Sesame Street: Elmo Forgotten

So, in around 2017, Sesame Workshop sold DVD copies of seasons 30-50 to employees as a thank you for making everything possible. The DVD also came with behind the scenes footage, interviews and a few canned and banned episodes. My brother, David just was part of the show for money and to say that he worked on it. He didn't care much about the show as much as I did. So I binged the entire DVD and I got to the canned episodes. Nothing too special just: "Baby Bear Shares", "Sesame Street Learns Bankruptcy", "Elmo Hits Oscar", etc. Nothing too special. That is until I got to one episode: "Elmo Forgotten". I am not really great at listening because if I did, I would've known that this had a disclaimer saying that it handle darker subjects. But I began to watch. I'll let my memory fill you in and I shall stop talking about my feelings now:
The episode started off normal, the opening theme song and then cutting too Sesame Street. Gordon, Elmo and Zoe are all playing together at a table. They greet the viewer and talk about how it's Elmo's Birthday and they are spending time with him. Elmo is having the time of his life when Zoe say's that it is also somebody else's Birthday. After a few minutes of guessing, Zoe reveals Rocko. Elmo groans and is immediately disappointed in this. Gordon, playing along with it, wishes a happy Birthday to Rocko as Zoe say's he wants a big party with balloons, Merry-Go-Rounds and puppies. Elmo laughs until being told off by Gordon as he immediately leaves to get the party set up for Rocko. Elmo is heartbroken by this since it was a day for him being stolen by an fricking rock! Elmo walks away, irritated as Zoe laughs and cheers for Rocko as his wish is coming true! Elmo tries to ask Gordon if he's actually gonna set up a party for Rocko in which he say's yes. Elmo tries to convince Gordon to just have a party for him, only to be ignored and pushed aside. 
Elmo walks home to see his dad and ask for advice only to find them gone. He finds a note saying that he went off to take Rocko to an amusement park. Enraging Elmo! He goes into his room and cries and he rips apart images of himself and Zoe. His whole day was stolen by a rock! Elmo falls asleep and has a nightmare of Rocko and Zoe laughing at him for not being the special boy anymore! Rocko laughs at Elmo and taunts him nonstop only for him to wake up. Elmo walks outside and see's everyone giving Rocko and Zoe the attention. They don't even acknowledge Elmo. 
Heartbroken, Elmo runs away from Sesame Street with everyone ignoring Elmo and praising Rocko. He laughs in pride as they worship him. Zoe then tells the group that Rocko wants a special cake. An...Elmo Cake. The gang then realize he's missing and search. After an hour of searching they find him and tell Elmo he is needed. Happy once again, Elmo goes back home to realize what he's needed for. Zoe tells the townsfolk that they need Elmo's eyes, nose and teeth for the cake. The gang pins Elmo and rips it out of his face and put it on the cake as they chant: "ROCKO!" "ROCKO!" ROCKO!" ROCKO!".
All the sudden, Elmo wakes up in his room tired. His eyes, nose and teeth are intact. Elmo sighs happily knowing it was all a dream. Elmo falls back asleep as he realizes how silly it all was. Rocko can't have a birthday! Rocko and Zoe are no longer alive. "Elmo smashed Zoe's head with Rocko!" Elmo said. Then, the episode ended.
The episode itself was swiftly banned due to its violent content. Supposedly, the contents of this episode can not be found in the local archives. A lawsuit was filed. The episode itself was, gone. People have said that it has been gifted to the police. This episode was not normal. One thing was for certain, I can't forget this exprience.