Invisible To Him

To him, I'm just a friend
But it's more than friendship I want
Just another girl for lend
But his affections I need
To him, I act so crazy
But it's him I'm crazy for
My mind gets all hazy
When he comes from the door
That little song I wrote
You laughed at so
Did you know it was you?
Can't you read my soul?
Rejected- that's all I am
Another face, another puppet
No real feelings, no real love
Unbalanced friendship, the weight on your side
Maybe we had something
A long time ago 
Maybe something was born
I thought it was so, but now I know
It's her you thought of first
She is lovely, she is sweet
Eyes spark of dreams 
But her face haunts my sleep
The girl who knows your love
Yet time will go by- it always does 
I will become another ghost
The spirits of your past will haunt you
But I shall embrace your memory
Maybe I'll find another
Many fish in the sea, they say
But no tender heart or beaming glow
Will be your love the same
No expectations, no attention hog
My desires are of me and you,
Meeting once again 
One last dying wish
Follows me to the grave
To live once, love twice, 
And to not be invisible to him
Category:Poetry