生きるってなんだよ (Ikiru tte Nanda yo)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
なぁ　「生きる」ってなんだよ 	naa "ikiru" tte nanda yo 	Hey, just what is "living?"
 	 	
「根腐れした生活との心中を夢見て止まない」 	"ne kusare shita seikatsu to no shinjuu o yumemite yamanai" 	”I always dream of a double suicide with this life that's rotten down to the core,"
そんな歌を書く　退屈で自慰的な日々だ 	sonna uta o kaku taikutsu de jiiteki na hibi da 	I write that kind of song in boredom, comforting myself day after day.
失うものなんてない　強いて言えばこの命くらい 	ushinau mono nante nai shiite ieba kono inochi kurai 	I don't have anything to lose, but if I'm forced to name something, I guess it'd be my life.
情けない　三十で死にたい 	nasakenai sanjuu de shinitai 	Pathetic. I want to die at thirty.
 	 	
喜怒も哀楽も邪魔だな　もう窓から捨てたい 	kido mo airaku mo jama da na mou mado kara sutetai 	Happiness, anger, grief, and pleasure all just get in the way, I just want to throw them out a window.
僕は空っぽであるべきだ 	boku wa karappo de arubeki da 	I should be empty,
じゃないとまた泣いてしまう 	janai to mata naite shimau 	since if I'm not, I'll just end up crying
惨めな現状に 	mijime na genjou ni 	at my miserable state.
 	 	
壊してしまえよ 	kowashite shimae yo 	Just destroy it all:
僕のこの感傷を　音楽を　理想の未来を 	boku no kono kanshou o ongaku o risou no mirai o 	this sentimentality of mine, my music, my ideal future,
声を　言葉を　愛憎の記憶を 	koe o kotoba o aizou no kioku o 	my voice, my words, my memories of love and hate,
譲れないものも守りたい存在もないような人生を　 	yuzurenai mono mo mamoritai sonzai mo nai you na jinsei o 	and my life, which doesn't seem to have anything I can't give up, or anyone I want to protect
なぁ　「生きる」ってなんだよ 	naa "ikiru" tte nanda yo 	Hey, just what is "living?"
 	 	
夕焼けの部屋に焼死体は僕一人だ 	yuuyake no heya ni shoushitai wa boku hitori da 	Inside this room at sunset, there's only one burnt corpse: me.
死にたい理由が天井に焼け付いたまんまだ 	shinitai riyuu ga tenjou ni yaketsuita manma da 	My reasons for wanting to die are still burnt into the ceiling.
僕が歌を歌えば　たちまち灰になって消えた 	boku ga uta o utaeba tachimachi hai ni natte kieta 	If I sing songs, at once I'll turn into ash and disappear.
だからもう　これで最後にしたい 	dakara mou kore de saigo ni shitai 	So I've already decided I want this to be the end.
 	 	
春ももうすぐか　嫌だな 	haru mo mou sugu ka iya da na 	And spring's right around the corner, how unpleasant
ねぇ　風の隨に 	nee kaze no manimani 	Hey, following the whim of the winds —
僕も攫ってくれないか 	boku mo saratte kurenai ka 	can't I be carried off too?
じゃないとまた気付いてしまう 	janai to mata kizuite shimau 	If not, then I'll end up realizing
己の無価値さに 	onore no mukachi sa ni 	my own worthlessness again.
 	 	
美しいものは総じて一瞬だ 	utsukushii mono wa soujite isshun da 	Beautiful things generally only last for a moment.
じゃあ僕は不老不死かもな 	jaa boku wa furoufushi kamo na 	Well, then I might just be ageless and immortal then.
冬の夕日も黎明の夜明けも朝焼けも刹那 	fuyu no yuuhi mo reimei no yoake mo asayake mo setsuna 	Even the setting sun in winter, even the dawning light of daybreak, even the morning glow lasts just an instant;
花も雨も四季も風景も同様だ 	hana mo ame mo shiki mo fuukei mo douyou da 	flowers, rain, the four seasons, and natural scenery: they're all the same—
もう　みなまで言うなよ 	mou mina made iu na yo 	well now, don't list them all.
 	 	
「負けるが勝ち」っていうのは勝者の甘言だ 	"makerugakachi" tte iu no wa shousha no kangenda 	"Defeat is victory" is just a victor's sweet talk.
肥大した自嘲は敗者の後遺症 	hidai shita jichou wa haisha no kouishou 	And engorged self-derision is the aftereffect of defeat.
 	 	
好きで握ったペンやギターは僕を刺すナイフ　成れの果て 	suki de nigitta pen ya gitaa wa boku o sasu naifu nare no hate	The pen and guitar I'd loved and picked up ended up turning into the knife that stabbed me.
己が血を啜るその先に幸福はないぜ 	ono ga chi o susuru sono saki ni koufuku wa nai ze 	Once I drink my own blood to pledge my vow, there'll be no happiness for me.
「いつか」って言葉が嫌いでしょうがねぇ 	"itsuka" tte kotoba ga kirai deshou ga nee 	"Someday," don't you just hate that word?
今んなって足掻いても僕には「それ」しかないのに 	iman natte agaite mo boku ni wa "sore" shika nai no ni 	Even though until now, even though I've floundered and struggled, that "someday" is still all I have...
 	 	
死なば諸共だ 	shinaba morotomo da 	If we die, we die together.
くらえ　この絶唱を 	kurae kono zesshou o 	So take it — this masterpiece!
来世では笑っていたいよ 	raise de wa waratte itai yo 	I want to be smiling in my next life!
 	 	
それだけでいいや 	sore dake de ii ya 	That's enough;
望めば損すんだ　大抵は 	nozomeba son sunda taitei wa 	if you make wishes, you'll only end up hurt. More or less,
知ってんだ 	shitten da 	I know that.
 	 	
壊してしまえよ 	kowashite shimae yo 	Just destroy it all:
僕のこの感傷を　音楽を　理想の未来を 	boku no kono kanshou o ongaku o risou no mirai o 	this sentimentality of mine, my music, my ideal future,
声を　言葉を　愛憎の記憶を 	koe o kotoba o aizou no kioku o 	my voice, my words, my memories of love and hate,
譲れないものも守りたい存在もないような人生を 	yuzurenai mono mo mamoritai sonzai mo nai you na jinsei o 	and my life, which doesn't seem to have anything I can't give up, or anyone I want to protect,
腐った性根を 	kusatta shoune o 	my core that's been corrupted—
 	 	
「花は散るから愛されるのよ」 	"hana wa chiru kara aisareru no yo" 	"The petals are loved because they fall,"
いずれ死ぬ僕は愛に飢えた 	izure shinu boku wa ai ni ueta 	the me that'll die someday hungered for love.
なりたいもんにもなれねぇと悟って枯れたんだ 	naritai mon ni mo narenee to satotte karetan da 	"You'll never be able to become anything you want to," realizing this, they withered away.
桜の咲いた庭を眺めて呟いていました 	sakura no saita niwa o nagamete tsubuyaite imashita 	Gazing at the garden where the sakura had bloomed, I was muttering to myself,
 	 	
「生きるってなんだろう」 	"ikiru tte nandarou" 	What is living, anyway?
 	 	
「生きるってなんだよ」 	"ikiru tte nanda yo" 	Just what is living?
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
*Una-Chance!2 feat. Otomachi Una
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics and off vocal
*piapro - Illustration
===Unofficial===
*
*Hatsune Miku wiki
Category:Songs
Category:Japanese songs
Category:VOCALOID original songs
Category:Songs featuring Otomachi Una (VOCALOID)
Category:Gogotea songs list
Category:ATG→Azu songs list/Visuals