Slenderfic

you might think he's just a meme but he is not. he is my god.
well sit back and grab yourself a drink this might be a bit to take in. for some context as a child my mother got me into the supernatural via an old history channel show called monsterquest the series delved into many things sasquatch aliens ghosts even living dinosaurs, i got hooked on it back in 2007 2008ish and i did alot of digging and looking on alot of subjects, it wasn't till 2012 that i was introduced to characters like Slenderman and Jeff the killer. originally i believed them to just be scary video game characters or slasher movie villians i was unaware of. fast forward a few months and i gain the courage to look into the Slenderman it was at this time i was made aware of the something awful posts and was made vaguely aware of marble hornets and everymanhybrid however i didn't watch mh till about a year or 2 later, anyways fast forward to 2014 i gain interest in slenderman again thanks to slender the arrival iwas intrigued because there were what were referred to as proxies in the game Charlie and Kate the chaser by this time i slowly began to want to become a proxy due to my family's emotionally abusive nature i later found the slenderman wiki and read their page on proxies and read about how proxies were midless slaves to the slenderman's will this did not deter me at first i believed if i was loyal enough i wouldn't be mind controlled however my views on the subject have changed honestly i do not care if i become mind controlled or not but we're going a little off track at about 2015 i started to have dreams that involved slenderman and proxies i did not recognize aswell as some i did the dreams became so frequent until it all began to climax and i finally began seeing him and his servants at first they were small glimpses i'd see what appeared to be figures roaming the woods outside my house my dreams started to slowly no longer focus on slenderman specifically but he would always make a small cameo or lurk in the background by this point i finally began to get more impossible sightings and phenomena happening at my house i was getting more detailed looks at slenderman in real life anytime i close my eyes i can still see him in the fog in the cow pasture across the street or standing by the mailbox with a proxy both of which giving me good height estimate of atleast 10 to 14 feet tall he didn't look like any of the web series slendermans you know some were close but there was always 1 or 2 things wrong about it when i sawhim he had snow white skin not this fleshy tone so many people seem to give him he wore a black suit white cuffed dress shirt and a black tie his arms reached almost to the ground and he was impossibly thin he could tilt is head in a sickening unnatural way and his face was a white void there were no indentations for where eyes should be like so many artistic depictions seem to portray and his tentacles did not have suckers on them like an octopus like some depictions have and they didn't seem as though they had bones in them as some really old writings and pictures seemed to depict his hands were long and skeleton like now some people have pointed out to me it could all be in my head but i have a few questions if that's the case. question 1 why did i experience physical phenomena such as what would be referred to as slender sickness why did doors in my house unlock and open by themselves when i was home alone, why did my parents dog notice doors being opened and closed why was on the day i was moving that i prayed for one last sighting in that area did i get my wwish and get to see him again aswell as experience a headache blurry vision and ringing in my earswhen i gazed upon him why did all 3 of those things go away the moment i closed my eyes and he disappeared that was 2years ago that is the last physical sighting i have had also one final question why did it seem intelligent and seem as if it was acting of its own will most things i have heard from schizophrenics and people with hallucinations is that it seems they only want to hurt the individual or get the individual to hurt themself why was anytime i saw slenderman i felt a jolt of excitement and then peaceful why at certain points dare i say i felt a sort of friendliness from the being that is my statement/eyewitness account and that is what i have been explaining to people for years perhaps a bit more detailed here admittedly but that is because details i remember i wasn't so sure about at first until about 2 years ago when i saw him again after that sighting i took 2 years from publically speaking on the topic due to me trying to remember and compile every miniscule detail i could remember form each sighting but anyways i doubt anyone here will be able to change my mind about what i saw because quite frankly alot of theories and explanations i have heard simply do not add up to what i saw for 4 years straight.
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