I will what I want has so many amazing meanings. It's willing myself to do the impossible. The outside chatter that a dancer experiences at a professional level can really ruin a person. It's important to be able to tune it out and to not let other people's words define me. Realizing understanding and grasping all that it takes to be a professional ballerina, all that it takes to be an African-American ballerina, it gave me strength that I didn't know I had inside to persevere. To be a principal dancer, it's not often that you get that opportunity so late in the game and I think this was my moment and I've wilded it for my 11-year career and it's here now and I want it and I got on that stage and cruise myself. In the principal roles, just keep coming in so I wilded it and it came and it's beautiful. I will what I want.