Until I Die

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
这是我所写的 有关你的 第零五首歌 	zhè shì wǒ suǒ xiě de yǒuguān nǐ de dì líng wǔ shǒu gē 	This is the fifth song I wrote about you
也是我所写的 想给你的 第三首情歌 	yěshì wǒ suǒ xiě de xiǎng gěi nǐ de dì sān shǒu qínggē 	And the third love song that I want to give you
说谎的我 掐着自尊 这次也要 对你坦承 	shuōhuǎng de wǒ qiāzhe zìzūn zhè cì yě yào duì nǐ tǎnchéng 	The liar I am tries to keep my pride at bay自尊 in this context refers to the ego/pride that is keeping the singer from being able to confess to the addressee of the song; so that this time I can be honest with you too
不想一直 说不出口 直到我死了以后 	bùxiǎng yīzhí shuō bu chūkǒu zhídào wǒ sǐle yǐhòu 	I don't want to always have to keep this to myself until the day I die
 	 	
首先是 对不起曾那样伤害过你 	shǒuxiān shi duìbùqǐ céng nàyàng shānghàiguò nǐ 	First of all, I'm sorry I used to hurt you like that
迟钝的 不是你 而是逃避的自己 	chídùn de bùshì nǐ ér shì táobì de zìjǐ 	You’re not the slow one, rather, it’s this me who’s always been running away
恋爱若 是种病 为何世界都着迷 	liàn'ài ruòshì zhǒng bìng wèihé shìjiè dōu zháomí 	If love is an illness, then why is the world so fascinated by it?
我因你而患上此疾 却没药医 	wǒ yīn nǐ ér huàn shàng cǐ jí què méi yào yī 	I’ve caught this illness because of you, with no hope of a cure
 	 	
再来是 谢谢你 曾那样为我倾心 	zàilái shì xièxiè nǐ céng nàyàng wèi wǒ qīngxīn 	Next, I want to thank you for having fallen in love with me
你也是 看到了 相似的寂寞身影 	nǐ yěshì kàndàole xiāngsì de jìmò shēnyǐng 	For having taken notice of this similar, lonely shadow
什么都 不用做 就能把彼此看透 	shénme dōu bùyòng zuò jiù néng bǎ bǐcǐ kàntòu 	We don't need to do anything, to understand each other
但带着假面的我们 却要错过 	dàn dàizhe jiǎ miàn de wǒmen què yào cuòguò 	But the both of us, hidden behind our masks, still make mistakes
 	 	
你可知道 多少个夜 我想着你 无法入睡 	nǐ kě zhīdào duōshǎo gè yè wǒ xiǎngzhe nǐ wúfǎ rùshuì 	Do you know how many sleepless nights I've lost thinking about you?
一闭上眼 是你的颜 充斥在我 脑海里面 	yī bì shàng yǎn shì nǐ de yán chōngchì zài wǒ nǎohǎi lǐmiàn 	As soon as I close my eyes, all I could see is your face filling my mind
你可知道 这些年间 我因为你 止步不前 	nǐ kě zhīdào zhèxiē niánjiān wǒ yīnwèi nǐ zhǐbù bù qián 	Do you know that for these few years, I couldn’t move on because of you?
旁人都说 此情无果 我却一直在等候 	pángrén dōu shuō cǐ qíng wú guǒ wǒ què yīzhí zài děnghòu 	Everyone else always says this romance is fruitless, but I'm still sitting here waiting
 	 	
我恳求你别再 保持沉默 	wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò 	I beg of you, don't stay silent
就算是一句你 讨厌着我 	jiùsuàn shì yījù nǐ tǎoyànzhe wǒ 	Even if the only words you say are "I hate you,"
都能将我从这 牢笼之中 	dōu néng jiāng wǒ cóng zhè láolóng zhī zhōng 	Please, let me out of this cage
彻底解脱 解脱 解脱 	chèdǐ jiětuō jiětuō jiětuō 	set me free, free, free
 	 	
我恳求你别再 保持沉默 	wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò 	I beg of you, don't stay silent
就算你是真的 想报复我 	jiùsuàn nǐ shì zhēn de xiǎng bàofù wǒ 	Even if you really want to get back at me,
我也不会逃走 选择等候 	wǒ yě bù huì táozǒu xuǎnzé děnghòu 	I won’t run, instead, I will choose to wait
直到我死了 死了 以后 	zhídào wǒ sǐle sǐle yǐhòu 	Until I die, until I die
 	 	
如果说 要等到 老来才能够相守 	rúguǒ shuō yào děngdào lǎo lái cái nénggòu xiāng shǒu 	They used to say, that only through the years will we come across a persisting love相守 is in reference to the idioms 长相厮守 and 白发相守, two idioms referring to love between a couple that persists even through the years, such that the couple still takes care of each other even after they’ve turned old
我光是 十个月 就已经无法承受 	wǒ guāng shì shí gè yuè jiù yǐjīng wúfǎ chéngshòu 	But all I need are ten months, before I could no longer bear it
告诉我 怎么做 你才会愿意回头 	gàosù wǒ zěnme zuò nǐ cái huì yuànyì huítóu 	Tell me, what should I do, so that you will turn back to me?
别就这样丢下了我 备受折磨 	bié jiù zhèyàng diū xiàle wǒ bèi shòu zhémó 	Don't leave me alone to suffer like this
 	 	
你在我心中钻了洞 只有你才能够填空 	nǐ zài wǒ xīnzhōng zuānle dòng zhǐyǒu nǐ cái nénggòu tiánkòng 	You drilled a hole in my heart, that only you can fill up
无论别人怎么样做 都无法打开我的锁 	wúlùn biérén zěnme yàng zuò dōu wúfǎ dǎkāi wǒ de suǒ 	No matter what they do, nobody else can open this lock
我想感受你的体温 我想亲吻你的双唇 	wǒ xiǎng gǎnshòu nǐ de tǐwēn wǒ xiǎng qīnwěn nǐ de shuāng chún	I want to feel your body heat, I want to kiss your lips
但现实中就连朋友 我们却也做不成 	dàn xiànshí zhōng jiù lián péngyǒu wǒmen què yě zuò bùchéng 	But in reality, we can’t even stay friends
 	 	
要用多少的速度奔跑向你 	yào yòng duōshǎo de sùdù bēnpǎo xiàng nǐ 	How fast do I have to run towards you?
才能将你紧紧的拥入怀里 	cáinéng jiāng nǐ jǐn jǐn de yōng rù huái lǐ 	Until I can hold you, close and tight into my chest?
如果我也用着秒速五公厘 	rúguǒ wǒ yě yòngzhe miǎosù wǔ gōng lí 	If I could also move 5 mm per secondThis is in reference to the Japanese movie 秒速5センチメートル (English title: ‘5 Centimetres per Second’, Taiwan Title: 秒速5公分)
是不是就会因此永久别离 	shì bùshì jiù huì yīncǐ yǒngjiǔ biélí 	Then would you have left me forever again?
那我宁愿在原地等候着你 	nà wǒ nìngyuàn zài yuándì děnghòuzhe nǐ 	In that case, I'd rather stay where I am and wait for you
 	 	
我恳求你别再 保持沉默 	wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò 	I beg of you, don't stay silent
就算是一句你 讨厌着我 	jiùsuàn shì yījù nǐ tǎoyànzhe wǒ 	Even if the only words you say are "I hate you,"
都能将我从这 牢笼之中 	dōu néng jiāng wǒ cóng zhè láolóng zhī zhōng 	Please, let me out of this cage
彻底解脱　解脱　解脱 	chèdǐ jiětuō jiětuō jiětuō 	set me free, free, free
 	 	
我恳求你别再 保持沉默 	wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chén mò 	I beg of you, don't stay silent
就算你是真的 想报复我 	jiùsuàn nǐ shì zhēn de xiǎng bàofù wǒ 	Even if you really want to get back at me,
我也不会逃走 选择等候 	wǒ yě bù huì táozǒu xuǎnzé děnghòu 	I won’t run, instead, I will choose to wait
直到我死了　死了以后 	zhídào wǒ sǐle sǐle yǐhòu 	Until I die, until I die
 	 	
杀了我杀了我　杀了伤害你的我 	shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle shānghài nǐ de wǒ 	Kill me, kill me, kill this me who has hurt you
杀了我杀了我　杀了不被爱的我 	shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle bù bèi ài de wǒ 	Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s unloved
杀了我杀了我　杀了伤害你的我 	shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle shānghài nǐ de wǒ 	Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s hurt you
杀了我杀了我　杀了不被爱的我 	shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle bù bèi ài de wǒ 	Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s unloved
 	 	
能说的 都说了　剩下说不出口的 	néng shuō de dōu shuōle shèng xià shuō bu chūkǒu de 	Everything that can be said has been said, all that’s left are those things unsaid
我全都 唱完了　这是最后一首歌 	wǒ quándōu chàng wánle zhè shì zuìhòu yī shǒu gē 	This is the end of the song, the final song
我还会 等着的　就怕你不爱我了 	wǒ hái huì děngzhe de jiù pà nǐ bù ài wǒle 	I'll still wait for you, only worrying that you don’t love me
我不会 放弃的　直到我死了以后 	wǒ bù huì fàngqì de zhídào wǒ sǐle yǐhòu 	But I won't give up, not until I die
, corrected by CoolMikeHatsune22 and S178253128
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
Tianyi's version was featured on the following albums:
*Vocaloeater (album)
Xin Hua's version was featured on the following albums:
*朝花夕拾3 (Zhāo Huā Xī Shí 3) (album)
*Hit the Bullseye (album)
==External Links==
===Unofficial===
*Moegirlpedia
*Vocaloid Wiki
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