I Wish I Had Said That!

I Wish I Had Said That! is a Forever Knight club zine containing fiction, poems, art, and non-fiction. The zine was printed by Bea Quindlen whose donation made it possible for the zine funds to go to the club's charity. The editorial notes that the youngest member contributing was 14 and the oldest was 65. 14 contributors were under 35, 15 contributors were over 35 "and the rest are a bit shy about their age."
==Contents==
* Prelude by Jack C. Young (vii)
* Dedication to Fandom by Rebecca Marcus (vii)
* Introduction: My Point of View by George W. Carr (ix)
* Name Analysis by Judy Mitchell (1)
* Artist Rendition: Faces of Knight by Paula Cramer (3)
* If the Nearest Sun by Susan R. Young (5)
* Nick the Knight by Pat Sgroi (6)
* Nocturnal Rhapsodizing by Mary E. Delos Sanlos (7)
* Some Good Advice by Lorraine Duffield (9)
* Limerick by Alisa McLaughlin (10)
* A Knight to Remember by Valerie Bristor (11)
* Artist's Rendition of Nick by Brenda Clarke (13)
* Kiss the Darkness by Cynthia Overstreet (15)
* Think/Sing Davey Crockett by Cookie Troianello (16)
* To His Shadow by Tracy Ritter (17)
* Message to Be Left Under Your Windshield Wiper by Mary E. Delon Santos (18)
* Sons of Belial by Christine Denslow (19)
* Nick's Previous 10 Occupations by Mary Rough (22)
* Artist Rendition: To Die For by Mary E. Delon Santos (23)
* From the Vampyre: An Undiscovered Comedy by Jack C. Young (25)
* Rebirth Into Undeath by Anthony Kushin (26)
* Genesis Remembered by Georg W. Carr (27)
* The Hunger by Elizabeth Ann George (29)
* Vampires by Jennifer Higgins (30)
* A Mysterious Encounter by Mary-Catherine Pryce (31)
* In His Own Image by Cynthia Overstreet (32)
* Montage #1 -- Ger by ROSORGE (32)
* Shattered Images by Marianna Arvay (35)
*Knight of Passage by Wendy Joines (37)
* Vampire Sex by M.C. Schisler (38)
* The Sad Suicide of Nicholas De Chevalier by Sabine Bennemann (39)
* Angel of Mercy by Patricia Rorabaugh (41)
* Artist Rendition of a Different View by Mary E. Delon Santos (43)
* To Knight by Pat Sgroi (45)
* Forever Knight By Dianne Brannon (46)
* Poetry and Artists Renditions (Children of the Night, Footsteps and Shadows, The Keeper's Madam, One Man's Dream, Vampire Magic, and The Gift) by Teresa Guinn-Garcia (47-49)
* Cat's Paw by Lona Lea Jennings (50)
* Nick Knight by Pat Kieffer (51)
* A Parent's Lament by Rosemary Shad (53)
* Artist Rendition: Vachon's Family (55)
* Walk With a Vampire by Mary-Catherine Pryce (57)
* Night's Immortal Kisses by Sara Krause (58)
* Natalie's Song by Pat Sgroi (61)
* Heart of the Matter by Kathleen Condon (63)
* Native American Blackwing (65)
* An Evening Epherda Remembers of Her Former Life (68)
* Artist Rendition: Mortals of Knight by Valerie Bristor (69)
* A Love Lost, Remembered by Patricia Rorabaugh (71)
* Never and Forevermore by Tracy Ritter (72)
* My Knight by Stephaie Almond (73)
* Deja Vu by Helen Jean Moore (74)
* Another Knight to Remember by Valerie Bristor (75)
* Recital by Mary E. Delos Santo (78)
* Artist Rendition Lovers of Knight (79)
* How I Became a Vampire by Inga Raum (81)
* In My Dreams by Jennifer Zacek (83)
* Time to Go by Brenda Clarke (85)
* Blood by Mary-Catherine Pryce (88)
* A Forever Knight Viewing Event (91)
* LaCroix's Promise by Alice Starke (82)
* Knight Dreams by Candy Vogel (97)
* One Day by Tara Pays (93)
* Awakening by Pat Sgroi (94)
* A Hospital Shift to Remember by Mindy Kroch (95)
* Open Letter by Tatjana Seibetseder-Stella (101)
* The Craving by George W. Carr (103)
* Montage by ROSORGE (105)
* To a Loved One Now Dead by Tracy Ritter (107)
==Sample Gallery==
Image:iwish1.jpg|inside art. Artist Rendition, "Mortals of Knight" by Paula Cramer
Image:iwish2.jpg|inside art. Artist Rendition, "Another Face of Knight" by Paula Cramer
Image:iwish3.jpg|inside art. Artist Rendition, "Vachon's Family" by Paula Cramer
Image:iwish4.jpg|inside page sample with text on the left
File:Wishint4.jpg|inside art from the previous image. Artist Rendition, "A Different View" by Mary E Delos Santos
Category:Forever Knight Zines
Category:1996 Zines