Well, for me, I was never really a massive, you know, Coke was not my thing at all. You know what I mean? I was a big drinker. I come from a drinking family and, you know, I was like, I could really like, even at like 20, I could drink all night, you know. And then all of a sudden I found cocaine. And then all of a sudden we'd be in one place, cocaine would have right. I'd have to cocaine. And then we'd go to the next place. So we'd just gone out for the night. We'd been out for like five or six hours and then all of a sudden we could start again, you know. So that was a terrible thing for me finding cocaine and then all of a sudden cocaine becomes more than the drinking and then, you know, it, you're up for days on it, you know, just sitting there talking products. Yeah, that's the same. And I was out of our took court unless I was drinking. Yeah, yeah. Obviously getting out. I only took it because it gave me an extra couple of days, Jim. I didn't want it sober up. No. So it means I could just drink more. Yeah. I've still trying to keep sane even though it was driving me fucking insane. Yeah. No, yes. It's easy. Like, because you're very open about being on crack as well, weren't it? Was that 84, Jim? I tell you what, I don't, I was on it for about two months. Yeah, three months. I had certainly grand in a bank, right? You know, like on a them, like hidden accounts I had. And I started smoking it. And now, again, I put it in a joint, you know, on top of a bit of weed, which had like completely just sent you all over the place and that's what was it time. And then I started smoking it and then it becomes sort of a secret thing. And then before you know where you are, you're doing it sort of, you know, two or three times a week. Yeah. And then you do like 15, 100 quid, two grand, you know, and you're just, and the most fabulous people in the world who are dearly lost still to this day, you know, see that like a little bit of a crack would drop on the floor and you see it put the thought on it and they're moving it away. It's saying, and we're going to go no, I don't know where there is. And you know, he's fucking lying. Do you know what I mean? Grassl, bad that drug was. And I called it sucking the devil's dick and I done it for three months and luckily for me, I done the 30 grand and I think I went on holiday just after and I was lucky enough I sort of got myself together and I never did that again. Yeah. Do you wish you would have kicked the coq as well with that team, especially coming off that and they've maybe gave you more focus and to your ability of being one of the greatest of all time? I would have done, yeah, I would have, you know, the coq came sort of at that time as well though it was absolutely everywhere. You know, the people have this coat now, it's just garbage. You know what I mean? It's just so, you know, it's even a waste of time. But in end days it was coming from the street as well, I knew where to get the good stuff and all that and I knew how to meet the drug dealers and you know, I sort of knew my way around it. But for me, it was a bit like yourself, it gave me that extra day or two days to carry on drinking. I'd never take coq came without drinking. Yeah. It's a fucked up drug as well. Yeah. Was that, you see, you're through it, isn't that as well, Jimmy? Like, what was the height of your most damage? Did you ever let yourself in a mirror and go fuck me and you could change? Oh, no. Oh, no. I thought you were okay. No, I was fucked. I was fucked a few times. You know, it, it, thinking about it now, it sort of gives me a bit of anxiety. But I sort of, I hid it well as well from people. You know, I was a lot of people. I had no idea I was on it. Well, I thought that no idea I was on it. But no, there was a few dark times where like, you know, you'd wake up after a couple of days and you didn't want, you know, you sort of wanted to just go back to bed or just hide because you, you was going, there was so much grief that you had to face that you'd caused. So, no, there was a lot of dark times.