Never and Always with Lighter Shades

You may be looking for Never and Always, a Star Trek: TOS zine by Sue Glasgow.
Never and Always with Lighter Shades is a slash K/S Star Trek: TOS anthology by S. Meek in the UK.
==About the Zine==
"This is an amalgamation of two K/S projects of S. Meek and Lesley Wood which will hopefully reflect all aspects of the genre, from more serious explorations of the relationship to lighter shades implied in the title." from an ad in Datazine #19 and Universal Translator #16 
==What Happened to the Cover of the First Issue?==
From the frontispiece of the first issue:
 
==Issue 1==
Never and Always with Lighter Shades 1 was published in 1982 and contains 200 pages. However, due to stapling problems, the issue was broken into two volumes, the first containing 98 pages and the second, 99 pages, with page numbers continuous throughout the two. This situation was explained in the editorial:
The zine features interior art by Roo, Nan Lewis, Sylvia Liske and Ann Humphreys, but appears to have been published without cover art. Later fans may have created their own covers or moved photocopied interior art to serve as a cover due to the printer problems.
From the zine: 
PART ONE:
* Editorial by S. Meek and Lesley Wood
* PROLOGUE by Vivien Young (1)
* Non-Regulation by S. Meek (4)
* WHEN THE NIGHT MEETS THE MORNING SUN by Crystal Ann Taylor (5)
* UNFINISHED BUSINESS by S. Meek (32)
* Enough Is Enough by Mary Sue (36)
* Surrender by S. Meek (37)
* PER ARDUA by Sue S. (38)
* Reactions by Dale S (46)
* I HATE DIPLOMATS by Doreen Dubois (47)
* POSSUM by K.S. T'Lan (56)
* Obsession by S. Meek (72)
* JEALOUSY HAS A HUMAN FACE by Jane J. Coulson (73)
* Oracle by Jane J. Coulson (98)
PART TWO:
* Never and Always by S. Meek (99)
* Star Shadows by Jane J. Coulson (99)
* The Catalyst by Sue W. (100)
* Perspectives	by S. Meek (110)
* Co-incident by Lesley Wood (124)
* Familiarity by S. Meek (124)
* Passion's Flame by Tina W. Pole (125)
* Forbidden Fruit by Jane Jones (129)
* Compulsion by S. Meek (reprinted from Thoughts of Love, published by Jenny Elson) (144)
* Kiss Me Quick by Lena M. (145)
* When the Spirit Gets You by Tina W. Pole (146)
* Defenceless by S. Meek (149)
* So Few Certainties by Elaine W (150)
* End-Game by Jane J. Coulson (174)
* I Stand Alone by Katy Deery (175)
* And the Dark Became the Light by Sylvia Liske (176)
* Mindgames by S. Meek (180)
* How Like a Winter by Jo Martin (184)
* Zine Ads (200)
Image:St never and always 1 back artist uknown.jpg| from issue #1, photocopied art used as a fan made back cover, artist unknown
Image:St never and always1 interior by roo.jpg|from issue #1 Roo
Image:St never and always1 interior by nan lewis1.jpg|from issue #1, Nan Lewis
Image:St never and always1 interior by roo2.jpg|from issue #1, Roo
Image:St never and always1 interior by nan lewis2.jpg|from issue #1, Nan Lewis
Image:lighter-6.jpg|from issue #1
Image:lighter-1.jpg|from issue #1
Image:lighter-2.jpg|from issue #1
Image:lighter-3.jpg|from issue #1
Image:lighter-4.jpg|from issue #1
Image:lighter-5.jpg|from issue #1
===Reactions and Reviews: Issue 1===
 
==Issue 2==
thumb| cover of issue #2
Never and Always with Lighter Shades 2was published in 1984 and contains 96 pages. 
It features interior art by Roo and C. Sibbett.
* The Gladiators, fiction by Indra (2)
* The Gift, poem by Dale S. (15)
* In the Still of the Night, fiction by	Devery Helm (16)
* Shock Treatment, fiction by Selina L. (20)
* Shore Leave Blues or When Green is Greener, poem by Meg Fine (25)
* Aphrodisiac Brew, fiction by Teresa W. (26)
* Metamorphosis, fiction 	by S. Meek (28)
* Silent Soliloquy, poem by Elaine Leeke (64)
* The Problem, fiction by Elsie C. (65)
* Bondlink, poem by S. Meek (70)
* Love Potion, fiction by Ann S. (71) 
* Shaping Up, poem by Mary Sue (72)
* The Close of the Chapter, fiction by Ann S. (73)
* Outakes from the Rewrite of Star Trek III, fiction by Jane J. Coulson (74)
* Frustration, poem by Noelle Harrison (79)
* Renaissance, fiction by S. Meek (81)
 
 
Image:Never & Always 2 int 1.jpg|from issue #2, C. Sibbett
Image:Never & Always 2 int 2.jpg|from issue #2, C. Sibbett
Image:Never & Always 2 int 3.jpg|from issue #2, C. Sibbett
===Reactions and Reviews: Issue 2===
==References==
Category:Star Trek TOS Slash Zines
Category:1982 Zines
Category:1984 Zines