Happy Birthday...so make a wishPlease accept my apologies, wonder what would have beenWould you've been a little angel or an angel of sin?Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?I payed for the murder before they determined the sexChoosing our life over your life meant your deathAnd you never got a chance to even open your eyesSometimes I wonder as a fetus if you faught for your life?Would you have been a little genius in love with math?Would you have played in your schoolclothes and made me mad?Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper?Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters?I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose?And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow?Think about it every year, so I picked up a penHappy birthday, love you whoever you woulda beenHappy birthday...All I thought was a dream (make a wish)Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)All I thought was a dream (make a wish)Was as real as it seemedI made a mistake!I've got a millon excuses to why you diedBet the people got their own reasons for homicideWho's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it wouldn't have?I was young and strugglin' but old enough to be your dadThe fear of being a father has never disappearedPondering frequently while I'm zippin' on my beerMy vision of a family was artificial and fakeSo when it came time to create I made a mistakeNow you've got a little brother maybe he's really you?Maybe you really forgave us knowin' we was confused?Maybe everytime that he smiles it's you proudly knowin' that your father's doin' the right thing now?I never tell a woman what to do with her bodyBut if she don't love children then we can't partyThink about it every year, so I picked up a penHappy birthday, love you whoever you woulda beenHappy birthday...All I thought was a dream (make a wish)Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)All I thought was a dream (yeah, make a wish)Was as real as it seemedI made a mistake!And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens againFrom the endin' to the endin', never got to beginMaybe one day we could meet face to face?In a place without time and spaceHappy birthday...From the heavens to the womb to the heavens againFrom the endin' to the endin', never got to beginMaybe one day we could meet face to face?In a place without time and spaceHappy birthday...All I thought was a dream (make a wish)Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)All I thought was a dream (make a wish)Was as real as it seemedI made a mistake...!