I know what I'm doing. I quit when I'm ready. I heard people say that people do drugs for two reasons. The one is to feel good and know who is not to feel. Everyone has, you kind of melt out. You are just laid back and relaxed. And it seems like nothing in the world is going on matters. If you listen to music like I know, I was always listening to jazz. You hear it differently when you are high. And I, like I know what you are talking about, you said, I said, what you talking about, you said, give me the dope. And he was going to call something to me and said, don't make me shoot you. Give me the bag. But when I got in the car, by the time I looked up, he had vanished into the dark. I drove around looking for him. I know that's not crazy. He got a gun. I ain't got no gun. When I was driving around looking for him, over $10 bag of heroin. And God gave me chance, a chance after chance. And I was able to achieve this. And I blessed all of those chances, those opportunities, even ever were going to come back. What am I now? I'm just a junkie. I always thought that I had done too much wrong for God to ever forgive me. I had hurt too many people. I got too many people strung out on drugs. Some of the women who were a prostitute and I blamed that on myself because I got them strung out. Now, they are strung out on their prostitute because I got them strung out. It's a folk who would old eat and die because I started them on drugs. I've done too much wrong for God to forgive me. We tried to cope because we cope with drugs. That was our coping mechanism, you know. So, whenever it goes as long as we live, it's going to be proper. I was a 121st son, our mother, when I was deep in my addiction, my father. He told me to read that scripture every day. And I did, it was 121st son. I would lift up my eyes to the heels and my health comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth. I'm so sorry for the life that I've been living. Please forgive me for the life that I've been living. And I threw the drugs away. And I walked away. That was when I quit.