キルミィジャム (Kill Me Jam)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
羨望と後悔を　コトコト煮込んでは 	senbou to koukai o kotokoto nikonde wa 	I’m carefully stewing envy and regret
自分への甘えも　一つまみ、二つまみ 	jibun e no amae mo hitotsumami, futatsumami 	with sugary laxity for me. Adding a pinch of it, and another.
空回りするほど　惨めが顔に出て 	karamawari suru hodo mijime ga kao ni dete 	The more I spin my wheels, the worse misery shows on my face.
粗探しするから　単純を見落とす 	arasagashi suru kara tanjun o miotosu 	I nitpick myself and end up overlooking most simple
の。 	no. 	Things.
 	 	
最下位の占いを　耳栓の裏に焼き付けたら 	saikai no uranai o mimisen no ura ni yakitsuketara 	After imprinting the unluckiest fortune-telling onto the back of my earplugs,
或いは　明日を焦がして廃れ 	arui wa asu o kogashite sutare 	Or burning tomorrow to die out—
 	 	
認めて　壊して　赤く錆びた鍋をいつまでも 	mitomete kowashite akaku sabita nabe o itsumademo 	Admitting and breaking it, I can never abandon or gain
捨てれず　得られず、また罪から目を背けて謳え。 	suterezu erarezu, mata tsumi kara me o somukete utae. 	The pot rusted in red, so turn away from your sins again and sing aloud!
早まって　結局　真っ赤な嘘だけこびりついて 	hayamatte kekkyoku makka na uso dake kobiritsuite 	I rushed around, and in the end, I clung to only bloody lies真っ赤な嘘 (makka na uso; lit. bright red lie) is a lie that is outright.
背中から侵されてた 	senaka kara okasareteta 	And got invaded from behind.
そんなことある？ 	sonna koto aru? 	How can that be?
 	 	
粋がって　厭がって　因果応報に駄々を捏ねて 	ikigatte iyagatte ingaouhou ni dada o konete 	Putting on airs, being reluctant, whining about the poetic justice,
絡まって　「あらまぁ」って 	karamatte "ara maa" tte 	Getting tangled, and crying “Oh dear,”
死にたくなるほど甘い匂い 	shinitaku naru hodo amai nioi 	This scent’s so sweet I want to die!
朝まで染み込んだ　癒えない曖昧を拾い上げ 	asa made shimikonda ienai aimai o hiroiage 	I picked up the unhealable vagueness soaked into the morning
一口含んで捨てた 	hitokuchi fukunde suteta 	And threw it away after tasting a morsel.
そんなとこ。 	sonna toko. 	That’s how it went.
 	 	
猥雑をパンの上　乱雑に塗りたくる 	waizatsu o pan no ue ranzatsu ni nuritakuru 	I roughly smear sordidness on the bread,
認識の甘さを　一齧り、二齧り 	ninshiki no amasa o hitokajiri, futakajiri 	With naïve perception. Took a bite of it, and another.
臓腑から滲み出る　劣等は冷凍庫 	zoufu kara nijimideru rettou wa reitouko 	Inferiority oozing out of my viscera goes to the freezer.
根が張る椅子の下　鉄分が足りないな 	ne ga haru isu no shita tetsubun ga tarinai na 	I spread roots under a chair. Iron is not enough.
 	 	
再会の感動は　権利有る者のみ 	saikai no kandou wa kenri aru mono nomi 	An impression of a reunion is only for those with the right.
吐き出して　煮出して 	hakidashite nidashite 	Thrown up, boiled down,
冷やして　取り出され 	hiyashite toridasare 	Cooled off and taken out,
絵画の晩餐会　額縁切り取られた 	kaiga no bansankai gakubuchi kiritorareta 	The frames have been cut off at the dinner party of paintings.
現在地　わたしは　アイと逸れています。 	genzaichi watashi wa ai to hagurete imasu 	At this place, I’ve strayed from my love.アイ / Ｉ should be wordplay on “love” and English “I”.
 	 	
射止めて　きっと酩酊　殺人者には為りたくないの 	itomete kitto meitei satsujinsha ni wa naritaku nai no	Shooting it down and surely intoxicated, I don’t want to be a murderer!
だからって　逆らって　また無意味な迷子を繰り返す 	dakara tte sakaratte mata muimi na maigo o kurikaesu 	Just because of it, I resist and go astray meaninglessly once again.
重なって　嵩張って　寅と午が巡り駆ける脳内 	kasanatte kasabatte tora to uma ga megurikakeru nounai	Overlapped and bulky is my brain where traumaWordplay: 寅 (tora; tiger) and 午 (uma; horse) are combined into トラウマ (torauma; trauma). runs around.
冒頭から呑み込んでく 	atama kara nomikondeku 	I’m swallowing it from the top.
そんなはずない！ 	sonna hazu nai! 	That can’t be true!
 	 	
一目で　火止めて　140字の無駄を遣い 	hitome de hi tomete hyaku-yonjuu ji no muda o tsukai 	At a glance, turning off the heat, I bother to fly a blue carrier pigeon.Originally, “I use 140 letters of waste.” As you probably know, has (used to have) a 140-character limit.
侮って　捗って　その 	anadotte hakadotte sono 	Ridiculing it and getting along,
過失を加湿してカビてる 	kashitsu o kashitsu shite kabiteru 	I humidify the fault just to go moldy.
恒常の形状も　永久的有限を纏って 	koujou no keijou mo eikyuuteki yuugen o matotte 	The constant shape wears perpetual finiteness.
指先、まだ震えてる　冷えていく。 	yubisaki, mada furueteru hiete iku. 	My fingertips are still shivering and getting cold.
 	 	
再開の裏返し　五線譜終わる場所の 	saikai no uragaeshi gosenfu owaru basho no 	The restart is hidden. Where a five-line staff ends
真っ赤な事実は　呑み込まれ拾えない 	makka na jijitsu wa nomikomare hiroenai 	Stands the bright red truth, which can’t be picked up as it’s been swallowed.
 	 	
仕留めて　終わらせて　ゲル状の愛だけ見てたいの 	shitomete owarasete geru jou no ai dake mitetai no 	Shoot me dead, let me end, I want to look only at gelatinous love!
痛いよ、期待が。 	itai yo, kitai ga. 	Your hope is hurting me.
「目玉焼きはうまく作れないよ？」 	"medamayaki wa umaku tsukurenai yo?" 	“I’m not good at making a sunny-side-up egg, okay?”
傷んだ地団駄　熟した顔して怒らないで 	itanda jitanda jukushita kao shite okoranaide 	Damaged frustration, don’t get angry with such a ripe face.
自由落下の余韻に 	jiyuurakka no yoin ni 	In the afterglow of free fall—
 	 	
ごめんね、ごめんね 	gomenne, gomenne 	I’m sorry, I’m sorry!
わたしの首を崩してくのは 	watashi no kubi o kuzushiteku no wa 	The one to crumble up my neck—
ごめんね、ごめんね 	gomenne, gomenne 	I’m sorry, I’m sorry!
わたしじゃなくて貴方が善いの 	watashi ja nakute anata ga ii no 	Shouldn’t be me; it must be you!
ごめんね、ごめんね 	gomenne, gomenne 	I’m sorry, I’m sorry!
ジャムのようにどろりとしたＩを 	jamu no you ni dorori to shita I o 	I want to present you with “I”
貴方に捧げたいのだ！ 	anata ni sasagetai noda! 	Which is as gooey as jam!
ララララララ 	rararararara 	Lalalalalala…
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental and lyrics
===Unofficial===
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*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
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