With the sets of rules that I have to follow, my friends have to follow for me not to have a panic attack or a triggering event, where I relive the trauma, even if I'm training to do my movie, for instance from training for Aquaman, a combat scene, and a trigger happens. I have a meltdown and have to deal with that. The crew I work with have to deal with that because of the damage I walk around with every single day. I have to deal with that.