Utopia

U T O P I A
9.5 D.Y. // trans-female // rain/ice // pianist/bookworm // isfp-t
moved to hikari with her dad after a traumatic history. met rush and the rest of the crew... mentored by sonata and just tries to enjoy life, that quiet gal in the corner who loves tea
Utopia 	Utopia
 	
Background Information	Background Information
Art By 	☁️
Creator 	essence
Coding 	unique
Aesthetics 	fairy lights, tea sets, fantasy worlds, piano keys, flowers, books arranged on shelves, starry skies at dusk
Attribute 	musicality
Element 	mystic
Theme Animal 	doe
Theme Color 	soft purple / grayish-lavender
Theme Song 	
Melody Of Elves - V.K.
MBTI Personality 	ISFP-T
Character Information 	Character Information
Age 	9.5 D.Y. / 20 H.Y.
Gender 	trans-female
Pronouns 	she/her
Orientation 	bisexual
Occupation 	pianist, occasional poet on the side
Tribe 	rain/ice
Goal 	to continuously improve her talents and have a love-filled life
Other Names 	she doesn't like being called any
Residence 	Hikari
Relatives 	icewave (mother), spectrum (father)
Allies 	spectrum, rush, anima, isla, essence, chromium, sonata, renatus, sage
Enemies 	icewave
Likes 	quality time with friends, love, affection, flowers, tea, the smell of mint, citrus fruits, desserts, playing the piano, soft and gentle music, cool temperatures, fluffy blankets, fantasy stories, reading, collecting bookmarks, solving puzzles, clever riddles
Dislikes 	loud noises, rainy weather, hot and humid conditions, bitter food, tragedies, nightmares, judgmental dragons, any form of discrimination, seeing others being sad, math, books being damaged, artificial fragrances, unnecessary drama, irresponsibility
Abilities 	discolored frostbreath (harmless), musical talent, wits and observance
Weapons 	not that type of dragon, even if she needs it her mind would be all it takes
Love Interests 	rush
Quote 	i often wish that life was a fairytale... but maybe there's beauty in its imperfections as well.
A P P E A R A N C E
In a town like Hikari, hybrids are easy to be spotted. Utopia is no exception - anyone could easily tell her tribal origins just by looking at her.
The dragoness's general body shape takes after an IceWing, giving her a lean and slender look, but she lacks the sharpness of their general features. Her RainWing heritage shows in the presence of her frills, as well as the fact that she doesn't have the sharp, deadly claws IceWings do. Utopia's spines still resemble a purebred IceWing's, though, as well as her rather thin tail, despite lacking the spikes at the tip. She stands at quite an impressive height, especially for someone of her age.
Unlike the dynamic hues normal RainWings boast, Utopia's scales are static in their color, but this doesn't make them less colorful. Her main scales are light amethyst purple, while her underbelly fades into a pale violet, slightly clouded with white. The spines on her back take on a shade of pastel pink, while the frills behind her ears are a gradient of light blue shades. All of her rather blunt claws are stark white in color. Utopia's wings do not resemble either of her tribe's much, and their membranes are light minty green in color. Combined with her size, she can likely look intimidating with her wings fully spread out, but this is often not the case.
Utopia's eyes are pale, soft lime green, often carrying a distant, faraway look. They are usually attentively fixed on a book she's reading, or closed as her talons move over the keys, a serene smile on her face. On the outside, her expressions and mannerisms appear reclusive, but around those she's close to, her eyes are seen bright with joy much more frequently.
P E R S O N A L I T Y
Utopia appears to be the typical quiet and shy dragoness you'll find sitting in the corner of the room, keeping her eyes glued on the book she's reading. Indeed, it's not a secret that she's introverted, and she finds it hard to open up or act naturally around dragons she doesn't consider her peers. Most of the time, she'll also hardly be the one to ever start a conversation, and her responses to those she chooses to engage in are quite short and to the point. Around those she's unfamiliar with, she might appear socially inept and unable to keep up in a conversation for long.
When delving into her passions, however, Utopia can show a much more affectionate and warm side, but this is usually only revealed after she has established a trusting relationship with someone else. She is non-confrontational and wants peace for all, believing that avoiding any possible conflicts is always the best way to go about things. She detests needless drama and violence, and it shows through how she treats all her friends and acquaintances in the best ways she can. She also has a generous streak that makes her feel happy whenever she knows that she is the source of someone else's joy.
The hybrid is quite intelligent for her age and is able to use her wits and logic to see through almost anything clearly. This makes her an extremely good listener, as she is also observant and empathetic and can easily tell what another dragon needs to hear from their body language and tone of voice. She often has great advice for anyone who sought her out for it, as she remains the general voice of reason for any group. Strangely, when it comes to her own emotions, Utopia has difficulty expressing them or reaching out to others whenever they get to her. Part of her feels that voicing her feelings out would make her appear vulnerable, while the other just lies in the fact that she doesn't really know how to. She expresses these thoughts through music or written words, but she's slowly learning how to open up more.
Utopia isn't the kind of dragoness who would brag about any of her successes, as a lot of times she still remains doubtful of her abilities. She isn't afraid of failing or falling short, but rather quite sensitive to negative remarks from other dragons, and she fears being judged in a negative light. As such, compliments often make her extremely happy no matter who it comes from, even if she might not outwardly show it. Her lacking confidence sometimes mean that saying no or defending her own rights can be hard for herself, but when things get serious and her friends and loved ones are involved, she will not hesitate to defend them to her very last breath. She only lets a few dragons get that close to her, after all.
She is more of a dreamy and idealistic dragon, often imagining worlds where things are much better in life and picturing scenarios that might or might not happen in her head. Despite this, she is content where she is, accepting things as they are and often trying to see the best out of things, even if it isn't always easy. The hybrid knows things well, though, such as seeing when a relationship is healthy or not and when to end things. It's only the fear of hurt that might hold her back for a bit.
Utopia may not be a social dragon by any means, but those who have earned her trust would not regret calling her their friend. She remains an enigma to strangers, but her heart is definitely big enough for those who found their way in. 
H I S T O R Y
Sadly, it can't be said that Utopia was born out of love. 
Icewave was a dragoness hailing from the cold north, an IceWing stuck in the lower ranks of the fifth circle. In a time like this, it was not doing her status any good, causing her to spend more and more time away from the snowy lands she calls her home. It took a few months of wandering for her to bump into Spectrum, a RainWing who caught her attention because he defied the stereotypes that she was taught - lazy, illiterate and completely incompetent. 
For Spectrum, he was instantly entranced by the beautiful dragoness, and soon enough the two often find themselves in romantic encounters with a lot of flirting. While Icewave could hardly resist his charming advances as well, her mind kept wandering back to her home, her status in her kingdom, and how her queen would never let her live it down if she was caught having an egg with a RainWing. However, he was the perfect companion, the companion that eased her loneliness and made her forget about the feel of not belonging.
No matter how hard she tried to keep a distance, she ended up having an egg, and she was mortified - more at her own actions than the dragonet she conceived, though. However, Icewave saw an escape when her family told her that a male IceWing from the third circle was interested in courting her, so she agreed immediately, knowing that they would have never suspected anything if no one spread the word. Yet, some semblance of... guilt, perhaps, didn't allow her to just abandon Spectrum and their dragonet, especially when he was practically ecstatic at the thought of being a father despite neither of them expecting it. 
Utopia hatched as a male in the rainforest where her father lived, with a more masculine name that no one spoke of now. The moment she came into this world, she was coddled and cared for mostly by her RainWing father, who also taught her how to speak, write and read, things she picked up incredibly quickly thanks to her intelligence. She was like most other dragonets - clueless about the cruelties of the world, only preoccupied with playing and laughing with her young friends who were mostly RainWings. 
Yet there was one obvious difference between her parents and others' - Icewave was frequently missing from her dragonet's life, spending more and more time around her new soon-to-be fiancé. Any attempts Utopia had made to reach out and get closer to her IceWing mother was quickly shut down. It disappointed her, but her father had more than made up for it - she didn't mind as long as Spectrum was around, making her feel happy and contented in their home. It would have been fine for Utopia to not have as close of a bond with one parent compared to the other - until Icewave changed. 
Being around another high-ranked, snobby IceWing rubbed off on her mother quite a bit, and soon her patience grew thin and she often snapped at both Utopia and her dad for little annoyances, lashing out a lot for no particular reason. When Spectrum wasn't around, she even threw in comments belittling other dragon tribes, including her disgust at hybrids, once saying that getting involved with a RainWing was her greatest regret. Those were comments expected from a typical IceWing - yet it hurt the young Utopia no less, causing her to lose a lot of her developing confidence. Her indifference towards her mother grew into dislike, and she took even more refuge in the comforting presence of her father, who also seemed to be equally stressed by his partner's behavior. 
Conflict started to built up within Utopia's own heart as she entered a phase where she started questioning her gender - being referred to a "boy", associated with masculine titles and terms just didn't feel right anymore, and every time she heard someone call her a "he", she felt uncomfortable and out of place. Being used to her mother's unpredictable temperament by now, Utopia kept this a secret, not wanting to worry her dad even further and of course fearing how Icewave would react if she found out by any chance. 
It turns out that she wouldn't need to worry about Icewave for much too long either - on one fateful night, the IceWing finally snapped and told them both the truth, that she was now engaged to an IceWing that would be worth much more than both of them combined, and that she was leaving. That was it - she turned tail and left both Spectrum and Utopia in the dust. For the young dragonet, it was a positive change - she was more than delighted to have her troubling presence gone. It wasn't the same for her father though - she could tell the loss of his partner still pained him greatly, no matter how badly she acted. It showed particularly when Spectrum told Utopia that they were leaving the rainforest and their old home behind, that their new one resided in a town far away from where he first met her mother. 
Life in Hikari - their new home, was much more bearable, without Icewave's problematic attitude following them wherever they went. Utopia, however, still felt out of place, not knowing how to approach the topic of her gender at all. She didn't want to add more emotional burden to her still recovering dad, but it didn't make it any less comfortable to be completely closeted from the rest of the world. Spectrum, however, caught on to her troubles quicker than she expected, eventually coaxing her to sit down and tell him the truth of what's bothering her. With some apprehension, Utopia told him the truth about how her birth gender had never felt like her true one, afraid that her only family will reject her no matter how small the chances were. 
Of course, she was quickly proven wrong. In fact, Spectrum had been kind and patient with her, as he had been through her whole life, helping her figure out her true identity. Eventually, Utopia found out that the words "she" and "her" clicked just well with her, and calling herself a girl made her feel free and happy. By the age of seven, she officially had a new name - Utopia, and for once she truly felt like herself. 
The next few weeks after her transition went by in a blur, starting from when Utopia's attention was caught by a soft, harmonious sound coming from a store nearby. It turns out that the source of the music was Sonata, a graceful older dragoness who played the piano. After noticing how the young hybrid would stop by the shop window and listen to her playing, she offered to teach Utopia how to play the piano herself, something she enthusiastically agreed to. She also signed up for the music club at the local school she now attended, and being a fast learner, her skills were flourishing as days went by. 
Sonata became a mentor and even a friend, with Utopia trusting her enough to reveal her gender identity and even relaying any of her troubles to. She was also the one who had contacted the town's leader, Infia, who happened to be her own mother, and helped her father fund Utopia's very own piano at home. You would think that the young dragoness would have never been happier. 
Yes, it was true, she did feel grateful and blessed for the turn of events in her life - but Utopia, being a socially awkward dragon by nature, still didn't felt like she belonged with the other dragons of her age that walked down the street. She was known as the quiet, talented student in music class, but apart from that, she had no real friends - her inner fears of being judged for who she is prevented her from actively forging any relationships. 
Until a certain other hybrid quite literally crashed into her life. 
It was just a classic mishap of a very energetic dragon bumping into her after not looking where he was going, but the little accident grew to be so much more. From the very beginning, Rush had been kind and thoughtful, helping Utopia with her dropped items and enthusiastically introducing himself after apologizing. He stuck around her during lunchtime, and promised to see her again with a grin, even if Utopia didn't talk much in return (only going as far to telling him that she was passionate about music). True to his word, he came back every day, and she never remembered sitting alone ever again. 
Rush was almost the complete opposite of Utopia on paper - he was loud and excitable, and very open to others, being vocal about his interests. She was particularly surprised when he revealed that he too was transgender, something that everyone else was content with. In turn, Utopia found herself growing closer and more trusting of him, and eventually she told him about her true gender as well. He also introduced her to his other friends, named Kurante and Anima respectively, who were both interested in music as well. Needless to say, the four remained fast friends throughout the rest of their school years, and somewhere along the way, she found herself falling for the one dragon that had dragged her out of her old life of seclusion. 
It was a small, fleeting feeling at first, but sooner or later Utopia found herself horns over talons in love with Rush, the goofy little hybrid that made her smile every time she saw him. Her dad had been super encouraging of her when he first noticed her crush, often teasingly but warmly telling her that she shouldn't let this chance go by. She didn't have to worry, though - Rush was the one who confessed and told her that he adored her in the same way, and she still remembers how she had literally leaped into the air out of joy when she agreed to be his girlfriend. 
With the shell that had been keeping her away from life's joys gone, Utopia now feels truly happy with a loving partner by her side, surrounded by their amazing friends as well. The group ended up meeting a few more dragons, namely another couple known as Essence and Chromium, as well as an IceWing named Isla (who, of course, ended up being Anima's girlfriend later). She is now living a stable life at home with her father, who took up a job at the local school as a history teacher, and despite not having a complete family, Utopia knew that this was all she needed. 
Her life may have not been a fairy tale, but she has learned that it has made it all the more beautiful.
A B I L I T I E S
 
Being half-IceWing, Utopia has inherited a toned-down version of their frostbreath - she is able to breathe a grayish-light purple mist that has a mild chilling effect. While it cannot directly damage another dragon, it is capable of being a distraction with its unusual color. Utopia also has the standard resistance to cold that normal IceWings do, and will have no problem at surviving extremely low temperatures. While not having any notable abilities from her RainWing genetics, she is visibly quite agile and quick when she puts her mind to it.
Utopia isn't the first dragon you think of when you consider physical prowess, but she possesses quick reflexes and can be quite driven in a fight if she had the right emotions fueling her. Most would probably underestimate her actual fighting ability based off her general demeanor, giving her a slight advantage with an element of surprise. Compared to most IceWings, she's also quite the good flier, making her rather speedy in the air. 
The hybrid is quite smart and is able to read through lies, enabling her to understand most dragons pretty well beyond the surface and pick out inconsistencies in their words. She's also extremely observant of her surroundings and has a good perception of dragons around her. Utopia is pretty skilled at lying herself, and she knows how to manipulate words to her advantage when absolutely necessary. She also has a lot of musical talent and the ability to distinguish sounds very well.
W E A K N E S S E S
* quite slow 
* cant handle heat well
* physically rather weak
* is scared of water and drowning (like me uwu)
* absolutely hates numbers and counting
* not really good at saying no or speaking up for herself...
R E L A T I O N S H I P S
S P E C T R U M
Utopia holds a lot of affection for her RainWing father, the one parent that truly cared about her. He had always took care of her and was very thoughtful of her needs, and she has seen him push through the pain of his partner ditching him just to make her feel better in tough times. She tries her very best to do the same for him, as he's the only known member of her blood family. She is happy that Icewave left since there was no way a dragoness like her ever deserved him.
They still spend quality time together whenever they are at home alone - Utopia would often listen to her dad tell her tales of his own dragonethood, and let him listen to her tunes when she plays the piano. He is fully supportive of her and one of the only dragons she completely trusts to relay her heart's matters to. 
very positive
I C E W A V E
mother. stinkey icewing that left them alone >:( 
negative
R U S H
her super fun, loving and caring boyfriend! outwardly they still fight sometimes, but inside no one knows them better than each other. their desires and fears are now very easily understood through silent communication, and they are very affectionate towards one another when alone <3 
extremely positive
T R I V I A
*Utopia specializes in soft, whimsical music as well as calming tunes
**as such, her favorite genre of music is instrumental
*drinks a lot of tea and prefers it so much more over coffee
**she makes fantastic tea herself, often spends time studying about tea leaves and their effects
*her favorite food is pancakes with maple syrup
*her love language is giving and receiving gifts, usually in poetic gestures, such as giving flowers and attaching heartwarming messages to them
*she is a rather quick reader
*dislikes spicy food
*because of her general dislike of water and getting wet, Utopia detests rainy weather
*actually very smart and is good at figuring out problems
**fantastic at strategy games such as chess
**she is super good at reading through lies, as well as knowing how to lie quite well herself. this is only particularly useful when the crew is playing their game though :)
*has bad long term memory but quite a good short one. she finds it difficult to recall anything that spans past years
**part of why her dragonethood doesn't affect her that much anymore is cause her memories of them were no longer vivid
*hates math and anything to do with a lot of numbers
*tends to drift off in conversations where she isn't contributing much to
*she finds Rush's smol size in comparison to her to be cute <3 
*enjoys flying more than walking
*loves reading fantasy and mystery the most
G A L L E R Y
UtopiaCloud.png|by cloud <3
UtopiabyDew.jpg|by dew <3
UtopiafullbodybyIce.png|by ice <3
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