Hello, perfect beauties. My name is Daisy. Today I'm going to be talking about getting a bowtox for my acne scars and why I regret doing it. So I did this about three years ago and it was honestly I think I had like a group on for like like a vial of bowtox but I didn't really know what I wanted bowtox on. I haven't gotten any bowtox just for anti-aging purposes. The only bowtox I've gotten is for my acne scars and that was such a small amount. I don't even think it was one vial. I think I don't know like I don't know how much they used but she was having trouble finishing up like we didn't really know where to put it because my theory is like I'm 31 years old. Yeah I could get fillers and stuff. No I know a lot of people have started but I feel like I don't want to do it until I'm like 45 so that way I only use it when I absolutely need to because I don't want to get accustomed to using fillers at such a young age and then I feel like I would have to get more and more and more the older I get and it's just like never ending cycles so I don't want to start until like I absolutely need to if I even need to anyways maybe by the time I'm 45 I'm just going to like embrace my age or whatnot but I wanted to try to get bowtox for acne scars so I could actually make a video and tell you guys about it. So I did it because I really wanted to make content. I wanted to give you guys the answer and the result but afterwards the result like a few months later I kind of got really busy. I think six months later I kind of realized the result wasn't that great and then I just never got around to sharing my story with you. So I'm fixer-ginned did so I went there. I wanted her to get rid of the acne scarring or not acne scarring but she said that she could if I bought this like promotion or whatever that she could help push out the acne scars because I do have indentations from my acne scars and the thing was was like she would take this to range or whatever she numbed the area and she would just push tiny little pushes in the areas I had scars and like pop marks and so she put it alongside the scarring along the sides of my face and so actually initially it looked it actually looked pretty good like right after it was done and the issue is is like the acne scar I have the scars are super super tiny they're like tiny tiny tiny little pop marks it's not like I have one deep indentation I have a lot of tiny tiny not even like you know a tenth of a centimeter like super tiny indentations so it she has to be super super careful and fine with like putting the right amount of I guess Botoxin right so she would do that and then like massage it out so right after my skins on the sides of my face it looked a lot plumber it looked like my scarring looked more like freckles than actually indentations because all that was left was the actual like outline of the scar and I was actually pretty happy with it for the day or two after but what happened over the course of the month and I'm like very ashamed of this which I haven't really talked about is the actual filler material it actually began to slide around my face so I think with with fillers and stuff like over a course of a time they spread out they kind of go to different places um that's why they say like after you get your lips done um like it's super swollen but then over time it's gonna like like slide or like we call it move around and like get softer right because it will have spread so I felt like the filler had spread from the original acne scar to an area where my skin was smooth so um everything had shifted and again my acne scars are super tiny they're like you know a tenth of a centimeter or whatever um and so it would just like move a little bit which made my face feel more rough and rough in the edges where I didn't have scarring so it was like I had scarring I saw the indentation and then I had the roughness like right outside the scarring so it just wasn't a good look I also do believe that if I smile I don't know if you can tell but in a lot of like my youtube videos or in a lot of um like Instagrams I do I have this I have like what do you call it like an indentation along my temple and for the longest time I thought it was an acne scar but it's actually not an acne scar because I don't actually have a scar that's that big like across like my temple there is no way that I could have like that big of an acne scar or an acne and I really truly believe when I smile sometimes I get like a little cring a little indentation on the side of my face and I really do believe that that's because the fillers that were there all kind of smushed into that one section and I don't know how to get it away I think that can dissolve them but I'm hoping over time even though it's been like two to three years I'm hoping over time it will just like go away on its own but yeah it really bothers me because now I feel like the scarring on my temples are even more noticeable because um because of the fillers and they all like accumulated there and so when I smile there's this big like indentation on the sides of my temples so overall um I do not recommend fillers for acne scars I think it could work if you have like a really big indentation in your skin and um and you need like a large surface area to spread the filler around I think that might work I think the reason why fillers work well for wrinkles and for like lips and stuff is that your skin is like like when you put filler on your skin it like needs to spread around right you can't just have all of a sudden like one plump spot and one non plump spot and I think the great thing about fillers is that you can spread it around but if you have acne scars like me that are like like tiny like pop marks on your face if it moves like even a millimeter it's gonna look off you know from your face so yeah so that is why I would not recommend it um I'm only glad I only did it once and I'm glad that most of it has faded off although I'm still upset about the indentations on my face but I would say like if you want to give rid of acne scars micro needling is the best way because you're using your body's own natural healing systems um you can also try lasers um for me lasers did not work any better than micro needling it it just created a lot of downtime and then I also got like really red spots on my face afterwards and I think that's from the hyperpigmentation of it um I don't know what else they have for acne scars at the moment I know they do chemical peels I knew they also do like subsision method if you have really really deep acne scars they can do a subsision method I think if you do subsision method maybe the fillers would work for you um and you also have to be careful and go to a reputable plastic surgeon dermatologist because I felt like the lady who is giving me the Botox a plastic surgeon because she had this like promotion and group on and stuff I felt like she was trying to push me into services that I didn't need and obviously the Botox did not work out for me um neither did the laser so you should go to somebody who you trust and actually will give you good advice and not try to push you on treatments or you know products just because you know they'll make money from it um I think that's really really important in any kind of cosmetic procedure that you get that you go to someone you really trust anyway so I just wanted to share with you my experience thank you all so much for watching and I'll talk to you guys later