And I think I got one Yeah, one is going on sex and family. I hope you guys are all having a fantastic day today You got smile on your face and you're ready for a brand new video if you're not yet a part of the sex and family What are you doing smash that subscribe button turn on post notifications to never miss out on a brand new video real quick I'm gonna do all the shout-out side normally do later in the videos right now Because this is a very serious video and there's a lot of things I want to discuss and talk about with you guys in this video So we're gonna start off real quick with the channel membership shout-out of the day It's gonna go to these two wonderful people right here who basically help support me and my channel in return I give them a shout-out the link to that be down below in the video description if you want to help support me and the channel itself Moving on we got the Twitter shout-out of the day it goes to this person right here who tweeted my previous video on my Twitter at Jeff Saxon vlogs by the way also follow me on my Instagram at Jeff Saxon vlogs But if you want a Twitter shout-out of the day all you gotta do is go to Twitter and we tweet this video as well And then you're entered into the Twitter shout-out of the day as you guys can see I am back here in New Jersey I'm no longer in South Carolina and I'm also not in Los Angeles with Jesse for the my virtual escape live show Which absolutely stinks and you know I'm here right now at my parents house And I've yet to tell them that I've been fired by Jesse and and no longer working for rigid studios and I Don't know how I'm gonna break it to my parents that I've been basically let go for my job Because I know in like a month or two when I'm not gonna be able to afford to actually pay my rent I'm gonna need a place to stay this is honestly gonna be a very difficult video for me to make today Due to the fact that the wounds are still open for me with just everything that has transpired the past few days By now most of you are probably seeing the video on Jesse's channel You know exactly what I'm talking about and that is well I currently no longer have a job. I am no longer an employee of rigid studios I've been terminated or a different word fired from Macjargonuggets channel and rigid studios and It absolutely sucks because I Absolutely love that job and I loved always holding a camera my hand and filming for the man that that somebody I looked up to and What what makes it worse was I just came up on a year anniversary since I left a very good government job making very good money To follow a dream and a passion for working for Jesse That was a dream and then also doing my passion of YouTube and the only thing I got left now is just YouTube itself and I don't I don't know honestly what to say Because you know I gave I gave that up To follow my heart and my dreams. I'm also going to try my best not to cry if you guys saw the video on Jesse's channel You know that I was a complete emotional wreck especially just getting the news. I was let go and It's hard to think about somebody that I considered my best friend for the past year Let me go it just it honestly hurts and I can see from a business standpoint of why he did it Other than that it just it just sucks But no way am I gonna trash talk Jesse at all in this video I mean he always treated me like gold and he would tell me from time to time again that I would It became his best cameraman. He told me my camera skills were better than corn They were better than Parker with no in my opinion no disrespect to them. They were both very talented at what they did and You know he just always told me like hey, you're the best cameraman. I've actually ever had even though I know you fans love corn and Parker a lot more than me and you know I know you guys absolutely hate me, but just know I always tried my absolute best for you guys and for Jesse Just to make sure the shot that would get would be the best absolute shot I'd make sure the video would be really good for you guys and I just always tried my best But I know some fans will never see it like that and at the end of the day I'm okay with that I mean if you like me like me if you hate me you hate me Then the day I'm just not gonna let that affect me I know I know who my real supporters are and I know who the haters are and you know I'm just done trying to make every single person my life happy because every time I ever try to make everybody happy I've always just got burnt in the end no matter what in all honesty I'm not gonna lie I messed up when I was at kid behind the camera's house in South Carolina and That explains why I'm back here in New Jersey at my parents house But I do want to explain myself on it. I will start off the fortnight rage. Yes. I got a little little too mad about Playing fortnight batter royale I should have been able to control my anger with it from the game But yet again every once in a while my emotions will get the best of me and then the handcuff prank A lot of you guys were telling me to get Jesse and Michael back for all the embarrassing stuff They made me do in public which were betside lost because I really just wanted the shoutouts and You know, I just was reading your guys comments and you guys were telling me just do something crazy to get pay back on them Which I did so I decided to order handcuffs and handcuffs prank both of them But you know, I felt bad the next day because I basically ruined AGP's birthday party for Michael And so the next day I just wanted to make it up to Mike and that was basically Jumpstarting because the car wouldn't start jump starting AGP's car. I got to move I had it running and I was gonna then go get it washed with the wax and get an oil change put a new gas filter and all these different things Just to help the car run if you guys know anything about classic cars if it's sitting outside for a long time uncovered It's gonna get all the stuff and all the stuff built up on it the car is not gonna start and literally it didn't start So I had to I had to work on it and Then the day my my heart was in the right place my intentions were in the right place I just wanted to make it up to Michael and do something nice for him But then the day I guess you could say that I messed up even though I was trying my best to do something right and make up for everything I did just to you know help Michael out and just proofed him like hey I'm a good guy and I want to help out with all this stuff and you know do my part living at your house and helping you out I figured this elisa I can do was help restore a gp's card I know that upset a lot of you fans from kid behind the camera channel and You know it goes to the same thing. I mean what if somebody took my Dad's government issued ID from me right here my camera would focus take the idea of my dad and Basically destroyed this or do anything to it. I'd be heartbroken honestly Mean it means the world to me and you know that's how Michael feels about the 55 Chevy and I guess at the end of the day. I'm in the wrong even though I was just trying my best to help out But there are some things I do want to say especially to the fans and all the juggies out there that have supported me When I first came on the channel. I want to say thank you especially the fans that supported me throughout my virtual escape And you know Saw the improvement. I I basically God while filming the series. I I went from always having a shaky hand like that Smooth as steady shots But to those fans that always supported me. I just want to say thank you so much. It does mean mean the world to me That you you took me on to the mjn channel with open arms. I will say this so I feel like my impact I left on the mjn channel Besides filming my virtual escape is my weight loss journey that I'm going on and I hope I'm able to help at least a one person with it That can go out there and actually lose the weight as well And you know that was the goal just if I could help one person but to see the amount of people that I inspired and I'm helping with the weight loss journey to me It just it makes me feel like I'm doing some kind of good. I don't know what the future personally holds for me The other day after getting fired I decided to take my phone out and just raise some things down about how I fell and You know I wrote this down and to me it's a pretty good quote and I want to read it to you guys and goes like this It was a crazy ride but in the end all rides must come to end and either happier said But never forget how that ride impacted you and honestly I I hope this crazy ride has had a positive impact on each and every single one of you out there and And you know it had a positive impact on me, but it just it had a sad ending in the end and I just want to say thank you to all of you out there I just want to say that I will be continuing making content here on my channel for anybody that found me interesting outside of Jesse Hopefully moving forward we can do some crazy things some things that are very entertaining for you guys I got big goals now. I want to get to the 200k club I want to hit 500k and then I want to hit a million million subs and you know, maybe 10 million But those are just streams and we got to work towards them I just want to say thank you to each and every single person that sat through this whole entire video to hear me out Listen to what I had to say just thank you guys so much sex and family just know that I do love each and every single one of you Remember you can do anything you put your mind to and I guess I have to put my mind now to nothing but YouTube and focusing on the future and that includes you guys, so Thank you guys so much drop a like on it if you enjoyed this video hit that subscribe button turn on post notifications Check out all my social medias at Jeff's accent vlogs until then. I'm gonna log out. I'm gonna peace out as well You