Internal War

Numb....I only feel numb
I welcome the lack of feeling...
the dull tingling of my skin....as emotions,
expressions, and people go bouncing off, leaving marks;
but I don't feel them...... I've let go of my pain...
Slowly becoming a lost soul, I immerse myself in
molten steel, stelling and sealing myself off from the world...
I've hidden myself within myself,
A profound hermit of emotion. Left exposed, I ran for the cover within my mind.
My muse gone, what porpose could I have left? But that's all in my past
I've broken from my cast, and I walk calmly away from my pain...
With love in my heart, and dreams in my soul, I look down my path with joy....
Can't allow myself to be a tortured soul....
I've grown to love the concept of love, and I've done myself away with hate.
This anger, this rage, this fury, I am now called to exonerate....
I can no longer bring myself to hurt, from it i have no more to gain;
the depression, the sadness is gone from me now, I've finally abolished the pain.....
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