On suicide or: why I chose to live

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
When I was a child, I was so afraid of dying 	 	
I used to shiver with fear in my bed every night 	 	
 	 	
But now that I've grown up, I find it too hard to live 	 	
I cry in bed all night long, but I don't even how to die 	 	
 	 	
A glass of water that I filled 3 days ago 	 	
It's on front of me but, I can't even reach for it 	 	
 	 	
It's like my brain has become a sponge and that absorbing the water 	 	
And it's fall into the dark abyss 	 	
It's so dark...it very 	 	
 	 	
When I was a child, I was so afraid of dying 	 	
I used to shiver with fear crying in my bed every night 	 	
 	 	
抱きしめた膝の中に、こぼれ落ちる大粒の涙 	dakishimeta hiza no naka ni, koboreochiru ootsubu no namida	
僕はもう生きていけない 	boku wa mou ikiteikenai 	
 	 	
Self-injury increase day by day 	 	
Been born blessed makes me even sadder 	 	
 	 	
Oh, I wish I never born but I can't back time 	 	
 	 	
Wow, my penis is locked in a chastity case, bro 	 	
Wow, and Mistress Kyoko has that key and I'm under ejaculation control	 	
 	 	
Wow, I'm in a pink bra and XL panties, I can't die looking like this 	 	
 	 	
Wow 	 	
 	 	
I don't need the key, when I'm tied up tight I'm very free 	 	
 	 	
Exactly Ed Wood's state of mind 	 	
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