Mark Meltzer Writings: Days 25-32

== Letter to Amanda==
::::::Mark G. Meltzer 
::::::P.O. Box 4668 #32890
::::::New York, N.Y. 10163
Dear Amanda:
I'm sorry... I don't tell you that enough. I shouldn't have said what I said.But - you shouldn't have hung up on me. I was trying to tell you somethingabout us... about our daughter. I know you won't believe me, I know you'llthink it's impossible. IF SHE CAN BE FOUND, IWILL FIND HER.
I forgive you for everything. For walking out, for filing divorce. Forsending me to that goddamn asylum "for my own good". I still love you,Amanda, I can't help it
But I can't do this alone, anymore, Amanda. I can't save her by myself.
I need y-
== Notes on Oakes Group ==
Just returned from mtg. the Oakes Grp. A"rousing" experience. Sweating the whole time thatthe thuggish "ushers" would figure out what was inmy heavy bag  my reel-to-reel rec.! Little newinfo... they are completely blinkered by (faulty!)Russian theory.
Constantly amazes me how people can see theEVIDENCE but not the truth. They ignore officialstories  recognize "the Vanishing"  see the "RedLights" in the water. But they don't look deeplyenough. Instead they see the reflections of theirown obsessions. Most who notice these details arecranks (like Lynch) or gullible fools (like Phil.)If someone wants to keep the secrets  all theyhave to do is encourage a few "misinterpretations."Sprinkle a few false leads into the mix...
Stewing on all this as I headed home... Thenthings took a turn for the weird. Sensed a shadowyfigure behind me. Slab of muscle in a three-pc.suit. Cut down an alleyway clacking heelsechoing my own. Ducked down into the subway. Allthose dime detective stories finally paid off.(Dad was wrong not a "waste of time & money"after all!) My "shadow" got on the train and Iworked my way through the crowd, backwards so I couldkeep my eye on him. Slipped out the door justbefore it pulled away. he was Stuck! Fuming, trying to pry open the door! (Didn't get a goodlook at his face, more's the pity)
::SO WHO WAS HE?
Somebody from Oakes grp.  Undercvr cop?
Gov't?
::(wroking for STango?)
:Was it my red-eyed "Traveler"?
::(spooky - cue the Theremin!)
== Notes on Rise, Rapture, Rise ==
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???
:::WHO SENT IT???
::Is it a response from the THING?
:::Is it a clue to my daughter's whereabouts?
SOUNDS exactly like her...
:but is this just ANOTHER TRICK???
:::::::TERRIFIED???
COME & FIND ME
::::I'm trying, honey
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???ANTHEM???          "Rise Rise Rise"
:On phone three hours with record stores
::LABEL: UNKNOWN  what nation? what tune?
:::vinyl - custom printing pressing?
POSEIDON'S DOOR<--floor??
PELOPONNESUS??
:Troy??? Athens ? Aegeus?
::HELIKE?
:::WHERE IS RAPTURE?
::Did Lutwidge FIND IT?
::Can't listen to Celeste...
::Can't give up... my daughter is there...
::::WHEREVER "THERE" IS
and following Lutwidge = THE ONLY WAY to find it!
==See also==
*Mark Meltzer
*There's Something in the Sea
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