Some souls are just too easy to please . I spent a lot of time in the swing on the side porch just reading , writing and thinking . It was nice to have the down time in a new environment . I watched the swarms of dragon flies , watched and listened to the chatter and dominance games of the hummingbirds as they played between the feeder I could see from my swing and the other feeder right around the corner at the front porch .

A: What does the narrator find peaceful ?

How trachy is that ? There are definitely a number of things I wo n't talk about like how many guys I ' ve dated , or ... whatever . I ' ve noticed that some of my girlfriends want to tell their friends everything .

A: Why is the narrator quiet on certain topics ?

I was the on call this week so they called me to work when she walked out . Then my boss just kinda said so can you go ahead and work this for the next 3 weeks while we find & train someone . I could and I needed the money so sure . Big plus , I get weekends off now !

A: What would have happened this week if I had not been called ?

So I made the choice of cutting this short and maybe have her pay for my education when I get out to see how much she likes that . Nah , I can not do that to her nor myself . I think I am done flying out fragments from my miniature explosion that woke me up . First post and more to come .

A:
Why would I not want to let her pay for my education ?