被抹去的女孩 (Bèi Mǒqù de Nǚhái)

==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
我本应在哪里　在云海 	wǒ běn yìng zài nǎlǐ zài yúnhǎi 	Where should I be? In the clouds?
还是花妖茶会上抚琴 	háishì huā yāo cháhuì shàng fǔqín 	Or playing the zither at the flower demons' tea party?
我本应在哪里　在荒野 	wǒ běn yìng zài nǎlǐ zài huāngyě 	Where should I be? In the wilderness?
还是帆船上与星密语 	háishì fānchuán shàng yǔ xīng mìyǔ 	Or on a boat with the code of the stars?
 	 	
然而连幻想都是一种错 	rán'ér lián huànxiǎng dōu shì yī zhǒng cuò 	But every fantasy is a mistake
因为我没有幻想的资格 	yīnwèi wǒ méiyǒu huànxiǎng de zīgé 	Because I don't have the qualifications to fantasize
凝视着血与火　多沉默 	níngshìzhe xuè yǔ huǒ duō chénmò 	Staring at the blood and fire, silent
 	 	
是谁不屑于听见我哭泣 	shì shéi bùxiè yú tīngjiàn wǒ kūqì 	Who is it that disdains to hear me cry?
深恶痛绝我每一次的深情 	shēnwùtòngjué wǒ měi yīcì de shēnqíng 	Despising every deep emotion that I feel?
抹去了我的痕迹还将我的存在冠以弱者姓名 	mǒ qùle wǒ de hénjī hái jiāng wǒ de cúnzài guān yǐ ruòzhě xìngmíng 	Erased every trace of me, and naming my existence as "Weak"
 	 	
唾弃我每一次呼吸 	tuòqì wǒ měi yīcì hūxī 	Casting my every breath aside
 	 	
我本应在哪里　在镜中 	wǒ běn yìng zài nǎlǐ zài jìng zhōng 	Where should I be? In the mirror?
还是梦里记住我自己 	háishì mèng lǐ jì zhù wǒ zìjǐ 	Or remembering myself in a dream?
可惜这一切都毫无意义 	kěxí zhè yīqiè dōu háo wú yìyì 	Such a pity that none of it has any meaning
因从未拥有过容身之地 	yīn cóng wèi yǒngyǒuguò róngshēn zhī dì 	Because I never had a shelter to call my own
 	 	
玩味着痛与涩　多熟悉 	wànwèizhe tòng yǔ sè duō shúxī 	So comfortable pondering pain and obscurity
 	 	
是谁拒绝承认我的声音 	shì shéi jùjué chéngrèn wǒ de shēngyīn 	Who was it that who refused to acknowledge my voice?
视而不见我每一次的求乞 	shì ér bù jiàn wǒ měi yīcì de qiúqǐ 	Turning a blind eye to my every plea?
抹去了我的痕迹还逼迫我服从拟定的命运 	mǒ qùle wǒ de hénjī hái bīpò wǒ fúcóng nǐdìng de mìngyùn 	Erased every trace of me, forcing me to submit to an uncertain fate
在只属于雄性的史书缝隙 	zài zhǐ shǔyú xióngxìng de shǐshū fèngxì 	in the cracks of "his"tory belonging to "he"
被推搡着挥砍下些许胜利 	bèi tuī sǎngzhe huī kǎn xià xiēxǔ shènglì 	Cutting down the few victories
演着一场似我非我的戏却不允许留半个署名 	yǎnzhe yī chǎng shì wǒ fēi wǒ de xì què bù yǔnxǔ liú bàn gè shǔmíng 	Performing as if I am not myself, but not allowing half a signature
 	 	
娃娃不明白　娃娃想被爱 	wáwá bù míngbái wáwá xiǎng bèi ài 	A doll doesn't understand, a doll wants to be loved
娃娃只想做个不被骂的女孩 	wáwá zhǐ xiǎng zuò gè bù bèi mà de nǚhái 	A doll just wants to be a girl who isn't scolded
既然不能爱　既然不能被爱 	jìrán bùnéng ài jìrán bùnéng bèi ài 	Since I can't love, since I can't be loved,
我不要这无未来的未来 	wǒ bùyào zhè wú wèilái de wèilái 	I don't want this futureless future
 	 	
是我抛弃了你们的恩赦 	shì wǒ pāoqìle nǐmen de ēnshè 	I am the one who cast away your acts of grace
是我被映在你们濒死的瞳 	shì wǒ bèi yìng zài nǐmen bīn sǐ de tóng 	I am the shine in your eye at the edge of death
是被引以为耻的女孩终结你们无趣的战争 	shì bèi yǐn yǐ wéi chǐ de nǚhái zhōngjié nǐmen wúqù de zhànzhēng 	I am the girl thought of as a disgrace, ending your dull war
是我在诅咒上帝的光芒 	shì wǒ zài zǔzhòu shàngdì de guāngmáng 	I am the one to curse God's light
是我向倒五星许下了愿望 	shì wǒ xiàng dào wǔxīng xǔ xiàle yuànwàng 	I am the one to wish upon five stars
是我即使去往地狱怀抱也不再将被爱幻想 	shì wǒ jí shǐ qù wǎng dìyù huáibào yě bù zài jiāng bèi ài huànxiǎng 	Even if I go to Hell, I will embrace the fantasies of being loved that will never come again
是我为夜幕身着起盛装 	shì wǒ wèi yèmù shēnzhe qǐ shèngzhuāng 	I am the one who wears the curtain of night
是我对着尸骸将歌谣高唱 	shì wǒ duìzhe shīhái jiāng gēyáo gāo chàng 	I am the one who sings ballads to the remains of the dead
纵然无人欣赏也要向世间宣告我原本的模样 	zòngrán wú rén xīnshǎng yě yào xiàng shìjiān xuāngào wǒ yuánběn de múyàng	Even if no one likes it, I will reveal my true form to the world
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