What is the version of the following sentence with correct punctuation?

The question is if I can see how God has prepared this as an opportunity for me to take up my cross Do I see it as an opportunity to give up my own will and to react to the situation as He wants me to
The question is if I can see how God has prepared this as an opportunity for me to "take up my cross". Do I see it as an opportunity to give up my own will and to react to the situation as He wants me to?