Money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, yeah! But not with one is not To stay on track of making a win to that million, Luke wants me to take baby and trend to the next level. So today, he's organised for me to meet someone who's already made the leap from reality TV star to business woman. I just need to speak to someone that's in the same industry as me and open their own business. Do you know what? It's very difficult because people don't necessarily want to trust somebody like us with a product. I wanted to make a good brand, I wanted to make it so that people actually liked it for the brand. You literally invest in, probably the majority of your entire life savings. Into a business that you have no idea is going to be successful. But also it's kind of like working out the brand identity. Who you want to try to work that out though. So we came up with this. This is like brand identity kind of little spreadsheet thing. And we had all these different ideas. Like we came up with these and we wanted like, florables, we wanted bright colours, pastel colours. But you've done so much research and do it, no. I'm so proud of Holly and what she's achieved through her business. It's amazing. And that's reality TV bids should not be underestimated. I'm off to see a life coach and I'm terrified to be honest. Lucy had asked me to write a letter to my future self as if I'd already made that million for winter. It felt a bit strange. Dear Lucy, I hope you enjoy living in your mansion that you got. I hope that you're proud of making baby and tender multi million pound company. Your daughter's turned into the most beautiful person inside and outside. I know it's been hard for you but you never give up and you can finally say you were succeeded for winter. You never have to have an upbringing like you did. Happy, successful content. You are clearly throwing everything into this. When I feel like I'm failing, I can scared and I think, oh, she's going to end up growing up like I did. With no money or just one or type of secure life. I feel like I'm pretty much damaged and I don't think like, off. You've been really open about what you've experienced and your journey to stay. Why is it that you feel so emotional when you talk about your past and future? I don't feel like there's something I might have but going to be able to get over to know. I can't help getting emotional every time I speak about it. My childhood wasn't happy and I don't want to bang on about it but it's something that I'm scarred by and I'm also scared by. I never want winter to experience what I did as a child. I think this can be a real phoenix moment for you. It's a phoenix. A phoenix is that bird that was set fire and then it rose again from the ashes. You're done with it now. Let's start this new chapter truly for you. You deserve the clean break and you've given it yourself. I was coming here as really, really that fire in my belly and I'm going to make winter that million. Wow! Oh my god, you're nothing. Oh my god, winter! You look amazing! Everyone's already up your church which means it's almost time for winter's big entrance. I understand that all the compents are here yet. Who's not here? I think he said Erin isn't here. Erin's not here. I think so. I mean, seriously? She's waiting for me at the book of time. I guess she's late all the time but like it's the christening. She's great, great man as you. She's a disgrace on you. Oh my god, you've come to mini-dress right? I'm not even going to be mad at you right now. We're here for winter, that's the main thing. You're just going. Go sit at the front and give father a kiss and say sorry. Is that to a christening? Oh my god, I'm feeling proper emotional. Winter, anagre, I sign you with a sign of the cross and claim you for our savior Jesus Christ. I now invite your parents and godparents to do the same. Okay. No, no, no. I'm not. Oh my god, did he just baptize himself? I'm absolutely shamed. You sign over the sign of the Christ? Winter, anagre, I baptize you in the name of the father. Hand of the sun. Hand of the Holy Spirit. Amen. We're done. Absolutely. She's present. Thank you.