Bloom was my husband , I am Orlando , call me Orlando . I ca n't sleep in that big bed all by myself , I ' m afraid to . I just want you to hold me , " he pleaded . Despite his misgivings regarding how inappropriate the request was , Viggo could n't refuse and he knew that it was partly because of his own selfishness .

Based on the preceding passage, answer the following question What 's a possible reason why the writer ca n't sleep in a big bed by herself ?
She feels lonely in it .