怨憎会苦 (Onzouku)

== Lyrics ==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
滲みる忌の聲 	shimiru imi no koe 	For the voice of a taboo felt keenly
塞いだ耳孔の情緒は 	fusaida jikou no joucho wa 	And the emotion of plugged-up earholes,
忌まわしい光が 	imawashii hikari ga 	The abominable light
陽と侘る。 	hi to hokoru. 	Pines with the sun.
貴方が生きている内には 	anata ga ikite iru uchi ni wa 	Thanks to my anxiety, I cannot even sleep
鬼胎で夜も眠れません。 	kitai de yoru mo nemuremasen. 	At night while you’re still living.
視つけたい 	mitsuketai 	I want to sniff out
途轍もない絡繰を 	totetsu mo nai karakuri o 	That preposterous trick.
 	 	
貴方が初めての人でした。 	anata ga hajimete no hito deshita.	I had my first time with you.
何處へ行かうとも思ひ出す 	doko e ikou tomo omoidasu 	No matter where I go, I’ll remember you.
癡れ者 	shiremono 	Ah, what
あゝ何てこと。 	aa nante koto. 	A fool I am.
許されず今も何處かで嘲笑う 	yurusarezu ima mo dokoka de warau 	Unforgiven, you’re sneering somewhere
治ることの無い耳鳴りで 	naoru koto no nai miminari de 	In my tinnitus that won’t heal.
悲縛り 	kanashibari 	My sorrow binds me to you.
息できず溺れゆく。 	iki dekizu obore yuku. 	Unable to breathe, I go on drowning.
 	 	
騙された愛も夢も 	damasareta ai mo yume mo 	My deceived love, and dreams,
くだらない理由も 	kudaranai wake mo 	As well as my nonsensical reasons...
貴方の影ゆらゆら 	anata no kage yurayura 	Your shadow is swaying.
豫知した世界は 	yochi shita sekai wa 	The world I had comfortably foreseen
裏腹に歩む。 	urahara ni ayumu. 	Is heading in reverse.
此れからは貳度と聲を 	kore kara wa nidoto koe o 	From here on out, so as to never hear your voice again,
作り事を致さない様に 	tsukurigoto o itasanai you ni 	And so you won’t lead me astray with fabrications,
未だ生きている貴方の事 	mada ikite iru anata no koto 	I guess I’ll resent you
怨むだらう。 	uramu darou. 	For remaining alive.
 	 	
齧れた手に纏わりつく 	kabureta te ni matowaritsuku 	Your excited breaths,
痺れる吐息が 	shibireru toiki ga 	Coiling around my gnawed-on hands,
繰り返す傷みで零れそう。 	kurikaesu itami de koboresou. 	Might escape because of this pain that repeats and repeats.
體から心迄犯され 	karada kara kokoro made okasare 	Being violated from my carcass to my core,
盲目になる夢を見ては 	moumoku ni naru yume o mite wa 	I go blind. Whenever I dream,
思ひ出す 	omoidasu 	I remember,
思ひ出す 	omoidasu 	I remember,
狂おしい。 	kuruoshii. 	And it's maddening.
 	 	
騙された愛も夢も 	damasareta ai mo yume mo 	My deceived love, and dreams,
くだらない理由も 	kudaranai wake mo 	As well as my nonsensical reasons...
貴方の影ゆらゆら 	anata no kage yurayura 	Your shadow is swaying.
豫知した世界は 	yochi shita sekai wa 	The world I had comfortably foreseen
裏腹に歩む。 	urahara ni ayumu. 	Is heading in reverse.
此れからは貳度と聲を 	kore kara wa nidoto koe o 	From here on out, so as to never hear your voice again,
作り事を致さない様に 	tsukurigoto o itasanai you ni 	And so you won’t lead me astray with fabrications,
未だ生きている貴方の事 	mada ikite iru anata no koto 	I guess I’ll resent you
怨むだらう。 	uramu darou. 	For remaining alive.
 	 	
(喪われた私) 	(ushinawareta watashi) 	(I am lost.)
 	 	
誤魔化された其の破片 	gomakasareta sono hahen 	Those manipulated fragments
宙に雲隠れ 	chuu ni kumogakure 	Vanish into thin air.
人は波にゆらゆら 	hito wa nami ni yurayura 	People are swayed by the waves.
直ぐに黄泉還り 	sugu ni yomigaeri 	You’ll return straightaway from the underworld,
腸を舐める。 	harawata o nameru. 	But for now, I’ll lick the intestines.
穢れた手に花を添へ 	yogoreta te ni hana o soe 	Shall I add a touch of color to these stained hands,
口を口で塞いでみやうか 	kuchi o kuchi de fusaide miyou ka 	And try plugging up your mouth with my own?
震え濁る目と目 	furue nigoru me to me 	As I lock eyes with your dull and trembling gaze,
貴方は知らない儘 	anata wa shiranai mama 	You still aren’t aware.
== External Links ==
*Nicocommons - Off vocal
*Nicocommons - Off vocal (2mix)
===Unofficial===
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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