Call of the Void (L'appel du vide)

==Background==
"Call of the Void (L'appel du vide)" is a song featuring YOHIOloid by Zion XYZ. It was originally made as a vent song, though the author states that the song portrays mental illness poorly.
==Lyrics==
You know it hurts, and maybe;
Today will be the day I'll live.
You know it's true, oh maybe;
Today is my story ends.
You see I am a pleaser at heart.
What a pushover I am,
Can you believe I've done to you?
So tell me this, am I worth it?
Or am I just another pawn?
Of i were to pull the trigger,
Would everything turn out alright?
Or would everything just be the same?
Cause i dunno who i am anymore.
Why would i do that? It's calling me...
So everything in this world has fallen apart 
There's only one way out 
Do you think that there's a point listening 
So please tell me this once again 
everything in this world has fallen apart 
There's only one way out 
Do you think that there's a point listening 
So please tell me why i'm still alive
So if i were to jump 
Would you still cry? 
Cause I still dunno,
Why i even try 
Everything is gone 
You left me and I 
think it's okay to 
leave me to die 
You see i am bro-ken at heart 
What a dumb ass that I can be 
You'll see one day i'll be gone
Forever a turn for worst 
or am i just a pity party
Life is becoming just a chore
Turn the wheel and let me crash
Oh these words whispered in my ear
Why, oh why does the voice call me out of everyone?
(why would I do that it's sickening)
So everything in this world has fallen apart 
There's only one way out 
Do you think that there's a point listening 
So please tell me this once again 
everything in this world has fallen apart 
There's only one way out 
Do you think that there's a point listening 
So please tell me why i'm still alive
And if I were to jump
Would I still die?
Cause I still dunno
Why I am alive
I will drown my fears
and myself so I
know It's okay to
jump from this height
Now as I am falling to the ground
I'm starting to feel regret again
Why do I hurt everyone I know?
I'm sickening, oh so sickening
And now as I am falling to the ground
I'm starting to feel regret again
Why do I hurt everyone I know?
I'm sickening, I shouldn't be alive
If I were to hit the ground would I be alright?
I'm so sorry for everything that I have done
I really don't know why these thoughts cloud my mind
Grab a knife, say goodbye, I'm truly sorry
So if i were to jump 
Would you still cry? 
Cause I still dunno,
Why i even try 
Everything is gone 
You left me and I 
think it's okay to 
say goodbye :)
As the tears flood my eyes
My vision is blind
Scarred arms show you that
Nothing's truly fine
I don't deserve a beating heart
And now time to say goodbye
Please forgive everything I've done...
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Category:Original songs
Category:English songs
Category:Songs featuring YOHIOloid