あの日から。 (Ano Hi Kara.)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
その扉の奥　消えない傷 	sono tobira no oku kienai kizu 	Behind that door are unerasable wounds.
封しよう　そうしよう　触れない 	fuu shiyou sou shiyou furenai 	Yes, let's seal it away. But... I can't bring myself to touch it.
そう、あの日から。 	sou, ano hi kara. 	That's right, since that day.
 	 	
喉まで出掛かる　いえない傷 	nodo made de kakaru ienai kizu 	I want to talk about these wounds, but the words are stuck in my throat.
今日言おう　そうしよう　絶対 	kyou iou sou shiyou zettai 	I'll tell you today. I will. Definitely.
ねぇ　どうして…？ 	nee doushite...? 	Hey, why is it that...
声が　煙みたい　消えていく 	koe ga kemu mitai kieteiku 	my voice fades away like smoke...?
こうして　今日も 	koushite kyou mo 	And so,
昨日までの繰り返しだ 	kinou made no kurikaeshi da 	today is just yesterday repeated all over again.
 	 	
本当はね、わかってた 	hontou wa ne, wakatteta 	The truth is, I know
今のままじゃ伝えられないって事 	ima no mama ja tsutaerarenai tte koto 	that I can't tell you with how things are now.
過去の私と向き合う 	kako no watashi to mukiau 	I'll have to face my past self
それが先だって事 	sore ga saki datte goto 	before doing any of that.
 	 	
12月1日　金曜日 	juunigatsu tsuitachi kinyoubi 	December 1, Friday
お父さんから欲しいものを訊かれた。 	otousan kara hoshii mono o kikareta. 	Dad asked me what I wanted
「わかんない」って答えた。 	"wakannai" tte kotaeta. 	and I told him I don't know.
お父さんのこういう露骨でわかりやすいところは昔からだ。 	otousan no kouiu rokotsu de wakari yasui tokoro wa mukashi kara da. 	My dad has always had this open, easy to understand side to him.
 	 	
12月6日　水曜日 	juunigatsu muika suiyoubi 	December 6, Wednesday
お父さん宛に荷物が届いた。 	otousan ate ni nimotsu ga todoita. 	A package for my dad arrived.
中身はわからないけど、何に使うのかは見当がついた。 	nakami wa wakaranai kedo, nani ni tsukau no ka wa kentou ga tsuita. 	I don't know what's in it, but I think I have an idea of what it's for.
 	 	
12月12日　火曜日 	juunigatsu juuninichi kayoubi 	December 12, Tuesday
夕食の後、お父さんの部屋に呼ばれた。 	yushoku no, otousan no heya ni yobareta. 	After dinner, dad called me to his room.
「明日から出張でいないから、1日早いけど」 	"ashita kara shutchou de inai kara, ichinichi hayai kedo" 	"I have a business trip tomorrow so this is a day early, but..."
そう言って誕生日プレゼントを渡してくれた。 	sou itte tanjoubi purezento o watashitekureta. 	he said as he gave me my birthday present.
中古っぽいジャズのレコードとそのプレーヤーだった。 	chuuko ppoi jazu no rekoodo to sono pureeyaa datta. 	It was a jazz record and its player. Both looked like they were previously used.
ジャズはまだちゃんと聴いたことがなかったし、本物のレコードなんて初めて見たから凄くドキドキした。 	jazu wa mada chanto kiita koto ga nakatta shi, honmono no rekoodo nante hajimete mita kara sugoku dokidokishita.	I haven't properly listened to jazz yet, and it was also my first time seeing a real record, so it was really exciting.
 	 	
12月13日 	juunigatsu juusannichi 	December 13
あの日は朝から最高の気分だった。 	ano hi wa asa kara saikō no kibun datta. 	I was in a great mood that morning.
誕生日プレゼントのレコードは私に革命をもたらした。こんなに凄い音楽があったなんて！ 	tanjoubi purezento no rekoodo wa watashi ni kakumei o motarashita. konnani sugoi ongaku ga atta nante! 	The record I got for my birthday changed me. I never knew such amazing music existed!
私は昔から熱中すると周りが見えなくなるタイプの人間だった。 	watashi wa mukashi kara netchuusuru to mawari ga mienaku naru taipu no ningen datta. 	I've always been the type of person to lose sight of my surroundings whenever I'm passionate about something.
隙あらば、クラスメイトにジャズとレコードの素晴らしさについて語って聞かせた。 	suki araba, kurasumeito ni jazu to rekoodo no subarashisa nitsuite katatte kikaseta. 	Whenever I had the chance I'd tell my classmates all about the greatness of jazz and records.
本当に最高の気分だった。 	hontouni saikou no kibun datta. 	It felt great talking about the things I liked.
そう、あの瞬間までは。 	sou, ano shunkan made wa. 	It really did. Until that moment.
 	 	
下校途中、クラスメイトが数人で談笑しているのを見かけた。 	gekou tochuu, kurasumeito ga suu nin de danshoushiteiru no o mikaketa. 	While heading home from school, I saw my classmates talking and laughing.
こちらには気が付いていない。 	kochira ni wa ki ga tsuiteinai. 	They didn't notice me.
後ろから話しかけようとしたその時 	ushiro kara hanashikakeyou to shita sono toki 	I was about to go and talk to them
聞いてしまった。 	kiiteshimatta. 	when I heard it.
 	 	
本当はね、わかってた 	hontou wa ne, wakatteta 	The truth is, I knew.
押さえつけてもいつか溢れるって事 	osaetsukete mo itsuka afureru tte koto 	"Even if you try to bottle it all up it'll seep out one day,"
過去の私を強く抱きしめて言った 	kako no watashi o tsuyoku dakishimete itta 	I said as I held onto my past self.
 	 	
本当はね、わかってた 	hontou wa ne, wakatteta 	The truth is, I know
キミは私と切り離せないってこと 	kimi wa watashi to kirihanasenai tte koto 	that you are a part of me I can't get rid of.
過去も全部含めて 	kako mo zenbu fukumete 	My past and everything else
それが私なんだ 	sore ga watashi nanda 	is what makes me who I am.
 	 	
本当の私が 	hontou no watashi ga 	This is the real me,
今度こそ君に 	kondo koso kimi ni 	and this time for sure, I’ll tell you.
==External Links==
*Google Drive - instrumental, lyrics
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