Tension

My environment is killing me
My "home" cuts off my air
This town is depressing me
Feels like I'm drowning in despair.
I hate what my life's become
The world has beaten down my heart.
Sadly living in this hell,
is what keeps me from falling apart.
People try to "help" me
seemingly on a whim.
Yet they know that I'm not crazy,
they just want me dull like them.
They choke me with medication
to put me in my "right" mind
but if they were to look inside my head
they'd weep at what they'd find.
My heart is full of tension
strung so tight idk what to do.
In all honesty, how hard is it
to say "I love you too." ?
I guess I'll end my prattle,
because I doubt any of you care,
I guess I'll write all this shit down
so it'll at least feel like someone's there.....
Category:Nhlott
Category:Poetry