Dance of endeavors

==Background==
"dance of endeavors" is a song featuring flower by ponkansoup. The story is as follows:
Novellino was an aspiring young man at the age of 22, born from a rich family. He was awed for being in such a lineage, although childhood was bleak and mostly to him it never existed. Parents were too obsessed but often told he was never enough. He has been often been played around and used by many and left him like a poor ragdoll in the trash. Within his teenage years he had fallen for a young woman, Merlot. Although with his poor moral principles and being blinded by a one-sided relationship he has fallen into victim with false love, and he had nobody else to blame but himself.
No friends, lacking social skills, and he copes through all this through holding parties, an attempt to be a part of a community. He was famous for that, and maybe had some acquaintances but never a close relationship. He further spirals himself down the rabbit hole from the alcohol, the constant quarrels in the bar, and the blaring noise of the music. It was all a white noise. And in the middle of a tension.
'Hey you... seem familiar?'
A bittersweet voice he had come to love and hate.
'Do you wanna dance again?' Merlot giggles at the sight of him, followed with the sound of a grim laughter from Novellino himself.
The bottle he had been suppressing for years breaks and the world was his enemy.
==Lyrics==
i tried to reach out but i do not think
that they would say the same
all they do is turn their
heads and walked away
no matter what i even do
no matter what i even say
nothing but a puppet and
exploiting me til i decay
in time i've learned how to hold myself back
but i, a fool who has never learned how to
take a step back
and breathe it in
all my bottled feelings are
spiraling into insanity
raise your glass
for this might be our last
dance of tonight's wasted
endeavors
`til our head's run dry
until it hurts to cry
so shut your mouth
and dance with me now!
let the wildness circulate
and don't hold back to what is fate
the tension's high don't try to stop
keep dancing til the bodies drop
again, my habits are all mixed up
with this unforgiving plague
and this part of me they titled as my rage
take me back
into the days where i had never did
such inclinations
take me back
to where i never had these
instincts to react upon on
shattered glass scattered amongst
our own very lives
we try to put them back up again
but it will hurt us so
hidden in the darkened red
a wasted endeavor
the night's still young yet why are we here
laughing through our tears?
step back
and breathe it in
all my bottled feelings are
spiraling into insanity
raise your glass
for this might be our last
dance of tonight's little
desolation
head's run dry
and does it hurts to cry?
still shut your mouth
and dance with me now!
let the wildness circulate
and don't hold back to what is fake
the tension's high don't try to stop
keep dancing til the bodies drop
crashing down like an endless stream
and tainted red like the blood
of my own enemy
just ignore whatever happened
party's over time to move on
why are you all suddenly leaving?
we still have another glass
raise your glass
for this might be our last
dance of tonight's wasted endeavors
til our head's run dry
well does it hurts to cry?
please shut the f▬k up
dance with me now!
don't you dare
ignore the music now!
aim your attention to only me!
just forget the steps, don't need it anymore
i'll dance alone 'til i break the floor
let the wildness overtake
I can't hold back to what is fate
the tension's high and i can't stop
I'll just keep crying til i drop
can i dance with you again?
==Other media appearances==
===Discography===
This song is featured in the following albums:
* Dance of Endeavors
==External links==
===Official===
===Unofficial===