大嫌いだ。 (Daikirai da.)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
誰かと居ることに　疲れてしまった 	dareka to iru koto ni tsukarete shimatta 	I’ve grown tired of being with someone.
ぬけがらのまま外へ出た 	nukegara no mama soto e deta 	A mere shadow of myself, I went outside.
暗闇の中　このまま消えてしまえたら 	kurayami no naka kono mama kiete shimaetara 	In the darkness, I wish I could just disappear
いいのに 	ii noni 	like this.
 	 	
いつも誰かと　繋がる度に 	itsumo dareka to tsunagaru tabi ni 	Every time I get connected to someone,
世界は涙色になる 	sekai wa namidairo ni naru 	my world turns tear-coloured.
今なら何も　いらなかったと言えるよ 	ima nara nani mo iranakatta to ieru yo 	Now, I can say I didn’t need anything.
これで何度目だろう... 	kore de nandome darou... 	How many times have I done this?
 	 	
希望ばかり　並べた言葉は 	kibou bakari narabeta kotoba wa 	The words made up with only hopes
私にとってただ苦しいだけ 	watashi ni totte tada kurushii dake 	cause me nothing but pain.
息を潜め　声を殺しても 	iki o hisome koe o koroshite mo 	Even if I hold my breath and muffle my voice,
心臓は鳴り止まない 	shinzou wa nari yamanai 	my heart won’t stop beating.
 	 	
大嫌いだ。 	daikirai da. 	I hate myself.
夜の闇に溶け込んで 	yo no yami ni tokekonde 	Would I feel better
誰も居ない世界へ行けたら 	daremo inai sekai e iketara 	if I could dissolve into the night’s darkness
楽なのかな 	raku na no kana 	and go to the world with nobody in it?
 	 	
解んないよ。 	wakannai yo. 	I don’t know.
 	 	
いつもそうだ 	itsumo sou da 	I’m always like this.
独りで生きようと決めても 	hitori de ikiyou to kimete mo 	Even when I decide to live on my own,
誰かに手を伸ばしてる 	dareka ni te o nobashiteru 	I end up asking someone for help.
もう嫌だな... 	mou iya da na... 	I’ve had enough…
 	 	
誰かと居ることで　自分と比べて 	dareka to iru koto de jibun to kurabete 	When I’m with someone, I compare myself to them,
崩れゆく自己肯定感 	kuzure yuku jiko kouteikan 	and my self-esteem falls apart.
自分が何処に居るのか見失うよ 	jibun ga doko ni iru no ka miushinau yo 	I lose sight of where I am now.
なんて弱いんだろう... 	nante yowai ndarou... 	How weak I am…
 	 	
私が欲しいのは優しい言葉じゃなく 	watashi ga hoshii no wa yasashii kotoba ja naku	What I want is not kind words,
何も言わずにこの存在を 	nani mo iwazu ni kono sonzai o 	but the tranquility of the night
認めて、寄り添ってくれる 	mitomete, yorisotte kureru 	that will acknowledge my presence
 	 	
夜の静寂だけ 	yoru no seijaku dake 	and cuddle up to me, nothing else.
 	 	
大嫌いだ。 	daikirai da. 	I hate myself.
悲しみも、喜びも 	kanashimi mo, yorokobi mo 	I don’t need any
何もいらないから　全てを忘れさせて 	nani mo iranai kara subete o wasuresasete 	sadness or happiness, so make me forget everything.
 	 	
ねぇ... 	nee... 	Please…
 	 	
「明日はきっと」 	"asu wa kitto" 	“Tomorrow will be…”
「明日はきっと」 	"asu wa kitto" 	“Tomorrow will be…”
って何度だって生きてきたんだよ 	tte nando datte ikite kitan da yo 	So many times, I’ve been telling myself that to continue living!
 	 	
もう疲れたよ 	mou tsukareta yo 	I’m sick of this already.
 	 	
大嫌いだ。 	daikirai da. 	I hate myself.
夜の闇に溶け込んで 	yo no yami ni tokekonde 	Would I feel better
誰も居ない世界へ行けたら 	daremo inai sekai e iketara 	if I could dissolve into the night’s darkness
楽なのかな 	raku na no kana 	and go to the world with nobody in it?
 	 	
教えてよ 	oshiete yo 	Tell me.
 	 	
自分自身の存在が解らないほど 	jibun jishin no sonzai ga wakaranai hodo 	I wish I could lose my emotions
感情が消えればいいのに 	kanjou ga kiereba ii noni 	to the point where I don’t even recognise myself.
もう許して 	mou yurushite 	Please forgive me.
 	 	
今日も目覚めて 	kyou mo mezamete 	Today as well, I wake up,
変わらぬ朝と 	kawaranu asa to 	seeing another ordinary morning
雨上がりアオヰ空 	ameagari aoi sora 	and the blue sky after the rain.
==External Links==
*piapro - Off-vocal
===Unofficial===
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*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
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