I Trust You

== Story ==
Another day, nothing new, nothing exciting happening. After the recent scare that the fight put you and Raven through, one would've hoped that you would've been either shaken up too badly that you wouldn't want anymore excitement, or you'd be satisfied. But no, you seem even more bored than you ever were. Robin trusts you less after the incident, which doesn't bother you too much. Raven feels different, however. She almost looks a little...relieved. You had tried to fix things yourself, and it ended up hurting you in the process, but in your honest opinion, it was worth it. She seems more relaxed than before, and it in turn relaxes you. Starfire and Raven were discussing something in the kitchen, while you eagerly awaited for your meal to be finished. Whatever she was talking about had flustered Raven into burning her finger while cooking, and it made you snicker. She didn't seem too bothered by the burn, but like any sensible person, she did hiss in pain at it, so you weren't worried about the severity of the injury. But now you were deathly curious. Whatever could she be talking about that flustered Raven so? While sitting on the couch in the living room, you slightly eavesdrop on their conversation."You're serious? You haven't even thought about it?" she exclaims slightly."O-Of course not! Why would I? I don't even think she's ever thought about it herself!" Raven shouts. Thought about what, you wonder? "She's most likely never been that intimate before in her many years of living!" ...Intimate? What in the world does that mean? Of course, love isn't ever anything you consider to be a good thing. You always thought of such emotions as a burden, or completely unnecessary. You find yourself more intrigued than before, and you peek over toward the kitchen. Raven's face is bright red, and Starfire has a teasing expression on hers. "D-Don't look at me like that! B-besides, I can barely even hold her while we sleep, it makes her uncomfortable. So how in the world would I be able to even get that far..?"Starfire chuckles at this. "It's easy. All you gotta do is find what gets her going. Of course, consent is sexy, so you definitely gotta have that." Raven grunts. "Ease her into it, and before you know it, she'll more than likely be addicted." She grins rather evilly. Honestly it didn't take you too terribly long to put two and two together. Your face flushes pink a little. Why is Starfire talking to Raven about this? "Besides, I have caught you on multiple occasions staring at her longingly, so why not just do it?" she huffs."Because, Starfire, the last thing I want is for her to not trust me and to be more uncomfortable than she usually is! I honestly doubt she'd even let such a thing happen." Raven groans. She sounds quite frustrated, you notice. But does she really think that you would trust her less? You actually don't mind her touches now, as you've gotten used to them after the knife incident. After all, being held in her arms...dare you say it actually feels nice now. Not that you would ever admit such a thing out loud. About an hour passed and Starfire had just left the kitchen and you quite enjoyed your lunch. But you noticed that during the whole meal, Raven wouldn't stop...thinking. You could practically hear her think, and it was interesting, as much as it was annoying."Instead of listening to you think, I'm going to go take a nap," you mumble. You make your way upstairs and into the bedroom you share with Raven. It will be a bit weird not having her holding you while the two of you slept, but you find yourself quite sleepy after a nice meal.You're not sure how long it has been since you fell asleep, but you're not alone. You feel familiar hands around your waist, and the feeling of it makes you sigh a little bit. Raven's awake, you know that; it's easy to tell due to her slightly tensing behind you as she realizes that she has woken you up. Her hands move from around your waist, shyly up your arms. At first, you're a bit confused. But it hits you rather quickly, remembering Raven and Starfire's conversation from earlier that day.You want to prove her wrong, to show that you trust her, so you just let her do as she pleases. When she notices that you haven't pulled away, she gets a bit bolder. She scoots a bit closer to you, and she presses a small peck to the nape of your neck. Your cheeks flush, and you try not to let out any noises that she would tease you about later. It's not like she hasn't kissed you before, but this...this is new. It tickles a little bit, but you still don't stop her or pull away.Raven can be quite brave, you notice, as she actually sucks on the sensitive skin of your neck. The feeling is a bit weird, and it causes you to release a soft gasp. Your hands balled into fists as you try to resist the urge to run. You have to relax; after all, you won't be able to prove her wrong about your trust in her if you don't let him do this. Her hands gently run across your sides, before moving up to your chest. Her thumbs rub against your nipples softly, and it's a feeling you've definitely never felt. You didn't think you could ever feel something like that, if you werebeing honest. It wasn't a bad feeling, but it was strange. You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to calm yourself. Your breathing has accelerated, and you feel warm, almost uncomfortably so. You didn't think your body could be so responsive.Raven softly kisses the spot where she had sucked a mark into, before finally speaking. "Is this...okay?" she shyly utters. Without thinking twice, you nod. It's all new to you, so you should be uncomfortable. But how can you be, when you trust her so? You honestly don't know how to convey that to her yet.She then moves to be above you, straddling your hips. Just her moving makes your eyes open, and you are greeted to the sight of Raven’s flushed, yet unsure face. Regardless of her insecurities about this, she presses onward, leaning down to kiss your jaw. she slowly pushes your (her) shirt up, feeling your rather soft skin. Your skin is always cool to the touch, although not unpleasantly—but her hands on your stomach are much too warm, and it makes you jump slightly. she pulls himself up, looking into your eyes, a bit of concern within her gaze. You grunt and place one of your hands reassuringly on her. At least, you hope it is reassuring. She moves her hands further up, reaching your chest again. She rubbed a thumb across a single nipple, and this time it does make you jump. The feeling is somehow stronger, and it tingles pleasantly almost. Your hand squeezes her, a slight nervousness creeping in. She cups the left side of your face with her free hand, making you open your eyes (when had you closed them?). You unconsciously lean into her hand, and she gives a small smile, before pressing a few kisses to that particular side of your face. For some reason, the left side of your face has always been quite sensitive, and the soft kisses make you shiver.You're not sure how long she continues with the foreplay, but what you do know is that somewhere along the way, she got you completely naked. While you do know about sex, you never explored it on your own time. You're quite surprised with how aroused you are, just by such simple touches and kisses. She has a bottle of some sort of oil in her hands, coating her fingers with it generously. She slowly inserts her first finger in you, causing you to tense a little. You remind yourself that you should relax, as tensing up could make it hurt worse. She kisses the scar on your face that showed up after the knife incident, and your heart squeezes. It isn't long before She has three fingers in you, and each movement from them sends a spark of pleasure into your body. It's foreign, but not unwanted. She pulls her fingers out, causing you to whine lowly in your throat. The two of you lock eyes for a moment, and you grip onto her arms a bit. "Are you sure, crescent..?” she asks softly.If you didn't have too much pride, you would've admitted you were nervous. After all, unsurprisingly, you are still a virgin. Instead of admitting anything about your nerves, you nod. "I-I'm sure." You hate how you stutter.
Category:First Time
Category:Raven
Category:Female
Category:Teen Titans
Category:Lovers