Ohana Means Family (You Bastard)

"Ohana Means Family (You Bastard)" is the 10th song of the band's first studio album, Zodiac Arrest.
== Official Lyrics ==
[Intro]
I wake up again to voices inside my head
Telling me I am not good enough
They want me to find something new something better
Not satisfied with my state of consciousness
No, what is this?
I don't wanna go yet and take another breath
I'm feeling my heartbeat fade
And I don't know what to say, don't know what to say to you!
[Verse 1]
Oh I think I made a massive mistake
Out of desperation I signed away
And now I can't see myself in the mirror
I'm freezing cold but I just needed to see her
[Chorus]
One more time!
Can you see me darling? Can you hear me?
I'm sorry it's ended like this
Don't search for my body I don't want to see your tears
I did not want to leave you all behind
You should still be mine
I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft
But I am stuck between life and death
[Verse 2]
Please don't do this to me
I'm not prepared to live in infinity
I'm counting the days since I last told you
I loved you, I just wanna feel your touch
[Chorus]
One more time!
Can you see me darling? Can you hear me?
I'm sorry it's ended like this
Don't search for my body I don't want to see your tears
I did not want to leave you all behind
You should still be mine
I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft
But I am stuck between life and death
Living in half existence
Day in and day out and day in and out again
Never able to let you know
I am still with you every second you're not alone
[Bridge]
I'm feeling so alone
I'm feeling so alone
Oh I can't exist like this (So alone)
I can't exist like this (So alone)
No I did not want to leave you all behind
You should still be mine
[Chorus]
I did not want to leave you all behind
You should still be mine
I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft
But I am stuck between life and death
Living in half existence
Day in and day out and day in and out again
Never able to let you know
I am still with you every second you're not alone
[Outro]
No you're not alone
No, you are not alone