Hey, what's up, I'm Rachel Star. Um, so something I wanted to talk about, and I just really haven't had time. Um, uh, and I really like it that people have been pointing this out, like a few different people actually, um, a group did. Um, so why do I say I'm a schizophrenic? Vers, I'm a person with schizophrenia. And the argument being that, you know, this isn't my whole life, you know, this is just a small part of it kind of thing, that when you say you're a schizophrenic, I guess you, you identify a little differently. As opposed to you're just a normal person who happens to have this thing, like I'm a normal person who happens to have a cold, who happens to an escape ward. I don't know. Um, I, I mean, personally, I, I, that's just, I don't know, I just, yeah, I just personally, that's just kind of what I've, I've gone with for years, never really thinking about it. Um, I don't think there's a right or wrong answer to it at all. Um, for me, you know, schizophrenia isn't just something that I kind of like have on my shoulder. It's, it's not going away. It's kind of in all of my, my thoughts are, are you know what I mean? It's my brain. I feel like it's wired differently and works differently than the normal person. Um, so yeah, I am a schizophrenic. Um, I really, and if you, if I get a message back from me and I say it, of course, in my, my email is a lot is that I honestly just believe schizophrenia is someone's mind working differently. Like that's it. It's not broken. It's not damaged. It just works differently than yeah, what most people consider the norm. Um, so I, I don't feel like there's anything wrong with saying you're a schizophrenic. Um, I understand though the thought process that it might be easier for some people to say like, you know, no, it's just something I have. And that's totally cool. I think if, if you do, you know, I have a mental disorder. And again, I always say disorder, versus mental illness, because illness is like sickness that you get better from. Usually people they go and I'm like, you know, and I'm not sick. There's nothing sick about me. There's nothing wrong with me. I just have to kind of figure out how to make my brain that works differently, work in a world. It wasn't made for it specifically. We're in salad, jumble there. Anyway. Yeah. So, um, it's only a bit, I'm the start of it, because I don't want the way I'm talking.