Suspension

suspension was a personal fanfiction site with essays, links, images and more.
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==Words==
===Angel===
 Bough
 There's not enough yuck in the world.
 NC17. This is your only warning. Major spoilers for the Angel ep "Untouched".
 Consider
 Metaphors for a missing moment.
 PG. Slash. And it came to pass that Sheila went totally nuts and wrote this weird thing to make Te and Ins happy.
 Done
 Gunn does. Gunn gets done.
 NC17. Slash. Gunn episode spoilers (but not really). Smut! Yeehaw!
 Fall In, Fall Out
 In which Wesley has sex with a bleached blond.
 R. Slash. Because Wesley deserves happiness.
 The Kindness of an Atheist
 In which Gunn has suspicions and then has sex.
 NC17. Slash. Why? Because I like it.
 Putting Down
 In which Gunn has a craptastic day.
 R. Slash. Sometimes you've just got to be vapidly fluffy.
 Something Like
 In which French poetry is discussed and sex is had.
 NC17. Slash. Light fluffy smut.
===Buffy the Vampire Slayer===
 Bleeding By Numbers
 Giles, Oz, and angst abounds.
 PG. Slash. Um. Yeah. This one exists. Character death(s).
 Can't Touch the Sun
 Xander, Oz, Willow. Sex. Angst. Betrayal. Bring the kids!
 NC17. Oh, yeesh. One of my first attempts at a)slash, b)Xander/Oz, and c)smut. It shows.
 Daylight Fading
 Companion to Bleeding by Numbers from Oz's POV.
 PG. Slash. Another one that's just kind of there.
 Distractions
 Jenny takes Giles to another odd sporting event. Sappy, fluffy fun.
 PG. Gen. Well look at that: a fic of mine without Oz in it. It's kind of awful.
 Empty Space Inside
 Willow and Oz have a watcher of their own.
 PG. Gen. Oh. Yeah, this one. With Xander. I had issues with Homecoming and its aftermath, okay?
 Halcyon and On and On
 Xander helps Oz out with a little undercover work.
 PG. Slash. Woo. Um, my second and slightly better Xander/Oz story. Also, this was written before Angel ever aired. So...I got Jossed majorly.
 Hello Dolly
 Someone's taken their love of dolls one step too far. Companion to The So Not Right Stuff.
 PG. Gen. Humor. Well...maybe. I warned about the weird sense of humor, didn't I?
 I Was a Teenaged Crackhead
 The title really says it all. A multi-verse crossover involving Buffy the Vampire Slayer, the Anita Blake books, Babylon 5, Highlander, Forever Knight, My Fair Lady, a smidge of Star Wars: A New Hope, the Addams Family, Xena: Warrior Princess, Rent, Princess Bride, Chess, Darkwing Duck, Love and Curses/She-Wolf of London, X-Files, Due South, Men In Black, and Eek the Cat. It's frightening.
 PG. Humor. I...sometimes I drink too much caffeine. Things like this happen.
 Kryptonite
 Oz and Xander click.
 PG. Slash. The third time proves to be the charm with the guys here. This is just so weirdly peaceful and I dig it.
 Lessons
 Musings on the state of education.
 PG. Gen. Is it gen? Sorta. Yeah. Late night meanderings can be so freaking weird, y'know?
 Natural Blues
 Chain smoking in the Village.
 PG. Gen. Despite the similarity in titles, this has nothing to do with the one below.
 Only Blue
 In the wake of "Lover's Walk", Willow tries to reconcile with Oz. He, being a wise individual, says no (temporarily).
 PG. Gen. Yep indeedy. Issues with that whole Homecoming debacle out the freaking wazoo.
 Optimistic
 Oz on the road and he's feeling fine.
 PG. Gen. I um. Have nothing to say about this one.
 Radio Silence
 A series of stories revolving around Oz. Some of them are okay, some of them are good, and some of them are better off forgotten. Also, I got majorly over it and unless something drastic happens, the series stands as is. No more of these stories from me. No sir. Gen and slash, ranging from G to NC17.
 Honestly, Okay
 Oz on words. PG. An okay one.
 Maintain a Little
 Oz on friendship. PG. Also an okay one.
 Morphic Resident
 Oz on Devon. Literally. NC17 slash. *gasp* I actually consider this one good. I could be delusional.
 White Noise
 Suicide becomes an issue. PG-13. And here we begin that downward slide into badness. See, this is why I should never be allowed to write serials.
 Instruments of Tin
 Possession and insanity, yeehaw. R. Begin Sheila's bizarre fixation on the aforementioned things.
 Things You Just do When You're Bored
 Devon thinks. NC-17. A minor blip on an otherwise uninterrupted downward trajectory.
 Looking Glass Self
 Devon has a confession. PG. I file this under the "what the fuck was I thinking?" category.
 Reflections
 Oz goes to Angel for some help with his demons.
 PG. Gen, slash implied. I'm a wuss, okay?
 The So Not Right Stuff
 Willow and Spike team up to stop the most evil vampires ever.
 PG. Humor. Really, there's no excuse. I'm just a whore. A cheap, moral-less whore. I still think it's kinda funny, though.
 Swim
 Devon writhes, sings, and generally just proves what a slut he is.
 R. Slash. It's Devon. How could I resist?
 Time and Space
 In the wake of Willow and Xander's wedding, Oz prepares to leave Sunnydale for good. Giles says goodbye.
 PG. Slash. This was an experiment more than anything. You'll note that it failed. But I like this one anyway.
 Torch
 A series of stories about Oz co-written with Dymphna. Goths, BDSM, and oh look, Oz is a werewolf and it actually plays a part in his life. And just to be entirely honest, I still like Alexa better than Veruca. So nyah. Offisite link.
 Unnaturally Colored Snack Foods
 Willow and Oz spend the afternoon with Giles.
 PG. Gen. Sometimes I curse "Homecoming" for knocking me on my ass when it comes to the whole Willow/Oz thing. And then I read the fic that it spawned and curse it some more. This is my roundabout way of saying I went kind of insane during season 3 and I never fully recovered.
 The Village Bicycle
 Oz wins a bet at Devon's expense.
 PG. Slash. Wow. You know, I don't think I realized quite how much fuzzy fluffy stuff I wrote.
 Within the Borderline
 Riley doesn't save Oz during "New Moon Rising". Bad things happen.
 R. The Initiative could have been so much scarier than it was. Bad secret government agencies with advanced technology! No biscuit!
 Woof, Bloody Woof
 The Evil Finals Week Monster attacks the 'ettes. Complete vapid randomness.
 PG. Gen. Humor. I had a really boring economics class and the finals week from Hell. Don't ever be a business major. It will suck your soul out your eyes.
 World Without End
 The Master rises on the night of the Harvest; Giles becomes a vampire; Oz becomes a victim.
 NC17 in a major way. Slash. There are consensuality issues here: caveat lector. I still kinda like this one too.
===Essays===
 The Story of David as Epic Literature
 My actual answers to a take-home quiz for my Bible Lit class. I'm kind of surprised I didn't fail the assignment.
 The Life of Joseph
 Same as the David thing, only for Joseph. I consider him to be a right annoying bastard.
 Good Omens: Visionary Literature and the Book of Revelations in popular Media
 My final paper for my Bible Lit class. I rambled a lot, but I got an A on it, so I'm almost curious to see what everyone else turned in. But not that curious.
 The Book of Revelations
 Terry Pratchett once said, "Oh, come on. Revelation was a mushroom dream that belonged in the Apocrypha. The New Testament is basically about what happened when God got religion." I tend to agree and with that in mind, here is my summary of the Book of Revelations.
 A Larger World
 How Star Wars changed my life. Take it with a grain of salt. Really.
===Star Wars: The Phantom Menace===
I have a bad feeling about this.
 This Round World
 Obi-Wan has interesting nightmares.
 PG. Slash. Possibly disturbing imagery ahoy. Contains spoilers for the movie. I like Maul's tattoos. I like blood. I like doing bad bad things to Obi-Wan.
 Yippee
 Vader says the dread word and Obi-Wan finally snaps.
 G. Gen. Dubious humor. Spoilers through ANH. I refuse to believe that Jake Lloyd's Anakin is going to grow up to be EvilBastard!Vader but you know...what if it were true? 
===Velvet Goldmine===
 Idolatry
 Rock and roll religion, baby. Arthur, Curt, and abject worship.
 R. Gen (hah! it's not slash if it's canon). AU of movie events because really, with a film like this, who needs to stick with canon?.
 Stained
 Brian at the Death of Glitter concert. Curt on stage.
 PG-13. Gen. Happy fluffiness where they get back together! Oh, I think emphatically not. 
===Xena: Warrior Princess===
 The Conqueror Worm
 Caesar is a bad, bad, vile, evil shit of a man.
 R. Slash. Consensuality issues. You only hurt the ones you love, and I positively adore Joxer. Do the math. And I was working on a sequel to this, but...let's be honest. It's not going to happen. Not now, not ever.
 Deja Vu Yet Again
 A bunch of fics revolving around Annie (from "Deja Vu All Over Again"). Mostly happy, some pathos, some good, some not. More evidence against the "Sheila should write a series!" idea.
 A Wonderful World
 Annie meets some new friends. Old friends. Whatever. PG13. I don't mind this one so much.
 Some Fantastic
 Harry meets Annie's "friends". PG13. Still not minding so much. It's...fluffy cuteness.
 Before the West Was Won
 Just your usual Saturday morning. PG13. Still cute. Which is both insult and blessing, I think.
 Gathered in the Morning
 Alt-world Joxer gets into the rebel biz.
 R. Gen (sort of). I think maybe I'm just apathetic toward my brief stint in Xena-fandom. 
==The Obsessive Links==
The Order of Glitter
http://members.nbci.com/ludicrosity/orderofglitter.html
 Because style matters. A multi-fandom, multi-interest, multi-national group of people hell-bent on world domination and the extravagant use of glitter. I am not joking. Just you wait.
Laconic
http://redrival.com/laconic/
 Okay, so it's one of my own sites. Whatever. I can link it if I want to.
Kate Keene
http://kkeene.tripod.com/
 Another one of mine. This one I run for Kate Keene, who is a wonderful, wonderful person and a fun writer.
Jedihawke: Isabeau's digs
http://www.jedihawke.com/
 A long time ago (going on 4 years), when I first got into fandom, I was lucky enough to meet Isa on IRC. There aren't many people I'd drive something like 14 hours to see, but she's one of them. She's one of my best friends, and funny and smart, and I love her all to pieces. Add that she's a faaaaabulous writer, and artist, and web person, and um. I'm gushing, aren't I? I am. Can't help it. She's in the process of moving, so be patient.
Teland
http://strangeplaces.net/te/
 I adore Te. And um, I could go into a whole list of reasons why, which would be gushy and sappy and silly, but it comes down to the fact that she's terribly cool, and I want to be her when I grow up. So yes. There we go.
Dymph-No-Mania
http://www.dymphna.net/
 Dy, Dy, Dy. Extensive pretty website, loads of fantastic fic, and monkeys! Pictures, and monkeys, and stories, and woo-freaking-hoo. Go. See. Feel the glittery love. Feel it all over.
lollipops
http://www.geocities.com/insomark/
 So um. Look, there are writers that hurt the characters I love, and I adore them for it. Then there's Insomnitic, who writes these gorgeously dark things with hurt and more hurt and it's all so in character and gorgeous and did I mention the hurt? Who needs comfort when the people of Buffy and Angel suffer so beautifully?
eterniata * eros [unbound]
http://www.eterniata.com
 So dig it: e*e[u] is a gorgeous archive filled with fic-y goodness. And while there is some stuff there that flip no switches for me, that's mostly because I'm contrary and picky and um. Don't hate me, but Spike fic does pretty much nothing for me. But as I said, that's all on me, and anyway, it's good to broaden one's horizons.
overactive i
http://www.overactivei.net
 ElaineMc's site with links to a whole mess of things. Read the MOCK of the Eye of Argon. Read everything you can, for it is deeply perverse and amusing. And the WebWideWesley. Ethan stuff. Giles stuff. How can you go wrong?
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