Sick of My Sh!t

==Lyrics==
I'm so sick of my shit
And I bet everyone else is too
How long will it be until they
See I'm really of no use
All I'm good at is pretending
I know what I have to do
And even then I'm so afraid
The cracks will soon start to show through
I can see the realization
On their faces in real time
I'm not who I claim to be
And they're at the scene of the crime
They're all sick of my sh-t
And I bet they talk behind my back
Did you hear about this disaster
Knowing her I guess that tracks
I'm not good at anything that
Truly matters here and now
And even then I sacrificed
My future just to make this vow
And present just to break this vow
I can see the stress I gave them
On their faces
It's all me
They'd all be so much happier
In that alt reality
Where I had listened the first time
I heard the calling of the void
And never tried to play God
And create you just to be destroyed
I took on a destiny I knew would doom me
Why complain
Everything will fall apart and I'm the only one to blame
I think the stress is gonna kill me if I don't do it myself
Like how I'm pretty sure that my reserves are long past their shelf life
Cause I'm like a DS that's been on blinking bright red battery
If I don't get plugged in this minute it's gonna piss off Resetti
But when I answer for my sins
Nobody cares about my pain
They're a tough crowd to convince
Those vengeful souls on judgement day
Cameras capture all my failings
I insisted on the price
And made them act the parts of puppets
All because I rolled the dice
Happy birthday piece of sh-t 
You had to drag us all to Hell
I'm stuck inside the shoe that fits
And that's all I'm allowed to tell
Category:English songs
Category:Synthesizer V original songs
Category:Songs featuring Eleanor Forte