まっしろな毒 (Masshiro na Doku)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
おもちゃ箱にこもり続けて 	omochabako ni komori tsuzukete 	I continue to shut myself inside the toybox,
周りの子はいつしかいなくなった 	mawari no ko wa itsushika inakunatta 	And before I knew it, the kids around me are gone
 	 	
新しい日迎えたくなくて 	atarashii hi mukae takunakute 	Unwilling to face a brand new day,
眩しい嘘に目を細めてたんだ 	mabushii uso ni me o hosometeta nda 	I narrowed my eyes at that dazzling lie
無為に過ごす時間を撫でて 	mui ni sugosu jikan o nadete 	I caressed the time I’ve spent in idleness,
仕方がなく脈を打っているんだ 	shikata ga naku myaku o utte iru nda 	As my pulse couldn’t help but throb
 	 	
見よう見真似で覚えた毒 	miyoumimane de oboeta doku 	This poison毒 ‘doku’, ‘poison’ may be a play on the word 独 ‘doku’, ‘alone’ or 徳 ‘toku’, ‘virtue’/’values to keep by’. I’ve learnt by watching others
いつか意味が分かるのかな 	itsuka imi ga wakaru no kana 	When will I finally understand its meaning?
 	 	
一人二人と　大人ごっこしながら 	hitori futari to otona gokko shi nagara 	In flocks of one, two people, while I play this make-believe game of being adults
今も生きている　当たり前のように 	ima mo ikite iru atarimae no you ni 	Right now, I am again living, in a manner that’s expected of all of us
何もない何もない真っ白な私に 	nani mo nai nani mo nai masshiro na watashi ni 	Over this pure blank, pure blank, pure white me,
そっとクレヨンで色を塗りつぶそう 	sotto kureyon de iro o nuritsubusou 	I will softly colour myself with crayons
 	 	
ふわりふわふわと理想が逃げ出す 	fuwari fuwafuwa to risou ga nigedasu 	Softly drifting, my dreams have started to run away
今は遠ざけた現実が綺麗じゃなくてもいい 	ima wa toozaketa genjitsu ga kirei janakute mo ii	And now, it’s fine even if the reality I’ve kept at bay isn’t great
 	 	
わけわからずこの世を学ぶ 	wake wakarazu kono yo o manabu 	Without understanding the why’s, I learn the ways of this world
優しい毒とか汚い薬とか 	yasashii doku toka kitanai kusuri toka 	About the kindly poison, the foul汚い ‘dirty’/’foul’ may also be used to describe actions of trickery that are considered to be foul or underhanded. medicines, and such
 	 	
見よう見真似で覚えた道 	miyoumimane de oboeta michi 	This way of living that I’ve learnt by watching others
置いて行かれないように歩こう 	oiteikarenai you ni arukou 	Let’s commit to it so that I may not be left behind
 	 	
一人二人と　大人ごっこしながら 	hitori futari to otona gokko shi nagara 	In flocks of one, two people, while I play this make-believe game of being adults
今も生きている　当たり前のように 	ima mo ikite iru atarimae no you ni 	Right now, I am again living, in a manner that’s expected of all of us
クレヨンを片手に時を撫でた僕ら 	kureyon o katate ni toki o nadeta bokura 	Holding the crayons in one hand, as we were caressing the time passing,
誰にも邪魔されず今も脈を打つ 	dare ni mo jamasarezu ima mo myaku o utsu 	Without being disturbed by anybody, our pulse again throbs today
何もない何もない真っ白な私は 	nani mo nai nani mo nai masshiro na watashi wa 	As for this pure blank, pure blank, pure white me,
どこに行ってもここに帰るだろうな 	doko ni itte mo koko ni kaeru darou na 	I must always be bound to return here no matter where I go
 	 	
ふわりふわふわと生きて永らえて 	fuwari fuwafuwa to ikite nagaraete 	Softly drifting, my life passes for a long time
昔遠ざけた現実が不格好に咲いた 	mukashi toozaketa genjitsu ga bukakkou ni saita 	The reality I’ve kept at bay a long time ago blooms uglily
ここから始まれ 	koko kara hajimare 	This is where I must start now!
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
*MOKSHA (album)
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