Do you find that you overly regret the life stuff? I know you feel like you had kids do it, right? Yes, absolutely without question. Yes, a crucial, yes. And that's a thing that makes you feel bad mistake. But now your relationship with your son Harry seems to be your most cherished thing, right? You know, it's like every parent. There was a time when I should have addressed parenthood and delayed it and delayed it and delayed it because I thought, holy crap, are you kidding me? It's a TV show. There's nothing more important than a TV show. Leave me alone. And then, yeah. And then we had. Do you ever think though, like you waited too long, you still had a great kid, you still have an amazing relationship with the kid? There is something to making a great thing. Right? Yes. And I'm not talking about amy's. I'm talking about the way you did that. Yes, you're correct about that. There is, that's a lovely part of life being able to do that. I'm just not convinced that that's what I did. But, you know that that's dysmorphia. Okay. Do you know what I mean? You did a great thing. You know, when I have this conversation with my wife, which is hour to hour, of course. She always says, look, no, look at your, how many people did you employ? You had maybe a hundred people work for you. That's a great thing. That's something to be proud of. I'm just saying, wow. You are on the wrong side of the freeway here. You ran late. It's like owning a carpet faster. Yeah. That's right. Like, think about all the things. She is. The local economy. You're not gonna look at the local economy. That's right. Yeah. Support your local merchants. Where there are points in your life where you're like, I'm like the conclusion of my show, which is like, I'm not very kind to myself. And trying to find some semblance of self acceptance, where there are moments in your life was having hairy, helpful in terms of like contextualizing yourself or getting some, some perspective. Well, what I learned eventually was I pursued a variety of things that would make me feel better about myself. And the thing that ultimately made me feel better about myself consistently was if I felt the show went okay, then I would feel better about myself. These 400 people reinforced and eradicated, erased or disguised myself.for an hour. So then I would feel okay about myself. And then I was able to help with that pharmaceutically. And but the hairy is represented actual love, actual love to me. I love people in my life, but hairy was like ball lightning. I've heard that's the good stuff. Kids for me, it was yes. But I was so afraid that hairy wouldn't like me that all I tried to do was entertain him. So I look back on it now and I think, well, that was a miserable thing to do to the kid every night at dinner. You come to me. That's right. So I promised you and food and food. And I would try to engage him in improv at the dinner table. And he just would have none of it.