Controversal Music Video Starring Michael E. Rodgers

I don't know if I remember this very well, but when I was a toddler, I saw a strange music video while I went out to eat with my family, and my extended family, to a fancy restaraunt. I don't remember what day it is, but it might've been either two days before Christmas, or Christmas Day. 
While the rest of my family was talking, me and my brothers were playing with our toys on the floor. I don't remember what my brothers were playing with, but if I remember, I played with a plushie of F.T from the Attack of the Killer Tomatoes cartoon, a Thomas the Tank Engine toy, a Tonka bulldozer, a slinky, and a stack of brightly-colored rings. While I was playing with my toys, I can hear the TV playing commercials and promos on CBS. 
One minute later, when I looked at the TV for a brief time, I can see a video of a shovel knife stabbing through a dead (?) and nude person's side, while blood spurts out. I didn't get scared nor disgusted, since I was too young to understand what horror and nudity are, and I went back to playing with my toys, having a lack of interest. Although, the song was interesting to hear.
Then, 30 seconds later, I looked at the TV again and saw a shot of a black sleeve that was most likely a shot of a person's arm for a brief time, who is most likely the same person who stabbed the other person by the side with the shovel knife. (NOTE: To be honest, I have this wierd habit where I get interested in looking at a handsome young man's hand/arm). I got very interested and grabbed my F.T plushie to approach the TV screen.
When I glued my eyes to the TV screen, I can see the person's one hand holding the dead person's backside, while his other hand grabbed a beaker of red liquid and poured it on the backside as it smokes up and created small flames that light up before they disappear. After that, I can see the person's face for a breif time, staring at what he was doing off screen, and to my surprise, the person in the music video that was experementing with the unconcious person was Michael E. Rodgers, a Scottish actor that starred as my favorite character in Thomas and the Magic Railroad. Although, I did fall in love with him breifly while I was watching the video, I didn't know him nor his nationality at all, but I thought his singing voice was cute, childish, and bubbly, and he looked very handsome and cute. 
Then, Michael grabbed a chainsaw and started it up, before the most disturbing moment happened. Michael then slowly sliced the unconcious person in half, as blood and guts spill out and flew to the camera. After 10 seconds later, Michael wiped out al of the blood and guts from the camera, before he put the wash cloth and the bleach away, where once again, I can see a shot of his arm, covered by a black sleeve from his black trenchcoat. Then, he grabbed the unconcious (now dead) body and buried it near an empty shed. 
Before the music video ended, Michael E. Rodgers smiled and winked at us before he grabbed a gun and shot the cameraman, while a large pool of blood came out and the camera was dropped and untouched. Then, Michael (who is once again off screen) approached the camera, picked it up, and turned it off, thus ending the music video.
I saw everything, but I still didn't get scared and I still felt lovesick to Michael E. Rodgers. After the music video ended, I first saw promos for Frosty Returns, Robbie the Reindeer, South Park: The Spirit of Christmas, Santa Claus Brothers, and 2112: The Birth of Doraemon. After that, Santa Claus Brothers came on, but I only saw part of it before I had to go back home.
That was a pretty wierd childhood memory I would've remembered, but I didn't remember much of it and I completely forgot about it, but I dreamt about it at some points as years go on. I also don't know what song the music video came from, possibly a one-hit wonder from Michael E. Rodgers or something.
Category:Bad Creepypasta
Category:Music
Category:Dreams
Category:Holidays
Category:Pointless Violence
Category:English Class Failure