Better Off Worse

==Background==
"Better Off Worse" is an original song produced by CircusP featuring flower. The song previously distributed on Patreon on August 25, 2022 before being publicly uploaded less than 9 months later. CircusP also made a version featuring Synthesizer V vocal SOLARIA that is exclusive to "Super Rare" Patreon subscribers.
Since it's release, This song has exceeded 1 million views on YouTube, aproximatley in 10 months.
==Preceding version==
==Lyrics==
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right
Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace
At this pace I'm ready to go
I know you're craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show
To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for
Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair
No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder
I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new
But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?
To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for
Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair
Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright
Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard
But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there
Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive
I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die
==Other media appearances==
===Discography===
This song was featured on the album CMYK.
==Trivia==
* At some points in the PV, flower wears various outfits that are callbacks to CircusP's previous songs and albums, including, but not limited to:
** FIVE
** HAYWIRE
** Goodbye
** 我存在 (Wǒ Cúnzài)
** poltergeist
** Deja Vu
** CiRCuS MoNSTeR
** Copycat
** FADE
** How To Pretend
*At 2:36, flower hanging while covered in blood is a reference to Lady Gaga's Performance of her song , this was confirmed as rice (the animator) commenting a single phrase on YouTube which CircusP pinned on, was a reference to first chorus of that song.
==Gallery==
Better Off Worse 1M YouTube views.jpg|1 million YouTube views commemorative artwork
==External links==
===Official===
===Unofficial===
Category:Original songs
Category:English songs
Category:Songs featuring flower
Category:Songs featuring other voice synthesizers