Pressure/Rowan

==Lyrics==
I'm addicted to the pressure
Because it's the only measure of success
That means anything to my mental illness
But no I find no pleasure
Not in anything ever to be fair
So why would this be different there
Pressure pressure gives no pleasure
But it tells me how to measure
Urgency emergency
All my tunnel vision can see
Pleasure pleasure gives no pressure
I'm not motivated ever
Think of how good it'll feel
I can't chase something that's not real
I wish my teachers would just threaten to kill me
If I don't get this f-cking thing done
Burnout builds my pressure tolerance
Stress is not enough so could you use a gun
Make me dodge a bullet
Point it and pull it
I'm addicted to the pressure
Because it's the only measure of success
That means anything to my mental illness
But no I find no pleasure
Not in anything ever to be fair
So why would this be different there
Pressure pressure gives no pleasure
But it tells me how to measure
Urgency emergency
All my tunnel vision can see
Pleasure pleasure gives no pressure
I'm not motivated ever
Think of how good it'll feel
I can't chase something that's not real
That's not real
That's not real
It’s not real
I’m not real
Category:English songs
Category:Synthesizer V original songs
Category:Songs featuring Eleanor Forte