To Nathan You Better Not Ignore This Message

= First off Nathan, do NOT ignore this message from me it’s unacceptable, unfair, and disrespectful to do to someone especially me. Also please don’t say this message is way to long to read and once again please do NOT refuse to read it =
Hello Nathan, after being with for about three months now it has come to know that you’ve decided to be officially done with me and we’re now separate from each other again, you decided to block me on every platform that we use to communicate on including Discord, and now since we are separate from each other again I am even more sadder than ever and you’re continuing with your important stuff, this has gotten way to far for both of us Nathan I miss you so much and I still wanna hang out with you some more but there are some things that NEED to be said about what’s gonna happen in the future if I go out of control again and us not seeing each again, 
“YOU MUST LISTEN CAREFULLY AND CLEARLY YOU WILL NOT IGNORE ANYTHING I SAY OR SAY IT’S TO LONG TO READ SO PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE ANYTHING I SAY TO YOU.”
1. My Apology Letter
First off, I am very deeply sorry for what I did that made you upset and angry I had no intention of doing any of those things and I regret it a lot I should’ve been a better friend to you mate really I do wish I was a better good friend to you
I just wanted to be nice to you and control my behaviors and I really really promise to be nicer to you but you may say that that won’t work out and I’ll forget about it too, but I am speaking the ACTUAL TRUTH this time very honest right now I don’t want to stress you out, I don’t want to make you upset or angry, or disturb you during school time
I don’t want to do anything that will make you very upset at me I just want to be very nice to you and be a good friend and learn/remember my calming strategies I so super promise I won’t do that anymore I promise and I swear I won’t do that again Nathan mate, but if I do it again, I should just get off of Discord and take a nice break from it and try not to get angry. :)
2. Who Will Help On My Concepts Now? 
I still need lots of help on my awesome concepts like AA, JJSA, NSP FN The Musical, and of course FTS
But you’ll say that I really love helping on your concepts Alejandro they’re really fun to work on with you but you’ll have to find other people to help you out with your concepts since I blocked you permanently unfortunately, but seriously mate I do NEED immediate help on my concepts I can’t do everything by myself because friends should help one another whenever they’re in need of some help I help you out you help me out which is lots of fun friends are always there to help out you really should help me out with my concepts mate because I would love some help from you I want to it on Discord though because it’s way more easier tbh with you:)
3. How I’m Doing Without You
You see Nathan, ever since you blocked me on Sunday after your birthday I feel very sad and depressed without you and saw you ignore my messages about how I’m feeling sad without you and that is just very RUDE and DISRESPECTFUL and UNFAIR to do to me you have to show some care and respect to me I do same for you but you don’t sometimes to me, just to let you know Nathan I am having “SUICIDAL THOUGHTS” again after you blocked me I need your help to get rid of these thoughts with a little help from you we could role play together and show me my calming strategies again, but I want you to unblock me on Discord and on the Free Admin Server so I can remember my calming strategies and also revive our Alejandro and Pocco Chat so we could talk to each other again
4. Your Problems
I understand you have lots of important stuff to do in your life and be busy a lot and be even more busy after you dad’s surgery thing, I know you will get in trouble with your parents and your school counselors all because of me, I know you would say if you continue to hangout with me it’ll only make things worse for you but I am very sorry for causing problems with you mate I really am sorry for all of that I had no intention of doing all of that and I regret being mean to you a lot, but I wanna tell you this Nathan I don’t want to cause 
absolutely NO problems with you or rage at you also I am not a dangerous person to your family I am a friendly teenage boy who wants to have a good time and control his behaviors to not cause problems, I don’t wanna harm no one even you too mate I don’t want to harm you I just want to be friendly with you you may not believe this but I am being very serious right now Nathan very very serious I am speaking the actual truth to you I just want to be friendly and apologize for all the bad stuff I did to you. Also I know you have the right to block me
5. My Dark Side Is Taking Over Me
Nathan you have must understand this, ever since you blocked me my dark side has taken over me since I’m going on your PS account for now on and I don’t like what I’m doing to you my dark side is saying “This is for my own good, if Pocco ends our friendship once again his PS account goes away forever” I can’t control this Nathan I need your help with you on Discord to get rid of my dark side and make my light side return ASAP because I don’t wanna go on your PS account forever tbh with you.
6. Why You Should Unblock Me On Discord and Continue Our Friendship
I know you’re gonna say this is not going to workout but this is very urgent for me, you have to unblock me on Discord and unblock me on the Free Admin server and revive our chat so I can remember your concept answers and ask you more concept questions for me and you and also I would really love to help you out with your content idea manager career too and if I lose my control again I’ll just simply exit out of Discord and take a break to settle down.
7. What May Happen If I Don’t See You Again 
You may think this is all just lies but it’s not Pocco I am speaking the very truth right now and I am very serious about it, if you don’t unblock me or see me again I may commit SUICIDE or go on your PS account forever which I don’t want to do. 
We must come back to each other and I promise to change my behaviors (Not joking being super honest) I just need some help with my concepts and my problems and I have my projects to show you like my FTS trailer and my scripts.
= Believe this or not Nathan and don't be rude about it, my girlfriend today broke up with me today and now I am very sad and so lonely and I want you to cheer me up please =
= I also talked to my school counselors today about you and I and they said that I should make an apology letter to you and they also want to help me change so I can be a good friend with you and not be a bad influence to you anymore. =
Regards,
Alejandro
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