DissociaDID

The DissociaDID system, also known as Chloe Wilkinson, (born: ) are a British system who make videos about dissociative identity disorder. They were born and currently reside in the United Kingdom.
==Personal life==
Chloe graduated Manningtree High School in 2013.
They started school at Colchester Sixth Form College in September 2013. 
They started studying Psychology at University of East Anglia (UEA) in September 2016.
The system was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder in early 2017. She would then go on to create the channel in 2018. 
She published an article entitled, "A Defense of Self-Diagnosis" in 2019. 
They had two guinea pigs named Muffin and Coffee, and a cat named Seraphina. In December 2022, they revealed they have a new kitten, Mango. They also revealed their Guinea Pig, Coffee, had passed away in August 2023. 
They also have a Twitch channel entitled, The System Stream and an art brand under Mentality Art. Kya, Maeri, and Mike are featured in the System Stream Logo. 
==List of alters==
List of the known alters in the DissociaDID system.
* Soren - Soren is the integration of Kya and Mara. He uses he/ him pronouns and is the new host of the system. 
**Kya – Resulted from the integration of Nin and Kyle in 2021. Kya is genderfluid and uses a number of different pronouns. Kya has also frequently stated they are aromantic and asexual.
**Kyle – Was the primary protector, and existed since the body was three years old. Kyle was male and suffered from gender dysphoria. He had an . He did not like to label himself but fit closest to pansexual. He was known for his spikey black hair and blue eyes. His favorite band was Bastille. Kyle was a Hufflepuff. He at one point was 18 but aged up to 19 at some point. He was said to be good at science. Kyle enjoyed reading, hoodies, hats, cooking, make-up that "doesn't taste like dirt", bracelets, mens clothes, PlayStation 4 games, and organizing. His favorite smells are cinnamonfreshly cut grass, cotton, and warm smells. His favorite colors are blue, dark blue, and grey. 
**Nin – In October 2019, Nin resulted from the integration of Chloe and Nina. Nin was the prior host of the DissociaDID system before her fusion into Kya. She had chronic fatigue. Nin was a Gryffindor. Nin had platinum blonde hair, liked Nina, that was slicked back.
*Chloe – In July 2018, Chloe was the host of the system. She is pansexual. She uploaded her last video on January 17, 2022. Chloe was the one to start the channel originally. As listed above, she fused with Nina to form Nin, and Nin later fused with Kyle to form Kya. Although identifying with the body, Chloe stated in the inner world she has dark, curly hair like the body had before they started dying it, in the Making My Alters in the Sims video. Chloe was interested in art, books, candles, filming and editing, animals, hair dye, make-up, and PlayStation 4 games. Her favorite smells were lavender and vanilla and her favorite colors were turquoise and purple. 
*Nina- Nina was a sexual protector before fusing with Chloe to form Nin. Nina said her age was legal and Kya later revealed it was closer to sixteen/seventeen. Nina was known to post Instagram stories as well. She is pansexual. 
*Maeri – An external caretaker. Technically an introject of a fictional character. Maeri has fronted on live streams and was the one who had the idea to get the therapy cat. 
*Sally – Has a protective role. She identifies as straight. She has probably existed since the body was around fifteen and varies in age from twenty-four to twenty-seven. Sally is referenced as a caretaker and often looks after the littles. Sally likes plants, classical music, fictional books, nature, piano, poetry, and flowers, specifically baby's breath and peonies. Her favorite smells are lavender, peach, and mango. Her favorite colors are yellow, light blue, and light green.
*Nadia – Identified as similar to a character from a childhood book, although she is not a "fictive". She identified as pansexual. Once controversially described her inner world experience as "Black," and her background as having "Native American influences." Nadia has since split into Wraith and Seer. Nadia was a Hufflepuff. She identified as 17. Nadia has been mentioned to have an interest in Wicca. She also enjoys candles, painting, dresses, make-up, art, jewelry, meditation, perfumes, yoga, and crystals. Her favorite scents are lemon and orange and her favorite colors are purple and yellow. 
*Ruby – An ex-persecutor turned protector and trauma holder. She is a lesbian. Does not like the idea of making YouTube content. Ruby sees the channel as dangerous but has made content upon request. Ruby has short, red hair and is built like a tank. Ruby is a Gryffindor. She is stated to be in her 30s. She is said to be extremely protective of the littles and adores children. Ruby is triggered when the physical safety of the body is threatened. She hates parties. She will also eat anything except custard, nuts, and fish. This was mentioned in a since-deleted video mentioned in the section. Ruby enjoys tattoo desing, punk clothing, spiky earrings, liquid eyeliner, boots, weights, sci-fi, Cavy Guinea Pigs, and the smells of leather and cinnamon. Her favorite colors are red and black. 
*Mara – A persecutor and protector. The result of a fusion between Mara and Doll, was around 2020 or 2021. The original Mara was an introject of a demonic character from TikTok videos. Mara after the fusion is not an introject. Mara has her own TikTok account under the @thedemoness. 
*Mike - He was a formerly locked alter turned protector. Mike did not used to like talking about his role. He enjoys puzzle games and was first mentioned back towards the beginning of the channel but is now a more frequent fronter. Mike is often present on their TikTok account as well as in live streams. Mike has said he likes, nuts, pizza, and crisps in regards to food.
*Jade – She is the "gatekeeper" of the system. She is in control of memories, and access to the "inner world". She also identifies asexual and homoromantic. Jade is described as in her 20s, Christian, goth, and extremely slender. She lives in a cave in the inner world. She is one of the few to have a backstory of her beginning. She has memories of being a young girl and having a mother-like figure named Margaret. She gave Jade her necklace and told Jade that her name was Margaret as well, but Jade decided to change it with the help of the body's mother. Jade lives in a cave. She guards this cave due to its connection to the basement of the inner world mansion, as well as the dungeon. Her necklace supposedly protects the cave. Jade also has a black cat in the inner world. Most of this was revealed in the since deleted Making My Alters in The Sims video. She collects stones, jewels, and feathers. Jade is one of the only alters to have access to inside the carousel which is where the filing system and Mainframe are. Jade is said to enjoy fiction books, candles, cooking, spice, anything woven or made of thread, rustic or old looking things, jewels and crystals, thick books to write in, and goth clothing and jewelry. Her favorite smells are woodsmoke, pine needles, and charcoal. Her favorite colors are black and dark green. 
*Omega – A trauma holder, who takes the form of a ghost. Formed in 2016 after a suicide attempt. Omega was revealed to be genderfluid in an old livestream of Chloe's. She used to be a lost/locked alter trapped in repeating memories of trauma.
*Red- One of Kya's personal protectors. He often goes by R on TikTok, first posting in December 2022. 
*Kem- One of Kya's personal protectors who formed around the same time as Red. Kem was first primarily featured in a live stream on their YouTube channel with Kya in April 2023 but has been featured on their TikTok prior.
*Murmer- A mermaid alter who primarily deals with water-based trauma and helps the system with bathing. She also lives in a river in the inner world.
*Seer- Seer is the system's spiritual protector who split off from Nadia. Seer has posted once on the channel and does not show the body's face.
*Connor/Callum- An alter who was first mentioned in a My Alters Draw Themselves video. Not much is known about him except he has curly hair, and the names were ones Chloe liked as a child. He was first mentioned in 2020. 
*Gregory - An emotional part alter who doesn't film often as he has social anxiety and does not feel comfortable being on camera. He is described as an asexual, straight, middle-aged Asian man. He is balding. He was only featured once on the channel and once in portrayal through art. Gregory is said to live in a shed in their inner world. Nadia has stated her, and Gregory do not get on. 
*Dark - A persecutor alter who was first mentioned in a My Alters Draw Themselves video. They have no interest in participating in the channel and are described as looking at "how dissociation feels." Dark is one of the first alters Chloe knew about, and she describes them as appearing as a "black shadow" who tells her unkind things about herself.
*Demon- Demon is another persecutor alter who was never featured on the channel but has been mentioned before. It was hinted that Demon went through many integrations and used to be a fictive.
*Jewel - An alter who appears in the form of a unicorn. She has been dormant for a while but has been around since Chloe was a child. The young Chloe originally believed her to be an imaginary friend. Although never featured on the channel, Jewel has been featured and talked about on their TikTok account.
*The Mainframe- The Mainframe has been mentioned as all-knowing. It works with the filing system inside the carousel, which only Jade has access too. It can also write in the journal.
*Amira- She is a non-human alter. She is a fictive. Amira age slides but spends most of her time in her 'small' state. Chloe did not know Amira existed until she appeared in a video with Sally. She is described as very affectionate and very shy. She speaks with an accent. She likes the color orange.
*Terra- Terra is an alter who appeared on TikTok and duetted Kya's video on not wanting a partner. The system has said they will not reveal any information about her at this time. 
*Jake- Jake is a fragment and is Kyle's younger brother before Kyle's fusion. He was featured in the Meet the Boys video and had posted on Patreon. Jake identifies as gay and asexual. Chloe associates Jake with bright blue as mentioned in the since deleted Making My Alters in The Sims video.
*Glass- Glass is a fairy, protector alter who has existed since the body was a child. She remembers fronting as early as three. Although never appearing in a video, she has posted on Instagram and has been mentioned. Her wings were described to be broken. She identifies as pansexual. She has answered questions on Twitter, now X, however, it has since been deleted. Glass has been stated to have wings and take care of the alters in the forest.
*Squiggle- Squiggle is a fragment that was featured in the Inside My Diary video as well as through a since-deleted post about the alter's favorite colors. All that is known is that they drew in lime green squiggly lines. In the Making My Alters in the Sims video, since deleted, Chloe mentioned she associated the color neon green with a fragment called Squiggle.
*Littles – Alters under the age of ten. The system avoids speaking about these or giving any details of them, for their protection. The littles are said to like cuddly toys, soft blankets, and anything pink.
==YouTube==
DissociaDID started when the system was twenty-one years old, to raise awareness of DID, and validate other systems.
DissociaDID was originally the name for the channel, but later also became the name for the system.
In March 2020, the system was featured in a video by AnthonyPadilla.
In March 2021, they took a hiatus from YouTube, due to threats from a past abuser.
They have since returned to YouTube in December 2021 and have been creating and uploading videos since.
===Copyright===
On April 20, 2020, Sérgio Costa, a patron of the channel, sent the system an email offering free assistance, which was declined. He continued to offer until DissociaDID agreed to let him help with research and advice. The following August, he began to ask for affection from Nin and became aggressive when refused. In November, he brought copyright claims against the DissociaDID channel. After further aggression, the system got a court injunction against him. Sérgio responded by doxing the system. Old videos were removed, with allegedly copyright-infringing content removed. He continued to allege copyright infringement, leading to twelve strikes on the channel, and the removal of eighty-two videos. On April 14, 2021, Sérgio served DissociaDID a legal claim for copyright infringement. DissociaDID has brought a harassment case against him.
The case is ongoing as of May 2022. DissociaDID reportedly spent their life savings on legal expenses.
==Controversy==
In March 2020, Trisha Paytas claimed to have dissociative identity disorder and described several alters. DissociaDID reacted to their video, calling it "misinformed," "outdated," and "stigmatizing." AnthonyPadilla, who had recently uploaded a video interviewing systems, also criticized Trisha's video.
Trisha made comments about DissociaDID, calling the system "crazy." On March 16, 2020, they uploaded a video where they claimed to experience a "switch" of personalities on camera. Commenters pointed out that the "switch" was an exact of videos by other YouTubers, including DissociaDID, who responded.
On March 22, Trisha uploaded a video titled 'DissociaDID please stop bullying us,' saying that DissociaDID had allowed Trisha's system to talk about their mental illness. In the description, they linked to a video accusing DissociaDID of faking the disorder.
==Subscriber milestones==
*2,000 subscribers: July 2, 2018
*80,000 subscribers: January 1, 2019
*200,000 subscribers: July 29, 2019
*300,000 subscribers: January 21, 2020
*800,000 subscribers: April 23, 2020
*900,000 subscribers: May 20, 2020
*1,200,000 subscribers: January 1, 2021
==Notes==
:a. Legal name
:b. A system is all the alters in one body
:c. Integration is alters combining into one, or all alters having access to memories of trauma
:d. The host is the alter who is in control most often
:e. An alter based on a fictional character
:f. See DissociaDID#YouTube
==References==
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