ゴッホ・ディストレス (Gogh Distress)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
思えばいつも右往左往 	omoeba itsumo uousaou 	When I think about it, I’m always just wandering aimlessly
心が壊れていく 	kokoro ga kowareteiku 	My heart is falling apart
日々廃れて逃避行 	hibi sutarete touhikou 	The days fall obsolete as I try to escape them,
移ろう日常、追いつけない 	utsurou nichijou, oitsukenai 	but my life keeps changing and I can’t catch up
 	 	
悪夢の様な妄想、幻聴 	akumu no you na mousou, genchou 	Illusions that seem like nightmares, auditory hallucinations
誰にも理解されないまま 	dare ni mo rikaisarenai mama 	Understood by no one,
無情なほどに、惰性で月日を過ごしてきた 	mujou na hodo ni, dasei de tsukihi o sugoshitekita	I dispassionately idled my time away in a rut
 	 	
拙い幸せ、家族、仕事 	tsutanai shiawase, kazoku, shigoto 	A clumsy bliss, family, work
信頼、仲間、愛すべき人 	shinrai, nakama, aisubeki hito 	Trust, close friends, beloved people
 	 	
大切なものが多すぎるんだ 	taisetsu na mono ga oosugirunda 	These precious things keep piling up
いくら免罪施したって 	ikura menzai hodokoshitatte 	No matter how many people I forgive,
どれだけ欲望抑えたって 	doredake yokubou osaetatte 	no matter how forcefully I stifle my desires,
変わらない心の罪悪が 	kawaranai kokoro no zaiaku ga 	the terrible sin of my unchanging heart
日々頭の中に突き刺さる 	hibi atama no naka ni tsukisasaru 	continues to pierce through every day in my head
 	 	
悪夢の様な現実が 	akumu no you na genjitsu ga 	A nightmarish reality
狂った自分を見せつける 	kurutta jibun o misetsukeru 	puts my oddness on display
妬みも、怒りも、苦しみも、涙も 	netami mo, ikari mo, kurushimi mo, namida mo 	Jealousy, anger, pain, and suffering
溢れる想いの裏返しだ 	afureru omoi no uragaeshi da 	are all on the underside of these overflowing feelings
 	 	
誰かがどんなに邪魔したって 	dareka ga donna ni jama shitatte 	No matter how much someone tries to stand in my way,
僕は変わらず僕のままでいよう 	boku wa kawarazu boku no mama de iyou 	I’ll continue to be myself, unchangingly
彩の無い白黒の命 	irodori no nai shirokuro no inochi 	I want to try to convey this
あるがままに伝えていきたい 	arugamama ni tsutaeteikitai 	black and white, unsaturated life just as it is
苦しくても叶えたい夢がある 	kurushikute mo kanaetai yume ga aru 	I have dreams I want to make reality, even if it’s painful
 	 	
気づけば何かを描いていた 	kizukeba nanika o egaiteita 	By the time I realized it, I’d drawn something
自分の全ての感情を 	jibun no subete no kanjou o 	Layering paint over
モノクロの想いを塗り足して 	monokuro no omoi o nuritashite 	all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
ありのままの彩りを描いた 	arinomama no irodori o egaita 	I’d painted a candid work
 	 	
どれだけ老いても認められない 	doredake oite mo mitomerarenai 	No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
何百枚描いても報われない 	nanhyakumai egaite mo mukuwarenai 	There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
自分の心を切り刻んで 	jibun no kokoro o kirikizande 	Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく 	chihedo hakinagara demo egaiteiku 	I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
 	 	
ただ自由になりたくて 	tada jiyuu ni naritakute 	I just want to be free
ただ自由に生きたくて 	tada jiyuu ni ikitakute 	I just want to live freely
呼吸するように筆を持った 	kokyuu suru you ni fude o motta 	I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに 	mieru mono subete o kyanbasu ni 	painting everything I see onto the canvas
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう 	kono inochi tsukiru made, egakitsuzukeyou 	I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
 	 	
夢だと思った現実も 	yume da to omotta genjitsu mo 	The reality I’d thought to be a dream,
妙にリアルな夢さえも 	myou ni riaru na yume sae mo 	and even the peculiarly realistic dreams—
心奥底のプライドが 	kokoro oku soko no puraido ga 	the pride in the depths of my heart
都合のいいほど脚色していく 	tsugou no ii hodo arenji shiteiku 	conveniently dramatizes them all
 	 	
己の耳を切り落しても 	onore no mimi o kiriotoshite mo 	Even if I chop off my own ear,
己の指を燃やしても 	onore no yubi o moyashite mo 	even if I burn my own fingers,
愛する人にも認められない 	aisuru hito ni mo mitomerarenai 	I won’t be acknowledged by the people I love
心の感情も満たされない 	kokoro no kanjou mo mitasarenai 	I can’t fulfill the feelings inside my heart
 	 	
けれど真っ白なキャンバスは 	keredo masshiro na kyanbasu wa 	But a blank canvas is
いつでも自分のスタートライン 	itsudemo jibun no sutaatorain 	always and forever my starting line
燃えるような意識と情熱で 	moeru you na ishiki to jounetsu de 	With this burning awareness and passion,
全てを描き上げていくだけだ 	subete o kakiageteiku dakeda 	I’ll simply paint everything out
 	 	
誰にも負けない、誰にも描けない 	dare ni mo makenai, dare ni mo kakenai 	I gave rise to an overflow of life
たくさんの命を生み出した 	takusan no inochi o umidashita 	that won’t lose to anyone, that can’t be drawn by anyone
挫折も後悔も軋轢も 	zasetsu mo koukai mo atsureki mo 	My frustration, my regrets, my dissent—
全てをこの手で描いてゆく 	subete o kono te de egaiteyuku 	I’ll paint them all out with this hand
 	 	
自分の追い立てる現実は 	jibun no oitateru genjitsu wa 	The reality I’m trying to chase away
容赦なく心を貪って 	youshanaku kokoro o musabotte 	relentlessly grasps for my heart
縋りついて、離れない 	sugaritsuite, hanarenai 	These clingy, unshakeable,
不器用な想いがから回った 	bukiyou na omoi ga kara mawatta 	awkward feelings aren’t accomplishing anything
 	 	
彩りの無い人生ならば 	irodori no nai jinsei naraba 	If this life won’t ever gain any color,
自分で絵の具を描き足せばいい 	jibun de enogu o kakitaseba ii 	then it’ll be enough if I can paint by my own hand
机上の空論でも、関係ない 	kijou no kuuron demo, kankei nai 	It doesn’t matter if that’s just an empty theory
 	 	
気づけばひたすら描いていた 	kizukeba hitasura egaiteita 	By the time I noticed, I’d been drawing devotedly
自分の全ての感情を 	jibun no subete no kanjou o 	Layering paint over
モノクロの想いを塗り足して 	monokuro no omoi o nuritashite 	all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
彩りのある命を生み出した 	irodori no aru inochi o umidashita 	I’d given rise to a life full of color
 	 	
どれだけ老いても認められない 	doredake oite mo mitomerarenai 	No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
何百枚描いても報われない 	nanhyakumai egaite mo mukuwarenai 	There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
自分の心を切り刻んで 	jibun no kokoro o kirikizande 	Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく 	chihedo hakinagara demo egaiteiku 	I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
 	 	
ただ自由になりたくて 	tada jiyuu ni naritakute 	I just want to be free
ただ自由に生きたくて 	tada jiyuu ni ikitakute 	I just want to live freely
呼吸するように筆を持った 	kokyuu suru you ni fude o motta 	I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに 	mieru mono subete o kyanbasu ni 	painting everything I see onto the canvas
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう 	kono inochi tsukiru made, egakitsuzukeyou 	I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
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