Dreary

"I'm fine. I'm always fine." -DrearyDrearyArtist
Well, going to be me once I draw herBackground InformationCreator
Sarahyasmine
Main Attribute
Faded things, sun-bleached furnitureElemental Attribute
AshTheme Animal
WolfTheme Color
Grey, light yellowy-whiteTheme Song 
Golden Days by P!ATD
MBTI Personality
TBDCharacter Information
Age
33
Gender
Female
Orientation
Straight
Occupation
One of The Smiler's assistants
Tribe
HiveWing
Nicknames
Rea, Dee
Goal
To make others happy. It's the only thing that makes her happy, or gives her purpose
Residence
The Sanctuary
Relatives
None
Allies
The Smiler
Enemies
Enemies of Smiles
Likes
Happiness, blood, hugs, Smiles
Dislikes
When dragon's won't let her help/comfort them
Powers and abilities
Great hugger, amazing listener
Weapons
Her razor-sharp claws
Ships
None??
Quote
"Ah yes, another unhappy soul. I wonder what I can do to help. Nothing? Then die, person."
i found a pile of polaroids' in the crates of a record shop
they were crazy, crazy looking back...
from a night that time forgot
APPEARANCE
The best way to describe Dreary would be one of those striped white-and-yellow lawn chairs that stretch out to act like something comfortable, but really they're just poky and hard in all the wrong places. She has sun-bleached looking scales, which are light yellow and grey, and she hasn't a single spot of black on her body. 
Dreary's primary colors (her mainscales, face and back-of-legs) are a faded, almost sickly shade of yellow. Her horns, spikes and top-of-head are a light grey, and her accent scales are a slightly darker shade of grey. Her topscales are a musdardy, bleachy shade of yellow. The only thing on Dreary that holds any real color whatsoever are her eyes; they are a light grey-blue, the color of a stormy ocean; but really quite soft. 
Dreary is always tired; mostly because of the emotional trauma she went through as a dragonet, but also owing to the fact that she overworks herself insanely. She keeps a light bounce in her step, to distract any dragons--but truthfully, mostly herself--from the fact that she might not be feeling up to life. The only actual sign that something is off is that her wings hardly ever flap or buzz unless she's flying.
Under Dreary's soft, blue eyes, there are usually dark rings, which are usually not noticeable unless she is feeling particularly tired. They are darker when she is going through spouts of PTSD, as she usually can't sleep well during these times.
boy he was something debonair in 1979
and she had farrah fawcett hair
carafes of blood red wine
PERSONALITYDreary was raised in a particularly abusive home, and she had trouble coping until she was 'saved' by the Smiler and his Sanctuary. When she was corrected, it was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to her; she forgot everything bad that had ever happened in her life. Unfortunately, due to the strong emotional effects her childhood had on her, she has PTSD from time to time, and can recall terrifying flashbacks of her former life. This leads to her experiencing more dependance on 'the serum' and it's more short-term effects like erasing her memories over and over. The experts think that the medication will eventually have no effect on her at all.
Dreary is, by nature, a sweet and grateful dragon, but she is a bit skittish and/or violent and unpredictable at times. She is generally happy, preferring to smile at random dragons and basically forget what happened to her in the past; but there is always a strange, almost creepy tinge of sadness in her that she can't shake off. Because of the fact that her parents were abusive, and she never received any form of love throughout her lifetime, she has a deep fear of abandonment. Dreary also has a strange attachment to hugs, and feels instantly relieved of everything weighing on her when she hugs someone, or better yet, they hug her.
Most of the time Dreary can be confused. She feels happy and bubbly, and all the dragons in the Sanctuary seem the same...but there is always this nagging in her chest telling her that something isn't right. She has programmed herself to not question the fact that she doesn't have a past that she can remember, and treats it like it's the everyday norm, which can leave her wondering what on earth is happening to her. This can lead to her being very disoriented at times.
Dreary also has a strong affection for the Smiler himself; she sees him as a kindred spirit, and gets a strange fuzzy feeling whenever he talks to her. She finds him fascinating, but if she's around him too long she starts to remember what he gave her during her correction, and it leads back down the path to her old memories. Smiles has grown quite used to administering doses of the serum to Dreary, and they have become...in some words...friends. (Scroll, you'll have to approve this XD)
in the summertime, in the summertime...
oh don't you wonder when the light begins to fade
and the clock makes all the colors turn to grey
HISTORY
Dreary born to two HiveWings, and they treated her well enough; that is, until she reached the age of two months. That's when they began fighting. Hornworm and Stinger had always had a topsy-turvy relationship; Stinger was a narcissist, and Hornworm was, in some aspects, a psychopath. When Dreary was hatched, they practically ignored her. She had trouble finding food or hobbies for herself, as her parents ignored her once they realized she wasn't useful to them in any way. Stinger, her mother, had always been lazy and didn't feel like relocating her; so she let her starve, and Dreary became fully self-sufficient by the age of one and a half. She was terrifyingly skinny, and her scales lacked color because of how little nutrients she was getting. Unfortunately, both of these things stayed with her for the rest of her life.
More coming.
forever younger, growing older just the same
all the memories that we make will never change
RELATIONSHIPS
Smiles (Scroll?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvLsdqiEJwM
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Character by Sarahyasmine. Coding by Dins. Please do not steal character or coding. 
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