question: usually at the very beginning of the day , before food or water or anything , the scale reads 136 or 137 . monday morning it said 132 . last time i checked it was only at 133 , and i ' ve been non - stop re - hydrating and eating as much as i can handle . that is n't much , though . yesterday i was able to have a little soup , some crackers , a tiny bit of white rice and like , one piece of steamed cauliflower . then i felt like i was going to die again .
Q: What may happen after the beginning of Monday morning ?

answer: My reading on the scale is lower than normal .

question: Um , so I was sitting next to Mathew Lin and I was trying to annoy him as usual . I want him to move away ! :D So I was talking and talking and talking and he told me to shut up ! MATHEW LIN TOLD ME TO SHUT UP LOLOL .
Q: Why was I trying to annoy Mathew Lin to get him to move away ?

answer: I think Mathew Lin is annoying .

question: Hideous , as in having something like a 99 % rejection rate for fiction writers . With those kinds of odds , I ' m much better off at a craps table in Vegas . Still , I was foolhardy enough - and , like most writers , unreasonably optimistic - to think that I might creep into that glorious one percent .
Q: Why is the narrator so pessimistic at the moment ?

answer:
Their writing is unlikely to get accepted .