Hey, what's up? It's me, I'm actually Scrimpy. You know, the guy you're gonna hate in 10 seconds when I say that uh... Conquest of bridges on hiatus? Oh fuck, yeah, I mean that. It's for real. I can't find the motivation to work on it. I've run out. It seems like I'm rushing to say this, but here's the deal. I just recorded a long ass session of me being all mopey and sad and being all like, Hohoho, I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry. And you know, I am sorry. It's pretty fucked up. I can't find the motivation to work on it anymore. I can't launch it anymore without wanting to stop working on it immediately. When I do get work done, I get a little bit done and then I get sidetracked and want you to bury it hours. I just... The forces of the world are stopping me from working on Conquest of bridges. So I want to stop stressing about it. And I want to stop like, even every day I'm just thinking, I should work on it, I should work on it, but I never do. So my obvious idea was to put it on high-ades. One day in my life, I should be able to get the motivation back to work on it. Yeah. I was so confident I lost this grip in my mind. Fuck. Working on Conquest of bridge, I started making other stuff in between. That's when I realized something. I was losing track of why I made stuff to begin with. At least that's what I'm gonna go with for now. You see, when I first made videos and shit, all that weird shit down at the bottom of my upload history, I had one thing in mind. This thing doesn't exist, and I want it to exist. Don't get me wrong. Working on Conquest of bridge, it's pretty fun. It was pretty fun when I was motivated enough. I used to have a flame that's gone. Given all the work I've had now, it's longer than Birthright abridged if you include the intro. It's like just barely longer, and you want how far I am? Halfway through the game. I got halfway through the game. It's longer than Birthright already, and it's just like, wow, I did it. I'm making a movie. I'm retarded. I think I fell off on that philosophy. My philosophy... My philosophy. The philosophy was... I want this to exist, so I made it. It worked so well. I had something in my mind that I wanted. Above all else. And that I just did it. It was that easy. But once I started asking people, hey, who wants a... I don't know, vote for this, vote which one you want, and it's like, fates again. It's like, cool. I'll do that. I thought I could, but I'm stupid. I can't. I'm stupid. Because I thought I could. But I can't, because I'm stupid. You dick. I'm just trying to keep the upbeat attitude to not make anyone sad. I know... Lots of people are looking forward to this, and I've been silent about it, because I've been constantly thinking, I don't want to say it. I'll make them feel bad. I don't want to say it. I can't do it. I can't work. I can't say this. I can't do anything. Blah, blah, blah. Rewatching me being on sad and mopey... I just realized. Fuck it. It's a lesson I have to tell myself a lot. Fuck being sad. It's hard. But you gotta tell yourself to fuck... It's fucking stop being sad. You gotta deal with what's going on at the moment. And I know that my motivation for that has completely disappeared for now. I'll keep it far in the back burner. One day, I can get motivated to work on it again. And I will. For now... I'm not quite sure. I'm working on a Persona 5 video. I've been able to play Persona 5, by the way. Pretty good, isn't it? I also have another video on mine that I'm thinking of. Not Fire Emblem Relayed. I love Fire Emblem a lot. There's a reason I made tons of video about it. But I also want to make other stuff. So... Fire Emblem stuff may tone down a little bit. If I get to uploading other things, I'm sorry. But that's how it is. People like Persona, right? Even then, I might not make video game related stuff. But I'm just gonna... I'm gonna go back to making what I want to make. Of course, I'm recording myself because I don't want to say all this stuff behind like a still image of a sad to open or something. I want to tell you face to face how I feel. And that's how I feel. If you still want to stick around with me after that, thank you. If you don't, I completely get it. I understand completely. There are other YouTubers I've watched that I don't really watch anymore because they change their content from what I like to what I don't. I get that completely. Of course, I'm only got like what? 10k, 11k? I'm not that big. It's not like... It's not like this should be an issue I shouldn't care about too much. But I do because I'm stupid. So yeah. Sorry. Conquest of Bridge. Way back in the back burner. If... For now... Expect something... Different. I'm gonna get started on work on it right now. And hopefully... My theory's correct and I'm motivated enough to finish it. And I figured out all my life problems. Otherwise, I'm just an oppressed fucking loser and I'll masturbate all day. See you then!