過去を喰らう (Kako o Kurau)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
愛した理由も忘れちゃって 	aishita riyuu mo wasurechatte 	I’ve forgotten why I loved you.
過食気味の胸で泣いちゃって 	kashoku kimi no mune de naichatte 	I’ve cried in my voracious chest.
肌の色すら見えなくなっている 	hada no iro sura mienaku natteiru 	I can’t even remember the color of your skin anymore.
 	 	
自分だけ傷ついたつもりで 	jibun dake kizutsuita tsumori de 	Certain that I’m the only one who got hurt,
悪いのは誰かだと思って 	warui no wa dareka da to omotte 	I think “whose fault is this, really!?”
足が抜け落ちたのも気づかない 	ashi ga nukeochita no mo kizukanai 	Without even noticing my legs giving out.
 	 	
夢や希望はなんだった？ 	yume ya kibou wa nan datta? 	What was my hopes and dreams?
やりたいことはこれだった？ 	yaritai koto wa kore datta? 	Was this who I wanted to become?
過去が僕らを待っている 	kako ga bokura o matteiru 	The past is just waiting.
貪欲な顔で待っている 	don'yoku na kao de matteiru 	Eagerly, with a greedy smile, it waits.
 	 	
侘しさも悲しみもなければ 	wabishisa mo kanashimi mo nakereba 	If it weren’t for that loneliness and sadness,
夜が死ぬたび歌なんて歌わなかった 	yoru ga shinu tabi uta nante utawanakatta 	I wouldn’t have sung every time the night died.
 	 	
あなたの笑顔がここにあるなら諦めなんてしなかったんだ 	anata no egao ga koko ni aru nara akirame nante shinakatta nda 	If your smile had been here, then I never would have given up.
あなたの言葉を思い出すから慰めなんていらなかった 	anata no kotoba o omoidasu kara nagusame nante iranakatta 	Remembering your words was enough. I didn’t need more comforting than that.
生きる意味ばかり思い出すから優しさを常に疑った 	ikiru imi bakari omoidasu kara yasashisa o tsune ni utagatta 	I can think of nothing but the meaning of my life, and so I doubt any sign of kindness, always.
あなたの涙を見て笑えたら今更恥など知らなかった 	anata no namida o mite waraetara imasara haji nado shiranakatta 	I realize now now what a shameless person I would’ve been if I had laughed at your tears.
 	 	
ウグイスが鳴いて 	uguisu ga naite 	As the bush warbler sang
破り捨てた卒業証書が 	yaburisuteta sotsugyou shousho ga 	The graduation certificate I tore to pieces
夜空になって舞ってった 	yozora ni natte mattetta 	fluttered and danced across the night sky.
過去を喰らい尽くした 	kako o kurai tsukushita 	I’ve devoured the past until nothing remained.
 	 	
反抗期だと疎まれた子供達は復讐に走り 	hankouki da to utomareta kodomotachi wa fukushuu ni hashiri 	Children, shunned for rebelling, are out for revenge
意味にすがる腑抜けた大人たちは歌を歌いたがる 	imi ni sugaru funuketa otonatachi wa uta o utaitagaru 	While cowardly adults that cling to their meaning are eager to sing.
 	 	
若さを強いて貪る惰眠 	wakasa o shiite musaboru damin 	The violent thirst for youth idly slumbers.
気付けば爪が剥がれ落ちる 	kizukeba tsume ga hagareochiru 	By the time they realize, their nails will be peeling off.
雨が好きだった理由も好きな歌も忘れ去った 	ame ga suki datta riyuu mo suki na uta mo wasuresatta 	I’ve completely forgotten my favorite songs or the reason I loved the rain.
 	 	
心に響くのは物ばかり 	kokoro ni hibiku no wa mono bakari 	The only thing that moves my heart now are things.
それなのに人が恋しくって 	sore na no ni hito ga koishikutte 	But even so, I can’t help but long for company.
あなたへの気持ちだけ今も終わらないんだ 	anata e no kimochi dake ima mo owaranai nda 	My feelings for you are the only thing that still lingers.
 	 	
例えば僕らが街で出会って 	tatoeba bokura ga machi de deatte 	Say we happened to meet somewhere by chance.
夢のような話を紡げたら 	yume no you na hanashi o tsumugetara 	If I could spin a dream-like story,
あなたと僕は笑えるだろうか 	anata to boku wa waraeru darou ka 	Then maybe you and I would be able to laugh together.
 	 	
画面の中であなたに会えたら 	gamen no naka de anata ni aetara 	But if we met through the screen,
思い出すのは後悔ばかりだ 	omoidasu no wa koukai bakari da 	We’d think back on it with only regret.
今でも愛しいよ 	ima demo itoshii yo 	But still, I think back fondly on our time.
あの頃に今も戻りたいよ 	ano koro ni ima mo modoritai yo 	I wish we could return there.
 	 	
こんな大人で我慢できたら苦しみなんて知らなかった 	konna otona de gaman dekitara kurushimi nante shiranakatta 	If I had been this mature and patient back then, then I’d never have had to experience this pain.
言葉で全て解決するならここまで涙は出なかった 	kotoba de subete kaiketsu suru nara koko made namida wa denakatta	If words could have resolved everything, then I wouldn’t have cried so much.
あなたが頭で渦を巻くから今もこの朝が嫌いだった 	anata ga atama de uzu o maku kara ima mo kono asa ga kirai datta 	I still hated those mornings because of how you swirled in my head.
大人になるのが怖かった 	otona ni naru no ga kowakatta 	Becoming an adult felt scary.
強くなることが怖かった 	tsuyoku naru koto ga kowakatta 	Growing up felt scary.
 	 	
ウグイスが鳴いて 	uguisu ga naite 	As the bush warbler sang
ゴミになった制服が 	gomi ni natta seifuku ga 	The ragged school uniform
夜空になって舞ってった 	yozora ni natte mattetta 	Fluttered away into the night sky
過去を喰らい尽くした 	kako o kurai tsukushita 	I’ve devoured the past until nothing remained.
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Instrumental
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