I have felt everything for you and all this time. You were never able to see how you feel about me and I get it. You can't just be the guy who says how we feel. But Jackson is. And I think that I can be happy with him. And I just want to be happier, I shall. I never thought I'd be careful of letting go of my first love. I love you. To believe that I couldn't find someone else. That is until I'm here. What's this? I just never thought I'd have this. You made it clear. You don't think anyone's going to love me. So why not make it official? I know. After all, love is weakness. Love is greatest weakness and we are not weak. Liger, we do not feel and we do not care. So what do you want to talk about? I want to talk about you. Your hopes, your dreams, everything you want in life. It just to be clear, I'm too smart to be seduced by you. Well, that's why I like you. I know it's not always easy for your Rachel. And I know that there are some things about yourself that you think you like to change. You should know that there's some boy out there who's going to like you for everything you are. Including those parts of you that even you don't like. Those are going to be the things he likes the most. When I was a girl, I hated myself. I thought I was broken. That no one could or ever would love me. It's the only way a child can grow up when their father abandons them. You really do that. I have someone in my life now. And I love. It's not what you and I had. The world once made it. What about me? I love you so much. And let you hurt me so much. I know everything that you did because you did it to me. You know what makes it new? I trust him. I know him. Then look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. I say I love you some because I want you. Because I care to have you. There's nothing to do with me. I love what you are. What you do. How you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand what the clarity exactly is. Help. You're the one, Buffy. He's your first love. They intend to be your last. However long it takes.