NOSTALGIA/Saturn Candies

==Lyrics==
I can’t tell if I’m in fear
So I guess I’ll say I’m fine
With everything that I see and hear
No, I can’t take it!
In the eyes of darkness
there are the things I’ll never know
Oh, how it scares me so
I know that I’ll be okay if
Everyone and everything was blocked out by a screen
But that’s not what hides all that I’ve seen
( tell me why you put me here and let my brain turn right into the dust )
At the thought of you and me, it makes me want to scream
I don’t even know who you could be
( I’m not as happy as you see so please listen cause now you truly must )
Hey, could I find a place to go?
Is something wrong
Man, I dunno!
A fantasy so bright and joyful
might just be the key!
It’s locked up tight
All sealed away
But I hope I’ll find it someday
The meaning in a child’s mind is too far out of reach
Here it goes, it looks like I’m hurt
With all I feel that I cant understand
No one there will seem to care
so I’ll just leave it here
If an escape is the key to life
I can’t go another way, you see
The black and blue inside my head
I feel like I’m already dead
There it goes, it looks like I’m lost
And all the pain has been shoved deep inside
In there, it’s too much to bare
But I can’t know to care!
If happiness is the key to life
I can’t miss an opportunity
I’m blind in my mind
And I don’t have that ability
Rage and anger fill my heart
And it tears the place apart
No matter hoe much I scream and cry
They leave me right here!
Held your hand so tight in mine
And the trust you got from me
Was how you got to me
It takes away what you get once!
“Don’t you worry little child”
“You’re acting way to harsh”
“Don’t you think that we should be more harsh?”
( isn’t it so innocent how I cry when you yell so loud at me )
“What’s the matter with you now?”
“We’ve always been so kind!”
“I know you more than you know your mind!”
( I’m not as happy as you see so please listen cause now you truly must )
So tell me what I did to you
To get all that you put me through
The reason for the pain and all is locked without a key!
It’s hard to say that I’m okay
I’ll scream, then run and hide away
Now here we are with tragedies
And a side nobody sees
Here it goes, it looks like I’m hurt
With all I feel that I wont understand
No one there will seem to care
so I’ll get out of here
If walking through is the key to life
I can’t let it get ahead of me
The screams and cries inside my head
Oh, what a way to be mislead
There it goes, it looks like I’m lost
And all the pain has been shoved deep inside
In there, it’s too much to bare
But I can’t know to care!
If happiness is the key to life
I can’t go and run away you see
I’m blind in my mind
And I don’t know what that means to me
No, I don’t remember much, only little bits remain
Thinking it’s the end of me with the feeling I obtain
Inside my obscurity, there’s so much to twist and turn
Damage being done to me to the point of no return
But is this what somebody deserves when they’ve been so bad?
But is this what somebody deserves when they have gone mad?
Hey, was that the right place to go?
But something’s wrong, and now I know
A fantasy so bright and joyful wasn’t right for me
I’ve become a monstrosity
I think that something’s wrong with me
A voice inside my head that says, “Oh, you can’t hide from me”
There it goes! It looks like I’m hurt
Since my own eye has betrayed me this time
Staying here, they see my fear
And they can’t see a tear
If holding back is the key to life
I can’t let it take control of me
The springs and locks inside my head
The sirens flash a vivid red
( RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN )
Here it goes, it looks like I’m gone
Since all my life has been built off a lie
( DON’T CRY, GO BE A MAN )
Staying here, I’m stuck in here
I can’t get out of here!
If holding on is the key to life
I can’t go and say what makes me cry
I can’t go through this
But I just hope it wasn’t that bad
Category:English songs
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