Okay, so this is like my tenth take of this video because I keep swearing and I'm trying really hard not to swear. Okay, so the other day I put video out, explaining that my name is down, my name is definitely down, my last name is Thomas, the reason why I'm called Pee-Wee Tom's is because an ex-girlfriend from years ago called me Pee-Wee Tom's Pee-Wee and then Tom's from Thomas. So that basically is that. I don't mind people calling me Pee-Wee Tom's but my name is not Tom. It's definitely not Tom's done. Right, anyway, enough of that. I missed out a bit of the video that explained that bit so there we go. Excuse me, good up. I have not been very well for the last 24 hours. I've had really bad diarrhea and I've had really bad sickness. So by sickness I mean like throwing up, not being able to hold food down and not having very well. I was going to do a completely different video for today but my mum's not about so we can't do the Q&A till weekend but we will get it done. And yeah, it's a crazy, crazy, crazy situation, this whole thing of vlogging, what's going on because I have my own thoughts on stuff and I have my own concerns about things and people want me to share information which I'm not happy to share which is private. And then there's all the other stuff of like there's a lot of people who haven't watched previous videos so don't really grasp the whole thing that's going on. Everything that's happened to this point and they haven't watched like say significant parts. So there's been like ultrasound films where you can see the tumors, there's like all my surgical stuff, my scars, me going into surgery, things like that and that's all documented it's there. But like with stuff that's going on at the moment like gene sequencing, DNA sequencing, immunotherapy looking into, you know, therapy and stuff like this. This is all very, very early stage testing and like early stage stuff that we can't publicize because it's not something that is completely one finished and two we don't know what's going to happen with it. They're made with the gene sequencing, it costs a lot of money and it's not just a little thing, they may not find targeted matches. So like for me, I don't want to hope myself up to think yes we might have found something when we might not have and the growths under my arm here that are very, very visible. Not getting smaller, if anything they're getting bigger. So you know, we've got to be sensible about it and I've got to be sensible about explaining things to people because one, I don't want to give anyone else false hope that something might work and two, I don't want to share something that could potentially be dangerous for someone and that's something that's very important to me, not sharing information is safer at this point because of some of the things that have been done or that I do. Everyone's concerned about like the whole thing of me still having a healthy weight, yes, I do have a healthy weight because every two hours regardless of if I'm sick. I've got used to being sick, I've got used to being unwell and I'm matured, I'm matured very healthily and I eat the things that my body needs to sustain life and that is very important for anyone to really understand and it's not easy to force feed yourself, it's really not but it's important, it's important to me. But yeah, I'll be honest, I've found some of the aspects of the chemo very hard like the fatigue and the fact I need to sleep a lot, I find very hard because I'm not someone who's not active and I can't sit down and just chill so I'm not like that. But yeah, that's that. What can I say, what can I do to make it any better? I've just got to trust the people who are treating me and the stuff that we're doing and researching, that's it. That's all you can do. But I'm in for my next session on Monday of chemo for my next IV and again I'll document all of that. So yeah, thanks for watching, anyway, see you later, sitar, bye bye, see you later, bye.