自己嫌悪 (Jikoken'o)/Obergi Shmpchi

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
もう、どうしようもないの。 	mou, doushiyou mo nai no. 	By now, there’s nothing more I can do.
涙も、消えてしまったの。 	namida mo, kiete shimatta no. 	My tears, as well, have disappeared on me.
明け方の空が、笑ったの。 	akegata no sora ga, waratta no. 	The sun rose, laughing at me.
こんな私を、放って置いてさ。 	konna watashi o, hotte oite sa. 	Since I’m like this, you may as well leave me be.
 	 	
もう、どうすればいいの。 	mou, dousureba ii no. 	By now, is there anything I can do?
誰も私を見てくれないの。 	dare mo watashi o mite kurenai no. 	Nobody will even bother to look my way.
画面越しの幸せも 	gamen goshi no shiawase mo 	I wanted even the happiness on the other side of the screen
全部 消えて欲しかったの。 	zenbu kiete hoshikatta no. 	to completely disappear.
 	 	
一人だけの世界なら 	hitori dake no sekai nara 	If I was the only one left on Earth,
どれほど 幸せなんでしょう。 	dorehodo shiawase nandeshou. 	I can’t imagine how happy I would be.
だから まっさらなこの部屋に 	dakara massara na kono heya ni 	Therefore, once again today, I’ll shut myself away
今日も閉じこもってるの。 	kyou mo tojikomotteru no. 	in this empty room.
 	 	
頭ん中はアッパラパ 	ataman naka wa apparapa 	My head’s been completely emptied of all its worries
もうバイバイバイバイバイバイバイ 	mou baibaibaibaibaibaibai 	so I’ll say bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
こんなじゃダメよ 分かってるのよ 	konna ja dame yo wakatteru no yo 	“It’s no good to stay like this, you know?” I get that, but
それでも身体が動かないの。 	soredemo karada ga ugokanai no. 	even still I can’t get my body to move.
焦って急いで進んできたって 	asette isoide susunde kitatte 	Rushing and hurrying as I move forward, and in the end,
ハイ。灰になってサヨナラ 	hai. haininatte sayonara 	yes. I’ll become ash, farewell.
何をしたって なんでもなくて 	nani o shitatte nande mo nakute 	No matter what I do, nothing will come of it.
ねぇ… あなた誰なの？ 	nee… anata dare na no? 	Hey…who are you?
 	 	
意識が朦朧と悶々と心の隙間をえぐって 	ishiki ga mourou to monmon to kokoro no sukima o egutte	My consciousness grows hazy with distress, widening the gaps in my heart
馬鹿ねって、誰かが私を責め続けるの。 	baka ne tte, dareka ga watashi o seme tsudzukeru no. 	“You’re so stupid,” someone says, continuing to blame me.
 	 	
誰が責めてるの？誰が言ってるの？ 	dare ga semeteru no? dare ga itteru no? 	Who’s blaming me? Who said that?
そんなはずないよ？でも聞こえるの。 	sonna hazu nai yo? demo kikoeru no. 	That’s not the case? But I can hear it.
私はおかしくなったわ。 	watashi wa okashiku natta wa. 	I’ve become strange.
 	 	
頭ん中はアッパラパ 	ataman naka wa apparapa 	My head’s been completely emptied of all its worries
もうバイバイバイバイバイバイバイ 	mou baibaibaibaibaibaibai 	so I’ll say bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
こんなじゃダメよ 分かってるのよ 	konna ja dame yo wakatteru no yo 	“It’s no good to stay like this, you know?” I get that, but
それでも身体が動かないの。 	soredemo karada ga ugokanai no. 	even still I can’t get my body to move.
焦って急いで進んできたって 	asette isoide susunde kitatte 	Rushing and hurrying as I move forward, and in the end,
ハイ。灰になってサヨナラ 	hai. hai ni natte sayonara 	yes. I’ll become ash, farewell
何をしたって なんでもなくて 	nani o shita tte nandemo nakute 	No matter what I do, nothing will come of it
ねぇ… あなた誰なの？ 	nee… anata dare na no? 	Hey…who are you?
 	 	
もう、どうしようもないの。 	mou, doushiyou mo nai no. 	By now, there’s nothing more I can do.
涙も、消えてしまったの 	namida mo, kiete shimatta no 	My tears, as well, have disappeared on me.
逆さまの空が、笑ったの 	sakasama no sora ga, waratta no 	The upside-down sky laughed at me.
こんな私を、放って置いてさ 	konna watashi o, hotte oite sa 	Since I’m like this, you may as well leave me be.
==External Links==
*piapro - Off-vocal
*Pixiv - Illustration
*piapro - Illustration
===Unofficial===
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*Magenetra - Translation source
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