Who wanted judge? You know, like it's like she obviously had a reason to cut herself. Maybe she was like lonely or maybe she's like she feels she feels like unnecessary or like people don't care about her or you know that manifests itself in the form of various insecurities and she feels like a piece of crap and then she takes those insecurities out on other people and then they avoid her and then that snowball and then like she wants to cut herself even more. I feel like that's just like some sort of chemical thing you know like maybe it's like millions of billions of misfires synapses in the brain and they like you know they they fire in these signals to the hands and they tell the hands like to cut themselves even though it's like not supposed to do what's happening and then it's really complex and infinite even though it's the size of like a potato or maybe like two potatoes it's like kind of hard to comprehend you know it's like there's too much like almost enough to make you want to cut yourself.