Saviour

Do you know that feeling? That feeling where nearly every emotion stored within you is turned from joy and happiness to sorrow.
Or any other of that shit, and then is just stored as pure simple rage? You feel sad, yes, but accompanied with it, is an overwhelming amount of anger, and you just, just... want to let it out.
Don't know how to let it out? You've tried anything within reason; talking it out, screaming into a pillow until the tears stream down your face, etc.? 
No? Well, I know it - hahahaha - yes I fucking know it, better than any fools, killers, or psychos out there. Yes, I know it. I'm only fifteen; why do I have the irresistible urge to release it? To take all of that rage, stored within my young body, and unleash it, striking anything that DARE stand before me.
WHY?!?!
Am I a freak? More of a psycho any more than the rest of this shitty population? Hahahahaha. NO. I AM DIFFERENT. I AM NOT ONE OF THEM. HAHAHAHAHA. I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING, I LOVE IT, hahahahahaha. I goddamn love it.
You know, she's lying on the floor right now as I write this. The one who pushed me towards this- this madness.
No, to releasing this, hmmm, this gift upon the world. It needs me you know? This world, it needs me. Anyway, where was I?
Aaah, yes, she's next to me, so peaceful, with her eyes, glassed over like that, and that daft, stupid look on her lifeless face. 'How did I kill her?' I hear you scream. Well, hahaha, it's a good story.
Well, I wanted to draw it out... You know, so it's more... satisfying, seeing all the blood, just spilling out onto the floor, like waterfalls, so refreshing... Hahahaha, I love it when the red water flows. I LOVE IT... Sorry, I got a bit excited. Anyway, so I got her here, you know, with the old, "We have to speak," line. Hahaha, she fell, hook, line, and sinker. Oh, ha, what about my parents and siblings? Wouldn't they think something wrong after hearing her, beautiful, blood curdling screams? Hahahaha, you think I'm stupid? No...no. I killed them. Don't worry, it was quick...I wouldn't say painless, haha, what fun would that be? But it was quick, yes. I mean, they were always kind to me. But, I know, in the end, they would just cause pain, like the rest of them, so, I killed them, one, by one, by one, by one... HAHAHA, all that blood, all that, goddamn, glorious blood, I could have bathed in it. But, that would be weird, wouldn't it? So, hehehe, when she came into my house, she saw them, my works of art, sat at the table, the pools of blood glistening around them. HAHA, you should have seen her face, it was wonderful. Ha, and then, I took her, dragged her to the chair, and tied her up. Hahaha, she tried to stop me, tried to plead, even apologize. I couldn't stop laughing, I mean I still can't, it brings joy to me, those screams, all that blood, the look of terror on her face, I love it. It makes me...whole.
I grabbed her by the hair, letting her screams fill me with joy, and dragged her across the room. The pain, I could feel it, satisfying my rage, but, not yet...I mean, I'd barely touched her yet, pulling some hair out, hah, that's nothing, at all, I'd do that to my brother when I was younger. Now, what next? My head filled with ideas, yes...I had it. I picked up the chair she was tied to and threw it and her, through the basement door. Bang. Bang. BANG, BANG, BANG!! Ha, the sound of her head, smashing on each step made me laugh, louder and louder and louder. I left her there, in the dark for a while, not because I couldn't think of what to do. No, I left her there so she could panic, she could slowly slip away from sanity's grip, then, and she would thank me, for releasing her from her hell. Oh, and she did.
After around six hours, she began to slip. So, I took it upon myself to end her suffering, and become the saviour I am. I cut her, slowly of course. Cut, after cut, after cut. Slowly, her blood drained, and at first she screamed. The blood gushed from her body, it was wonderful. Her face paled of course, quickly. All that blood, I'd never felt so good, so alive. But I knew there was more, just how...Then I noticed it. She looked so unhappy; doesn't she know I'm saving her? My blood started to boil, So, I thought I'd put a smile on her pretty little face. So I grabbed my knife, I told her to be happy, but she was slipping away, and she wouldn't stop fucking CRYING! So - haha, I got really close to her face, so close I could smell the crimson liquid pouring from her. And you know what I said? Hahahaha, you know what I FUCKING' SAID?!?! I whispered, "It's time to make you smile. Wider than ever." So I took the knife. I slid the blade up her cheek and then back down to her mouth, then up the other side, up, and back down. 
HAHAHA. It was like a warm knife through butter, and so god damn satisfying. By then, she was quiet; her blood had drained from her body and lay around her in a pool.
So, now I decided it was time to save her from this disgraceful world.
The feeling of her life force slipping away was oh so wonderful. My issue is, this feeling, it can't stop here.
I owe the world now.
It needs to know that I can do more, than this. Yes, hahaha, I can do more. Oh so much more. I'm not like Jeff the Killer, who imposes fear into his victims with the grotesque burns and scars on his face. No, they needn't be scared of me.
Haha, I mean, after all, I am your friend. Sweet 15 year old Joe, not a care in the world, always smiling and making quick one liners, and leaving everyone chuckling. Hahahahaha, how will fake smiles hide up the burning emotions inside? I'm going out.
I want more. No, I need more. 
No. The world needs more. It needs me!
I am the saviour, I am the chaos, and the justice that this world NEEDS! 
See, soon, you'll know who I am. I will be the one hiding in the shadows. Hiding until the moment when the world least expects me. Then, I will be revealed in all my shining, radiant glory. And you'll fear me. Oh yes, You fear me, but then, you'll realise I'm only helping you rid this world of anyone else that will feel like this. Oh yes. You'll love me in the end, because you'll be begging for it to end, and I, personally, will end it for you. It will end, and you will love me for doing it for you.
HAHA!... HAHAHAHAHA~! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Well... I will be seeing you soon my children... Oh so soon.
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