Of which just happens to be the last violin shop job I turned down . At that time , my life was in shambles and if I made it through the day it was a good day . After I had to turn that job down I felt like a total failure all over again . I felt like I had failed my professor .

A: Why is the narrator so down on themselves ?

Sorry these photos are a bit mixed up . I wish blogger would let you rearrange your photos without doing the whole reload ! ! The photo below is looking down on the skiing resort and our campsite which is a very short walk from the farthest lake .

A: Why are the photos out of order ?

I was the the beach yesterday ; somehow it was a rather quiet day at the beach ( for a Saturday ) . I was sitting on a beach towel enjoying the breeze and staring at the ocean , one of my favourite past times . At one point I took of my sunglasses and looked out . The sun was much too bright and I had to put them back on immediately .

A: Why would they be worried about staring directly at the sun ?

The Bishop has called me 3 times , he only left a message once , I deleted it without listening to it . It COULD be that I have a PO Box and had to put my home address on the letter and the PO is taking forever to forward my mail to me . So anyway , total it 's been about 6 weeks , and the phone calls started about 3 weeks ago .

A:
What type of faith does the narrator have ?