The devil don't want you to find out who you truly are. See the scripture says we are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, peculiar people that ye should show forth the praise of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. God called us out of darkness through Lord Jesus and the moment you find your true identity and Christ a certain bonus will come into your heart that's produced from the Holy Spirit of God. See when you are made new and Christ that's when you will find your confidence to profess the true gospel of Lord Jesus because the words say for the Lord shall be thy confidence and shall keep thy foot from being taken. That's what the enemy is afraid of because power come to those who find their confidence in the Lord so may you continue to have faith and trust in Lord Jesus. I pray this bless you in Jesus name. Amen.