Jacob fled into the country of Aram, And Israel served to get a wife, And for a wife he tended flocks and herds.
You see, what happened was when the Lord touched him and crippled him, he then realized, "It's too much. I've had it." And he was a broken man; he began to weep. And his was not a demand, "I will not let you go unless you bless me." It was a prayer, "Please bless me. Don't go without blessing me." And he was weeping. He was a defeated man at this point; he was begging. God finally brought him to the place where He needed to bring him in order that He might work in him His blessings. So many times God has to bring us to the end of ourselves and to the end of our resources and to the end of our schemes and the end of our cleverness and cut off every other avenue until I am beat, I am defeated, there's nowhere to go. There are times when God has to cripple a person to bring him to this place, and now Jacob is defeated. He's been brought to that place of helplessness. He is weeping, he is crying out in desperation, "Please don't go without blessing me." And here he receives that glorious blessing. It's in the change of his name, which represents the whole change of life. You'll no longer be a man who gets by with your wits and with your scheming and with your cleverness, but you're to be a man now who is governed by God.The next morning as he crossed the brook back towards his wife, his wives and his children, as he was trying to make his way through the brook with this shriveled leg, this crippled condition, I can hear Rachel and Leah saying "What happened? How come you're crippled? What's happened, Jacob?" I believe he straightened up and said, "Don't call me Jacob. Call me Israel. My life has changed. No longer am I a supplanter, now I am a man who is governed by God." And the place of defeat became the place of greatest victory.And that's so often true in our lives when God brings us to that place of utter desperation where I've had it and I have to just say, "Hey that's it. I can't go any further. This is all. This is the end of the road. I can't go." That can be the day of the greatest blessing of your entire life, if at that point you learn to just commit everything to God and to be governed now by God. "God, it's in Your hands. I just... I'm through, not going to try anymore, not gonna scheme anymore. God, it's just in Your hands. My life is now to be governed by Thee."And so Hosea gives us this beautiful commentary and insight to this incident. If you just read it in Genesis you'll find difficulty with it, but with Hosea's commentary we now understand that his victory came from defeat as he was weeping and begging, brought to the end of himself that he might be governed by God.God found him in Bethel while he was fleeing from his brother Esau. He stopped in Bethel and there he went to sleep using a rock for a pillow. And he had the dream, the heavens were opened and the ladder on up to heaven and the angels of heaven are ascending and descending. And in the morning when he woke up he looked around and he said, "Surely the Lord is in this place and I knew it not." There was nothing to suggest that God was there. Bethel is just rocks, rocky place, barren. There are no beautiful waterfalls, there are no great forests or anything, just barren rocky ground. Nothing to suggest the presence of God, but yet he became so conscience of it and he called it Bethel; this is the house of God.