Gaskiya (littafi)

Verity wani labari ne mai ban sha'awa na tunanin mutum na 2018 wanda marubucin Amurka Colleen Hoover ya rubuta. Labarin ya biyo bayan Lowen Ashleigh, marubuci wanda aka hayar don kammala jerin littattafai masu sayarwa bayan marubucinsa na asali, Verity Crawford, ya kasa ci gaba saboda hatsari. Yayinda yake zaune a gidan dangin Crawford, Lowen ya gano wani rubutun da ba a gama ba wanda ya bayyana cikakkun bayanai game da abubuwan da suka gabata na Verity.

An buga shi ne a ranar 7 ga Disamba, 2018, kuma daga baya Grand Central Publishing (wani alama na Hachette Book Group) ya sake buga shi a cikin 2021 biyo bayan karuwar shahara. Littafin yana wakiltar tashi daga ayyukan Hoover na baya, waɗanda galibi soyayya ce ta zamani. Hoover ya ƙunshi abubuwa na tashin hankali da tashin hankali na tunani, tare da jigogi ciki har da damuwa, yaudara, da kuma canjin iyakoki tsakanin gaskiya da fiction a cikin wannan littafin.

Littafin ya sami kyakkyawan bita kuma an zabi shi don Kyautar Zaɓin Goodreads don Mafi Kyawun Romance a cikin 2019 kuma ya lashe Kyautar Littafin Burtaniya don Pageturner a cikin 2023 da Lovelybooks Leserpreis don Romance a 2020 .  

Marubucin mai gwagwarmaya Lowen Ashleigh har yanzu tana aiwatar da mutuwar mahaifiyarta, wanda ya bar ta a ware ta kuma tana da alhakin rayuwarta ta kudi. Da yake sha'awar duk wata dama da za ta iya inganta aikinta, sai ta je ta sadu da sanannen mai bugawa. A kan hanyar da take zuwa can, Lowen ta ga hatsarin hanya wanda ya zubo jini a kan tufafinta. Wani mai tafiya ya taimaka wa Lowen mai damuwa ya kwanta kuma ya ba ta rigarsa don kada ta sa tufafinta masu jini zuwa taron. Lokacin da ta isa, mutumin da ya taimaka mata yana nan. Ta fahimci cewa shi ne Jeremy Crawford, mijin marubucin mafi kyawun Verity Crawford. Verity ta fadi a cikin hatsarin mota kuma saboda haka ba ta iya kammala jerin littattafan da ta fi sayarwa ba, wanda Jeremy ya sanya Lowen zuwa fatalwa. Lowen ya yarda, kuma ya yi tafiya zuwa gidan Crawfords don duba bayanan Verity game da jerin.

Lowen ya isa gidan tafkin mai nisa, inda Verity marar hankali ke zaune a gadon ma'auratan. Lowen ya fahimci cewa 'yar ma'auratan Chastin ta mutu daga rashin lafiyan watanni da suka gabata. Ba da daɗewa ba, yayin da Verity ke kan jirgin ruwa tare da 'yar'uwar tagwaye ta Chastin Harper da ɗan ƙarami na ma'auratan Crew, jirgin ya rushe, wanda ya haifar da Harper ya nitse yayin da Verité ya mai da hankali kan ceton Crew. Da yake ba ta iya jimrewa da rasa 'ya'yanta mata biyu ba, Verity ta yi ƙoƙari ta kashe kanta ta hanyar tuka motarta cikin itace, wanda ya haifar da yanayinta na yanzu.

Lowen ta sami wani rubutun tarihin kansa wanda ba a buga shi ba mai taken "Don haka Be It", wanda ke ba da cikakken bayani game da ƙaunar Verity ga Jeremy da fushi ga Chastin da Harper, waɗanda ta kalli su a matsayin gasa don ƙaunarsa. Ta yarda cewa ta yi ƙoƙari ta dakatar da ciki tare da tagwayen kuma tana ƙoƙarin kashe su sau da yawa a lokacin jariri, kuma ta yi ikirarin cewa ta zargi Harper da mutuwar Chastin, wanda daga ƙarshe ya sa ta yi amfani da jirgin da gangan don haifar da nutsewar Harper. Rubutun ya ƙare tare da Verity ta yi shelar niyyar kashe kanta ta hanyar tuka motarta cikin itace don tserewa daga sakamakon shari'a ga ayyukanta.

Da yake damuwa da kuma mamayewa da waɗannan wahayi, Lowen ya fara zargin Verity na yin ƙarya da yanayinta, musamman lokacin da ta ji sautin shakku daga dakin Verity a lokuta da yawa. A halin yanzu, Lowen ya fara haɓaka jan hankali ga Jeremy, kuma a ƙarshe ya fara soyayya da shi. Lowen ta kafa kyamarar tsaro a cikin dakin Verity, kuma ta shaida Verity tana motsa ƙafarta dan kadan. Bayan tunani mai yawa, Lowen ta sanar da Jeremy game da binciken da ta samu.

Fushi bayan gano cewa Verity tana nuna halin da take ciki, Jeremy yayi ƙoƙari ya maƙure ta. Da yake kama wannan a tsarin kyamara, Lowen ya zo ya dakatar da shi, ya gargadi shi cewa za a tuhume shi da kisan ta idan an sami sawun hannunsa a makogwarenta. A kan nacewar Lowen, Jeremy ya tilasta Verity ta amai kuma daga baya ya rufe bakinta da hanci har sai ta daina numfashi don ya zama kamar tana da burin cikin barcinta. 

Bayan mutuwar Verity, Lowen da Jeremy sun furta ƙaunarsu ga juna. Bayan wani lokaci, Lowen da Jeremy suna jiran ɗansu na farko kuma suna komawa gidan Crawfords don share shi. Yayinda yake can, Lowen ya gano wasika da aka rubuta da hannu ga Jeremy daga Verity a ƙarƙashin allon bene. A ciki, Verity ta bayyana cewa "Don haka Be It" wani aiki ne na almara da aka rubuta daga hangen nesa na wani mugun mutum kuma ya tabbatar da cewa ba ta taɓa cutar da 'ya'yanta ba. Wasikar ta kuma bayyana cewa hadarin mota ba yunkurin kashe kansa ba ne, amma Jeremy ne ya fadi motar a yunkurin igbu Verity bayan ya sami rubutun. Kodayake Verity ta fito ba tare da wata matsala ba, ta ji tsoro sosai don ƙoƙarin bayyana kanta a gare shi, kuma a maimakon haka ta yanke shawarar yin kamar tana da lalacewar kwakwalwa har sai ta iya gano hanyar tserewa tare da Crew.

Da yake jin tsoro game da wahayi cewa suna iya kashe wata mace marar laifi, Lowen ya lalata wasikar kafin Jeremy ya same ta. Ta yi zaton cewa wasikar na iya zama wata hanyar yaudara ga Verity don rufe waƙoƙinta, kuma ta kammala cewa Verity ya kasance mai kula da sarrafa gaskiya, amma ya ci gaba da mamakin wane gaskiyar Verity ke sarrafawa.

## Halin da ake kira

### Lowen Ashleigh
Lowen ita ce mai gabatarwa a cikin littafin, marubuciya mai gwagwarmaya tare da rashin tsaro na kudi da ƙarancin amincewa da aikinta. Bayan mutuwar mahaifiyarta, tana jin warewa da rashin tsaro. Rayuwarta ta canza lokacin da aka ba ta damar rubuta jerin abubuwan da suka fi sayar da Verity Crawford. Yayin da ta zauna na dogon lokaci a gidan Crawford, Lowen ya shiga cikin damuwa da Jeremy kuma ya shiga cikin asirin duhu na iyali.

### Gaskiya Crawford
Verity sanannen marubuci ne wanda, bayan hatsarin mota mai kusan mutuwa, an bar shi a matsayin gado kuma ba ya amsawa. Kafin wannan, ta raba rayuwa mai kama da cikakke tare da mijinta Jeremy da 'ya'yansu uku Chastin, Harper, da Crew. Rubutun da ta ɓoye So Be It ya nuna tashin hankali ga 'ya'yanta da kuma ƙaunar da ta fi soyayya ga Jeremy, kodayake wasika da aka rubuta da hannu ga Jeremy ta nace cewa rubutun kawai aikin rubutu ne, ya bar ainihin yanayinta da niyyarta ba su da tabbas.

Jeremy shine mijin Verity. Tare da 'ya'yansa mata biyu sun mutu kuma matarsa ba ta iya aiki ba, ya yi ƙoƙari ya riƙe iyalinsa tare yayin da yake kare ɗansa da ya tsira, Crew. Daga ƙarshe ya haɓaka jan hankali kuma ya fara saduwa da Lowen.

### Ma'aikatan Crawford
Crew shine ɗan shekara biyar na Verity da Jeremy kuma ɗansu kaɗai ne da ya tsira bayan mutuwar 'yan uwansa mata.

### Chastin da Harper Crawford
Chastin da Harper su ne 'yan tagwaye masu shekaru takwas na Jeremy da Verity. Watanni kafin abubuwan da suka faru a cikin littafin, Chastin ya mutu a wani biki na barci saboda rikitarwa daga mummunan rashin lafiyan man shanu, kuma Harper ya nitse ba da gangan ba yayin tafiya a cikin jirgin ruwa tare da Crew da Verity jim kadan bayan haka. Rubutun Verity da ba a buga ba, "Don haka Be It," ya ba da cikakken bayani game da ƙiyayya mai zurfi ga 'yan mata kuma ya nuna cewa mutuwarsu ta kasance sakamakon kai tsaye ne na cin zarafinta da sakaci, amma ba a san ko wannan gaskiya ne ko a'a ba. Harper yana da autistic, bayan an gano shi yana da shekaru uku.

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