I finally got at some point in my life it was like, oh, that's what I wanted in life. I want to be totally spirit dependent, totally God dependent. Everything in this world that the world would say dependency or addiction or whatever, just aim it towards the spirit. You can't be too addicted to God. You can't become too dependent on spirit. It just totally turns that word of dependency around from a negative connotation to, I want to be spirit led, spirit inspired. You know, be everything to me, be my very breath guide me and everything that I think can say do. To be totally immersed in the spirit, you find when you allow yourself that experience, it is so easy, everything becomes easy.