Realized

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
星空の夜に君と出会った 	hoshizora no yoru ni kimi to deatta 	I first met you at a starry night.
悲しい顔をする　可憐な彼女 	kanashii kao o suru karenna kanojo 	You were a beautiful girl, wearing a sad face.
何故か君と話していたんだ 	nazeka kimi to hanashite itanda 	For some reason, I then talked to you.
「ねぇ、僕と友達となりませんか？」 	“nee, boku to tomodachi to narimasen ka?” 	“Hey, do you want to be friends with me?”
 	 	
その日から　今 	sono hi kara ima 	From that day, now,
君の目が輝いている 	kimi no me ga kagayaite iru 	Your eyes are glimmering.
君と一緒なら心が不安になる 	kimi to issshou nara kokoro ga fuan ni naru 	Every time I’m with you, my heart goes uneasy.
 	 	
そして時が流れて 	shoshite toki ga nagarete 	Then time flowed,
君が隠した闇が知った 	kimi ga kakushita yami ga shitta 	And then I learned the darkness you were hiding.
「いつも一人ぼっちだった　子供の頃から」 	“itsumo hitoribocchi datta kodomo no koro kara” 	“I was always alone, even when I was still a child.”
「亡き父から受けてた虐待」 	“naki chichi kara uketeta gyakutai” 	“I got abused by my late father.”
 	 	
「その痛みは愛だと」 	“sono itami wa ai da to” 	“That pain was love, he says.”
「私を愛しているって」 	“watashi wo aishiter iru tte” 	“He just loves me, he says.”
「もう我慢できないから父を殺した」 	'mou gaman dekinai kara chichi o koroshita 	“I couldn’t take it anymore so I killed my father.”
 	 	
歪んでいた声で 	yugande ita koe de 	In a wavering voice;
「どうしてそんなこと言ったの？」 	“doushite sonna koto itta no?” 	“Why did you tell me things like that?”
君が笑って答えた 	kimi ga waratte kotaeta 	You smiled and answered;
「愛しているからよ」 	“aishite iru kara yo” 	“It’s because I love you.”
 	 	
「どうして僕を愛しているのですか？」 	“doushite boku o aishite iru no desu ka?” 	“Why do you even love me?”
「優しいだよ」 	“yasashii da yo” 	“It’s because you’re kind.”
「幸せをくれた」 	“shiawase o kureta” 	“You gave me happiness.”
 	 	
目の前で立っている天使のような悪魔 	me no mae de tatte iru tenshi no youna akuma 	In front of my eyes was an angel-like devil.
彼女はもう二度と出会えたくない 	kanojo wa mou nido to deaetakunai 	I don’t want see her ever again.
本当の思い 心の中に隠した 	hontou no omoi kokoro no naka ni kakushita 	I hide these feelings inside my heart.
受け入れない 君への思い 	ukeirenai kimi e no omoi 	I just can’t accept these emotions I have for you.
 	 	
まるで悪夢だ　信じたくないけど 	marude akumu da shinjitakunai kedo. 	It’s like a nightmare. I don’t want to believe it but.
その普通な日常にはもう戻れない 	sono futsuu na nichijou ni wa modorenai 	We just can’t go back that normal everyday life.
 	 	
時がもう経っていた 	toki ga mou tatte ita 	Time had already passed.
彼女への思い 	kanojo e no omoi 	And my feelings for her...
まだまだ変わってないんだ 	mada mada kawattenainda 	...have yet to change at all.
 	 	
この思い　どうすればいい？ 	kono omoi dousureba ii?  	What should with this feeling? 
忘れたいけど忘れない 	wasuretai kedo wasurenai 	I want to forget it, yet I can’t.
僕らの記憶　君の優しい笑顔 	bokura no kioku kimi no yasashii egao 	Our memories together and your gentle smile.
 	 	
夕焼けに染まる教室で君が見た 	yuuyake ni somaru kyoushitsu de kimi ga mita 	In the classroom bathed in sunset, I saw you.
僕の名前を呟いて手首を着る 	boku no namae o tsubuyaite tekubi o kiru 	You were muttering my name as you slit your wrists.
何故か君を止めた　そして見た 	nazeka kimi o tometa soshite mita 	I stopped you for some reason. And then I saw it.
狂気で迷った　君の目が 	kyouki de mayotta kimi no me ga 	Your eyes were lost in madness.
 	 	
僕が君の父だと　君が思った 	boku ga kimi no chichi da to kimi ga omotta 	You thought I was your father.
僕を刺して　「同じ傷と満たされたいよ」だと 	boku o sashite “onaji kizu to mitasaretai yo” da to	You then stabbed me. “I want to cover you with the same scars as mine,” you said.
もう動かない　全てが暗くなる 	mou ugokanai subete ga kuraku naru 	I can’t move anymore, everything’s going dark.
突然　正気に戻った君が 	totsuzen shouki ni modotta kimi ga 	Suddenly, you went back to yourself.
 	 	
そして気付いた　どうして君が忘れないこと 	soshite kizuita doushita kimi ga wasurenai koto 	And then I realized why I can’t forget about you.
本当に君を愛していたよ 	hontou ni kimi o aishite ita yo 	I really did love you.
消える前に　君の怯える顔が見た 	kieru mae ni kimi no obieru kao ga mita 	Before I faded away, I saw your horrified face.
抱擁の温もりも　落ちる涙も感じるよ 	houyou no nukumori mo ochiru namida mo kanjiru yo 	I can feel the warmth of your embrace and your falling tears.
 	 	
目の前に　悲しみで壊れて 	me no mae ni kanashimi de kowarete 	In front of my eyes, you were broken by grief.
君自身の命を奪った 	kimi jishin no inochi o ubatta  	Then you took your own life.
 	 	
それでも愛していたよ　本当だよ 	soredemo aishite ita yo hontou da yo 	But still, I really did love you.
もしも言ったはずなら何も起こってないね 	moshimo itta hazu nara nani mo okottenai ne 	Maybe if I just said it, nothing like this would happen huh?
 	 	
でも今はもう無理だね　もう遅いよ 	demo ima wa mou muri da ne mou osoi yo 	But now, that’s quite impossible. It’s just too late.
全ては僕のせいだよ 	subete wa boku no sei da yo  	Everything’s just my fault.
 	 	
「ごめんなさい」 	“gomen nasai” 	"I'm so sorry."
柔らかい　その思い出した記憶が 	yawarakai sono omoidashita kioku ga 	I then remembered those soft and gentle memories.
もう戻れないよ 	mou modorenai yo 	I can’t go back anymore.
もうやり直せないよ 	mou yarinaosenai yo 	I can’t fix it anymore.
 	 	
もしもいつか君と再会できるならば  	moshimo itsuka kimi to saikai dekiru naraba  	If by some chance, we were to meet again someday, 
絶対に　君に「愛してる」を言えたいよ  	zettai ni kimi ni “aishiteru” wo ietai yo  	I swear that I want to tell you that I love you.
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