I left you in the last vlog telling you that I needed to tell you about my doctor's appointment. Let me start by going back about 10 months ago. It was right before my surgery and I was having this like really bad irritation and it was not a yeast infection. They treated me for it, it didn't cure it and I don't get those very often and so I knew that it probably wasn't that but I was very irritated. I thought maybe it was from me starting to work out again maybe. I didn't know what it was and it kind of was gone when I went in for my surgery and so I don't really remember a whole lot after that. So I'm assuming that that irritation was gone during my healing process. It's like a lot. Stuffed dealing with me physically is difficult. Oh, it's not a good camera stand. The window is too high of a camera stand. I'll just hold it. Don't worry, it's a good workout for my arms. Sitting in front of the window so I have good lighting in my little boys room talking about my area. Okay. Fast forward to November. November you guys, that was December, January, February, it's March. So like fourish months ago I was getting that exact same irritation and I immediately I was like this is what I had before. This is really bad. So they treated me for a yeast infection. I went on the medication. It did not help. Meanwhile she called me with the culture results and she said oh it was negative for yeast. I was like okay so what are we going to do and she's like well see if it goes away. It didn't. She gave me another round of the medication but like a different medication. So I took that and I called her and I said no why would you put me on a different form of medication for something that I tested negative for? Well a lot of times you will test negative for yeast but you do have a yeast infection. It really seems like that's what you have. No I don't think that I do and the girl on the phone was not nice. Like she was not nice and I just was like all right I'm just gonna listen. I'm going to do the medication. I went into the doctor you know weeks later. I was like I'm still having this issue and I'm sorry you guys. Let's back up. So after taking the second round of medication I called in again. No that was right. No that was right okay. So after taking the second round of medication I went back into the same doctor and she told me which isn't my regular OB. I really think that it's yeast. It wasn't the culture came back negative after I took the third round. Took the third round of medication. woke up after one dose of it and she was angry. She was angry and I called the doctor up and I was like look I was not nice. I said I need to see my doctor because I love this man more than anyone on this earth. Well I mean he's up there. I said look you're treating me for something that's coming back negative and I am not going to go on any more medication. What do you want to do since it's not working? I was like this is your job. You tell me what's wrong. You tell me what's going on because I don't know that's why I'm coming to you. My doctor was amazing and got me in on his super busy schedule and he was like I understand you're frustrated. His nurse was so good to me. The other doctors nurse what the one that was mean to me. I didn't enjoy working with her but then my doctors nurse was incredible. She was patient. She was nice and I went into my appointment. We had like nice chit chat. He was so nice and he's like all right let's take a look at what we're dealing with. Went through a bunch of questions with me did another culture and he said you guys I don't even want to tell you this. He said he was like okay and I don't know if I can talk about this like I don't know if I can like use like real words on YouTube. I'm gonna have to make sure this video is okay. I didn't realize this. We're gonna just talk now to me here for a second. I didn't realize this but your hymen is towards the outside of your body. I always thought it was like up inside. No it's like down here and if I'm wrong I'm gonna be so embarrassed but that's like my understanding and then as you get older and you have intercourse that hymen like open like it. I don't really know so I'm just gonna tell you what he told me. My hymen there was left over skin like around the perimeter and as I had babies and if you tear during having babies he said that skin was just being really damaged and it would tear each time I had a baby and it would heal funny each time. I didn't know any of this because this isn't like visible from the outside. This is all going on like inside. That skin that damaged skin is there and it is causing irritation to the outside. Like there's like friction. I've been working out weight gain weight loss. I don't know that has anything to do with it. Anyway that skin is bothering the outside skin and that is where it's causing this irritation from which makes sense hindsight with how it feels like where it was hurting and anyway I had no idea this is a thing. I have to have it removed. I have to have it removed. I was like, you want me to schedule a surgery? Like is this surgery and he's like we do not have to do it in an operating room. It's like you can do it in the office. We'll have to like numb it, cut it off. Anyway it just feels freaking wild. If I didn't have such sensitive skin this wouldn't be an issue but because my skin doesn't want to be touched by other skin. It's just angry. This is my sensitive skin we're talking about here. I feel fired up. I feel fired up in my life. It's also humiliating. It's a little humiliating but not really because she's been through a lot. She's had four babies and I don't know that's it. That's all I got for you. That's what's happening. So I have to schedule that surgery. Don't ask me when. My schedule is so booked out. I feel super weird but I don't. I'm gonna have to prove this video through my YouTube rep because I don't want it this to get taken down but I feel like it's going to be good. I don't know if for anyone else. My lady. What are you doing? How are you doing? What are you doing? She was showing my pants. Come here. She was showing my pants because these are like one of my favorite pants I've ever had. PS. Today's launch day. If you haven't seen that vlog it was the one from yesterday I believe so anyway I came home to this. Bree made my bed. She turned the lamp on and there's vacuum lines. I said how did you know I love coming home to mood lighting and she said because I know you which I really appreciate it. Okay we're gonna look past all the garbage pretend that's not there and I want to show you these pants. They're ridiculously high-waisted. They have a cute little rip but not too much and they're super super cropped. So I just wanted to show you these and when I get questions about my pants I always just tell people the brand there are so many different like styles and things they're all really different. I kind of assumed that all their pants were the same. They're not there's different materials. That's what I look at the most is the rise because I want them as high up as possible and then the material. So the material that I like is the super stretch. I think that's the one I can't deal with like non-stretchy pants and that's what I like about these the best. So I'll link these in the description for you guys. Thanks for watching this really intimidating vlog to record. So this is my life. This is what I do I talk about issues with can you see my neck? Oh hey you're red okay. Love you guys bye.