⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ☽ jay

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== JAY ==
image: jay as a hatchling (original colour palette, not current)
OVERVIEW
Creator
Jay
Attribute
intellingent - creative - introverted
Songs
lovely (billie eilish) - can you hear me (munn)
Pronouns
she/her
Orientation
bisexual
MBTI type
infp-t
Occupation
author
Tribe
tribeless (biologic - skywing / icewing)
Residence
misty island
Allies
wit - candle - little - carnation - astilbe - acra
Enemies
ebony - narcissia - petunia
Likes
writing - art - rainy days - her cat, foggy
Dislikes
sunshine - bright lights - crowds - closets
Powers
frostbreath - fast flying - cold resistance
Weapons
incredibly cold scales - silver spear - anibrush
Love Interests
candle
Quote
"you want to see a horribe friend? look in the mirror."
RELATIONS
wit ~ wit has been jay's best friend starting from when they were two (dragon years). she helped jay through a lot of the struggles ebony caused her and they're still in touch.
candle ~ candle and jay knew each other since they were young, and now live together as mates. they're the only inhabitants of misty island, meaning they see a lot of each other.
ebony ~ ebony was once jay's best friend, until she started gaslighting and projecting her insecurities onto jay, as well as claiming jay's work for her own. their friendship took an abusive turn with ebony making fun of jay's ocd and ended when jay finally decided she needed to get out for her own mental health's sake.
narcissia ~ another former friend of jay's before she thought herself too important to hang out with jay anymore.
petunia ~ a stuck up, snobby rainwing/mudwing who was constantly told jay how much prettier and more likeable she was. jay hated her and was outwardly unfriendly.
carnation and astilbe ~ carnation and astilbe are candle's best friends, and therefore know jay well. as dragonets, jay, candle, carnation and astilbe would go flying together often.
acra ~ acrobat or acra was jay's imaginary friend when she was a dragonet, and later featured in jay's first novel, runaways, as one of the main characters (red, lolli, sooth, fury and acra). when jay found the anibrush, she accidentally brought acra and the other main characters of runaways to life, and acra now has her own life- but she'll always be there for jay when she's in trouble.
neptune ~ friends. they met when jay was journeying to misty island and had to stop at jade mountain to rest. 
soultide ~ friends. they met when jay was journeying to misty island and had to stop at jade mountain to rest.
cielo ~ neutral leaning positive. they met at the plant stall of a market and bonded over their shared fascination for horticulture, but jay finds him a bit dull at times.
LYRICS
Hidden Scars
I've walked these halls with a heavy heart,
Tears in my eyes, falling apart.
She never felt my agony, so I ran,
Trying to escape the hands that push and pan.
They never saw my pain, hidden deep inside,
Terrified, bullied, angry - I couldn't hide.
From depressed to stressed, and now fearful,
My journey through emotions, oh so tearful.
Words like arrows, cutting me deep,
Silent screams making it hard to sleep.
Hearts filled with malice, eyes full of hate,
I prayed for a savior, but it was too late.
They never saw my pain, hidden deep inside,
Terrified, bullied, angry - I couldn't hide.
From depressed to stressed, and now fearful,
My journey through emotions, oh so tearful.
I stand here now, scars etched in my soul,
Stronger than before, I've paid the toll.
No longer a victim, I've found my voice,
Rising above the darkness, I rejoice. 
They never saw my pain, hidden deep inside,
Terrified, bullied, angry - I couldn't hide.
From depressed to stressed, and now fearful,
My journey through emotions, oh so tearful.
I am a survivor, my story untold,
The strength within me, now bold.
No more hiding, no more shame,
Whispers of the past, but I reclaim.
PHYSICAL (APPEARANCE & HEALTH & ABILITIES)
Appearance
Original Palette
jay has a tall, slim form, with massive feathered wings. her scales and feathers were sky blue. she has a black streak down her back lined with silver. she has black patches on her thighs and forearms, lined in silver. she has two black stripes at the top of each wing, with silver lines going out and cutting off sharply midway down her wing. she has massive feathers behind her blue ones, that are black with silver tips. she has silver feathers along her back and sharp black horns. she has large, sensetive ears, adorned by little silver earrings. tied around each of her talons is a cyan strip of lace with a little silver oval at the tip. tied under one of her wings is a cluster of silver pouches. she has round, bright cyan eyes. 
Current Palette
however, over time the rocky, cold environment rubbed away at the pigmenting on her scales. she now has silver scales. her old markings remain, but they're now a shade of mid-grey. her feathers are pure white. her eyes are sage green.
Nighttime Palette
at night, jay's scales shift colour. her markings vanish, and her entire body becomes navy-indigo. her eyes turn bright white with no pupils, and she gets little white specks all over her scales like stars.
Health
jay is strong and healthy, but she gets sick quite often. she has a raspy voice that gives the implication that she's always ill, but her voice is just naturally raspy. she had snapbite plague as a dragonet and lived through the snapbite pandemic, never really recovering from the horrors of that time, that few dragons survived. 
Abilites
* frostbreath
jay has the ability of frostbreath, from her icewing heritage.
* flight speed
jay has the speed of an incredibly fast skywing.
* cold resistance
jay can survive temperatures down to -30 degrees farenheit.
* anibrush
jay possesses the anibrush, an animus-touched paintbrush. anything painted with it will come to life. while this isn't a physical ability of hers, the anibrush was enchanted for her alone and therefore she is the only one who can use it, making it unique to her.
MENTAL (PERSONALITY, HEALTH, STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES)
Personality
jay has a snarky, clever attitude. she can be somewhat narcissistic at times (but rarely). she's thoughtful and intutive, but very introverted. she's sensetive and really takes everything personally. she has a self-deprecating sense of humour and a reputation for her brutal honestly. despite being kind and polite, she's introverted and dislikes socializing. she has a murderous side that shows in her dark humour, which comes out of nowhere. 
Health
when it comes to mental health, jay has her struggles. she suffers from ocd and intrusive thoughts that give her a heavy belief that if she sleeps, she'll never wake up (she'll die in her sleep). she wakes up at "ungodly hours, how the hell do you live like that" (candle's words, not mine), and therefore can end up exhausted and lifeless on some days. 
Strengths 
jay's mental strengths include theatrics, writing, art, reading / reading comprehension, and pretty much anything else regarding creativity. she's intuitive and good at reading situations and reacting accordingly. she's good at looking at things and noticing what they could be, not what they are, despite being a pessimist. 
Weaknesses 
a true arithmaphobe. also failed out of science. gets very sensetive at any mention of morality. she can come across as a bit narcissistic- not a positive for her social standings. she's insecure and sensetive, so if you tell / imply to her (even jokingly) that she's not good enough, she can get very upset. she holds grudges a very long time. jay is often zoned out and so if you tell her to do something, you'll likely have to repeat yourself a few times. 
RESIDENCE image credits: BestHQWallpapers on pintrest 
jay resides on misty island. hence the name, misty island is a small island shrouded in fog. the landscape is made up of pine forest (everdark forest) with one tall, snowcapped mountain (glacierpeak mountain). jay resides in a cave in glacierpeak mountain, with everdark forest as a hunting / foraging place and rocky beach when she just wants to take in the view. misty island is a sort of halfway point between phyrria and pantala. jay and candle are the only residents, and while they accept travelers just stopping through to rest, they make it clear that this space is theirs and would not allow anyone else to live there permanently. 
their cave itself is a system of three caves interconnected by stone passages. two of the three rooms have "balconies" (rock ledges jutting out into the open air). the fully-closed room is a dining space. the rooms with balconies are jay's room and the study. the balcony of the study can also be used for just sitting and enjoying the island, or meals if you don't feel like using the dining space. jay often has her breakfast on that balcony. candle resides in a cave lower on the mountain, with a similar layout to jay's. candle enjoys traveling, frequently coming and going from misty island, whereas jay prefers to stay on misty island unless she absolutely has to attend to something off the island. 
LISTS 
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|-|(Likes)=
scrolls/books
writing 
storytelling
doodling
playing piano for herself
acting
theatre
cats
running
flying
rain
fog
swimming
being alone
playing with her cat, foggy
|-|(Dislikes)=
dogs
other dragons
social interactions
numbers
math
science
playing piano for others
being told what to do
sunshine
loud noises
bright lights
crowds
dancing (she once had to dance with carnation in front of her entire class, when she was a dragonet. never looked at dancing the same way again.)
|-|(Strengths)=
writing
acting
drawing
reading
reading comprehension
running
flying
real-world problem solving
listening to music
singing
cold weather
|-|(Weaknesses)=
athletic stamina
cowardance
disloyalty
dishonesty
temper
reclusiveness
unfriendliness
reluctance to collaborate
hot weather
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PALETTE VISIUAL (CURRENT PALETTES ONLY)
NIGHTTIME PALETTE
CURRENT DAYTIME PALETTE
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