不公开的第三种结果 (Bù Gōngkāi de Dìsān Zhǒng Jiéguǒ)

==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
也没有一首歌适合拥抱 	yě méiyǒu yī shǒu gē shìhé yǒngbào 	Once again, not one song suitable to embrace
我喜欢的无非是拼凑不起的幻想 	wǒ xǐhuān de wúfēi shì pīncòu-bùqǐ de huànxiǎng 	The things I like, are nothing more than a fantasy that I will never ever be able to put together
灯与影自以为互相成全 	dēng yǔ yǐng zìyǐwéi hùxiāng chéngquán 	Light and dark, I really thought they would complete each other
于是打消所有怀疑 	yúshì dǎxiāo suǒyǒu huáiyí 	Thus, I snuff away all my doubts
仿佛被爱是值得快乐的事情 	fǎngfú bèi ài shì zhídé kuàilè de shìqíng 	Acting as if being loved is something to be happy about
 	 	
情绪爬出骨骼 	qíngxù pá chū gǔgé 	My feelings crawl out of my bones
心是冷的 	xīn shì lěng de 	With this cold heart,
交付我仅存的感官 	jiāofù wǒ jǐn cún de gǎnguān 	I hand over my only remaining senses
自残一般去欣赏 	zìcán yībān qù xīnshǎng 	Like a gesture of self-mutilation, I hold it in admiration
有什么温热着 	yǒu shénme wēnrèzhe 	Whatever little bit that is warming me
 	 	
梦就不要醒 	mèng jiù bùyào xǐng 	Don’t wake from the dream yet
沉寂的 还激烈的 不言而喻的 	chénjì de hái jīliè de bùyán'éryù de 	A most excruciating solitude, it goes without saying,
留给自己 	liú gěi zìjǐ 	Still has its hold over me
让那些无法共鸣的都断在空气里 	ràng nàxiē wúfǎ gòngmíng de dōu duàn zài kōngqì lǐ 	Let all those things, that are unable to resonate with all the rest, break off in this air
放弃掉一部分意义 	fàngqì diào yībùfèn yìyì 	And forget, a good portion of what you are doing this for
败坏的 还滋生的 极度自恋的 	bàihuài de hái zīshēng de jídù zìliàn de 	Rotted in ruin, yet still multiplying, narcissistic to the highest calibre,
某个自己 	mǒu gè zìjǐ 	Yes, me myself
在完全透明的镜中 我看见自己 	zài wánquán tòumíng de jìng zhōng wǒ kànjiàn zìjǐ 	In the transparent mirror, what I see is myself
 	 	
夜熄灭后的夜带来快慰 	yè xímiè hòu de yè dài lái kuàiwèi 	The night, after the night’s been extinguished, brings a feeling of giddiness
那就趁乱去伪造一场小小的误会 	nà jiù chèn luàn qù wèizào yī chǎng xiǎoxiao de wùhuì	Then, amongst the chaos, I falsify a small little bout of misunderstanding
或许是潜台词悉数瓦解 	huòxǔ shì qiántáicí xīshù wǎjiě 	Perhaps, in crumbling to pieces all that implicit subtext,
才表现得如此果决 	cái biǎoxiàn dé rúcǐ guǒjué 	Can I finally portray myself as firm and unwavering
听得清楚蜷缩在角落的呜咽 	tīng dé qīngchǔ quánsuō zài jiǎoluò de wūyè 	I can hear clearly, the cries and whimpers as someone curls themself in the corner
 	 	
在轻颤的眉睫 	zài qīng chàn de méijié 	Slightly trembling, my eyebrows
痛是真的 	tòng shì zhēn de 	The pain is oh-so-real
就算是徒劳的宣泄 	jiùsuàn shì túláo de xuānxiè 	Even trying in vain to relieve myself of these troubles plaguing me,
也让我从中获得 	yě ràng wǒ cóngzhōng huòdé 	Will allow me to feel like I’ve drawn out
未见光的喜悦 	wèi jiàn guāng de xǐyuè 	The ecstatic feeling of being hidden from the surfaceThe word used here 未见光 lit. “to not see the light” / “to not be exposed to the light”. This is a reference to the common saying 见光死, lit. “(of a living thing) to wither when it is exposed to the light of day” (in this context it used to refer to a living thing that is considered to be fragile/vulnerable, whose survival is immediately threatened by any disadvantageous condition, e.g. the sunlight). It is also used to figuratively refer to “having one’s bubble burst as the reality becomes apparent (e.g. when someone is forced to reconcile the difference between a character in a film and the actor playing them)”.
 	 	
孤独是被放任的错误隐喻 	gūdú shì bèi fàngrèn de cuòwù yǐnyù 	Loneliness is a wrongful metaphor that’s been left unchecked for too long
横亘在沉默中间的矜持 	hénggèn zài chénmò zhōngjiān de jīnchí 	Stretched all the way in the silence, as I try to keep being reserved,
长出缠绵悱恻的刺 	zhǎng chū chánmiánfěicè de cì 	A very hurtful, sorrowful pain is starting to grow
所以你看 你看 	suǒyǐ nǐ kàn nǐ kàn 	So look, look,
连呼吸都显得 动魄惊心 	lián hūxī dōu xiǎndé dòngpòjīngxīn 	Even my breath has started to become something utterly hair-raising
 	 	
梦就不要醒 	mèng jiù bùyào xǐng 	Don’t wake from the dream yet
沉寂的 还激烈的 不言而喻的 	chénjì de hái jīliè de bùyán'éryù de 	A most excruciating solitude, it goes without saying,
留给自己 	liú gěi zìjǐ 	Still has its hold over me
让那些无法共鸣的都断在空气里 	ràng nàxiē wúfǎ gòngmíng de dōu duàn zài kōngqì lǐ 	Let all those things, that are unable to resonate with all the rest, break off in this air
放弃掉一部分意义 	fàngqì diào yībùfèn yìyì 	And forget, a good portion of what you are doing this for
败坏的 还滋生的 极度自恋的 	bàihuài de hái zīshēng de jídù zìliàn de 	Rotted in ruin, yet still multiplying, narcissistic to the highest calibre,
某个自己 	mǒu gè zìjǐ 	Yes, me myself
在完全透明的镜中 我是我自己 	zài wánquán tòumíng de jìng zhōng wǒ shì wǒ zìjǐ 	In the transparent mirror, I am me and me alone
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*深潜之宙 (Shēn Qián zhī Zhòu) (album)
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