Now you know how to start this. This is probably going to be the hardest video that we've ever had to make on YouTube right now. I almost didn't want to make this video, but it was only fair to you guys. Now we did make this video. I rather not make this video, I rather just not. That being said, Gina and I were some while now, having a lot of issues in our relationship and it's been hard. A lot of stuff goes on that we don't record, of course. Because we only want to show the positivity and awesomeness of our vlogs and we don't show a lot of the hardships of our vlogs and we try not to. So everybody thinks everything is perfect, everybody has a perfect life and it's really not at all. People sometimes think everybody has problems, everybody has issues and we choose not to put that in the videos usually. And I mean the hard thing is we share our life with you every day. Every single day for maybe about seven years now. I don't know if that one, but it was really the real one. I don't know, I mean we long story short, Gina and I, this is like telling a bunch of kids that their parents are getting divorced basically. But Gina and I are going to take a break from vlogging, we're going to take a break from each other. I'm going to move to New York City, Gina's going to stay here and we're going to just take some time off. The sphere sucks to me, it sucks because I know a lot of you guys are going to be super disappointed in you. It's super uncomfortable to do this. Really uncomfortable and it's hard, it sucks huge balls. And like the last six months have been crazy and you know what you guys know it, everything. Like it's just daily vlogging, you think it's fun in games. I'm not going to stay here and bash daily vlogging but I'm just going to be honest. Like this is the honest truth. Every couple almost that I know personally and not personally that daily vlog together, it always burdens the relationship. And if I can learn anything about what I've learned about daily vlogging and relationship to have, like when the beginning it's really fun. It's awesome, I love it, I do love it, I still love it. But when it gets to a point where it starts to feel like a job and you're not doing things because you love the person, you're doing them for a vlog that puts a huge burden on a relationship. And you start losing focus on like what am I doing and am I doing this because I love her and am I doing this for the video. Like that's toxic for any relationship, can you agree? And like so in the beginning when we started daily vlogging, you guys even said it, we've changed, we've changed, we have. Because in the beginning not that many people would watch us and they wouldn't have a big opinion on our life. And we just enjoyed making videos for this small group of people and we loved each other and it was fun. And it got to a point like for seven years or however long when you make videos and you're like doing things because people say to do them and like do I love this person or am I doing this for the video. It gets to that point, it's toxic. So we just need to just stop for right now, we need to stop. I can almost assure you we're not going to be daily vlogging anymore. That's for sure, I'm never daily vlogging anymore. I'm sure everyone's at all outside and mad at me but it's just not sustainable, it's not healthy, it's not a healthy lifestyle to film your life, sorry to cut you off. To film your life every single day, edit it that night, post it in the morning, every day. Just think about that, maybe like a year you can do it, two years you can do it but like as long as we've done it, it's hard. And it just sucks and I know a lot of you guys are going to be mad at us and at this point I don't care, I just need to be sane. I fucking have a huge passion for making YouTube videos, you have a huge passion for making YouTube videos but the daily vlog and it's just not it anymore. I rather make bigger production type stuff that isn't about so much about my personal life, it's just not healthy. And that's it. I feel very lost and this is absolutely a very difficult set and upsetting time in my life. And it's difficult to be in the public eye and have everybody within opinion, everybody judges us in a relationship and I don't take things personally but when you, I guess, when things keep happening like Jesse say, it kind of would form your thoughts. If you keep reading something or seeing it, it kind of can form your thought and make decisions based on how we want to make you guys happy. And this is true, we wanted to keep you guys happy and make the best vlogs that we could always make. And this is too much, it's just too much, daily vlog and it's too much, we need to take a break. 100% wish that it were different. I wish we didn't even have to make this video. I mean, I hate it, it's like it's not fair, we didn't have to make this video. I don't want to put negativity into you guys, but this is just real life, this is what we signed up for, we signed up for this. I feel stupid, I really honestly, I feel stupid too. I feel stupid too. And I feel stupid because there's going to be so many people that come to this video who don't give a shit about me and Jesse. They don't care about us. They want gossip and drama, they want to capitalize off of it and it makes me feel so disheartened and sad that there's going to probably be way more views on this one video. And it sucks because I want people to like watch the movie and the great videos that we make not to see this bullshit sucking part of our life. So I know what you're probably asking, what's going to happen to be on first year, what's going to happen to Frank first, Frank? We don't even know you. We don't know. It's just what I could ask of you guys if anything, like we gave our life for seven years. I was just saying the one thing I could ask is just like whatever we decide to move forward that you just please support that. I mean if you don't I understand you guys subscribed for us and there's no us so fuck them. I'm sure that's going to be said but I have a huge passion for making short films and YouTube videos. This is just what has to be done for us to keep our sanity. And that's it. And this is scary. So I don't know. I can speak for myself and say this is very scary. You know what makes it that bad is because the weight of our relationship isn't the weight of our careers, it's the weight of our whole life. And that that pressure is not good for relationship and it's not good to spend so much time with somebody who even have business together. It's just pretty friction. It's just bad. So if any advice that I can give to a couple who's making videos together. Be careful. Don't make daily videos. Don't. I've said this to couples before that I've met people that asked for advice. I tell you and I'm so serious. We both can agree. It's not healthy. It's not good for your relationship. If you love and care about each other. Just be careful. Just be supportive. Don't be mad at Gina. Don't be mad at me. Don't be mad at either of us. This is just something we need to do to like get our brain straight. Like a lot of stress has been happening these last couple months. To put yourself in front of a camera every day and kind of hand it up. Everything's okay. It's not the best. Happy and said we're going to take a break for a while from videos. We'll be back. I'll be back soon. She'll be back soon. I don't know what we're going to do. But we're not going to just let these kid channels die. I have great love for Gina. I still want to make cool YouTube videos with her. Just not daily vlogs. I still would do challenges. We'd love to do challenges. We'd love to do things. But daily vlogging is what we have to chill out on. So I know it's just as a YouTuber that can just kill your channel. But it's the step that we need to take to be seen. I think a lot of you guys are not going to understand and want answers, more answers. And might want to try to look back at old videos and figure it out. But there's nothing to figure out. I don't even understand this. It's so difficult and it really, really sucks. And I love Jesse so much. I really do. And I always will. I always love you forever. So I don't know what else to say. Just if you do care at all about BF1stGF, Jesse and Gina and he love us, just give us support in whatever comes. It's all I can't ask. I hope we will see you guys soon. I love you guys.