Tulips (Tulpa)

Last year I attended a brainstorming session that they said would last six months. I found an ad in the local paper for people looking for Opinions to make money and it was the only ad I had that day so I called them.
I was told that I was sitting in a room with the censors on my head that read my brain activity and I thought of my dual identity while I was there... "Tulip." he called.
It looked good, and when they told me how much they were willing to pay, I said yes. I started the next day. They took me to an empty room, sat me on the bed, put some sense into my head and put a little boar on the table next to me. If I am concerned or concerned about my ghost, I should see my ghost as soon as possible or try to talk to it. "When I was in the room, I decided to keep it to myself."
The first few days were a problem. I have more control than I ever dreamed possible. I begin to focus on dreams about my partner for a few minutes. On the fourth day, he was able to walk for 6 hours. He said that he has done a good job.
The second week I had another room with wall speakers. They said that although there are problems, they still want to see the tulips continue. The music was disjointed, bad and loud, so the process was a bit difficult, but I managed anyway. The following week, they played more music and shouted voices that sounded like old modem calls. And just laugh - I'm a master at this.
After about a month I was tired. I started talking to my husband to make things better and we talked, played rack papier slasher, played the violin, danced and acted the way I wanted. I asked the researchers if my stupidity interfered with their work. But they encouraged me.
So we played, talked and had fun. It was a bit of a surprise. One day I told him about my first date and he corrected me. I told my boyfriend it was yellow and he said it was green. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that he was right. It scared me and I talked to the inspector all day after work. "You use the thought process to access your subconscious," he says. "You know you're wrong on some level and you don't know how to fix it."
It, as scary, suddenly became peaceful. I talk to my subconscious! Glow it up after the definition of a bet and averaging time, that I can question my Tulip and save the weather aaaaaaaaaamimus. I could quote entire pages of books I've read over the years, or saturated books I've searched for and poured into the valley of high school. amazing Redo Select.
Since then, the research institute has launched a double challenge. At first it wasn't a big deal, but now I'm used to imagining it's weird if I don't see it. So when I'm stressed, I imagine my weaknesses. Eventually I started doing it almost all the time. Glad to see him as an invisible friend. I miss it when I'm with friends or when I see my mom and we make love once too. I didn't have to speak to him out loud to carry on a conversation and no one was the wiser.
I know it sounds weird, but it's fun. Not only does it record everything I know and have forgotten, but sometimes it feels like it has more to do with me than I do. He understands body language so well that I didn't even realize I understood. For example, I thought my dates were bad, but he noted that he laughed a lot at my jokes and leaned into me when I talked, and many other subtle signs that I didn't know about. Rumor has it, let's say the day went well.
He was always by my side during the four months of research. The day after the change, the detective approached me and asked if I had seen him. I read it, ok. I politely asked Dobley if he knew what had happened, but he shrugged. I did so.
I was out of this world then. I have a problem with people. When I speak, I am tense and insecure. He didn't speak badly. No one knows why they act the way they do, some things are annoying and some are hilarious. They don't know what happened to them. But I managed, or at least I was able to ask and get an answer.
A friend brought me one night. He knocked on the door until I answered and I walked in, throwing up a storm and cursing. "I've been calling you all week and you haven't fucked dick!" he said "What's your fuck problem?"
I wanted to apologize to him and planned to go to a bar with him that night, but Tulip suddenly got mad. "Kill him," I said, not knowing what I was doing. I heard his nose break. He fell on the floor and came flying and we were going to fight in our apartment.
So I'm angrier than ever, and I feel no pity. I threw him down and kicked him hard in the ribs twice, and he ran away crying and packing.
The police came a few minutes later, but I told them he was provocative and didn't want to refuse, so they let him go with a warning. My trunk was always smiling. I cried all night because of our victory and laughed at how badly I beat my friend.
It wasn't until the next morning, staring at my black eye and torn lip in the mirror, that I remembered what kept me going. Dobley was angry, not me. I felt guilty, a little embarrassed, but he defied me to get into a heated argument with a concerned friend. He was there and surely knew what I meant. "You don't need him anymore. You don't need anyone else," he said and I felt my skin crawl.
I explained all this to the researchers who hired me, but they laughed. “You can't be afraid of what you think,” one of them told me. Dobley stood next to him, shook his head, then smiled at me.
I was waiting for her husband to go to the in the heart, but in the days when I was in the middle of the day, I was able to see my tulips and it looked like it was very strong. The face of the henna was long and menacing. Her eyes were full of tears, and sometimes I saw them as if they were hers. I know that I don't want to make a profit here and there. If he didn’t listen, I would leave him. I've been trying to get rid of it in my shoes, which is called the establishment, so I decided to make a change, so that I don't see it in my shoes. It took a few days, but slowly it took effect. I could get away with this for hours. But every kra when she came back, she looked worse. He had fair skin and sharp teeth. He smiled suspiciously, menacingly, and maliciously. The music I'd been listening to for months seemed to be everywhere. When I'm at home - I'm going to read it, and then I'm trying to focus on it, and there's a word that's bothering me.
However I went to the research center and spent six years there. of my wealth requirement It was grapes I do they don’t know the same that I don’t give my tulpake gibriy shurnim garden now. Ahan frunyah asamu on the curtain of my pal, for twenty-five months and a half, I was seized and held by two influential men, and then a man wearing a liotoricoat deposited a list of leather coats on my body.
I woke up shagrit in my bedroom, lying in a hawk, wavahh of music, me, doppelgänger and the honor cries. He doesn’t hate the old man. His voice was described His eyes were fixed on their gaze, and they phototroged like corpses. He was much taller than me, but curvy. There were nails wrapped around his arms It was an exercise. I tried to open him away, but I couldn't back the concurrency. He summed up and slapped the serum on my hand. I cut the laces as hard as I could, but I could walk in an instant.
"I think I'm filling you up with some good shit. How's your mind? Are you still foggy?" He leaned closer as he spoke and I sank deeper, my breath choked with rotting flesh, I tried to focus but couldn’t shake it off.
The next few weeks were terrible. Sometimes someone in a doctor’s coat comes and gives me an injection or turns me into a pill. They were tired and confused, sometimes causing hallucinations or confusion. My thought structure was still there, constantly challenging me. This satisfies, or perhaps causes, my confusion. That my mother is there, crying over me, then cuts my throat and makes me bleed. It was so real I could taste it.
The doctor never told me. Sometimes I beg, scream, swear, demand answers. He never told me. Maybe he was talking to Tulip, my personal favorite. I do not know. I was drugged and confused, maybe I was hallucinating, but I remembered that they were talking to someone. I found this to be true and became a mindset. He encouraged this attitude and made others laugh.
Another unexpected desire appeared: to be able to touch. Besides, they can hurt you. When she realized I was ignoring her, she screamed. Once he grabbed my body and squeezed me until I told him I loved him. Once his arms and legs were cut off. It still hurts – most days I admit I feel sorry and responsible. A few days.
One day, when he was telling me how he was going to kill everyone I loved, starting with my sister, he stopped. A look of love crossed his face and he reached out and touched his head. Like my mother when I had a fever. He paused for a moment, then smiled. "All thoughts are creative," he told me. Then he went outside.
Three hours later I was given an injection and passed out. I woke up involuntarily. I shivered at the door and found it open. I ran out of the empty room. I stumbled more than once but made it to the stairs to the back of the building. I fell down and cried like a baby. I knew I had to go on, but I just couldn't.
I finally got home - I don't know anymore. I closed the door, pushed the closet, and took a long shower and slept for a day and a half. No one came to me that night and no one the next day or the next day. It wasn't over yet. I was locked in this position for a week but it felt like a horn. I'm so separated from my old life that no one knows I'm gone.
Police found nothing. The research center was empty when it was scheduled. The paper takes a different route. I gave him a name, it was a nickname. My income is also not directly visible.
Survived as long as I could. I rarely leave the house and when I do I feel nervous. I cried a lot, couldn’t sleep and had terrible dreams. It’s over, I thought. save me I use the concentration these bastards taught me to be sure. Sometimes it works.
Not today. Three days ago I called my mom. What happened was terrible. Police said my sister was the last victim. The offender pushes the victim and attacks him.
The funeral was held this afternoon. I think the service was as good as a funeral can be. But I was a little confused. I was just listening to distant music. Disjointed, disjointed, sounds like thoughts and screams and modem calls. I can still hear it - very loud.
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