no definite proof? so then you have nothing to justifiably base your fears on. yours is basically no more real than a child's fear of shadows. you're admitting that you're letting your own paranoia control your thought process on this one. others have said it before, i believe it still applies; you're sick with mental illness. seek psychiatric help to deal with your unreasonable and baseless fears. if the psychiatrist can't help you, there's always drugs and electroshock therapy.
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