Saving my cousin - Chapter 1

I know you're not going to read this Drew but I wanted to write it since you ignore me
 by message and you know one thing that hurts a lot.
These last days you have not gone to class and the last time you came you were crying and apparently you cut off your hand, I do not know why you are like this if it is Antonio, forget it or know him do not care, yes, but I do not want to lose you, if you die, my life is meaningless, you are my best friend, almost a brother to me. Every time you cry and say that you want to die it makes me feel so sad, I really love you cousin, do you remember the promise we made? Always together until the end: if you cry, I cry, if you cut yourself, I cut myself, if you hate me, I hate myself more, did you forget? I love you, maybe Antonio did not love you, but I did and a lot, so please stop cutting yourself. I swear to God, I love you Drew, I've had incredible moments with you. I love you drew