I ' ve found some motivation . I think it was under the couch . I vacuumed last night and there it was . I got up this morning --- meditated and did yoga .

A: How may I be feeling right now ?

So I was not expecting the extreme discomfort I felt when the drug began to take effect . I suddenly felt like I could not breathe at all , my heart was pounding , I felt dizzy and disoriented , and the room looked dark , like someone had either dimmed the lights or put a dark gray tint on my glasses . I was really afraid that I would pass out and fall off of that high table on to the floor . I struggled to breathe , and there was pressure , hard pressure , on my chest and neck .

A: Why is the narrator experiencing balance issues ?

I have so many demons . I think I 'll start drawing my personifications . Just because it 's interesting . Plus I kinda want to see if I can properly capture what they look like in my head .

A: What kind of demons may I be talking about ?

We got a 2 year old shelter dog a couple of days ago , and she 's attaching to me . I got her for my son , and he 's a little disappointed that she has started out coming to me for everything . I asked him to spend a lot of time with her , provide her treats . training , meals and playtime , while at the same time I ignore her overtures .

A:
Why is the family having to spend so much time with the dog ?