These Hard Feelings

Madness is an emotion
That for me is confusion
I don't want to have any reaction
I think crying is my addiction.
Loneliness will always be my friend
That no one can ever defend
And even happiness will never send
Nobody wants to give a tend.
Forgiveness will always be trash away
Because I will never be okay
And this madness will always stay
Hatred will always remember it day by day.
Forgetting can't be done without forgiving
I dont want to see a lighting
Because I'm already tired of crying
But I just decided to keep on fighting.
PS: this poem was written 3 years ago.. :)
Category:Poetry