終末じゃない (Shuumatsu ja nai)

==Lyrics==
Main Singer	Flower	Xin Hua
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
ただ自分の道だけ踏みしめて歩きたくて 	tada jibun no michi dake fumishimete arukitakute 	I just want to step firmly and walk my own path 
はみ出さないようずっと慎重に進んでた 	hamidasanai you zutto shinchou ni susundeta 	I always moved on carefully, so that I won’t stick out 
ただ自分を信じてまっすぐに線を引いて 	tada jibun o shinjite massugu ni sen o hiite 	I just believe in myself and directly draw the line
乱されたくない思いで忌み嫌っていた 	midasaretakunai omoide imikiratte ita 	With the feelings I didn’t want thrown out, I hated it
 	 	
ただ自分の道だけ踏みしめて歩きたくて 	tada jibun no michi dake fumishimete arukitakute 	I just want to step firmly and walk my own path
終着だけを見据えがむしゃらに進んでた 	shuuchaku dake o misue gamushara ni susundeta 	I recklessly headed towards the end of the line that I could only gaze at
もう時間がないんだ　止まる余裕もないんだ 	mou jikan ga nain da tomaru yoyuu mo nain da 	There’s no time anymore, and I have no more remaining composure
鮮やかに見とれたいんだ　光景に　憧憬に 	azayaka ni mitoretain da koukei ni shoukei ni 	I want to be vividly fascinated by the view and aspiration
 	 	
狂気を嫌っていたんだ　正しく在りたくて 	kyouki o kiratte itan da tadashiku aritakute 	I hated the insanity, but I surely wanted to become proper 
甘い思いも独りよがりも許せなかった 	amai omoi mo hitoriyogari mo yurusenakatta 	I couldn’t tolerate my sweet thoughts or my complacency
 	 	
病魔を恐れているんだ　ただ逃げ切りたいだけ 	byouma o osorete irun da tada nigekiritai dake 	I’m scared of disease, so all I want to do is to get away from it
後悔の愛をいつでもどこでもすがっていて 	koukai no ai o itsudemo dokodemo sugatte ite 	I’m always clinging onto the regretful love anywhere
 	 	
もうやっぱり やっぱり息が苦しい 	mou yappari yappari iki ga kurushii 	It still hurts to breathe,
藻掻くせいで傷つけてしまった 	mogaku sei de kizutsukete shimatta 	and I hurt myself because I struggled
 	 	
どうやっても やってもただ清潔で 	dou yatte mo yatte mo tada seiketsu de 	No matter what, simply pure, 
どこまでも行けると信じてたんだ 	doko made mo ikeru to shinjitetan da 	I believed I could go anywhere
 	 	
今時間を報じて　振るう手はを切った 	ima jikan o houjite furuu te wa fuu o kitta 	Now announcing the time, I cut up the sky with my swinging hands
噛み合わなくて溶け合うことを恐れてた 	kamiawanakute tokeau koto o osoreteta 	I feared the things that didn’t mesh, but blended together
 	 	
まだ答えを余して光明は靄がかって 	mada kotae o amashite koumyou wa moya ga katte 	I save the answer still, and the haze fogs over my hopes 
閉じこもり息を殺した　最低だ　最低だ 	tojikomori iki o koroshita saitei da saitei da 	Shutting myself away, I held my breath— it’s horrible, it’s the worst
 	 	
用意は終わっていたんだ　ただ慣らしていくだけ 	youi wa owatte itan da tada narashite iku dake 	The preparations ended, I was just becoming familiar with them
過ぎた潔癖も蹴った後悔も意味はなかった 	sugita keppeki mo ketta koukai mo imi wa nakatta 	There was no reason for my expired fastidiousness and rejected regret
 	 	
興味は深く沈んでいた　顔も上げられなくて 	kyoumi wa fukaku shizunde ita kao mo agerarenakute	My interests sank deeply, and I can’t lift up my face
秘密は秘密のまま消えると思っていた 	himitsu wa himitsu no mama kieru to omotte ita 	I thought the secret would remain a secret and disappear
 	 	
もう何にも 何にも使い切れない 	mou nannimo nannimo tsukaikirenai 	I can’t use up anything anymore,
見えない毒に削られたまま 	mienai doku ni kezurareta mama 	because it remains reduced by the unseen poison
 	 	
ねえ今更 今更君に聞けない 	nee imasara imasara kimi ni kikenai 	Listen, I can’t ask you how at this point,
どこまでが終着なんだ 	doko made ga shuuchaku nanda 	so how far is the end of the road
 	 	
今更分かり会えない 	imasara wakariaenai 	It’s too late to understand one another
今更分かち合えず触れられないんだ 	imasara wakachiaezu furerarenain da 	So now, without sharing, I can’t be touched
 	 	
今更分かり会えない 	imasara wakariaenai 	It’s too late to understand one another
今更分かち合えない　寄る辺なき僕らは 	imasara wakachiaenai yorube naki bokura wa 	At this point we can’t share, so we, who are helpless,
待っていた 	matte ita 	waited
 	 	
もうやっぱり やっぱり息が苦しい 	mou yappari yappari iki ga kurushii 	It still hurts to breathe,
どうやっても やってもただ清潔で 	dou yatte mo yatte mo tada seiketsu de 	and I hurt myself because I struggled
 	 	
もうやっぱり やっぱり不安は要らない 	mou yappari yappari fuan wa iranai 	I don’t need anxiety anymore
始まりは終わりを拭い去った 	hajimari wa owari o nuguisatta 	The beginning cleared away the end
 	 	
どう在っても 在っても正解じゃない 	dou atte mo atte mo seikai ja nai 	No matter what, I’m not right
拙くて逸れていく道を往こう 	tsutanakute sorete iku michi o yukou 	Let’s go down the poor and straying path
 	 	
今日ばっかり ばっかり繰り返さないで 	kyou bakkari bakkari kurikaesanaide 	Please, don’t repeat today over and over
もう何でも 何でも飲み込んでいくように 	mou nande mo nande mo nomikonde iku you ni 	as if you’ll take in everything
 (checked by Forgetfulsubs)
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*Outer Sample (album)
==External Links==
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
*piapro - Off vocal
*piapro - Lyrics
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*Translation
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