18歳になれなかった君へ (18-sai ni Narenakatta Kimi e)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
誰かの記憶の中で人は生き続けるのならば 	dareka no kioku no naka de hito wa ikitsuzukeru no naraba 	If people keep on living inside someone else's memories...
 	 	
ほら 	hora 	You see...
 	 	
また僕の存在証明が一人減った 	mata boku no sonzai shoumei ga hitori hetta 	Once again, the living proof that I'm alive has diminished by one person.
 	 	
変わりたくて誰も僕を知らない世界へ行きたいとか 	kawaritakute dare mo boku o shiranai sekai e ikitai toka 	I thought I wanted to change and go to a world
思ってたけど、それって 	omotteta kedo, sore tte 	Where no one knew me, but that
きっと死ぬほど怖いよな 	kitto shinu hodo kowai yo na 	Would surely make me deathly afraid.
 	 	
故に死ぬがない僕は匿名へ逃げ込んで 	yueni shinu ki ga nai boku wa tokumei e nigekonde 	Therefore, I haven't the willpower to die. So I take refuge in anonymity,
100の席を目指す315番目みたいに過ごして 	hyaku no seki o mezasu sanbyakujuugobanme mitai ni sugoshite	Whiling away time like the 315th one aiming for the 100th rank.
もう、こんな生活、嫌なんだけれど 	mou, konna seikatsu, iya nanda keredo 	I can't stand this kind of lifestyle anymore,
17歳の君が僕を許してくれなくて 	juunanasai no kimi ga boku o yurushite kurenakute 	But you, eternally 17, will not forgive me.
 	 	
天国なんて信じてないけど 	tengoku nante shinjitenai kedo 	I don't really believe in Heaven,
もしも魂があるのなら 	moshimo tamashii ga aru no nara 	But if we do have souls,
君と描いた夢「ダメだったよ」って 	kimi to egaita yume "dame datta yo" tte 	I'd like to communicate to yours that the dream we imagined
君に伝えたい 	kimi ni tsutaetai 	"Was totally hopeless."
 	 	
変われずに歳を取る僕は昨日の残骸だ 	kawarezu ni toshi o toru boku wa kinou no zangai da 	I'm just aging without being able to change; I'm a wreck of yesterday.
今日明日を生きてく理由なんて、とうに失っているのに 	kyou asu o ikiteku riyuu nante, touni ushinatte iru no ni 	Though I've long since lost a "reason to live today and tomorrow,"
何故しがみ付く？誰に縋り付くんだ 	naze shigamitsuku? dare ni sugaritsuku nda 	Why do I hang on? Who am I clinging to?
お前に救いなど無いはずさ 	omae ni sukui nado nai hazu sa 	There shouldn't be any way of saving you.
17歳の友に託された夢をてしまった 	juunanasai no tomo ni takusareta yume o koroshite shimatta 	I've killed the dreams you entrusted me with when we were 17.
犯人は僕だ、僕だ、僕だ、僕なんだ 	hannin wa boku da, boku da, boku da, boku nanda 	The guilty one is me, me, me, it's me!
自分自身なんだ 	jibun jishin nanda 	It's myself!
才能が無くて他人を妬んでる 	sainou ga nakute tanin o netanderu 	I've got no talent, I'm jealous of others,
夢に囚われた囚人だ 	yume ni torawareta shuujin da 	I'm a prisoner arrested by dreams.
許されてないのではなく 	yurusaretenai no de wa naku 	It might be that I won't be forgiven,
お前が自分を許せないだけなんだろ？ 	omae ga jibun o yurusenai dake nan daro? 	Or is it that you simply can't forgive me?
全部、知ってるよ、お前は俺なのだから 	zenbu, shitteru yo, omae wa ore nano dakara 	I understand you completely. You're me,
もう、こんな人生はうんざりだ 	mou, konna jinsei wa unzari da 	So this life has reached a breaking point by now.
 	 	
だけど死ぬがない僕は匿名へ逃げ込んで 	dakedo shinu ki ga nai boku wa tokumei e nigekonde 	But I haven't got the willpower to die, so I I take refuge in anonymity,
100の席を目指す315番目みたいに過ごして 	hyaku no seki o mezasu sanbyakujuugobanme mitai ni sugoshite	Whiling away time like the 315th one aiming for the 100th rank.
もう、こんな生活、嫌なんだけれど 	mou, konna seikatsu, iya nanda keredo 	I can't stand this kind of lifestyle anymore,
18歳になれない僕は昨日を彷徨って 	juuhassai ni narenai boku wa kinou o samayotte 	But I, who never turned 18, am wandering through yesterday.
 	 	
天国なんて信じてないけど 	tengoku nante shinjitenai kedo 	I don't really believe in Heaven,
もしも君がそこに居るのならば 	moshimo kimi ga soko ni iru no naraba 	But if you happen to be there,
君と描いた夢 「ダメだったよ」って 	kimi to egaita yume "dame datta yo" tte 	I'll tell you that the dream we imagined
君に言って、許さないでほしいんだ 	kimi ni itte, yurusanaide hoshii nda 	"Was totally hopeless," so I don't want your forgiveness!
もう死んだ君が叱ってくれるなら 	mou shinda kimi ga shikatte kureru nara 	I say things like, "How much easier could it be
どれほど楽になれるかとか言う僕を 	dore hodo raku ni nareru ka toka iu boku o 	If you'd scold me from beyond the grave?"
許しはしないでね 	yurushi wa shinaide ne 	So don't you dare forgive me, okay?
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