Room Of Angel

"Room Of Angel" by Bestla is the Bitch (Ft. The Kid's Corpses) is a dark and haunting song that explores complex emotions surrounding a toxic mother-child relationship. The lyrics paint a picture of a distant and unloving mother who is now lying silent before the protagonist, who is seemingly avenging her past by offering her the love she never gave to the mother in her final moments. The protagonist feels both resentment and apathy towards the mother, and sings a disturbing lullaby to her as she passes away.
The lyrics suggest that the protagonist had a difficult and abusive childhood, with the mother never showing love or affection towards her child. They sings that they "despised" the mother and feel "nothing" for her now that she is dying. The reference to the "love you never gave" implies that the mother is the one who caused the rift in their relationship, and that the protagonist is now in a position of power to offer what had been denied to them.
The ending of the song offers a glimpse into the protagonist's psyche, as they question the whereabouts of a light and wonder if it's weeping somewhere. The lyrics suggest that the protagonist is grappling with complex emotions of grief, anger, and acceptance towards their mother's death and their own personal demons.
Overall, "Room Of Angel" is a haunting and disturbing portrayal of a mother-child relationship marked by resentment, apathy, and deep-seated emotional scars.