凛と眩惑洒落焦がれ (Rinto Genwaku Share Kogare)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
名も知らない感情を呪っている午前二時 	na mo shiranai kanjou o norotte iru gozen niji 	Cursing the feelings they didn't know the names for at two A.M.
あの子は涙流して居なくなった 	ano ko wa namida nagashite inaku natta 	With flowing tears, that kid ceased to be here
行き場のないこの不安もやり切れない無力感も 	ikiba no nai kono fuan mo yarikirenai muryokukan mo 	Both this anxiety without a place to go and these unbearable feelings of helplessness,
孤独と共に飲み干して 	kodoku to tomo ni nomihoshite 	Wash them all down with some solitude
まだ癒えないこの痛みさえあるだけまだましなんだ 	mada ienai kono itami sae aru dake mada mashi nanda 	I still hadst notましなんだ is, as defined by jisho.org, a "suffix used to negate a verb in the past tense." To my knowledge, it is archaic, so I thought Early Modern English would be a good enough equivalent. even had only this pain that has yet to heal
やけに明朗で不明瞭な嫌悪 	yake ni meirou de fumeiryou na ken'o 	An awfully cheerful, indistinct loathing
僕はただその目を見てるだけだった 	boku wa tada sono me o miteru dake datta 	I was only merely looking it in the eye
 	 	
その傷ついた肌綺麗な声笑った顔も 	sono kizutsuita hada kirei na koe waratta kao mo 	That wounded skin, lovely voice, and even that face that had once smiled,
泣きそうになる程儚くて 	nakisou ni naru hodo hakanakute 	Were so short-lived that it puts me on the verge of tears,
もう離れることすら叶わなくなった 	mou hanareru koto sura kanawanaku natta 	And even my wish to just get away from them already wouldn't come true
終わる日が来るまで 	owaru hi ga kuru made 	Until the coming of the end day...
 	 	
お前が散々願って蓋していた未来も 	omae ga sanzan negatte futashite ita mirai mo 	Even the future you had so badly wished for and then covered up
透かして見れば同じじゃないか 	sukashite mireba onaji janai ka 	Is really just the same when you look through it, now isn't it?
正当性問い質して掴み取った未練と 	seitousei toitadashite tsukamitotta miren to 	Questioning their legitimacy, these lingering feelings for you that I've grasped...
隣り合って居ようなんて思わないね 	tonari atte iyou nante omowanai ne 	Will I stay by their side? ...I don't think I will
 	 	
明日はもっといい日にしようか 	ashita wa motto ii hi ni shiyou ka 	Shall we make tomorrow a better day?
窓から覗いた星は綺麗で悲しくって 	mado kara nozoita hoshi wa kirei de kanashikutte 	The stars that peeked in through the windows are so lovely, yet so sad, y'know?
生きている証がそこにあるだけで 	ikite iru akashi ga soko ni aru dake de 	With there only being living evidence in that place
そう思ってしまうような 	sou omotte shimau you na 	As if I think exactly so
 	 	
笑っていたのがいつの事かも分からなくなっていく 	waratte ita no ga itsu no koto ka mo wakaranaku natte iku	I had been smiling, but I'm losing my knowledge of when that was
また夜は明ける 	mata yo wa akeru 	Again, the dawn breaks
ひとつひとつ拾い集めて 	hitotsu hitotsu hiroi atsumete 	Gather it all up one by one
飾り付けたこの心はガラクタの様だ 	kazaritsuketa kono kokoro wa garakuta no you da 	This heart I had used as decoration looks like garbage to me
 	 	
転げ落ちるように歌を歌うように 	korogeochiru you ni uta o utau you ni 	As if falling off, as if singing a song,
奪われていくのさ 	ubawarete iku no sa 	It'll be taken away from me
 	 	
正しくいようとしたって不確定なものは 	tadashiku iyou to shitatte fukakutei na mono wa 	Even though I try to be in the right, all these uncertain things...
言葉通りに受け取れないや 	kotobadoori ni uketorenai ya 	I just can't accept them verbatim
朦朧とした頭で不安定なままで 	mourou to shita atama de fuantei na mama de 	With this head made fuzzy and with this continued crankiness,
生き続けてみるのも悪くはないよ 	ikitsuzukete miru no mo waruku wa nai yo 	Even trying to keep living doesn't seem so bad
 	 	
探していた答えは無関係なはずの 	sagashite ita kotae wa mukankei na hazu no 	The answer I'd been looking for should be unrelated
この不条理の中にあるんだ 	kono fujouri no naka ni aru nda 	It's within this absurdity
泣いていたあの子も今ではどこかで 	naite ita ano ko mo ima de wa doko ka de 	Even that kid who had been crying, nowadays, somewhere,
笑えていたらいいなって 	waraete itara ii natte 	Thinks it'd be great to be able to smile...
 	 	
お前が散々願った不確かな未来も 	omae ga sanzan negatta futashika na mirai mo 	Even the future you had so badly wished for, in all its uncertainty,
他の誰かと同じさ全部 	hoka no dareka to onaji sa zenbu 	Is the same as someone else's, all in all
正論で食い散らして使い切った未練と 	seiron de kuichirashite tsukaikitta miren to 	Gulping them down with just reasoning, these lingering feelings for you that I've exhausted...
隣り合って居たいなんて思えないね 	tonari atte itai nante omoenai ne 	Do I want to stay by their side?... I can't say I do
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*0.5 (album)
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Off vocal
*piapro - Lyrics
===Unofficial===
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