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R.A.E.L.

I've never had a job. Not even part-time. How's that for mortifying?
The problem is that I'm shy as hell and prefer not to deal with people. As a result, there are so few options for me that I feel like I'm doomed. Working as a cashier or waitress is completely out of the question. Stocking would be okay, but my mom is strongly against it because she feels it would only help me a little. I'd be fine with (and possibly even enjoy) an office job, like data entry, but the sad fact is that there are barely any offices where we live. I like biology in the sense of work centered around animals, but I wouldn't wanna be a vet or vet's assistant. Blogging seems like a pipe dream at this point.
When September comes, I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do, and my parents keep pestering me about it. I feel lost, terrified, and a few minutes ago I broke down during dinner because I couldn't take it anymore.
Volunteering at my local library or animal shelter would be a start, I suppose, and even if they didn't pay me I'd get some experience. But after that, then what? I get my Bachelor's and keep looking? I don't feel like taking more classes because I don't even know what I'd take to help start a career. Aside from writing, there's not much else I'm good at. I used to be into drawing, but my art skills just aren't passable anymore.
I have plenty of time, I just don't know where or how to start. *insert massive stress sigh*
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Red

I was diagnosed with polycystic ovaries a few years ago and I don't really intend on treating it since I don't give a shit about having children or my fertility. I'm on depo(injection-based birth control), and thankfully I only have my periods every 3 months or so. My menstrual cycles give me crippling pain and are entirely unpredictable so this has been a blessing. But lately I've just been bleeding randomly and getting cramps without warning, and the past several days I've been having them nonstop and beginning to bleed at the slightest stressor. I called in sick today claiming I caught the stomach flu that's been going around lately, but in reality I was in such awful menstrual pain that I was nearly vomiting. My mother and my gynecologist are beginning to suspect endometriosis, which is a condition where the inner lining of the uterus begins to grow where it isn't supposed to. It runs in my family and it's pretty common in people with POCS and hormonal imbalances, of which I have both. Endometriosis significantly increases the risk of ovarian and reproductive cancers...
What's the most unusual is that depo is actually used as a treatment for this, since it essentially prevents the uterus from functioning, but it hasn't really been working as intended... Oral contraceptives or hormone therapy are other treatments, but I've had very bad experiences with oral contraceptives in the past.
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Sm0t

I hate having emotions, especially ones that make me cry. I've been this way for as long as I can remember thanks to not only being bullied at school for it but also my dad either checking out emotionally or giving me verbal abuse whenever I started to cry as a kid (especially when he was the one who caused it, it seemed); I remember being a kid and wishing I could have my tear ducts surgically removed so that maybe then dad would love me.
If something stresses me out or upsets me enough that I start shedding tears, I try to will myself so hard to stop more from falling. And when that doesn't work I get embarrassed at myself for crying at all (especially if I was with other people), which just stresses me out further and I start to cry harder. I don't like that my crying attracts so much attention from others that may be with me; I want so badly to just disappear from existence when it happens. I feel repulsed when other people touch me or offer me comfort, sympathy, etc. because of my emotions, because I get the feeling that those people think I'm too emotionally weak to handle a situation and needed to be treated like I was made of glass and I absolutely hate it. I don't understand why I can't control these emotions like it seems like the rest of the world can. 
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Sparklemilhouse

Monday, I had a bad dream about the guy I loved for 7 years. He came to see me at college before graduation, but instead of having sex with me, he wanted to hang out with topless, skinny girls. It was just like real life. Almost 2 years ago, he went to the Philippines to get some whore he met on the internet and he married her, leaving me absolutely devastated. I almost strangled myself and I scratched myself all over when I found out. I still cry when I think about it, I didn't think about it much when I was unemployed, because 100% of my thoughts went to trying to get a job. Now that I have a job again, it leaves me a lot of time to think*, and now due to that bad dream I had Monday I can't stop thinking about how he chose her over me, and I'm always on the verge of tears over it.
I know you're probably thinking why don't I try to date again, well, that's impossible when you're ugly. That's why he chose her over me.
*I'm alone at work a lot because I catalog new books that come to our library. I'm in front of a computer with the books all day. 
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Strewth

My father died two months ago, around the same time as I started a new job.
I've been trying to get on with life, but I'm just a wreck under the surface. I took meds for anxiety and depression for years prior to my father's passing, and now they seem to do nothing.
I can't get out of bed, and I've called in sick to work two days in a row.
I'm even lying to my girlfriend, because I feel embarrassed for taking the time off. Depression is an illness, but I'm just so conditioned to not equating 'sad' with 'sick' that I feel like I'm taking time off where everyone else would just be getting on with it and making themselves get on with life as normal.
I feel weak, stupid, and selfish.
Today I sent an email to my boss disclosing my mental health issues. I had previously concealed these from my employer, because I was worried they would consider me a weak person for having these faults, but heck, if I'm going to be taking time off, I don't want to compound things by lying.
Now I'm just waiting for the response. I'm hoping I don't lose my job. I like it, but everything is just too much right now.
I don't even know if writing all this will even help, but maybe it will offer some brief catharsis. Maybe you'll all think I'm as pathetic as I already think myself, then at least I'll get confirmation of what I suspected all along: that everyone feels this way, and that I need to just man-up and get on with it.
Blegh. 
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The Riddler

I've been physically violated by who I called my best friend, which I knew since 8 years. The thing is, nobody of my family/friends circle knows this - besides, this ex friend is a woman and when I try to introduce the subject of "females can be rapists, too" I get laughed at, which makes me feel even worse. Thanks to this I got trust issues and I can't even enjoy alone time with my boyfriend without starting to tremble and cry. That, and frequent nightmares that involve abuse. 
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Toasty

Hi all, took a break from the farms over winter, then on may 33 i had a stroke. Not even kidding. If thus is not ok, mods please remove, and guve me a good telling off. I need to get my wieght under control and have put uo a go fund me under joybicycle to try and buy a bike fir my health. Been iff eork since the stroke in hospital and home healung. Right side ischemic parietal, no paralysis, mild ataxia, so all things considered not nbad fine motor skills suck. Thanks for readin anothrr lkiwi @triptothemoon is on my fb and can verify. 
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Venus

So last month I quit my last job and have managed to find a new one within two weeks (which is good), but I'm at a point where I just feel like venting and letting it all out.
Let me preface this by saying that if you ever overhear an employer pressuring your coworker into having an abortion just because "they don't want to do things by the book" then take it as a red flag they will search for ways to screw you over.
Anyways, I left the last job because no matter how hard I tried I could never catch a fucking break. Whenever anything, and I mean anything no matter how minor, was to go wrong I was always the scapegoat because it was much easier that way. It was easier to blame than to admit any wrong doings... I was able to take it for a while but it does after a while really kill morale. Doesn't help employer had a tendency to micro manage, which doesn't help when same employer doesn't plan tasks for the week but rather does it by the day- and the deadlines were always fucking ridiculous too. I was able to meet up to those for a while, but somewhere between being stuck completing several last minute tasks and working over 60+ hours a week with less than minimum wage pay had burnt me out to the point of no return.
But what really got me to leave? The part where employer demanded I break up with my boyfriend because how fucking dare I want a life outside of work. Oh no my performance didn't drop because of their lack of realism when it came to jobs- nope, clearly it was because of the fact I wasn't married to the job!
That event ended up telling me one thing: she expected enployees to basically be yesman with absolutely no life outside of working at a farm. To me, that's unacceptable plain and simple no matter what field it is.
So as for the coworker who was getting pressured into having an abortion just so employer wouldn't have to pay into benefits for maternity leave? She left of course- until I was in the position of employer trying to invade my personal life decisions, I had no idea why she did suddenly quit.
It was scary to abruptly quit at first but now I have no regrets. 
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===The Saga of Darren Shan/Larten Crepsley===
*Darren Shan
*Larten Crepsley
*Harkat Mulds
*Vancha March
*Seba Nile
*Evra Von
*Hibernius Tall
*Desmond Tiny	
*Evanna
*Arra Sails
*Paris Skyle
*Arrow
*Mika Ver Leth
*Steve Leonard
*Debbie Hemlock
*Wester Flack
===The Demonata===
*Grubbs Grady
*Kernel Fleck
*Bec McConn
*Dervish Grady
*Beranabus
*Lord Loss
*Artery
*Vein	
*Meera Flame
*Bill-E Spleen
*Shark
*Sharmila Mukherji
*Nadia Moore
*Kirilli Kovacs
*Spine
*Prae Athim
===The City trilogy===
*Capac Raimi
*Ferdinand Dorak
*Stephen Herf	
*Al Jeery
*Paucar Wami
*Ama Situwa
===The Thin Executioner===
*Jebel Rum
*Sabbah Eid	
*Master Bush
*Master Blair
===Lady of the Shades===
*Ed Sievking	
*Andeanna Menderes
===Zom-B===
*B Smith
*Cass	
*Tyler
*Todd Smith
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Abe Lambourne

Abe Lambourne was a former soldier and formerly one of Ed Sievking's friends.
== History ==
He was the leader of a practical joke where he threatened to kill Simon Dale and shot him with a blank. Simon, in retaliation, stabbed Abe to death. This is what led to Ed leaving the army.
== Appearances ==
*Lady of the Shades
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Alan Morris

Alan Morris is Darren Shan's friend who is a famous scientist. He specializes in the area of cloning. He helped to create the first dragon and was one of the country's leading scientists. 
He was the one who first found out about the Cirque Du Freak (books only), by stealing an advert from Tony, his older brother. He cut his knee and Darren drank blood from the wound, not able to resist the urge.
== Appearances ==
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Alexander Ribs

Alexander Ribs is the skinniest man in the Cirque du Freak, and possibly in the world.
== In the Books ==
He can fold his body however he likes and can make music by hitting his ribs. Very little is mentioned about him in the series, except that he is good humored, and happens to be a contortionist. He later dies by the hands of the Vampaneze.
== In the Movie ==
He and Cormac Limbs seem to be some of the most bendy people in cirque du freak.They were also in the show that Darren first saw.
He was also seen in the Cirque Du Freak and a member of the Cirque.
== Appearances ==
=== Books ===
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=== Films ===
*Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
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Alice Burgess

Alice Burgess is the Police Chief Inspector of Larten Crepsley's birthplace. She later allied herself with the Vampires and aids them in the War of the Scars by recruiting an army of street people who can use modern weapons in the War of the Scars, the Vampirites.
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Allies of the Night

Allies of the Night is the eighth book in The Saga of Darren Shan and the second of the Vampire War trilogy.
== Plot Summary ==
Darren and Mr. Crepsley went back to Crepsley's hometown to investigate if the Vampaneze had set up territories there. Darren was given a notice, and he found out he had to attend school. People were killed during the night, so Mr.Crepsley and Darren investigated. Debbie Hemlock turned out to be Darren's teacher, even though she was now older than Darren, after 13 years. Darren was a student of Debbie. Crepsley had to go back to Vampire Mountain for Paris' funeral. Darren encounters an unknown Vampaneze with hooks for hands,and a mask wrapped around his face. Darren was attacked by Vampaneze and was then saved by Steve. Steve joins Darren for the hunt of the Vampaneze. Darren later reveals himself as a vampire to Debbie. Debbie joins Darren and Steve for the fight. Mr.Crepsley comes back later, and helps Darren pursue the Vampaneze, but doesn't trust Steve. Vancha also joins again later. They chased the hooked Vampaneze to the sewers at night. The Vampaneze led them to a trap. The Vampaneze Lord shows up, and Darren and his team were to kill him as their objective. Steve show his true side later betraying Darren and his friends. The hooked Vampaneze was revealed to be R.V. ( Previously Reggie Veggie, now Righteous Vampaneze). Steve joined the Vampaneze as revealed. A fight begins between the Hunters and the Vampaneze. Vancha charges through the Vampets, scattering them and Mr. Crepsley follows, slicing with his nails to bring down many Vampaneze. Darren soon beats Steve and is about to finish him off, but R.V. uses Debbie as a hostage, so Darren Shan does not kill Steve Leonard. R.V., Gannen Harst and the Vampaneze Lord soon leave. Darren and his friends took a Vampet and Steve as their hostage and was given a warning by Gannen to leave the tunnels immediately or he'll send Vampaneze to finish them off.
Category:The Saga of Darren Shan
Amargen

Amargen is a member of the McConn ráth. He had a wife and five children, whom were all killed by demons. On the night of his final son Ninian's death, Amargen went crazy with grief. He stole a chariot and the McConn's final horse. Conn tried to stop him, but Amargen threatened him. He went after the Demonata on the chariot, but was killed by them. ("Bec")
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Angela Shan

Angela Shan or just Mrs. Shan in the movie is Darren and Annie Shan's mother and the wife of Dermot Shan. She had a stamp collection before Darren's 'death' but it is unknown what happened to it now. She was obviously really upset when Darren 'died'.
She later moved out of the house with Dermot when Annie was old enough to live on her own but had helped Annie raise Darius Shan, her grandson before then. 
== Appearances ==
=== Books ===
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=== Films ===
*Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
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Annabella Fleck

Annabella Fleck is the sister of Kernel Fleck. She is also the daughter of Caspian and Melena Fleck.
== History ==
=== Demon Thief ===
It was mentioned that Anabella Fleck had died at some point. When Kernel brought Art back from the Demonata universe, his parents thought that this was a second chance.
== Appearances ==
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Annie Shan

Annie Shan is Darren's younger sister and the mother of Darius Shan. Her parents are Dermot Shan and Angela Shan. She returned in the 11th book (Lord of the Shadows). She has a child with Steve Leonard named Darius Shan.
== The Saga of Darren Shan ==
===Cirque Du Freak (book) ===
Annie Shan and Darren always got on well, but when the Cirque du Freak came to town she wanted to go instead of Darren, but she asked Darren to bring her a souvenir. After Darren had stolen Madam Octa, she came in Darren's room and saw Madam Octa and screamed. The Spider then bit Steve, paralysing him.
== Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant ==
In the movie, no mention is made of Annie ever knowing anything about the Cirque until she is kidnapped along with the rest of her family by Murlough and Steve.
== Appearances ==
===Books===
*"Cirque du Freak"
*"Lord of the Shadows"
*"Sons of Destiny"
===Movie===
*"Cirque du Freak:The Vampire Assistant"
==Sons of Destiny==
Annie is shown briefly. Her first encounter was when Darren was spying on her through a fence of their old house. Annie had Darius out of wedlock after Steve had convinced Annie that he loved her. One night close to the end of her pregnancy, Steve returned and started to mock Annie and shake her violently, saying "Its too late now!" Darius's father is Steve. Annie learns that her brother, Darren, is still alive. She also learned her son, Darius, was a half vampaneze until Darren made the difficult decision to re-blood him, knowing they could both die. Thankfully, they both survived. Then Alice guided them to another town far far away from where they lived just in case Steve tried to attack them and take them hostage. She is not seen again.
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Arra Sails

Arra Sails is one of the few female Vampires, but is considered the physical equal, or better, of the males. She is said to be not so pretty nor ugly but just averagely pretty, with a hard, weathered face, but on first meeting her, Darren was so accustomed to seeing scarred male vampires that she looked 'like a movie star' to him. At the time we meet her in Vampire Mountain, it is noted that she has not been beaten on the bars in eleven years. However, in the next book, she is beaten by Kurda Smahlt during the Festival of the Undead. Though he asks to shake her hand, a gesture she only grants to those whom have earned her respect, she refuses and flees the hall, ashamed. Darren, on the other hand, earned her hard-to-earn respect at their first meeting after a fight on the bars. Though she beats him, he demands she shake his hand after the fight, and she complies, saying that he put up an admirable fight. After the battle, Mr. Crepsley commented to Darren that he was amazed Darren was stupid enough to fight her as even he would have been reluctant to challenge her.
She is also Larten Crepsley's love interest and ex-mate. There is never much revealed about their relationship, but while Darren is recovering from his trial in the Hall of Flames (a trail which she prepared him for), she often comes to sit with him. Darren mentions that she spends most of the visits recalling old times and catching up with Larten and wonders if they are considering mating again. However, any time he mentions any romance between the two to his mentor, Larten abruptly changes the subject. She also accompanies Larten as well as several others to search for Darren when he goes missing.
Arra Sails was fatally wounded in the battle that began the War of the Scars by the Vampaneze named Glalda Erefith and dies soon after. On her deathbed, while Larten is sat with her, she asked him to promise that the Princes would spare Darren's life. After her death, her ex-mate stayed with her body until Seba took him away. 
thumb|left|Larten holding Arra
The enchantress Lady Evanna makes a portrait of Arra Sails on the backs of her specially bred frogs which she presents to Larten Crepsley in Hunters of the Dusk. Evanna calls this the present that would make up for the scar she gave Larten on his cheek and Larten is extremely touched by the gesture because he has not kept any mementos of Arra.
Arra was a servant for Evanna which is how she met Larten for the first time. She leaves a number of years where she later becomes a vampiress.
== Appearances ==
*The Saga of Darren Shan
**Vampire Mountain
**Trials of Death
**The Vampire Prince
**Hunters of the Dusk (mentioned only)
*The Saga of Larten Crepsley
**Ocean of Blood
**Palace of the Damned
**Brothers to the Death
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Arrow

Arrow is a Vampire Prince whose wife was killed by the Vampaneze. He loathes them for that reason. He is bald and has arrow signs going down the side of his head and arms. He is a fearsome fighter, using both boomerangs and swords. 
== Trivia ==
*He revealed in Trials of Death that he could not swim.
==Appearances==
*The Saga of Larten Crepsley
**Ocean of Blood
**Palace of the Damned
*The Saga of Darren Shan
**Vampire Mountain
**Trials of Death
**The Vampire Prince
**Hunters of the Dusk
**Killers of the Dawn (mentioned only)
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Art

Art is a young child who was temporarily Kernel Fleck's adoptive brother.
== History ==
=== Demon Thief ===
When Kernel's parents first saw Art they were confused, knowing he wasn't their kid, so they kept and eye out for and missing baby reports. Meanwhile, the family moves to an out of the way place just in case people got too curious. When Mrs. Egin, the town witch, summoned Cadaver, he took Art and Kernel began to chase him along with the Disciples throughout the universes. Finally in Lord Loss' universe, Art was transformed back into Artery and joined in on beating down the Disciples for trespassing on Lord Loss' land. Artery was also put in the crystal chessboard, from Drust, to be a clue for Kernel, who had to guess the name of the demon thief. When he got it correct on the final try Lord Loss transformed Artery back into Art and offered him to Kernel to keep, but he also warned Kernel that as Artery aged, he would crave more human flesh and eventually turn on Kernel and his family as he would still always be a demon at heart. After some thought Kernel decided to leave Artery with Lord Loss.
=== Dark Calling ===
An Old Creature took on the appearance of Art in front of Kernel.
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