In the Morning

DeathMurder_JH:  '- Wake up Velius!' - Shouted Mattias
already morning. He was cleaning his round glasses as he said: '- You fell
asleep too. But this is not a problem. We still need to go back to Society! And
clean up this mess!' - He walked from one side to the other looking for clean
clothes. '- And God!' - He put his hand on his head. '- I need coffe!' - He
pulled Velius by the wrist and said: '- Come on, get up!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, alright.. now
you want to go back? yesterday...*yawn* you told me that you didn't wanted to
go back to the Society! and John is still in your apartment! after cleaning
this up we have to go get him! and want some coffee? here's some! *Velius made
appear ghost coffee.. obviously Matt can't drink it*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I changed of idea! Although... frankly
I do not know if I want to go back...' - he stopped abruptly and said: '- I can
not drink it!' - Mattias started to walk from one side to the other looking for
more bandages because unfortunately his wound had returned to bleed. '- Ah!
again?! It is the fourth time!' - He threw another towel bloodstained and took
the shirt looking for another clean. ' - Oh... And... Good morning Velius.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh.. so you don't want
to go back? i'll have to respect that.. and what's with that bloodstained
towel?... you're bleeding again?! lay down, i'll put you a bandage, stop
moving!! *Velius was a bit angry, but he tried to calm down* and.. good morning
Matt!
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked Velius and replied: '- I'm
fine, I'm fine! There were not many bloodstained towel, only three... or
four...or... And, ended up the bandages...' - he muttered somewhat worried
looking at the blood on the towel. '- This is a problem?' - He asked looking at
the towel and looking Velius.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  it's a problem! if you
lose too much blood you'll be unconscious again... and we don't have any
bandages? alright alright, uhh.. put another towel in the wound and stay
quiet!! the wound will bleed more if you move! *Velius was worried about
Mattias. he was drinking ghost coffee and John? he was still sleeping and
dreaming*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- No! I'm fine... I don't need help! ' -
He swallowed some pills that he had found and continued: '- I need water! And
best clothes... Oh, and... Are you okay?!' - he asked randomly. '- I do not
remember how I got this wound... What happened yesterday, Veli?'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):   alright.. if i have
to tell you everything..
yesterday we got drunk, John, i and you killed some people, you invited me to
your apartment, we ended in a house, a guy just tried to kill John and you
killed him, we entered the house and stole all the valuable items and you
didn't wanted to give me something. then we started a fight, i was so crazy
that i wanted you to stab me, you didn't, we talked a few minutes, then i called
you friend, you told me that you were addicted to drugs, and if with all your
defects i would still be your friend and i said yes, but if you killed someone
in the society intentionally or down the effects of the drugs i would have to..
kill you. after that you asked me help to hide the body of the man, and four
more. i suggested you to burn the place, but you didn't agreed with me, then
you invited me to your apartment, we finally reached it, i and John stayed in a
room while you were doing.. whatever. you came to the room all bloodstained and
with a knife in hand, i asked you where were the body was, and you told me that
you hadn't killed anyone, then you told me that 2 bodies were in two other
rooms, i went to one, a few minutes later... you hitted me with a stick full of
studs.. you did the same thing to John and you dragged me here.. then i don't
know what you exactly did to me while i was unconscious but i waked up, i
couldn't move, you talked about the madhouse you had been, and you told me that
you spent months in that place for my fault. after all that a man appeared and
tried to make you kill me. then that man... stabbed you ...
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias stared Velius for about two
minutes until he said: '- I just remember whiskey, death, and you by my side
when I woke up.' - He sat in stretcher and watched the blood dripped into his
hands. '- So, we kill many people? This is good or bad? Wait, that's already
morning?! God, I'm so cold.' - He was pale and cold because he had lost too
much blood.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i don't know if it's
bad or good, but for me.. it was the best night i had in many years! and-- oh
my god you're pale! you lost a lot of blood!! what do i have to do now?! 
*Velius is desperate, he fairly know how to stop a bleeding*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- So, we killed a lot of people...' - he
said a little happy. '- I do not know...'- he said he distracted. '- That
hardly happens... There must be something in the first-aid kit...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll check
it! *Velius checks the first aid but finds a few things that aren't for this,
he's not happy* no no no! alright... put another towel in the wound and press
it for a few minutes! and don't wake up from the stretcher!
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looks even more concerned for
Velius and says, trying not to move: '- It hurts... It hurts a lot... Argh...
Velius...' - He was really suffering.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. what will i
do if you don't want to go to the Society or to a hospital? i can't have
another dead here, not today or ever. 
i'll go search some water to clean the wound, then you'll put the towel again
and you'll keep it pressed!
*Velius searched some water in all the house, then returned and began cleaning
the wound very carefully*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- No! No hospital or the Society.' -
Backed him, moving backwards. '- I'm still cold and it still hurts!' -
exclaimed tired. '- Oh Velius, finish it soon!' - He threw his body forward and
rested his head on Velius shoulder.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll not take
you to those places, but let me clean the wound! it's for your best and you'll
be alright! just let me clean it! *Velius was worried about Mattias, but anyway
he tried to clean the wound very carefully*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I'm tired.' - He muttered, ignoring
anything that Velius said or did. '- If I were dead, it would not be a problem.
But I'm not...' - Mattias remained leaning against Velius and said: '- I'm too
tired.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  it would be a problem
if you were dead! what are you talking about? *Velius was more worried about
Mattias, but he tried to do his best to take care of him*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I'm saying I'm tired.' - repeated in an
obvious way. '- And sleepy... *yawn* You should go after John, do not stay
here. You're wasting your time taking care of me.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'm not wasting my
time, and John can wait. he can defend himself and he wasn't drunk the last
night, i believe he's alright. and besides... i don't know how to come back.
*Velius was still worried about Matt, and he can't come back after all*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I know you want to go back... My
apartment is two streets down, turning right, with the number 13. It will not
take more than fifteen minutes to get there. Not take too long to come back,
because I'll probably end up sleeping. But... I would love that you were not
goes...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  if you want it, then
i'll stay here all the time you want, alright?
*Velius is still a bit worried, he don't want to go back. Matt would probably
fall asleep. and if he can't wake him up? no, he'll stay here, no matter what*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- Okay... But...' - he fell back, lying
on the stretcher. '- I do not feel good.' - This time he had a fever. Yes,
there was something wrong and he did not know what it was. Maybe the pills?! He
may have lost a lot of blood? Maybe he was hallucinating? It was hard to tell.
He looked at Velius, hoping that he would do something to help.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  h-hey what's happening
now? *Velius touched his forehead and felt heat in the head of Mattias* i-i'll
bring a towel and water! that should make disappear the fever!
DeathMurder_JH:  '- Velius... Stay here...' - he was
starting to get worried. '- I do not want to die... Velius...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  uh.. you'll not die!
but if i don't do anything, you will! let me go to search some water and a
towel! i'll not go!... yesterday i promised you that i won't go anywhere, i'll
not break that promise!
DeathMurder_JH:  He smiled pleased and relieved and left
Velius fetch a towel. Mattie!  - Shouted a female voice that
desperately knocked on the door. '- Velius, who's there?' My sweetie! I
mean... Mattias! I know you're there! '- Oh no...' Come on, darling open
the door! I do not see you for one week! You was not working... Where have you
been all this time?! Huh?! '- Velius, no matter what happens do not open that
door. Give it one way, but do not kill her!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll... scare
her! how's that sound? with my simple presence i can do it! and it's not
necessary that i open the door! what do you say?
DeathMurder_JH:  Okay, Ophelia left. She just got tired of
waiting. Mattias sighed with relief and said Velius : '- Thank God. Could you
bring me something to drink? Please Veli?!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright. i'll bring
you some water Matt *Velius went to the kitchen and poured some water in a
glass and then he gave it to Matt* hope this is what you wanted!
DeathMurder_JH:  He drank his glass, and returned empty to
Velius. He muttered something in German and told Velius as a bad aparence: '-
You could get a blanket too?' - He was still with cold, but had no fever now.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  coming, Matt! *Velius
searched in all the house a blanket, he found one and he gave it to Matt* do
you want something more? *Velius asked in a nice tone* and what did you said
before asking me to find a blanket?
DeathMurder_JH:  '- Nothing important...' - he sat on the
stretcher, wrapped herself in the blanket and stared at Velius as a child. '-
No, thank Veli... Why not let me die?! It would be better than to feel this
terrible pain...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  if you're asking me to
kill you, i'll not going to do it. i can't! no one will ever replace your
personality! and besides, i don't want to take care of another body. i want to
take care of an alive person! *Velius looks at Mattias and to the wound, watching
that doesn't bleed again*
DeathMurder_JH:  - Oh... So, you want to take care of me?!
- Mattias looked face blushing. He supported his head shoulder of Velius again
and smiled. '- Thought I was getting mad.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  of course i want to
take care of you! i don't doubt it! *Velius smiled a little at Matt* are you
fine now? or still with a little of fever?
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I feel better now. Just with a little
cold and a terrible headache... But still, I'm better. Are you fine?'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  yes, a little worried
about John, but i'm fine.. *Velius looks at Matt again, he was a little
distracted*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked thoughtfully at Velius and
was quiet. Something still worried him and frightened him. '- Hey Veli... You
can bring me something to eat? I even would go, but I think a bad idea...' *He
blinked slowly and covered herself with a blanket*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, Matt. but..
what are you afraid of? i think that there's nothing you can be afraid
here..*Velius went to the kitchen to search something to eat*
DeathMurder_JH:  '- I--I... I don't know... *he looks
around waiting for something * 'I always think there's someone waiting, ready
to kill me. Someone who will put me back in Madhouse.' *He winced* 'I can't
seem live in peace.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hmm.. it has to be
with the man that was here yesterday?... anyways if someone comes here i'll
don't let them put you back in the madhouse!! that's why i'm here, to protect
you!
DeathMurder_JH:  'You will not be by my side all the time!
That's why I kill people! For non leave a trace!! Wait, what man?!' *He looked
confused and dazed*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  the man that stabbed
you yesterday? he knew you, he called you Matt. oh.. i didn't told you how he
escaped.. *Velius forgot to tell him the last part.. the most important*
DeathMurder_JH:  
'What man? As he fled? And why I can't remember any of that?!' *Mattias was now
angry and shocked*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because you were
drunk! i remember... yeah, i think i remember it! he was dressed with a hat and
a scarf.. a long one. he was calling you friend.. and he was telling you to
kill me! you had a syringe with poison inside, and then you applied it to him,
he stabbed you with a knife and then disappeared. after a few minutes, you fell
unconscious. after that you waked up and tried to rescue John, you went out and
fell, i grabbed you and i carried you inside again. we talked a few minutes and
then you said: promise me you will not go away and i promised it, then you fell
asleep and me too. 
that was all that happened before you fell asleep.
DeathMurder_JH:  'No!' - he screamed. '- Is there anything
else! Something that we both we do not know! I have no idea what a man you are
talking about. I do not remember any of it. I don't have... I really tried to
kill you?' - He looked even more worried. 'But... but you're okay, right? No, I
don't I fell asleep! I can not be asleep ' *He got up from the stretcher and started
to walk from one side to the other. 'How can you be sure? Huh? And if that man
messed with our minds? And if none of this is real? How can we be sure? Perhaps
a failure in the transmission of neurons? Maybe... *he took a deep breath*
'Maybe we were drugged! And if we are slowly dying? Wait, you're already
dead...' - He sat in the corner and rested his head in his hands and whispered
scared: 'I don't want to go back to the Madhouse... I don't want to go back to
the Madhouse... I don't want...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you will not come back
to the madhouse! *Velius was trying to calm Matt, he seems worried* i'll not
let anyone carry you to that place again! listen to me, if anyone tries it i
swear.. i'll kill them all! you know that i can kill a group of cops in a
blink! i'll don't let them!
DeathMurder_JH:  'They will come back!' *he screams* He
began to cry desperately and say: 'I know I can not live... I know I'm going to
die! Velius, they'll find me!!!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  they'll not find you!
not today, not tomorrow, not ever! not in my lifetime!!! *Velius is still
trying to calm down Matt*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias was desperate. After he had
escaped from the Madhouse he had spasms of memory, remembering only a few
things. He no longer knew who to trust. 'Velius, I can't trust you!' - He
shouted, trying to keep his distance. *Tears streamed down his face and dripped
on the floor.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh please don't cry!
you can trust me, i'm not going to hurt you! what do i have to do to prove you
my innocence? *Velius asked worried about Mattias*
DeathMurder_JH:  He looked at Velius with wet eyes and a
very bad appearance. 'I... I do not know... I j--just want to die... I... I
w--want to f--finish this...' - Mattias took the bloody dagger from the
previous night, and held it close to his wrist. 'This is going to be f--fast...
I do not want you to see this... G--go away, Veli... W--When I'm done, you take
my body from h--here....'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hey hey hey! don't do
it! believe me, it hurts.. a lot! John stabbed himself to see me again, and
he's not happy now! and if you die, you'll keep crying during all the eternity!
just.. don't do it!!
*Velius was worried. if he still tries to commit suicide, he can take his body
and prevent it, but he won't do it, for now..*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked at Velius. He was sick of
it all. The more he tried to change his life, the more problems and pain came.
'B--But... If I do this, the pain is over. This will all c--come to an e--end
and I will not have to s--suffer anymore ' *he looked at the dagger and held it
tightly* 'I do not think John is sorry, I think he did the right thing. And...
Maybe someday you will still remember me.' - He thrust the dagger into his
wrist, but he backed away because he could not stand it. He had made a large
cut that began to bleed quickly. He stared at the dripping blood and smiled
relieved, but inside, it hurt more than anything.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  why do you keep doing
this Matt? before you can die you'll suffer! oh, you know what? screw it!
*Velius took the body of Matt and began cleaning the wound, he kept it from
bleeding for a long time. he cared a lot about Mattias and if he dies, Velius
would never forgive himself. he would fall depressive and torture himself for
letting Matt die*
DeathMurder_JH:  'And why do you keep trying to help me?!' *He
asked, holding Velius's wrist* 'Give me one good reason to go on living this
Hell. A good reason...'- He reinforced. Mattias did not want to die. He just
needs help. He wanted help. It was already the second time he tried to commit
suicide and it was already the tenth time that he hurt himself.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because you're the
best person i've ever met! there's no one like you, and it'll never exist!
*after saying this, a few tears came out of his eyes*
don't you get it? if you commit suicide, i swear i'll torture myself everyday!
i'll never forgive you for doing it!
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looks impressed at Velius and
blinks slowly. He was completely without reaction. 'The best person?! I--I?!'
*He smiles through tears* 'No, no! It's not real... It's the insane Madhouse
again... This is not real. 'He tugged on the sleeve of his shirt. His arms were
full of scratch marks made with a knife, which represents the amount of days he
was in the Madhouse. 'It's been so long...' *he looks back at Velius and hugs
him* 'This is real...' - he murmured.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  this is as real as you
want it to be Matt.. *tears came out of the eyes of Velius for the second time,
but they were happiness tears. he was calm and happy at the same time*
DeathMurder_JH:  'I'm sorry Veli... For all this... I
thought taking my life would be right... and I thought it would take the
suffering... But it seems to me that I was wrong. *He smiled, hugging Velius*
'And... I--I w--would miss you t--too.' - He was completely embarrassed, but
much better and happier now.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you don't have to say
sorry Matt! i'm glad you're alive and that's the only thing that matters now!
and of course i would miss you, i would cry everyday if you go.. *Velius keeps
crying of happiness*
DeathMurder_JH:  He sighed wearily. 'Y--You're a good
friend...' - Her tears dripped on the floor. 'Thank you for forgiving me...' -
he was happy, but burning with fever.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you don't have to say
it! i'll always be here for you.. even if you don't want it!
oh, do you have fever again? i'll go get some water and a towel! *Velius began
searching the water and a clean towel, he was taking long*
DeathMurder_JH:  'I wish I could say the same... NO! Where
are you going?! Velius!!' - While Velius did not appear, Mattias dozed. He was
too tired.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  calm down! i had to
wash one because.. well, there are no more clean towels! 
...
he fell asleep! well, i'll just have to put the clean towel in his
forehead.. 
*Velius began putting the wet towel in Mattias's forehead carefully, the water
was cold*
DeathMurder_JH:  'Too... Cold...' - Mattias moves slowly
and sigh tired. 'Velius...' *He was having a nightmare*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  Mattias? maybe he's
dreaming, persons can talk while they're dreaming.. maybe I could get in.. i'm
curious!
no no, what am i saying? I'll not going to do it!
DeathMurder_JH:  'Twenty... Nineteen... Sixteen... Fifteen...
Fourteen...' *he was still in an insane nightmare*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hmm.. maybe i should
get in once for all... screw it! i'll enter!
*Velius entered Matt's dream. once he was inside, he saw all black..*
DeathMurder_JH:  It was not all black anymore. Velius was
in the Madhouse, one of the worst traumas and one of Mattias' most frequent nightmares.
The walls were white and the floor was dirty with all sorts of things. Room 7.
Mattias was being dragged down the aisles, tied up in a straitjacket and
drugged with all manner of medicine to be placed in room 7. He was no longer as
lucid and treated as the worst of patients. What really was this room? Nothing
more than the area of ​​experiments more cruel with the human mind and the
physical. Mattias was no longer the Dr. Mortensen, he was now the SM-0759
patient given as mad, by mental disorder, schizophrenia, dissociative disorder
and drug user. Screams were heard until he was placed in room 7 and trapped by
chains.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  [uh? one time he told me
something about a room 7.. better turn invisible, i want to see what happens
next] *Velius went close to Matt, he was invisible*
DeathMurder_JH:  The doctor looked at Mattias with half-closed
eyes and a cruel smile. "And then Mr. Mortensen, it's the third time
you've escaped from one of the rooms, the third time you insist on
escaping." * The doctor took the syringe with the bright liquid inside *
Mattias looked at the doctor and spat on his shoe. "Ah, so it's going to
be like this? You idiot, you should know that this is the worst room
ever." 'I do not care. I've escaped several times and I guarantee this
will not be the last either. ' "Or maybe it will be the last time you're
going to try to escape now..." The doctor sat down in a chair and placed
the syringe next to many others on a metal table. "Now let's go to a
Therapy session. I'd like you to tell me more about Miss Mellyssa." 'I
will not tell you anything' - said Mattias. Great, then we'll start with
Pentanol Sodium. 'Pentanol Sodium ?! Not please, not again! ' * He shouted *
 So talk! 'No! This is a game! I'd rather die than say more than you
already know about me! I'd rather die!' "You know." * The doctor
applied a dose of Pentanol in his vein and then applied a dose of Endorphin. *
'This hurts a lot...' I know, that's the intention. What are you afraid of ?!
'I do not want Say... I do not... Come on, Mr Mortensen. 'It does not
work with me!' *Exclaimed Mattias under the effect of drugs that alter the
functioning of the brain* " Ah, I already expected. See that? It's a
procedure used to calm patients. * He took out a syringe with a long needle.
* (Well, I do not know if you've heard of Lobotomy.) 'I saw that I did my
patients... Please... No...'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  [oh crap! i should do
something.. well, this is just a dream! i'll interfere!] 
hey you crazy doctor! *Velius appeared in front of the doctor's face and made
appear a lot of knifes around him* try to hurt him and you're dead! 
Matt, this is just a dream. if you want to wake up now, you can. but if you
want to see how do i kill this guy, you also can. it's your choice.
DeathMurder_JH:  'No, this is not just a dream!' *Cried
Mattias, being dragged into another room* '- This is real!' - One of the other
doctors did a Lobotomy, completely interfering in the Mattias's mind. '- No! That
hurts! Help me...'- he then fell unconscious. He was then taken to room 5.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you sure don't like me
huh.. better follow him. *Velius turned invisible again and entered in room 5,
he'll try to kill the doctors and convince Matt that this is just a bad dream*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias might even say something if he had
not been drugged by crazy doctors. He would probably be chained or put a
straitjacket in him again. He never knew how that nightmare ended, since he
always woke up desperate.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hey, are you okay
Matt? you had a nightmare! *Velius was a bit worried about Matt, since he
appeared in the dream maybe Matt would have a lot of questions*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias woke up desperate and screaming.
This always happened to him after a nightmare. He looked at Velius horrified
and replied amid sobs and tears: 'Velius???! I... I... You were in my dream.'
He asked worriedly: 'How were you there? Did you see?! Did you see Velius?!'
His heart rate was too high and he was shaking with fear.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  calm down! i entered
in your dream, i have that ability too. i saw everything. [i can't believe how
those doctors avoided all my knifes] *Velius was trying to calm down Matt, it
was just a dream..*
DeathMurder_JH:  'So you did that?! You made me dream about
the Madhouse?!' *Mattias was a little annoyed and very scared* 'You were there
and you did not help me! You did not save me! I was mistreated! I was abused!
And you were there and you did nothing!' - Dreams like these, always left him
out of his control.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no, you dreamed about
that. i just wanted to help you! it was all just a dream!! calm down!! *Velius
was still trying to calm down Matt, he was a little angry*
DeathMurder_JH:  'J--Just another n--nightmare?' *sobs* He
asked confused. 'B--But... Y--you... *sobs* W--why were you in my dream?!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because i promised to
never leave you! *Velius looks a bit upset, but calm now that Matt calmed down*
i never told you how many abilities i have, and i don't remember the quantity,
but..
DeathMurder_JH:  'But what?' He asked thoughtfully. 'Huh?!'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but i'm sure you don't
need to know them.. hehe *Velius makes a nervous smile, but suddenly that face
goes away* those are from the past, and i had to leave it behind...
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias stopped of crying and wiped his
eyes with his hands. He looked at Velius curiously and said: 'So tell me.' - He
really wanted to know more about Velius's past.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. if you're
determined to find about it... *Velius sighs and sit into the ground*
so.. i escaped from the mind of John, right? the place i was, it wasn't a
normal place. everything was black and white, the thoughts of the people were
showed.. it was like reading minds, but worse. i were able to heard what they
were thinking... it was horrible. i tried to escape or talk someone, but i
weren't able. since then i wandered around and tried find something to escape..
like.. an exit?but i didn't found anything.
one day, i entered in a dream. i didn't knew how, but i entered. i tried to do
something, and i succeeded! not only the person saw me, them started to attack
me.. and my thoughts started to get material.. and.. in the dream i killed the
person. after that, i appeared again in the mindscape. i saw that person die by
my fault! i didn't knew what was happening, so i ran away.
after a few months, i already knew a lot of things about that place. but not
the enough to escape. i keep on floating around.. and one day, i found the end.
it was a shiny light, and it leaded to another world.. or a variation of the
real one. i entered and tried to talk to the people, and i succeeded! i started
search some place to live and i heard of the Society for arcane sciences, then
i went to there and started again..
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias listened intently and was shocked.
He was puzzled and aghast at the story of Velius. 
'Wow. This is fantastic. And terrible too, but very fantastic. So can you kill
people in dreams? Or materialize them? This is fascinating. I'm sorry for what
happened to you. I wish I could do something...' *He paused, moved closer to
Velius and rested his face in his hands* 'It reminds me when I was in the
Madhouse... Speaking in this... Can you erase the memories? Or destroy them?
Can you do this to me?! I wanted to forget the past...' *he murmured*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  first: i think that
case was special, because people can't die if they do it in the dreams, except
if they suffer a heart attack in the real life and second... i hadn't enough
time to practice that ability. if i do it, i'm not sure of what could happen to
you... *Velius really wanted to help Matt, but he didn't trained that ability
yet. if Matt gets hurt in some way, Velius can't do anything to fix him*
DeathMurder_JH:  'So, I'm going to live with this for all
eternity?' He asked worriedly. Mattias lowered his head and sighed wearily. 'At
least have a good side in all this... I'll never forget you.' *he smiled
sheepishly and closed his weary eyes* 'I'm still hungry...' - He always changes
the subject when he gets embarrassed.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  then let's go to the
kitchen! i'm sure that there's something to eat! *Velius drops a hand to Matt
and waits an answer happily* c'mon friend!
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias smiled sheepishly, holding Velius's
hand that helped him. He was completely embarrassed, but very happy. He walked
with great difficulty and almost fell twice. When he got there, he asked
Velius: 'Do you want me to make some coffee? Or maybe tea?' - He was very
tired. The kitchen was a little messy. Medicine bottles on the table and some
bottles of blood, where he did experiments on himself. Oh and of course, there
was in the cupboard, food and a lot of drink.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i would want some
coffee! but first, go get something to eat! i don't like to see you like this!
*Velius was a bit worried about Matt, he want to convince him to eat. after
that, he will drink the coffee*
DeathMurder_JH:  He looked at Velius and looked at the
medicine on the table. Mattias hardly ate anything, he usually lived on vitamin
pills and supplements, such as syrup, cocaine hydrochloride and vitamin C
tablets. He was going to get a box of pills but hesitated. Mattias would never
do that in front of Velius. 'I do not know what to eat.' *He said, turning to
Velius* 'I think I should make you some coffee first.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'll not drink that
coffee if you don't eat something! *Velius crossed his arms and looked away
with closed eyes* look, i want you to eat and be alright. if you don't eat
something i'll start to worry!
DeathMurder_JH:  'You do not have to worry.' *He said,
still looking at Velius* 'I'm just not...' *He paused and changed his answer* -
I'm not Hungry. Just eat something and forget about me. *He replied
thoughtfully*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  how can i forget about
you if you didn't ate something since i meet you? besides, i really don't need
to eat. i mean, i'm a ghost! *Velius was still looking at Matt worried*
DeathMurder_JH:  *Sigh* 'You're right...' - He sat down in
a chair and continued: 'Can I just take some pills?!' He asked, trying to
convince him.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no, nothing of pills!
it's better the food than those! *Velius was still trying to convince Matt of
eat something. he cares about him a lot, like he cares about John. now he's
wondering how he has been*
DeathMurder_JH:  'But...' *he abruptly changed the subject*
'Is not it better for you to see how John is?'  'Besides, I do not have
any decent food here. Just some fruit and some bread or something. All the rest
are drinks and medicines.' *Oh, and of course, remedies, since he was very
sick. That is why he always has fever and hallucinations.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. i'll go see
him, do you wanna come? but before, eat a fruit at least! *Velius grabbed an
apple and he gave it to Matt*
DeathMurder_JH:  'Yes, I will too.' - He took the apple,
bit a piece and said: 'Are you happy now?!' He took the Coat from his chair and
pulled it on. He placed a box of pills in his pocket, staring at Velius slightly
annoyed and left out the kitchen toward the door.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  yes i'm happy! *after
that, Velius went out the kitchen too, after all, he didn't wanted that coffee.
he looked at Matt happily and then faced to the door*
are you ready to go? do you need something else?
DeathMurder_JH:  'Yes, I'm ready Veli.' * He looked at
Velius with an expression not content* 'No, that's enough.' *He took a revolver
and the box of pills out of his pocket* 'Let's go.' - He opened the door and
walked with his head down.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  ... hey are you
alright Matt? you don't seem very well.. *Velius was curious about Matt and why
he were like that*
[John can wait] *he said to himself*
DeathMurder_JH:  'I'm fine.' *He said dryly. Well, actually
Mattias is sick, tired, and jealous of Velius.* ['No, I'm not well, Veli. I've
been sick for months, and I still feel something controlling my mind.'] *He
thought mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. if you
say so... *Velius was in doubt. he didn't knew if trust Matt or not... and he
still was thinking about John. he can wait, isn't it?*
DeathMurder_JH:  He remained walking aimlessly, without
even looking back. It was a little fickle and sometimes, he is a mystery. He
stopped, looked around, and murmured: 'Damn! I'm lost!' He sighed and turned
bewildered. 'My head...' - he had very of headaches.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  again your head? now
we're lost! i'll look around. i still remember the instructions of your
apartment, just stay here!
*Velius disappeared to look around. while looking around he was still thinking.
[what's doing John?]*
DeathMurder_JH:  'It's not my fault if my head hurts,
okay?!' *He shouted, crossing his arms and making a angry face.* 'This is your
fault! We would not be lost if you did not want so much to look for John! ' *He
said angry and a little jealous.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius were close all
the time, he was just looking at the numbers of the houses. he heard everything
that Matt had said, he made a sad face and appeared in front of Matt*
i'm looking for John because he's my jekyll, he's the good one and i'm the bad
one. he's like my little brother, and if he gets away for too long, we both
disappear from here and return to the mindscape without any chance to come back
here. do you understand why i worry too much for him? if he disappears, i'll do
it too, i have no choice!!
DeathMurder_JH: Mattias listened intently and frowned. He sighed
and said walking backwards: 'Whatever, I just want to go home.' - He really
wanted to go home because he was still too weak.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but you're lost,
aren't you? i still can't find your home.. *Velius said looking all around and
a bit worried*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias turned to him and said: 'That's
it. I recognize these houses. ' He turned to Velius and said: 'If you want to
go after John, just follow the trail with blood.' *He pointed to the floor.*
'I'll go back to my house. I need to rest. *sigh* I've never felt worse. '
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you made me worry
about you! John can wait an eternity if it's necessary, i just.. want to..take
care of you! can i? *Velius looked at Matt with a worried look,Velius wanted
him to say yes but he can't guess the future*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked at Velius and said: 'Sure,
you can.' He walked up to him and said: 'Maybe now would be a good time...
Because my body hurts and I can not walk.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'll carry you and
you'll guide me, alright? *Velius began carry up Matt and waited for
instructions, he wasn't worried about John, he just hopes that him don't go
away*
DeathMurder_JH:  'Right.' *He took hold of Velius and began
to tell the way.* 'Turn right... And then here and there... and... And we
arrived.' *He pointed to his house.* 'I can trust you, right?' *he asked
looking for velius.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  of course you can
trust me! look, i carry you to your home! isn't that enough to demonstrate that
you can trust me? *Velius asked looking at Matt a little concerned*
DeathMurder_JH:  'Maybe... I don't know... I've never had
friends. Only Michael...' - he kept looking at him and said: 'I think we should
go in.' This time, he preferred to walk into his house. 'And...' *He paused and
walked inside.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  well, you have one
now! ´*Velius smiles at Matt and walks inside the house* do you want anything?
something to drink or anything else?
DeathMurder_JH:  'Well... *sigh* First, I want you to make
me another promise.' - He looked at Velius and continued: 'Promise me, no
matter what happen, you will not take me to the doctor or the hospital, you
will not leave me alone and you will not let me die alone. And promise me too,
that you'll bring me back to reason when I go crazy.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius sighed and
closed his eyes* i promise Matt.. but i want to go to the Society with you! and
i think that there aren't doctors or something like that. there are nice
people! if i promised you all that, you have to promise me that when you're
ready, we'll return to the Society! *Velius looked at Matt with a nice face to
convince him*
DeathMurder_JH:  'Of course. I plan to return to the
Society soon. But first, I need to rest and then we'll go after John.' *He put
some pills in his mouth and swallowed. He grimaced, looked away and smiled.
Matias came up to Velius and said with half-closed eyes and a wicked face:*
'But if you dare to break his promise, I promise I will kill everyone who is in
my way.' *He changed from villain to naive and smiled again.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i don't care, but as
long as you don't kill anyone inside the Society. if you do it, you know what
awaits, right? *Velius said with half closed eyes* now rest, you have to heal!
*Velius sat in the floor and began accommodate his hair, he was bored now*
DeathMurder_JH:  'I know what awaits me, and I will not be
afraid of the consequences.' *Mattias lay down beside Velius and smiled at
himself.* 'Yeah, I'd better get some rest.' *He said sleepily.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  then? sleep already!
*Velius was still accommodating his hair* if you have a nightmare, i'll cover
you! *Velius looked at Matt, and then looked at a wall*
DeathMurder_JH:  *Mattias looked embarrassed. He was not
accustomed to expressions of affection and care.* 'It is not that simple!' *He
said thoughtfully.* 'I have to feel calm and secure.'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but you're already
secure! sleep! *Velius cherished his hair and made a cute face* are you calm now?
or do you need some more? *Velius kept on cherish his hair*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias felt frightened at first, but soon
felt a comforting sensation. 'That's so good...' he murmured, closing his eyes
slowly and smiling.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh! so you like it?
i'll keep doing it! *Velius kept cherishing him, a little more careful this
time, this was calming him*
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias remained calm, with his eyes
closed and murmured something in German.  He held Velius's wrist and said:
'When I sleep, you're not going to leave, right Veli?'
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no! why do you think
that? *Velius continued cherishing him slowly. he was calm now and with his
eyes closed*
DeathMurder_JH:  'I do not know... I just do not want you
to leave.' He touched of Velius's wrist. 'You're good... Veli...' - Mattias was
very calm and less worried. He never had any friends, just Michael. He blinked
naively and sighed in relief.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  well, i'm not going to
leave! i'm going to be beside you as many time as you want it, alright? *Velius
continued cherishing the hair with his closed eyes and a little smile, he was
really calm*
DeathMurder_JH:  'So... I'm really will... sleep...' *He
fell asleep. He had never been so calm and tranquil to sleep, but still, he
feared he had nightmares.*
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius continued
cherishing him for a few minutes, but something was bothering him. he didn't
knew if go search John now or wait.. he knows if he goes away and Matt wakes
up, he would kill everyone that is in his way, but he can't risk. he's afraid
of disappear, but he's also afraid of risk everyone's lives..* 
hm, i don't know what to do. i should stay beside him.. like i promised!
DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias slept soundly. He knew Velius was
still at his side, so he slept so well. He was afraid of being alone and waking
up in the Madhouse. From the beginning, he wanted to save John, but something
in his mind said otherwise. Besides, he was too tired to walk.
mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i should try.. i'll go
to a room to search a blanket for him and find out if he have soft or heavy
sleep.
*Velius went search a blanket and he waited a few minutes..*
== Obtained From ==
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