Hey everybody, it's your every faith or granny monster and yeah, I'm well aware that there's all kinds of everything in every direction and you know at some point it just kind of is what it is. And there was also poetry challenge recently and I know a lot of people did some funny ones and I know a lot of people did some comic ones and some people did some serious ones and on that note I'm reading you one of my favorites and it's by Max Erman and it goes a little bit like this. Go classily amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence as far as possible without surrender. Be on good terms with all persons, speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others. Even the dull and ignorant they do have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons. They are vexations on the spirit. If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter for there will always be greater and lesser persons in yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. If you're interested in your own career however humble it is the real possession of the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is. Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. May the be cynical about love. For in the face of erity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly to the council of years gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. And on the wholesome discipline be gentle with yourself. You are a child in the universe. No less than the trees and the stars you have a right to be here. And whether it is clear to you or not no doubt the universe isn't folding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God whatever you conceive him to be. And whenever your labors and aspirations and the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul with all its shame, drudgery and broken dreams it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful and strive to be happy. And that was written in 1952 and I think that it is still probably one of my personal philosophies as best I can. And I also wanted to address what I feel about love and hate relationships. You see there is a fine line between love and hate, a very fine line. In order to feel one or the other you have to be passionate. You have to feel strongly in order to express love. You have to feel strongly in order to express hate. If you are expressing either one of those and you are feigning those emotions you are doing it just to grant and try and gather some attention. When I tell someone I love them it is because I take time to view their content or leave their comments because I am not feigning that. If I truly hate someone then that means that they have given me a passion for them. But truly I feel at sometimes nothing but apathy and let's explain what apathy is. Apathy is the lack of feeling. And if I tell you I feel nothing neither love nor hate that means that I feel nothing in regards to what you do or who you are. And so I am not going to waste my time with apathy nor hate because when I feel passionate love about someone I would rather spend my time doing that for real. And when you are in a situation where they say oh I love that person and or I hate that person that is expressing passion. And yes haters going to hate, lovers going to love etc etc and view time as a view time. But my suggestion is this if you are spending your time in a situation where hate governs and rules the atmosphere. Are you there to just kind of pick up other subscribers or you know are those the ones you want really? Not so much. And yeah I am well aware that's had or they had or they had or they there is going to be some sort of last dream and I just don't care. I don't care. And again we go back to apathy and you know sending screenshots and oh this that and if I just don't care because that's giving them view time whether you are making comments or not. It's still giving them air time. It's still giving them view time. It's still putting them up there in ranks. Enough. Now if you guys find it entertaining that's groovy you just go right ahead and find it entertaining. If you believe in the hype and bullshit then go ahead I don't care. If you think you are going to expose a bunch of my friends because why I don't know you recorded hangouts and you are going to expose them and so on and so forth. Really that's just I don't know what the making you guys anymore. You know and it's like you know when I say I feel nothing that is exactly what I'm representing. You know nothing from nothing. You gotta have something if you want to be with me and really there's nothing there and to say it's jealousy. Oh come on and again that's an emotion and if I don't if I have apathy that means I ain't none having. I ain't none having. So yeah you know that's it that's all. Zero. You know. So yeah my suggestion is this if you find it entertaining, if you find a big expose to be entertaining then by all means be entertained. If you feel like you want to actually watch some people's other people's content and support them and care about them that's groovy too. But really in a bigger picture the more you guys sit and lurk and go and my next you my next you motherfucking next then guess what you probably will be. And again it goes back to what another person says about me is none of my business. It's not because and again don't care don't care. And I honestly would rather watch Southburg and see you kill Kenny next. I would on re-wrench because I find that more entertaining. I find it more entertaining than Squid Delis. How about that? So anyway I am your ever faithful granny monster and yeah for real you know it's just a num-day num num num day and I got to number there you go on them out. Dooses.