I'm just 133 in the morning. I want to address something because I've been trying to relax and meditate. I've been having it on my mind. I've got this fucking block. The metal block is a bunch of people. I went through and I wrote down some names. You know, the last year and a half people have really picked up on what I'm saying. Some people are very hypocritical of it. Some people are hypocritical of it. Some sort of realization within themselves and have a big life change and start doing something or start making videos or move away from it all. But then there's some people that just get caught in this repetitive loop of getting down on me. Saying nasty shit or just like illogical angry shit, illogical or angry or both, illogical and angry. It's one or the other. And maybe you can't see that you're stuck in this illogical or angry loop. But I've been, I see it. I wrote down, okay, here's one person for instance. Broke back cross-mac. I don't know who you are or if you're related to the film that somebody made. But you've been, you started off a little humorous and then you got somewhat negative. You got really negative. And dude, lay the fuck off. I don't know who you are. You don't... I've noticed that you just say the same shit, the same kind of stuff. Here's a comment. When it comes to bodily fluids, he ends up whole-smoking kind of guy in a purely receptive way of course. What does that mean? It's, first of all, it's misleading. I don't suck dick or take dick. It's irrelevant. It's like you do or you want to or you're curious. So you write that stuff and you say it to me because you're afraid of saying it to the people around you. So you type it at the sky through the internet. It's really about you. I mean, get over it. Go make a video and watch it. Watch yourself talk to yourself. Don't have to put it up on the internet. Just use the fucking technology. You're obviously drawn to the technology. I wrote down Michelle 5451. But I tell you, Michelle, I really ever since that video got featured, I feel like you stopped hassling me and treating me like an idiot because you saw that it actually is catching on. That it is a true way of thinking. It is worth listening to. And even the people at YouTube know that. And I feel like ever since that you've been constructive or you at least have been holding back from being nasty. And I appreciate it. I don't fear seeing your name appear on this list. This is the thing. I fear some of these people's names like Edward, I see your name and I don't fear it immediately. I read it. And eight times out of ten, it's this fucking quote from something I said eight months ago or three months ago about like a literal translation that conflicts with another literal translation. But the way it was said as I was explaining it, I was just building. Like I'm different than I was before. I'm a different person. My values are different than they were a year ago. They were five months ago. So you bring up these old things that I said as if that's what I mean right now. But just listen to me right now. I know you're stuck with these video bits. So you've got like chunks and it all seems like it's all happening at the same time. But that's a flaw of the technology right now. I'm just here. There's no quotes from the past. I mean you can ask me about the quotes and I'll explain them. But bringing up the quote, I don't, what are you cataloging? Let them go. Let the words go. But that aside Edward, since the emails, I feel more connected to you and I listen more readily to what you're saying, which is been helping because you're very intelligent. I just think you've got like this weird hang up about getting me wrong. Like I've got to prove this guy wrong. Who does he think he is? No way can he be that. What he says he is or what he thinks he is. I'm going to get him. And that's what it's been and it's been like, oh yeah, you think that? Take a look at this. Underhanding. So dude, it's not helping what you're doing when you do that. When you pick up these quotes, it's not helping me. If you want to help explain what you think. Oh, I also have written here Thomas, the dexter, Thomas. I don't know why you've seemed really negative the last three weeks. I think you know, you call me crazy and stuff, but I really think that you're really bipolar, Thomas. I think you have incredibly powerful and painful mood swings. And I think right now you're experiencing a real low. About three weeks ago or four weeks ago, you were experiencing a real manic positive feeling. I felt very in tune with that. So I know you live like a lone man. I think that you've kind of cut yourself off in a way or you're just kind of isolated yourself in a way and it's maybe you feel comfortable just saying whatever you're feeling. Just letting it all out towards me. It's not always towards me. It's sometimes towards the other people that leave comments on this stuff. But it's really all in you. And I you should definitely keep making the videos and get personal, you know. Talk about. I've got more people to talk about, but I don't want to go over the time limit. Yes, can nine, nine, nine, just such negativity from you. Like all it is is like just hate, just quick bits of anger. And the stuff doesn't even make any sense most of the time. It's not like true. Oh, okay, here's one for instance, about absorbing water through the skin. Edward was making a funny sarcastic comment, but true comment about how we can absorb water through skin. And then you said maybe someone should explain to Ian that that only works with amphibians. It works with mammals as well as amphibians as well as reptiles. It works with all animal life. That was just the first thing that I came up on. You know how you are, dude. It's like a, I guess I could just search for your name. All I've noticed is for the last month, it's just been negativity from you. And I don't know why. What's in your mind? Because all I'm getting is you attacking me. So it's in your mind. Tell me what's in your mind. Rather than tell me what you don't like about me. Tell me what's in your mind. I'm just gonna cut the video there. It's going on too long. There's more people. I'll make another video.