そばにいて (Soba ni Ite)/KEI

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
予定通りいかないことが予定通りの 	yoteidoori ikanai koto ga yoteidoori no 	The only thing I can count on is things not going as planned.
後ろ向きながら後ずさりする日々 	ushiromuki nagara atozusari suru hibi 	These days where I try moving forward still leave me stuck in reverse.
期待と夢だけで生きていけるほど子どもじゃない 	kitai to yume dake de ikite ikeru hodo kodomo ja nai 	I'm not young enough to keep holding onto all my hopes and dreams,
それを全て捨てるほど大人でもない 	sore o subete suteru hodo otona de mo nai 	but still not old enough to give up on them all just yet
 	 	
遠くのものばかりいつも美しく見えて 	tooku no mono bakari itsumo utsukushiku miete 	Everything far off looks so tempting and beautiful
近くにあるものをいつも遠ざけて 	chikaku ni aru mono o itsumo toozakete 	It's the things right in front of me I keep running away from
結局どっちも大して代わり映えしないこと 	kekkyoku docchi mo taishite kawaribae shinai koto 	In the end, neither of those things really change for the better
それを結局どっちも手放して気づいたよ 	sore o kekkyoku docchi mo tebanashite kizuita yo 	So that's why I've decided to just let them be and acknowledge the truth
 	 	
嫌われるのが怖いから嫌われる理由作るのさ 	kirawareru no ga kowai kara kirawareru riyuu tsukuru no sa 	Since being hated is what I fear the most, it's like I keep searching for reasons to be hated
「僕はこの世界が大嫌いだ」って言って 	"boku wa kono sekai ga daikirai da" tte itte 	Saying "I can't stand this world we live in"
嫌いなとこもそりゃ多いけどそれだけってわけじゃないこと 	kirai na toko mo sorya ooi kedo sore dake tte wake ja nai koto 	Sure there's plenty to hate, but that's not the whole issue here
今 正直に白状するよ 	ima shoujiki ni hakujou suru yo 	Right now I'll confess it to you
 	 	
すべてを許せやしないし きっと悩み事は消えないし 	subete o yuruse yashinaishi kitto nayamigoto wa kienai shi 	I can't just go along with everything. There's plenty that makes me worry
些細な事で怒って泣いて喚いたりしちゃうし 	sasai na koto de okotte naite wameitari shichaushi 	Even the smallest things can leave me crying, angry and shouting
でも嬉しい事があって もしも大声で笑うときは 	demo ureshii koto ga atte moshimo oogoe de warau toki wa 	but if there's ever a time when good things come along and I'm laughing as loud as I can,
君にそばに居て欲しいんだ 	kimi ni soba ni ite hoshii nda 	I want you right there by side
 	 	
「幸せになりたいよ」なんて冗談言って 	"shiawase ni naritai yo" nante joudan itte 	I joke around, saying ridiculous things like: "I want to be happy"
軽口の中に本音を混ぜ込んで 	karukuchi no naka ni honne o mazekonde 	But I suppose some truth is mixed in there
幸せをくれる人や物や場所探している 	shiawase o kureru hito ya mono ya basho sagashite iru 	I'm looking for that person, thing or place that will grant me happiness...
でも幸せってどんな形してたかなぁ？ 	demo shiawase tte donna katachi shiteta ka naa? 	but just what form does "happiness" take?
 	 	
できることが増えていった分 諦めることも増えていく 	dekiru koto ga fuete itta bun akirameru koto mo fuete iku 	For each thing I accomplish, the list of things I've given up on grows ever longer
「それがこの世界の仕組みだ」って言って 	"sore ga kono sekai no shikumi da" tte itte 	"That's just how the world works" is what I resign myself to
大人びて割り切ってみても 諦め切れないものもある 	otonabite warikitte mite mo akirame kirenai mono mo aru 	but as you get older, you realize there's a few things that you just can't let go of
今 正直に打ち明けるよ 	ima shoujiki ni uchiakeru yo 	So right now I'm going to tell you the honest truth of it all
 	 	
上手く嘘はつけないし 本当の気持ちは隠してしまうし 	umaku uso wa tsukenaishi hontou no kimochi wa kakushite shimaushi	I'm a terrible liar, I hide how I really feel,
難しいことを言っていつも困らせちゃうし 	muzukashii koto o itte itsumo komarasechau shi 	and I'm always causing you trouble with the complicated, demanding things I say and ask
でも伝えたいことはずっと 単純な一つのことなんだ 	demo tsutaetai koto wa zutto tanjun na hitotsu no koto nanda 	but what I really want to tell you is one simple thing:
君にそばに居て欲しいんだ 	kimi ni soba ni ite hoshii nda 	there's no one else I'd rather have by my side
 	 	
変わらないものは無いし きっとそれでも求めてしまうし 	kawaranai mono wa naishi kitto sore demo motomete shimaushi 	nothing stays the same, but sometimes I can't help but cling to hope
大事なものからいつも落として失くしたりしちゃうし 	daijina mono kara itsumo otoshite nakushitari shichaushi 	It always feels like I'm losing my grasp on what's most precious to me
でもその分また出会って 忘れてたことにまた気づいて 	demo sono bun mata deatte wasureteta koto ni mata kizuite 	but somehow I come across them once more, remembering what was once forgotten
君のこと思い出して 	kimi no koto omoidashite 	Each time being reminded of what you mean to me
 	 	
上手く嘘はつけないし 本当の気持ちは隠してしまうし 	umaku uso wa tsukenaishi hontou no kimochi wa kakushite shimaushi	I'm a terrible liar, I hide how I really feel,
難しいことを言っていつも困らせちゃうし 	muzukashii koto o itte itsumo komarasechau shi 	and I'm causing you trouble with the complicated, demanding things I say and ask
でも伝えたいことはずっと単純な一つのことなんだ 	demo tsutaetai koto wa zutto tanjun na hitotsu no koto nanda 	but what I really want to tell you is one simple thing:
君にそばに居て欲しいんだ 	kimi ni soba ni ite hoshii nda 	there's no one else I'd rather have by side
君のそばに居てもいいかい 	kimi no soba ni ite mo iikai 	is it fine if I stay right here next to you?
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*TOY (album)
==External links==
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
*Vocaloid Wikia 
Category:Japanese songs
Category:KEI songs list