Weep for yourself

weep for yourself is a Gwen fanmix for the Total Drama fandom. Each song featured has liner notes, and this mix was later followed up with Me & my girlfriend!!, a Courtney/Gwen fanmix also by dockofkinkshame.
weep for yourself's description on Tumblr reads: a mix for gwen being Very Gay and Angsty over fucking courtney over and coming to terms with how very gay she is in the angstiest way possible. this is self indulgent and i love my gay goth teen.
==Songs==
1. So Nice So Smart - Kimya DawsonYou’re so nice and you’re so smart
You’re such a good friend I hafta break your heart
Tell you that I love you then I’ll tear your world apart
Just pretend I didn’t tear your world apart 2. New Romantic - Laura MarlingAnd I’m sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state,
Watch my sturdy, lonesome gait and beware,
I will never love a man ‘cause love and pain go hand in hand,
And I can’t do it,
Again.3. Be Mine! - RobynThere’ll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just the sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I’m watching you walk away
And now you’re gone, there’s like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said4. I Try (Macy Gray Cover) - The JacqueriesI believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe,
But we’re not
I play it off, but I’m dreaming of you
I’ll keep my cool, but I’m fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near5. Mt. St. Helen’s - MirahYou were hotter to me than the sun
That burned me up the day we went
To Mount Saint Helens,
And if the special death you gave to me
Is the prize I get to take home solemnly
Then suffer with the fact that
I could never be your friend
I could never come back home, again6. Little Lion Man - Mumford & SonsWeep for yourself, my man,
You’ll never be what is in your heart
Weep, little lion man,
You’re not as brave as you were at the start
Rate yourself and rake yourself
Take all the courage you have left
And waste it on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I, my dear?
Didn’t I, my…7. Here Comes The Anxiety - The WombatsI hope that no one ever leaves
Cos I don’t wanna be alone with me
Not with the things that rush up and down this symphonous spine
Here comes the love anxiety, can’t let it grab a hold of me, not after last time 8. Sister - Kate NashYeah I really wish that we could be friends
But I know I’m never gonna get you back again
I just wish that you would answer the phone
'Cause, I could really do with talking to you right now 9. Self Esteem - Andrew Jackson JihadAnd everybody is afraid of me
And I’m afraid to go out in the streets
Reminders of my failures everywhere I will be
Everybody is afraid of me
And people freak me out
People make me scared
People make me so damn self-aware10. Lipstick Covered Magnet - The Front BottomsAnd I’m gonna get on my knees
Would you kick me in the face please?
It’ll make whatever I say sound like poetry.
And as my gums begin to bleed
The words will fall like teeth
And whatever we have locked up now is free. 11. Say You Will - Fleetwood MacSomethin’ in you brought out somethin’ in me, that I’ve never been since
That part of me that was only for you, 
That kind of romance
Comes only once, that kind of love
That kind of fever dance
That you love because you become someone else in an instant 
Say you will, say you will give me one more chance
At least give me time to change your mind
That always seems to heal the wounds, if I can
Get you to dance 12. Kill My Boyfriend - Natalia KillsBut every time I’m with him, I imagine that we’re kissing
And I’m wishing he was you all along
And boy I’m so committed, I’m so deep, there’s no more digging
There’s only one thing I can do to solve this mess, come on
I’m rolling the dice, got the wind in my hair
I’m gonna kill my boyfriend, yeah
Cause he’s only nice, when there’s somebody there
I’m gonna kill my boyfriend
Kill, kill, kill, I’m gonna, Kill, kill, kill
So we can run away just like we said
Kill, kill, kill, I’m gonna, Kill, kill, kill
So we can be together like we planned 13. BONUS TRACKyou fuckin know what it is already
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