アンビバレンス (Ambivalence)/3

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
二律背反、自我と欲望の 	niritsuhaihan, jiga to yokubou no mesu 	A scalpel built of my ego and desires form an antinomy with
体内を蝕った月面の 	tainai o kutta getsumen no esu 	my instincts, eclipsing my body like the moonThe word instinct is read as “das Es” which means the same thing as id
ほら葛藤、倫理観の愛は 	hora kattou, rinrikan no ai wa 	See, it’s causing conflict
アンビバレンスな私なの 	anbibarensu na atashi na no 	My ambivalent self is the embodiment of a love based on morals
怒髪天衝いて吐いたエゴに 	dohatsuten tsuite haita ego ni 	The world turns gray as I say “goodbye” to the ego that I
『サヨナラ』世界は灰色に 	“sayonara” sekai wa haiiro ni 	threw up after being made furious
分かっていたってどっかでは泣いて 	wakatte ita tte dokka de wa naite 	I knew somewhere inside of me, I cried
気付いて悲しんでるの 	kizuite kanashinderu no 	I realized that and felt sorrow
 	 	
重なり合っていったら 	kasanariatte ittara 	If they were to slowly overlap,
陰って見えるんだろう 	kagette mieru ndarou 	then it would most likely seem darkened;Darkened here is related to “eclipse”
導火線の火の中に落っこちて 	doukasen no hi no naka ni okkochite 	it falls into the fire, lighting the detonation cord
 	 	
クラクラになるまで抑えた 	kurakura ni naru made osaeta 	My emotions that I tried to hold in until I nearly lost consciousness
感情散って薔薇になる 	kanjou chitte bara ni naru 	disperse and turn into a rose
欲望だらけの世界に撃ち込んでいいんだろ？ 	yokubou darake no sekai ni uchikonde ii ndaro?	“I’m allowed to devote myself to a world full of desires, aren’t I?””Devote myself to” uses a different kanji and could possibly mean “shoot (something) into”
あなただけの愛を持って 	anata dake no ai o motte 	I will hold on only to your love
私だけ願いを知って 	watashi dake negai o shitte 	Only I will know that wish
あなただけの愛を持って 	anata dake no ai o motte 	I will hold on only to your love
私だけ願いを知る 	watashi dake negai o shiru 	Only I know this wish
 	 	
二律背反、自我と欲望の 	niritsuhaihan, jiga to yokubou no mesu 	A scalpel built of my ego and desires form an antinomy with
体内を蝕った月面の 	tainai o kutta getsumen no esu 	my instincts, eclipsing my body like the moon
ほら葛藤、倫理観の愛は 	hora kattou, rinrikan no ai wa 	See, it’s causing conflict
アンビバレンスな私なの 	anbibarensu na atashi na no 	My ambivalent self is the embodiment of a love based on morals
望まないのも分かってるんだ 	nozomanai no mo wakatteru nda 	I already know that you don’t wish for this
胸に残ったのは感傷なんだ 	mune ni nokotta no wa kanshou nanda 	What’s left in my heart is merely sentimentality
赤く夜を照らすの 	akaku yoru o terasu no 	I illuminate the night scarlet
 	 	
悲しみに声を震わせて 	kanashimi ni koe o furuwasete 	That night I cried while
泣いた夜が薔薇になる 	naita yoru ga bara ni naru 	my voice trembled from sorrow turns into a rose
どうせ死ぬなら生きようと 	douse shinu nara ikiyou to 	If you’re going to die anyway,
願ってよ 	negatte yo 	you could have at least wished to live
 	 	
クラクラになるまで抑えた 	kurakura ni naru made osaeta 	My emotions that I tried to hold in until I nearly lost consciousness
感情散って薔薇になる 	kanjou chitte bara ni naru 	disperse and turn into a rose
欲望だらけの世界に撃ち込んでいいんだろ？ 	yokubou darake no sekai ni uchikonde ii ndaro?	“I’m allowed to devote myself to a world full of desires, aren’t I?”
あなただけの愛を持って 	anata dake no ai o motte 	I will hold on only to your love
私だけ願いを知って 	watashi dake negai o shitte 	Only I will know that wish
あなただけの愛を持って 	anata dake no ai o motte 	I will hold on only to your love
私だけ願いを知る 	watashi dake negai o shiru 	Only I know this wish
 	 	
lalala..泣いた夜が薔薇になる 	lalala.. naita yoru ga bara ni naru 	La la la… The night you cried turns into a rose
lalala..その花束を 	lalala.. sono hanataba o 	La la la… That bouquet…
lalala..感情散って薔薇になる 	lalala.. kanjou chitte bara ni naru 	La la la… Your emotions disperse and turn into a rose
lalala..その悲しみを 	lalala.. sono kanashimi o 	La la la… That sorrow…
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental
*Magenetra - Translation source
*Kotonoha Project wiki
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