向日葵 (Himawari)/Nanao

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
仄明かり　遠く咲く雲　背の高くなった影法師 	honoakari tooku saku kumo se no takaku natta kageboushi	Dimly lit clouds blooming far away, a tall shadow;
忘れようと目を逸らした季節が巡る 	wasureyou to me o sorashita kisetsu ga meguru 	The seasons I turned my eyes away from in order to forget come around
 	 	
好きだった紫陽花の 	suki datta ajisai no sora 	The hydrangea sky I loved,
硝子箱みたいなきらきらも 	garasubako mitai na kirakira mo 	And even those glassy sparkles,
いつしか色褪せたように 	itsushika iroaseta you ni 	Before I had noticed, they had changed completely,
変わってしまっていた 	kawatte shimatte ita 	As if they’d lost their colour
 	 	
戻りたかったわけじゃない 	modoritakatta wake ja nai 	It’s not that I wanted to go back,
失ってしまったわけじゃない 	ushinatte shimatta wake ja nai 	It’s not that I wanted to lose it,
御伽噺の主人公では 	otogibanashi no shujinkou de wa 	But I could no longer be
もういられなかった 	mou irarenakatta 	The hero of any fairytale
 	 	
後悔と喪失感が照らすは 	koukai to soushitsukan ga terasu sora wa 	The regret and the loss this sky illuminates
変わってしまった僕を 	kawatte shimatta boku o 	They still won’t give up
まだ見捨ててくれないんだろう 	mada misutete kurenain darou 	On the me who has changed
 	 	
あの日見てた向日葵や夕空は 	ano hi miteta himawari ya yuuzora wa 	That day, I saw the sunflowers and the evening sky
何も疑わず無垢な色で凛と華めいた 	nani mo utagawazu muku na iro de rinto hana meita 	Not suspecting a single thing, their innocent colours seemed dignified and elegant
繰り返した見せかけの夏空に 	kurikaeshita misekake no natsuzora ni 	That repeatedly feigned summer sky
きっと夢を見ていたんだ 	kitto yume o mite ita nda 	Surely, it was just a dream
報われると信じていた 	mukuwareru to shinjite ita 	I thought it would all pay off
 	 	
守るはずだった正義と 	mamoru hazu datta seigi to 	The justice I was supposed to protect
意地を張って掲げた自由は 	iji o hatte kakageta jiyuu wa 	And the freedom I stubbornly held up
慈悲もなく目の前でただ 	jihi mo naku me no mae de tada 	Mercilessly, they all fell apart
崩れ落ちていったんだ 	kuzureochite itta nda 	Right in front of my eyes
 	 	
仮初めの幸福だって 	karisome no koufuku datte 	It was all a fleeting happiness,
分かってたんだよそんなのは 	wakatteta nda yo sonna no wa 	I already knew that
それでもまだきっと 	soredemo mada kitto 	But even then, I'm left
割り切れないままなんだ 	warikirenai mama nanda 	With all these unresolved feelings
 	 	
大人になるって事は 	otona ni naru tte koto wa 	Becoming an adult meant
何かを選ぶって事だ 	nanika o erabu tte koto da 	I had to choose something
それすらやり切れなかったから 	sore sura yarikirenakatta kara 	I couldn't even persevere through that
老いて枯れたんだ 	oitekareta nda 	And I grew old and withered.
 	 	
劣等と敗北感に染まるに 	rettou to haibokukan ni somaru sora ni 	This sky tainted by inferiority and a sense of defeat
見限られるくらいなら 	mikagirareru kurai nara 	If it finally abandoned me,
どんなにいいだろう 	donna ni ii darou 	How good would that be?
 	 	
あの日消えた向日葵や夕空は 	ano hi kieta himawari ya yuuzora wa 	That day, they disappeared, things such as the sunflowers and the evening sky
何も違わず無情な色で世界を彩った 	nani mo tagawazu mujou na iro de sekai o irodotta 	They decorated the world with unchanging, heartless colours
繰り返した張りぼての夏空に 	kurikaeshita haribote no natsuzora ni 	That repeatedly superficial summer sky
僕はきっと怯えていた 	boku wa kitto obiete ita 	Surely, I became scared of it
 	 	
妥協すれば良かったんだ 	dakyou sureba yokatta nda 	I would’ve been happy had we compromised;
踏み台だってあったはずなんだ 	fumidai datte atta hazu nanda 	It would’ve been a stepping stone
でも馬鹿で愚直な僕はさ 	demo baka de guchoku na boku wa sa 	But I’m such an honest idiot
それがどうも許せなかったんだ 	sore ga doumo yurusenakatta nda 	That I couldn’t allow it.
あの日あの時の僕は 	ano hi ano toki no boku wa 	The person I was back then on that day
直向きなままでいれば救われると 	hitamuki na mama de ireba sukuwareru to 	pathologically believed that as long as I remained devoted
病的な程に信じていた 	byouteki na hodo ni shinjite ita 	I'd be saved.
 	 	
敗北なんて嫌なんだ 	haiboku nante iya nanda 	I didn't want to be defeated
所詮吠えてるだけの負け犬だ 	shosen hoeteru dake no makeinu da 	But in the end, I'm howling like a kicked puppy
限界なんて知りたくない 	genkai nante shiritakunai 	I don't want to know my limits
期待も後悔も意地も憧れも 	kitai mo koukai mo iji mo akogare mo 	Expectations, regrets, obstinacy and even aspirations
もう怖いんだ 	mou kowai nda 	I'm now terrified of them
 	 	
あの日逃げた向日葵や夕空は 	ano hi nigeta himawari ya yuuzora wa 	That day, the sunflowers and the evening sky fled
何も疑わず無垢な色で今日も華めいた 	nani mo utagawazu muku na iro de kyou mo hana meita 	Not suspecting a single thing, their innocent colours seem dignified and elegant even today
繰り返した見せかけの夏空に 	kurikaeshita misekake no natsuzora ni 	That repeatedly feigned summer sky
僕はまだ夢見ていた 	boku wa mada yumemite ita 	Surely, it was still just a dream
報われると信じていた 	mukuwareru to shinjite ita 	I thought it would all pay off
, with corrections by Violet
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*空の終点 Vocaloid Edition. (Sora no Shuuten Vocaloid Edition.) (album)
==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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