秘宴 (Hien)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
「こんなの初めてだよ」なんてさ 	"konna no hajimete da yo" nante sa 	How could you say “I’ve never done anything like this before”
初めてにしちゃ言い慣れてるじゃない 	hajimete ni shicha ii nareteru ja nai 	You’re pretty used to saying it, considering it’s your “first time”
そうかそうか　別に悪くはない以内　否、やばいかもな 	sou ka sou ka betsu ni waruku wa nai inai ina, yabai kamo na	I see, I see, I guess it’s not that bad… no wait, it might be bad.
 	 	
嫌いなところが見当たらない 	kirai na tokoro ga miataranai 	You can be that kind of a positive-sighted idiot
ポジティブ視力　馬鹿になれるのね 	pojitibu shiryoku baka ni nareru no ne 	who can't even find anything to dislike.
どうせどうせ　そのうち無理が見えるのよ 	douse douse sonouchi muri ga mieru no yo 	At any rate, you’ll soon see the impossibility of it.
 	 	
秘宴　「出して」って欲しがるから 	hien "dashite" tte hoshigaru kara 	It’s a secret feast… because you wanted me to "let it flow."
君だって好きってわかって痛い 	kimi datte suki tte wakatte itai 	It hurts knowing that you like me too.
秘宴　「吐いて」って求めるから 	hien "haite" tte motomeru kara 	It’s a secret feast… because you asked me to "spit it out."
僕だって好きってわかってほしい 	boku datte suki tte wakatte hoshii 	I want you to know that I like you too.
 	 	
無くなる前に抱き占めちゃおう　狂っていこう 	nakunaru mae ni dakishimechaou kurutte ikou 	Let’s hug before we are all gone. Let’s go crazy too!
離れる前に飼い占めちゃおう　狂っていこう 	hanareru mae ni kaishimechaou kurutte ikou 	Let’s raise it (buy it) up before we part ways. Let’s go crazy too!
 	 	
ズレた僕らの笑い話は 	zureta bokura no waraibanashi wa 	Our out-of-synch funny stories
罰もないしマルもつかないけど 	batsu mo nai shi maru mo tsukanai kedo 	are not punitive or condoning,"マルもつかない" literally means "won't attach a circle" and is likely a metaphor for marking an answer as correct. In Japan, circles indicate a correct answer, while a slash or X mark indicates an incorrect answer.
両手両目塞がれたままじゃ　だめだめ癖になる 	ryoute ryoume fusagareta mama ja dame dame kuse ni naru 	but with both hands and eyes closed… it will turn into a bad habit.
 	 	
「ただ待つだけでこんなつらいなら 	"tada matsu dake de konna tsurai nara 	“If it’s this hard just to wait,
他の誰かで埋めてみたいかも」 	hoka no dareka de umete mitai kamo" 	then I might just go with someone else.”
どうぞどうぞ　僕以外でいけるならば 	douzo douzo boku igai de ikeru naraba 	Yeah, go ahead, as if you can find someone other than me.
 	 	
秘宴　「いいよ」って飲み込むけど 	hien "ii yo" tte nomikomu kedo 	It’s a secret feast… “sure” I swallowed my own words, but,
君だって嫌って思っちゃうの？ 	kimi datte iya tte omocchau no? 	you still don’t feel like it either?
秘宴　「やだよ」って断るなら 	hien "yada yo" tte kotowaru nara 	It’s a secret feast…  if you’re here to refuse me with only a “no”
僕だってやだって思ってやる 	boku datte ya datte omotte yaru 	Then I’m also going to think about refusing you.
 	 	
秘宴　「出して」って欲しがるから 	hien "dashite" tte hoshigaru kara 	It’s a secret feast… because you wanted me to "let it flow."
君だって好きってわかって痛い 	kimi datte suki tte wakatte itai 	It hurts knowing that you like me too.
秘宴　「吐いて」って求めるから 	hien "haite" tte motomeru kara 	It’s a secret feast… because you asked me to "spit it out."
僕だって好きってわかってほしい 	boku datte suki tte wakatte hoshii 	I want you to know that I like you too.
 	 	
非縁 and… 	hien and… 	Breaking up and…Specifically, the use of the kanji 非 and 縁 together implies a "messed-up" or "mistaken" connection/relationship that may nonetheless be fated/inevitable.
 	 	
秘宴　「いいよ」って飲み込むけど 	hien "ii yo" tte nomikomu kedo 	It’s a secret feast… “sure” I swallowed my own words, but,
君だって嫌って思っちゃうの？ 	kimi datte iya tte omocchau no? 	you still don’t feel like it either?
秘宴　「やだよ」って断るなら 	hien "yada yo" tte kotowaru nara 	It’s a secret feast…  if you’re here to refuse me with only a “no”
僕だってやだって思ってやる 	boku datte yada tte omotte yaru 	Then I’m also going to think about refusing you.
 	 	
無くなる前に抱き占めちゃおう　狂っていこう 	nakunaru mae ni dakishimechaou kurutte ikou 	Let’s hug before we are all gone. Let’s go crazy too!
離れる前に飼い占めちゃおう　狂っていこう 	hanareru mae ni kaishimechaou kurutte ikou 	Let’s raise it (buy it) up before we part ways. Let’s go crazy too!
, checked by Violet
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*アンデッドアリス (Undead Alice) (album)
==External Links==
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