Envy

===== Possibly tangential, but I’ll add that I’d been taught (correctly or incorrectly) that the affect around envy is hate, while the affect associated with jealousy is love. =====
-- jjb0070 · 15 hr. agowhen did the meaning of envy and jealousy change? : thelastpsychiatrist (reddit.com)
------The two recently came together in a process that began on August 4, when Carmack retweeted a series of photos shared by SpaceX founder Elon Musk and said that someone was trying to wind him up over the fact that Musk had succeeded where he failed. "I can't overstate how alien that thought is to me," Carmack tweeted. "My joy at these things being built is deep."
- John Carmack visits Elon Musk's SpaceX Starbase, selfies ensue | PC Gamer
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