You know like wanting to be a comic like you know they don't get that I mean you get a job. Nobody was like I didn't tell them and they were like oh yeah let's get started right now that didn't fucking happen. The first time I did I was in junior high school and that shit got shut down immediately. Yeah. Go to school get you a good gig. Go to the mechanic school. You know get a train so you can make money. That's it. Get a good job and that's it. Nobody wasn't no support of the arts. They weren't here and that. No and that didn't nobody heard it until I started paying bills with it. Yeah. Right. Yeah they don't care about it. I mean that but I also the other thing is with immigrant parents it it actually makes a lot of sense. But I'm not even angry at my parents for going hey we came to this country and we battle like you know oppression and poverty and machetes to get you here so you can tell jokes like get the fuck out of here. Yeah. I get it but for me. Go ahead I'm sorry. No I'm saying at the same time that mentality is also a little bit into like there's nothing wrong with me. You know there's no fair I'm not I don't need therapy I don't need to look at myself. This is what it is and if you don't like it get the fuck out. You know there's no self-interespectiveness at times. I mean I had to say I just with the relationship with my dad I just like because everything we learned on this show I had to like shut that shit down with each of them because they were just behaving they were just would let their emotions they would just go in the direction of their emotions right they were like emotional alcoholic so whatever their emotion was that's what they're going to push onto the whole family so if they're having a shitty day everybody's going to have a shitty day and then likewise if they're in a great mood it doesn't matter that you're sadder in a shitty day because they're just they just go with their emotions yeah and you have to do anything yeah you have to beat that out of them in a weird way like I'm not a bad email either I'm just a better man better man.