トラウマを抱えて生きる (Trauma o Kakaete Ikiru)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
不幸ばっか思い出すこの頭を取り替えて 	fukou bakka omoidasu kono atama o torikaete 	I think I'd like to try swapping out this head of mine
全部忘れてやり直してみたいと思うんだ 	zenbu wasurete yarinaoshite mitai to omou nda 	That only remembers sorrow, forgetting everything, and starting over.
もしそれができたら　僕の言葉は 	moshi sore ga dekitara boku no kotoba wa 	If that were possible, what sorts of things
どんなものに変わるんだろう 	donna mono ni kawaru ndarou 	Would my words change into?
 	 	
テレビをつけてもラジオを聴いても 	terebi o tsukete mo rajio o kiite mo 	Even if I watch TV, even if I listen to the radio,
街に行っても誰かと会っても 	machi ni itte mo dareka to atte mo 	Even if I go out into town, even if I hang out with someone,
地雷ばっかだなほんと　ずたずたになるね心 	jirai bakka da na honto zutazuta ni naru ne kokoro 	I can't help setting off a trigger. My heart is falling to pieces.
不意打ちで傷つくのが怖いから 	fuiuchi de kizutsuku no ga kowai kara 	I'm frightened of being caught off guard,
全てを遮断した心　残るのは自己嫌悪 	subete o shadan shita kokoro nokoru no wa jikoken'o 	And so my heart has deprived me of everything save self-loathing.
 	 	
嫌な記憶を消し去ることは僕らできないし 	iya na kioku o keshisaru koto wa bokura dekinai shi 	For one thing, we can't wipe away unpleasant memories,
時間が解決してくれるなら　僕らあと何百の夜を泣く？ 	jikan ga kaiketsu shite kureru nara bokura ato nanbyaku no yoru o naku? 	So if time would resolve them for us, how many hundreds of nights more would we cry?
「いい経験だった」なんて言うには失ったものが多すぎるから 	"ii keiken datta" nante iu ni wa ushinatta mono ga oosugiru kara 	We've lost too many things to say that "it built character."
前向きな言葉は眩しすぎて瞳が傷むんだ 	maemuki na kotoba wa mabushisugite hitomi ga itamu nda 	That's why your relentlessly positive words are far too dazzling, to the point of hurting our eyes.
 	 	
失敗ばっか思い出すきみの心を取り替えて 	shippai bakka omoidasu kimi no kokoro o torikaete 	I think it'd be nice if you would swap out that heart of yours
自信を持って生きてくれたらなって思う 	jishin o motte ikite kuretara na tte omou 	That only remembers failure and live with self-confidence.
もしそれができたら　僕らはもう 	moshi sore ga dekitara bokura wa mou 	If that were possible, I wonder if we
仲間じゃなくなってしまうのだろうか 	nakama ja naku natte shimau no darou ka 	Would no longer be bonded as friends.
 	 	
嬉しかったこと優しくされたこと 	ureshikatta koto yasashiku sareta koto 	Having been happy, having been treated kindly,
そしてそのあと裏切られたこと 	soshite sono ato uragirareta koto 	And then having been betrayed—
それら全部合わせてトラウマで　希望を失くしたの 	sorera zenbu awasete torauma de kibou o nakushita no 	All of those collectively eradicated my hope with trauma.
その上周りに悲観的だとか咎められるから 	sono ue mawari ni hikanteki da toka togamerareru kara 	In addition, I've been blamed by those around me with such things as "you're too gloomy,"
全てを遮断した心　残るのは孤独感 	subete o shadan shita kokoro nokoru no wa kodokukan 	And so my heart has deprived me of everything save a sense of isolation.
 	 	
嫌な記憶を消し去ることは僕らできないから 	iya na kioku o keshisaru koto wa bokura dekinai kara 	Because we can't wipe away unpleasant memories,
時間が解決してくれると信じて　何千の夜を泣いてきたんだ 	jikan ga kaiketsu shite kureru to shinjite nanzen no yoru o naite kita nda	We believed time would resolve them for us, and came to cry for thousands of nights.
「いい経験になるよ」なんて二度と言わないでください誰も 	"ii keiken ni naru yo" nante nidoto iwanaide kudasai dare mo 	We'd be so grateful if no one would ever say something like "it'll build character" again.
僕らがどれほどの影を背負い明日を突きつけられるか 	bokura ga dore hodo no kage o seoi ashita o tsukitsukerareru ka 	How long can we bear the burden of these shadows, tomorrow being thrust in our faces?
 	 	
嫌な記憶を消し去ることは僕らできないし 	iya na kioku o keshisaru koto wa bokura dekinai shi 	For one thing, we can't wipe away unpleasant memories,
時間が解決してくれるなら　僕らあと何百の夜を泣く？ 	jikan ga kaiketsu shite kureru nara bokura ato nanbyaku no yoru o naku? 	So if time would resolve them for us, how many hundreds of nights more would we cry?
「いい経験だった」なんて言うには失ったものが多すぎるから 	"ii keiken datta" nante iu ni wa ushinatta mono ga oosugiru kara 	We've lost too many things to say that "it built character."
前向きな言葉は眩しすぎて瞳が傷むんだ 	maemuki na kotoba wa mabushisugite hitomi ga itamu nda 	That's why your relentlessly positive words are far too dazzling, to the point of hurting our eyes.
==External Links==
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