狼狈 (Lángbèi)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	
每天在日记中写着无数个省略 	měitiān zài rìjì zhōng xiězhe wúshù gè shěnglüè 	Writing countless omissions in the diary
如此无聊的剧情谁会想了解 	rúcǐ wúliáo de jùqíng shéi huì xiǎng liǎojiě 	Who would want to know such a boring plot
每天在贪婪面前显得那么卑微 	měitiān zài tānlán miànqián xiǎndé nàme bēiwéi 	Appearing so humble in front of greed
也想浅尝被追捧的滋味 	yě xiǎng qiǎncháng bèi zhuīpěng de zīwèi 	Hoping to know the taste of being sought after
 	 	
其实幻想着完美 所以总会过度防备 	qíshí huànxiǎngzhe wánměi suǒyǐ zǒng huì guòdù fángbèi 	Dreaming of being perfect, so I always over-prepared
其实并不想倒退 所以努力追 尽管很疲惫 	qíshí bìng bùxiǎng dàotuì suǒyǐ nǔlì zhuī jǐnguǎn hěn píbèi 	Refusing to regress, so I try to chase, even though I'm exhausted
其实听见了赞美 难免会间歇性热血 	qíshí tīngjiàn le zànměi nánmiǎn huì jiànxiēxìng rèxuè 	Hearing their praise, it is inevitable to feel a sudden rush of blood
可后来发现他们只是在敷衍 	kě hòulái fāxiàn tāmen zhǐshì zài fūyǎn 	But I would later find out that they are just perfunctory
 	 	
人们说喧哗的白天并不懂夜的黑 	rénmen shuō xuānhuá de báitiān bìng bù dǒng yè de hēi 	People say that the noisy day does not understand the darkness of night
就像高光围绕的你 并不懂我的狼狈 	jiù xiàng gāoguāng wéirào de nǐ bìng bù dǒng wǒ de lángbèi 	Just like how you, under the spotlight, won’t understand the tight corner of mine
所谓反省不过是失败者的忏悔 	suǒwèi fǎnxǐng bùguò shì shībài zhě de chànhuǐ 	Introspection is nothing but the confession of the loser
所谓安慰不过是自我麻醉 	suǒwèi ānwèi bùguò shì zìwǒ mázuì 	Comfort is nothing but self-anaesthesia
无所谓 尽管很后悔 也必须说无所谓 	wúsuǒwèi jǐnguǎn hěn hòuhuǐ yě bìxū shuō wúsuǒwèi 	It doesn’t matter, although I regret it, I have to say it doesn’t matter
 	 	
每天在犹豫中错过很多的机会 	měitiān zài yóuyù zhōng cuòguò hěnduō de jīhuì 	Missing many opportunities in the hesitating every day
如此麻木的我哪有什么忌讳 	rúcǐ mámù de wǒ nǎ yǒu shénme jìhuì 	How can I be choosy when I’m so numb?
说随缘只为隐藏我脆弱的自卑 	shuō suíyuán zhǐ wèi yǐncáng wǒ cuìruò de zìbēi 	Saying “let it be” is only to hide my fragile inferiority complex
先随口自嘲再慢慢回味 	xiān suíkǒu zìcháo zài mànman huíwèi 	Self-mockery comes before retrospection
 	 	
其实幻想着完美 所以总会害怕面对 	qíshí huànxiǎngzhe wánměi suǒyǐ zǒng huì hàipà miànduì 	Dreaming of being perfect, so I always avoid confrontation
其实并不想荒废 所以努力追 尽管很疲惫 	qíshí bìng bùxiǎng huāngfèi suǒyǐ nǔlì zhuī jǐnguǎn hěn píbèi	Refusing to waste time, so I try to chase, even though I’m exhausted
其实习惯了倒霉 总以为是疑神疑鬼 	qíshí xíguàn le dǎoméi zǒng yǐwéi shì yíshényíguǐ 	Getting used to bad luck, I get terribly suspicious
直到我发现幻想早已被碾碎 	zhídào wǒ fāxiàn huànxiǎng zǎoyǐ bèi niǎnsuì 	Until I find out that the fantasy has been crushed
 	 	
人们都争着谈论觊觎着你的美 	rénmen dōu zhēngzhe tánlùn jìyúzhe nǐ dì měi 	People are vying, discussing, and coveting your beauty
而我在你身边拼命掩饰着我的狼狈 	ér wǒ zài nǐ shēnbiān pīnmìng yǎnshìzhe wǒ de lángbèi 	And I am by your side, desperately hiding my embarrassment
或许廉价的尊严正在悄悄瓦解 	huòxǔ liánjià de zūnyán zhèngzài qiāoqiāo wǎjiě 	Maybe the cheap dignity is quietly disintegrating
或许该杀死我丑陋的自卑 再变得虚伪 	huòxǔ gāi shā sǐ wǒ chǒulòu de zìbēi zài biàn dé xūwèi 	Maybe it's time to kill my ugly self-abasement and become a hypocrite
 	 	
人们说喧哗的白天并不懂夜的黑 	rénmen shuō xuānhuá de bái tiān bìng bù dǒng yè de hēi 	People say that the noisy day does not understand the darkness of night
就像高光围绕的你 并不懂我的狼狈 	jiù xiàng gāoguāng wéirào de nǐ bìng bù dǒng wǒ de lángbèi 	Just like how you, under the spotlight, won’t understand the tight corner of mine
所谓反省不过是失败者的忏悔 	suǒwèi fǎnxǐng bùguò shì shībài zhě de chànhuǐ 	Introspection is nothing but the confession of the loser
所谓安慰不过是自我麻醉 	suǒwèi ānwèi bùguò shì zìwǒ mázuì 	Comfort is nothing but self-anaesthesia
无所谓 尽管很后悔 也必须说无所谓 	wúsuǒwèi jǐnguǎn hěn hòuhuǐ yě bìxū shuō wúsuǒwèi 	It doesn’t matter, although I regret it, I have to say it doesn’t matter
无所谓 只要够陶醉 也会变得无所谓 	wúsuǒwèi zhǐyào gòu táozuì yě huì biàn dé wúsuǒwèi 	It doesn’t matter, as long as I am intoxicated, it won’t matter anymore
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==Translation Notes==
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