僕は依存症 (Boku wa Izonshou)

==Alternate Version==
==Lyrics==
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Lyrics =
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
現実を見たいだけ 	genjitsu o mitai dake 	I just want to see reality.
楽にして欲しいだけ 	raku ni shite hoshii dake 	I just want to be put at ease.
両まぶたにバツの印 	ryou mabuta ni batsu no shirushi 	Let's cross out those two eyelids,
ドクターは言いました 	dokutaa wa iimashita 	the doctor said.
“悪魔”は今日も笑っている？ 	“akuma” wa kyou mo waratte iru? 	Is "the devil" laughing today too?
最後にそれを確かめる 	saigo ni sore o tashikameru 	I'll ascertain that at the very end.
揺いだカーテン 	yuraida kaaten 	The curtains swayed.
サインする手は震えた 	sain suru te wa furueta 	The hand that was signing trembled.
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I've become an addict
君という名の後遺症 	kimi to iu nano kouishou 	plagued by after-effects called you.
付け回さないでくれよ 	tsukemawasanaide kure yo 	Please don't follow me around,
形のない温もり 	katachi no nai nukumori 	disembodied warmth.
その手は幽霊か 	sono te wa yuurei ka 	Is that hand a ghost
それとも冷たい火傷 	soretomo tsumetai yakedo 	or a chilly burn?
誰にも罪なんてないさ 	dare ni mo tsumi nante nai sa 	Everyone's blameless.
君を映すこの眼が悪い 	kimi o utsusu kono me ga warui 	the fault lies in these eyes that see you.
 	 	
抱えた膝がね 離れなくなる 	kakaeta hiza ga ne hanarenaku naru 	I hugged my knees, and I can't let them go anymore.
泡沫 まほろば 曖昧 夜明け 	utakata mahoroba aimai yoake 	An ephemeral yet beautiful place, an ambiguous dawn.
その細い首を締め付ける 悪夢を見てしまった 	sono hosoi kubi o shimetsukeru akumu o mite shimatta	I had a nightmare of strangling your thin neck.
荒んだ部屋中に 笑い声が響いた 	susanda heyachuu ni waraigoe ga hibiita 	Laughter echoed inside this ruined room.
大好きだった 笑い声だったのに 	daisuki datta waraigoe datta no ni 	I loved it, even if it was laughter.
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I've become an addict.
ドクターに渡す同意書 	dokutaa ni watasu douisho 	I hand the doctor the consent form,
二人で分け合ったメモリー 	futari de wakeatta memorii 	the memories we shared.
いつからか僕だけが 	itsu kara ka boku dake ga 	At some point I became
大人になっていた 	otona ni natte ita 	the only one growing up.
それでも君は笑っていた 	soredemo kimi wa waratte ita 	And yet, you were laughing.
首を傾げないでくれよ 	kubi o kashigenaide kure yo 	Please don't tilt your head,
理解なんて出来やしないから 	rikai nante dekiyashinai kara 	there's no way you could understand.
 	 	
コメカミのずっと奥が痛む 疑心 	komekami no zutto oku ga itamu gishin 	It hurts deep inside my temples. Fear.
消えろ消えろ 何度 唱えただろう 	kiero kiero nando tonaeta darou 	"Go away, go away!", how many times have I repeated that?
神格化してたのは僕だ 	shinkakuka shiteta no wa boku da 	I was the one turning you into a deity
ゆえに神殺しの罰を受けよう 	yueni kamigoroshi no batsu o ukeyou 	so I'll accept the punishment for murdering a god.
 	 	
現実を見たいだけ 	genjitsu o mitai dake 	I just want to see reality.
楽にして欲しいだけ 	raku ni shite hoshii dake 	I just want to be put at ease.
両まぶたにバツの印 	ryou mabuta ni batsu no shirushi 	Let's cross out those two eyelids,
ドクターは言いました 	dokutaa wa iimashita 	the doctor said.
“悪魔”は今日も笑っている？ 	“akuma” wa kyou mo waratte iru? 	Is "the devil" laughing today too?
最後にそれを確かめる 	saigo ni sore o tashikameru 	I'll ascertain that at the very end.
点滴の雫が落ちたら 	tenteki no shizuku ga ochitara 	When the drip goes down the IV,
夢を見るだけ 	yume o miru dake 	all I see is dreams.
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I've become an addict
君という名の後遺症 	kimi to iu nano kouishou 	plagued by after-effects called you.
付け回さないでくれよ 	tsukemawasanaide kure yo 	Please don't follow me around,
形のない温もり 	katachi no nai nukumori 	disembodied warmth.
その手は幽霊か 	sono te wa yuurei ka 	Is that hand a ghost
それとも冷たい火傷 	soretomo tsumetai yakedo 	or a chilly burn?
誰にも罪なんてないさ 	dare ni mo tsumi nante nai sa 	Everyone's blameless.
君を映すこの眼が悪い 悪い 	kimi o utsusu kono me ga warui warui 	The fault lies in these eyes that see you. It's all their fault.
押し潰されていく心と体 	oshitsubusarete iku kokoro to karada 	My heart and body are being crushed.
ドクターお願い 右目を還して 	dokutaa onegai migime o kaeshite 	Please, doctor, send back my right eye
左目を還して あの日に還して 	hidarime o kaeshite ano hi ni kaeshite 	send back my left eye, send me back to those days,
お願い 	onegai 	please.
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Alternate translation =
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
現実を見たいだけ 	genjitsu o mitai dake 	I just wanted to see reality
楽にして欲しいだけ 	raku ni shite hoshii dake 	Just wanted it to be easy
両まぶたにバツの印 	ryou mabuta ni batsu no shirushi 	Xs marked out on both my eyelids
ドクターは言いました 	dokutaa wa iimashita 	That's what the doctor said
“悪魔”は今日も笑っている？ 	“akuma” wa kyou mo waratte iru? 	Is the "devil" laughing today as well?
最後にそれを確かめる 	saigo ni sore o tashikameru 	I'll become sure of that at the end
揺いだカーテン 	yuraida kaaten 	The curtain rustled
サインする手は震えた 	sain suru te wa furueta 	Gave a sign, as my hand trembled
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I've become an addict
君という名の後遺症 	kimi to iu nano kouishou 	the after-effects of which are known as you
付け回さないでくれよ 	tsukemawasanaide kure yo 	Please stop hanging over me
形のない温もり 	katachi no nai nukumori 	The shapeless warmth
その手は幽霊か 	sono te wa yuurei ka 	of that hand, is it a ghost
それとも冷たい火傷 	soretomo tsumetai yakedo 	Or is it a burn, cold to the touch
誰にも罪なんてないさ 	dare ni mo tsumi nante nai sa 	No one is to blame
君を映すこの眼が悪い 	kimi o utsusu kono me ga warui 	but these eyes that reflect you
 	 	
抱えた膝がね 離れなくなる 	kakaeta hiza ga ne hanarenaku naru 	Knees curled to my chest, not wanting to leave
泡沫 まほろば 曖昧 夜明け 	utakata mahoroba aimai yoake 	This great and splendid land, a bubble fit to burst, obscure daybreak
その細い首を締め付ける 悪夢を見てしまった 	sono hosoi kubi o shimetsukeru akumu o mite shimatta	Wrapped tightly around that slender neck, was the nightmare I had
荒んだ部屋中に 笑い声が響いた 	susanda heyachuu ni waraigoe ga hibiita 	Through the degenerate room, the laughter rang out
大好きだった 笑い声だったのに 	daisuki datta waraigoe datta no ni 	It said it loved me, though it was laughing as it did
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I've become an addict
ドクターに渡す同意書 	dokutaa ni watasu douisho 	I handed over to the doctor the consent form
二人で分け合ったメモリー 	futari de wakeatta memorii 	A memory split between us two
いつからか僕だけが 	itsu kara ka boku dake ga 	Somewhere along the way I had become
大人になっていた 	otona ni natte ita 	the only one who had grown up
それでも君は笑っていた 	soredemo kimi wa waratte ita 	And yet you kept laughing
首を傾げないでくれよ 	kubi o kashigenaide kure yo 	Don't tilt your head at me, please
理解なんて出来やしないから 	rikai nante dekiyashinai kara 	There's no way you could ever understand
 	 	
コメカミのずっと奥が痛む 疑心 	komekami no zutto oku ga itamu gishin 	The pain has always been there in my temples, the suspicion
消えろ消えろ 何度 唱えただろう 	kiero kiero nando tonaeta darou 	Go away, go away, I've cried it out so many times
神格化してたのは僕だ 	shinkakuka shiteta no wa boku da 	The one who'd undergone the deification was me,
ゆえに神殺しの罰を受けよう 	yueni kamigoroshi no batsu o ukeyou 	Therefore the penalty for god-killing shall fall upon me
 	 	
現実を見たいだけ 	genjitsu o mitai dake 	I just wanted to see the reality
楽にして欲しいだけ 	raku ni shite hoshii dake 	Just wanted it to be easy
両まぶたにバツの印 	ryou mabuta ni batsu no shirushi 	Xs marked out on both my eyelids
ドクターは言いました 	dokutaa wa iimashita 	That's what the doctor said
“悪魔”は今日も笑っている？ 	“akuma” wa kyou mo waratte iru? 	Is the "devil" laughing today as well?
最後にそれを確かめる 	saigo ni sore o tashikameru 	I'll become sure of that at the end
点滴の雫が落ちたら 	tenteki no shizuku ga ochitara 	Once the drop of IV-drip falls
夢を見るだけ 	yume o miru dake 	All I'll do is dream
 	 	
僕は依存症になった 	boku wa izonshou ni natta 	I became an addict
君という名の後遺症 	kimi to iu na no kouishou 	the after-effects of which are known as you
付け回さないでくれよ 	tsukemawasanaide kure yo 	Please stop hanging over me
形のない温もり 	katachi no nai nukumori 	The shapeless warmth
その手は幽霊か 	sono te wa yuurei ka 	of that hand, is it a ghost
それとも冷たい火傷 	soretomo tsumetai yakedo 	Or is it a burn, cold to the touch
誰にも罪なんてないさ 	dare ni mo tsumi nante nai sa 	No one is to blame
君を映すこの眼が悪い 悪い 	kimi o utsusu kono me ga warui warui 	but these eyes that reflect you, they're to blame
押し潰されていく心と体 	oshitsubusarete iku kokoro to karada 	I'm being crushed by the weight, my body and my mind
ドクターお願い 右目を還して 	dokutaa onegai migime o kaeshite 	Doctor please, give back my right eye
左目を還して あの日に還して 	hidarime o kaeshite ano hi ni kaeshite 	Give back my left eye, let me go back to that day
お願い 	onegai 	Please
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