マッデニング (Maddening)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
毎日に頑張ってたって 	mainichi ni ganbatte tatte 	Day after day, though I put my best foot forward,
自尊心が大きくなれないまま 	jisonshin ga ookiku narenai mama	my self-esteem doesn't get any better
なぜ頑張って？ 	naze ganbatte? 	Why do I bother trying?
意味なくになるだね 	imi naku ni naru da ne 	You see, my efforts are meaningless
家に頑張ってけど 	ie ni ganbatte kedo 	I tried my best to make my family proud, but
怒鳴られちゃったまた 	donararechatta mata 	they just got mad and yelled at me
なぜ頑張って？ 	naze ganbatte? 	Why do I bother trying?
やっぱー世界早晩終わるだね 	yappa sekai souban owaru da ne 	The world will end sooner or later anyways
 	 	
学校に頑張ってたって 	gakkou ni ganbatte tatte 	At school, though I put my best foot forward,
学ぶられないけど 	manaburarenai kedo 	I don't learn anything
これ穴はぼくだけが作れた 	kore ana wa boku dake tsukureta 	but I guess I was the one who dug that hole
生きを頑張ってたって 	iki o ganbatte tatte 	Even when I try living my life to the fullest,
諦めたいまた 	akirametai mata 	I want to quit again
これは円 	kore wa en 	This is a circle
苦しい終わられない円 	kurushii owararenai en 	A vicious, unending circle
 	 	
「いい子なれないわ」 	"ii ko narenai wa" 	"Why can't you be a good kid?"
「生きたいなら」 	"ikitai nara" 	"If you want to keep living"
「好ましいなって」 	"konomashii natte" 	"then try to be more pleasant"
 	 	
聞く人生過ごした 	kiku jinsei sugoshita 	I spent my life listening to others
泣れ人生過ごした 	nakire jinsei sugoshita 	I spent my life being mourned
ほら生きたくない全然なの 	hora ikitakunai zenzen na no 	Listen, I just have no will left to live
ぼく生まれたと 	boku umareta to 	Ever since I was born
世界を呪いったよ 	sekai o noroitta yo 	I've cursed this world
どうして生まれたの？ 	doushite umareta no? 	Why was I born?
どうして中絶なかったの？ 	doushite chuuzetsu nakatta no? 	Why didn't you abort me?
 	 	
どこでも頑張ってたって 	doko demo ganbatte tatte 	Everywhere I go, though I put my best foot forward,
それもいいじゃないわ。 	sore mo ii ja nai wa. 	it's no good.
ぼくを「バカ」呼んでいるから。 	boku o "baka" yonde iru kara. 	You'll keep calling me an idiot.
なにをしようと 	nani o shiyou to 	Forgetting what I'm supposed to do,
無駄になると忘れてくよ 	muda ni naru to wasureteku yo 	my efforts will go to waste
だから 	dakara 	So
頑張ってくないで。 	ganbattekunaide. 	I'll stop trying so hard.
 	 	
「いい子なったくない」 	"ii ko nattakunai" 	"I don't want to be a good kid"
「生きたくない」 	"ikitakunai" 	"I don't want to live"
「これ世界で生き嫌いめ！」 	"kore sekai de iki kirai me!" 	"I hate living in this world!"
 	 	
誰穴掘ったの？ 	dare ana hotta no? 	Who dug the hole here?
ぼくだけここの 	boku dake koko no 	It was just me
これよりイイたい 	kore yori iitai 	I still have more to say
どう変更わかない 	dou henkou wakanai 	Things never change
いい子だまで薬を食べて 	ii ko da made kusuri o tabete 	I take my medicine so that I can a good kid
大人信じです 	otona shinji desu 	and put my trust in adults
間違ったをたぶんよ？ 	machigatta o tabun yo? 	Perhaps, that was a mistake?
 	 	
聞く人生過ごした 	kiku jinsei sugoshita 	I spent my life listening to others
泣れ人生過ごした 	nakire jinsei sugoshita 	I spent my life being mourned
ほら生きたくない全然なの 	hora ikitakunai zenzen na no 	Listen, I just have no will left to live
もっと薬食べば 	motto kusuri tabeba 	If I take more medicine,
きっと完璧子なる 	kitto kanpeki ko ni naru 	I can be the perfect kid
ピルを食べましょう 	piru o tabemashou 	I'll take some pills
ボトル重ねちゃったさ 	botoru kasanechatta sa 	The bottles stacked up high
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