Memories of the Past

When you want to forget,
But you can’t;
When you want to remember,
You forget;
It’s impossible to keep your thoughts together,
And recall the sweet memories of the past.
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I want to remember…
And I want to forget…
I’m scared, I’m lonely;
I don’t understand!
Why is it confusing?
Why can’t I decide?
My mind’s always spinning…!
Why is it so hard?
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Your soul has more than one cycle,
Your soul has more than one life…
But every time one of them comes to an end,
So does your memory, alas.
***
I want to remember…
And I want to forget…
I’m scared, I’m lonely;
I don’t understand!
Why is it confusing?
Why can’t I decide?
My mind’s always spinning…!
Why is it so hard?
***
You cannot forget what your body remembers,
But you can’t remember what your mind had forgot;
You cannot choose one and you cannot choose both:
That’s the rule that life’s got for us.
***
I want to remember…
And I want to forget…
I’m scared, I’m lonely;
I don’t understand!
Why is it confusing?
Why can’t I decide?
My mind’s always spinning…!
Why is it so hard?
***
I can’t find the answer and I doubt that I will,
I don’t want to discuss it:
My mind’s getting ill,
It’s horrible, terrible, it rips me apart!
Why is life…so hard?
Category:Poetry
Category:Dreams
Category:Real life
Category:Life
Category:Tragedy
Category:CLG