I love talking about it by the way, so if I cry it's only like It's only a beautiful thing. This is all the unexpressed love, right the grief that will remain with us you know until we pass because we didn't we never get enough time for each other, right? No matter if someone lives till 60 15 or you know 99 so I I hope this grief stays with me because it's all the unexpressed love that I didn't get to tell it and I told her every day We all we all told her every day. She was the best of us