She loves her more than she loves me

Tonight I feel it again
The feeling I don’t want to feel back then
Like she loves her more than she loves me
Until now she doesn’t know, she doesn’t feel, she doesn’t see
I’m hurting again like a little bee.
I explained myself
As I know I was right
But she was seeing it like I am arguing 
I thought she already learned how to love me
But my scar reminds me that the past is real.
Honestly, I’ve been so tired lately
My world feels lonely
Like I’m staring at the ceiling
Thinking why my heart is aching
And I’ve always been wondering.
Ten o’clock in the evening
I found myself crying
Because I trusted her like a new best friend
But just because she loves her more than she loves me
Tonight I am hurt again and no one did comfort me but myself..
Category:Poetry