God Doesn't Feel Real

-While on an intellectual level Deism makes sense, in real life, the idea of God is a hopeful one but often a distant feeling. 
-It's hard to be about the traditional concept of 'God' outside of religion, especially in this secular modern world.
-Theist hopes to keep the feeling of God going by weight of mankind's past association with various ideas of the Supreme. But that is just religion. And religion is only one sector of life. Outside of that one sector, Theist quickly wilts. 
-I'm talking about connectivity here.
-And trying to use Names like Ind. and other variations of Existence are good-hearted but they don't work. No one wants to stand there and go through the intellectual motions to remind themselves of why existence is definitely God. There is always that kernel of doubt or feeling of unreality about the whole thing. 
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Category:Metaphysics