When you were before, could you look you in the eye? You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry You float like a feather in a beautiful world I wish I was special, you're so very special But I'm a dream I'm a widow What the hell am I doing here? But I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice But I'm not around You're so very special I wish I was special But I'm a dream I'm a widow What the hell am I doing here? But I don't belong here She is running out again She is running out Run, run, run, run Run, run, run, run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so very special I wish I was special But I'm a dream I'm a widow What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here