泠重乞愿 (Líng Chóng Qǐ Yuàn)

==Background==
"Líng Chóng Qǐ Yuàn" is an original song by DELA and Yu Li featuring Luo Tianyi and is part of the Paranoia Series.
A prequel to the main events in the series, this song tells the original cause of the whole story from Ling Luo's (played by Luo Tianyi) viewpoint. Back in the past, Ling Luo was a lonely girl who desired to be acknowledged and understood. Creating songs as a pure reflection of her own self, she posted these songs onto the Web, but those songs proved to be unpopular. Even worse, one of her songs was blatantly plagiarized, with no-one caring or extending sympathies for the theft, even to the extent that some were leaving thoughtless comments for her to read. When she almost lost her hopes for the world, she chanced upon the understanding and acknowledgement of the singer she had admired, Ling Yu (played by Yuezheng Ling). The two would soon become fast friends, forming a band known as VividCycle, and making extraordinary plans for their dreams and future. Entering an audition for the entertainment industry, the two were very eager and filled with enthusiasm. It truly seemed like everything was set to be.
However, a few days before the audition would begin, Ling Luo would receive an e-mail that struck her world to the very core. Without any words or forewarning, Ling Yu had withdrawn from the competition, causing their group to be disqualified and their opportunity to achieve their dreams dashed. Believing this to be an act of betrayal by Ling Yu, she acted out in feelings of anger and grief, eventually becoming exhausted as she started to have crippling doubts at her own self-worth.
The song "Líng Chóng Qíyuàn" shows the same sequence of events, but from Ling Yu's viewpoint.
The song reached 1 million views on March 15, 2022.
==Lyrics==
Chinese (中文歌词) 	Pinyin (拼音)
你在名为弱小的深渊 	ni zai ming wei ruoxiao de shenyuan
究竟看见过什么 	jiujing kanjian guo shenme
向着他们口出恶言 	xiang zhe tamen kou chu e yan
想死得壮烈一些 	xiang si de zhuanglie yixie
仅剩下尊严 	jin sheng xia zunyan
 	
有没有人曾对你说过 	youmeiyou ren ceng dui ni shuo guo
不要期待这世界 	buyao qidai zhe shijie
你的歌声越是明媚 	ni de gesheng yue shi mingmei
就越容易被现实掐断 	jiu yue rongyi bei xianshi qiaduan
无情地被碾碎 	wuqing de bei niansui
 	
当我初次听见她天籁之音 	dang wo chuci tingjian ta tianlai zhi yin
便兀自开始疯狂的追求 	bian wuzi kaishi fengkuang de zhuiqiu
心中人格距离未在思考的范畴 	xinzhong renge juli wei zai sikao de fanchou
眼中只看到诸多如出一辙的相同 	yanzhong zhi kan dao zhuduo ruchuyizhe de xiangtong
 	
具体为何已经不记得 	juti weihe yijing bu jide
细节化为残存感受 	xijie hua wei cancun ganshou
沉浸在这份幸福之中 	chenjin zai zhe fen xingfu zhi zhong
想就此沉没 	xiang jiuci chen mo
有时候我不经意回头 	you shihou wo bujingyi huitou
发现自己未走远过 	faxian ziji wei zou yuanguo
毕竟原本冷清的路口 	bijing yuanben lengqing de lukou
终于有一个人会等我 	zhongyu you yi ge ren hui deng wo
 	
我愿意褪下骄傲和伪装 	wo yuanyi tui xia jiao'ao he weizhuang
臣服她身旁再也不彷徨 	chenfu ta shen pang zai ye bu panghuang
我们的羁绊与永恒的信仰 	women de jiban yu yongheng de xinyang
定会被启明星加冕为最闪耀的光芒 	ding hui bei qiming xing jiamian wei zui shanyao de guangmang
 	
伤疤依然保持着原样 	shangba yiran baochi zhe yuanyang
随时等待被揭下 	suishi dengdai bei jie xia
还有什么不会被改变 	hai you shenme bu hui bei gaibian
不会随着时间被变迁 	bu hui sui zhe shijian bei bianqian
不会被残缺 	bu hui bei canque
 	
我不想听所谓的理由 	wo buxiang ting suowei de liyou
都是厌弃我的借口 	dou shi yanqi wo de jiekou
但我绝不会再次辩驳 	dan wo jue bu hui zaici bianbo
别让我再做无谓的梦 	bie rang wo zai zuo wuwei de meng
再失去所有 	zai shiqu suoyou
 	
我开始问自己这是为什么 	wo kaishi wen ziji zhe shi weishenme
为什么只有我无法放手 	weishenme zhiyou wo wufa fangshou
或者是我自己太过渺小和懦弱 	huozhe shi wo ziji taiguo miaoxiao he nuoruo
或是她身上有着饮鸩止渴的诅咒 	huo shi ta shenshang you zhe yinzhenzhike de zuzhou
 	
是谁曾在那空虚之中 	shi shei ceng zai na kongxu zhi zhong
给予我灵动的情感 	jiyu wo lingdong de qinggan
最终转身没有说再见 	zuizhong zhuanshen meiyou shuo zaijian
推我向深渊 	tui wo xiang shenyuan
温柔于她原不过施舍 	wenrou yu ta yuan buguo shishe
施舍我如残羹剩饭 	shishe wo ru cangengshengfan
她的世界是如此广大 	ta de shijie shi ruci guangda
我甚至都不是配角 	wo shenzhi dou bushi peijue
 	
幸福为何已经不记得 	xingfu weihe yijing bu jide
感受化为巨大伤痛 	ganshou hua wei juda shang tong
沉浸在这份怒火之中 	chenjin zai zhe fen nuhuo zhi zhong
完全被吞没 	wanquan bei tunmo
有时候我不经意回头 	you shihou wo bujingyi huitou
发现自己未走远过 	faxian ziji wei zou yuanguo
毕竟原本冷清的路口 	bijing yuanben lengqing de lukou
现仍只有我一个 	xian reng zhiyou wo yi ge
 	
是谁曾在那黑暗之中 	shi shei ceng zai na hei'an zhi zhong
给予我深厚的情感 	jiyu wo shenhou de qinggan
突然了断没有说再见 	turan liaoduan meiyou shuo zaijian
推我向深渊 	tui wo xiang shenyuan
温柔于她原不过施舍 	wenrou yu ta yuan buguo shishe
施舍我如残羹剩饭 	shishe wo ru cangengshengfan
她的世界是如此广大 	ta de shijie shi ruci guangda
我甚至都不是配角 	wo shenzhi dou bushi peijue
 	
怒火为何已经不记得 	nuhuo weihe yijing bu jide
伤痛化为巨大绝望 	shang tong hua wei juda juewang
沉浸在这份孤独之中 	chenjin zai zhe fen gudu zhi zhong
完全被吞没 	wanquan bei tun mo
有时候我不经意回头 	you shihou wo bujingyi huitou
发现自己未走远过 	faxian ziji wei zou yuanguo
现实多么幽默 	xianshi duome youmo
沉寂了白日梦 	chenji le bairimeng
对我发出一声声冰冷的嘲笑 	dui wo fachu yisheng sheng bingleng de chaoxiao
==Derivatives==
==Other media appearances==
===Discography===
This song was featured in the Wàngxiǎngzhèng Paranoia album.
==External links==
===Unofficial===
Category:Original songs
Category:Chinese songs
Category:Songs featuring Luo Tianyi