Well the whole reason why I wanted to do this was because I mean I felt I was in pretty pretty bad as I was weird at the central crisis and so like it was like 11 o'clock at night or something. Yeah, do you know what I mean? I was like I need to just drive. I need to drive anywhere. I don't want to be in my house anymore. So that's what I call you. And I was like yeah, Naren you want to drive? You want to go up north maybe or anywhere else? Yeah, and I remember I was downtown a little tipsy and I get this call from Aiden and I was like oh it's Aiden I want to hang out with my blood. So when he asked me for this crazy thing honestly I was feeling the little trapped in my house also. I couldn't see myself staying at home for that much longer. So whenever you offer me this idea was like let's go. Probably one of the most spontaneous things you can do. Yeah just get in the car let's drive as far as we can not knowing where we're gonna sleep every night. Not thinking about it even too much. You told night time came. Exactly. I think that's also a really cool thing because we didn't have any expectations for the trip. So you can't go bad and you don't have any expectations right? That's true. That's true. We're like zero expectations. Oh and then we had a couple rules for the trip. I would suggest which is one you see anything cool on the side of the road you stop. And then one of the other rules is don't talk about what we're gonna do tomorrow focus on like that day. So every morning we would wake up. It was like an untold rule kind of but we would never really worry about tomorrow. Yeah because yeah I think that was one of the points that we kind of we're trying to get like live live in that that moment that you're in stop worrying about the next day stop trying to plan stuff out and just kind of go with it like. Yeah and I think that was one of the things I learned on the trip to because there's been times I was like a little uncomfortable. I felt like I don't know like what am I doing here like what is this place but then if I just took it back I'm like alright I'm in this place just observe it and just be thankful that I'm here. You know then your attitude kind of shifts and then you start to appreciate the place and you feel good about it. Yeah I think that's what I wanted to accomplish like truly living in in the moment like day to day. Like wherever we're at you know try to relax try to focus on you know with with my buddy and doing some stupid shit. Yeah yeah we can go to some like really stupid place that honestly isn't that cool not super aesthetically pleasing like all these other travel vlogs. Yeah we may be in the grocery store like having a good time so do you think you were able to get out of that stress state that existential crisis state by going on this road trip. Yeah I think I think I helped a bit some nights were a little harder than others some nights it came back. How did you handle it when it came back? I mean again I would just focus on what I was doing you know focus on my breath maybe or there's this one thing that I do it's like you think about what your next thought is gonna be and it kind of stopped your mind from thinking from overthinking. Yeah so you're just like what is my next talk gonna be and then you're like well what is my next talk. I don't know I can't think of anything and that that helps me a bit or just cracking jokes with you. Yeah helps me to if I'm a little stressed like making fun of whatever you know just like the dumbest jokes. Yeah I hit him with a cheesy quote about life life what shoot for the moon and you'll hit the stars if life hits you hit life harder. Just fuck it up. I hate that code so much shoot for the moon even if you land or even if you miss you land on the stars. Where's the closest start of the moon. Still pretty fucking far. Come on now you're not near any star the moon is so close to the earth. The next star over if you're not counting the sun is like fucking like light years away. It's you for the star. You land on the moon. You've done fucked up. You didn't even get close to the top. Now far you work. You know how far you work. Your original goal was so way away. Stupid. Okay well I guess I'll end it there. Thanks for listening. Yeah thanks for listening. We interrupt our program to bring you a word from our sponsor Skillshare. Skillshare is an online learning community for creatives where millions come together to take the next steps in their creative journey. Personally I've been using Skillshare a lot for creative inspiration whenever I'm feeling uninspired. I like to try and learn a new creative skill. 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