All of these years, I suppose, between leaving university and then actually starting to write book, are like the Chinese to baby steps towards actually committing to writing. Let me ask because this happens a lot. But I think it, like, do you think it's because you came from that sort of working class hands-backed roundabout, it's like, this is not really a job. Like, this is not, writing is not really a job. You can't really make a career out of doing this. And so, do you think- Well, yeah, because the, like, what was the path? I had no idea about any of it. My priority at the time, when I left university was get a job that pays, and one that you could be reasonably good at,