解毒剤 (Gedokuzai)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
痺れてゆくんだ つまらない 	shibirete yuku nda tsumaranai 	I’ve gone numb to them all, everything’s so boring
何を噛んだって味がしない 	nani o kandatte aji ga shinai 	There’s no flavor I could taste in whatever I chewed
君が望んだ合言葉を 言ってしまったら御終い 	kimi ga nozonda aikotoba o itte shimattara oshimai 	If I say that buzzword you wanted me to say, then the end will come
 	 	
薬も温もりも効かない 	kusuri mo nukumori mo kikanai 	Both medicine and warmness don’t affect me
もういっそ止めてしまいたい 	mou isso yamete shimaitai 	I wish I could stop and be done with it
延命拒否なんてできるはずない 	enmei kyouhi nante dekiru hazu nai 	There’s no way I can refuse to prolong my life
緩やかに朽ちたいわ 	yuruyaka ni kuchitai wa 	since I want to rot ever so slowly
 	 	
惰性で続いていく末路 	dasei de tsuzuite iku matsuro 	My last days press onward out of habit,
この孤独を猛毒に変えて 	kono kodoku o moudoku ni kaete 	turning this loneliness of mine into a deadly poison
 	 	
いっそ最悪な愛情のまま終わらせたい 	isso saiaku na aijou no mama owarasetai 	I'd rather let myself end while this love is still horrid
致死量の嫉妬を投与したい 	chishiryou no shitto o touyo shitai 	I want to inject myself with a lethal dose of jealousy
ねぇ幸せだって嘆いた ねぇ嘘つきだって嗤った 	nee shiawase da tte nageita nee usotsuki da tte waratta	Hey, I lamented how happy I was. Hey, I sneered at myself for being a liar
嬉し憂し 耳鳴り止まない 	ureshi ureshi miminari yamanai 	Both joys and sorrows won’t stop ringing in my ears
何度目の正直だって許さない 	nandome no shoujiki datte yurusanai 	No matter how many time's the charm it is, I won't allow itthis line refers to the saying 三度目の正直, which means "third time's the charm".
泣いて縋ったって差し伸べない 	naite sugattatte sashinobenai 	I cried and clung to you, but you don't reach out to me at all
妄想に取り憑かれている 	mousou ni toritsukarete iru 	Being obsessed with my delusions,
救いも解毒剤もないわ 	sukui mo gedokuzai mo nai wa 	there’s no salvation or antidote for me
 	 	
痺れてゆくんだ いつからか 	shibirete yuku nda itsu kara ka 	I’ve gone numb to everything, since when, I wonder?
君を食んだって味がしない 	kimi o handatte aji ga shinai 	There’s no flavor I could taste when I ate you
惨めだって憐れんで頂戴 	mijime da tte awarende choudai 	Take pity on me since I was so miserable
醜いって蔑んで 	minikui tte sagesunde 	Despise me for being unsightly
 	 	
本音をバラバラにしたら 	honne o barabara ni shitara 	Once I tear my true feelings apart to pieces,
この孤独を猛毒に変えて 	kono kodoku o moudoku ni kaete 	this loneliness of mine turns into a deadly poison
 	 	
いっそ最低な言葉吐き出して壊したい 	isso saitei na kotoba hakidashite kowashitai 	I'd rather spit up these awful words and destroy it
憐れんだって少しずつ蝕んで 	awarendatte sukoshizutsu mushibande 	The pity I received is gnawing at me little by little
絶望したまま響いた 切望したまま消えた 	zetsubou shita mama hibiita setsubou shita mama kieta 	It echoed as I was still in despair. It disappeared as I was still coveting it
探しまわって傷だらけの指 	sagashimawatte kizudarake no yubi 	My fingers are covered in wounds as I search high and low for it
散々だった関係なんて壊したい 	sanzan datta kankei nante kowashitai 	I want to destroy this messy relationship
幻想だって縋ったって許されたい 	gensou datte sugattatte yurusaretai 	I want you to forgive me for clinging to those illusions
妄想に取り憑かれている 	mousou ni toritsukarete iru 	Being obsessed with my delusions,
救いも解毒剤もないわ 	sukui mo gedokuzai mo nai wa 	there’s no salvation or antidote for me
 	 	
まだ残ってるなら往かないで ね 	mada nokotteru nara ikanaide ne 	If you’re still here, then don’t leave me be, ‘kay?
 	 	
いっそ最悪な愛情のまま終わらせたい 	isso saiaku na aijou no mama owarasetai 	I'd rather let myself end while this love is still horrid
致死量の嫉妬を投与したい 	chishiryou no shitto o touyo shitai 	I want to inject myself with a lethal dose of jealousy
ねぇ幸せだって嘆いた ねぇ嘘つきだって嗤った 	nee shiawase da tte nageita nee usotsuki da tte waratta	Hey, I lamented how happy I was. Hey, I sneered at myself for being a liar
嬉し憂し 耳鳴り止まない 	ureshi ureshi miminari yamanai 	Both joys and sorrows won’t stop ringing in my ears
何度目の正直だって許さない 	nandome no shoujiki datte yurusanai 	No matter how many time's the charm it is, I won't allow it
泣いて縋ったって差し伸べない 	naite sugattatte sashinobenai 	I cried and clung to you, but you don't reach out to me at all
妄想に取り憑かれている 	mousou ni toritsukarete iru 	Being obsessed with my delusions,
救いも解毒剤もないわ 	sukui mo gedokuzai mo nai wa 	there’s no salvation or antidote for me
 	 	
君が望んだ合言葉 	kimi ga nozonda aikotoba 	If I were to chew the pill of that buzzword
薬を噛んだら御終いね 	kusuri o kandara oshimai ne 	you wanted me to say, the end will come, no?
, corrected by Violet
==Translator Notes==
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