Why?

I'm there for you
When you cry
When you need
But what do i get?
Pain
Your words
They hurt
Like daggers
I'm hurt
I'm paining
Why?
Because you say I don't care
You say I'm selfish
You say I'm cold and never there for you
Why you hurt me?
Why you do that to me?
I hide it
Because pride
Because I shouldn't care
It's not worth it
I tell myself
I tried
But cried
Next morning?
I smile
You ask why you don't talk?
I say nothing and I go
I try to forget
To forgive
But?
You do it again
Do I let you?
Yes
Will I get hurt again?
Yes
I tell you enough
I don't care
I don't
Call me selfish
Call me arrogant
Because I'm done
I know my worth
I know my value
And that's enough
I'm done caring about you
You treat me like nothing
Like I'm no-one
I was your friend
But you were never there for me
Your loss
Not mine
I move on
And I smile
Because I won
I learned
And you're bitter now
It's my time to laugh
And yours to leave
-Asterin Blackbeak 13
Category:Poems