question: They were mean , selfish and did horrible things to me most of my life and so I have trouble feeling sorrow for them . I have no problem pitying them for their loss , ( my loss as well but I am willing to lose and walk away when the price is too high to stay ) their destruction of us ever sharing the fruits of what a family can truly be in a person 's life . Those closest to me growing up were dramatic , imposing , physically and emotionally traumatic . I on the other hand did not develop as they for the very reason I was their target .
Q: Why does the narrator have resentment against the people ?

answer: The narrator feels they deprived him of a childhood .

question: I believe with all my heart that we are a match made in heaven . You needed a mom like me and i totally needed a kid like you . My life is so much better and brighter because of you . The goodness you bring to our lives on a daily basis make us so thankful to have a wonderful kid like you .
Q: Why is the narrator expressing so much love ?

answer: It is for their child .

question: I just found out that my stepson ( Josh 's ) brother was in a tragic accident . He was riding in a bus with a bunch of kids from Ocala to Orlando FL . He got up to talk to the bus driver . The bus swerved and he was knocked out and the bus ran over him .
Q: What happened after the accident ?

answer:
The brother was killed