ホワイトダウト (White Doubt)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
マイナスへ暗いホール 	mainasu e kurai hooru 	The hall darkens, into the negatives.
「拝啓、退場よ」愛ない発声 	"haikei, taijou yo" ai nai hassei 	”Dear Sir, it’s time for you to take your leave.” A loveless utterance.
僕の変わった気持ちは 	boku no kawatta kimochi wa 	My unusual feelings
時間の無駄で 	jikan no muda de 	are a waste of time.
 	 	
虚しく打ったセンテンス 	munashiku utta sentensu 	I struck pointlessly against that sentence.
「ねえ教えて」「1人で居させて」 	"nee oshiete" "hitori de isasete" 	”Come on, tell me” “let me be alone”
注目を浴びる説明に 	chuumoku o abiru setsumei ni 	I can’t see the way you really feel
本心 見えない 	honshin mienai 	behind that high-profile explanation.
 	 	
「笑い消えても 嵐が過ぎても 知らん顔だ」 	"warai kiete mo arashi ga sugite mo shiran kao da" 	”Even if people’s laughter disappears, even if a storm passes through, I pretend not to care.”
ってモットーに溺れて居たいな 	tte mottoo ni oborete itai na 	I wish I could drown in that motto.
 	 	
曖昧な理想は左手 明白な自愛は右手 	aimai na risou wa hidarite meihakuna jiai wa migite 	With vague ideals in my left hand and stark self-importance in my right,
「エゴなんてない」さえも 	"ego nante nai" sae mo 	though I claim ”I don’t have an ego,”
ソラで覚えらんないようだ 	sora de oboerannai you da 	it feels like I can’t fully take that to heart.
「散々たる敗北だって キラキラした勝利」だと 	"sanzantaru haiboku datte kirakira shita shouri" da to	”Even in crushing defeat there is a sparkling victory” you say,
正しい言葉は今 聞きたくないや 	tadashii kotoba wa ima kikitakunai ya 	but I don’t want to hear all the right words just now.
 	 	
有象無象の東京 	uzoumuzou no toukyou 	Among the Tokyo rabble,
地下街のフードコート 	chikagai no fuudo kooto 	in the underground food court,
アレもコレも「美味しいね」 	are mo kore mo "oishii ne" 	I’d say this and that’s all “so delicious”
ニコニコしていた 	nikoniko shite ita 	with a bright grin.
 	 	
なんでもないような新宿 	nandemo nai you na shinjuku 	In insignificant Shinjuku
トウループみたいな思い出 	touruupu mitai na omoide 	my memories spin like toe loops.
「こっち」って腕を引っ張って 	"kocchi" tte ude o hippatte 	You pull me by the hand and say “this way,”
そんなに焦らないで 	sonna ni aseranai de 	though you don’t need to be in such a rush.
 	 	
「死にたい」とか 	"shinitai" to ka 	Words like “I want to die” and
「大丈夫？」とかも 	"daijoubu?" to ka mo 	”Are you alright?” are all
面倒だって思ったりしたな 	mendou datte omottari shita na 	such a hassle, I thought.
 	 	
胸踊る刺激も マンネリも すべて 	mune odoru shigeki mo manneri mo subete 	Chest-thumping stimuli, mannerisms, and everything;
自分勝手に捨てて こうしていたいな 	jibun gatte ni sutete koushite itai na 	I wish I could just discard them all as I please and keep going on like this.
 	 	
曖昧な理想を抱いて バレバレな嘘をチラ見せ 	aimai na risou o daite barebare na uso o chiramise 	Embracing my vague ideals, I grant you a peek of a blatant lie,
「いいや」って受け入れた矢先に 	"ii ya" tte ukeireta yasaki ni 	just as I was about to take them with a “No!”
そりゃあないじゃんか 	sorya nai jan ka 	Well, of course I wouldn’t do it.
「散々たる敗北だって キラキラした勝利」だと 	"sanzantaru haiboku datte kirakira shita shouri" da to	”Even in crushing defeat there is a sparkling victory” you say,
正しい言葉は今 聞きたくないや 	tadashii kotoba wa ima kikitakunai ya 	but I don’t want to hear all the right words just now.
 	 	
「ハイ！ソッポ向くのだ！」 	"hai! soppo muku no da!" 	”Yes! I’ll look the other way!”
無理ね 同じコミュは懲り懲り 	muri ne onaji komyu wa korigori 	As if I could. I’m sick and tired of the same old communities.
ああもう誰か話を聞いて欲しいのだ 	aa mou dareka hanashi o kiite hoshii no da 	Ah, come on, someone, please just listen to what I have to say!
悲劇のヒロイン話 	higeki no hiroinbanashi 	To my story about the heroine of a tragedy.
電話をかけまくって 	denwa o kake makutte 	I called you over and over again,
愚痴を聞いてもらったあの夜 	guchi o kiite moratta ano yoru 	that night when you listened to all of my grumbling.
「新しい人がいるみたい」 	"atarashii hito ga iru mitai" 	”It seems like someone new has arrived.”
やっぱりそうか 	yapparisou ka 	It figures that’d be the case.
 	 	
曖昧な理想は左手 明白な自愛は右手 	aimai na risou wa hidarite meihakuna jiai wa migite 	With vague ideals in my left hand and stark self-importance in my right,
「エゴなんてない」さえも 	"ego nante nai" sae mo 	Though I claim ”I don’t have an ego,”
ソラで覚えらんないようだ 	sora de oboerannai you da 	it feels like I can’t fully take that to heart.
「年上らしくなくてごめんね」 	"toshiuerashiku nakute gomen ne" 	”I’m sorry for not acting like your elder”
「頼り甲斐もなくてごめんね」 	"tayorigai mo nakute gomen ne" 	”And I’m sorry for not being reliable”
あの時こうしたらとか 意味なんてないや 	ano toki koushitara to ka imi nante nai ya 	There wasn’t any point in saying things like that back then.
 	 	
曖昧な理想を抱いて 	aimai na risou o daite 	Embracing my vague ideals,
前を向こうって決めて 	mae o mukoutte kimete 	I decide to face forward.
 	 	
だいたい吹っ切れてきて 	daitai fukkirete kite 	So more or less, I start to break through.
だいたい忘れてきて 	daitai wasurete kite 	More or less, I start to forget.
 	 	
手繋いでるとこ見ちゃって 	te tsunaideru toko michatte 	And I glance at the place where our hands intertwine…
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
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==External Links==
*Blomaga - Lyrics
*piapro - Instrumental
*piapro - Instrumental, no mastering
*Twitter - Illustration
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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*Violet - Translation source
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