once one, one, one, one, one, two b pię pitudes I started this vlog and I hope that I'd find others like me and that I'd show the world what life is like with a rare cancer, vent and let awesome steam. And for the best part, I think I've achieved that, but I lost sight of myself. I didn't stay true to what I believe in. I failed myself in this. I listened to bad advice and I didn't stay true to myself. On worst of all, that made me miserable. Being miserable and fighting the term of a illness makes you very sick. Very very sick. I can't stay down for long and failure is always an option. But don't give in. Don't give up. So what happens now? Where do we go from here? That's a good question. The answer is we go everywhere. We explore everything that's important to me. My channel will be overhauled, change massively than some videos will go, but you will get new daily vlogs. No day will ever be the same. I'll be doing my cancer updates on a Monday now. Everything else to do with my cancer will be documented on my website, pwetoms.com. But I can't have it take away my passion for life and my passion for living it. Every Sunday will be a cinematic spectacle of my travels and things that I've been up to. The rest of the week will be my life, my learning, interviews, life stories, helping others, educational, but most of all the content I want to create. Cancer needs to take a back seat because I can't be remembered for that. In life you learn from your mistakes and you come back stronger. I hope you're with me and enjoy what's to come. And here's a little preview. Much love. Vlogging is fun. I'll be honest, the year is fun. I wouldn't like to do anything else with my time than doing this. So I might as well take my drain on days out and enjoy myself. You know what I'm saying? Blu, blu, blu, blu, blu, blu, whatever. Just notice the fucking smudge on the screen. Fuck. I'm not going to be a fan of you. I'm not going to be a fan of you. I'm not going to be a fan of you. I'm not going to be a fan of you. I'm not going to be a fan of you. I'm not going to be a fan of you.