You're on my list. Sealing fans make me nervous and they remind me a lot of you. The way that they're always watching, all the dirty little things I do. But I like to stand underneath them. What the hell have I got to lose? A normal leg, but more importantly, it's all a place to hang the news. Don't you want to drink what you left to me when you left me? I don't know if I'll ever need someone else who gets me like you get me. Maybe I'll get high and think about the past. Maybe I'll get in my car and drive right off your passenger. I don't wanna die, I don't wanna leave you all alone in this world. I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna be alive. I wanna die, I have to sick of feeling alone, alone in this world. I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna feel alive anymore. I'd say you were the myelums, you'd take me out of the knees, got me to soar into it in my dreams. Now your name inside my mouth, tastes like cyanide. To me, you're on my list. You're on my list. That I still want you on my lips. I hope I drink myself to death because you and I can't coexist. I'm not here today in my rooms of fuckingness. I think I look hideous and I hate the way that I dress. Take a shot, she said you'll feel better. You look really un-that sweater. Take it off, I swear you'll feel better. God, you look so hot and that sweater. I wanna die, I wanna leave all alone in this world. I wanna die, I just don't wanna be alive. I wanna die, I have to sick of feeling alone, alone in this world. I wanna die, I just don't wanna feel alive anymore.