SHE WALKS IN BEAUTY: NURSE-ARTISTS' LIVED EXPERIENCE OF THE CREATIVE PROCESS AND AESTHETIC HUMAN CARE.
Contributors: University of Colorado Health Sciences Center.
Published: 1994
Number of pages: 444
Subjects: Health Sciences, Nursing.; Philosophy.; Fine Arts.
Description: This descriptive and interpretive study grounded in phenomenology and Heideggarian hermeneutics explored nurse-artists' experiences of caring and the creative process. The purpose of this study was to discover and describe aesthetic aspects of human care as experienced by nurse-artists. The research questions were: (a) What human conditions are engendered and maintained when the aesthetic self is in relationship, specifically a caring relationship? and (b) What is the aesthetic being/ontology of human care expressed in the stories of the nurse-artist?.

A convenient and purposive sample of eleven nurse-artists provided participants for this study. Life features were generated from journals and audiotaped interviews that were later transcribed and interpreted in story form. Categories according to Diekelmann and Allen's strategies were generated from the stories, relational themes were generated from a natural grouping of the nurse-artists into three categories, and constitutive patterns emerged from the relational themes and the text as a whole.

The eight constitutive patterns expressive of the aesthetic being of human care were: (1) Process is the expression of knowing tools and techniques well enough to forget them so that as nurse-artist one can be open to the possibilities, ready to engage the impulse, transform the moment and be in beauty; (2) Caring and creating happen in relation, the being-with self and other, and in a time of their own; (3) Connecting with self and other (art, person and beyond), expressing the qualities of letting-go and letting-be, is vital to the nurse-artists' way of being; (4) Truth is known not from a set of facts but rather by being authentic, choosing beauty, and sharing the experience of unconditional love; (5) Aesthetic being is when one walks the beauty path, guided by the wisdom of "I am another yourself"; (6) Play is transforming; it is expressed by expert nurses and artists as high-level functioning, i.e., expert arting, engaging the formal with the sensuous, the technical with the spiritual; (7) Balance is not static equilibrium but a dynamic awareness of who one is at any moment, and what is needed for self and other to have health; and (8) Nursing and art are the same.

The constitutive patterns were reflected upon in comparison and contrast with the works of prominent nurse theorists, nurse writers on aesthetics and relevant philosophers, illuminating further the unique contributions of this study. A unity of meaning was revealed in the metaphor "she walks in beauty.".

This research is the first in-depth investigation of the lived experience of nurses who are also artists. The study supports previous nursing research indicating the importance of an aesthetic in the process of human caring, and provides two fundamental extensions to the literature. Specifically, the study (a) revealed the significance of "play" in the performance of expert nursing, and (b) highlighted the essential similarities between authentic being, truth, beauty, rightness, connecting, and the creative process that distinguishes ontological human care.
Notes: Source: Dissertation Abstracts International, Volume: 55-05, Section: B, page: 1809.

Thesis (PH.D.)--UNIVERSITY OF COLORADO HEALTH SCIENCES CENTER, 1994.

School code: 0831.