Lost in the Abyss

Game version
Loved you once and again.
I'd become just your plaything.
Nothing had mattered that night
And I realize I had been pulled by your whims.
This gravity is crushing me.
The exit's not here and so much doubt falls on me.
No matter how or when I shout,
I wonder if I can be heard.
I'm breaking down,
And no one understands
That I'm lost in some abyss.
It's getting dark
And panic's setting in.
I am faced with the end of the world.
I just can't understand.
Deep inside, there is wanting.
Sounds that I've all but shut out
Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist.
This heaviness is drowning me.
I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting.
I'm grasping at distorted glass.
I wonder if I can be seen.
I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?
Even as I fall,
I'll spread my wings and soar.
And I know it's not the end.
Lyrics : Renko
Source: Official YouTube
Full song
Loved you once and again.
I'd become just your plaything.
Nothing had mattered that night
And I realize I had been pulled by your whims.
This gravity is crushing me.
The exit's not here and so much doubt falls on me.
No matter how or when I shout,
I wonder if I can be heard.
I'm breaking down,
And no one understands
That I'm lost in some abyss.
It's getting dark
And panic's setting in.
I am faced with the end of the world.
I just can't understand.
Deep inside, there is wanting.
Sounds that I've all but shut out
Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist.
This heaviness is drowning me.
I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting.
I'm grasping at distorted glass.
I wonder if I can be seen.
I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?
This sight I see is confusing me.
I've fallen behind in this revolving city.
Reality is like a dream.
I wonder if I can exist.
I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?
Even as I fall,
I'll spread my wings and soar.
And I know it's not the end.
It's breaking out.
This feeling's setting in.
I am faced with a sudden silence.
Lyrics : Renko
Source: Official YouTube
==Trivia==
*This song is an arrangement of 緑眼のジェラシー ("Green-Eyed Jealousy"), the theme of the Stage 2 boss Parsee Mizuhashi from Touhou Chireiden ~ Subterranean Animism.
*This song is from FELT's album Fortunes Gate, and uses its jacket art.