Hello youtubers, it is Henry Meas tracking coming at you with this video. Now just for clear out I'd like to say I am not a poet nor am I a rapper but I do like to speak out my voice and my opinions and I'm not going to, I'm just letting you guys know I'm not attacking anybody so what's going to happen in this video will not go attacking anybody else okay so don't come back at me with these trolling comments saying well you don't know you're talking about it no no no no no no no no no no no no no you're doing it is in the other stuff don't come at me with that crap I am not attacking nobody I am not attacking anything I'm just wasn't out my worst got I feel like it's deep down inside my heart and I need to get it out just as much as you guys need to get out your words so please let me speak my words and understand what I'm saying and not just here everything that you don't want to hear okay so I want to try to attempt today my first time doing a long poetry but not as that long is actually depending on how I feel behind it but it's a poetry that you guys need to hear and some people who are just like me who are mixed race who have been bullied who had a disability of speech-prouded disability and understand what you need to think about to overcome it and also how to make your dreams happen so let's go ahead and go into that video right now instead this is a poem or at least words coming from Jeremy what it means to be me that's what's called so you guys see me as a type of category for an ethnicity that you guys don't even know about me or my even my history say you considering oh because of my face you think that might be some type of trace that make me understand what you think because I just why am I looking at my face what I want you guys to do is not put me in a category especially when you don't know that much about me because this is something about Jeremy that you guys understand especially what you guys don't see especially try to look back at my history and what is it going to be you guys talk with me around somebody that you guys think you just found that you understand what it is profound inside my mind it's not sound have you ever asked am I okay with it do you think I would be part of it do you think I'd be okay with it that you guys put me in a category even ask me if I was okay with it but you didn't because you know why because you went around and told everybody in town what you think you saw with me was what you found you saw a black person maybe an in-person but you never ask if I was okay if I was certain and ask if I was okay that you just tell oh this do is a black person no he's not can you please look at him and ask him before you start saying some things that's going to get you into a bad room for people that you don't want to be especially like my family is feeling my dad or my mother that it doesn't matter because it all depends on me now every day I always understand people always walking around by and see me in a different face and different light and they understand what my tastes are people understand one thing who am I to be who am I to them but always think to myself what is it that you guys don't understand that I'm just a man a misnade of Americanis or Africanis or European and also Hispanic what the heck is supposed to be is what it means saying heck what the heck just because I'm part black that you guys can just say it's all of me will it's not as part of me and don't try to say about that one drop rule because I guarantee if you look back in history you're going to actually see that the one drop rule was dropped long ago way before president Barbara Balma and his service of being a president of our United States of America in 2017 I stuck to sit at that part of me you have to understand I'm a man with different types of plans especially with God's ideas he has for me and stored in his hand you guys got to understand this is how Jeremy has to be you cannot put me in a category and expect me to be what you want me to be what you want me to see what you guys see look everybody else's faces and they all think I'm discreasing what has been a part of the place of my races and the people don't understand what is calling me and what is everybody else is trying to put in many different places here's a question they really think everybody who they say they are because I find a kind of bizarre especially when people try to chase back their history and they cannot find what they look at for because it was just too far I don't mind being part black I don't mind being part white or Native American Hispanic I'm not going to choose one of my ethnic backgrounds because that's just saying I just hate it and I'm not saying I want to hate it got me mixed race and I'm also related to all these ethnic backgrounds even if I don't want to admit it I got to say it otherwise people are going to start thinking I'm just being ignorant and I'm trying to actually get involved in it I guarantee if you put me in a room full of Native American Hispanic Africans and white I guarantee you I'm going to be right there in the middle representing all the rights put all that equation put all that persuasion and put all you guys into a mind where you guys get it like an Ibral all types of equation that will make it easier for you guys to think what is my nation but doesn't mean that you guys got to come at me if I say I'm Native American and sit on my African as I am Hispanic and I also part white people to understand that I also am trying to figure out what is right you guys think oh I want to put me put me in this park put me in this place and put me in that spot and you don't understand and that it's just me being a man and you know if you think about it who wins an entire country versus a man an entire country versus God God created the heavens and the earth well he made humans from the ground that gave birth but don't let this thing be a symbol of regret a symbol of forget you got to understand this is something that we almost learn live and not forget and we just got to make this record and we got to make it sit what I learned during my years of being bullied have any disability a speech pattern and did not let anybody else try to make that a such a matter I always try my very best to keep my head up praying to God and also we'll move forward and do not let anybody else tell me what's wrong I go about a path of what I call Jeremy now you guys know what's like to be me now this may have gone dark for some people I understand and this is going out to all the mixed people out there who feel like they don't have a say like who feel like people put them in a category because well I'm not saying black people are not good everything but God made everybody the same I mean it doesn't matter I mean it's just all lives matter to me okay because God he made everybody whether everybody want to admit it or not he made everybody I go about what God sees he loves us all we're all his children that's all I see I don't want to see people disrespecting others because of what their skin tone and stuff like that I always love how people can gather together despite differences I guarantee you if you guys cut each other and you guys bleed the same color we are the same inside just outside we just have our own looks we just have our own style our own flare we don't have to copy out with somebody we can like take some a little bit like and make us out of what we are but whether it goes down to nadegriti is all about what you like and it all depends on what you are so I hope this video is a is very inspirational to you guys I hope you guys don't find this like offensive to anybody else and I'm trying to attack anybody obviously and I'm also not trying to say bad things towards any other ethnic backgrounds I'm trying to say be proud of what you're mixed with that is what God made you to be he did not if you want to make you a one ethnic background you made both your parents one ethnic background bested he made your both your parents different even though we're all different from each other I mean from the inside of our hearts we're all different even if even within different backgrounds of ethnic backgrounds you're all the same on the inside but we're also different like for instance let's say if you have a um a wife or a white mother guess what you guys they're different even though they're white they still different now I say this again because I feel like someone's gonna be trolling I am not trying to attack anybody this is me speaking out words and I gotta say me speaking out like that really feels a lot better like I await off my shoulders I really feel like I can just like I just take a breath and I just hold in what has been holding back for years I really don't want to hold all that stuff down and I might actually do another video like this and it about like dreams if you guys would like to hear about that like to hear motivational poetry poetic words and stuff like that if you guys like this video 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