Crying

I m crying, yes, I m crying  
 And I just don t know  
 How it s all going to end
I m thinking back a long time 
 When I hit my woman down  
 It was a bad, bad, bad evil night
When I realized what I'd done 
Way, way too late, too late  
Too late for words and I m crying
In torment sometimes 
We hurt each other so bad  
Nobody to turn to, no going back  
No such thing as God for us
No more to touch her body  
No more to stroke her hair  
All I can do is break down in tears  
I'm crying and wondering
Where am I now because of what I did  
I just don t know and I'm crying 
It was a long, long time ago 
The pain is over now
But I still think back sometimes  
And remember how I cried, crying