Not too long ago, I was going through a lot of things with our family and I had made some tweets. I don't know what you want me to say to you right now. I just need you to hear me add in this. I have to go. What are you, Natalie? Come here. I mean... Just let me talk to you. Just talk to me now. I don't think I want me to be in the same. Yes you do. Just talk to me. It's me. It's me you're talking to. You're best friend of three years. Natalie, four years. It's me you're talking to. I don't know. You're talking to me. Sorry. It's not my job control yet. It's just me I've loved. It's just me I've been doing it. I'm lazy. I'm lazy. I'm just so sorry for what I love. I love it. You know, I love it. Can I know you love me? It's a kind of conversation. All right. Please do something again. Just let me talk. Just let me talk. And I just don't want to feel like you're trying to convince me of something otherwise. It's just it's just too overwhelming. Okay. I'll just listen. Promise. I just feel so honestly angry at you and hurt. Because we were this close. We were this close. We almost had it. We almost had it. We almost had the fairy tale story. My family and you were starting to finally get along. And then you go and make that sweet. You pulled the rug from underneath us. From under our future together. I know. I know. I know you're sorry. I know you're sorry. I want to, I want to, you know, I just want to be like, it's okay. Like, it's fine. But it's not. It's not. It's not fine. You know, like these past. These past few days, I've been, I'm not just. Please. I've been pushed to. Some dark places. You know, I've thought things that, you know, I never, that I would. I've felt things and I never thought I would. Because I can't do this anymore. I've been your support system. I've been here for you. Where was the support you? Where was the support when I needed it? When you stormed off and you made that tweet out of emotion. Where was the support then? Where was your, where was your concern about me? Where was your concern? I'm concerned. You were in the, where was your concern about our relationship? About your relationship with my family? About all of this that you are so concerned about now because you don't know what's going to happen. You don't know if you're going to lose it. I'm sorry. That's, I needed it then. I understand, Natalie. I totally understand it. I'm not trying to justify anything that I felt at all. Period. I'm sitting here telling you and I've told you, countless, and countless of times. Natalie, I take full ownership of everything that I've ever done. But taking full ownership, it doesn't mean you're not going to do it again. And that's the problem. I'm tired. I'm tired of the drama. I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of the separation. Me too. I'm tired of it too. Now, I want to be close to them. I want to have this relationship. Natalie, I'm tired. I'm sick and tired. Natalie, I need, we, stop. That's what I told you. I didn't want you coming here to try to convince me to not go back to Miami. Am I not supposed to fight for what I'm not supposed to do? No. You should have fought for it when it mattered, when you could change something. I need to go home. I need, I need to go back to Miami. I need to be with my mom. I need to just relax. I need to talk to my mom. I need, I need, I just need space. I need to be away from you. I can't. What is that? Like, over 100,000 miles away, Natalie. We can take our space. It's been, what, two weeks, two weeks since I haven't seen you, Natalie. They need, they need, they need, they need, they need. I know what it's made for. This is not look. What? What, please? What am I supposed to do? Just let you go. You're supposed to realize that you made them a safe. I did. And this is because of the mistake that you made. Okay. So you trying to get me to stay, this is not taking ownership. Taking ownership is knowing. I did something and this is what's happening because I did it. I'm not trying to, you know, lessen the blow. Not trying to be like, please don't punish me in this way. It's not, it's not even about you. I'm not trying to punish you, you're an adult. I need you to understand though that when you do something, there's an effect. It's a cause and effect. Okay. I understand. Okay. So we just, I just expressed my love to you, Natalie. Now you want to go run away. You should have thought of that, you should have thought of that, you. When you made that sweet, you should have thought of that. You did, you did. You just got the girl. You finally got the girl. Natalie, I can't lose you. I got to go. I'm going back to Miami and I'm going to just, I need to, I need space, I need to think. I'm sorry, Misee gang. I know that. I know that you guys have invested a lot in us. I know that you guys love us and you look forward to watching us, you know, on YouTube and stuff and you were so excited about us giving this a try. But just know that this is my real life and no matter how bad I want to keep pumping out content for you, no matter how bad I want to give you what you want. I have to make a decision for me right now because my mental state, my emotional state isn't there. And I need my space. I need to take time. I need to, you know, I'm always preaching to you guys about mental health and loving yourself and like, you know, meditating and journaling. I need to do that from the comfort of my home and Miami. I need to be with my mom. I need to really take care of myself. This is self-care. This is removing myself from a situation that is causing me just mental and emotional damage and just taking my space and my time. So I respect your time, Natalie. And like I told you before, I will respect it. I have to respect it because like you said, it's causing effect and I did something that affected you and you know, I never want to hurt you. I never want to see you like this. So if it means, you know, going across the country and getting that space that you need for your mental sanity and your mental health, like I'm down for it, you know, I support you 100%. And I'm not going to sit here and make it seem like I'm not wrong. I am. I'm taking full ownership and I'm going to show you and I'm approaching that it's worth fighting for. There's been ongoing drama. It just hasn't stopped, you know? And I know like we haven't, we've been trying to hide it and tuck it under the rug and stuff like that. And that's what's pretty much getting to us. You know what I'm saying? Like I said, I will not justify anything I've done, you know? And I just, I just, I didn't know how to deal with that emotion, but that doesn't give me any right to do what I did. Natalie, look at me. I know I effed up. I know I did, but I'm willing to show you and I'm willing to fight Natalie. I'm willing. I want to fight for you. I want to show you my love. Come here. You can't just give up on me. You can't. Come here. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Like I'm not just, I mean my time. I mean my time. I wish, you know, it hurts me to not be able to come for you, but I don't want to give you any false hope. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen. I do love you easy. And I'm in love with you and you know that, you know that and that, that is the reason why this hurts me so bad. That's the reason why I need to just get away. I don't want to. I don't want it just to end. I don't want it. I don't want it. I can't, like, please, just understand. You are a beautiful person. You have a huge heart, a loving, bright soul. But you also, man, like, you really have to learn how to deal with certain things. Me, the learn how to deal with your emotions, not just react. You know, you've got to learn how to control that. I don't know what else to be able to tell you, but I'm not the girl. I'm going to be so lucky. I know you do. Social media sensations, young, easy, and Natalie O'Dell have taken the internet by storm. Easy, easy, easy, easy, easy, easy. Let me see. Yeah. I only want to hang out with you, okay? You know why? Because you're my weapon. Best bet. Say it again. Best bet! Best bet!