I       WANT       ANOTHER       WORLD
Publisher: anamarol
Published: 2006
Place of publication: romania
Description: poetry
Table of contents: title: I       WANT       ANOTHER       WORLD; title: I want to sleep, to be fast asleep,; title: But my thoughts don`t let me,; title: They make me ask God; title: If I love Him, if I truly love Him,; title: And He answers me with the same question; title: “Do you love me?”; title: “My Lord,; title: I want to be the child; title: Who appears from; title: Blue flowers; title: And tells You from the distance, laughing; title: And running to You :; title: “Look, My Lord, the blue flowers!; title: I give them to You,; title: They are Yours; title: Because You caressed them; title: Every night when the moon rises,; title: You know, My Lord, I watched You last night,; title: I saw the tears that made Your face glitter,; title: The stars were singing but You kept silent,; title: I beg You to take these blue flowers,; title: They are Yours; title: Because they are born from Your tears.; title: My Lord, this day was blessed; title: For I could see for a moment; title: The bread and the wine in the apse.; title: They made You be present; title: Among men who are searching You.; title: Very few thought of You; title: But You came,; title: Mysteriously present among them; title: That no one could see You.; title: However, some of them felt Your presence,; title: An incredible Beauty surrounded them,; title: That was Your love, Jesus, My Lord!; title: I can see the blue sky at day time,; title: At night I can see the sky full of stars;; title: I can see the cloudy sky during the storm; title: And the sun rays behind the clouds; title: Running towards me.; title: I can see the forest lying in the horizon; title: And the high grass which does not accept; title: My shy steps.; title: Beyond all the things I can see; title: I cannot find; title: The One I am looking for.; title: You who created the clouds; title: And the rain; title: You who created the forests,; title: The sky and the stars; title: Where are You ?; title: Where are You ?; title: How shy are the flowers; title: When I walk near them; title: How clear are the waters,; title: The springs and the fountains; title: How glittering are all these !; title: Near a fountain; title: Someone is staying the head bent,; title: Propped up on his arms.; title: Who could be the one who is staying; title: With closed eyes, with eyes full of tears ?; title: I sat down by Him and I kept silent; title: And all the questions had disappeared.; title: Jesus my Lord, when you were walking alone; title: Through the mountains; title: To prey to God; title: In the morning before dawn; title: Or in the evening; title: Were You not afraid; title: Of the rock all around; title: And of the loneliness from outside?; title: I wondered  thousands of times; title: How were You preying; title: In loneliness and fear?; title: Weren`t You  afraid of the mountain rock,; title: Of its coldness?; title: The cold and distant stars; title: Did not frighten You?; title: The men swarming round You; title: Didn`t fill Your heart with fright,; title: Weren`t You weary of us; title: When we raised our hands fiercely; title: Ready to strike You, ready to kill You?; title: All Your creation in the middle of which You lived; title: Didn`t made You love Your loneliness?; title: Weren`t You afraid of men,; title: Weren`t you afraid of rocks,; title: Weren`t you afraid of storms and frost?; title: I don`t understand why You had to be born; title: When this world is sentenced to death?; title: Oh, My Lord, I think like a man,; title: But how could I think otherwise ?; title: My Lord, the univers is your creation,; title: You created all of it, you created the stars and the light,; title: Me and this tree against which I lean,; title: We are your witnesses because you created us.; title: The night fell and I am so cold,; title: I felt better before; title: When the sun was shining and it was hot,; title: Suddenly the night fell,; title: I can see nothing around ,; title: Only the stars and the moon; title: With their light through the branches.; title: In the night they are shining; title: And it is so beautiful all around;; title: But I can touch this beauty; title: Only by sight,; title: This beauty rejects me,; title: I cannot live surrounded by it,; title: I cannot be part of this beauty.; title: My Lord, I`d want to be a child; title: But the world inside me doesn`t let me,; title: Men challenge me to duel,; title: The world from outside hinders me.; title: My Lord, I`m not free,; title: How could I embrace Your freedom?; title: The words, the words,; title: What could they be, the words?; title: Why did You want us to speak?; title: How could I find, my  Lord,; title: The word to call You?; title: How could I find the words; title: Through which to talk to You?; title: I don`t know why I`m always looking for; title: Sophisticated words; title: When the simple and wonderful ones; title: Express so much sincerity, so much beauty?; title: Why am I always looking for great words; title: For not expressing You,; title: Words that make me understand nothing; title: And through which I lose my way; title: That I don`t know where I am.; title: What wonderful gift You made us,; title: These words, these simple and direct words…; title: But what is the word through which; title: I could reveal my secret,; title: The secret of my love for You,; title: For You and Your world?; title: My Lord, I`m expecting; title: A great love,; title: A love so great; title: As I have never lived before.; title: How wonderful is this expectation; title: While I imagine; title: How this love of mine will be,; title: When I`ll love Him,; title: The extremely wonderful One!; title: I am afraid to tell; title: How happy I will be.; title: I`m expecting a great love; title: And I am extremely happy!; title: Thank You, my Lord,; title: For my peace.; title: My Lord, You are truly; title: Inexpressibly beautiful!; title: My Lord, the angel You sent to me; title: Let me fly in his place; title: And he stayed; title: To watch me flying,; title: We changed our places,; title: Me and my angel,; title: I was flying to the stars, to the moon,; title: And he was praying instead of me.; title: He gathered all the saints round him; title: And they were praying together for me;; title: But I did not know what happened,; title: That they loved me so much,; title: I was flying and dancing above the mountains,; title: While he was staying on his knees; title: And was praying to Jesus to receive; title: My fly, my dance and my love.; title: I was dancing and crying; title: And praying all the time; title: Together with the angel,; title: And suddenly he called me; title: From the distance,; title: “Look, look to your left,; title: Look to your left and you will see Someone”,; title: But I could not look; title: Because I could see nothing,; title: But I felt that Someone was dancing and flying; title: Together with me, my happiness was too great.; title: When I got tired I came near the angel; title: And he asked me: ”Did you see Him,; title: Did you see Him ?”; title: “No”, I answered, “Alas”, said the angel,; title: “It was Him and He was flying with you,; title: How couldn`t you see Him?”; title: “I couldn`t see because of my tears,; title: But tell Him, my angel,; title: That I felt He was dancing with me,; title: Can He forgive me for not having looked at Him?; title: I was thinking only of Him,; title: Tell Him that , my angel!”; title: “My Master and my Lord “; title: Said Thomas the Unbeliever to Jesus,; title: None of the apotres called Him like this,; title: Only Thomas when he touched the wounds of Christ; title: After the resurrection.; title: If I could call You, my Jesus; title: If I could call You; title: “My Master and my Lord”,; title: I`d be the happiest woman in the world.; title: How happy I would be; title: Because Your love is like the infinite.; title: This infinite is only a representation,; title: It is like the complete darkness,; title: A darkness that will be lightened; title: By a light round my mind,; title: I cannot see it, I can only imagine it; title: And I want it to lighten the world.; title: It seems that I`d want; title: To put all Your creation aside; title: As if it would be a curtain,; title: And on the other side I`d find You,; title: Stretching Your open arms to me…; title: If only I could; title: Put all Your creation aside; title: To look only at You,; title: To see only You.; title: But You are so far away…; title: And however, something is happening; title: In Your creation,; title: Something is moving…; title: Is that Your hand; title: That puts aside the curtains; title: Which cover the doors; title: Unlocked and open for a long time?; title: Or it is the wind; title: That makes the curtains shudder; title: At Your approach?; title: Your creation is like the mountain; title: That stands before me.; title: And You ask me to have; title: So much trust in You, so much love; title: To ask to the mountain; title: To plunge into the sea; title: And it will obey.; title: But I want it only; title: To get out of my sight; title: So that I may see You.; title: Why, my Lord, it seems sometimes; title: More simple to me; title: To dig a path at the foot of the mountain,; title: To dig a tunnel through its rock; title: To get to You,; title: As if you were on the other side; title: Of the mountain; title: And I could not see You otherwise?; title: My Lord, I wanted many times; title: To ask the mountains to show me; title: Where You stayed alone and prayed,; title: But the mountains showed me; title: Only their sun gilded crests; title: And their carrying stars flames,; title: I asked the mountains again; title: And I begged them to show me; title: Which way You were walking alone,; title: When the shy waters danced; title: At Your feet,; title: But the mountains didn`t answer me.; title: They let their green leaves; title: Change into blue light carrying stars.; title: I asked the mountains again; title: To show me where; title: You were sleeping in peace,; title: At the foot of a tree,; title: The head propped on a stone.; title: But the mountains started shouting at me; title: With their thunder and I got afraid.; title: I stayed there and I looked at the mountains; title: Day by day, waiting for an answer.; title: But they kept silent every moment; title: And their sun gilded crests; title: Looked at me triumphantly.; title: I felt so lonely, my Lord,; title: And I was longing to find You; title: That I decided to go down; title: And to climb again their rocky steeps; title: I was crying and walking,; title: My despair grew inside me,; title: And I was about to fall asleep; title: At the foot of an oak,; title: When I heard a voice saying to me::; title: “Why are you sleeping, you may not sleep,; title: Nobody sleeps here,; title: Until the top of the mountain you may not sleep!; title: Go ahead and talk to me!; title: I`m going ahead my Lord; title: And there is no path before my eyes.; title: Is it still too far, my Lord, until the distance?; title: Is it still too far, my Lord?; title: The child is dancing in the moonlight; title: And God is watching over the dance.; title: He is smiling and looking; title: At the child`s play and dance; title: In the moonlight or in the sunlight.; title: The child is dancing; title: Over the wheat fields,; title: Over orchards in blossom,; title: The child is dancing on the clouds; title: Flying over rivers,; title: And in the sky God is weeping,; title: He`s weeping with tears of flowers; title: And surrounds the child; title: Who is dancing and weeping; title: In the moonlight.; title: The child is dancing in God`s arms; title: Surrounded by His love; title: And this child will never be weeping again!; title: What happiness, my Lord, to see; title: The world inside me and to shout that.; title: The world where I live; title: Is a perfect one; title: Because it exists only in my heart,; title: And no one could get into it; title: Because it is only Yours; title: And it is only You that live; title: In my perfect world,; title: And nothing from outside could come; title: To trouble my peace,; title: To destroy my perfect world,; title: No matter how many evils I could see,; title: The outside world remains strange to me.; title: I feel that only here; title: In my world, with You,; title: I am myself and still different from me,; title: And sometimes I wonder; title: Of what I could not be.; title: My Lord, this time; title: That we measure with the clocks,; title: This time is not an illusion?; title: Why shall we call time; title: This rippling of seconds; title: From sunrise to sunset; title: And from sunset to sunrise?; title: My Lord, when I think of You,; title: Of the joy You are giving to me,; title: The time does not exist anymore,; title: In my heart there is only Your eternity; title: And time becomes for me; title: A mere illusion.; title: Oh, my Lord, only Your eternity is real,; title: The time does not exist, it is only an illusion.; title: Saint John the Baptist; title: Today the world is celebrating you.; title: I have not celebrated you and now, in the evening,; title: I am sad and tears are rolling down my cheeks,; title: Tears of grief and sorrow for I have not prayed,; title: I have not thought of Jesus nor spoken to Him.; title: Why haven`t I prayed today,; title: Saint John, why?; title: Help me to follow the one; title: Who was your friend,; title: Who loved you and considered you to be; title: The first of the Prophets.; title: You were so great; title: And you are still great for me.; title: Brother John, I am painful; title: Because I cannot love God nor worship Him; title: As you did.; title: How did you live, why were you so crazy; title: About truth and so humble,; title: So deprived of self-pride as to pronounce; title: These words that I cannot understand,; title: That I cannot live nor utter:; title: “He must rise and I must decline”.; title: Do you understand me, Saint John?; title: Why I cannot live these words before the eyes of God; title: You must tell me, Saint John!; title: Pray for me to your friend; title: And to Our God, Jesus, to give me; title: Love for Him and humbleness,; title: Because love and humbleness; title: Are such comforting feelings.; title: The love for Jesus, for My Lord; title: Is so beautiful, but I cannot live it; title: And I cannot feel it.; title: I don`t know why I cannot love Jesus; title: As a God, and why God; title: Becomes so strange to me; title: And I don`t know in whom I must believe.; title: Oh, Jesus, You are indeed My Lord!; title: My Lord, my home is; title: The most beautiful place; title: That I could ever dreamt.; title: My Lord, I am a traveller through the desert; title: Through this desert full of people; title: That resemble to coloured and wandering shadows.; title: My Lord, my home is not desert,; title: My mother and my father are there; title: And they love me so much!; title: My brothers and my sisters too.; title: At home I find my old grand-mother; title: That waits for me to bring her a glass of water,; title: At home I find my childhood,; title: It was there that I cried for the first time,; title: At home I find my happiness.; title: My home does not seem desert to me; title: Because You live there,; title: Because I find You; title: In all things and creatures.; title: My Lord, in our heart; title: There is a so beautiful house,; title: But I cannot unlock it,; title: Because I can enter inside it; title: Only together with you.; title: How happy I am, my Lord; title: That You exist, that You raised from the dead,; title: That You are alive in our heart,; title: Because You can come; title: And stay with me in my room.; title: Inside me the grief labours; title: Like a plough in the furrow of soul; title: Sowing the seeds of love.; title: How painful is it for me; title: When each furrow detaches itself; title: In my flesh and when; title: Tears of white blood flow; title: Receiving the word; title: Of Your eternal love.; title: How deep my forgetfulness is; title: Until Your word becomes; title: Eternal flower inside me,; title: Until Your seed; title: Will spring up inside me,; title: Until the plough of life; title: Will engrave inside me; title: Your eternal words,; title: Until my white blood; title: Will flow in streams; title: From which my flowers will feed,; title: Will grow and blossom.; title: Will I live until You; title: Coming down Your blue skies; title: Drawing  near my mind; title: Will walk in the freshness of the evening; title: Through the trees and the flowers; title: Which grew on my body ?; title: The red tears of the sun; title: Poured out on my heart.; title: I listened to their rippling; title: In the river of my thoughts.; title: It died away.; title: The sound of the tear died away; title: And the sky remained deserted of tears,; title: Deserted of crosses,; title: Of raised hands, of wings.; title: My hands were still.; title: My cheeks were cold and hollow.; title: “Hi !” , I heard a voice asking me; title: “Whom do you love ?”; title: “I don`t know”, I answered.; title: “Love is mystery”.; title: He asked me once again:; title: “Whom do you love ?”; title: And once again I answered “I don`t know”.; title: He kept and kept silent.; title: Night was falling; title: And He asked me once again; title: “Whom do you love ?”; title: I kept silent.; title: Everything is silent.; title: I kept quiet and I heard; title: The rippling of the sun rays.; title: After a long time; title: I started weeping; title: With blood tears; title: Raising my hands to the stars:; title: “Where are You, my Lord?”; title: Somewhere I am hidden; title: I don`t know anymore where I am; title: The universe of my thoughts; title: Makes me shiver.; title: The stars make me dizzy.; title: What quietness under these stars; title: That glitter,; title: The universe says nothing to us; title: Only we, the human race, continue to speak; title: Saying nonsense.; title: What silence,  what rejecting  peace!; title: All this quietness in Your creation; title: Makes me freeze,; title: If You wouldn`t exist, if You wouldn`t exist; title: To raise my thoughts towards You,; title: What should I do during so many years; title: Of loneliness?; title: Oh, My Lord, how sublime is Your creation; title: And how far I am from You!; title: How could I kiss that flower on the lake,; title: That wonderful water lily, if it is so far from me?; title: The night fell, it is cold and I cannot fly up to there,; title: I cannot swim, the water is frozen,; title: I cannot tear myself away from the tree.; title: I cannot reach the tops of the fir trees; title: To caress them,; title: I cannot fly up to the stars and back to the earth,; title: I cannot strike the lake bottom; title: To touch the sand and the roots of the flowers,; title: All things reject me, My Lord,; title: Because I know nothing about them.; title: Look at that swan on the lake,; title: How wonderful is it, My Lord!; title: It comes to me slowly, floating through the water lilies,; title: It does not know that I am here.; title: If I moved, it would run or fly; title: Because it knows I can destroy its beauty.; title: What beauty, what beauty, My Lord; title: And how far I am from its essence!; title: Oh, My Lord, if You were here near this lake,; title: Near this swan beautifully floating,; title: How wonderful it would be,; title: I`d fly with You everywhere.; title: You`d hold my hand; title: And I could fly up to the stars,; title: I would take the stars and scatter them; title: Over the mountains and over the trees; title: And over this wonderful swan.; title: Together with You, Jesus, I could swim; title: Near that swan through the water lilies; title: And it would not fear me,; title: It wouldn`t go away,; title: I would float with You on the lake; title: And I`d stop fearing the worst things.; title: My loneliness would cease, I would love You more?; title: How blind are my eyes in this darkness,; title: And how far I am from You, from Your beauty; title: Even if I live in the middle of it!; title: Beautiful are the things that surround me,; title: They made me think of You; title: But the mankind frightens me the most; title: And makes me feel so far of You.; title: To whom must I resemble, my Lord?; title: To Your flowers in order to live?; title: But, in this world there are only; title: Contraband flowers,; title: Only passions and longing for money; title: Are in bloom,; title: And trifles are so important for men.; title: How could I know that the flower of my heart; title: Is Your flower?; title: How many times I asked myself; title: If my words are inspired by You,; title: If they do not come from the chaos?; title: My Lord, I am frightened; title: Even by the things that surround me; title: When they are touched by men.; title: My Lord, if I could get rid; title: Of all my memories,; title: If I could get rid of all the images; title: That hurt my sight and my eyes,; title: If I could live again my childhood,; title: How wonderful it would be!; title: My Lord, only the thought of You; title: And the hope in You make me go on.; title: Could I take courage to dream?; title: Could I take courage to write?; title: Could I take courage to imagine?; title: Maybe only in this way I`ll be able to fly.; title: I was so far off from myself,; title: So far off and I started running; title: Through the forest of my childhood; title: And I kept running, I kept running,; title: It seemed to me that I was dreaming; title: And in my dream I was flying; title: Over all the beauty of the world,; title: Over all my memories,; title: I was flying over all the earth!; title: I stopped near a tree; title: Near the tree where I used to pray to Him.; title: How many times haven`t I prayed to Him,; title: How many times haven`t I cried; title: Cause I didn`t know what happened to me; title: Cause I got tired of life and I hated it.; title: How many times haven`t I told Him,; title: Near that tree,; title: All that I could tell,; title: I told Him that I couldn`t live anymore,; title: That I couldn`t love,; title: That I`m sick of life,; title: Oh, how many times haven`t I told Him all this!; title: How many times haven`t I looked; title: At the starry sky through the branches,; title: How many times haven`t I felt happy near that tree,; title: How many times, after crying,; title: Or after pronouncing fierce words, a new hope; title: Was embracing my soul and I left flying; title: To live one more instant, one more hour,; title: One more day.; title: How wonderful was that locust tree!; title: There was my monastery; title: Near that locust tree grown on the lake border,; title: How strange, how beautiful was that locust tree; title: When it was in blossom!; title: In my dream I was going to my spring,; title: I was going there in my dream; title: And I prayed there,; title: I felt the grass growing,; title: I felt the flowers blooming; title: I felt the trees growing,; title: I saw the trees growing…..; title: I was going to my spring; title: In my dream…; title: The water of the spring flooded my sights; title: Washed my eyes,; title: Washed my feet, my hands, my face…; title: Why, my Lord,; title: Why I was carrying this water; title: Inside me,; title: Why I was drinking it and why; title: I was always thirsty…..; title: Why I was always looking; title: For celestial love,; title: I couldn`t find it on the earth.; title: In my dream I was going to my spring; title: Hoping to find You there, my Lord!; title: I held out my hand before the sun,; title: The blooms burst open,; title: It rained with flowers over all the earth.; title: The sky was widening; title: And descending in my heart,; title: In my soul,; title: The sky was all flowers; title: The light was flowing in blooms.; title: I loved everything and I was so happy!; title: The sun was shinning,; title: The light was our hope.; title: There was someone, somewhere, nearby,; title: I saw him last year,; title: He had blue eyes; title: And was flying to the trees,; title: To the spring, to the clouds,; title: To the stars….; title: Suddenly I saw a light.; title: When I looked at him; title: He held in his hands an icon; title: Which lightened his blue eyes,; title: And a brush.; title: Suddenly I saw him staying; title: On the water of the spring; title: And the brush was flying…; title: “What are you doing here?” asked a fairy,; title: “What are you doing here?” asked the forest.; title: He didn`t answer but looked at the sky.; title: He was praying, the brush was flying; title: And a new star appeared in the sky.; title: I hear the bells chiming; title: And inside me their sound vibrates.; title: Summer, summer, give me; title: Something of your heat; title: Because I `m cold; title: And my frozen heart could not love.; title: The bells are chiming; title: And they fill the universe; title: With a rain of sounds, with a rain of songs,; title: New stars are born and their rays are singing; title: And all this sound; title: It`s the Annunciaton day; title: And the angel announces again to the whole world; title: That God will be born among men.; title: Listen to his voice, my friends!; title: Let`s sing accompanied by the sound of the bell; title: And let the violin weep its love!; title: My friends, my friends,; title: The angel announced; title: That God will be born,; title: Look at the universe turning its stars; title: Over our eyes tired of so many tears,; title: Tired of so much pray.; title: Look my friends,; title: The angel came to announce the light,; title: God was born among men,; title: The Holy Virgin is up in the skies.; title: Let`s sing, my friends,; title: We are not alone anymore,; title: The sound of the bells fills the universe,; title: We are with Him; title: And He is always being born; title: In our hearts.; title: My Lord, You have made us a wonderful gift,; title: Our memory.; title: If we could carry You alive; title: In the place of the heart and from there; title: You would speak to us secretly,; title: If my heart could vibrate; title: At what are the most beautiful things in this world,; title: You and Your love,; title: I would be very happy.; title: But how could I keep in my memory; title: This great wonder; title: Which is Your love?; title: The city is dreadful; title: But apparently favourable to people.; title: There, you can do anything you want; title: Because the men of law are blind.; title: Oh, my Lord, tell me what to do; title: Why have I been destined to live; title: Into such a mad world?; title: If I had been born in Your time; title: Would I have cried like the others; title: “Crucify Him at once”?; title: Hadn`t I wept at Your bloody feet?; title: Hadn`t I rejoiced for Your resurrection; title: When You came towards us; title: Who were abandoned and abused; title: By those who killed You?; title: Tell me, my Lord, my Saviour,; title: What must I do for not being misled?; title: What must I do for not forgetting; title: That You are my Lord,; title: That I must pray only to You; title: And You love me and call me by Your side.; title: How happy I am, my Lord; title: When You`ll come with me; title: In my room; title: And we`ll be there together.; title: Perhaps then, my Lord; title: I`ll be able to tell You; title: .                How great is my love.; title: How much I wanted to be with You; title: Until the end of times.; title: Oh, Jesus. My Lord, You have not died,; title: You cannot die; title: Because You are always alive; title: In our souls, You are always present; title: In our love and our happiness.; title: You are alive, You come from the dead; title: When we are dying,; title: To make us live for ever; title: And make death become a mere word.; title: It must be a wonderful thing; title: To have God with you all the time,; title: To talk with Him as Noah,; title: Abraham, Isaac and Jacob did,; title: To have the Saviour near you every moment; title: And to pronounce His name incessantly.; title: How wonderful it must be; title: When God waits for you on the threshold; title: To come to His home again.; title: It must be a wonderful thing; title: To be loved by God; title: And to have Him with you; title: In your home.; title: How peaceful would be your sleep; title: When He is there, and how deep,; title: After you got tired of such a long way,; title: Of so many tears, of too much darkness.; title: My soul is like a desert; title: And I raise my thoughts towards You, my Lord.; title: Why I feel like dying and why; title: The loneliness hurts my soul,; title: Why am I afraid of You?; title: Why am I afraid of myself,; title: Of my life, of the world?; title: Why my mind is befogging; title: And I have tears in my eyes,; title: Why my soul is always crying; title: And I don`t know what happens to me?; title: Send me Your love, my Lord; title: And don`t let my soul die; title: Inside me!; title: My soul seems to be a white circle,; title: The thoughts are flowing freely; title: Like blue coloured spots.; title: My circle is white; title: And so wide and so deep; title: That the white color; title: Seems to change into wings; title: Sometimes…; title: When my thoughts grow wild; title: Something like a purple light; title: Springs up in my soul,; title: And something sharp, like a sword; title: Cuts my river of light, of tears…; title: When my thoughts grow wild,; title: When they shout and yell,; title: A blue flower descends; title: Into my white circle; title: And a hand which caresses its petals,; title: And a voice tells me lowly:; title: “Let the peace come into your soul, my child!”; title: Oh, how much I wanted in the past; title: The loneliness of a hermit,; title: Not in the solitude of a wood; title: But in the desert of a city,; title: A city so great; title: That your spirit is damped; title: And you don`t know where you are,; title: You don`t know who you are anymore.; title: This desert is not less beautiful; title: Than an isolated wood…; title: Instead of flowers little children smile to you,; title: Instead of trees in blossom; title: Men suffering from stress,; title: With foreheads wrinkled by trouble,; title: The poverty painted on their clothes.; title: Instead of the wild beast of the desert; title: There are people that know nothing about you,; title: Bored and having the hate in their souls,; title: They disregard you as if you were mere garbage…; title: How could you not pray in this desert,; title: So dreadful and so deadly,; title: Where people are cut off in the prime of their life,; title: Because they are sick at heart; title: And tormented like in hell.; title: My Lord, how happy I am today,; title: What great joy brings me my loneliness!; title: In silence I think of You; title: And what peace is in my soul!; title: It doesn`t cry anymore,; title: It doesn`t feel hurt; title: As during the days when I thought; title: I was alone on the earth.; title: Without God, with no consolation for my soul,; title: How could I forget to think of God,; title: Of how much He loves me!; title: I cannot understand why I was weeping; title: Why I was so desperate!; title: Now I`m alone with God; title: And His peace descends over me.; title: I`m alone with God; title: There is no other living creature in my room,; title: I`m listening to the sound of my loneliness; title: And my Lord is here, with me.; title: Night is falling, the lights of the town are burning,; title: The cars are dinning, men are walking in the streets; title: Every one with his thoughts.; title: There are so many people gathered in a great town,; title: So many streets, so many cars, so many trams,; title: But this background noise is not heard; title: In my cell from a ten storey building.; title: I`m in my cell and I pray to God; title: In loneliness.; title: What desert is all around!; title: It will be holiday, my Lord,; title: On that day each man will cry; title: Of great joy, because we all,; title: So tormented and sad,; title: We`ll laugh and fill with joy; title: Because we found at last our home.; title: We`ll be for ever at home; title: In this place where love floats all around; title: And You are waiting for us; title: To give us Your love for which; title: We were longing and wandering.; title: How happy I will be, my Lord; title: When I look into Your eyes; title: And I tell You at last:; title: “I`m so happy that You are here!”; title: Think, my Lord; title: Me and You and the mankind; title: We`ll be floating and dancing; title: Like the rain,; title: Like the rainbow; title: And like the sights; title: That are perceiving You.; title: Oh, my Lord, how wonderful it will be; title: On that day when everything is new,; title: When it is holiday and we smile again!; title: I`ll smile for the first time; title: Because I`ll be in Your house.; title: Oh, my Lord, what happiness; title: To float around You and to look at You; title: The way I  could never do it.; title: My Lord, the perfume of these blue flowers; title: Spread on all the earth.; title: My Lord, You realize,; title: All the earth vibrate at Your call,; title: At Your song,; title: All the earth shall sing with You; title: And all mankind shall sing; title: Floating around You; title: Like the stars round the sun,; title: Like the flowers round the river,; title: Like my eyes spinning,; title: Trying to discover You; title: In all the creation of the world!