So I want to do a draw this again for this picture. So from what I remember this day, it's back to 2015. It was the year when I first started playing with watercolors and there's a lot of things wrong with it. The head is way too big for the body. It is insanely big. The face is too small for the head, but still too big for the body. It's just all the proportion are askew and weird. It's like a bubble head. Today we're going to try and recreate it and make it a bit, hopefully. First we're going to start with the sketch. And I still struggle with making heads a proper size. They're still turned out bigger than they're supposed to, but not as bad as they used to be. So let's just sketch it out. I don't know. It was that long, or do you think? I don't know what you're more. I think I'm going to have to restart. Oh, this is disaster. I think we should try again. So let's do the sketch again. I haven't been... I'm a little rusty, I guess. Just because I haven't really done much painting lately. That's why I skipped last week of load. Slife has been a little crazy. I'm a partner in the car accident. So that's been concerning. But I had the things happen, my toothbrush. Yeah, it's been a hectic couple weeks. It's been crazy. The preference has changed a lot, man. Like in my head, my style didn't change that much since 2015, but now looking at it like a... ...flook eye paint and I draw them really different. And that's crazy, because I thought it like I... ...that's been about the same. I was trying again. What's the saying if at first you don't succeed, try and try again? Now we're gonna do just that. Let's do it again, let's try again. This is me when I am struggling art-wise. I just haven't had a favorite couple weeks. I think we're gonna make it more focused on the face, like there's a picture. I'm an original picture because it's a lot more focused on the face rather than the full figure that I was trying to do. And so let's just make it a little more like a hot body, a little like a bust. I don't know why I was struggling so bad. I'm not born out. How do you guys deal with burnout? I usually try to wait a little bit and then just... ...then try to fulfill myself creatively in a different way. So I was making jewelry. Yeah, but it's been going for too long for my liking now. You can see how I'm scratching my sketches, because I'm very unsure what I'm putting down. I usually see their head is like turned out way too big again. Should be like this side, I think. I also... I feel like it's a bad habit of starting to defy detail face before I finish the rest of the composition, because I jump into one thing and then I focus on it super hard. And then I... And then everything else kind of goes cute. It sucks. So where do I want to put the hair? Because I understand that if she had her hair, her arms crossed, you wouldn't really see the rest of the arm. But I just don't like how it looks like. The longer I look at it, the more the less I like it. I feel like something is way off. How about that? Like that would be... I don't know anymore. Do you know that's chart? I'm popping on the screen. Do you know that chart of like... When you don't like anything you do, that means that your perception evolved and your skill didn't. So it will only time for your skill to catch up with your perception. And I don't know if that's what's going on right now, but it is very frustrating. It's getting more and more different. I don't like the sermon anymore. So my camera overheated. And I think I was with the sketch for a little while off camera. And I think I can do something I can accept. I cleaned it up a little bit and now we will see if I will mess it up with the painting or not. So let's try yet again. The paper doesn't really want to take on the paint because I... I've done goofed and overworked it with the eraser because I've been tinkering with it for so long. I don't know how much longer... I'm just going to keep going and going and going. It's already looking like a mess. I said as I'm keeping feet on it. I never know when to stop on this paper. It just doesn't want to take any more paint on it. It's like, please no, no. Okay, so this is where we are at the moment. And I think I'm going to add a little trees and background with the ink wash. I have a little Pintel Aqua brush filled with the India ink and border. And I'm just going to... I mean, what you think? I definitely think that anatomy on the new one is better but the coloring on that big fan turned out a little muddy. Overall, not too bad, I guess. So I wanted to thank you guys because we just recently hit a hundred subscribers. Thank you so much. Still, let me know if you want to do something for a hundred subscribers like a digital art commission giveaway or something like this. Just leave me a comment and we'll figure something out. Thank you. I'll see you next week. Bye.