Icanas Mind

Out of all of my OC's, one of the most well known and most oldest is Icana. No one knows why I named her Icana, or whether or not Icana has meaning. Another mystery is her morals. In some roleplays she has been a cold blooded killer. In others, she is a little sweetheart. Icanas mind is sort of a mystery. I've explained it a bit before. Her at home life was terrible to the point where she was driven between sanity, and insanity. She is very unstable. But what goes on in the mind of this strange dragonet? I will show you...
== Chapter One: Home ==
Help! Please! My mind feels like its waging war upon itself. I'm trapped between my own thoughts! I'm almost insane. I know its going to happen. No need to tell me! I just want to stop it from happening. My parents are fighting again. How in Pyrrhia did they become mates?! An icewing and a Rainwing! That's just going to fall to pieces. My younger siblings are crying. I hate the sound of dragonets crying. It makes me feel like I can't find hope in the world. I pace back and forth through my small room. Sure, its a little small, but so am I. The noises all around me get louder and louder. I know I'm going insane, but please don't let it happen now! I begin to frantically pack a sack. School starts tomorrow, so I might as well leave already. I open my bedroom window and make a run for it.
I continue through the rainforest. I'm not very good at gliding through the dense trees without bumping into something! Therefore I stay on the ground. On my way, I realized that maaaaaaaayyyyybe I should check on Heartfinder. I run through the forest and get to his house. Well, his window, at least. I peek through the window to see if he's sleeping. It is kind of late. NO! I am not stalking him. We're friends! If I jump through his window, he shouldn't have to care! I look around his room. Aaaaaaaaaaaaand there he is! Reading a boring book being boring!
"Heartfinder!" I exclaim. Heartfinder gets shocked and yelps, and accidentally drops his book. Awwwww, what a scare-dy pants.
"Oh, its just you Icana. What are you even doing up so late?" Heart replies.
"I decided to head over to school early! It may be starting tomorrow, but I want to get a head start!" I declare. Declaring stuff is fun!
"Did you tell your parents?" Heart crosses his arms. Oh no.
"...No?" I reply sheepishly. Sheesh, feels like the walls are closing in.
"Look Icana, your lucky to have them. They might not be great, but they exist." Heart says, making me feel really, really guilty. His parents... were the best. But one day they disappeared without trace. I don't lie when I say I feel sorry for his loss, but he should face the fact my parents are nothing compared to them.
"Heartsy, I know that you see parents as a gift, but mine are soooooo terrible!" I say. Did I just call him that?
"Did you just call me that?" Heart says. Thats it. I'm officially the worst at coming up with nicknames.
"Well! Byeeee Heartsy!" Hes stuck as Heartsy forever now. Heartfinder sighs and waves goodbye.
I continue through the rainforest, and stumble upon a icewing. Why the moons is he here? Welp, time to use that "icewing etiquette" my dad always is trying to teach me. I calmly walk up to him. His scales were light blue and were sparkly for some reason. I step on something unusually spikey. I look down to check what it was. Moons. It was his tail.
"Ow!" The icewing exclaimed.
"Well excuuuuuuse me! You just left your tail lying around so anyone's unsuspecting talon can step on it! Do you know how spikey it is?!" I arrogantly replied. Well, there goes being nice.
"Well sorry you weird dragonet."
"GASP. I AM NOT WEIRD!!" The weirdest part of that phrase is that I said gasp. The word gasp. Why am I like this.
"Weird rainwing" The icewing muttered as he walked away. He was completely wrong about the rainwing thing. I am a hybrid. Did he not notice the spikes?I mean, yes, I am colorful and beautiful, but that doesn't mean I can't possibly be a hybrid! Rude.
I continue to walk and soon I was out of the rainforest. I begin to fly. The skys empty, just me and... everythings probably horrible back at home. Everyones probably fighting, and- I just need to calm down. Its always going to be like that. I don't know what my familys breaking point is, and I probably don't want to see it.
I land outside jade mountains entrance. How long was I flying for? It went by so fast... I am stupid to think anyone would be awake right now. I prepare for a long night.
==Chapter Two: School begins==
more flying in soon!
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