Adagio 2/20/2021

[8:51][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:Star Trek Adagio..continues..sometimes latter with after everyone has stop carrying and has a garbled recall of events..
[8:51][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:On the wreck of the Kent..the landing party huddle together in thier shuttle...reviewing the experience and how to proceed
[8:54][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:-though thined around them.the mist persistant outside the shuttle bay as Talia collects herself and maybe records a log or no
[8:55][DOIC]Talia@Isis:-as she moves over to check on Ankos as the others recover she records a brief log- =^= Captain's Log suplmental..we are aboard the shuttle oncemore recovering following a ..well I am not sure jus
[8:56][DOIC]Talia@Isis:Yet wehat we encountered..a slip in time space or a dimensional doorway that seemed to be full of rage or anger..that led to my counselor attacking his fellow shipmates..Maggie and I were able to 
[8:57][DOIC]Talia@Isis:to locate them and subdue Ankos and i ordered us to regroup abaord theshuttle to reorganize to better prepare to comence our salvage operation
[8:58][DOIC]Talia@Isis:For now I need to debrief theDCT we have with us under SPO Danners...as Mr hauser and Ensign Trina keep us covered until Mr Sevuk is able to recover from his attack..Talia ou
[8:58][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-calls over- maggie keep and eye on Ankos pleas
[8:58][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-moves over to speak to Danners about contructing an emergancy airlock so they can enter the [ressurized area beyond thehanger bay doors
[8:58][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren had donned a pair of sunglasses she'd found in one of the shuttle compartment as she gave herself a scan with her tricorder.
[8:59][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*compartments )
[8:59][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Eren..-stops as she sees her begin her scan and justnods to her
[8:59][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Gives Peebs an unreadable look, maybe considering if he's gonna KO her or not.
[8:59][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--looks up from her ration bar.-- "huh? Oh right, yes ma'am keep and eye onAnkos.
[8:59][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk has his eyes closed, meditating as he recovers from the blow to his head.
[9:00][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--eyeballs Ankos-- "Don't look at me like that.
[9:00][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Uh... Captain, I already said that, but Mr. Sevuk needs a few days of rest... definitely not to be here.
[9:00][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Look at you like what?
[9:01][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"oh you know.." --she says going back to her ration bar.-
[9:01][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-eyes Sevuk and then to Ankos- if this is the case...Ill have him sent back once we establish a beachhead in the pressurized are
[9:02][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I'm not going to flirt with you, Peebs.
[9:02][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Talia.* "Alright, Captain. But he needs his rest.
[9:02][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren frowned slightly as she looked at the results.* "Got to love when your bio readings could easily just be from stress...
[9:02][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sinez..keep an Eye on Sevuk for now..and one eye on the tricorder to ensure we dont have any more unexpected visitors out ther
[9:02][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"..and I am thankful for that..
[9:03][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin walked up to Talia* Yes captain.. What's next
[9:03][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:What was that Eren? Find anything? -looks over as se continues to confer with theDCT on the airlock
[9:03][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks at Sin- Watchover Sevuk..and keep on for any movemenbt outside on yourtricorder
[9:04][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--keeps and eye on Ankos as she eats her ration bar-
[9:04][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I'm reading elevated vitals in line with highly stressful events. Which makes sense, therefore I can't possibly say if we're being affected by exposure to the crystals. It's not contaminated us ..
[9:04][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he nodded, more so keeping an eye on his tricorder scans over sevuk's well being
[9:04][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:of course, since we were sealed off from them, but if being near them causes any physical reaction I couldn't tell you.
[9:05][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Rubbed his face, coming to a bit.* "Hey, right.
[9:05][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Finally I can think a bit.
[9:05][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*He got up and started sticking some gizmo to Sevuk's head.
[9:05][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:It makes sense it effected Ankos then given his abilitie
[9:05][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk opens his eyes.
[9:05][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"We don't know if that's the crystal of some entity, though, Captain.
[9:06][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*or some )
[9:06][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You just relax Mr. Sevuk. This machine will extract your brains through your nose so I an eat them easier.
[9:06][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-smirks amused by that
[9:07][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk arches an eyebrow.
[9:07][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:[LOL
[9:07][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:((GG :P)
[9:07][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"This will clear up your brain. But don't go hard on that cranial activity right now.
[9:07][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:You're joking... right
[9:07][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Ankos, don't confuse the poor vulcan. Just tell him it'll make his head good.
[9:08][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"It make head good.
[9:08][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She nodded in approval.
[9:08][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:I am aware of the Counselor's meaning
[9:08][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Sometimes it's hard to tell with you, Sevvy-kins.
[9:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Let him work gang...im sure worse case scenario..we can attach a remote control to sevuk and work him that way ifneed b
[9:09][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk gives Talia a look.
[9:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-smirks andwont look at Sevuk
[9:09][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I -did- like that idea.
[9:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-to Sin- You can weork the remot
[9:09][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Nope, sin did not come to sevuk's defense, keeping a close eye on his scans
[9:09][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--raises her hand-- "i call dibs on working the remote.
[9:10][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Done peebs, you get first dibs
[9:10][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Mister Boggles would be the better fit, he's more used to it.
[9:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Oh well yes..very well maggie..dibs ahs been called Si
[9:10][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"Thanks sir.
[9:10][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"He has no opposable thumbs though.
[9:10][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Maggie does.
[9:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Please cousnelor ...the dog can tex
[9:10][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You've got a point, captain.
[9:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-continues to go over the emrgwency airlock layout with Danners
[9:10][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She kept up a little smirk, though she glanced over her shoulder and around the roof of the shuttle.
[9:11][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Eren...a thought occurs to me -as she watches her look about-..the cyrtals..how safe are the shuttles
[9:11][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Anyone feeling a sense of... what do the humans call it? Date ja-voo?
[9:12][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-ponders this- Not 
[9:12][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I don't know, Captain. I don't know how quickly they form.
[9:12][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin..activate theshuttles shields for m
[9:13][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he shook his head at the other trill, working his way to the shuttles controls to activate the shields
[9:13][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Presumably if we linger here too long, it may give enough time for crystals to grow on them as they have on the ship.
[9:13][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Your brains should be fine, Mr. Sevuk.
[9:13][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Just don't deal with quantum mechanics for the rest of the day.
[9:13][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Yes so we are on the clock here so to spea
[9:13][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*He remeoved the regenerator.
[9:13][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Potentially, yes..." *She looked at Ankos then.* "Do you feel like anyone's... watching us, Counselor?
[9:13][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks to Ankos
[9:13][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Understood Counselor. Thank you
[9:14][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Uh... I am trying not to feel anything right now, as not to sock Mr. Sevuk while he's so close.
[9:14][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-smirks- Sevuk if you up to it oncemore..gearup and get with your two guards..pre to moive out shortl
[9:14][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I just can't seem to shake this sensation of being observed... and that I've been in a situation like this before.
[9:14][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Yes captain
[9:15][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:...a temporal loop Eren
[9:15][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I wouldn't go that far.
[9:15][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I'm not feeling anything off right now, and I'm perfectly happy with that.
[9:15][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:..so a familar presenc
[9:15][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren paused.* "Wait. Ankos has lost control before." *She looked at Talia.* "That time he tried to shoot you on the bridge.
[9:16][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks at Ankos- yes..in battl
[9:16][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk retrieves his weapon, going over to the guards.
[9:16][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-Trina and Hauser nod to him as he comes over both geared up and ready
[9:17][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"We were fighting the Dark, or the Apostates at least, no?
[9:17][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"We were fighting the Hur'Q.
[9:17][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I tried to get into their hive mind. Didn't go well.
[9:17][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I believe it was over Bajo
[9:17][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Talia.
[9:17][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:But we did detect Apostate tech during thatbattle as wel
[9:18][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Her brow furrowed.* "But it was theorised the Hur'Q were, at least in part, motivated to--- yes, exactly.
[9:18][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods- She supposidly awoke trhem to get us out of the LM
[9:18][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--pauses while eating, looks at the wrapper.-- "...liver and onions? Who comes up with these flovors?
[9:18][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:...so these crystasls might have a connection to her then
[9:18][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I can't tell you why, but I just can't shake the feeling that there may be some connection here.
[9:19][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-smiles to Eren- we are thinking along thes ame lines Ibeliev
[9:19][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Well, they were a product of her Black Ocean, yes? I think we could already assume they have something to do with the Dark.
[9:19][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She nodded to Talia.
[9:19][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Corruption the
[9:20][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Especially if like the Life cyrstals these were also similar in empathic respons
[9:20][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Peebs, if you don't want liver and onions, I can have it.
[9:21][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"its okay sir, it tastes okay...sort of like meatloaf..
[9:21][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Well itsa good basic theory to work fro
[9:21][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Perhaps an opposite force... though I'm loathe to refer to them as 'death crystals.'
[9:21][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I mean... it's sort of obvious that the dark was involved.
[9:21][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Lets go tiweht corrupted crystal
[9:21][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"The issue is, how to actually check the crystals.
[9:22][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to Ankos- Not unlike how shewas also located aboard that old space statio
[9:22][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:a residue or a part of he
[9:22][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"If we can get a spacewalk going on the hull of the Kent, we may be able to detach a panel to collect a sampling of the crystals.
[9:22][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods- Agreed..fortune favors the bol
[9:23][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"A spacewalk next to the mind-altering crystals... great.
[9:23][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Life in starfleet is seldom simpl
[9:23][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"We can always leave the telepath here with some cookies and chocolate milk." *She jerked a thumb at Ankos.
[9:23][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"I recommend Ankos wait behind ma'am.
[9:23][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I also want him here to use as mental coms as wel
[9:24][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"That doesn't sound too bad.
[9:24][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:He will be our foundation to know when we might become affected while out ther
[9:24][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--finishes her ration bar and starts checking her gear, starting with her magnetic boots.-
[9:24][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"So... our canary?" *She looked amused.
[9:25][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-chuckles some at erens suggestion- Ada...are you still with us
[9:25][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:We could link our vital signs for him to monitor while we're exposing ourselves as well.. A before and after comparison
[9:25][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Maggia our signal booster stil up
[9:25][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Gulps, his eyes growing wider.
[9:26][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Captain... I feel it. The fear's back. The longer we're here, the worse things will get.
[9:26][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"it should be.
[9:26][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods- Good call Sin..Ankos does such witht he delta teams on their deployment
[9:26][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:-the boost signal installed let Ada voice com in clearly- I am here
[9:26][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Then we are on a clock..
[9:26][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Aren't we always?" *She went to climb back into her EV suit.
[9:26][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ere feed you data findings to Ada to led Zae and Solia go over them as wel
[9:27][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--after going over her gear she started sealing herself back in her EVA suit.-
[9:27][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ada..relay to the Xo we are going EVA to retriece a piece of the cyrstal for a study sampl
[9:27][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Aye ma'am," *she said after locking her helmet, pressing a few buttons.* "Should auto transmit everything else we pick up so long as we're in range of the booster.
[9:27][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk slowly puts himself back into his EVA suit.
[9:27][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-pauses and frowns in thought
[9:28][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-stops shoirt of pulling her helmet on-...we are missing something..her
[9:28][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin helped the vulcan into his space suit before going back into his
[9:28][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren headed over and picked up a new oxygen canister.* "Missing what, Captain?
[9:29][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You mean the safety of the adagio? Definitely missing that...
[9:29][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks to Eren- I cant say..its gut feeling..we are overlooking some..vital..that should e..obviou
[9:29][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*He was fidgeting in his seat.
[9:29][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:No the Lady A is gearedup and ready.. I made sure of thi
[9:29][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk scans the shuttle cockpit.
[9:29][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*with his eyes
[9:29][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ada...do we have any pdates from the kzari on their recovery process
[9:29][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"...Did you remember to go to the refresher before putting on your suit, ma'am?
[9:30][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Im serious here Eren...we have overlooked something...something bi
[9:30][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Maybe we should just call it a night and head back now
[9:30][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> none yet, I can send an update request if you like, captain
[9:31][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Do so Ada...as well as any file son their process if they have encountered this befor
[9:31][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Maybe leavign someone here to protect me, Captain?
[9:31][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he nervously rubbed his stomach, grabbing his helmet hesitantly
[9:31][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:....damn...Of course Mr Sevuks guards Anko
[9:32][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:and the DC
[9:32][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--puts her helmet on and seals it.-
[9:32][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk nods.
[9:32][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She blinked, then shrugged.* "Well, not my department.
[9:32][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Did any of you sense anything...when you crossed over into that other realm
[9:33][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Other... realm?
[9:33][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You mean the shadows we got lost in?
[9:33][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"The same fear I'm feeling now... but stronger. And something hunting us.
[9:33][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:We couldnts ee any of yo until we were rightup on you,...we barely heard yo
[9:33][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:So there is a presence here...we know thi
[9:33][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:I have sensed the same emotions, Counselor
[9:33][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sinez clenched his fist and hit the bulkhead suddenly
[9:33][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren sighed.* "Look, if everyone's going to get so bloody spooked, how about we leave and send a probe to collect the sample?
[9:34][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks ovfer- Mr Kodor
[9:34][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She looked at Sinez with surprise.
[9:34][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--looked at Sinez-
[9:34][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:It's nothing.. *he glanced at their feet a moment before looking at them
[9:35][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"...Yeah, that panel just needed to be taught a quick lesson," *she said dryly.
[9:35][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:You just punchedmy shuttle Son..i am goingt o have to know why
[9:35][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--looks at Eren-- "We could go back to the ship and take a worker bee or shuttle pod to come over and collect a sample from the hull.
[9:36][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Wait...anger..rage? Eren..is thatnot something familiar?
[9:36][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I agree with Eren and peebs... let's not linger here longer than we have to.
[9:36][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Soemthing historical? to a spatial displacement
[9:36][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:....I suddenly remembered every failure I committed aboard the Lady A ma'am.. it's nothing
[9:36][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren's eyelids fluttered suddenly as she took a few steps back to sit down on the shuttle seat.
[9:37][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Captain, we need to go. Something's fucking with our heads," *she breathed.
[9:37][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"i feel fine...
[9:37][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:We are most assuredly under telepathic assault
[9:37][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Captain... we -really- need to go.
[9:37][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he scowled, unable to shake the memories away
[9:38][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin power up the shuttl
[9:38][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*He fidgeted in his seat more.
[9:38][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--looks at the otheres with concern-
[9:38][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Is everyone aboard?
[9:39][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:They should be...in here and the other shuttl
[9:39][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin 'tossed' his helmet into the co-pilots chair, powering up the shuttle
[9:39][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Check first, ma'am, we don't want to leave anyone behind...
[9:39][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-checks and nods- The oriary SDCT and the other security team are aboard the othershuttl
[9:39][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:primary
[9:39][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Good...
[9:40][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Captain? It's gettign weirder.
[9:40][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:'I am not sensing anything telepathic at play... but something's clearly messing with our minds.
[9:41][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Maybe... you know how the aspects are part of everyone, and everywhere?
[9:41][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--takes her helmet off-- "maybe the crystals have psychoactive properties.
[9:41][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:We once..long ago encountered...a weaponof mass detructrion..we believed was Iconian...but wass hown later to be olde
[9:41][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"like meth or something..
[9:41][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:It fed on dark emotions...fed on them...cocconed the colonists of the colony oh HC-19 and was a mass of dark fog..that was aliving entit
[9:42][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Oh no Maggie..muchmuch wors
[9:42][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I don't know, Captain... I'm thinking this might be the... uh...
[9:42][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--frowns-- "great.
[9:42][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Something is bringing out the dark inside us. Calling to that little aspect of fear inside us.
[9:42][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Maybe we should leave and be rid of this place..*he inhaled sharply, turning back around* Captain, shall I initiate
[9:42][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:What Ankos..what do you..
[9:43][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You remember how we went to the avynei temples, all that time back?
[9:43][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:We need the other shuttle to go first...Sin order them up and ou
[9:43][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods- I d
[9:43][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"The priestesses said that the aspects are a part of everyone. All of us carries a little bit of them, yes?
[9:44][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Yes...of cours
[9:44][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin got into contact with the other shuttle* =^= Take off now once everyones ready, we'll regroup and strategize then.
[9:45][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:Fx -> the rear shuttle powers up and starts to back out slowly
[9:45][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"If there is no telepathy at play, maybe something here is affecting that one little part of the dark we all carry inside us, that's what I'm trying to get at.
[9:45][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:[Powers] =^== undersrtood Commmander -does so
[9:45][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:pilot =^= Roger, white queen...we are recalling now...60 seconds until clea
[9:46][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:What I'm feeling -is- being persistent.. and it's pissing me off.. *he nodded at the counselor, avoiding their gaze as he waited for the other shuttle to clear
[9:46][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Keep calm Sinez..do not let the thing wi
[9:47][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Focus on the rtask at han
[9:47][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:The rear shuttle is clear and outside the Kent
[9:47][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I don't think it's a... thing, captain.
[9:47][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:The rear shuttle is clear and outside the Kent
[9:48][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:You think it is her
[9:48][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"It's something, maybe the crystals themselves, that amplify her presence inside us.
[9:48][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Talia.* "Yes, and no. It's her and us.
[9:49][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I am hearing..a song...a sng that cals back to that mission over HC-1
[9:50][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin took the ship back out away from the Kent once they were clear
[9:50][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yes, Captain. And Sinez is seeing his failures. And me and Eren saw our fears. It's different for everyone, because it's as much your own mind and emotion as it's her.
[9:51][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"It's a symbiotic type of relationship us mortals have with the aspects.. I think this is just one manifestation of it we're seeing more closely here.
[9:51][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:...I do not enjoy runnning from thi
[9:51][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:-Sinez hands are shakey
[9:51][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin -as she feels theshuttle lift- Hol
[9:52][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"..I don't seem to be affected, maybe I was not close enough to the crystals for long enough?
[9:52][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She looked at Peebs, keeping her comments to herself.
[9:52][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:That is a very interesting point AMggi
[9:52][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin touched back down, taking his hands off the controls and clenched them shut, rubbing his cold hands
[9:52][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You are the one of us who has had the least close calls. Also, the one of us who is most comfortable with her fear.
[9:52][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You show your fear and voice your discomfort openly and often.
[9:53][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:fear is a tool Anko
[9:53][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:as is terro in itsown wa
[9:53][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"...I am just saying maybe we need to treat this as some sort of contaigen or environmental toxin.
[9:53][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Talia.* "I think what's going on, is that Peebs has accepted that part of herself. And it cannot be turned against her.
[9:54][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Captain, someone else should pilot.. I.. I don't want to kill us.
[9:54][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"thank you sir that kind of you to say.
[9:54][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ill do it when the time comes Sin..its oka
[9:54][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren just let out a sigh and leaned her head against the back of her chair.
[9:54][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to peebs, pacing back and forth.
[9:55][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:The key to what we are facing is outside the shuttl
[9:55][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"We are afterall only assuming the crystals can not penetrate our EVA suits.
[9:56][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I took a damned scan, I picked up no contamination! You can do it yourself if you want to try!
[9:56][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I don't think Eren picked up any... druggy qualities to them.
[9:56][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:This is no virus..I trust erens sca
[9:57][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"Aye ma'am, sorry.
[9:57][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk arches an eyebrow at Sereya's reaction.
[9:57][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"As I said... I think they may be some... "Signal amplifier" of sorts, for the emotions each of us carries, the ones aligned with -her.
[9:58][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-moves to the front of the shuttle and looks out into the hanger bay beyond the cockpit windows
[9:58][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren jiggled her leg and crossed her arms, looking off to the side with a huff.
[9:58][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin glanced up, spooked a bit as he once again realized he wasn't alone in the shuttle
[9:58][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:If Anko sis correct we are sitting in the middkleof an echo chamber the
[9:59][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--frowns looking around.-
[9:59][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk jerks his head around, furrowing his brow.
[9:59][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren started lightly smacking her head against the back of her seat.
[9:59][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"It... definitely looks like that, Captain.
[10:00][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks around back at each o fher officers and their reactions to this
[10:01][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Look, we fucking get it, you don't trust a damn thing I say, so why don't you just give the order to go outside already?!" *She snapped at Talia.
[10:01][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Has slowed down his pacing, looking to Talia.
[10:01][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk sits rigidly, closing his eyes as he enters meditation.
[10:02][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he returned to looking down at his hands in his lap
[10:02][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--cradles her phaser rifle a little tighter.-
[10:03][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--she looks from officer to officer.-
[10:03][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Heads over to Talia, putting a hand on her shoulder and trying to make a mental connection, best he can.
[10:03][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-at his touch she then turns and drops back intp the shuttle seat and reiniates the shuttles lift and begins to slowly back out
[10:03][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:(difficult mental ability roll please Ankos
[10:03][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Buckle in people...we are falling bac
[10:03][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--levels her rifle at Ankos-- "Sir what are you doing?
[10:04][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Easy, Peebs.
[10:05][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren just curled up in her seat, tears streaming down her cheeks.
[10:05][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin sat there looking miserable, looking off to one side away from everyone else
[10:05][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:"Captain maybe we should restraing these people?
[10:05][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-begins to back up the shuttle carefully back out the way they came
[10:06][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--slowly lowers he weapon, but keeping it close.-
[10:06][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Removes his hand from Talia's shoulder.* "I can do no more telepathically, captain, or I will get consumed again.
[10:06][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods- Understood Ankos..go strap in..Im getting them outof her
[10:06][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Will do.
[10:07][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin..take the copilots seat..I /need/ your hel
[10:07][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Sat down to strap himself in.* "You heard, the captain, people. Buckle up.
[10:07][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk struggles as his eyes are closed, gritting his teeth together.
[10:07][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren ignored Ankos, covering her mouth with her hand as she sobbed.
[10:07][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Eren...we are leaving...we wil be clear soon...i do trust you...i need you to keep running a scanon those crystalks as we depar
[10:07][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:EREN! NOW
[10:08][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--checks her harness with one hand, keeping the other on her weapon.-
[10:08][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Captain.. I can't.
[10:08][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-reaches over to grab hs hand firmlybut gently- Deradeye look at me..i KNOW you can help m
[10:08][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I know it...i trust you with my lif
[10:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:You cannot fail me or them tonight...help m
[10:09][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Stands up.
[10:09][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren struggled for a breath, weakly groping for the little console that activated the shuttle's scanners.
[10:09][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Captain. I'll take Sinez. Talk to Eren.
[10:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ankos..let him hear m
[10:09][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Stops.* "Understood.
[10:09][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin looked down at the daunting console and his hands
[10:09][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Eren has her Job covered...Sin Ineed you at youir
[10:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Deadeye..-takes his ahnd into her own- Trust in me...and know I trust yo
[10:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Completel
[10:11][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I need you here beside me Sine
[10:11][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Sits down at his seat and takes out a ration bar he had with him.* "Banana chocolate... that works." *He munched as best he could in the situation, trying to clear his head with comfort food.
[10:11][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he glanced at her briefly, giving her a nod as his hands meekly touched the console again
[10:12][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--just sat there watching the others, especially Ankos.-
[10:12][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods tro him and pats his shoulder- Now come on Commander..lkets get our people clea
[10:12][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Agreed?
[10:13][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Yes captain.. *he answered quietly, his fingers weakly moving about the console get the shuttle flying again
[10:13][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren tried to focus on her console through the tears.* "An... an audio signal... ma'am... it wasn't here before...
[10:13][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-helps sina nd together they guide the shuttle back slowly to ease out the way they came
[10:14][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Lets hear it Ere
[10:14][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to her
[10:14][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:The music plays in the cabin..and sht shuttle slowly backks away..
[10:14][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtQpM6MTug
[10:16][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:-even with shaky hands...Sinez is managine..but time seems to move so slowly...in the anguish of the moment.
[10:16][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-sets her jaw as she hears it
[10:16][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Familiar, Captain?
[10:16][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-her jaw set and she answeers tightly- Yes..yes it i
[10:16][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:the feeling now prevading the crew is one of profound remorse...sadness..
[10:16][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:...regre
[10:16][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:and a lonely cry into the darkness..
[10:16][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren leaned over her console, bowing her head as she wept.
[10:17][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I fel tit...when we arrived after teSentinel botched the situartion..I was full of regret we did not save..mor
[10:17][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk lowers his head.
[10:17][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:It was a personal feeling of loss for m
[10:17][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:this sounds the sam
[10:17][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods, frowning.* "Well, fuck... maybe I was wrong.
[10:18][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*He rubbed his face, shoulders dropping.
[10:18][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Keep in mind whatever we are feeling at the moment...its..being amplifie
[10:18][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:this may very well be a message....we wil find out more once we get clea
[10:18][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yeah, probably, captain...
[10:19][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren murmured in her native tongue,* "I'm sorry... I would change it all of I could...
[10:19][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:-finally the shuttle backs out of the Kent's shuttle bay...as is free to depart with ther escort shuttle
[10:19][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Begin the spin..slowl to port Sine
[10:19][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:bring us to theother shuttle and hold statio
[10:20][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*The remorseful and silent trill did as he was told, never again making eye contact with his captain during the duration
[10:20][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Just looked down and rubbed at his face more, wiping away a couple of tears.
[10:21][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-sets a course to the la grange point between the Adagio and the kent
[10:21][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:The audio slowly fades to silent..as does the moment and feeling intensity...yet...the trace linger on in each of their souls.
[10:21][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin signal to the other shuttle to remain in formation with us..i want some distanc
[10:22][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-keeps astone face and preszence for her crew
[10:23][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*quiet tone still* =^= Mozambique... uhm.. remain in formation. For now
[10:23][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:=^= White Queen to Adagio come in pleas
[10:23][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Frowns, looking in Talia's direction.
[10:24][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-seems rock steady and in control her voice never waivering
[10:24][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada =^= We read you White Queen
[10:25][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:=^= We are going to remain on station here for a bit before returning to the ship...we have some effectgs to shake off..once i am sure they are..we will headback to regroup for some rest prior t
[10:25][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:making another attemp
[10:26][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> =^= Undestood White Queen..any assistance required and current listed status of the Kent
[10:26][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Stood up from his seat, going to lean behind Talia's and pat her shoulder.
[10:26][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren stared blankly at her consoles, the tears drying on her cheeks.
[10:26][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:=^= We will make all sesnor and log data availale for review prior to reorganzing a second attemp
[10:27][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to Ankos nort truly looking at him
[10:27][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> =^= Oh...oddly we have no received and update request fromthe Kzari as yet...I have asked three times.
[10:27][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-frowns- Fromneither their boarding oarty or their mother ship
[10:28][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:=^= -frowns- Fromneither their boarding oarty or their mother ship?
[10:28][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin remained quiet, jaw clenched shut as he ignored everyone onboard
[10:28][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks down to her bracers and theg lowing crystals..lightky running her finger tip over them
[10:29][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> This is silly...I'll just use the interior channel! Neither...main ship sayys acknowledged..please stand by we are looking into i
[10:30][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> Nothing form any attempts to raise the crews deployed directly..though some communcation interference could be at pla
[10:30][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looksup from her bracers and nods- =^= Understood...-looks toher officers- Report peopl
[10:31][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Takes a deep breath.* "Starting to feel better.
[10:31][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Nothing new on sensors," *she said softly.
[10:31][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to him
[10:31][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--looks a little more relaxed, but still sits quietly cradling her weapon and watching the otheres.-
[10:31][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to eren
[10:32][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:Getting there.. *he muttered, still avoiding everyones gaze
[10:32][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk opens his eyes.* I am undamaged
[10:32][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Eren begin to collate all your data we arer goingt o need to go back over it all once we get back to the shi
[10:33][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I transmitted everything already," *she said blandly.
[10:33][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-smiles a little and looks to Sinez- Commander check with the other shuttle..see if thee ffects have begun to wear off of them as wel
[10:33][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Good Eren..thank yo
[10:34][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-softly then- Well don
[10:34][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> We have it...alot of routine data so far form the looks..mother going over more collated items marking noted impact of varios team members and trying to piece together something ther
[10:34][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:=^= Mozambique, how's everyone doing over there? *his usual tone appearing to return
[10:35][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:=^= Thank You Ada..I expect we shall beback aboard directlyt then to help somemor
[10:36][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to Sin
[10:37][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:And Eren? -looks to her
[10:37][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I'm still listening, Captain.
[10:37][DOIC4]Peebles@Demoncheru:--finally puts her rifle away.-
[10:38][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Fr the record..I want you to know It was your data and advice I took back there...do not ever doubt if I trust you or not..
[10:38][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She gave a slight nod.
[10:38][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:You would not be here if I did no
[10:38][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-returns thenod
[10:38][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I was just having a... moment, captain. It's fine.
[10:39][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:I understand..just had to besaid..its dropped
[10:39][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"We all had moments. Some more destructive than others." *He gave Sevuk an apologetic glance.*
[10:39][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Sin we hear from the other shuttle
[10:39][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk nods.
[10:40][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:[Trina] -sits down in a flgiht seat her hands shaking some still
[10:40][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:[Hauser] -does thes ame
[10:40][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin came to, looking at Talia* Captain? The shuttle? No
[10:41][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Get them on line..I need to know they have shaken of the effects before we can headback to the Lady 
[10:41][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he cleared his throat gently* =^= Mozambique come in please.
[10:42][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren scanned the other shuttle... you know, just in case they all killed each other. It happens.
[10:42][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:random pilot guy =^= We read you White Queen
[10:43][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:=^= Everything feeling better over there
[10:44][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Rando -> =^= Everything is roses and rainbows here White Queen..but we are glad to be out of that place
[10:45][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to Sin- All right..lets headback to the barn
[10:45][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he nodded at Talia, inputting the command to RTB
[10:46][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-setsc ourse for the Adagio and leads the other shuttle back home
[10:48][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Rando -> =^= With pleasure White Queen...in escort formation now..heading in
[10:48][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Onceback aboard..stand down..you are all off duty..get some chow and res
[10:49][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-guiodes bothships home to the Lady A
[10:49][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Finishes his ration bar.
[10:50][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-looks around at her crew- understood
[10:50][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Yes captain
[10:50][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Yes...
[10:50][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he nodded* Ma'am
[10:50][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Good Iwantusbetter prepared for our next attemp
[10:50][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:-for Ankos is feels like a daily ration of suffering
[10:51][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yeah, CAptain.
[10:51][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Ugh, this ration bar is terrible.
[10:51][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Why didn't you just wait for pie...
[10:51][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:...yes it is..pie night..isnt it
[10:52][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he gave Talia the quickest of an apologetic look* Yes..you're right ma'a
[10:52][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I'll eat pie. Just pig out and pass out.
[10:52][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Pig...out
[10:53][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:The crew's visit left them with more questions than answers..as they are left to ponder the day's experience
[10:53][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She sighed.* "Ask Gwen, Sevuk, we're too tired to translate for you.
[10:53][DOIC]Xaelei@Arniman:and soot they lands on the Adagio to disembar
[10:54][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ims ure Ma will be sure to have your favoritres preoared after this o
[10:54][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"I can't wait...
[10:55][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-begins to shut down the shuttle as they touch down- and we are dow
[10:55][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:As i said..you are off watch now..go get somechow and res
[10:55][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Yes captain
[10:55][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Will do, Captain." *He stood up to show his equipment.
[10:56][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren nodded and went to do the same.
[10:56][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-nods to them all as she finshes locking down the shuttles controls
[10:56][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin picked up his helmet that he threw earlier, glancing at the three in front of him quietly
[10:57][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk disambles his equipment and stows it away.
[10:57][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-Hauser and Trina both stand and look to sevuk for further orders
[10:57][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren glanced back at Sin, then turned and went to put her EV suit on the rack for cleaning.
[10:57][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Once everything was safe in the locker and on the rack, he headed for the lift.
[10:58][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:Ada both shuttles are downa nd secured..crew now off watch for chow an res
[10:58][DOIC4]Sinez@the5of43:*he glanced away when she did, moving to stow his own gear after them
[10:58][DOIC4]Xaelei@Arniman:Ada -> Groovy! and welcome back everyone
[10:59][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren just grunted at Ada and headed out of the shuttle bay.
[10:59][DOIC4]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Thanks, Ada.
[11:00][DOIC4]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk heads out.*
[11:03][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Walks into the mess hall, sitting down on a stool.* "Hey, Chef. Fuck, what a day.
[11:03][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk enters his quarters, staggering a bit.
[11:07][DOIC3]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She approached the counter, sighing and waiting for her pre-ordered key lime pie.
[11:07][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] Oooh Ankos my dear..language....your usual dear
[11:08][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Mmm. Nope. Orange and chocolate, please.
[11:08][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:-as shew aitson Ankos she serves Eren her preordered pie with an extra dollap of freshwhipped crea
[11:08][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:-Chef soon andswiftly deliversd Ankos hisorder
[11:08][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:-Sevuk is isntanly swearmed by a very energtic and happy howling little beagel
[11:08][DOIC3]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Thanks," *she muttered, sitting down and staring at it.
[11:08][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Mr Boggles- DAR DAR DAR!! DAR DAR DAR
[11:09][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk kneels down to pet Mister Boggles.
[11:09][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:-Sevuk is the recipiantof many slobbering happy doggo kises
[11:09][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Thanks, Chef." *He started pigging out with little issue.* "Sorry bout the language, Chef.
[11:10][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk blinks, a bit caught off guard.
[11:10][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -smiles- We all forgeton day such as this..enjoy your oies dear..do eithero f you need anything else
[11:10][DOIC3]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"No. Thanks.
[11:10][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Extra milk, please.
[11:10][DOIC4]Talia@Isis:-steps oiff the shuttle and seals it up once sheis the last out and heads for thebridge 
[11:11][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef ensures Ankos gets his freshly chilled Milk
[11:12][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-exits the turbo lift- Ship status? -as she crosses over to the commands ection on her way to her ready room
[11:12][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yeah..." *he chugged it down and kept eating, finding his comfort in food.
[11:13][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:areound them the restof the crew is happily enjoying pie night as usual
[11:13][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin appeared, taking a moment to glance at everyone happily eating their pies before making his way up to the counter
[11:14][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] hello Sinez..what can I get you sweetie
[11:15][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:Some stawberry pie today please.
[11:16][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -nodsd with a soft smile as she serves him his fresh and warm pie a nd fesh and chilled milk
[11:16][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Frowned, looking to the empty little nymina table and chair on the shelves behind Chef.
[11:16][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef[] There you go ho
[11:17][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:-the chair and table havea pic of little skye with flowers in little vaseson eithert side of it and aname place holder thatr reads 'sSkye'- 
[11:17][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-after getting her updat fromt he ships watch officer Talia heads into her ready room
[11:18][DOIC3]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren started stuffing pie into her mouth rapidly, barely bothering to chew in her effort to finish it quickly.
[11:19][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] -slides into his seat and orders his pie- Hey guys...rough one eh
[11:19][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin opened his mouth to speak, glancing at Eren's pace he then decided to remain silent, eating his own pie for now
[11:19][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Konmal.* "Yeah.
[11:19][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] Eren you are going to choke at that pac
[11:20][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] -wealks into the entranceway- Hey Cowboy..welcoe bac
[11:20][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Decides to keep quiet on the topics of Eren and choking.
[11:21][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-with great care puts away her bracers into their box and clsoes it sealing them away..and then with the same care does the same for her phaser
[11:21][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:Hey konman.. Enjoying your pie
[11:22][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] -lkooks up from his Prune pie andnods- if course..strawberry tonight eh> Change for ya
[11:22][DOIC3]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren made a slight grunt as she swallowed and slid the plate back.* "Thanks, Chef." *She turned and strode off.
[11:23][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-strips off her tunic and belt and hangs them on her chair..before selecting her white command wrap around and slips it on
[11:23][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] Watches his wingman walk off- What is with her
[11:23][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Thank you
[11:23][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-walks in with her usual impecable timing
[11:23][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:I just felt it was time.. yeah.. *he watched her go off
[11:23][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -accepted erensplate with a quiet sympathy and movedoff to clean it
[11:23][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk puts a hand back on the floor for balance.
[11:24][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"It's been a long night, Konmal. We had some... things fuck with our mind.
[11:24][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] mmoves to help him up- Hey hey i got yo
[11:24][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:It appears you have both an uneventful and eventful trip
[11:24][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] Again? -snarls some- you both okay
[11:25][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-sighs and nods- One ishouldve seen coming to be hones
[11:25][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:I am fine. Thank you
[11:25][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Been better. But I staved the worst of it off.
[11:25][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Walked straight into i
[11:25][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Oh
[11:25][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:*he shook his head* Tired.. I think.
[11:25][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Im still not sure whatit was we walked into it...but it is clear we werent properlu prepare
[11:26][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:That is often the nature of what we find ourselve in...the unknown
[11:26][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:They all took a hit tonight because of i
[11:26][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Yes I know but I am resposnible for them Xa
[11:26][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:I shouldve known better.
[11:26][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yeah. We all are." *He sighed a bit.
[11:27][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] I am sure you all did your bes
[11:27][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:You mean because of your choices? No...you went in to investigate...and even if you had a iron clad plan ahead...things happen
[11:28][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:It always seem the more we try to enforce our will and contro...the irratating forces of chaos rebel even stronger
[11:28][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Of course they do...and we took an unexopected hit..but you know me by now..in the end no matter what I am responsibl
[11:28][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yeah. Just wasn't enough this time.
[11:28][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirks- Which is why this time..I fell bac
[11:28][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:Clearly.. *he scoffed, looking down at his untouched glass of milk
[11:28][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Like uihad us do..on Charon against the Phantom
[11:29][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] You guys got out of there withno losse
[11:29][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-pauses on the note about Charon
[11:29][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] That ha sto countf or something..we still jave not yetr heard from the kzari rteam
[11:30][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"That's true. But that place is deeply fucked.
[11:30][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:For what it is worth..nothing in the extra team logs indicated any mist or phenomina like your team experienced
[11:30][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"...It was not good. Not at all.
[11:30][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Ankos may have been right...it may have been generated by us..to use against u
[11:30][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Oh
[11:31][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:*he stared at his fist, examining it as he closed it on top the counter
[11:31][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef[] -lifghtly raps ankos knuckles with a wooden spoon as she winks to him playfully at his language useage
[11:31][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Soemthing he said..that he felt that the effect felt as if it was connected to the 'dark' partof s al
[11:31][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Pouts, then takes a tiny little crumb from his plate of pie and puts it on the counter.* "...Ooops.
[11:31][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] So we took a hit then tonight
[11:32][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Indeed...and this used against you
[11:32][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -wipes it clean- Bra
[11:32][DOIC4]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren found herself on another deck, staring at a door. She turned and leaned lightly against the wall, quietly waiting.
[11:32][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Just one on our morale.
[11:32][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:I think in the end..we mightve used it agasinst ourselvers...however itbecame clear to me..they team was comprimsedby thast poin
[11:32][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-nods
[11:33][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:So I withdrew...now we pick ourselvrsbackup..analyze what we faced and try agai
[11:33][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Our feels are often layered and conflicting it seems..except for machines like myself
[11:33][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:We simply must pick ourselves back up again.
[11:33][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirks- I say that pause when i mentioned Charon..so stow that freelling tal
[11:34][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] it is what we always do Si
[11:34][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"Yupp. It's why I'm here. Eat myself into a stable mental place.
[11:34][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] Skipper got you guys out didnt she
[11:34][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:You know I know better than tha
[11:34][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"She and Sin, yeah.
[11:35][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I take it a relived some memories of the place
[11:35][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] I am sure you all helped her do so..so rthis is a wi
[11:35][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:*he frowned* I hardly did anything.
[11:35][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods looking down at her desk a moment- yes...there and HC-1
[11:36][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You helped us fly out, despite it all.
[11:36][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[gwen] -eye shim up and down amoment- That bad eh
[11:36][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:and you were terrified all over again...maybe even wondering if you ever grew as a person..to avoid the same mistakes
[11:37][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:I am fine
[11:37][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-jaw tightens some- You know me..i had to fight to not allow it to paralyze me as it did the others..
[11:38][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] it is not logical to answer with anon answer ya know ac
[11:38][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:Sure.. whatever.. *he mumbled out, picking ast his pie
[11:38][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-nods- I been wonder..when you think of terror..and what causes it...and off the accompanied feelings
[11:38][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:For amoment there...all i could see was cHief grayson...on Charon...and that little colonist child on HC19 in that...that chambe
[11:39][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-looks to her- I use it...as i always trrey to Xae..you kno wthis..my people saying..aboutturning your woes into you greatest weapo
[11:40][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:as a coping mechanism...fair..
[11:40][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] GFuys...think..you got out od there didnt you
[11:40][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Eats his share, nodding to the others. "Anyone want to come to the pillow fort, you're welcome. I'll go take a shower and sleep.
[11:40][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Nods to Konmal.* "Yeah, we did.
[11:40][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:but hardless addresses the cause..rather to harness the residual hate at the feeling itself..
[11:40][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Konmal] Then it is a wi
[11:41][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:Not tonight ankos, thanks though.. a shower sounds nice.. *he patted Konmal on the shoulders before ditching his pie on the counter
[11:41][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"That's fair." *He pats Konmal and Sin's shoulders, then stops as Sin ditches. "Chef, can you pack up Sin's pie for me?
[11:41][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:You were assuming that I was otherwise
[11:42][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-cants her head some- What do you mean
[11:42][DOIC3]Sinez@the5of43:I'm not really hungry... *he took off back to his room
[11:42][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -watchesboth with great symoathy
[11:42][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[gwen] I meantmore of the opertation over ther
[11:43][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:*Forces a smile and nods at Chef.
[11:43][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] does as Ankos asked and hadns it to hi
[11:43][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] You get some rest dear..promiseme
[11:44][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I mean if you took from of the greatest terrors for your psyche..you find they have several general flavors..and many nuances varied on personal experience and insecurit
[11:44][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"That's the plan, Chef. Good night.
[11:44][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin returned to his quarters, replicating himself a bowl of assorted fruits the second he got in
[11:44][DOIC3]Talia@Isis:[Chef] -softly- Good night ho
[11:44][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:The operation was difficult
[11:44][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Some are instictual..perhaps terrified off paperwork monsters under your be
[11:44][DOIC3]Ankos@bulgariandragon:"You too, Chef." *He stepped out to his room.
[11:44][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] how so
[11:44][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren was standing outside of Sin's quarters as he arrived.
[11:45][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Others are learned from experience.
[11:45][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods- i follo
[11:45][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he slowed to a stop* Eren
[11:45][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She looked up at him.* "Hey, Sin," *she said quietly.* "Mind if I come in?
[11:46][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:We were under telepathic assault
[11:46][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:most...most are born from personal insecurity...in the unknown and lack of control of it..
[11:46][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:...Sure. *he swallowed tightly, heading inside* HOw're you holding up
[11:46][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] yeah given the damage andwhose weapons it was Imnot surprise
[11:47][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Been better," *she said as she followed him in, looking around quietly.* "Sure we all have been.
[11:47][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Of course..
[11:47][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:yet we need such feelingsof fear and terror to suriv
[11:48][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:The away team was overwhelmed with emotion
[11:48][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:And then...these all mesh together in a faceted terror gem...created..facets...nuance..and synergy with each other..
[11:48][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] -nods slowly- All of them
[11:48][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he walked over to the replicator, getting himself a bowl of assorted fruit* That sure was something yes.. *he offered her the bowl first
[11:49][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods slowly- I see...which is what is out there on the kents hull..isntit
[11:49][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren reached out to take a small handful of trillberries.* "It brought up a lot of old memories... past regrets, from this life and the last one." *She popped one into her mouth.
[11:49][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Yeoman Peebles and the captain appeared to be fine
[11:50][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Think of the bold space captain bravel facing the unknown..yet not able to cope with unrequited love...terified her feeling would be unreciprocated..
[11:50][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:People often think of the more obscence spectical..when much if it a far more subtle and mundan
[11:51][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:For someone who's lived two lifetimes so far.. I can't imagine how shitty that was.. *he glanced down and made for the sofa* Sit if you want.
[11:52][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] Odd pairing that..what abot you
[11:52][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:I used meditation to remain in control
[11:53][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirkss ome but nods- I see....so we overlooked something...right in frontof us didnt we
[11:53][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Oh, yes, two different people's worth of bad calls and tragic misunderstandings." *She went to sit down beside him.* "And even with us out of there I still can't help but dwell.
[11:54][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I would not say that...as your science officer..I am offering conjecture..to help color the bigger picture with more...contras
[11:55][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirks- aybeput it into 'captaind ummy talk' -wealksovet olean on theback of the chair facing xae
[11:55][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:Yeah.. I too fear a long night ahead of us.. For everyone really.. Even Sevuk.. *he frowned, looking at her again
[11:55][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-just smirks
[11:56][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] I sure you did all that you could Cowbo
[11:56][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I do wish you would stop trying to react to these situations like you just going to run in and punch whomever in the face..
[11:56][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren looked back up at him.* "It doesn't... have to be," *she said softly.
[11:56][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirks- Well to be fair..that was not the intent i setout to d
[11:56][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:There is no denying your...straight foward approach...has it merits and charm
[11:57][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:anditsown limitations..i felt thst tonigh
[11:57][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk nods.* The Counselor briefly lost control prior to the widespread telepathic assault and physically assaulted me. He was much stronger than usual
[11:58][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] So this..thing augmented hi
[11:58][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:If I may postulate...we have seem several factions of race using...fear and terror as a mean to power and control, yes
[11:59][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Correct
[11:59][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Yes...onboth sides..
[11:59][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he looked back down at the bowl, blinking a few times* You're right, it doesn't have to be.
[12:00][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Look in you own heart and experience..do you think people need and outside goddess patron to abuse the use of terror to achieve personal ends
[12:00][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] ...do you need to mediatate tonight..or did you ant to check on rtheothers..like say Sin?
[12:01][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren reached out, gently touching Sin's arm.* "I know you don't feel that way about me... but no one needs to know," *she murmured.* "But why should either of us be alone tonight?
[12:01][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-ponders this amoment- No..I do not actually beieve thast they d
[12:02][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk looks up at Gwen, maintaining his stoic expression.* I require...your presence this evening. I will check in on the others tomorrow morning
[12:03][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:If that is the case...could it be a truly reciprocal realtionship...and the nature of this Lady of Darkness is relfected in part by those using terror in this manner
[12:03][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] -smiles sofrtly- I have already prepared the meditation chamber..and lit you fav..umprtefered candles Ace/.i only need amoment tochang
[12:03][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he looked back at her, meeting her eyes* Sereya.. This mission has brought up my own regrets and failures that I did my very best to tuck away.
[12:04][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods- I see where you are going...we have been looking to jusrt change her...or heal her...its not just he
[12:04][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Of course. *Sevuk gets up and moves towards his chamber.* We were fortunate the captain was able to keep all of us on task long enough to escape
[12:05][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:The Black Ocean ..itmoved..when the kzari partry tried to take power from their chacnello
[12:05][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Indeed...the issue many be many in the galaxy did this to themselves..
[12:05][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he sighed* You can spend the night here if you wish.. But.. I can't.. Not to K'ria like this.
[12:05][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:he cycle of wars..down through the ages..was aprked by her presence..but fueled ..fueled by themselve
[12:06][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Her lip twitched slightly, but she managed to maintain her composure as she looked back at him, then gave a slow nod.* "I... I understand," *she said softly, then took her hand away and looked..
[12:06][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:away.* "I... sorry, I shouldn't have come here. This was stupid." *She started getting up.
[12:07][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:If the Avynei understanding accurate..they claim She is just a isoalted fragment of Herself...cut off from herself and the rest of Her kind...back from a long forgotten conflict
[12:08][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Xae..-softly- could the ancient rage and useof fear and terror by the races here,,,be holding the fragment in place? keepingit from rejoining true terro
[12:08][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Perhaps, I doubt any could say for certain
[12:09][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he scratched his forehead lightly, quickly getting up to pull her into a hug* Ser please..I didn't mean-
[12:09][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:You have had personal interaction with Her as I recall...what is your take
[12:10][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:I did feel a sense of isolation..yet no overt agression on the station O
[12:10][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:She ..just spoke tou
[12:10][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren looked up at him again as he pulled her in, then shook her head.* "No... no, I'm... I'm out of line, I'm sorry, it was a stressful night, just... just forget it.
[12:10][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:She was terrifying yes...but nothing so overt as I expecte
[12:12][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] -tkaes his arma nd follows him- Well that is what she does yes
[12:12][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Our investiagtion on O-8 speaks to some of what I have been saying..
[12:12][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:I don't want to shoo you away.. And i'd be a terrible friend if I were to elt you go and go through with this all by yourself.. pleasse.. stay
[12:12][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Yes
[12:13][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:The Dark even now appearently is not always seen as a enemy...many and ally...even a friend and one that porived assistance
[12:13][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:and adds to what I have been seing,,though initally i thoughtof her as wounded..insane..but later is suspected this was just a pieceof her..since..terror is not out of balance backhom
[12:13][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren swallowed tightly and sighed.* "Yeah. Alright. I'll stay a little while longer." *She looked away, not wanting to meet his eyes.
[12:13][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:We saw that with the race the protector encounted..with theiresterss shebroughtback with them
[12:13][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:A terrified crew lost in the LMC from the Milkyway...desperate...terrified..
[12:14][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:And who did you encounter
[12:14][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen][ leads him into thechamberand lets hims ettle in- Then she did her job tonigh
[12:14][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:The Dark lady hersel
[12:14][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:Of that there is never any doubt. It was a difficult situation even for her, however
[12:15][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:and appearantly has offered aid and succor to those lost souls...even the desperate Kzari recently that happened upon it when thier ships failed them
[12:15][DOIC6]Talia@Isis:[Gwen] io would think so...she is not a god Se
[12:16][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:She saw them to safety..so ch so they did not sek to retur
[12:16][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:That was no tlos ton m
[12:16][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he brought a hand up to lift her chin up and in a gentle tone yet hesitant* Keep your head up.. A part of me still does by the way.. But.
[12:16][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:So one things is clearn...She is present when we find ourselves in the grip of terror..and while the feel is never wanted...sometimes the aid that comes from it...is
[12:17][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:and other times all that await as is the terror played out to its bitter finale..
[12:17][DOIC6]Sevuk@ClingingMar:*Sevuk nods.* I am well aware of that fact, moreso than many
[12:18][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods to that- Again iagre
[12:18][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She let her head be tilted back up, her eyes shimmering.* "I know," *she murmured.* "K'ria.
[12:20][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Also something to bear in mind in the nature..is Terror by definate is an extreme version of Fear..
[12:21][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:the concept of balance is lost on a being whos vary nature if extreme...so you would think..
[12:22][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he cleared his throat, nodding at the shower* Uhm.. Ankos recommended a shower.. I think that's a good first step.. for tonight.
[12:22][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:it is an aspect of chaos.
[12:22][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-ahem
[12:22][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-chuckles- sorr
[12:22][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Yes...well..and some would claim by nature Chaos about never understand the concept of balanc
[12:23][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She nodded.* "Right... um. Don't let me keep you, then.
[12:23][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:well we know thatis not tru
[12:23][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Perhaps...perhaps not
[12:24][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:I'll find us a movie to distract us.. hopefully... Ok
[12:24][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I do hope at least you have something new to mull over instead of you usualy self loathing at imaged failures both past and ongoing
[12:24][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Yeah... sounds great..." *She looked away.
[12:25][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smirks- I never let that self loathing..paralyze me...or make me fail toact for my cre
[12:25][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:But yes i t has helped Xae//thank yo
[12:25][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:True..you just save the dramatic for later..and for me to clean up. -chuckles
[12:26][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he nodded and released her, gulping some as he ignored the photos of k'ria staring at him from countless of angles ontop of furniture
[12:26][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smiles alittle- well you were complaining aboutr the only to do my paperwor
[12:27][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:My pleasure...and if you still down..I and regale you all the horrible things I have even done to make your mishaps seem a little lighte
[12:27][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"You first, then?" *She didn't look at the pictures... nope, nope nope.
[12:27][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-shakes herhand anw aves her hands-= No No.please dont..we both cant be depressed andbroodin
[12:28][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:But I am superior at it, just offering my speciality
[12:28][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:so its your grandplan to forverlet me know..if i brood..its truly your domain
[12:28][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Thatis ytour plan
[12:29][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Yes, I do not see a problem here..do you
[12:29][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he sighed, giving her a nod* I hope you're not going to sneak out
[12:29][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I won't... promise." *She gave a little twitch of a smile.
[12:29][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-finallyu leansa little more relaxed on theback of her chair, meeting Xae's eyes- No..its aplan i can live with..andone iam grateful for.
[12:30][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:I gues i just do not say it enoug
[12:30][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Yuo don't, but I am used to being unappreciated and ignored...part of the service I provide
[12:31][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Oh yes...so undervalued...all you get to do around me is eat wormsand sul
[12:31][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he smiled rather quickly and turned to go take a quick shower, glancing back at her once the doors closed shut
[12:32][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren let out a big sigh, flopping back onto the couch and smacking the back of her head against the back of the couch.* "Stupid, stupid, stupid...
[12:34][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-walksover to lightly reach out to touch Xae;s cheek and softly say- Thank you.
[12:34][DOIC6]Sinez@the5of43:*Inside the shower, Sin banged his forehead a few times as well* Idiot...Idiot.. Idiot.
[12:34][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:You are welcome
[12:35][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:and please never doubt how i feel.
[12:36][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren picked up one of his couch cushions, putting it over her face and letting out a muffled screech.
[12:36][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he reemerged a couple minutes later and went to grab pillows and blankets
[12:36][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She put the pillow down quickly, hoping he hadn't seen that.
[12:36][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Indeed...the love comes through in your latest iteration of Strawberry surprise beverage number...whateve
[12:37][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:Showers.. open.. *he minded his own business, getting things prepared
[12:37][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-laughs and lets herhandd rop away- I will get that right...someda
[12:37][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Uh... I'll... be quick..." *She muttered as she hurried into the bathroom.
[12:37][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:We need to get you some cooking practice or something..
[12:37][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:we have excellent onboard chefs.
[12:37][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-her antennae shoot strightup- hey its not that bad..
[12:38][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Im a...natural..right
[12:38][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:I think we were on version..700something last I checke
[12:38][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-lowers herhead and smirks- 703..
[12:38][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:True enough...it is me really..there is no pleasing me..
[12:38][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:It is always my fault
[12:39][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-sighs- 704 ihave anideas for this twist with marshmellow
[12:39][DOIC6]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She turned the shower down cold and climbed in, covering her face with her hands and muttering trill curses to herself.
[12:39][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he eyed a pic of K'ria, sighing deeply as he pinched the bridge of his nose* Yes.. Saving room for the maker..I know.
[12:39][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Like the dehryaded ones in you what was it...Lucky Charms
[12:40][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:They were supsoe dto be fluffie
[12:40][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:Not..sin
[12:40][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:Ah....best laid planes..up in a poof...yet again..
[12:42][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:But this time...I am sure it wil work -smirks amused byh this
[12:42][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:trust m
[12:42][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-dead pans- I can hardly wait..
[12:42][DOIC6]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She let the cold water take away the heat of her tears and flushed face, then dried her hair and got dressed again.
[12:43][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-nods- Our next dinner and movie night then..
[12:44][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:I think it is time to introduce you to the wonders of the Killer Klown
[12:44][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She stepped back out into Sin's living room.* "Well... you decide on something?
[12:45][DOIC1]Xaelei@Arniman:-just offers a suffering sigh
[12:45][DOIC1]Talia@Isis:-smiles now- You'll love i
[12:45][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he drew a deep breath, passing his hands over his face as he sat back down* Uh.. I was thinking a trill classic.. You know.. the one that skye loved to watch
[12:46][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She gave a small smile.* "She had a lot... musicals, mostly.
[12:48][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:The one that had her favorite trill nyminas in it.. You watched that one yes
[12:49][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*She chuckled.* "Watched it... I remember when it first came out.
[12:51][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:I think it's perfect after a day like this.. she always knew what to say to us.. should bring us some sense of comfort.. *he patted the sofa for her
[12:52][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren nodded, going to sit down next to him.* "On days like this I miss her the most," *she sighed.* "Though I'm happy she didn't have to go through this, too.
[12:55][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he nodded, throwing the blanket around her, glancing at her platinum hair* I miss her too.. It broke my heart seeing her the last time break down.. I don't think I could see it happern again.
[12:56][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren smiled gratefully, wrapping the blanket around her as she leaned back against the couch.* "I remembered that mission today, too, when the crystals were going through Eren's Greatest Failures..
[12:57][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:Volume One. The one that scarred her so badly she had to go back home." *She sighed.* "I wish we could have protected her from that.
[1:00][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:Yeah.. that still stings now..*he frowned* I remembered getting evaporated along with her on xert.. felt useless there as well..
[1:01][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren shook her head.* "I was no more of a help there... I practically had my back broken and had to be spirit-healed by Ankos and Xylvarenn...
[1:03][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:Thank the maker for friends.. *he muttered, getting comfortable himself* I hope she's doing better now.
[1:04][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"I hope so, too... that she's at least happy back home with her Mommies.
[1:06][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*he fell silent, staring at the screen blankly while he pondered on the many events that transpired
[1:08][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*Eren looked down at her lap, then leaned over to select one of Skye's fairy movies and let it play.
[1:10][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow. *he huffed out a sigh
[1:11][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Wonder if we could call out sick," *she mused, grabbing a peach out of the fruit bowl.
[1:14][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:Mmm.. I wish... I don't think we'll get any help there though..Well just have to return and go through our greatest failures and cringiest moments.
[1:16][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:"Well, nothing like exposure therapy to numb us to how fucking stupid we've been in the past." *She took a bite of the peach, closing her eyes.
[1:19][DOIC5]Sinez@the5of43:*Sin continued watching the film with a blank expression, ocassionally sneaking in handfuls of fruit from time to time as he remained deep in thought until he too began geting tired
[1:20][DOIC5]Sereya Eren@liorexu:*About halfway through the film, Eren closed her eyes and leaned her head against Sin's shoulder as she drifted off to sleep.*
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