I think in some ways, you know, the world or people in the world are used to getting something from everything they do. But here, the whole process is to reverse that way of thinking and actually learn how to give. So you go to traditional Zen monasteries or St. Francis monasteries and maybe in the old days you would go a little bit to escape the life. But I'm sure most of them had this really deep call. And here you have to feel like somehow you know you're supposed to go there. Whether it be a week, a month, or a lifetime and you have to honor that inner inner urge and so you go.