親愛なるあなたは火葬 (Shin'ai naru Anata wa Kasou)

==Lyrics==
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Lyrics =
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
吐いていて怪獣 嘔吐 out と 	haiteite kaijuu outo out to 	The monster throws up, vomiting it out.
汚い子には触れちゃいけませんよ 	kitanai ko ni wa furecha ikemasen yo 	Filthy children mustn’t touch it.
それくらい俺にも解ります 	sore kurai ore ni mo wakarimasu 	Even I knew that much.
お宅のおいたで眼が痛い 	otaku no oitade manako ga itai 	My eyes hurt from your family’s mischief.
夜は　怪獣になりたいだって 	yoru wa kaijuu ni naritai datte 	I wanted to be a monster at night
怪獣ならば殺せるからって 	kaijuu naraba koroseru kara tte 	‘cuz if I was a monster I could kill them.
壊獣にもなれないくせに 	kaijuu ni mo narenai kuse ni 	I couldn’t even turn into a monster
俺は夜歩いていた 	ore wa yoru aruite ita 	and yet I went walking at night.
 	 	
参上 相対 平行線 	sanjou soutai heikousen 	Come calling. Confrontation. Parallel lines.
狼男の晩餐会 	ookami otoko no bansankai 	This is the werewolf’s banquet.
本能 崩壊 精神性 	honnou houkai seishinsei 	Instincts. Collapse. Spirituality.
存亡価値なんて元から無い 	sonbou kachi nante moto kara nai 	Existence has no worth to begin with.
フラニーどうだい醜態で 	furanii dou dai shuutai de 	Franny, what do you think? Such a shameful sight.
クライマーなっても大丈夫 	kuraimaa natte mo daijoubu 	It’s fine to become a climber.
俺が居なくなってあげるよ 	ore ga inaku natte ageru yo 	For you, I’ll disappear
この場から 	kono ba kara 	from this place.
 	 	
信仰対象は誰だっけ？ 	shinkou taishou wa dare dakke? 	Who is the target of their faith?
俺は怪獣だよ　知っておいて 	ore wa kaijuu da yo shitte oite 	I’m a monster. Remember that.
唸っても唸っても聴こえない 	unatte mo unatte mo kikoenai 	I howl and howl, but you can’t hear me.
そうか聴こえないなら仕方がないな 	souka kikoenai nara shikata ga nai na 	Really? If you can’t hear me, there’s nothing I can do about that.
君は嘘が得意なようで 	kimi wa uso ga tokui na you de 	You seem like a good liar
俺をその気にさせるのも楽勝で 	ore o sono ki ni saseru no mo rakushou de 	and you’re good at turning me on.
いつの間にか同じ所でねんねして 	itsu no ma ni ka onaji tokoro de nenne shite 	Before we knew it, it was nighty-night in the same bed.
フラニーは俺の子を孕んだそうだ 	furanii wa ore no ko o haranda sou da 	It seems like Franny was pregnant with my child.
 	 	
吐いていたフラニー 	haiteita furanii 	Franny was throwing up, vomiting it out.
嘔吐 out と産まれる子には神の慈悲をと 	outo out to umareru ko ni wa kami no jihi o to 	All I was wishing was for God’s benevolence
それだけ俺は願うだけ 	soredake ore wa negau dake 	for the child that would be born.
ゾイは一体この場で何をしたんだ？ 	zoi wa ittai kono ba de nani o shitan da? 	What on earth did Zoy do here?
裂傷 残響 体液を 	resshou zankyou taieki o 	Lacerations. Echoes. Bodily fluids.
羊水 損壊 歪な子　こ？ 	yousui sonkai ibitsu na ko ko? 	Amniotic fluid. Damage. A twisted child. A child?
怪獣になれそうなんだ 	kaijuu ni nare sou nan da 	It seemed like they were gonna become a monster.
ねえ　壊獣になれそうなんだ 	nee kaijuu ni nare sou nan da 	See, they looked like they’d become a destructive monster.
 	 	
俺には無理だと本当にはもう理解してたろ？ 	ore ni wa muri da to hontou ni wa mou rikai shitetaro?	You already realised that it was impossible for me, right?
それでも君がさ「居てくれ」と言うと 	soredemo kimi ga sa "itekure" to iu to 	And yet you told me to be by your side.
俺はさ 歩みを止めていたんだよ 	ore wa sa ayumi o tomete itan da yo 	You know, I’d stopped walking.
愚かだ　殺せよ 	orokada korose yo 	What an idiot. Kill me!
静かに死にゆく動騒眺めて 	shizuka ni shiniyuku dousou nagamete 	You silently die, and I watch you flounder.
俺だけ憂いに浸りに逝かせて 	ore dake urei ni hitari ni ikasete 	Let me be the only one to die, lost in melancholy.
君がさ 愛した正しい家族を 	kimi ga sa aishita tadashii kazoku o 	I want you to burn the proper family you loved
俺のさ 眼に焼き付けて欲しい 	ore no sa me ni yakitsukete hoshii 	right into my eyes.
 	 	
卵巣は? 精巣は? 	ransou wa? seisou wa? 	Ovaries? Testicles?
肝臓は? 肺胞は? 	kanzou wa? haihou wa ? 	Liver? Lungs?
精神は? 本能は? 	seishin wa? honnou wa? 	Mind? Instinct?
信仰は? 病んだな 	shinkou wa? yanda na 	Faith? They’re all ill.
乱性だ　崩性だ 	ransei da kuzuresei da 	Riotous. Destructive.
壊性だ　凶性だ 	kaishou da kyousei da 	Hostile. Wicked.
本性だ　本性だ 	honshou da honshou da 	It’s their true nature, true nature,
本性だ　知ってる 	honshou da shitteru 	true nature. I know.
 	 	
惨状　包帯　平行線 	sanjou houtai heikousen 	A gruesome sight. Bandages. Parallel lines.
狼男の晩餐会 	ookami otoko no bansankai 	This is the werewolf’s banquet.
本能　崩壊　精神性 	honnou houkai seishinsei 	Instincts. Caving in. Spirituality.
存命価値なんて元から亡い 	zonmei kachi nante moto kara nai 	Life has no value to begin with.
フラニーどうだい醜態で 	furanii dou dai shuutai de 	Franny, what do you think? Such a shameful sight.
フライヤーになっても大丈夫? 	furaiyaa ni natte mo daijoubu? 	Is it okay to become a flier?
俺も居なくなってあげる 	ore mo inaku natte ageru 	For you, I’ll die as well
今ここで 	ima koko de 	right here, right now.
 	 	
信仰対象は誰だっけ 	shinkou taishou wa dare dakke 	Who’s the target of their faith?
俺は壊獣だね知ってたんだ 	ore wa kaijuu da ne shittetan da 	I’m a monster. I knew it all along.
唸っても唸っても聴こえない 	unatte mo unatte mo kikoenai 	I howl and howl, but you can’t hear me.
そうか　本当に聴こえないんだ 	sou ka hontou ni kikoenain da 	Really? You actually can’t hear me.
生涯孤独の壊獣に 	shougai kodoku no kaijuu ni 	I’m a destructive monster, alone for life,
夢を見させてくれた君は 	yume o misasete kureta kimi wa 	and you showed me a dream.
愛だか恋だかカタコンベ 	ai da ka koi da ka katakonbe 	In a catacomb of love or romance
俺の青春など懲戒だった 	ore no seishun nado choukai datta 	my youth was disciplined.
 	 	
天にも地にも召されずに 	ten ni mo chi ni mo mesarezu ni 	Without ascending to heaven or earth,
花はフラニーの墓に咲いて 	hana wa furanii no haka ni saite 	the flowers bloom at Franny’s grave.
笑ってる笑ってる訳もなく 	waratteru waratteru wake mo naku 	I’m laughing, laughing, without a reason.
俺は信仰者に産まれ変わった 	ore wa shinkousha ni umare kawatta 	I was reborn as a believer.
愛した殺したそれだけだ 	aishita koroshita sore dake da 	I loved and I killed, and that’s all there is to it.
それが　首を括る所以なんて 	sore ga kubi o kukuru yuen nante 	To think, that’s why I hung myself.
唸っても唸っても君だけは 	unatte mo unatte mo kimi dake wa 	I howled and howled, yet you
俺を大好きだと言ってくれた 	ore o daisuki da to itte kureta 	were the only one who said you loved me.
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Official Translation = 
Japanese 	Romaji 	
吐いていて怪獣 嘔吐 out と 	haiteite kaijuu outo out to 	Puking monstrosity barf out
汚い子には触れちゃいけませんよ 	kitanai ko ni wa furecha ikemasen yo 	Don't touch the dirty child
それくらい俺にも解ります 	sore kurai ore ni mo wakarimasu 	I know that much
お宅のおいたで眼が痛い 	otaku no oitade manako ga itai 	My eye hurts because of your naughtiness
夜は　怪獣になりたいだって 	yoru wa kaijuu ni naritai datte 	Wanna be a monster at night
怪獣ならば殺せるからって 	kaijuu naraba koroseru kara tte 	A monster can kill
壊獣にもなれないくせに 	kaijuu ni mo narenai kuse ni 	Though I couldn't even be a abomination
俺は夜歩いていた 	ore wa yoru aruite ita 	I was walking at night
 	 	
参上 相対 平行線 	sanjou soutai heikousen 	I'm here face to face but not getting anywhere
狼男の晩餐会 	ookami otoko no bansankai 	The dinner party of the werewolves
本能 崩壊 精神性 	honnou houkai seishinsei 	Instinct collapse spirituality
存亡価値なんて元から無い 	sonbou kachi nante moto kara nai 	There's no meaning in existence from the start
フラニーどうだい醜態で 	furanii dou dai shuutai de 	Hey Franny how's this shameful view
クライマーなっても大丈夫 	kuraimaa natte mo daijoubu 	You can cry if you want
俺が居なくなってあげるよ 	ore ga inaku natte ageru yo 	I will go away
この場から 	kono ba kara 	Away from here
 	 	
信仰対象は誰だっけ？ 	shinkou taishou wa dare dakke? 	Who was I worshiping
俺は怪獣だよ　知っておいて 	ore wa kaijuu da yo shitte oite 	I'm a monster keep that in your mind
唸っても唸っても聴こえない 	unatte mo unatte mo kikoenai 	Grunt and growl but I can't hear
そうか聴こえないなら仕方がないな 	souka kikoenai nara shikata ga nai na 	If I can't hear it then It can't be helped
君は嘘が得意なようで 	kimi wa uso ga tokui na you de 	You seem to be good at lying
俺をその気にさせるのも楽勝で 	ore o sono ki ni saseru no mo rakushou de 	You seem to be good at luring me in
いつの間にか同じ所でねんねして 	itsu no ma ni ka onaji tokoro de nenne shite 	Before I knew it we were sharing bed
フラニーは俺の子を孕んだそうだ 	furanii wa ore no ko o haranda sou da 	It seems like Franny carries my child
 	 	
吐いていたフラニー 	haiteita furanii 	Puking Franny cough out
嘔吐 out と産まれる子には神の慈悲をと 	outo out to umareru ko ni wa kami no jihi o to 	Bless the child that will soon be born
それだけ俺は願うだけ 	soredake ore wa negau dake 	Just like that I just pray
ゾイは一体この場で何をしたんだ？ 	zoi wa ittai kono ba de nani o shitan da? 	What did Zoy do at this place?
裂傷 残響 体液を 	resshou zankyou taieki o 	Scar echo body fluid
羊水 損壊 歪な子　こ？ 	yousui sonkai ibitsu na ko ko? 	Amniotic fluid damaged deformed child?
怪獣になれそうなんだ 	kaijuu ni nare sou nan da 	I think I can become a monstrosity
ねえ　壊獣になれそうなんだ 	nee kaijuu ni nare sou nan da 	I think I become a abomination
 	 	
俺には無理だと本当にはもう理解してたろ？ 	ore ni wa muri da to hontou ni wa mou rikai shitetaro?	You knew that I can't do it
それでも君がさ「居てくれ」と言うと 	soredemo kimi ga sa "itekure" to iu to 	But even though you told me to stay
俺はさ 歩みを止めていたんだよ 	ore wa sa ayumi o tomete itan da yo 	So I've been sticking around
愚かだ　殺せよ 	orokada korose yo 	What a fool kill me
静かに死にゆく動騒眺めて 	shizuka ni shiniyuku dousou nagamete 	Gaze at the dying bustle
俺だけ憂いに浸りに逝かせて 	ore dake urei ni hitari ni ikasete 	Let me go and drown in sorrow
君がさ 愛した正しい家族を 	kimi ga sa aishita tadashii kazoku o 	The honest family you loved
俺のさ 眼に焼き付けて欲しい 	ore no sa me ni yakitsukete hoshii 	Burn it into my eyes
 	 	
卵巣は? 精巣は? 	ransou wa? seisou wa? 	The ovary? The testis?
肝臓は? 肺胞は? 	kanzou wa? haihou wa ? 	The liver? The alveoli?
精神は? 本能は? 	seishin wa? honnou wa? 	The soul? The instinct?
信仰は? 病んだな 	shinkou wa? yanda na 	The creed? Sickened
乱性だ　崩性だ 	ransei da kuzuresei da 	Disturbance Collapseness
壊性だ　凶性だ 	kaishou da kyousei da 	Brokenness Craziness
本性だ　本性だ 	honshou da honshou da 	The instinct The instinct
本性だ　知ってる 	honshou da shitteru 	The instinct I know
 	 	
惨状　包帯　平行線 	sanjou houtai heikousen 	Disaster bandaged parallel lines
狼男の晩餐会 	ookami otoko no bansankai 	The dinner party of the werewolves
本能　崩壊　精神性 	honnou houkai seishinsei 	Instinct collapse spirituality
存命価値なんて元から亡い 	zonmei kachi nante moto kara nai 	There's no meaning in existence from the start
フラニーどうだい醜態で 	furanii dou dai shuutai de 	Hey Franny how's this shameful view?
フライヤーになっても大丈夫? 	furaiyaa ni natte mo daijoubu? 	Is it okay if I fly and get fried?
俺も居なくなってあげる 	ore mo inaku natte ageru 	I will go away
今ここで 	ima koko de 	Right now right here
 	 	
信仰対象は誰だっけ 	shinkou taishou wa dare dakke 	Who was I worshiping
俺は壊獣だね知ってたんだ 	ore wa kaijuu da ne shittetan da 	I'm a monster I knew it
唸っても唸っても聴こえない 	unatte mo unatte mo kikoenai 	Grunt and growl but I can't hear
そうか　本当に聴こえないんだ 	sou ka hontou ni kikoenain da 	I can't hear it I really can't
生涯孤独の壊獣に 	shougai kodoku no kaijuu ni 	You gave sweet dreams to this
夢を見させてくれた君は 	yume o misasete kureta kimi wa 	lifelong lonely monster
愛だか恋だかカタコンベ 	ai da ka koi da ka katakonbe 	Is it love is it tenderness catacombs
俺の青春など懲戒だった 	ore no seishun nado choukai datta 	My youth was just a punishment
 	 	
天にも地にも召されずに 	ten ni mo chi ni mo mesarezu ni 	Not ascend to sky nor return to soil
花はフラニーの墓に咲いて 	hana wa furanii no haka ni saite 	The flower blooms by Franny's grave
笑ってる笑ってる訳もなく 	waratteru waratteru wake mo naku 	No way she's smiling
俺は信仰者に産まれ変わった 	ore wa shinkousha ni umare kawatta 	I have been reborn to a believer
愛した殺したそれだけだ 	aishita koroshita sore dake da 	Just loved just killed
それが　首を括る所以なんて 	sore ga kubi o kukuru yuen nante 	That is the reason to hang oneself
唸っても唸っても君だけは 	unatte mo unatte mo kimi dake wa 	Grunt and growl but
俺を大好きだと言ってくれた 	ore o daisuki da to itte kureta 	Only you said that you love me!
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==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*カルマーダルマ (KARMA(a)DARMA) (album)
==External Links==
*piapro - Off Vocal
*piapro - Off Vocal (key -5)
*piapro - Lyrics
*Kakuyomu - Lyrics
*Kakuyomu - Official Translation (by NOMIFUKI)
*TuneCore - Streaming
===Unofficial===
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*Releska - Translation source
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