Absolutely super! Loved reading it! I also lived in London for over 15 years and also had a very similar experience and recognised myself and my behaviour in many of your stories, as only had one husband and no experience with men) a really great book by Sherryl Argov "Why Men Love Bitches" helped me a lot. As soon as I started to follow all the rules from the book-love life dramatically improved) moreover, as an experiment -decided to use it on a 43 year old proper bachelor I fell in love with and ended up marring him )) He turned out to be an amazing husband and farther!!! Good luck and all the best wishes!