自傷無色 (Jishou Mushoku)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
君のようなひとになりたいな 	kimi no you na hito ni naritai na 	I want to be someone like you. 
「僕らしいひと」になりたいな 	"boku rashii hito" ni naritai na 	I want to be someone that feels very "me."
望むならそうすりゃいいけどさ 	nozomu nara sou surya ii kedo sa 	If I want to, I can just go and do it. 
でもそれってほんとにぼくなのかい 	demo sore tte honto ni boku nano kai 	But then would that really be me?
 	 	
子供騙しな夢一つ 	kodomo damashina yume hitotsu 	One child's-play dream.
こんな僕なら死ねばいいのに 	konna boku nara shineba ii noni 	The way I am, someone like me is better off dead
 	 	
こんな僕が生きてるだけで 	konna boku ga ikiteru dake de 	Where someone like me being alive 
何万人のひとが悲しんで 	nanmannin no hito ga kanashinde 	brings sadness to tens of thousands of people
誰も僕を望まない 	dare mo boku o nozomanai 	And no one wants me:
そんな世界だったらいいのにな 	sonna sekai dattara ii noni na 	I wish that's the kind of world it was.
 	 	
こんな僕が消えちゃうだけで 	konna boku ga kiechau dake de 	If by just wiping me away
何億人のひとが喜んで 	nan'okunin no hito ga yorokonde 	Hundreds of millions of people rejoiced
誰も何も憎まないなら 	dare mo nani mo nikumanai nara 	And no one held hatred for anything
そんなうれしいことはないな 	sonna ureshii koto wa nai na 	Then I couldn't be happier.
 	 	
明日も僕は夢うつつ 	ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu 	Tomorrow, I'll still tread between reality and dreams.
このまま僕は消えていいのに 	kono mama boku wa kiete ii noni 	Just like that, I'd love to disappear.
 	 	
こんな僕が生きたところで 	konna boku ga ikita tokorode 	Where someone like me being alive 
何億人のひとは知らないし 	nan'okunin no hito wa shiranai shi 	Doesn't even register for hundreds of millions of people
誰も僕を望まない 	dare mo boku o nozomanai 	And no one wants me:
そんな世界だったらいいのかな 	sonna sekai dattara ii no kana 	If that were the world, would that be okay?
 	 	
こんな僕が消えたところで 	konna boku ga kieta tokorode 	Even if I were wiped away
何億人のひとは変わらない 	nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai 	That wouldn't change some hundred million people.
誰も僕を憎まないなら 	dare mo boku o nikumanai nara 	If no one will resent me, then 
損した事に変わりないな 	sonshita koto ni kawari nai na 	The result's the same, a loss for me. 
 	 	
最期なんか皆同じように倒れてゆきます 	saigo nanka minna onaji you ni taorete yukimasu 	In the end, everyone collapses in the same manner. 
メイドイン 他人 の 「自分自身」崩れてゆきます 	meido in tannin no "jibun jishin" kuzurete yukimasu	"My Self" made in others will crumble away.
最期なんかみんな同じように離れてくのに 	saigo nanka minna onaji you ni hanareteku no ni 	In the end, everyone separates the same way—but—
 	 	
こんな僕が生きてるだけで 	konna boku ga ikiteru dake de 	Just because I'm alive 
なんで君はそんなに笑うの 	nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no 	Why do you smile so much?
君がそんな笑顔じゃ 	kimi ga sonna egao ja 	If you smile like that 
悲しくても消えたくても 	kanashikute mo kietakute mo 	No matter how sad, how much I want to disappear—
さよならする理由なんてもう 	sayonara suru riyuu nante mou 	If only all my reasons to say good-bye
無ければいいのに 	nakereba ii noni 	Went away.
 	 	
こんな僕が消えたところで 	konna boku ga kieta tokorode 	Even if I were wiped away
何億人のひとは変わらない 	nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai 	That wouldn't change some hundred million people.
だけど僕を止める何かが 	dakedo boku o tomeru nanika ga 	But there's something preventing me 
そんな顔しちゃ笑えないや 	sonna kao shicha waraenai ya 	And showing me that face, I can't bear to laugh about it
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*Dot.
*Vocalospace
*EVERGREEN SONGS 2013
== Notable Derivatives==
==External Links==
*piapro - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
*Niconico Pedia
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*Vocaloid Wiki - Image and lyrics source
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