孤独の番人 (Kodoku no Bannin)

==Lyrics==
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Japanese 	Romaji 	English
午前2時の 	gozen niji no 	2 AM on
誰も居ない駅のホーム 	dare mo inai eki no hoomu 	The empty station platform,
非日常的な光景に感じた 	hi nichijouteki na koukei ni kanjita 	I experienced an extraordinary scene
この世界に独り取り残されたような気になって 	kono sekai ni hitori torinokosareta you na ki ni natte	Feeling like I had been made to leave this world behind all alone,
急に涙溢れた 	kyuu ni namida afureta 	I was filled with tears
 	 	
失うのが怖いから 	ushinau no ga kowai kara 	Since the thought of losing someone fills me with fear,
誰とも交わらず 	dare to mo majiwarazu 	I mingle with no one
「こんな世界のせいだ」と 	"konna sekai no sei da" to 	An outburst of anger, saying
八つ当たりして 	yatsu atari shite 	"It's all the fault of this world!"
見えないものに囚われ 	mienai mono ni toraware 	Held captive by things unseen,
息も出来なくて 	iki mo dekinakute 	Unable to even breathe,
差し出された腕を切り落とした 	sashidasareta ude o kiriotoshita 	Chopping off that outstretched arm
 	 	
君の一番になりたくて 	kimi no ichiban ni naritakute 	Wanting to be your most precious,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed everything
ただ愛されたいと願う事は罪なのでしょうか？ 	tada aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi nano deshou ka? 	Is simply wanting to be loved a crime?
願えば願うほど苦しい 	negaeba negau hodo kurushii 	The more I wish for it, the more painful it becomes,
心を突き刺して 	kokoro o tsukisashite 	As if piercing my heart
寂しがり屋で面倒臭い 	sabishigariya de mendokusai 	Worn down by the loneliness,
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
 	 	
少しだけ離れた距離にいて 	sukoshi dake hanareta kyori ni ite 	Existing only a short distance away,
愛想笑いを浮かべていたよ　嗚呼 	aisou warai o ukabete ita yo aa 	Wearing an insincere smile, ah,
高いところから 	takai tokoro kara 	From a high place,
勝ち誇ったような 	kachihokotta you na 	With a triumphant look,
顏をして 	kao o shite 	You disappeared
目の前から消えたんだ 	me no mae kara kietanda 	From before my eyes
 	 	
ひとりぼっちの空は暗くて 	hitoribocchi no sora wa kurakute 	The sky of solitude begins to darkly distort
真っ赤に染まる景色歪んでく 	makka ni somaru keshiki yugandeku 	The scenery of that has been dyed in red
あなたの声が聞こえないように 	anata no koe ga kikoenai you ni 	So as to not hear your voice,
耳を塞いで 	mimi o fusaide 	I plug up my ears
この手もこの目もこの心も全部いらない 	kono te mo kono me mo kono kokoro mo zenbu iranai 	These hands, these eyes, this heart, I need none of them
 	 	
誰かのためになりたいとか 	dareka no tame ni naritai to ka 	Wanting to exist for someone's sake
自己満足な優しさ押し付け 	jikou manzoku na yasashisa oshitsuke 	The compulsion of such a self-satisfying kindness,
ヒヨリヨガリは見苦しい 	hiyori yogari wa migurushii 	Such a conceited notion is unsightly
それはただのエゴイストでしょ？ 	sore wa tada no egoisuto desho? 	Such a thing is simply egoism, is it not?
 	 	
思い通りにならないから 	Omoidoori ni wa naranai kara 	Unable to be what you want me to be,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed it all
自分勝手で吐き気がする程 	jibun katte de hakige ga suru hodo 	To the extent of becoming sick from selfishness,
狂っているわ 	kurutte iru wa 	I've gone mad
愛せば愛すほど　切ない 	aiseba aisu hodo setsunai 	Becoming more painful the more I love,
心を撃ち殺して 	kokoro o uchikoroshite 	Having shot my heart dead wanting your concern
かまって欲しい 	kamatte hoshii 	Such a manner of thinking
思考回路　理解は不能 	shikou kairou rikai wa funou 	Is impossible to understand
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
 	 	
君の一番になりたくて 	kimi no ichiban naritakute 	Wanting to be your most precious,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed everything
ただ愛されたいと願う事は罪なのでしょうか？ 	tada aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi nano deshou ka? 	Is simply wanting to be loved a crime?
願えば願うほど苦しい 	negaeba negau hodo kurushii 	The more I wish for it, the more painful it becomes,
心を突き刺して 	kokoro o tsukisashite 	As if piercing my heart
寂しがり屋で面倒臭い 	sabishigariya de mendokusai 	Worn down by the loneliness,
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
|-|2018 Live =
Singer	Len	Gackpo and KAITO
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
午前2時の 	gozen niji no 	2 AM on
誰も居ない駅のホーム 	dare mo inai eki no hoomu 	The empty station platform,
非日常的な光景に感じた 	hi nichijouteki na koukei ni kanjita 	I experienced an extraordinary scene
この世界に独り取り残されたような気になって 	kono sekai ni hitori torinokosareta you na ki ni natte	Feeling like I had been made to leave this world behind all alone,
急に涙溢れた 	kyuu ni namida afureta 	I was filled with tears
 	 	
失うのが怖いから 	ushinau no ga kowai kara 	Since the thought of losing someone fills me with fear,
誰とも交わらず 	dare to mo majiwarazu 	I mingle with no one
「こんな世界のせいだ」と 	"konna sekai no sei da" to 	An outburst of anger, saying
八つ当たりして 	yatsu atari shite 	"It's all the fault of this world!"
見えないものに囚われ 	mienai mono ni toraware 	Held captive by things unseen,
息も出来なくて 	iki mo dekinakute 	Unable to even breathe,
差し出された腕を切り落とした 	sashidasareta ude o kiriotoshita 	Chopping off that outstretched arm
 	 	
君の一番になりたくて 	kimi no ichiban ni naritakute 	Wanting to be your most precious,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed everything
ただ愛されたいと願う事は罪なのでしょうか？ 	tada aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi nano deshou ka? 	Is simply wanting to be loved a crime?
願えば願うほど苦しい 	negaeba negau hodo kurushii 	The more I wish for it, the more painful it becomes,
心を突き刺して 	kokoro o tsukisashite 	As if piercing my heart
寂しがり屋で面倒臭い 	sabishigariya de mendokusai 	Worn down by the loneliness,
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
 	 	
少しだけ離れた距離にいて 	sukoshi dake hanareta kyori ni ite 	Existing only a short distance away,
愛想笑いを浮かべていたよ　嗚呼 	aisou warai o ukabete ita yo aa 	Wearing an insincere smile, ah,
高いところから 	takai tokoro kara 	From a high place,
勝ち誇ったような 	kachihokotta you na 	With a triumphant look,
顏をして 	kao o shite 	You disappeared
目の前から消えたんだ 	me no mae kara kietanda 	From before my eyes
 	 	
ひとりぼっちの空は暗くて 	hitoribocchi no sora wa kurakute 	The sky of solitude begins to darkly distort
真っ赤に染まる景色歪んでく 	makka ni somaru keshiki yugandeku 	The scenery of that has been dyed in red
あなたの声が聞こえないように 	anata no koe ga kikoenai you ni 	So as to not hear your voice,
耳を塞いで 	mimi o fusaide 	I plug up my ears
この手もこの目もこの心も全部いらない 	kono te mo kono me mo kono kokoro mo zenbu iranai 	These hands, these eyes, this heart, I need none of them
 	 	
誰かのためになりたいとか 	dareka no tame ni naritai to ka 	Wanting to exist for someone's sake
自己満足な優しさ押し付け 	jikou manzoku na yasashisa oshitsuke 	The compulsion of such a self-satisfying kindness,
ヒヨリヨガリは見苦しい 	hiyori yogari wa migurushii 	Such a conceited notion is unsightly
それはただのエゴイストでしょ？ 	sore wa tada no 	Such a thing is simply egoism, is it not?
 	 	
思い通りにならないから 	Omoidoori ni wa naranai kara 	Unable to be what you want me to be,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed it all
自分勝手で吐き気がする程 	jibun katte de hakige ga suru hodo 	To the extent of becoming sick from selfishness,
狂っているわ 	kurutte iru wa 	I've gone mad
愛せば愛すほど　切ない 	aiseba aisu hodo setsunai 	Becoming more painful the more I love,
心を撃ち殺して 	kokoro o uchikoroshite 	Having shot my heart dead wanting your concern
かまって欲しい 	kamatte hoshii 	Such a manner of thinking
思考回路　理解は不能 	shikou kairou rikai wa funou 	Is impossible to understand
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
 	 	
君の一番になりたくて 	kimi no ichiban naritakute 	Wanting to be your most precious,
すべてを壊したの 	subete o kowashita no 	I destroyed everything
ただ愛されたいと願う事は罪なのでしょうか？ 	tada aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi nano deshou ka? 	Is simply wanting to be loved a crime?
願えば願うほど苦しい 	negaeba negau hodo kurushii 	The more I wish for it, the more painful it becomes,
心を突き刺して 	kokoro o tsukisashite 	As if piercing my heart
寂しがり屋で面倒臭い 	sabishigariya de mendokusai 	Worn down by the loneliness,
孤独の番人 	kodoku no bannin 	The guardian of solitude
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==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*EXIT TUNES PRESENTS VOCALOID™3 Library MAYU SPECIAL 2CD (album)
*月刊eta Vol.04
*GOTTANI!
The live version was featured on the following albums:
*VanaN’Ice LIVE 2018 Dear VaNI The Place Promised
==External Links==
*Karaoke - Password: scl
*Pixiv - illustration
*Pixiv - illustration (VanaN'Ice Version)
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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*Nico Nico Pedia
*Vocaloid Wiki
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