Hi everyone, this is Megan with the Vlogmas and Upset.com and today we are going to be saying goodbye to our first home together. We moved into this house three years ago, me and my husband bought this house, it was our first house ever together. We were very early pregnant with our first baby and so it has come time to leave this house and it is very bittersweet and it's time to say goodbye and so I thought I would share a few random thoughts I've been having on here and just kind of give a little bit of a goodbye video to this house that has been so wonderful and has so many memories in it and we will definitely miss it a lot. I am someone who really hates change. Even if it's good change, it just has such a bittersweet feel about it. Even things as exciting as babies are going to walk or just every milestone happy or not, any change feels a little bit sad. Bittersweet as I said, that's kind of the perfect word for it, it's good and bad. I really like things to stay the same, to stay very steady but of course nothing in life stays the same. You always have to move on from every phase in life, everything changes. It has been quite a roller coaster of emotions and I think about leaving our first home together and yes I want so badly to move out of town onto some acreage and our dreams are coming true and everything's been working out so perfectly with that and I couldn't be more grateful and excited for our new adventure but this is the house our children were born in and there are so many memories we've changed every single thing in this house. We've put blood, sweat and tears into this house so it's hard to say goodbye. As I said when we first moved into this little farmhouse three years ago we were very very early pregnant with our first and then now three years later as we are moving out we are home over halfway through the pregnancy with our third child so as you can tell a lot has happened in this house a lot of memories have been made so much has happened in those last three years. Can you believe I was only 19 when we first bought this house? I learned how to be a wife here, I learned how to be a mother. Our two wonderful children were born in this house even. I can still point out the spots on the floor where each of them came first side where they entered this world from inside my world. Sophia was born right in the living room in front of the couch right into the arms of our wonderful midwife and then straight into her mother's arms. Demetrius was born in the kitchen near the entrance between the kitchen and the living room and he was born with just me and Luke here straight into his mama's arms and it was most peaceful and quiet where I could imagine. We became parents in this house. We didn't have to leave this house a single time to become parents we didn't have to go to the hospital we didn't have to go see a doctor we had everything we needed right in this house to become parents to start raising our children. Our babies took their first breaths in this house. The first time they set to the night, their first words, their first steps, all of their firsts so far in their whole lives have happened in this house and I being a very emotional and sentimental person and having a very hard time let it go of that. It feels insecure in a way leaving the house my children were born in and also knowing that this baby currently growing inside my womb will not be born in the same place as its siblings were. My first two children being born in the same place always felt so special and so this one being born in a different house entirely feels very very strange and foreign to me. Even though I know we will fill our next home with just as good memories who it'll be full of loving wonderful memories I don't like leaving this one behind. It took us a full exhausting three years to renovate this old farmhouse. This old treasure of a home we did a complete bathroom renovation full living roomy model and a kitchen renovation topped bottom. We also remodeled all three bedrooms replaced all the plumbing and electrical repair the exterior painted everything several times plus we re-finished the original harbour floors that were left put in ship like walls plank ceiling put in open wooden shelving and added built-ins in the upstairs and that is just a very brief general overview. I can honestly say that there is not a single spot in this house that was not touched with a hammer a sander or a paintbrush as I walk around through this house now looking at everything we've changed I can't see a single thing that we haven't changed or touched or fixed. You can't see a single spot left from how it was when we bought it three years ago. We knew the time to come to sell this house and move on to our next big adventure to sell this home we had created for ourselves. When we originally bought this home three years ago it was the only home we could afford that was on the market which is why it needed so much work and the plan was to fix it up and sell it. So I've known this time with come I've known this would come since the moment we bought it because this is kind of a stepping stone to our more forever home to our big homestead where we want to raise our children. With almost three kids now we are really craving more space more land to raise animals on another farmhouse to fix up but it is time to stay in a more permanently lower building. We would love a place with more privacy that is safer for the kids to go outside and play by themselves just more quiet and simplicity so now I'm saying goodbye to our first home it is bittersweet but we have exciting times ahead of us as a growing family it is time to embark on a new adventure. Goodbye little home.