自殺志願者が余命191秒で見た憧憬 (Jisatsu Shigansha ga Yomei 191-byou de Mita Doukei)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
父さん　母さん 	tousan kaasan 	Father, Mother,
ごめんね 	gomen ne 	I'm sorry
僕はどうやっても 	boku wa dou yatte mo, 	No matter what I do,
戻れないみたいだ 	modorenai mitai da 	It seems like I can no longer go back
 	 	
遣る瀬無いことばかりが続く、こんな世の中で 	yarusenai koto bakari ga tsuzuku, konna yo no naka de 	In a world like this where miserable things just keep on happening,
何の取り柄もない僕は平凡な日々を過ごして 	nan no torie mo nai boku wa heibon na hibi o sugoshite 	I'm a nobody that's living an ordinary life
“愛してくれる人"なんて別に居ないから 	"aishitekureru hito" nante betsu ni inai kara 	There's no one in particular who "loves me"
「この先の人生」に生きる価値などないんだろう、きっと 	"kono saki no jinsei" ni ikiru kachi nado nai ndarou, kitto 	So my "future life" is not worth living at all, I'm sure
 	 	
登るビルの階段は 	noboru biru no kaidan wa 	Though there are fewer flights of stairs in the building I climb
僕が生きた日々より少ないのに 	boku ga ikita hibi yori sukunai noni 	Than there have been days in my life,
高く、高く、伸ばした躰は 	takaku, takaku, nobashita karada wa 	Higher and higher, my body stretches
僕を押し潰してしまうだろう 	boku o oshitsubushite shimau darou 	and crushes me
 	 	
愛せなかった家族 	aisenakatta kazoku 	The family I couldn't love,
そんなに多くないけど友達も居た 	sonna ni ooku nai kedo tomodachi mo ita 	there aren't that many of them, but I had friends too
誰もが日々を生きてるだけで 	daremo ga hibi o ikiteru dake de 	We're all just living day to day
悪いのは 	warui no wa 	That bad thing is...
 	 	
僕だって生きてたかったんだ 	boku datte ikitetakatta nda 	I too just wanted to live
「誰だってきっとそうでしょう？」 	"dare datte kitto sou deshou?" 	"Who doesn't, right?"
正直者が莫迦を見る 	shoujikimono ga baka o miru 	If this is the kind of world where honest people make fools of themselves,
こんな世界なら消えてしまえよ 	konna sekai nara kiete shimae yo 	then let it disappear
 	 	
神様、教えて 	kamisama, oshiete 	God, please tell me
自殺志願者が生きてく理由を 	jisatsu shigansha ga ikiteku riyuu o 	why a suicidal person should live
嗚咽に似た叫びは空に浮かんで 	oetsu ni nita sakebi wa sora ni ukande 	A scream that resembles a sob rings rises into the sky
足元が揺れるよ 	ashimoto ga yureru yo 	And my feet become unsteady
 	 	
もう戻れないだろう 	mou modorenai darou 	I guess there's no going back now
 	 	
騒がしい朝の街で 少年がビルから飛び降りたニュース 	sawagashii asa no machi de shounen ga biru kara tobiorita nyuusu	In the bustling city morning, there's news of the boy that jumped off a building
「誰も僕の心の中まで、見ちゃいなくて」 	"dare mo boku no kokoro no naka made, micha inakute" 	"No one ever wonder what's going on in my head."
苦しさの中　生きる不安に苛まれてしまうけれど 	kurushisa no naka ikiru fuan ni sainamarete shimau keredo 	In the midst of suffering, the anxiety of living torments me endlessly
吐き出した言葉さえ誰にも届きやしないから 	hakidashita kotoba sae dare ni mo todokiyashinai kara 	But the words I spit out never reach anyone,
終わらせたいんだよ 	owarasetai nda yo 	So I want to end it all.
 	 	
見渡す涙の海は 	miwatasu namida no umi wa 	The sea of tears you view
霞んでいくこの瞳に見えないのに 	kasunde iku kono me ni mienai noni 	I can't see in these misty eyes.
深く、深く 潜った心は 	fukaku, fukaku mogutta kokoro wa 	Deeper and deeper my heart goes
僕を溺れさせてしまうだろう 	boku o oboresasete shimau darou 	and makes me drown.
 	 	
愛していた日々も 	aishite ita hibi mo 	Even on the days when I loved,
どこかに代わりがいると解っているから 	dokoka ni kawari ga iru to wakatte iru kara 	I knew that somewhere out there was a replacement
誰もが孤独を恐れながら 	daremo ga kodoku o osorenagara 	Thus we all fear loneliness
憂いているんだろう 	ureite iru ndarou 	while being anxious about it
 	 	
答えなんて、 	kotae nante, 	As for an answer,
きっと誰も持っていないのに 	kitto dare mo motte inai no ni 	Surely no one has one, yet ...
 	 	
僕だって死にたくはないんだ 	boku datte shinitaku wa nai nda 	I don't want to die either
いつだって目を逸してた 	itsu datte me o soreshiteta 	I've always just looked away
優しさばかり奪われる 	yasashisa bakari ubawareru 	An age like these where kindness is only ever stolen,
こんな時代なら捨ててしまえよ 	konna jidai nara sutete shimae yo 	You should just throw it away
 	 	
ねえ、いま教えて 	nee, ima oshiete 	Hey, tell me now
円周率3で割れる輪廻を 	enshuuritsu san de wareru rinne o 	About the circle of life that's divided by pi that's 3
嗚咽が鼓膜を切り裂いて 	oetsu ga komaku o kirisaite 	My sobs are tearing my eardrums apart
朝日に"さよなら"を告げるよ 	asahi ni "sayonara" o tsugeru yo 	as I say goodbye to the sunrise
 	 	
「もう戻れない」なんて、思いたくはなかったな 	"mou modorenai" nante, omoitaku wa nakatta na 	I didn't want to think that I couldn't come back
 	 	
いつか　生まれ変われる日が来るなら 	itsuka umarekawareru hi ga kuru nara 	If there was ever a day someday when I could be born again,
今、この景色を―― 	ima, kono keshiki o―― 	This is view right now——
, revised by ElectricRaichu
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