Just want some fucking continuity and care with mental health providers. These doctors keep quitting, they keep switching. And then the one doctor that I really liked, who talked me off of fucking ledge the last time, refused. I had a split because they fell out of network and then they came back in and networked and then kind of find out. It's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it made. And he denied taking my case back April fucking 12th and I'm just finding out dude. And now I gotta go back to some new fucking doctorate and then I gotta open fucking Pandora's box again because we're gonna want to know everything and then I'm gonna have to live through work and do that for a fucking month.