I don't know how much more this I can take. My thoughts are stronger me. My tears are stronger me. I'm anxious. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just wanna be free. I've been feeling anxious. And when I look around, there ain't nobody feeling like me. I've been feeling anxious. Hoping that I make it through the pain. Got me begging God, please. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just wanna be free. I'm waking up in the panic, gripping my chest tight. Can't wait till I can see the end of all these stress nights. But I'm a soldier, so I'ma put up my best fight. And pray to God that I won't have to suffer in my next life. We never run out in public. I start to panic. I'm always on the edge like something is gonna happen. The worst case possible is what my mind imagines. And this shit could get triggered by the slightest interaction. It's like it always makes you focus on your biggest fears. And it reminds you that you'll never make them disappear. And when your mind is crystal clear, this shit will interfere. Don't you ever try to be driven or even switching gears. I'm gonna ballistic, I'm broken, no one can fix it. And I don't want physicians just trying to feed me prescriptions. The pills I've been giving, don't beat me into submission. Cause the chemical imbalance controlling my whole existence. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just wanna be free. I've been feeling anxious. And when I look around, there ain't nobody feeling like me. I've been feeling anxious. Hoping that I make it through the pain. I've been begging God, please. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just wanna be free. Sometimes I leave a room in the middle of conversation. All because I'm anxious and feel like my heart's racing. It feels like I've lost all control of this situation. Guess it's time to hit the doctor for some stronger medication. But now I'm just sedated. I'm walking around like a zombie. A motherfucker shelling myself for carbon copy. Don't want this shit inside me. There's poison on my body. All my days begin to blend and my memories get in spotty. So I'm just hoping that one day, I'll live in peace. I was born a dreamer, but I swear this shit is bittersweet. I'm nice and rapping, but it's time to pick a different dream. Can't get up on those stage. I swear that I thought alone just cripples me. And I'm not looking for sympathy or no love. I just had to vent my makeshift and feel like I'm giving up. When he only cured his self-isolation, A taken drugs. If you knew what it was like, I bet you probably wouldn't judge. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just want to be free. I've been feeling anxious. And when I look around, there ain't nobody feeling like me. I've been feeling anxious. Hoping that I make it through the pain. I've been begging God, please. I've been feeling anxious. Feeling like a slave to my mind. I just want to be free.