Apology Tour: Benitez Edition

Hey, Roy. This is hard. For me. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
You trusted me. And, I loved you for that. It broke my heart having to keep secrets like this from you, but I knew, I knew if I told what I was planning you would try to stop me. And, if you tried to stop me, there is no way I could have gone through with any of it.
There's no way I could have interrogated Alicia. Or met Schaeffer. Or gone with him.
But, I had to do this, Roy. I had to. We were losing. We lost the authority. We lost the trust of the people we were trying to protect. Without trust, we have nothing. It doesn't matter how many good or bad things we do if no one trusts you to get the job done. And, with Schaeffer and Ellis, we lost the legitimacy. We lost the ability to say we are on mission. Hell, the only one who agreed we were still on mission was ISAC. I knew what I had to do. All I needed was access. And, I couldn't get that unless I joined them, or at least, unless I could make them believe I joined them.
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you why. I'm sorry I had to break your trust like that. But, I hope, I pray, you will forgive me someday.
If you don't, I might have to come haunt your ass until you do. Lau out.
==Appearances==
*Tom Clancy's The Division 2
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