畏光症－silent spiral－ (Wèi Guāng Zhèng －silent spiral－)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
黑夜里沉默的好友 	hēiyè lǐ chénmò de hǎoyǒu 	My dear friend stayed silent in the dark of night,
镜中的自己正等着解剖 	jìng zhōng de zìjǐ zhèng děng zhe jiěpōu 	Your reflected selves are hereby waiting to be put under the knife
我那无需被读懂　雪藏了的｢骄傲｣ 	wǒ nà wúxū bèi dúdǒng xuěcáng le de "jiāo'ào" 	That "pride" of mine, though no-one has cared to try to understand it, though it has long been hidden away,
能否在｢格差｣来时别做导游 	néngfǒu zài "gé chà" láishí bié zuò dǎoyóu 	I hope that it shall not take me trailing along做导游: original wording is "conduct a guided tour". Translated as "take (me) trailing along" in the coming arrival of "disparity"
 	 	
到了吗　走了吗 	dào le ma zǒu le ma 	Has it arrived? Has it gone?
(安慰话) 	 	(Words of comfort)
听了吗　看了吗 	tīng le ma kàn le ma 	Have you heard? Have you seen?
(像惩罚) 	 	(Like a sentencing)
笑了吗　醒了吗 	xiào le ma xǐng le ma 	Are you laughing? Have you realized?
(那束花) 	 	(That flower)
痛了吗　忍了吗 	tòng le ma rěn le ma 	Are you hurting? Have you been bearing the pain?
(枯萎吧) 	 	(Let it wilt)
 	 	
今夜又是谁　脑海中的｢本我｣按钮 	jīnyè yòushì shéi nǎohǎi zhōng de "běnwǒ" ànniǔ 	When tonight again comes, I wonder whose "true self" is drifting
在每句｢晚安｣的键盘下游走 	zài měi jù "wǎn'ān" de jiànpán xià yóuzǒu 	Like a stray keypress on the keyboard, typing that word "goodnight"
径自把世间的明亮　都控诉以后 	jìngzì bǎ shìjiān de míngliàng dōu kòngsù yǐhòu 	Having denounced the world's bright light, without even so much as your consult,
假装暗处密不透风 	jiǎzhuāng ànchù mìbùtòufēng 	I was acting as if I was stuck in impenetrable darkness
 	 	
咕哝着 	gūnong zhe 	I mumble
说了吗　理了吗 	shuō le ma lǐ le ma 	Has it been said? Have you understood?
(一道疤) 	 	(A line of scar)
爱了吗　恨了吗 	ài le ma hèn le ma 	Did you love it? Did you hate it?
(发了芽) 	 	(Thereby sprouted)
认了吗　醒了吗 	rèn le ma xǐng le ma 	Have you accepted it? Have you realized?
(那束光) 	 	(That ray of light)
痛了吗　懂了吗 	tòng le ma dǒng le ma 	Were you hurting? Do you understand now?
(还在吧) 	 	(Is still there, surely)
 	 	
别人的欢呼和窃语 	biéren de huānhū hé qiè yǔ 	Their cheers of joy, their hushed words of gossip
海啸时砸来的车水马龙 	hǎixiào shí zá lái de chēshuǐmǎlóng 	The heavy torrent and traffic that comes crashing during the tsunami
我｢自尊心｣的破溃口 	wǒ "zìzūnxīn" de pò kuìkǒu 	The broken floodgates破溃口: original wording is "broken breach (on a dyke containing water)". Translated as "broken floodgates" on my "self-respect"
你定名｢不甘｣的灵魂黑洞 	nǐ dìngmíng "bùgān" de línghún hēidòng 	A void in my soul that you've given by the name of "unreconciliation"不甘, translated as "unreconciliation", describes the feeling of being unwilling to resign oneself to being unable to do something, for example, the feeling of someone who still wants to do something they want to do, although the chance has slipped away, or the feeling of someone who still feels like they have so much to do, but cut short as they are left dying.
腹诽着｢奉承｣或｢挖苦｣ 	fùfěi zhe "fèngcheng" huò "wākǔ" 	In my mind, I was cursing the attempts of "flattery" and "biting sarcasm"
又相互自嘲着｢善妒｣ 	yòu xiānghù zìcháo zhe "shàn dù" 	As well as mutually mocking my chronic "envy"
 	 	
今夜你脑内剧场中的独角小丑 	jīnyè nǐ nǎo nèi jùchǎng zhōng de dújiǎo xiǎochǒu 	Tonight, that clown acting out a one-man show in the sea of your thoughts
失声对直射的镁光灯嘶吼 	shīshēng duì zhíshè de měiguāngdēng sīhǒu 	Has yelled and sung themself hoarse towards the shining magnesium lamp
可有谁留意　那些觥筹交错幕后 	kě yǒu shéi liúyì nàxiē gōngchóujiāocuò mùhòu 	Even so, I wonder who even cares - behind the merriment, the hedonism, the celebration,
｢卑微｣早已溢出门缝 	"bēiwēi" zǎoyǐ yìchū ménfèng 	All sense of "vulgarity" has come seeping through the gap between the door
 	 	
反锁于｢沉默螺旋｣噩梦里的你我 	fǎnsuǒ yú "chénmò luóxuán" è'mèng lǐ de nǐwǒ 	Locked inside a nightmare of "a silent spiral", you and I are
困在｢平庸｣中被表达欲折磨 	kùn zài "píngyōng" zhōng bèi biǎodá yù zhémó 	Trapped in "mediocrity", and depicted to be on the brink of torment
切除不了的　受强光所吞噬的痛 	qiēchú bùliǎo de shòu qiángguāng suǒ tūnshì de tòng	Unable to be excised, the pain of being shone upon and devoured by the harsh light
悄然击垮情绪管控 	qiǎorán jīkuǎ qíngxù guǎnkòng 	Has silently crumbled my hold on my emotions
这｢梦｣还久， 	zhè "mèng" hái jiǔ, 	This "dream" is still young,
(恍如白昼。) 	 	(It feels just like daytime.)
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