If Only

"If Only" is a song from the Disney Channel movie, Descendants, sung by Mal while on a date with Ben. The song expressed that Mal was beginning to feel confused about what to do, as she is coming to realize that she may actually be falling in love. If one were to listen closely, they would hear the faint voice of Ben joining in at the beginning of the second chorus towards the end of the song.
In the reprise, while mixing together an anti-love potion to break her love spell over Ben, through an act of compassion on her part, Mal reflects that she may have indeed fallen in love with him. Conflicted with obeying her mother and carrying out the villains' revenge on Auradon, and the fact that she will be betraying Ben and his people, Mal sheds her first tear of sadness, which is used in the potion.
==Lyrics==
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First Lyrics=
A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening?
Cause up 'til now, I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing
I can't decide what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only 
If only
If only
Every step, every word
With every hour I'm feeling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I've never been
I can't decide what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, If only 
Yeah
Am I crazy?
Maybe
We could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me
When the magic's all run out?
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh...
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh...
If only, yeah (x4)
If only
If only
|-|Reprise Lyrics=
A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
I know it's time to say goodbye
So hard to let go...
|-|Reprise 2 Lyrics=
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, If only
If only...
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==Videos==
Dove Cameron - If Only (Reprise) From Descendants 2|If Only (Reprise 2) cut from Descendants 2
If Only-2
==Trivia==
*A version of the song was shot for Descendants 2, in which Mal, after having her heart to heart talk with the other three VKs, would contemplate returning to the Isle of the Lost or staying in Auradon and with Ben. This version was deleted.
*Mal's flashbacks that featured Ben during the song showed he had an instant attraction to her before she spelled him.
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