This has been one of the hardest vlogs to do. Two weeks ago, how many haibwards died? She passed away on the Tuesday. The same Tuesday as I got my results. I didn't think it fair to share anything or put anything out until now. The passing of it really affected me in quite a big way. We were treated in the milestone both of us. I looked after quite a lot of the same team, professors, doctors, nurses. She had an impact on quite a lot of people's lives and certainly on mine. It hit me hard. It made me realise I need to live my life a little bit more. I also need to live my life a little bit more without a camera everywhere. Tuesday, that Tuesday. I got my results and my cancer was grown quite considerably. So much so that they've stopped all treatment. So now I don't receive any chemo. I have to just go and get checkups at the hospital now. I just need to enjoy my life. It's a hard concept to take in. It's a hard truth. That led me to Honda for a couple of days what to do. I got in touch with the people I was doing research with before. I've also been to the Cancer Research Institute and down to Surrey to the other Marsden. I've said that I will be happy to try experimental treatment, phase one trials or anything like that if it's suitable for me. But for now it's more about clean living, enjoying myself and trying to get through each day and trying to understand everything that's going on and try to make it different and an impact. But that's very hard. It's a very hard thing to do. But the future of this vlog, the vlog is going to carry on. Even when I die I think this vlog will carry on. I have just finished some videos which will be published when I pass away. I'll hopefully explain a lot of other stuff to people and things that I really want to explain and show people. And I think for me that's more important. But I am going to continue doing my vlog every other day or every couple of days and trying to explain my life. Tomorrow I'll put a video of everything that I've done in the last two weeks. But I'm still here, I'm still fighting and as hard as it is I've got to carry on. And I have to carry on. And there's people that I loved a bit to and I spend time with and there's people who have recently met who I want to spend time with and I've got so much I want to achieve. So much I want to achieve. But yeah, that's the reality of it. As for time scales we don't know what the time scales will be. So I'm sorry. Anyway, see you later. So talk. Bye bye.