Hey guys it's Victoria X-ray here, what's up? I wanted to do kind of like a spoken word type of thing. I write every day but I guess I just wanted to share. I try not to put my music up on like my YouTube anymore just to keep it consistent with more of like topical videos and vlogs. But I'm going to put this one up there just for Sunday just for you guys to listen to or whatever and I don't know between working out and writing that's kind of how I express my feelings and emotions. And I seem to be very like a very emotional person but I think I'm just very, I'm a big believer in expressing them and I'm okay with putting myself out there online which other people may not be but to each their own, you know. Whoa I don't know that everything was good bye but good bye to you. Good to meet you. Let me fall in love so you can leave me soon. Hey, my name's Victoria I'm really cool if you like love souls with extra love. Come closer then you might realize I'm not great from a zero after all and I'll pretend I knew that all along and I'll pretend I'm not just a small girl from a small farm who do I trust out? I'm Hollywood with the palms I always choose wrong. The next week's story I always say I look like a porn star in my work and just physical so it's okay to break my heart. My mom told me I'm smart really lately I feel my brain feel like a part of me and she remembers wrong. Hey, my name's little sorry I don't quite daddy ever really love me but I still don't really know what love is and I guess who I can't seem to find it. I got high ones to the guy who didn't know what high he really got me I tried to learn to do superman man but I want to fight when he holds me I got fucked up mentally from a boy who said he loved me I tried to cover the gangster but all he could love was money I married a boy too young but I couldn't love him I lost my virginity later than someone imagined. There's a boy who's really nice to me I wish you a stop because he's making me believe and I'm not relatable because I contradict everything my appearance is. I cried some water repeating hydrogen from L.A. I've learned to never expect that this day I can't pay my bills and I'm always late I want to protect everyone I can do this but sometimes I think I can't. I say I seem unstable and maybe I am they say I seem big but fuck them no one can have the other hand over my life damn. I have nothing to hide even online you can send me from your side but deep down you want to know you'll be okay so well I'm here to tell you you'll be fine. We'll be fine. Hey my name's Xperia. We'll be fine. We all have different struggles and we're going through different things and we can't compare each other's struggles you know we can compare each other's goals or strengths and weaknesses We're on our own journey, we're on our own journey I'm on mine but together we can make it better for each other and just you know we'll be gentle on each other you know what I mean? Like be real like I have no problem being real with you guys. I really appreciate all your encouragement every day. I hope you guys have an amazing Sunday and that things go well or whatever day is actually. Hope you have an amazing day. Peace stay extra true, Australia.