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Oftentimes , the struggle to get a grip seemed too much ; the pain , the reinvention , the loss of identity , the grief , the financial devastation . And , of course there were the questions . Was it ever real ... ever beautiful ?

How may I be feeling right now ?
pick from the following.
(I) Anger.
(II) Happy.
(III) Sadness.
(IV) Hunger.
(III)