Goat What is good, Momma Squad? And welcome back to our channel. So I'm home alone right now, and I know you guys probably rushed and clicked this video super quick. As you read by today's title, yes, I'm going to be taking a pregnancy test. I am right now four days late, which honestly is not that late. Like typically you wanna wait like two weeks to take a pregnancy test, but I wanna take it because these last few days, I had been sick. You guys know like me and Bill both had a sickness that we got from Chicago, and I have been very stressed out. Like I have probably been the most anxious I've ever been, and I honestly think that's why my period is delayed, but to give myself a better piece of mind, I wanna take a pregnancy test and say it does say positive. I wanna be able to like do this privately and like surprise Bill if I was, but I'm just talking right now. I am like 99.9% sure. I'm not pregnant. Me and Bill are very safe. Excuse me. I'm in the middle of a video. They're funny. Me and Bill are very safe and protective. Like I do not wanna get pregnant before our wedding, but like I would always say, if something was to happen, we would be blessed and thankful, but we are doing everything in our power to not get pregnant. That's why we've been using protection and taking that extra route, and honestly we haven't really been like, do with the fence. So just because I wanna make sure I make it to my wedding first without getting pregnant, just because I bought my wedding dress already, I have everything booked and planned, I have so many things done, I don't want to accidentally get pregnant, and I wanna wait to obviously talk to get married. So I have a good feeling, I'm not, but at the same time I never know, and I wanna document it and have you guys come along this journey because life happens and you never know. What tomorrow might bring, what's it might bring, you just don't know. I will say like these last few days have been really hard for me. I don't know what's been going on, but I'm going to the doctors to get my hormones checked because my acne has been absolutely terrible. It's like my first time wearing makeup in a long time because I was getting chemical peels, and my face was really dry. I have been very depressed about my face, probably the worst my face has ever been. I know you guys can't see it right now, but I have a bunch of hormonal acne going on. I was really missing home to the point where I wanted to move home, which I love living where I live. I love it here, I love the sunshine, I love the warm weather. It's just been a really hard last two weeks, so I really do believe that my period is just delayed from that, but I'm gonna take a pregnancy test with you guys, and we're gonna go document if I'm pregnant or not. And then one day when I am pregnant, we can look back on it and experience the journey, but I love you guys so much, and I am feeling better today. I feel more alive, I mean, I'm a makeup done, I'm wearing a really cute dress, so today's a good day, and I have a feeling it's gonna say not pregnant, because fingers crossed, I really don't wanna be pregnant right now. But like I said, if anything happens, it happens, and I'll be thankful, so let's go take a test. Okay, you guys, so I am in the bathroom now. I don't know if I mentioned this, but Bill is now home right now, he's actually at the bank, so I have a little bit of time, I am also in more of our clean towels right here, or is supposed to fold those, but luckily I still have a pregnancy test from like the past, because there's some months where I'll freak out, and like I'll miss my period for a couple of days, and I wanna take one, but like I just wanna take one and like eat my mind. And I know a lot of times pregnancy tests don't detect unless like two weeks, but my am four days late, and I just wanna just have that like extra satisfaction, that like I'm not, and that my period will be coming. And if it does say not pregnant, don't worry, I'm gonna keep you guys in the loop, I'm gonna do give my period, or if I don't, I just really think my hormones are all over the place, and which is leading to me. I'm being late on my period, so let's go take this test. I actually have, this is a digital one, I really like clear blue, I feel like clear blue, is pretty accurate. If you are pregnant, or you wear pregnant, comment from below, and what your favorite pregnancy test brand is, because when we do start trying, which is probably gonna be like the next year or two, I wanna get like the best test for moments like this. So this is the clear blue digital one, so we're gonna take this one, I don't have a second one or I would, but we're gonna go pee on the stick, and I'll be right back. All right guys, so I just peed on it, it's got the little dots going on. Oh my God, this feels like, I'm like, this kind of just feels like, those pregnancy videos, where you're waiting to see if your pregnant or not, I don't know, these like, it's been so exciting for our future. Me and Bill definitely talked about being pregnant, and what we wanna do after we get married, and I know we definitely wanna enjoy married life for like six months, but we also aren't going to be protecting after we get married. I definitely wanna wait because we are planning to move into our second home, we're just kinda gonna hopefully be our dream house, forever home, not really forever, but we wanna raise our kids up. So I definitely wanna move first, and travel a little bit more, and then obviously we'll take that next step and try to get pregnant, but I'm just really hoping I'm not pregnant, and I don't know if that's a bad thing to say or not, but I am just not ready yet, and I know you're never gonna be ready, but like I said, we have our wedding coming up, and that's just like the only thing I'm focused on right now, and I just wanna be married, and I've been dreaming of being married my whole life, so that's why we have been doing everything in our power to be protected, honestly, not really do it as often, which I know it's probably crazy, because whatever, but I'm being honest with you guys, and I love you guys, and I like to bring you guys a lot of my journeys, but okay, one more, it's got one more. I'm nervous, I just hope this is not my idea, I'm so nervous right now. I'm literally bringing out. Fingers crossed, please. I just opened that bread, and I don't wanna be pregnant yet, I'm not ready yet. Oh my God, I'm getting nervous, I can't do this, I'm getting so nervous. Oh my gosh. Oh my God, my heart's racing right now. My heart is, oh my God. Oh, thank God. Kind of sad to see this, but it's also relieved. It says not pregnant, you guys can see that. For some reason, it's really not focusing, but it says not pregnant, oh my gosh. Oh my gosh, I feel so relieved right now. Now we just have to wait for Bill to come home, so I can give an update, he has no idea I'm filming this or even had a thought in my head that I was pregnant. So now we just have to wait and tell Bill that I took a pregnancy test, and it came back negative. I'm really happy though, hopefully I do get my period, I know sometimes it's too early to detect, but I'm feeling more relieved, I feel peace of mind now, and now I'm gonna just try not to stress, and see that I get my period here in the next few days. I feel it calming, I will say I feel the symptoms. I just feel good that I'm not pregnant yet. Hi baby, I'm filming. I'm filming. Good. How you feeling? Did you get everything needed to get at a bank? What's up mom? What's up mom? So you're probably wondering why I'm filming right now. Oh my gosh, yeah I am. So you know that I've been like four days late on my period, right? I told you I was like, who days leave? I know what you do. I took a pregnancy test with them because I was nervous and I wanted a peace of mind, and I told them we haven't been trying, like they've been protective, and we honestly haven't really been doing anything. Really? There I was like there's no freaking way. I took a test. What did it say? Not pregnant. Oh, not pregnant. Let me see if you guys can see it. Oh my gosh, I was like, what do you mean? But it's not, it says not pregnant. Oh my gosh, you know. I don't want to be pregnant yet. I want to wait till after our wedding, and we have a lot of plans. Do you have any stomach to this drive? I know, I know, I just wanted to be honest with them because like, you know, these last few weeks have for me I've been really stressful. You should be starting to come up with like, okay, I'm not pregnant, but I did take a pregnancy test. Sorry, sorry. I wanted just to make sure I'm okay, and I'm like warm-oans yet. So feel like crap though? No, I feel great. Thought you felt sick yesterday. No, I feel good. I feel good, I feel better. And I think that's honestly why my period's like, because I feel sick, I'm stressed, yeah. So. I felt sick because you didn't know. Yeah, I'm not a document with them, and show them. So I will keep you guys posted if I do get my period. And I'm also... Oh my gosh, it's still. No, I do have a doctor's appointment on Thursday to get my blood work done. So what honestly, I might get feedback to why my period's delayed, or what's going on, because like I said, my hormone levels, I think are just absolutely horrible. My face has been a freaking disaster. There's been a lot going on though, like low-key behind the scenes, just like stress and stuff. Yeah. But nothing bad, just like, I feel like you've been like stressed in your head. Yeah, I think so. You've been like also making yourself a normal one. Yeah, so we will keep you guys updated. Thank you guys for letting me be alone or a bowl and talk to you guys, and I love you guys. And wish Bill a better days, because he's sick, he's sick of hair. We have an engagement shoot on Wednesday, so we're gonna get better. But I'm like better, I just have like a little call. If you didn't see our last video, I was super sick. So make sure you guys follow us on Instagram, because this engagement shoot that we're going to, oh, we saw one. And a engagement shoot before the wedding shoot. And this is with our wedding photographer. That's why this one is like big, big, big. This is like, I feel like we did one with your sister, but this one is really going to be like, whoa, because this is with our actual wedding for the boss. We have this little photographer that's going to be at our wedding shooting at night. Oh my gosh, we're excited. Ah! All right you guys, I hope you enjoyed today's video. I love you guys so much. I love you too. We'll see you in the next video. But until then, peace, love you guys.