Hi guys, it's Melissa. I just wanted to take the time to thank you for watching my videos, for subscribing, for liking, for commenting, all those wonderful things, because we've reached over 100 subscribers and over 100,000 views, and I just thought it was something worth acknowledging. I'm sorry for my voice is so low, it's because I'm not alone in the house right now. I just wanted to take the time to thank you guys for being there, and for enjoying my videos, my, the compilations I recently released. As I speak, I'm uploading part five of the best of Mark and Lixie and so I hope you'll enjoy it as, enjoy that as much as you did the previous four installments, but yeah, I'm just kind of speechless, I'm kind of speechless right now, because I, I, I didn't think that I would really ever have reached with my channel. It was something that I just wanted to kind of do for fun, and you know, for the longest time I only had like 16 subscribers, basically, which is not nothing to be fair, but you know, it never really grew up on that, and I never really expected it to grow beyond anything like that, so a lot of the things I put up on my channel, I put up just because I wanted to, you know, I didn't feel it, I didn't really feel like I had to do anything, and I'm saying like I feel forced to do anything now, just kind of doing it just to prove that I could, and what I'm actually doing right now, what I, the idea I have in the process of my channel, I have several ideas for videos, but um, what I'm doing in the process of my channel is, you know, challenging myself to create 100 videos, I'm on number 39 or 40 or something like that, so I'm almost halfway there, it was just a challenge that I decided to take for myself, you know, just to prove to myself that I could do it, you know, and 100 videos is enough to decide for myself if this is something I want to keep doing after that, or if it's something that only do everyone's in a blue moon, you know, just to, you know, just to keep the door of communication open, I don't know yet, but I probably will know down the line, but in the meantime that means, you know, basically my channel is a place where I will put up whatever I feel like putting up, I have a video essay that I'm working on called The Fear of Not Good Enough, that uh, that I wrote and recorded the audio for before my channel suddenly experiences influx, so it comes from a different kind of darker place in my mind, but there is a, there is a happy ending to that, you know, just trying to find that light in the darkness, you know, I mean you guys may not believe in now, but my heart is actually racing a little right now because it's, this is not a video I ever expected to make, you know, um, among the 100 videos and all the concepts I expected to do, you know, just to see if I could do them saying, just saying thank you, you know, I wasn't something that I expected to do because I didn't think that anybody would be here to listen, that anybody would be here to watch, so thank you so much, it means, it means a lot to me, it means more than I can say, so, and yet I've gone on for about five minutes, so yeah, look for some interesting stuff in the future, I'll see you around,