I , at least , did not expect that I 'd get any sleep tonight . What we were doing was clearly a change to The Routine . But we went through the normal motions , with the undressing , bath time , reluctantly getting out of the bath , getting into pajamas , and brushing teeth . Then I carried him into his room , not our room , and set him in his crib .
Answer the following question: What may be the reason that this is a change in the routine ?

My son usually sleeps in my room .

And now the state and city are in a money crisis and my dad keeps telling me about how when he was taking all of these tests they froze the civil service lists . That means they stopped hiring cops and firefighters . He said they even laid off cops when they froze the lists in the 70 's .
Answer the following question: Why did the city put a hiring freeze on cops and firefighters ?

They could n't afford to pay them .

! So now I ' m really behind in school , which is just lovely . But it wo n't be that bad . I do n't feel that stressed right now , although I felt on the verge of a nervous breakdown earlier . I guess I did n't realize how much better it would make me feel if Gieske let me take the Euro test on We d instead of tomorrow .
Answer the following question: What was the cause of the narrator 's panic attack ?

It was an upcoming test .

It was n't a part of my life I particularly wanted to relive , no matter how big and important it actually was . It felt like I was there again , watching him die . he explained . < Though , I was surprised you were allowed to survive after the time - line shift.>"Don't be , " I laughed . It was a mirthless sound .
Answer the following question: Why is the narrator expressing thoughts of trauma ?
The narrator is thinking about someone 's death .