Insomniac Solitude

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
真夜中の端にかかった虹は 	Mayonaka no hashi ni kakatta niji wa 	At the end of midnight, a rainbow forms
濁った月の捨て場を横目に 	Nigotta tsuki no suteba o yokome ni 	And I take a sidelong glance at the dumped, cloudy moon
その完璧なモノクロシズムで 	Sono kanpeki na monokuroshizumu de 	I’m sinking in that perfect monochrome
音の無い夢を見てる 	Oto no nai yume o miteru 	While watching a soundless dream
 	 	
落ちるのを躊躇う達なら 	Ochiru no o tamerau hoshi-tachi nara 	If the falling stars and meteors hesitate,
まだ届かない願いに脅されて 	Mada todokanai negai ni odosarete 	Then the wishes that didn’t reach up there yet will be threatened
その重圧に耐え切れないまま 	Sono juuatsu ni taekirenai mama 	With such a heavy pressure that is unbearable
バランスを崩してく 	Baransu o kuzushiteku 	It will destroy the balance.
 	 	
腫れ上がる世界の境界が(曖昧でも確かに) 	Hareagaru sekai no kyoukai ga (aimai demo tashika ni) 	The swelled world’s boundary (even though it’s unclear, it’s certainly there)
僕の瞳の空を圧し込んで(ぐっ、と空を圧し込んで) 	Boku no hitomi no sora o oshikonde (gut, to sora o oshikonde) 	Gets pushed into my vacant eyes (It’s pushed in with a thump)
気付いたらこの手の中には(ねぇどうしてこの手の中に) 	Kizuitara kono te no naka ni wa (nee doushite kono te no naka ni)	When I realize what’s in my hand (Hey, why is this in my hand?)
何もない　誰もいない(何も　誰もいない) 	Nani mo nai dare mo inai (nani mo dare mo inai) 	It’s empty, and no one is here. (There is nothing; no one is here)
 	 	
掴んでも　叫んでも零れ落ちてしまうの 	Tsukande mo sakende mo koboreochite shimau no 	Even if I grasp it, even if I yell, it still spills over
ただ欲しかっただけ、だと 	Tada hoshikatta dake, da to 	I say, “I just wanted it”.
純粋過ぎた狂愛思考 	Junsui sugita kyou ai shikou 	Those genuine words that pass by have been thought with mad love
 	 	
このまま底へ流れ着けば 	Kono mama soko e nagaretsukeba 	If it will drift to the bottom at this rate,
僕の孤独も許されるのでしょうか 	Boku no kodoku mo yurusareru no deshou ka 	Then I wonder if my solitude will be allowed to, as well.
 	 	
言葉より軽い風の揺れさえ 	Kotoba yori karui kaze no yure sae 	Even if there were a wind that is lighter than words,
まだこんなに散らかっているのに 	Mada konna ni chirakatte iru noni 	They would still be scattered about like this.
その冷静を確かめることで 	Sono reisei o tashikameru koto de 	Such a calm observation
僕を保とうとしてる 	Boku o tamotou to shiteru 	Is something that I maintain and know well.
 	 	
澄み切ったこの部屋の空気が(終わりたくないのに) 	Sumikitta kono heya no kuuki ga (owaritaku nai noni) 	The atmosphere in this room is perfectly clear (even though I don’t want it to end,)
静寂を正気に戻して(やがて正気に戻して) 	Seijaku o shouki ni modoshite (yagate shouki ni modoshite) 	And my consciousness silently returns (my consciousness finally returns)
少しずつ割れて裂ける(ねぇ何処にも見つからないよ) 	Sukoshi zutsu hibi warete sakeru (nee doko ni mo mitsukaranai yo)	A crack is developed little by little and bursts open (hey, I can’t find it anywhere)
僕のオト　僕の心(僕の　僕の心) 	Boku no oto boku no kokoro (boku no boku no kokoro) 	It’s my sound, it’s the sound of my heart (it’s mine, it’s my heart)
 	 	
求めても　縋っても傷つき慣れてしまうの 	Motomete mo sugatte mo kizutsuki narete shimau no 	Even if I search for it, even if I cling onto it, I’ve already gotten used to being hurt
触れられないならもういい、と 	Furerarenai nara mou ii, to 	“If I can’t touch it, then I’ve hand enough.”
脆弱すぎた独占思考 	Zeijaku sugita dokusen shikou 	I keep that passing fragile thought to myself
 	 	
このまま朝へ放り出されれば 	Kono mama asa e houridasarereba 	If I neglect mornings, at this rate
僕も眠りを許されるのでしょうか 	Boku mo nemuri o yurusareru no deshou ka 	I wonder if I will be allowed to sleep, as well.
 	 	
掴んでも　叫んでも零れ落ちてしまうの 	Tsukande mo sakende mo koboreochite shimau no 	Even if I grasp it, even if I yell, it still spills over
ただ欲しかっただけ、だと 	Tada hoshikatta dake, da to 	I say, “I just wanted it”.
純粋過ぎた狂愛思考 	Junsui sugita kyou ai shikou 	Those genuine words that pass by have been thought with mad love
 	 	
このまま底へ流れ着けば 	Kono mama soko e nagaretsukeba 	If it will drift to the bottom at this rate,
僕の孤独も許されるの？ 	Boku no kodoku mo yurusareru no? 	Then will my solitude be forgiven, as well?
 	 	
砕いても微笑っても寂しい淋しいサビシイよ 	Kudaite mo warattette mo sabishii samishii sabishii yo 	Even if I smash it, even if I smile, I’m lonely, I’m lonely, I’m lonely!
こんなのはもう要らない、と 	Konna no wa mou iranai, to 	I say, “I don’t need this anymore”.
優秀すぎた存在理論 	Yuushuu sugita sonzai riron 	A superior passing existence is a theory.
 	 	
このまま僕を否定すれば 	Kono mama boku o hitei sureba 	If I’m denied that at this rate,
僕の理由も許されるのでしょうか 	Boku no riyuu mo yurusareru nodeshou ka 	Then I wonder if my reason will be allowed, as well.
==External Links==
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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