question: Seems I continue to lose weight even on maintenance points . My current weight is less than it was when I was in my early thirties . With some joy I received the advice to increase my points by one daily .
Q: Why would I be happy get get more points ?

answer: Having more points is a weight watcher type counting method that allows you to program or track your eating .. having more points means you get more food .

question: Lately I feel , more than ever , a strong fatherly instinct . I have always wanted to have children , but in these months I smile more broadly when I see children smiling , laughing or walking their steps through the world . It can be something " normal " for most of the people , but for me it is a pleasant sensation .
Q: What happens when I see children that are healthy and happy .

answer: I get an overwhelming sensation of peace .

question: After picking up turds , I mop the floor and take the bucket and mop outside . I spend over an hour out there hosing the larger chunks off of the crib . The rest I have to get off with the mop and a strong brush while the neighbors laugh at me . I also clean the mattress . I go in and the bathtub is full of dark brown water .
Q: Why is the narrator willing to clean up such a dirty area ?

answer:
The narrator is willing to clean up for their child .