What's more warrior like than hand-to-hand combat? I guess for me it was as I was younger, I was an immigrant from Venezuela so when I came to this country at 14 I was kind of bullied a lot so I had to either learn a fight to defend myself or just get you know crammed down by everybody so it was kind of like my only choice and then it turned into something very passionate about. A lot of times when people I think people tend to overlook it sometimes they tend to rely a lot on their weapons and of course you need to rely on it. I always the number one thing but there's times when we can't use our weapons and we need a grapple try to hold this person down and I feel like knowing the proper techniques to do that to not only not hurt yourself but then not hurt the other opponent or kill the other opponent when I was younger I was very tense very scared because you know you're fighting another opponent so it's a very scary experience you know especially you're going into a fist-fist fight or anything like that so after a while when you train and you do it enough times you realize that the calmer you are the more effective you are even from even from relaxing your face sometimes can help you think clearly what's your next move is going to be and what she reacting you're more reacting to your opponent you're not so much thinking what you're going to do you're reacting what he's going to do and then you counter that. you Know the Shpaper is ready, no cash pack are you ready Truck sub counters are ready Car van I've always felt like if we're going to train to be warriors, we're going to be soldiers, and it's in our warrior ethos that we talk to ourselves all the time and we mention it to each other, then I feel like fighting needs to be a really important aspect of being a soldier.