i m a senior & & ready to graduate & & get out of that hell hole .its not that i do nt like it , sometimes i do nt actually ; its just that i guess i wanna move on to bigger things like , college for instance . i wanna move out & & get my bachlors in forensics as a chemistt [ meaning that i analyze DNA & & fingerprints . ] ; move in with my boyfriendd , have a good , stable , NYC girl typical life .

A: What will happen before i graduate from high school ?

One more time . I just wrote one long , drawn out post about my breakdown on the Kansas Turnpike . And then had to write it again , shorter , and now again , because I am a computer genius .

A: Why did the narrator have a breakdown ?

Quite a bit has happened in the past two weeks . I finally got a rice maker so making rice is n't as much of a chore ( and neither is making some broccoli ) . I now have a bento kit and some pancake rings so I can make okonomiyaki . So I ' ve been scaring co - workers with stuff I ' ve been bringing to work .

A: Which is true of the narrator ?

I got home , discovered my mother has a problem with huge half inch long carpenter ants and took Bonnie on a walk , ( after I eradicated the ants of course ) . She did something she had never done before to me , she pulled free from me and ran off into the woods near my mother 's house . Damnit .

A:
Why is the narrator suddenly very nervous ?