I find it so hard to speak or to find my voice. I start to sweat and my throat is so dry. My mind is racing and I can't stand still. I find myself searching for reason to rejoice, but it can't be found and I might just cry at the end of the day when my defile. I hide inside and my broken hermit crab shell just like air re-yell with no voice and I'm screaming for help. I'm useless without form that so insert a cartridge. The photo's been taken, but the film is not developed. I barely have an idea, but they expect a thesis? No. I'm making my way towards a broken bridge. This smoke surrounding and I'm completely enveloped. How can I walk without knowing the basis? How can I begin to understand if I cannot even observe? I want to learn but this whole system is absurd. Thank you.