Why my life is worse then Matthew's

By "A chew toy!?" "It's NOT a chew toy!!" ~ I Am A Superstar!! : ) (talk) 00:56, April 1, 2013 (UTC)
#I was supposed to be born on April 10, 1995, but I was born January 3rd, 1995. I had a 50/50 % chance of living. I am not even supposed to be here.
#I had to have laser eye surgery and a double hernia operations when I was a newborn.
#On my 5th birthday my father was diagnosed with a brain tumor. 
#Since i was 5-9 years old my dad was always in and out of the hospital, getting surgeries. he was in a wheelchair and my mom loved him so much that she took care of him all those years, even though he was not the same since he had the brain surgeries.
#my grandmother (my dads mom) was no help to us at all, she said terrible things to us and i always heard my mom fighting with her
#i am geting dizzy just remembering all this stuff
#When i was 9, my dad was admitted to the Hospice Unit of the hospital (the floor where peopple do not have much longer to live) 
#August 2nd, 2004, about 12 AM, the doctors called my mom and i on the phone and said that my dad did not have much longer to live...they did not think he'd make it til morning. My mom and I visited him, and at 3 AM my father died, i was right there when he died. My mom called my Uncle Randy and he came to comfort us.
#I entered 4th grade without my dad. i had a major nervous problem during class....yeah i dont even wanna talk about that....
#Middle school was no piece of cake...losing friends and being picked on. All the while my mom had no job and was pretty depressed. Still is.
#when i was 12, i had 2 pneumothoraxes (collapsed lungs, both my left side) was hospitalized once at 12 years old
#High school. Had many friends...llost many friends.
#10th grade fell in love
#March and April 2011, my collapsed lungs started to happen again, was hospitalised TWICE at 16 years old, and TWCE had to have a chest tube, basically a tube is connected to a box and it helps your lung get back to normal and drains your fluids. TWICE had to have the chest tube removed....you lay awake on your side on the bed and they litterally rip out the damn thing out of your side....it slides accorss a nerve and hurts like you would not believe. Also had 2 lung surgeries, which i have scars on my left side on my chest
#11th grade got very deeply depressed and started to hurt myself
#12th grade, lost someone who i loved romantically, and most recently, I lost my Uncle Rick :| it hurts me deeply and  my mom is also majorly deprssed about it
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