I was married before. That's like maybe 15 years ago now. And eating workout not because I didn't want it to be left. What should I do? I tried to hold him. As holding can be hold. I did not even let him take my ring from me. When he wanted to take the ring he was beating me. You cannot take my ring. This was 15 years ago now. 2008 is that 15 or 14? 14. I will help. What's punching me? I said no. I will not give you this ring. This is my bad right. You take it. That's it. I didn't enter this marriage. I can laugh about it. Yeah. I didn't get into this marriage to leave. That's the truth. I didn't get into leave. So no. Yeah, not taking it. Biting. I said you know. Leave during that. I don't know where the ring is now. But I didn't give him and I don't know where it is. 14 years ago. Something happened recently with his daughter. And an argument was on social media. Where people were saying she didn't leave because of what church was saying. And if you agree with me we have said that there is no ground for divorce or in any way right? Right? The church has pedaled that. If we are going to be truthful that there is no ground for divorce. But you never hear that there are grounds in the Bible for divorce. And you are my lying. If you like, make me be alone. It's okay. I'm more care to be a little ranger. You've hardly heard that. I'm not saying everyone but majority. I've not talked about that there is ground for divorce. It's don't divorce because we want to help God. We don't want everybody to be divorced. Right? And so it happened and she's gone. And guess what? We've moved on. Haven't we? We have moved on. We are not thinking last week. We didn't think of that. Just on last night it's... And we've moved on. But the story could have been different. And there was an argument online and people were saying, oh, we don't say that. That's not true. Look at Victoria Rensy. She's doing so much. I only just came out publicly. Jan, January this year. And it wasn't a secret because I counsel people when I counsel them. I tell them my story. But the whole is reading, allow me to talk about it until January this year because he wants to heal homes, heal people. We are injured soldiers in the church. We need to be healed. That's why we are not being so effective. We need healing. And for healing to happen, things will be opened up. Cleaned, washed, and then it will start healing. And so the way I'm doing, I'm just saying, look at Victoria Rensy. Is she not divorced? Or see how the ministry has it lies? In 2000, I did it if you heard. It probably, I won't be on your stage today. Yes or no? Yes or no? Can we tell ourselves the truth? Where is the cause it was not? The ministry will not even grow. Though we have, it will be heard or seen. Do you understand me? So let's tell ourselves the truth. Every wrong doctrine, it is not of God, it is effectiveness. There are things we peddle in church that is not Christ. There is neither Bible. And the most disadvantaged group is the women. Like it or not. I wish I can say this where there are men and women. Because I'm not here to, I was here to their faces. So that, that's like Zedomaria. It's a care of Mary. Because I'm Mary again. I'm not saying wake up one morning and say, I want to divorce my husband. Judgment to catch you. I'm not saying wake up one morning and say, he's not giving me money. So I'm divorcing. Judgment to catch you. We don't do things in flip and twice. All right? All right? But at the same time, I hear things like, you know, the men can't hold themselves. I can't hold myself too. It's the only spirit that is helping me. Just so you know. It's the only spirit helping me. The passion is that of me. Some days when I finish ministering like this and his hot, virtue leaves me. I want to grab a man. That's what I want to do. But I know I cannot. And so I give that feeling to the Holy Ghost. But to think I don't feel it is a lie. Because I decide to use self-control. You to use self-control. He's the same self-control that was given to us all.