Paranoid Doll

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
捕われた行き場のない心 	torawareta yukiba no nai kokoro 	Captured, with nowhere to escape,
動けなくなる 	ugokenaku naru 	My heart has become immobile.
自分のさえ見えない 	jibun no kimochi sae mienai 	Unable to see even my own emotions,
目を背けてる 	me o somuketeru 	I turn my eyes away.
手のひらに包まれている蝶のように 	tenohira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni	The wings held in my palm are like butterflies,
飛びたくても飛べない翅が 	tobitakutemo tobenai hane ga 	wanting to fly but are unable to do so.
 	 	
「都合のいいように生きればいいよ」 	"tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo" 	"You should just live your life to your convenience."
「苦しいなんて言わせないから」 	"kurushii nante iwasenai kara" 	"I will never make you have to say you're suffering."
 	 	
耳元で聞こえる誘惑 	mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku 	I hear these kinds of temptations at the base of my ears.
 	 	
自由を求めては 辿り着けず 	jiyuu o motomete wa tadori tsukezu 	I constantly seek freedom, but am unable to find it,
居場所のない現実に 	ibasho no nai genjitsu ni 	in this cruel reality with no place for me to be,
思い通りにならない地図を眺めている 	omoidoori ni naranai chizu o nagamete iru 	as I gaze at this unpleasant map.
身体が切り裂かれ 	karada ga kirisakare 	My body has been cut up,
痛みに消えていく 	itami ni kiete yuku 	And fades away in pain.
記憶も願いも 	kioku mo negai mo 	Both my memories and wishes
切なく色づき 	setsunaku irozuki 	Are painfully changing their colors.
左手に忘れられぬ傷 	hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu 	In my left hand is an unforgettable wound.
ボクハ パラノイア 	boku wa paranoia 	I am Paranoia.
 	 	
繋がれた手足 	tsunagareta teashi 	My limbs are tied up.
隠された瞳の中に 	kakusareta hitomi no naka ni 	In my hidden pupils
思い出す 	omoi dasu 	I'm slowly recalling a face;
あの面影は幻なのか 	ano omokage wa maboroshi na no ka 	Is it a mere illusion?
 	 	
「全部捨ててしまえば楽になれるよ」 	"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo" 	"It'll be so much easier if you just abandon everything."
「痛みが快感に変わっていくよ」 	"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte yuku yo" 	"Your pain will become pleasure."
 	 	
手渡される 	te watasareru 	I was handed
禁断の赤い実 	kindan no akai mi 	A forbidden red fruit.
 	 	
自分らしさなんて わからなくて 	jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute 	Not understanding the meaning of "being myself",
過去に縛られ 繰り返す 	kako ni shibarare kurikaesu 	I become bound to my past again and again.
時の過ちに気付かずに 	toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni 	Not realizing time's error, I utter
"あの実をください" 	"ano mi o kudasai" 	"Give me that fruit."
手に入れたいものを 	te ni iretai mono o 	Unable to obtain
掴めなくて 	tsukamenakute 	What I want to obtain,
消えない傷を増やすだけ 	kienai kizu o fuyasu dake 	I'm only receiving more persisting wounds.
気付いてしまった 	kizuite shimatta 	When I realize all this,
見知らぬ世界に残された 	mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta 	I'm already left alone in this unfamiliar world.
ボクハ パラノイア 	boku wa paranoia 	I am Paranoia.
 	 	
うなだれる首 	unadareru kubi 	My head hanging down,
聞こえない耳 	kikoenai mimi 	my ears unable to hear anything,
叫べない喉 	sakebenai nodo 	my throat unable to scream,
動けない足 	ugokenai ashi 	my feet unable to move...
これが現実か夢かわからない 	kore ga genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai 	I don't know if it's a dream or reality,
でも君は確かに僕を見ていた 	demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo miteita 	but I'm positive that you were looking at me.
 	 	
暗い闇の中で もがきながら 	kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara 	While struggling within the murky darkness,
何度も自分を見つけてる 	nandomo jibun o mitsuketeru 	I have discovered myself many times,
右手に残る赤い色 	migite ni nokoru akai iro 	As the red butterflies remaining
バラバラの蝶々 	barabara no chouchou 	In my right hand scatter around.
このまま眠らずに 	kono mama nemurazu ni 	If I don't sleep,
歩き続ければ 	aruki tsuzukereba 	And instead keep on walking,
いつかは辿り着ける？ 	itsuka wa tadori tsukeru? 	when will I be able to reach that place?
行く手に 君の足跡が見える 	yuku te ni kimi no ashi ato ga mieru 	I see your footprints on my pathway,
もう戻れない 	mou modorenai 	So I can longer turn back.
ボクハパラノイア 	boku wa paranoia 	I am Paranoia.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*VanaN'Ice
*EXIT TUNES PRESENTS Vocalonexus feat. 初音ミク
*EXIT TUNES PRESENTS 煌百花繚乱舞踏会 feat.神威がくぽ from がくっぽいど
*花楽里漫葉集 feat.初音ミク
*The Legend of 超絶調声師
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