Lonely

They say you should
Go out and have fun
They say to be away 
From the internet life
But is it me? 
Or does everyone think
That there are better 
People online? 
It's just the opposite
As everything is fake
In the real life
But the life beyond it
The life in your phone
You get to be anyone
You wish to be
Won't you choose what I did? 
Won't you be what you want to be? 
Or will you just continue pretending? 
This is a big issue
I want it to be resolved
As soon as possible
Or I won't be alive
Will you be with me forever? 
Or will you leave me alone too? 
Just like everyone has? 
I feel lonely
But I don't know 
How to express it
So here I am 
Stuck in the middle
No where to go
No way I can see
No place I can call my own
No one I can call a friend
This is a big world
I am surrounded by many
But I have never felt lonlier
I am not able to find a door
Just surrounded by darkness
Which is threatening to eat me up
I have no one left
Not anymore to
Help me come out
Of this darkness
-Prarthana Modi
Category:Poems