I See how my hair looks on camera right now is actually how it is Just so you know, it's like purple at the freaking roots and it's So faded that it's turning into this like yellowy gray So I think it's perfect time for me to Die it again later this week. Um, I don't remember last time I talked to you guys. It has been a long time I really don't remember the last time but um I Was just kind of in a rush because I got home and I was doing a bunch of like work email stuff That's the last time I talked to you. Yeah, and then I went to class Yeah, so I had a presentation tonight Went really well and then I went to Chipotle after class It's so convenient because I didn't think I was gonna get out in time And I was like craving Chipotle and then I got out plus and 9.50 and I walked over to Chipotle And I made it there by 9.50.5 and it was great right before close So I got that when and on that and now I am going to do my final final project of The the year the quarter both Very exciting. So I have a research paper to write on any topic of social media of my choosing that I want to discuss So that's pretty broad. Um, I'm gonna write about YouTube and I mean, I'm gonna rate like something Well specific about YouTube, but I feel like I could just go on with YouTube and it's like a five to eight page paper So hopefully I will be able to knock this out really really fast I literally want to just sit there and write all of it like I don't have any distractions my phone is on do not disturb under my pillow on my bed And other than that, I hope I will be done with this soon and Yeah, okay Before I Put you guys I already started it. I wanted to say thank you to you guys for your comments on my vlog for me yesterday I really really enjoyed reading them almost every comment I saw was just nice and positive And I was responding to a lot of them and I'm gonna respond to more of them I just finished up my essay, but I just wanted to say thank you because I really really like when you guys comment and Like I feel like I only really get like a significant more amount of comments when I ask you guys a question in the video Like I asked you guys about seeing squirtle and I asked you guys Something else. I don't remember what it was my favorite part about uploading videos is like reading you guys is like Feedback because like that's our community. You know what I mean like there's no community without you guys Without you guys talking in the comments. So that's like the best part about it for me lighting But I think I thought it's a little bit better. It's just my stupid lamp like look how freaking pale I look well I am really pale right now, but what can you do? So yeah leave comments because it really makes me happy and Yeah, even if it's just something silly like something that happened in your day or your favorite part of the vlog or whatever the heck Okay, so I just finished up my essay and wow this essay felt like a therapy session for me. I knew Losely what I was gonna write about but this essay was kind of me like expressing Monster this kind of this essay was kind of me expressing my ups and my downs and my frustrations with YouTube over the whole time that I've been on YouTube so almost six years essay is called the evolution of the beauty guru and how Being a beauty guru has changed so much from like what it used to be when I started YouTube to like what a Beauty and lifestyle vlogger is now for the most part so I have never done this before but I really really like how this turned out and it's kind of like to have a thing where I want You guys to Hear it and to see it if you want to if you would like to I'm gonna link it in the description box It's gonna be on Google Drive so I think I can make I can I can make the link like shareable for you guys so you can read it So if you have the time I would love if you would read it because it's just it's something that I Mean it's not like I've been working on this for like so long like I wrote the session two and a half hours And I'm the type of person that like I mean I literally just really quickly went through and read it and I like double-proved But like I literally just like went on like I was just like like I don't it doesn't have much like structure It's just kind of like a story in my eyes of The progression of YouTube and as I said a lot of my frustrations and things that I've never talked about I like went into and the end of this project so I hope that I did the project right because I mean my teacher is really cool and she said it was really open to like whatever you want So anyway, I just finished that up and I'm annoyed because I still have one more Freakin assignment Should it take me long? I'm gonna bust it out right now, but I'm really tired and I have school at 12 tomorrow and I'm like just wondering like how am I gonna get I really hope I get out of class early tomorrow Because I have so many things to do tomorrow and I fly home tomorrow night and I'm supposed to hang out with my next door neighbor Tomorrow, I just feel bad because I feel like there's people I need to see before I leave and I'm not gonna have to talk him to And like this sounds so bad, but like I literally forgot to buy Christmas presents for anyone that wasn't like my immediate family Like I literally just didn't like go Christmas shopping this year and that's like so unlike me and so weird And I don't know I have like certain things that I've like acquired in Like a basket that I could like give to people, but that's just like lame You know what I mean like that's not like picking out something special for someone so I'm an idiot and I'm gonna do finish this other assignment now when you finish all of the things my ha ha So this is a paper I just finished it six pages These I meant that I did after the paper that didn't take that long. This is the PowerPoint all printed out That I showed you guys in last week's vlog This is the same Idea different presentation. I presented this one tonight. I'm not even sure which of these concepts. I Okay, I'm not even I'm even like trying to really Show you but I'm not sure which one of these PowerPoints I like better I think I like this one a little bit better, but both they have different important information Anyway, Squirtle is like so over me. It's three in the morning. I need to Close the computer not this light This is my nighttime routine guys turn off all my lights Please tell me why my freaking bed bench has looked like this for like four days Maybe longer like I need to do this tomorrow. This needs to be done tomorrow. I haven't even I have a lot to do tomorrow man right to end off a vlog I got this little package in the mail and I don't know what it is Well, I got some first-aid beauty products, but this is from Jessica Who is my love and she gave me a little card and then something from What is it a Claire V Los Angeles? So look how cute I had to show you guys because you know my as well shows someone how the president is wrapped So we all open it shout out to my friend Jessica on the real she wrote me this little Thank you note and P.S. Drinks please at the bottom amazing incredible and I really really like this she got me this It's one of those like fold over clutches. I don't know if there's like a proper name for it But navy blue and then it has like low key like you couldn't really see that until I zoomed in right like those stars I think this is so pretty. This is gonna be really really really nice for I'm going to the Caribbean over When I break which I don't even think I told you guys really be on Christmas Eve the 24th So that's gonna be really fun and then I think this is just a little bag to like hold it at the bottom But as I said the brand is Claire V Which I've never heard of before but like this is freaking beautiful So Jessica if you happen to be watching, thank you so much I'm gonna text you tomorrow because you're incredible and I absolutely love this It's so soft. Yes, like look how much I can fit in there guys I could fit a lot of things in here and I like how it's navy blue. Thank you Jessica Squirtle is very happy that you guys said yesterday that you loved That you loved seeing him in the vlogs seriously Thank you guys for your feedback because I really was wondering I feel like this guy just has so much personality I can't not show it on the camera. I love you He's like I am so stired and I pretty much have to go to the bathroom already I'm gonna have to wait until morning Because three in the morning Get your eye goop sir What are you crying tonight was I when I when I was at class? He's gonna go on a plane tomorrow. He's like oh no wait guys My guys I'm gonna zoom it on that face when I'm editing the face This is squirtle this is squirtle what he thinks he's like he's going on a plane tomorrow Like I swear to God. He knows what I'm saying. Oh my God. He's like not that thing again. Oh No, I can't do it again Okay, good night guys from squirtle and me