The following contains strong language and unity and scenes of a sexual nature. It's been hours now and I still haven't spoken of Elle. I'm starting to get nervous that you might not even come to South Africa. There's only one thing for it. If she's not going to call me, I'm going to call her. Hi, Elle. Hi. So I just thought at face time you're so what could have proper chat? Yeah. Whether Charlotte meant her it is or didn't, it's just the fact that I just want that to understand why I'm upset. What can you tell us exactly what was said to make you, what did we make you feel like? On that night you sent me because you're being ill, we're going to then do like work out so fast so listen to how that would make me feel that I didn't want to come because I didn't want to do the exercise class which hours busy. But I'm confused why you'll be offended by that. It's just just trying to support you more. I just wanted you to understand. But I text you all night. I text you in the morning, you still ignore this. You present to me to anybody. So then how can we ever understand if you're not letting us understand? I don't know how else I can go around saying. You didn't attend the class so instead we're going to do work out. How Melissa, how do you want me to say that in a sentence which isn't going to upset you? Because I don't know how else you would, that sentence. I'm not saying you did it in a malicious way at all but that how I'm taking it. You don't know how it feels. The theme of Pat with Melissa is that for some reason you think that the whole world is against that and everyone's trying to do something nasty. You know what I like? It's just me best friend. If anything, I want to come on this journey with it and I want a helper for the good of our health, for the good of our wellbeing, for our mind. Why would we want to do anything nasty? Melissa. Me and Lauren have been very sensitive around the whole of this subject. We're not being hard for you. That's why we've walked on egg shells around at this whole time. And we've said... Walking reaction. Because look what's happened. That's why. Because I can't see it right for... I can't do right for doing wrong. This is being such a big thing for me to speak about. This is something that is really important or is. And they might think that the support is, but really they're just digging us out for not attending a class. In my eyes there's nothing left to see a Charlotte light. I can't come to a hotel that's good. Because you're still not getting a Charlotte. What does she mean she's not coming to South Africa? What the hell? Come on, don't be silly. Why are you throwing this all away? Why would I want to go to South Africa now? There's been so insensitive. I do hope they have a lovely holiday, but I won't be joining them. You've been stopping. I'm not being stopping. I'm telling you. So why? But I've never said anything personally even in the slightest. I just give up. It's got the point where I give up. She's making us feel like a terrible friend constantly. And I honestly don't believe I am a terrible friend. She just makes us so difficult. And it's not fair. She has to change the way she is. She's not going to be able to do it. She's not going to be able to do it. To not fair, she has to change the way she is. Until I'm going to be able to be friends with her again.