Coming of Age

It's my bildungsroman
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I love you, mother
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I'll long for you
But I'll leave you here
I walk past the
abattoir
I feel for the animals
I steal a sheep
The sheep steals me
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I feel abandoned
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But I defeat suicide
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I feel worthy
Someone knows it too
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We flee, save and are
saved
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We are melded in love's
refinery
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This is what I wanted
It is the end