if you do n't respond to me but I just wanted to see how you were doing .
What may br the reason for my exes post to me ?

OUT: He wants to hook back up .

IN: A huge chunk . I did great for awhile changing the subject because I did n't want to tell him . Was n't sure if I should . Then I finally decided to just send him a link to the first blog post I put on here .
Why would I send him a link to the first blog post ?

OUT:
The post contains what I want to tell him .