And I was yelling and crying and at my wits end . And all of the windows were open . And I get outside and my neighbours are sitting leisurely in their backyard . ( Sometimes I get so mad at that - that they sit and relax and visit for hours on end when there is just constant work at our house . )

Give answer the following question using evidence from the above passage: What may be the reason I am being so unreasonable about my neighbors ?
I am jealous that they are organized and have much more idle time .