Georgia was the name of the mayor I was on she was the gorgeous chestnut mayor and we came like over over a hill and my friends were really good at writing and they just like took off on their horses because they're really good at it and I was like I can do this like all you really have to do is hold on right she was an ex-raise horse so she was real good at running and I was holding on for dear life and then she just tripped and I remember like that's the one picture I actually have in my head I remember her like I remember the motion of like stuff things not right and I kind of like whenever her right shoulder and I remember kind of grabbing at her name I remember hitting the ground and that's it I don't remember anything after that until my friends came running up I thought it was okay until I went to stand up and then I passed out again and we realized something was super wrong with my ankle my horse had run off thankfully she was okay like she didn't break her leg or anything like that but they had to get a golf cart out to the middle of this field because right now there's like some houses you can see in the distance there was nothing like for miles and miles and we had gone out of way so I was sitting in a field increasingly in pain because after the shock of falling off a horse I started realizing more and more like man something is really not okay with my little 13 year old ankle the hospital actually turned me away I don't think I told you guys that before they were like we're super full right now and they sent me home but by the time I got back home my eyes were like completely bloodshot I was in so much pain and my mom took me back to the hospital and that's when they learned that my ankle was totally shattered the end of it had like broken up and then shoved an inch of my ankle bone up into my leg it was a cool day for doctors because they never seen a break like that but because of that break I had to have a surgery and then another surgery and then another surgery and then they fused my ankle when I was 15 now I'm 28 and seven months ago almost of the day I had to have my leg chapped off because for 15 years nothing was ever right after that day like I think it could have been but a series of unfortunate events made it so that whether it was a surgeon making a small mistake or whether my body just didn't want to heal right or whether the cartilage of my ankle just disappeared it never worked out and I was always in pain and so this last year if you follow my channel you know this I made a decision to go ahead and remove the problem as it were and actually cut my ankle off and become an amputee to stop the pain this is where it's all happened and I haven't come back to this place since I probably could have but it's actually kind of a peaceful feel I mean it's a good place to have your life changed forever to be somewhere but it's definitely weird to be back here you