After trying to enjoy an overdue shower ( bad water pressure , icky tub ) , I emerged to discover three crickets in my kitchen , to go with the one I trapped under a plastic cup . The jumpiness makes crickets hard to catch , so I decided to leave them be . Well , here I was , sitting in my bedroom perusing the Interet for cricket repellent ideas when I look over my shoulder and see one on the floor beside me .

A: Why did you research cricket repelling ideas on the internet ?

It 's hard when your first memories are of fits of rage , having to hide under your bed and separation . I have never looked for pity because of what I ' ve seen and been through . I have only recently began to have thoughts about marriage and my own children .

A: What is a likely cause for the speaker 's first memories to be ones of rage ?

I did n't even think about what I was doing . I was just taking care of my kid . I looked at the woman , shrugged , and said , " I ' m draining the glass so I can fill it with water for my kid . " Then I whispered , " Fucking Fox Pass . " She did n't register my humor , but a whole cadre of bears who were surrounding me busted out laughing .

A: What would happen if the woman had heard what you said ?

" Yes , " was the weary reply . " When did you start having it ? " Sanzo chewed on his lip and scowled into his arm . " Right after that fucking battle . "

A:
What might have happened in the battle Sanzo mentioned ?