I exist to suffer

Misconception: I am not an atheist, I do believe in god, I'm a protestant, this page was just included to add more to Lavilcian Lore. 
I exist to suffer is a single page written by the Lavilcian Philosopher James Albarn. The page questions the meaning of thought, life, matter, and existence itself. James Albarn's philosophy is similar to Nihilism, except being on a wider view. He also questions the ethical meaning of religon.
== The Page ==
=== Paragraph 1 ===
The first paragraph questions the meaning of life, and states of the existence of a Giant, controlling mankind as his toys.
I exist to suffer. I exist to tolerate. I exist to follow. I exist to be. But am I really here? Am I here, in this location, in this world, in this universe? Or am I merely a puppet, designed by a Giant, playing with his toys on a landscape. But his landscape is the world, and we are the toys. Life doesn't exist. The only meaning of life is to suffer, at the hands of this Giant. If I exist, just to become a puppet of this Giant, a puppet, having no control of my body, what is the meaning of life, if we are just controlled? If life has a meaning, why are we puppets then?
=== Paragraph 2 ===
The second paragraph answers what is the giant of the first paragraph
Who is this giant, that controls us, that controls the way we live, that controls our actions? Who is it? We can't see a giant beneath the cosmos, so who is it? Is it our actions itself? Is it our actions that control us, and only our thoughts that are independent? No, I think not. I think it is god. We believe so much in god, that we worship it too much. We have become slaves to god, us humans becoming slaves. The only way to rid us of our slavery is to break away from our chains, and stop believing him. Only then, that our slavery from god, will disappear. 
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