始 (Shi)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
劣等感をぶちまけて 	rettoukan o buchimakete 	I’ll vent this inferiority complex of mine
そう愛も恋も解んなくなって 	sou ai mo koi mo wakannaku natte 	Yes, failing to understand love or passion,
如何やって探せば良い？ 	dou yatte sagaseba ii? 	how should I seek it out?
視界五里先が霧中です 	shikai gori saki ga muchuu desu 	My field of vision is foggy within 20 kilometers
 	 	
疾うに手遅れだ？ 	tou ni teokure da? 	“I’m already too late,” you say?
誘因、皆目、見当つかず 	yuuin, kaimoku, kentou tsukazu 	I don’t understand the reason why, so
どうか待ってくれよ 	douka matte kure yo 	I’ll just ask that you please wait for me
無為な旅の始まりです 	mui na tabi no hajimari desu 	It’s the beginning of our idle journey
 	 	
ねぇ、どうやって愛せば良い？ 	nee, dou yatte aiseba ii? 	Hey, how should I go about loving you?
解答集　いつも　404 	kaitou shuu itsumo 404 	The answer is always a 404
気づいたらアイラブユー？ 	kizuitara airabuyuu? 	People fall in love unconsciously?
理解可否以前、有り得が無いね 	rikai kahi izen, arie ga nai ne 	It’s not even a matter of understanding or disagreeing, it’s simply not possible
 	 	
どうやって流せばいい？ 	dou yatte nagaseba ii? 	How should I pour this out?
もう詰まるくらいのクソったれを 	mou tsumaru kurai no kusottare o 	The one who put all these damn obstacles in my way
築いたのは愛憎You 	kizuita no wa aizou You 	was the you I can’t decide if I love or hate
どうしようもないくらい 溢れ出てます 	dou shiyou mo nai kurai afure detemasu 	To an extent that I can’t do anything about it, tears begin to overflow
 	 	
恋だった物は何？ 	koi datta mono wa nani? 	What is this thing that used to be “passion”?
そう、だってだって　知らないし 	sou, datte datte shiranai shi 	Yes, you see, I don’t get it at all, so
どうしても笑顔だけ 	doushite mo egao dake 	no matter what, I end up pasting on a smile
猛々しく反対に相対 	takedakeshiku hantai ni aitai 	when I think something is wrong
 	 	
愛だって何だって 	ai datte nanda tte 	What is “love” anyway?
そう、だってだって要らないし 	sou, datte datte iranai shi 	Yes, you see, I don’t need it at all, so
どうしても必要か？ 	doushite mo hitsuyou ka? 	“do I really need it?”
自問自答繰り返してます 	jimonjitou kurikaeshitemasu 	I keep wondering that to myself over and over
 	 	
満足感故虚無感 	manzokukan yue kyomukan 	Satisfaction causing this emptiness
始まりましたまして増した劣情 	hajimarimashita mashite mashita retsujou 	It’s begun, beginning, my lust is growing
理性的否性的衝動 	riseiteki ina seiteki shoudou 	Rationality, irrational impulses
無理なのでした無理やりなのでした 	muri nano deshita muriyari nano deshita 	They were unreasonable and forced
情操的、マスな虚言達は 	jousouteki, masu na kyogentachi wa 	Sentimentality, these mass-produced lies
何時迄恒常絶好調？ 	itsumade koujou zekkouchou? 	How long will this stay in perfect condition?
一体全体信じるのはナニモノですかぁ？ 	ittai zentai shinjiru no wa nanimono desu kaa?	What the hell is “believing,” anyway!?
 	 	
もう嫌だ！って 	aa mou iya da! 	I wanna just say, “Ah, I hate this!”
投げ出したい 	nagedashitai 	and run away from it all
解脱、求め 	gedatsu, meshia motome 	Now, forward to the west, seeking deliverance
さあ、西方へ！ 	saa, seihou e! 	and the commandments of the messiah!
 	 	
スタートラインの目の前で 	sutaato rain no me no mae de 	I don’t have the courage to jump the gun
フライングする度胸も無いし 	furaingu suru dokyou mo nai shi 	right in front of the starting line, so
「欺瞞」と「正義」を 	"giman" to "seigi" o 	I’ll just play with and press “deceit” and “justice”
手の平で捏ねて潰して 	tenohira de konete tsubushite 	together in the palms of my hands
 	 	
終わりだって 	owari datte 	Go ahead and cry,
嘆こうぜ 	nagekou ze 	“ah, this is the end!”
全て飲み干して 	subete nomihoshite 	Drink everything down
腹冷やして下して 	hara hiyashite kudashite 	to cool your stomach and then empty it out
 	 	
改めました？始めました？ 	aratamemashita? hajimemashita? 	Have you improved? Have you started?
本当の所の「音」は何処？ 	hontou no tokoro no "oto" wa doko? 	Where’s the “sound” of truth really?
「ボク」の声も「キミ」の声も 	"boku" no koe mo "kimi" no koe mo 	There’s no meaning in
意味なんか無いやいやい！ 	imi nanka nai yaiyai! 	“my” voice or “yours,” no, no, no!
 	 	
ああ止まないのは衝動で 	aa yamanai no wa shoudou de 	Ah, I can’t stop these impulses
もう取り留めないのが情動で 	mou toritomenai no ga joudou de 	or escape these emotions,
けど事態自体は不動態で 	kedo jitai jitai wa fudoutai de 	but my internal state is completely passive
いつまでアンバランス諸行無常 	itsumade anbaransu shogyou mujou 	Ah, how long will this imbalance and continuous reshaping last?
 	 	
けれども花魁道中で 	keredomo oiran douchuu de 	Still, this procession continues,
故に肝心なとこで慢心だって 	yue ni kanjin na toko de manshin datte 	so even if I end up becoming prideful at a critical moment,
傷口に塩水塗り込んで 	kizuguchi ni shiomizu nurikonde 	it’s like bandaging an open wound with salt water
痛いよ！ 	itai yo! 	it hurts!
 	 	
「ナニモナイゼ」の合言葉 	"nanimonai ze" no aikotoba 	Using “it’s nothing” as a catchphrase,
ちょっと汚過ぎやしなぃかい？無ぃかい？ 	chotto kitanasugi yashinai kai? nai kai? 	isn’t that a bit too dirty? Isn’t it?
嘘を付くのも大概で 	uso o tsuku no mo taigai de 	Ah, we’ve been speaking in mostly lies,
謎で覆うのも戯れ言だ 	nazo de oou no mo zaregoto da 	and making jokes out of covering up mysteries
終わってなんか無い 	owatte nanka nai 	This is nowhere near finished
さあ！さあ！さあ！さあ！始まりだした 	saa! saa! saa! saa! hajimaridashita 	Come! Come! Come! Come! It’s just begun
 	 	
ああー駄目だ！って 	aaa dame da! tte 	Go ahead and cry,
嘆こうぜ 	nagekou ze 	“Ah, I can’t do this!”
全て飲み干して 	subete nomihoshite 	Drink everything down
腹冷やして下して 	hara hiyashite kudashite 	to cool your stomach and then empty it out
 	 	
改めまして、始めまして 	aratamemashite, hajimemashite 	Nice to meet you, once again
本当の所の「音」は此処 	hontou no tokoro no "oto" wa doko 	Where’s the “sound” of truth, really?
「ボク」の声も「キミ」の声も 	"boku" no koe mo "kimi" no koe mo 	“My” voice and “yours,”
かき混ぜ　いぇいぇいぇい！ 	kakimaze ieieiei! 	now, let’s mix them together, yes, yes, yes!
 	 	
いつまで 	itsumade 	How long will
続くか 	tsuzuku ka 	this idiotic
アホみたいな 	aho mitai na 	fooling around
バカ騒ぎ 	bakasawagi 	continue?
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
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*Magenetra - Translation source
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