クビククリ・モンスター (Kubikukuri Monster)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
何かに振り回されている 	nanika ni furimawasarete iru 	I get the feeling I'm being manipulated
様な 	you na 	by something
（生活　衣食住　給料　世間体　恋愛　財） 	(seikatsu ishokujuu kyuuryou sekentei ren'ai zai) 	(By my daily life, basic needs, salary, public image, affections, and wealth)
まるで犬猫 	marude inu neko 	It’s as if I’m a worthless animal
生きてるだけの　存在 	ikiteru dake no sonzai 	and all I do is exist
（性欲　睡眠欲　食欲　生存欲　暴走） 	(seiyoku suimin'yoku shokuyoku seizon'yoku bousou)	(My lust, desire to sleep, appetite, and will to live all run amok)
 	 	
暗闇に溶ける眼 	kurayami ni tokeru manako 	My eyes melt into the darkness,
熱い身体揺れる 	atsui karada yureru 	and my burning body wavers
いつの間に日々諦め 	itsu no ma ni hibi akirame 	When did I give up on my everyday?
野望は何処に消えたのだろう？ 	yabou wa doko ni kieta no darou? 	Where has my ambition disappeared to?
 	 	
怪物の足音が 	kaibutsu no ashioto ga 	The footsteps of a monster
私を誘いに来てるのさ 	watashi o sasoi ni kiteru no sa 	are coming to lure me in
止めないで 	yamenaide 	Don't stop!
止めちゃ駄目 	yamecha dame 	You can't stop!
醜態を晒すなら死ねば善いのか 	shuutai o sarasu nara shineba ii no ka 	If my shameful behavior is going to be exposed, would it be “better”いい is written here as 善い, which has the nuance of something being “virtuous” or “morally good”. for me to just die?
 	 	
突き動かされて今も尚　一人 	tsukiugokasarete ima mo nao hitori 	Being stirred up by something, even now, I’m by myself
（夢　希望　野望　欲望　空虚　絶望） 	(yume kibou yabou yokubou kuukyo zetsubou) 	(By my dreams, hopes, aspirations, desires, hollowness, and hopelessness)
諦め踏ん切りキリ付かないで 	akirame fungiri kiri tsukanaide 	I’ve given up, without coming to a decision to put an end to it all,
やがて 	yagate 	and eventually
（想像　妄想　幻想　空想　創造） 	(souzou mousou gensou kuusou souzou) 	(My imagination and delusions turn to fantasy, and my daydreams give way to creation)
 	 	
奈落の入り口は何処 	naraku no iriguchi wa doko 	Where is the entrance to Hell?
泣き笑い疲れた 	nakiwarai tsukareta 	I've grown tired of tears and laughter
私は何を手に入れ　失い 	watashi wa nani o te ni ire ushinai 	What have I obtained? What have I lost?
血も絶え　何が残ったの 	chi mo tae nani ga nokotta no 	And as even my blood dies out, what do I have left?
 	 	
怪物の叫び声 	kaibutsu no sakebigoe 	I can feel the screams of a monster
私を襲いに来てるような 	watashi o osoi ni kiteru you na 	coming to get me
前向いても　そっぽ向いても 	mae muite mo soppo muite mo 	Whether I face it head-on or turn away,
逃れられないよあのモンスターから 	nogarerarenai yo ano monsutaa kara 	I cannot escape that monster known as
"自殺衝動" 	"jisatsu shoudou" 	“suicidal impulse”
 	 	
この衝動 	kono shoudou 	There's nowhere I can hide
逃げ場は無い　抑え効かず 	nigeba wa nai osae kikazu 	from this urge; unable to repress it,
掛かるロープ 涙が出る 	kakaru roopu namida ga deru 	I hang the rope and begin to cry
力抜ける 	chikara nukeru 	I lose my strength,
記憶が飛ぶ 	kioku ga tobu 	my consciousness fades,
眼が血走る そして朽ちる 	me ga chibashiru soshite kuchiru 	my eyes become bloodshot, and finally, I die in obscurity
記憶 記録 滅亡　消失 	kioku kiroku metsubou shoushitsu 	My memories are destroyed and all record of me is lost
ゼロ　ゼロ　ゼロ　端カラ 	zero zero zero hana kara 	Zero, zero, zero, there was nothing from the start
 	 	
貴方は何も知らない 	anata wa nani mo shiranai 	You had been pretending
振りしていたけれど 	furi shiteita keredo 	that you weren’t aware at all,
私の生きゆく場所が何処にも無い事 	watashi no ikiyuku basho ga doko ni mo nai koto 	but there’s nowhere for me to go on living, and you'd known that all along,
知っていたんでしょう 	shitte ita ndeshou 	hadn’t you?
 	 	
怪物に負けた時 	kaibutsu ni maketa toki 	Once I've lost to this monster,
勝ってた事も敗北にされちゃうよ 	katteta koto mo haiboku ni sarechau yo 	even my victories will be made into defeats
「もう一回」は　無いんだよ 	"mou ikkai" wa nai nda yo 	I won’t get anything like “another chance”;
最初に躓いたワタシヒトリ 	saisho ni tsumazuita watashi hitori 	I’m the first and only one to stumble upon that fact
 	 	
だったらいっそ 	dattara isso 	So in that case,
知らしめよう 	shirashimeyou 	I’ll just make known
私がいた事この世界に 	watashi ga ita koto kono sekai ni 	to the world that I was here
何もせず 	nani mo sezu 	Rather than go on dying
死んでゆくよりは 	shindeyuku yori wa 	with nothing to show for it,
抗えた事を誇り胸に 	aragaeta koto o hokori mune ni 	I’ll take pride in the fact that I was able to put up a fight
クビククル 	kubikukuru 	and hang myself
 	 	
あぁ、また失敗。 	aa, mata shippai. 	Oops, failed again.
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*DOLL (album)
*CD-R (album)
==External Links==
===Unofficial===
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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