"I'M NOT A MONSTERđ": LIVED EXPERIENCES OF PREGNANT AND RECENTLY PREGNANT ADDICTED WOMEN.
Contributors: University of California, San Francisco.
Published: 1996
Number of pages: 133
Subjects: Health Sciences, Nursing.; Sociology, Individual and Family Studies.; Women's Studies.; Health Sciences, Obstetrics and Gynecology.
Description: In this feminist postmodernist interpretive study, narrative analysis was used to examine the experiences of a socially diverse sample of women who used, and were abused by, drugs (alcohol and illicit substances) during pregnancy. Twenty-one pregnant and postpartum women, twelve of whom were African American and nine of whom were non-Hispanic white, participated in open-ended, in-depth interviews during which they were invited to discuss their experiences of being pregnant addicted women. The women described their struggles with systems of power (legal, biomedical, societal), their own addiction to drugs, and the strategies they used to resist these powerful forces.

The women's narratives revealed multiple instances of interacting with systems of power. Systems of power exerted pressure on the women's lives through identifying, confronting, mandating, removing, discriminating, condemning, expecting and labeling. Addiction pressures included drug availability, social pressures to use drugs, and effects of drugs (positive and negative). Participants resisted system and addiction pressures by playing the game, hiding their drug use, hiding from the system, challenging system demands, maximizing health, and marginalizing women who used other drugs and/or whose patterns of drug use they perceived to be more addictive than their own. The women struggled to negotiate being pregnant in the space between the power of the system and their perceived demands of their addictions.

A change of focus is needed from policies which create adversarial relationships between women and their fetuses to policies which provide for implementation of facilitative models of prenatal care. Many participants avoided prenatal care because they were afraid of legal ramifications of being identified as "pregnant substance abusers." Facilitative models would provide comprehensive prenatal care for women who use drugs, and would offer non-confrontational drug counselling and recovery programs.
Notes: Source: Dissertation Abstracts International, Volume: 57-06, Section: B, page: 3652.

Thesis (D.N.S.)--UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA, SAN FRANCISCO, 1996.

School code: 0034.