I just can not talk to you at the moment. I need some personal space. And please, do not accuse me in cheating or something like that. It is so wrong on so many levels. Just have some self-respect and stop accusing me in anything. I do not need this at the moment. The way you reacted to the situation upset me. Maybe I overreacted, started panicking, which does not give you any right to ignore, undermine, or disrespect my feelings. Some events that preceded your departure and shortly after your departure had an affect on my current state as well. I need to put my thoughts together. I need to start working without you overshadowing me. Your rejection and insolence toward my request just boosted this desire. I am not sure as of yet how we will interact when you come back, but for now I need some time to be alone. Not with anyone else, not searching for anyone else (so please stop asking such stupid questions our kids, or accusing me in catching some disease on the side, that's gross...), as after I speak to you, it takes to much of my energy and time, and I need an emotional "reboot" to be able to function normally afterwards. So, it does not help. Please respect my wish.