Kuusou Teien Izonshou

Kuusou Teien Izonshou (空想庭園依存症, Fantastic Garden Addiction) is a song by cosMo. The song is released on June 9, 2009 and has reached 670,000 views.
==Plot==
==Lyrics==
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|-|Japanese=
理想郷りそうきょう　求めて立ち入った　はずの 
ここは　いつまで　ワタシを縛しばるの？
早すぎる　流行の波に　流されたくないと 
建前たてまえかかげて　座り込んでうずくまる
純粋な思いに　混じる声スパイス 
かけ過ぎて　きっとゲテモノ料理に
この気持ち伝える術すべ　何故どうして
正論せいろんに　黒く塗りつぶされて溶かされる
隠れた過激な主張を　見つけては　悦えつに浸る
「毒に侵された思想の！　悪趣味な可愛さの！ 
空虚くうきょさ　すべてを　射い抜く光の矢となるのだ！」
誇大こだい妄想もうそう　演説を叫び 
防音壁に　吸い込まれ消える
嫌いなものに 
「嫌い！！」と叩たたきつけた
自分の首を 
刎はねとばすような　感覚カンジで
「空想庭園ここで　ワタシが『神様』になるんだ！」と 
理解不能な呪詛じゅそが　ぽつり 
電波塔型携帯音楽再生器（通称；アンテナ）から飛ばされる
大切に育てたもの　摘つみ取られ 
雑多に積み込まれ　それで終わる
右→から左へ大量消費 
誰もが幸せならそれでいいと　思考閉ざす
∞むげんと思われたHPは 
無くなったときに無慈悲むじひに　消される運命
この気持ち伝える術すべ　何故どうして
コンナニモ　後ロメタイノ　デ　ショウカ？
執拗しつように繰り返すそれは　もしかしたら　洗脳かも
「偽いつわりの錬金術の！　傲慢ごうまんな搾取者さくしゅしゃに！ 
　制裁　与える正義の　刀剣とうけんとなるのだ！」
間違いだとは　思わないけれど 
笑顔が悪意に　歪ゆがんで映るよ
あらゆる不幸を　１００倍で押し付けたい 
かつて愛した　無垢むくな主人公マリオネット達に
そうすれば　ほら… 
腐水ふすいの中でさえも 
生きてゆける気がした 
精神倒錯すてーたす・いじょぅ　今日も全開です
自分こそ　正しいと　もがけば　もがくほど 
醜みにくく滑稽こっけいになる　とある少女すとーりーてらー
彼女の語るオハナシは　もはや最後には 
聞くに堪たえないものへと　堕おちてしまった
「楽しい物語も　悲しい物語も 
流行物アクセサリーに　すぎないと 
絶望 を知るのだ！」
知ってた！分かっていた！！ 
でも　 心が痛いよ！！！
最後　すがった希望にすらも 
見放されるの
何も残らない
好きでもないものを　好きになってしまった
そしたら心を　壊されかける道化どうけ
「あまり　に　ひどく　なみだ　さえ　かれてしまう」
それでもやめないんだ　ここにしか居場所がないから……
|-|Romaji=
risoukyou motomete tachiitta hazu no
koko wa itsumade watashi o shibaru no?
hayasugiru ryuukou no nami ni nagasaretakunai to
tatemae kakagete suwarikonde uzukumaru
junsui na omoi ni majiru supaisu
kakesugite kitto getemono ryouri ni
kono kimochi tsuaeru sube naze doushite
seiron ni kuroku nuritsubusarete tokasareru
kakureta kageki na shuchou o mitsukete wa etsu ni hitaru
"doku ni okasareta shisou no! akushumi na kawaisa no!
kuukyosa subete o inuku hikari no ya to naru no da!"
kodaimousou enzetsu o sakebi
bouon heki ni suikomare kieru
kirai na mono ni
"kirai!!" to tatakitsuketa
jibun no kubi o
hanetobasu youna kankaku (kanji) de
"koko de watashi ga 'kamisama' ni narunda!" to
rikai funou na
juso ga potsuri
antena kara tobasareru
taisetsu ni sodateta mono tsumitorare
zatta ni tsumikomare sore de owaru
migi kara hidari e tairyoushouhi
daremo ga shiawase nara sorede ii to shikou tozasu
eien to omowarete HP wa
nakunatta toki ni mujihi ni kesareru unmei
kono mimouchi tsutaeru sube naze doushite
konnani mo ushiro rometaino de shouka?
shitsuyou ni kurikaesu sore wa moshikashitara sennou kamo
"itsuwari no renkinjutsu no! gouman na sakushu sha ni!
seisai ataeru seigi no touken to naru no da!"
machigai dato wa omowanai keredo
egao ga akui ni yugande utsuru yo
arayuru fukou o hyakubai de tachi ni
sou sureba hora...
fusui no naka de sae mo
ikiteyukeru kigashita
seishin suteetasu ijou
kyo mo zenkai desu
jibun koso tadashii to
mogakeba mogaku hodo
minikuku kokkei ni naru toaru (utooriiteraa)
kanojo no kataru ohanshi wa mohaya saigo ni wa
kiku ni kotaenai mono e to ochite shimatta
"tanoshii monogatari mo kanashii monogatari mo
ryuukou (akusesarii) ni 
suginai to
zetsubou o shiru no da!"
shitteta! wakatteita!!
demo
kokoro ga itai yo!!!
saigo sugatta kibou ni sura mo
mihanasareru no
nanimo nokoranai
suki demo nai mono o suki ni natte shimatta
soshitara kokoro o kowasare kakeru douke
"amari ni hidoku namida sae karete shimau"
soredemo yamenainda koko ni shika ibasho ga nai kara......
|-|English=
I entered in search of paradise, or so I thought.
How long will this place bind me?
I don’t want to be washed away by the quickly-passing waves of fads,
so I take a stance and sit myself down.
If you mix too much spice (voice) in with your pure feelings,
it'll surely result in a subpar dish.
Why is it that the means to communicate this feeling
are painted over in black and dissolved by a sound argument?
Once I discover that hidden radical claim, I bask in self-satisfaction.
“Thoughts violated with poison! The bad taste of cuteness!
Emptiness is an arrow of light that shoots through everything!”
I shout a megalomaniacal speech,
and it disappears, absorbed into the soundproof walls.
I struck at the things I hated,
saying, "I hate you!"
It feels like
I’m shooting myself in the foot
by saying “Here (in the Fantastic Garden) I become god!”
An incomprehensible curse
drips out word by word
as it's flung from my antenna.
That which I'd raised so carefully is plucked off
and packed away haphazardly, and that's it.
Mass consumption goes from right→left
I decide that if everyone is happy, that’s fine, and close my train of thought.
I suffer a fate where the HP I thought to be ∞
is ruthlessly erased by elapsed time.
Why is it that the means to communicate this feeling
leave me feeling so guilty, I wonder?
This persistent repetition feels almost like brainwashing.
“False alchemy! From arrogant exploiters!
May it become a sword of justice that bestows punishment!”
I don’t think it’s a mistake, but
it clearly warps my smile into one of malice.
I want to push back against every misfortune 100-fold.
If I could just push back against the innocent marionettes (main characters)
that I used to love, then, see...
Even inside the rotten water
I felt that I could still live.
My status abnormality (perversion of the mind)
is at full throttle again today.
The more a certain storyteller (girl)
struggles, insisting that she's in the right,
the more hilariously hideous she becomes.
By the time her story ends,
it's regressed into something painful to listen to.
“Fun stories and sad stories
are all nothing more
than accessories (fads),
so I know despair!”
I knew! I understood!
But
My heart still hurts!!!
I am abandoned even by the hope
that I relied on until the end.
Nothing remains.
I began to like the things I never cared for.
Clowning around started breaking my heart.
“Even the most hideous of tears will eventually dry up.”
Even so, I can't stop, because I have nowhere else to belong…
(Translation by PeanutSub, edited by Violet.)
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