Its not something I want to do , I need it . But I still ca n't shake the feeling that I ' m gon na be alone / lonely for a long time and over and over again . Britannia said that its gon na be so weird when I leave .

A: What may be the reason why they will feel alone ?

Everyone makes mistakes . People lie for all kinds of reasons , some better than others . But honesty is very important to me , and although I can forgive dishonesty , I need some reason to forgive , some indication that it was a mistake that wo n't happen again . Tonight I shared this sentiment with her .

A: Why may they have a discussion with her about honesty ?

The time I got done I was drained . Maybe next week I will do it early if the email will get to my inbox early as well . Afternoons and evenings are pretty busy for this mama here .

A: What can we assume about the narrator based on what she says ?

Today I was reminded of how the Holy Spirit works . Its the little whispers that tell you to do something that would otherwise have been done differently that show itself purposeful in the end . ( Its always purposeful but not always do we get to see it . ) But today I got to see it .

A:
What is the message a part of ?