Problem: Many people fear that pain and so they block it out and instead of owning it , instead of simply giving in to it they fight it off like a war . They are fearful to let that pain get the best of them . However those people who can simply let things be , who can admit to that pain and that fear and understand it maybe that is the answer to simply let what is , be what it is .

What sort of pain might be being referred to ?

A: Emotional pain

Problem: Screw you people who have only a few exams ! ! ! damn it ! ! ! i feel like just falling into an eternal sleep and do n't think about anything ; anger , sorrows , stress , sadness ... , emo ? , whatever la ... aiya just do n't care about me ! ! ! LIFE IS NEVER FAIR ! ! !

Why is the narrator resentful of other students ?

A: They have a lot of tests .

Problem: Everything has changed into something that fits him like a custom tailored suit . These are the things his mind occupies itself with in the darkness , when Julian is at work and Mila has been ushered away and out to have some time of her own . Pampering is something left for those tending the sick , and Elim is not sick . He is coping with a temporary ophthalmological condition . He is coping with a few irritating , lingering symptoms of an episode in his life he has absolutely no trouble dealing with . Convincing the two people closest to him of these facts is another matter entirely . Which is why he has locked himself into the bathroom for a nice , long , luxuriant bath .

What may be a plausible fact about his bath .

A:
His bath was enjoyable .