カイヤグラ (Kaiyagura)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
気付かない傷付かないふりが上手いだけでは 	kizukanai kizutsukanai furi ga umai dake de wa 	Just pretending that I don't notice, that I don't hurt
生きてゆけないんだ 	ikite yukenain da 	is no way to live.
弱さに名前付けてみたって 	yowasa ni namae tsukete mitatte 	No matter how I've tried to name my weakness.
 	 	
騙し騙しトートロジー 	damashi damashi tootorojii 	It uses every trick in the book, this tautology
先延ばしの人生に意志などないもので 	sakinobashi no jinsei ni ishi nado nai mono de 	I've got no will for the road ahead,
大抵のことはどうだって良くて 	taitei no koto wa dou datte yokute 	and I couldn't care less about most of it.
 	 	
数グラム軽くなった魂ひとつで 	suu guramu karuku natta tamashii hitotsu de 	With my soul that's become as light as a few grams,
少しだけ無茶してなにができるだろう 	sukoshi dake mucha shite nani ga dekiru darou 	If I'm just a bit rash, what'll come of it?
 	 	
その場しのぎの痛み止めなんかじゃ消えないでしょう 	sono bashinogi no itamidome nanka ja kienai deshou 	It isn't gonna go away with some makeshift painkiller.
満たされた端から錆びていく 安寧は夢幻の蜃気楼（かいやぐら） 	mitasareta hashi kara sabiteku an'nei wa mugen no kaiyagura 	From the saturated tip, it all begins to rust. Tranquility is a mirage of fantasy.
欲しいものを欲しいと言える奴が心底疎ましかった 	hoshii mono o hoshii to ieru yatsu ga shinsoko utomashikatta 	All these bastards who can say what they want, I really couldn't get along with 'em.
通り雨の下 息を殺して 	tooriame no shita iki o koroshite 	Under the showering rain, I hold my breath.
 	 	
書けない なにも書けない 	kakenai nani mo kakenai 	I can't write. I can't write anything.
でもまだ死にたくないんだ 	demo mada shinitakunain da 	But I still don't want to die.
からっぽの引き出しに ひとさじばかりの泥が落ちている 	karappo no hikidashi ni hitosaji bakari no doro ga ochite iru	My drawer's empty, except for a fallen spoon of mud.
 	 	
あたし本当に好きだった 絵を描くのも音楽も 	atashi hontou ni suki datta e o kaku no mo ongaku mo 	I used to love drawing, and listening to music, too.
ハリボテの牙の向こう 今となっては悪魔が住んでいる 	haribote no kiba no mukou ima to natte wa akuma ga sunde iru 	But now behind my paper fangs lives a devil.
 	 	
歌、歌うくらいしか声が出ないのに 	uta, utau kurai shika koe ga denai noni 	My voice can do nothing but sing songs,
きれいごと繕ってなにが残るだろう 	kireigoto tsukurotte nani ga nokoru darou 	but if it's all just prettied up with lip service, what does that leave?
 	 	
誰かのために生きられるほど優しくないでしょう 	dareka no tame ni ikirareru hodo yasashikunai deshou 	I'm not kind enough to devote my life to someone.
なにもかもノットフォーミーだ 許せないことばっかりでさ 	nanimokamo notto foo mii da yurusenai koto bakkari de sa 	There's nothing out there for me. I've lost my patience for everything.
欲しいものを欲しいと言える奴が心底妬ましかった 	hoshii mono o hoshii to ieru yatsu ga shinsoko netamashikatta	All these bastards who can say what they want, I've really envied 'em.
羞明の下に声を嗄らして 	shuumei no moto ni koe o karashite 	Under the invasive brightness, I shout myself hoarse.
 	 	
BOW-WOW　 BOW-WOW 	 	
, edited by Violet
==External Links== 
*OneDrive - Instrumental, MIDI, UST and lyrics
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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*Niconico Tag
*Tumblr - Translation source
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