Question, would you want to be rich one day eat whatever you want and drink whatever you want and live in a mansion Hollywood Hills status because I did and I low-key don't want it again Also, no, I don't need any medication. Okay. I know I sound crazy who wouldn't mind being rich except poor people who hate the rich Maybe like smart decisions honestly. I always felt hating money was an excuse poor people gave for being poor People purposefully out here wiping they ass with single ply because it's humble or something not is because Charmin ultra soft Cost 30 fucking dollars in the monthly toiletries budget is like Seven Wait isn't your monthly toiletries? Yes. Yes. Yes. That was the joke What do we say about? Yep, I'm poor Who would have thought the guy in his room making YouTube videos is poor? I'm poor in debt living in low income housing I actually can't afford to go one more derogatory black serotype deep I literally do not have the funds for and yet to be honest I don't feel the way I do because I hate money or rich people for one I'm pretty easy to please when it comes to money I really just want enough to buy Uber Eats whenever I want I mean there's this stigma on the rich right that they're evil greedy crusty old men who hate minorities But also for some reason exclusively cheat on their wives with them So that's a thing but that's not it either actually out of the two milleners I've met both of them have been the exact opposite Uh, incredibly nice young Don't hate minorities and would probably cheat on their wives with any color girl they like But in fact some of that really stood out to me about these two was their kindness and that kindness ended up being one of the prime reasons I'm not really about that seven figure life anymore See let me explain so cut to June of last year Your boy is planning on taking a trip to a certain convention that a lot of you may know about here's a hint It's a place where fans go to see their favorite creators and where creators go to get drunk start drama and It's a great time now it's time passed not too long before the actual trip this mentor of mine Millionaire number one things me on his phone like yoke The weekend after the convention I want to throw a mansion or treat for four days It'll be in the Hollywood Hills great view surrounded by a lot of successful and ambitious people You want to come? Well last time I checked I wasn't fucking insane. So of course I want to go and man I was hype but after that week was done I left California depressed unsure and Loki mad Let's see how I got there. Oh So we got to this point via three particular observations I made on that trip first one first day the beach recognition That was really corny okay, they all not gonna be clever yo, okay See a lot of my colleagues most of whom were way bigger and more important than me decided that we should meet up on Huntington Beach just as a kind of Well, like meet up so everyone can hang out without restrictions Apparently one of those restrictions being closed anyway, so I'm like five minutes into the beach session and then all of a sudden I feel this wet sour cream Body on my back almost like gripping my man to it So this being the second time I feared a form of assault today I turn around and it's freaking millionaire number two who's pretty famous in the group in whom I had no idea it was here So he greets me and I kind of make a mental note and as the day goes on Just see how people interact with them You don't think that's a little weird Actually, yeah, you're right. Can we just cut back to this store? This guy is constantly surrounded by people. They want to hang out with him Talk to him just occupy the same 10 foot radius as him But from there that just left a concerning thought in my brain Would they really be all over him if he wasn't? This is where thought came up and I just kind of swept it under the rug like a responsibility and went on with the day But little did I know this would be the start of the Domino effect that led to a deep sadness at the end of the week This happened on like day three and this is what we'll call the McAfee effect Actually, I think it's pronounced McAfee But there's no Mac and it just the muck like see it's a muck. That's what Google says you gotta be kidding me seriously Don't look at me. It's you guys's language. Okay, the McAfee Effect even though it's definitely McAfee so at this point we're full swing into the convention And I find myself at this panel about people who gained a following faster or something like that with my boy Christian Now there are four people on this panel But this whole thing is only triggered by one of them so closer to the end someone asked that girl something along the lines of how they felt about the year so far or something like that and She said oh, I'm actually doing horrible. I got kicked out of my apartment. I broke up with my boyfriend and I am not happy Yikes, and then there's this silence over the room And all of a sudden everybody Clap and not that I'm sorry for you clap. Hope you do better now. I'm like the congrats clap Did everyone just clap for the pressure? So now I'm feeling a little more concerned than before like I don't want to pull I'm a cavity so you might have heard that name before McAfee is the creator of the anti-virus software And he is kind of went off the deep end after establishing his company and allegedly don't quote me here And you'll see why in a second he needs people to On his chest to stimulate him now He's also Somali empire. We're stretched. I know that promise has a closer point money in success has taken a lot of people to a really bad place Like you don't got to look for like I don't want to make a million dollars and then the next thing you know I'm naming my child blanket by this point I was a little more rattled than when the first thing happened like I still wanted this whole thing But it's just something I took another mental note of which leads us to the mansion sadness What a what an interesting one. Yes, okay, so we're at the end of the week and finally it's time We end up going to the mansion and like I said at the beginning of the video There's free food drinks a soft bed great people like the whole nine yards This is MTV cribs But if they let broke people live there like broke people like just me now the way this video's been going Y'all probably expecting me to say something like I had an awful time or something bad happen But before being honest it was the best time of my life I mean dude, I'm not a mansion in the Hollywood Hills I never thought I'd ever be here But that's kind of the point so after that time I'm packing up and you know when you're leaving a vacation and you kind of hit the sadness that it's over Well, I did a Hard thought man people who are rich and successful How would they feel if they were losing all this I mean I'm out of mansion Parting it big feeling like Ricky Rose pop in bottles when he wasn't like like drugging with it Maybe that was a bad example. I'm feeling like someone who doesn't drug women and it's also rich like assume This is a constant life for someone who just has it and then they lose it How would they feel and I'm a weak dude if I lost this I would be hurt like I'm hurt now and I had it for four days What happens when you attach your wealth to your work when you're this high up? So eventually I'm on my plane back home and I'm really just feeling this wave of yo Fuck this like the thing with millionaire number one if he wasn't famous would people be swarming him like that like I'm broke and ugly If you like me you like me There's no reason to lie then there's that girl in the panel What if I hit success and then it affected me emotionally then I thought of the mansion What if I attach my worth to my work and I end up losing everything yeah, I was a RIP So a couple days later I get a package in the mail I go to open it up and It's a freaking Laptop a whole last new laptop addressed to me weird, right? Why didn't mention this but at the mansion of the millionaire peep that I had a terrible old laptop Um, maybe some of y'all see it before I've posted and offered to get me a new one I thought he was kidding but low and behold here it was right in front of me I remember him saying he did it because he believed in me and he wanted to see me grow It just because he could and this all kind of brought me back to the middle ground So what I'm getting at with this whole thing here that this guy he's not crazy. He's not corrupt He's just a good guy. No, I'm sure on the outside he dealt with issues Maybe similar to the ones we expressed earlier, but the man is managing You know, and I think with every phase in life you got to adjust and acclimate and I mean sure I don't think I want extravagant wealth and success, but it's not a huge deal if I could still do little things like that I'd be pretty chill Keep it at I just want enough to where I can get Uber eats every day What's up y'all? Thank you for watching that video It has been a pleasure once again if you like this video check out my poorly titled manipulating girls on purpose question mark video Um, it's pretty dope. Uh, you might like that big shout-out to mad who's on call for the help with the thumbnail as usual And also have a meet tomorrow, so I will be jumping over bars when you're watching this Thank you guys for watching and I'm out say bye guys and don't be offensive All right that close enough peace. I'll get saved by the parole. All right that was good