Serein (-thorn-heart-117)

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== appearance ==
serein has colors yes. colors
will do more later i'm lazy rn so yeahhh B)
== personality ==
uhh infp-t, 2w1 for a basic ish idea
-self confidence goes away and comes back randomly, usually is nonexistent tho ahaha
-needs everything to be perfect, most of the time- like, sere has to have things organized in a certain way or do smth a certain amount of time, stuff like that, or else they genuinely feel like smth bad is going to happen
-does not trust easily at all. tries so so hard to put on a friendly face but is really skeptical of pretty much everyone and scared of getting close to people
-on the topic of getting close to people, they try not to anymore
-pretty selfless, even tho they always feels selfish in some way :')
-brave apparently?? can be brave and tries to be but isn't a lot of the time
-wayyy too hard on themselves
-can be really stubborn and impulsive
-self deprecative hell yeah B)
-feels like elements of their personality can change at the smallest events. oh, smth bad happened? time to change part of your personality!! doesn't really know who they even are anymore
-really really sentimental, holds items or words or anything from people they love close to heart, always
-tries to put on a brave face and pretend everything's okay, sometimes doesn't and regrets it immediately
-overthinks everything a t o n - can't do a simple action without coming up with millions of ways it could go wrong
-scared of. so many things but would never admit it
-gets so damn attached to fictional characters B)
-gets too attached to songs if that's even possible and makes sense
-always tired aaa
-ambitious, has big goals/dreams, though they would never really say what they want, and would much sooner give others chances or opportunities for smth than themself
-very introverted depending on the situation, can be really talkative if someone just tries to talk to them
-apologizes constantly
-also apologizes to inanimate objects!!
-apologizes to everyone and everything, basically
-gayest disaster that ever gay disastered B)
-tries to be funny to please others but probably isn't??
-really wishes they were just better, somehow
-tries too hard to please and help others
-a l w a y s anxious
-paranoid af
-tries really hard to be kind and helpful to others
-has either really high or really low empathy
-always feels ✨guilty✨
-doesn't like people but loves them at the same time idek
-wants to prove themself
-did i mention gay disaster!!
-can get really energetic sometimes, and says they'll do things but later has no energy at all to do said things. now scared of promising people to do things since they might lose energy and let them down
-loves reading and writing
-hasn't had enough energy to write in,, a while 
-after a while, some things begin to just feel numb and serein feels awful about that
-will stand up for what they think is right and won't back down easily at all
-has tried to change themself so many times oh god
== history ==
-had a good-ish childhood until they were like 9-10 hy?? 
-mental health got awful and has only gotten worse since then
-relationship with parents is,, complicated- sometimes they're good and nice to sere but other times they can give sere a panic attack and they have definitely hurt them emotionally
-moved away from home when they were 5, now travels, but has a place to live in possibility. wouldn't really call it a home
-works as a messenger, also a poet/writer
-stuff that will be Continued
== trivia ==
serein likely has multiple mental illnesses, though they aren't sure and is too scared to tell their parents abt it, probably won't get a chance to see if they do have any for a while
sere plays piano (are there pianos in the dragon world bc idk hm) and sings, wants to learn other instruments
== theme songs ==
(songs that have swears will be marked with a (!) )
-meteor shower by cavetown
-silhouette by owl city
-feelings are fatal by mxmtoon
-drowning by anna clendening (general tw for this one)
-talk to me by cavetown
-ghost by au/ra
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