Good Bye, Good Bye

Good bye, good bye,
I will never see you again,
Good bye, good bye,
It is too late to stop me,
Yes,
Yes,
You heard me right,
It is too late to stop me,
Three hundred seventy four pills I am going to stuff up my throat,
Then wait,
Wait,
Wait,
Wait till I die,
If I won't,
I'll just climb somewhere high,
I don't care where,
Then I'll fall down,
Fall down,
Fall down,
And you'll never see me again.
Good bye, good bye,
This is too late to stop me,
No,
No,
You're already too far from late to save me.
I don't need your help,
I don't need you saving me,
I don't want to live,
Yes,
Yes,
Good bye,
Good bye,
Good bye life,
Good bye family,
Good bye,
Good bye,
Good bye,
Don't be sad,
Don't cry,
I'll someday return,
With a much better start,
Good bye,
Good bye,
Good bye,
I will see you again,
After I die,
Good bye,
Good bye,
Good bye.
(To my brother, Kai: I hate you, I don't need you saving me, and hopefully, after you read the poem above, you'll get that I want to die. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.)
(To my mother: I am sorry mom, but I just can't go on. It's too hard, I give up. I love you, I love you more than anything, you were the only meaning why I was born here. Writing this makes me want to cry, but don't worry, I'll meet you once someday, I promise.)
(To my father: I promise I'll return once again, with a new beggining, I am so sorry dad, please forgive me. I am sorry.)
(To my school crush, Alexandra: I love you, and I know I have held it for many years, but I do. Don't cry, don't suffer, I am sorry. I love you. I love you with all my heart. I am so so so so so sorry. Don't cry, please.)
(To everyone else: I am sorry, maybe you're crying right now, or just laughing, being releaved, but still, I am sorry. If you're suffering, please don't. If you're laughing, please, go on.)
(Good bye)
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