The Voice Inside

The Voice Inside was the personal site for Deanie, webmistress of the Lisa Ryder Screencaps Archive and Affiliated Sites (Lisacaps.com). It includes fiction and manipulated images, music videos, icons, and wallpapers derived from an number of different fandoms. 
==Fan Fiction==
===Andromeda===
* Uncertainties series:
** Uncertainties (March 2002) - Rating: R - In the wake of the Bokor invasion, Beka and Tyr share a moment to reflect on their lives and their changing relationship.
** Fantasies (April 2002) - Rating: NC-17 - Tyr shares his wildest Nietzschean fantasies with Beka.
** Possibilities (September 2002) - Rating: NC-17 - Beka and Tyr explore their deepening relationship.
** Priorities (September 2002) - Rating: NC-17 - After nearly being killed by the Cetus, Beka and Tyr re-evaluate their priorities.
** Loyalties (October 2002) - Rating: R - Beka reconsiders her relationship with Tyr after finding out about his secret marriage to Freya.
** Eternities (October 2002) - Rating: NC-17 - After facing death fighting the dimension-shifting aliens, will Beka and Tyr finally be together for eternity?
* And They Danced (May 2002) - Rating: PG - After escaping from the Cetus, Beka and Tyr dance.
* Birthday Reflections (May 2002) - Rating: PG - Beka and Dylan share a reflective moment while preparing for Rommie's birthday party.
* Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (December 2002) - Rating: PG-13 - The crew of the Andromeda celebrates a special Christmas. Winner of the Affirming Flame Awards Christmas Challenge.
* Nightmares (March 2005) - Rating: PG-13 - Though he escaped death in the inter-dimensional tunnel in “The Tunnel at the End of the Light,” Tyr is haunted by what happened… even though he has no memory of those events.
* Reconciliation (October 2002) - Rating: PG - a Harper/Trance fic explaining the scene in TKD&D where Harper and Trance bring Beka Sparky Cola.
* Valentine's Day (March 2005) - Rating: PG-13 - What to get the woman who has everything? 
===Buffy & Angel===
* Bad Goodbye Series (June 1999-January 2000) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: PG-13 - Buffy and Angel have both known, subconsciously, that this moment is coming. Chronicles their feelings for the first year after their breakup.
* Leaving Sunnydale Series (August-September 1999) - Pairing: Xander/Anya - Rating: PG - Summary: What happens when Anya asks Xander to leave Sunnydale with her?
* All The Things We've Never Done (June 1999) - Pairing: Xander/Cordelia - Rating: PG - Cordelia and Xander toast their twenty-fifth anniversary.
* Behind The Masks (July 2001) - Pairing: Xander/Cordelia - Rating: PG-13 - Xander meets Cordelia's parents.
* I Never Loved You Anyway (September 1999) - Pairing: Xander/Cordelia - Rating: PG - After the events of "Lover's Walk," Cordelia thinks about her relationship with Xander.
* It's Your Love (June 1999) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: PG - Angel and Buffy are dancing in the dark, and he's struggling to find the words to tell her how he feels.
* Just Close Your Eyes (November 1999) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: PG - On her way home from stopping Acathla and sending Angel to Hell, Buffy reflects on her relationship with Angel and the events that have brought her to where she is.
* More Sorry Than You'll Ever Know (August 1999) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: PG-13 - At the end of "Lie to Me," Angel thinks about the horrors he has committed in the past, and how his love for Buffy has changed his life.
* Only When I Sleep (July 1999) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: R - After running away from home in the aftermath of "Becoming," Buffy's haunted by dreams of her lost love.
* To Get Me To You (June 1999) - Pairing: Buffy/Angel - Rating: PG - Prequel: It's Your Love - After dancing with Buffy and listening to romantic music, Angel finally tells Buffy how he feels, truly feels…even more than those three little words.
===Forever Knight===
The Forever Knight stories archived include:
* "Another Lonely Day" (August 1999) Rating: PGNat reflects on her life and her relationship with Nick after "Only the Lonely."
* "Another Lonely Night" (February 2000) Rating: PGNick reflects on his life and his relationship with Nat after "Only the Lonely."
* "Blood of Me" (January 2000) Rating: PG-13Nat is fascinated by Nick's description of vampire feeding.
* "Breathe" (March 2000) Rating: PGShe loves to hear him breathe.
* "Crowded Solitude" (May 2000) Rating: PGNatalie feels alone at the mall.
* "Everywhere I Turn" (January 2000) Rating: PGVachon returns to Toronto fifty years after Tracy's death
* "I Shall Believe" (January 2000) Rating: PG-13Response to the “What Did the Card Say” challenge
* "Regrets" (May 2000) Rating: PGTracy has more than a few regrets.
* "Take It Like A Man" (October 1999) Rating: PGIn a pre-first season story, Natalie returns from a disastrous date.
* "You're The Only One For Me" (September 1999) Rating: PGNick contemplates making a change in his relationship with Natalie.
===Stargate===
* A Perfect Day (July 2003) - Pairing: Sam/Jack, Daniel/Janet - Rating: PG - Jack celebrates his 50th birthday.
* In Another Time (August 2003) - Pairing: Sam/Jack - Rating: NC-17 - Sam and Jack grow closer while in 1969.
===Other===
* More Season's Greedings (January 1995) - Fandom: Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman - Rating: PG - A few romantic moments between Lois and Clark on Christmas Eve. (A continuation of the episode "Season's Greedings.")
* Eowyn's Lament (January 2003) - Fandom: Lord of the Rings - Rating: PG - Eowyn's thoughts after Aragorn is "killed" by the Warg riders.
* On the Edge (May 2005) - Fandom: Veronica Mars - Pairing: none - Rating: PG-13 - Spoilers: Through 1x22 "Leave it to Beaver" - Summary: Logan's on the edge...
===Crossovers===
* All In A Night's Work (April 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/Alias - Pairing: Angel/Sydney - Rating: PG-13 - Sydney encounters strange things on the streets of L.A., including a mysterious man named Angel.
* A Slight Detour (April 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/Highlander - Pairing: Willow/Richie - Rating: PG-13 - Strange events on the way to the Bronze lead to Willow's acquaintance with Richie Ryan.
* Beyond Time And Space (February 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/LotR - Pairing: Willow/Legolas - Rating: NC-17 - Willow and Legolas meet in their own private world. (Written with Serena)
* Crime And Unusual Punishment (May 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/Harry Potter - Pairing: Willow/Snape - Rating: PG-13 - Former Death Eater Severus Snape meets Willow Rosenberg when he's sentenced to assist at the new school for Potential Slayers.
* Crush (May 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/Harry Potter - Pairing: Hermione/Spike - Rating: PG-13 - Hermione has a crush on an older man -- Spike. Will her love be requited?
* Elvish Education (March 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/LotR - Pairing: Willow/Legolas - Rating: PG - Eternal student Legolas gets a little computer help from tutor Willow.
* First Date (February 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/Anita Blake - Pairing: Dawn/Nathaniel - Rating: PG-13 - Dawn and Nathaniel share a few surprising secrets on their first date.
* If He Only Knew (May 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/Anita Blake - Pairing: Fred/Jason - Rating: PG-13 - Fred's arrival in St. Louis isn't exactly what Jason is expecting.
* In The Dark (May 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/Birds Of Prey - Pairing: Angel/Helena - Rating: NC-17 - A night of demon slaying heats things up between Angel and Helena.
* More To Me Than You (May 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/Anita Blake - Pairing: Anya/Jean-Claude - Rating: R - Anya sets out on her own after three years of living with Jean-Claude.
* Never Saw Blue Like That (January 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/LotR - Pairing: Willow/Legolas - Rating: PG-13 - Fluffy romance from Willow's POV.
* Streets Of New Gotham (February 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/Birds Of Prey - Pairings: Connor/Dinah - Rating: PG-13 - Connor goes to New Gotham and helps Dinah slay some vampires.
* The Advantages Of Playing Hooky (April 2003) - Fandoms: Buffy/LotR - Pairing: Willow/Legolas - Rating: NC-17 - Legolas convinces Willow to stay home from work.
* The Problem With Portals (February 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/LotR - Pairing: Fred/Haldir - Rating: PG-13 - Fred is pulled into another portal, but this time lands in Lothlorien, with Haldir.
* Two By Moonlight (April 2003) - Fandoms: Angel/Anita Blake - Pairing: Anne/Richard - Rating: PG-13 - Anne Steele and Richard Zeeman get to know each other at a convention.
==Videos==
===Andromeda===
* Eureka Maru: version 2 - Song: "Trouble (remix)" by Shampoo - Size: 5.04mb - Format: mpg - Subject: Theoretical Andromeda AU Spin-off Eureka Maru - Note: I wasn't satisfied with the first version, so I reworked it. This is an opening credits style video for Eureka Maru, an AU Andromeda spin-off that is part of a fanfiction work in progress. I'm not a Dylan fan, so this takes him out of the equation :)
* Eureka Maru - Song: "Trouble (remix)" by Shampoo - Size: 5.04mb - Format: mpg - Subject: Theoretical Andromeda AU Spin-off Eureka Maru - Note: This is an opening credits style video for Eureka Maru, an AU Andromeda spin-off that is part of a fanfiction work in progress. I'm not a Dylan fan, so this takes him out of the equation :)
* Ghostbusters - Song: "Ghostbusters" by Ray Parker Jr. - Size: 6.72mb - Format: wmv - Subject: Andromeda ep "For Whom the Bell Tolls." - Note: With all of the spooky goings on on the Andromeda, this song seemed perfect for a FWTBT video. Turned out fairly comical and Harper-centric.
* Free - Song: "Free" by Marie Wilson - Size: 6.53mb - Format: wmv - Subject: Beka Valentine - Note: Montage of Beka clips from Andromeda's first two seasons.
* I'm Diggin' It - Song: "I'm Diggin' It" by Alecia Elliott - Size: 4.55mb - Format: wmv - Subject: Andromeda ep "Lava and Rockets." - Note: I confess. I'm one of the people who liked "L&R" (even though I don't like Dylan). Why? Because I love Kristin Lehman. I've been her fan ever since Forever Knight.
* Believe - Song: "Believe" by K's Choice - Size: 5.92mb - Format: wmv - Subject: Andromeda ep "Ouroboros" - Note: This is the first video I ever made. Not too bad for a first attempt. 
 
===Lord of the Rings===
* Damn Cold Night - Song: "I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne - Size: 60.77KB - Format: mpeg - Subject: Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring - Note: The first time I heard this song I thought it was perfect for "Fellowship." The lyrics fit so well -- "I don't know who you are, but I'm with you...". Plus, I'm sure it was a damn cold night on Caradhras.
* For Such a Time as This - Song: "For Such a Time as This" by Crystal Lewis - Format: mpeg - Subject: Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring - Note: This is actual a series of short videos, using the chorus to "For Such a Time as This." The chorus seemed to fit the intrepid spirit of the members of the Fellowship (and those that helped them along the way). Videos are listed below. 
===Stargate SG-1 & Stargate: Atlantis===
* I Just Can't Wait to Be King - Song: I Just Can't Wait to Be King by The Lion King cast - Size: 8.11 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: King Harry Maybourne and "It's Good to Be King," 'cause he definitely enjoyed the benefits of kingship.
* Dare Me - Song: Dare Me by The Pointer Sisters - Size: 7.16 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: Credit Winn Dixie with the idea for this one -- I got the idea while hearing this old Pointer Sisters song at the supermarket. A light, fun look at the relationship between Sam and Jack.
* Teal'c Decision - Song: "Away From Me" by Evanescence - Size: 8.38 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: A look at Teal'c life before he joined SG-1, and the events that drove him to abandon everything he knew for a chance at freedom.
* Heroes - Song: "Hero (Red Pill Mix)" by Superchick - Size: 4.18 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: I edited the song (originally about peer pressure) to make this tribute to the men and women of the SGC -- with an emphasis on the loss of Dr. Janet Fraiser.
* Where Do We Go From Here? - Song: "Where Do We Go From Here" by the Buffy the Vampire Slayer cast - Size: 4.90 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: The adventures of the Stargate: Atlantis crew in the Pegasus Galaxy, taken from the episode "Rising."
* Lifeboat - Song: "Breathing" by Lifehouse - Size: 6.88 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: The friendship (and possibly more) between Dr. Daniel Jackson and Dr. Janet Fraiser, using clips from "Lifeboat."
* One Girl Revolution - Song: "One Girl Revolution" by Superchick - Size: 6.29 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: Stop a black hole from getting through the stargate? No problem. Need to rewrite the laws of physics? She's your girl. Major Samantha Carter truly is a one girl revolution.
* My Only Hope - Song: "Only Hope" by Mandy Moore - Size: 6.29 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: The relationship between Major Samantha Carter and Colonel Jack O'Neill. In their crazy world, they're each other's only hope.
* This One's for the Girls - Song: "This One's for the Girls" by Martina McBride - Size: 6.73 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: The women of Stargate: SG1—Major Samantha Carter, Dr. Janet Frasier, Cassandra Frasier and Catherine Langford. - Note: This is my first Stargate music vid.
* Anything But Ordinary - Song: "Anything But Ordinary" by Avril Lavigne - Size: 2.22 MB - Format: wmv (high quality) - Subject: Cassandra Frasier - Note: This is a little (1:18) Cassie mini-video. The song seemed so appropriate, because she's anything but an ordinary teen.
===Other===
* Lisa Ryder -- She's Everywhere! - Song: "Everywhere" by Michelle Branch - Size: 30 KB - Format: mpeg - Subject: Lisa Ryder - Note: This video uses screencaps, not video clips. It was made to celebrate the first birthday of The Lisa Ryder Screencaps Archive and its 10000th hit.
* The Man in Me - Fandom: Joan of Arcadia - Song: "The Man in Me" by Scarlet - Size: 13.06KB - Format: wmv - Subject: Grace Polk, and the relationship between Grace and Luke Girardi - Note: I first heard this song as a Stargate video, but revisited the song because it was so perfect for Grace. It's my first (and so far, only JoA vid)
* That's How I Knew It Was Love - Fandoms: Buffy/LotR - Song: "It Was" by Chely Wright - Size: 2.69KB - Format: avi - Subject: Crossover—Willow/Legolas - Note: My first attempt at making a Willow/Legolas video, this is more a promo video for them as a couple because I couldn't find good clips to make it look like they were interacting.
* Everybody Dance Now - Song: "Everybody Dance Now" by C+C Music Factory - Size: 6.89KB - Format: wmv - Subject: Multifandom—everyone dancing - Note: One of my favorite videos that I've made, this includes clips from 22 episodes of 10 shows: Andromeda, Angel, Buffy, Charmed, Due South, Forever Knight, Highlander, Poltergeist: the Legacy, Roswell and Sliders.
* At the Beginning - Fandom: Firefly - Song: "At the Beginning" by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis - Size: 6.10KB - Format: wmv - Note: My first Firefly video, using clips up to "Ariel." The video is primarily about how Serenity's crew have come together like a family, but also includes Kaylee/Simon and Mal/Inara 'shippiness.
==Site History==
The Voice Inside was orginally located at http://www.lisacaps.com/thevoiceinside/, i.e. within Lisacaps.com. However, some time in 2003-4 it was moved offsite to http://www.creative-insanity.net/voice/, although it continued to be considered an ancillary part of the Lisacaps.com family of sites. The original index page remained on the Lisacaps.com website as a redirect page; but the main index of the site linked to The Voice Inside at its new location.
The Voice Inside was first recorded by the Wayback Machine at its new URL in June 2003. It disappeared from the web sometime after June 2008.
==Website Location==
* The Voice Inside - original location, showing redirect page (archived on the Wayback Machine)
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