When this is over I will hold you closer than you've ever known. When you see me you can squeeze me till you feel my very bones. How I long to let you know that I won't want to let you go. There will be so much left to say yet still some things are better shown. I will wrap my arms around you for the seconds we have lost. Our words will find a way to wait as we locate the weight of us. That we are changed this day is a sense of same about the way we touch. That it is strange we will embrace our line that takes us to adjust. The word of everything we knew is some where we cannot return. The word of everything that's new is one we'll build from what we've learnt. We'd never thought ashes could rise again until we'd seen them burn. The next time I'm stood in front of you we'll feel like it's been earned. Because when the start is given away it's only then the end can enter. When the heart is given space it will forever tend to tender. These affections kept at bay will once again descend to send to something we'll have come to yearn as hummingbirds connect to nectar. For all those overwhelming moments where I felt like giving up. There is no point to what I was worried we'd forgotten how to love. And when the futures all we've got to other than that's got to be enough or that I know is when I'm low that I have wanted to be hugged. And if you'd rather have a handshake that is absolutely fine. Even a wave from me is saying I am glad that you're alive. Whichever form it takes when this has passed and we've started again. I will no longer take for granted any chances to connect.