My mom is super religious, very, very religious. So she's, yeah, she doesn't know yet. So it's secret. She doesn't know. Yeah. No. She thinks I'm in college doing bottle service. She's so, she's so religious. I told her I was doing bottle service, and she said, you're going to help. So I see her like, when she, I'm not as close with her as I get my dad. Yeah. I just like open-minded, you know, people. So did you grew up in a religious house? It sounds like your dad's not that religious. No, he had like a Wana farm. That's why they got divorced. Yeah. I was just going to say it's, they sound like very different people. Yeah. It was meant to happen. But yeah, I'd group going to church and everything and going to like Bible school. And I was in a, what is it called, back to school? So I was definitely the rebel there. Yeah. What, what's your views on like spirituality and God now? Now it's really, so I don't go to church myself. Like I don't really think I need to do that. But I still believe in some kind of higher power. Like if I have to say I believe in God, that's fine. I just believe in some things out there, you know? I don't think we just kind of magically poofed on this earth and all the planets. So I don't know. We'll see. That's my worst fear. Death is my worst fear. Oh my God, same. I just had a long conversation with Corey Chase, actually, who I interviewed before you. And we had this long talk about death. And she's like cool with it. And I'm like terrified of it. So scary. I'm like, am I going to be burning for an eternity? I'm like, dad, like if you go to heaven, just throw me a ladder. I'll come up. I don't know what's going to happen. And then there's also like people who believe in like reincarnation and things like that. So it's like, what am I going to come back as? So I treat everyone really nicely. You never know. So do you, I mean, do you believe in like one or the other? Or are you just kind of like any of these things could be true? Yeah. And I'm very like open to learning about other people's religion. I just don't have like a specific one that I would say I believe in. I just believe something's out there. And I believe in good karma. Do you believe it? So do you believe in life after death? I don't know. I guess we'll find out. I guess so. I'm scared. I know I am too. But we'll see. I'm just like, I think if you just do, like, be nice on this Earth. And we'll see what happens next, you know? All you can do is be a good person. I agree with you. I think that all you can do is, yeah, I mean, karma I think is. And also too, I think that you manifest, like you manifest what you bring into your life. Just the energy that you put out there, like brings you back. I believe in that so much. A very similar energy. And you know, on like its most basic level, you know, if you're a positive person, you attract positive people into your life, because people like to be around that kind of energy. And if you're negative, then you tend to repel like positive people. And that's what I like to surround myself with. Like if I notice someone's like, allieced in a way, they kind of like drain you. I don't want to be around this people like, I'll work with them, but that's not someone who I would go hang out with on my free time, you know? So it's good to be aware of people and what kind of energy they give you. Yeah. Are you good at setting boundaries? I am actually. Yeah. I'm not scared to say no to plans or going out and partying like I need, I'm a grandma. I have to be in bed by eight. Or I'm going to be a jerk the next day. I'm saying, yeah, hold me. I'm 25. Wow. To have your shit together like that at 25, that's pretty remarkable. Oh, thank you. I mean, I did not have my shit together. It doesn't feel like I do. Yeah. We're going to look like that. As long as I can fake it. So what are you doing your free time? Oh my gosh. I feel like I don't really, I would let, I love my job. So I just love to shoot content. I'm always collabing doing photo shoots. Um, always going out to dinner with friends. Like I just love chill vibes. So I like to go to dinner once a week. Like Kenzie and it's going to come over. We're going to do a live show and go to dinner. Things like that. I'm very boring outside of. But I like it that way. Like, you know, I don't know. I don't want to feel like I'm working all the time though. Like I want my work to be fun. Yeah. So do you have a hard time like creating that balance between work and your personal life? That's my, I feel like everybody does these days. I do. I've had friends who are like, hey, I miss you. Like don't forget to make time for, you know, yourself and you people that you actually love. So I'm learning to find that balance. Like if I need to take a day off on my calendar, that's one thing I struggled with my first year. I was like, I can't miss an opportunity. I need to be booked. Like I can't take one single day off. And now I'm like, it's okay. Like people will, if they really want to book you, they'll find another date. Like you can take a day off for you like once a week or something. Yeah. Well, especially with what you do for a living because I mean, having a lot is hard on your body. Oh, yeah. I like, I tried to date long in the industry and it affects my personal relationships too. Yeah. Like my drive is just lower because I'm always overbucked sometimes. But so yeah, you have to learn to be able to take time off for yourself and the people in your life, you know? Yeah. Yeah. Hey guys, if you want to support my show, then you should think about joining my Patreon. At my Patreon, I offer all kinds of amazing perks in exchange for your financial support. 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