自己嫌悪と生涯を (Jikoken'o to Shougai o)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
種別は一緒　感受性は無限大 	shubetsu wa issho kanjusei wa mugendai 	The classification is the same, but receptivity is infinite.
たった一桁に個性の違いがあるの 	tatta hitoketa ni kosei no chigai ga aru no 	There is merely one individuality that is unique.
 	 	
「こうあるべきだ」 	"kou arubeki da" 	"This is how things should be."
そのテンプレートは誰が決めたの？ 	sono tenpureeto wa dare ga kimeta no? 	Just who decided on that template?
苦痛でしかない 	kutsuu de shika nai 	It's nothing but agony.
 	 	
そんなあたしも人目が気になるの 	sonna atashi mo hitome ga ki ni naru no 	Even someone like me is worried about the way others see me
多分本当は嫌われたくなくて 	tabun hontou wa kirawaretakunakute 	Perhaps, honestly, I just don't want to be hated
人の為に見えて実は全部自分のため 	hito no tame ni miete jitsu wa zenbu jibun no tame	I act as if I do it for others, but it's truly only for myself
 	 	
そうだよ　幸せになるな 	sou da yo shiawase ni naru na 	That's right, quit being happy
一生このままでいい 	isshou kono mama de ii 	Living like this forever is just fine!
いっそ視界全て 	isso shikai subete 	Everything in sight,
「化け物だらけにして欲しい」 	"bakemono darake ni shite hoshii" 	"I wish it was covered in monsters!"
なんて都合の良い 	nante tsugou no ii 	Such a convenience
妄想しか出来ない 	mousou shika dekinai 	is nothing but a fantasy
そんなの何も産まない 	sonna no nani mo umanai 	that will result in absolutely nothing;
あたしが一番知ってるから 	atashi ga ichiban shitteru kara 	I know this better than anyone
だるい 	darui 	I'm tired…
 	 	
人を散々見てきたはずなのに 	hito o sanzan mite kita hazu nano ni 	Although I'm sure I've seen many people,
多分どっかで逸らし始めたみたい 	tabun dokka de sorashi hajimeta mitai 	it seems that somewhere along the line I've started avoiding them
喋ることも自信を持つことも 	shaberu koto mo jishin o motsu koto mo 	Socialization and self confidence
忘れちゃった 	wasurechatta 	are skills I have forgotten
 	 	
どうやって幸せになるの？ 	douyatte shiawase ni naru no? 	How does one become happy?
ずっとこのままは嫌 	zutto kono mama wa iya 	I don't wanna keep living like this!
こんな本音なんてここだけの話だもん 	konna honne nante koko dake no hanashi da mon 	These honest feelings are between the two of us
全部あたし達の勝手 	zenbu atashitachi no katte 	Everything is dependent on us;
人だから、当然この先が怖いの 	hito dakara, touzen kono saki ga kowai no 	We're human, so it's natural for us to be scared of what's ahead
酸素さえ吸いたくない 	sanso sae suitakunai 	I don't even want to breathe oxygen
 	 	
やっぱ幸せになるな 	yappa shiawase ni naru na 	I guess let's quit being happy
一生このままでいい 	isshou kono mama de ii 	Living like this forever is just fine!
あー本当くだらないね 	aa hontou kudaranai ne 	Ah, this is so stupid, right?
それでもこのままの思考で 	soredemo kono mama no shikou de 	Still, I keep thinking like this
飛び降りる前は景色がいいはず 	tobioriru mae wa keshiki ga ii hazu 	I'm sure the scenery I witnessed before jumping was nicer
ずっとここで過ごしたら 	zutto koko de sugoshitara 	If I spend all my time here
感情の在庫が切れそうだ 	kanjou no zaiko ga kiresou da 	I'm sure my emotional inventory will run out
 	 	
やめた 	yameta 	I give up.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*君は一生私を忘れない (Kimi wa Isshou Watashi o Wasurenai) (album)
==External Links==
*Dropbox - Off-vocal and lyrics
===Unofficial===
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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