あぶく (Abuku)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
あぶくたった煮えたった 	abuku tatta nietatta 	It had bubbled and boiled upThis line references the first line of a song for a children's game, where an oni covers their eyes and crouches down while the other players circle the oni and sing a song (kind of like kagome, kagome)
口の端はもう真っ赤っ赤 	kuchi no hashi wa mou makkakka 	The corner of my mouth has gone deep, deep crimson
あなたはきっと間違った 	anata wa kitto machigatta 	I’m sure that you’ve got it all wrong
あたしからしたら大正解だった 	atashi kara shitara daiseikai datta 	To me, that was truly the correct answer
 	 	
ずっとあたしはバグっていた 	zutto atashi wa bagutte ita 	I’ve been bugging all my life
幸せをずっと拒否っていた 	shiawase o zutto kyohi tte ita 	I've always refused to be happy
あなたの愛にも 「そう」だった 	anata no ai ni mo "sou" datta 	I did “that” to the love you gave to me too
そんな自分が嫌いだった 	sonna jibun ga kirai datta 	I hated myself for that
 	 	
人並みに泣いて笑うなんて 	hitonami ni naite warau nante 	I thought I wasn't qualified to do things like
する資格ないと思っていた 	suru shikaku nai to omotte ita 	crying and laughing that people commonly do
盛り付けられた感情の食べ残しまた腐らせた 	moritsukerareta kanjou no tabe nokoshi mata kusaraseta 	The leftover emotions that I dished up are left to rot once again
 	 	
マンネリ気味の誕生日 	mannerigimi no tanjoubi 	On the birthday of this life that feels so stale
思いがけない2発のプレゼント 	omoigakenai nipatsu no purezento 	You unexpectedly gave me 2 blows for a present
内臓がもつれて 意識のお手玉 	naizou ga motsurete ishiki no otedama 	my stomach churns, I toss my consciousness and juggle itotedama is a children’s game where you toss and juggle small bean bags
チカチカの視界 青ざめた顔を眺めてた 	chikachika no shikai aozameta kao o nagameteta 	My vision flickers, I stared at your face that had gone pale
 	 	
嫌い嫌い大嫌いだ 出来損ないのあたし 	kirai kirai daikirai da dekisokonai no atashi 	I hate, I hate, oh hate it so much! This good-for-nothing self
壊してくれてありがとう 愛してるよ 	kowashite kurete arigatou aishiteru yo 	Thank you so much for breaking me down, how I love you so
痛い痛いの飛んでった あぶくたって 消えてった 	itai itai no tondetta abuku tatte kietetta 	All the pain had flown away, it had bubbled up and disappeared
だからもう一度 今すぐもう一度 ねぇ殴って 	dakara mou ichido imasugu mou ichido nee nagutte 	That’s why just once more, right now, just once more, hey, hit me
殴ってほしい 	nagutte hoshii 	I want you to hit me again
 	 	
ずっと君は嘘ついていた 	zutto kimi wa usotsuite ita 	You’ve been lying all this timePOV changes in this verse to the guy's POV since the Japanese for "you" changes from あなた (anata) to 君 (kimi) and the Japanese for "I" changes from あたし (atashi) to 僕 (boku). The visuals follow who is speaking which lines starting from here.
幸せだなんて虚偽っていた 	shiawase da nante kyogi tte ita 	“I’m happy!” you’ve uttered that lie
唇噛む癖のせいで 	kuchibiru kamukuse no sei de 	because biting your lips is a bad habit of yours
僕にはもうバレバレだった 	boku ni wa mou barebare datta 	I’ve already seen through that obvious lie
 	 	
なのに離れようとはしないで 	nanoni hanareyou to wa shinaide 	And yet, “don’t ever say you want to break up”
不安なそうな目を見せつけた 	fuan na sou na me o misetsuketa 	You looked at me with an anxious look in your eyes
そんなときだけ本心を 	sonna toki dake honshin o 	I’ve grown sick and tired of how
隠さないのが鼻についた 	kakusanai no ga hana ni tsuita 	you only show your true feelings at times like this
 	 	
やぶれかぶれの心臓に 	yaburekabure no shinzou ni 	Driven by my heart that’s full of desperation,
突き動かされ2発のプレゼント 	tsuki ugokasare nipatsu no purezento 	I gave you 2 blows for a present
骨の軋む音 あまりに軽くて 	hone no kishimu oto amari ni karukute 	The creaking sound that bones make is much too light
初めて君を抱き締めたことを思い出していた 	hajimete kimi o dakishimeta koto o omoidashite ita 	I remembered the first time I ever held you in my arms
 	 	
暗い暗い闇の中 君の本当の気持ち 	kurai kurai yami no naka kimi no hontou no kimochi 	Deep, deep in the darkness, that’s where your true feelings are
見つからなくて 怖くて仕方なかった 	mitsukaranakute kowakute shikatanakatta 	Because you couldn’t find it, you couldn’t help but to feel scared
痛い痛いの飛んでった あぶくたって 消えてったのなら 	itai itai no tondetta abuku tatte kietetta no nara 	If all the pain had flown away, if it bubbled up and disappeared then
どうか この過ちを ねぇ許して 	douka kono ayamachi o nee yurushite 	Somehow, please, these mistakes, hey, forgive them
許してほしい 	yurushite hoshii 	I want you to forgive me
 	 	
ねぇどうしたの？拳を止めないで 	nee doushita no? kobushi o tomenaide 	Hey, what’s wrong? Don’t stop that fist of yours
あたしを苦しめるあたしに 	atashi o kurushimeru atashi ni 	Give this self who keeps tormenting itself
もっともっともっと制裁を加えてよ 	motto motto motto seisai o kuwaete yo 	more, more, more punishments, give me more
欲しいのはただ、内臓の振動と　鼓動・脈動 	hoshii no wa tada, naizou no shindou to kodou myakudou 	What I wanted to feel is just the vibration on my insides, the beat of my heart and its pulse
人間性を否定して這いつくばって命乞いがしたい 	ningensei o hitei shite haitsukubatte inochigoi ga shitai	I want to deny my humanity, grovel on the ground and beg for my life
世界一ダメになりたい！ 	sekaiichi dame ni naritai! 	I want to be the most useless one of them all!
ダメになりたい！ 	dame ni naritai! 	I want to be useless!
ダメになりたい！ 	dame ni naritai! 	I want to be useless!
 	 	
暗い暗い闇の中 もがき続けた僕の 	kurai kurai yami no naka mogakitsuzuketa boku no 	Deep, deep in the darkness, that’s where I, who kept struggling, am
こんなあぶくが 欲しかったものならば 	konna abuku ga hoshikatta mono naraba 	If these kinds of bubbles are what you wanted, then…
 	 	
怖いくらい大好きだった 	kowai kurai daisuki datta 	I loved you so much that it scared me
出来損ないの君に 	dekisokonai no kimi ni 	I have only met you for the first time
壊して初めて、初めて出会えたんだ 	kowashite hajimete, hajimete deaeta nda 	after breaking, breaking the good-for-nothing you down
痛い痛いの飛んでった あぶくたって 消えてった 	itai itai no tondetta abuku tatte kietetta 	All the pain had flown away, it had bubbled up and disappeared
だからもう一度 今すぐもう一度 ねぇ笑って 	dakara mou ichido imasugu mou ichido nee waratte 	That’s why just once more, right now, just once more, hey, smile
笑ってほしい 	waratte hoshii 	I want you to smile
 	 	
あぶくたった煮えたった 	abuku tatta nietatta 	It had bubbled and boiled up
口の端はもう真っ赤っ赤 	kuchi no hashi wa mou makkakka 	The corner of my mouth has gone deep, deep crimson
あなたはきっと間違った 	anata wa kitto machigatta 	I’m sure that you’ve got it all wrong
あたしからしたら大正解だった 	atashi kara shitara daiseikai datta 	To me, that was truly the correct answer
, corrected by Violet
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*_Haikyo_[A.] (album)
==External Links==
*NexTone Inc. - Streaming
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