主語が自分 (Shugo ga Jibun)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
少しくらいあたしの話を　聞いて 	sukoshi kurai atashi no hanashi o kiite 	Hear what I have to say just a bit
飛び交う怒号に　うんざりよ 	tobikau dogou ni unzari yo 	I’m so fed up by all the anger that’s been thrown around
そんな強い言葉で　殴打 	sonna tsuyoi kotoba de ouda 	Beaten down by such strong words,
心ごと　消耗している 	kokorogoto shoumou shite iru 	All my worries are going down the drain
 	 	
貴方の言葉の中には　ずっと 	anata no kotoba no naka ni wa zutto 	This whole time, not a single word
あたしのこと　なんて　無くて 	atashi no koto nante nakute 	you have spoken has me in mind
いつからか　自分のことばっか 	itsu kara ka jibun no koto bakka 	Since when do you only think about yourself
あたし置いてけぼりだわ 	atashi oitekebori da wa 	and leave me out of the equation, I wonder?
 	 	
前は一番に考えてくれてたのにさ 	mae wa ichiban ni kangaete kureteta no ni sa 	Even though you used to think about me first,
痛いって　声すら　踏みつぶす　鬼みたいね 	itai tte koe sura fumitsubusu oni mitai ne 	You trample even my voice that says “it hurts,” how demonic you are
 	 	
分からないよな　貴方じゃ 	wakaranai yo na anata ja 	You don’t understand, do you?
きっと　何も思ってないんでしょう？ 	kitto nani mo omottenai ndeshou? 	I’m sure you don’t think about any of it, right?
傍に居たって　感じる 	soba ni ita tte kanjiru 	I can feel that you were beside me
あたしの“寂しい”に　きっと　気付けない 	atashi no "samishii" ni kitto kizukenai 	Surely you don’t take notice when I say “I’m lonely”
笑って　笑って　ぬるい今日を　なぞる会話がしたい 	waratte waratte nurui kyou o nazoru kaiwa ga shitai	Laugh, laugh, I want to talk about and trace the tepid today
変わった　変わった貴方が　憎たらしいみたいだ 	kawatta kawatta anata ga nikutarashii mitai da 	It seems, it seems I’ve come to hate you, who now has changed
 	 	
角の様な　本性が　せり出した 	tsuno no you na honshou ga seridashita 	Just like a horn, my true self jutted out
優しい顔　被っていた 	yasashii kao kabutte ita 	I was wearing a kind mask
冷えた目で　怒鳴りだしたり 	hieta me de ganaridashitari 	I started yelling with a cold look in my eyes
打ち付けた　感情の痣 	uchitsuketa kanjou no aza 	and hit you with emotional bruises
 	 	
隠し事も　不安になることも 	kakushigoto mo fuan ni naru koto mo 	The things you keep secret, the things you’re now anxious of
言い訳　逃げるくせしてさ 	iiwake nigeru kuse shite sa 	Even though you make excuses for them and run away,
あたしの　嘘や我儘は 	atashi no uso ya wagamama wa 	You won’t even forgive a single bit
少しも　許してくれないね 	sukoshi mo yurushite kurenai ne 	of my lies and my selfishness
 	 	
魔が差した　だとか 	ma ga sashita da toka 	“I got possessed” or so you say
ずいぶん　都合いいじゃん 	zuibun tsugou ii jan 	How truly convenient that is, no?
ならあたしが払って　あげようか？ 	nara atashi ga haratte ageyou ka? 	Then shall I just brush it all off?
もう二度と　貴方から　心　削られない様に 	mou nidoto anata kara kokoro kezurarenai you ni 	I won’t take it from you anymore, so that my heart won’t erode
 	 	
隙を与えてしまった　あたしのせいかしら？ 	suki o ataete shimatta atashi no sei kashira? 	Is this all my fault for giving you an opening, I wonder?
与えすぎた好きで　肥大してんのかしら？ 	ataesugita suki de hidai shiten no kashira? 	Did it swell because I gave you too much of my love, I wonder?
 	 	
「悪いのはそっちだ」って 	"warui no wa socchi da" tte 	“That guy is the one that’s bad”
幼稚な遊びに　よく似た 	youchi na asobi ni yoku nita 	It’s like we’re playing a childish game
責任の鬼ごっこ 	sekinin no onigokko 	A game of tag on who’s responsible
追いかけ　追われと　平手打ち 	oikake oware to hirateuchi 	Chasing, being chased on, and slapping
 	 	
分からないよな　貴方じゃ 	wakaranai yo na anata ja 	You don’t understand, do you?
きっと　何も思ってないんでしょう？ 	kitto nani mo omottenai ndeshou? 	I’m sure you don’t think about any of it, right?
悪いのは　どちらだろう 	warui no wa dochira darou 	I wonder which one of us is the bad one
きっと　最後に折れた方なんでしょう 	kitto saigo ni oreta hou nan deshou 	Surely it must be the last one that gives in, no?
「辛い」「嫌だ」「苦しい」　ぜんぶ　主語が自分 	"tsurai" "iya da" "kurushii" zenbu shugo ga jibun 	“I’m hurting” “I hate this” “I’m in pain” All the subjects for those sentences are me
「我慢してあげてるから上手くいってた」とか 	"gaman shite ageteru kara umaku itteta" toka 	“I’ve put up with you, so it worked out well” or so I say
あたしが　俺が　貴方が　お前が 	atashi ga ore ga anata ga omae ga 	I will, I’ll, you will, you’llTwo people are probably talking here since one of them uses more feminine pronouns (あたしが and 貴方が) and the other uses more masculine pronouns (俺が and お前が). Since あたし and 貴方 sound a bit formal, I translated them so to help with distinction.
 	 	
さよならを　言うわ！ 	sayonara o iu wa! 	say goodbye!
== Translation Notes ==
==External Links==
*The Orchard - Streaming
*Google Drive - Off vocal
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