Cold Diet Cokes

Cold Diet Cokes is a song written by Ellie.
I wrote this when she was suffering from anorexia; I'm going to include a trigger warning (just in case) and you should know that I rarely think like this any more. Yes, I still struggle eating junk food and gag at the sight of a piece of cake or a fatty meal, but I've recovered, and I'm staying this way. I refuse to relapse.
==Lyrics==
<poem>
I met this girl called Ana, she's just bone and skin, she says it's all through hard work, and I want to be thin.
Now the mirror's an enemy and the meals forced onto my plate stare back at me.
I fake a smile, I hide behind the lies, it's easy, people are fooled so easily.
I'm not eating at all, the food diary is empty, and I swear it's staying empty.
Ana tells me to keep on trying, she's says it's not that hard, and her voice in my head just refuses to stop.
I know it's hard, but it's so easy to convince them that I'm not hungry.
They'll fall for any old crap, and whilst my relationship with Ana keeps growing, the bones start showing;
Black coffee, smokes, and cold Diet Cokes - that's what the pretty girls are made of.
I'm getting thinner every day, I'm dropping weight by the minute, and I'm still not satisfied.
Every time I reach my goal it's farther away, and I got to run and reach it in order to score.
All the websites urge me on, when the medical reports tell me I have to stop.
What do I do, Ana, what do I do? 
Black coffee, smokes, and cold Diet Cokes - that's what the pretty girls are made of.
Black coffee, smokes, and cold Diet Cokes - that's what I want to be made of.
And if I carry on like this, with Ana whispering in my ear, I know that's what I'll be made of.
I'll be pretty, I'll be a pretty girl.
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