I'd spent years getting my act together and becoming a Marxist and a this and a that and had all this stuff all figured out, you know, and it just left me absolutely intellectually naked. It was that everything you know is wrong, experience except that it was from the toes, you know. I mean, everything I knew was wrong. I've never forgotten it. I mean, it is the most, I don't know, it's like hitting the reset button on your whole cosmic myth. I mean, it you just, it's the convinced sir. You know, you occasionally meet people who say, you people who take drugs. Listen, you think I believe that this is anything more than you just hyping yourself up on this, say, listen. You got 10 minutes to put into exploring that point of view. Check this out.