変色した痣 (Henshoku Shita Aza)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
変色した痣を見つめ 	henshoku shita aza o mitsume 	Gazing at discolored bruises,
もう戻れはしないと悟った 	mou modore wa shinai to satotta 	I comprehended that there was no way I could go back.
剥ぎ取った顔を数え 	hagitotta kao o kazoe 	Counting skinned faces,
抉られた傷を拭った 	egurareta kizu o nugutta 	I wiped away the gouged-in wounds.
 	 	
この結末が脳裏を過って 	kono ketsumatsu ga nouri o yogitte 	This ending had flashed across my mind,
何者でもない僕に焦れた 	nanimono demo nai boku ni kogareta 	And it yearned for a nobody like me.
仕立てあげた心を解いて 	shitateageta kokoro o hodoite 	I unraveled my tailored heart,
ほら ほら 楽になったんだ 	hora hora raku ni natta nda 	And look, look, it became so easy.
 	 	
僕を満たす不完全な光で　 	boku o mitasu fukanzen na hikari de 	You fill me up with this imperfect light.
欺瞞を焼いて君を消してと祈っている 	giman o yaite kimi o keshite to inotte iru 	I’m praying, “Burn deceit, erase yourself.”
 	 	
逼り来る君を殴ってほら殴って 	semarikuru kimi o nagutte hora nagutte 	When you draw near, I punch you, look out, I punch you,
内々 泣いてる 	nainai naiteru 	And I’m crying on the inside.
壊れた器を引き摺り廻し 	kowareta utsuwa o hikizurimawashi 	Dragging about this broken vessel,
つまらない命を貪ってる 	tsumaranai inochi o musabotteru 	I’m craving a boring life.
掴まれた心を抉ってほら抉って 	tsukamareta kokoro o egutte hora egutte 	I gouge out the heart I’ve seized, look out, I gouge it out,
痛い 痛い 痛いや 	itai itai itai ya 	And it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
言葉が舌を這いずり廻り 	kotoba ga shita o haizurimawari 	My words are creeping about my tongue,
怯えた鼓動は濁っていく 	obieta kodou wa nigotte iku 	And these frightened heartbeats are sounding dully.
 	 	
耳障りな羽音を潰して 	mimizawari na haoto o tsubushite 	I’d crushed the cacophonous noise of wings flapping
もう戻りはしないと誓った 	mou modori wa shinai to chikatta 	And swore I would never go back again.
溜め込んだ言葉が巡って 	tamekonda kotoba ga megutte 	The words I’d stored up went around,
僕は君を追いやったんだ 	boku wa kimi o oiyatta nda 	And I drove you off.
 	 	
僕の中からいつも覗いている 	boku no naka kara itsumo nozoite iru 	It’s always peeking out from within me.
嘲笑った顔を踏みしめて 	azawaratta kao o fumishimete 	Take a firm step on my face, twisted into a sneer.
きっときっといなくなるからと 	kitto kitto inaku naru kara to 	Mumbling, “Since it’s surely, surely not there...”
身を潜めその時を待っている 	mi o hisome sono toki o matte iru 	I’m hiding myself and waiting for that time.
 	 	
僕を縛るあの日の約束に 	boku o shibaru ano hi no yakusoku ni 	You bind me for the promise we made that day.
欺瞞に満ちた僕を許してと祈っている 	giman ni michita boku o yurushite to inotte iru	I’m praying, “Forgive me, filled with deceit as I am.”
 	 	
飛び廻る過去を祓ってほら祓って 	tobimawaru kako o haratte hora haratte 	I purify the past that flies about, look out, I purify it,
内々 泣いてる 	nainai naiteru 	And I’m crying on the inside.
潜む影に怯えながら 	hisomu kage ni obie nagara 	While fearing that lurking shadow,
漂う腐臭を吸い込んでいる 	tadayou fushuu o suikonde iru 	I’m inhaling that stink of rot wafting around.
枯れ果てた愛を千切ってほら千切って 	karehateta ai o chigitte hora chigitte 	I tear the shriveled-up love to shreds, look out, I tear it to shreds,
痛い 痛い 痛いや 	itai itai itai ya 	And it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
噴き出す痛みにのた打ち廻り 	fukidasu itami ni notauchimawari 	Writhing about in sprouting pain,
くだらない日々を呑み込んでいる 	kudaranai hibi o nomikonde iru 	I’m drinking down these worthless days.
 	 	
彷徨い焦れた果てに 	samayoi asereta hate ni 	You lose your future that clings
縋り付く行先を見失い 	sugaritsuku ikisaki o miushinai 	To a wandering, impatient end,
自ら断ち切った夢に 	mizukara tachikitta yume ni 	So have a nightmare, have a nightmare
魘されて　魘されて 	unasarete unasarete 	Of a dream that cut you apart.
 	 	
変色した痣を見つめ 	henshoku shita aza o mitsume 	Gazing at discolored bruises,
もう戻れはしないと悟った 	mou modore wa shinai to satotta 	I comprehended that there was no way I could go back.
振り解いた指先を見つめ 	furihodoita yubisaki o mitsume 	Gazing at fingertips shaken free,
僕は君を裏切ったんだ 	boku wa kimi o uragitta nda 	I betrayed you.
 	 	
逼り来る君を殴ってほら殴って 	semarikuru kimi o nagutte hora nagutte 	When you draw near, I punch you, look out, I punch you,
内々 泣いてる 	nainai naiteru 	And I’m crying on the inside.
壊れた器を引き摺り廻し 	kowareta utsuwa o hikizurimawashi 	Dragging about this broken vessel,
つまらない命を貪ってる 	tsumaranai inochi o musabotteru 	I’m craving a boring life.
掴まれた心を抉ってほら抉って 	tsukamareta kokoro o egutte hora egutte 	I gouge out the heart I’ve seized, look out, I gouge it out,
痛い 痛い 痛いや 	itai itai itai ya 	And it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
いつか抱きしめられると信じて 	itsuka dakishimerareru to shinjite 	I believe I’ll be embraced someday,
くだらない今日に目を瞑る 	kudaranai kyou ni me o tsumuru 	And so I shut my eyes to this worthless today.
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