Half A Machine

Everything keeps paining
Can't feel no beat no more
I didn't want my story to be like this...
 
But don't what to do
Don't know where to go
Can't see the light anymore
Call me a monster
Call me a freak
But had no choice
I did it to live
Darkness surrounded me
Didn't know where I was headed
Couldn't see no light no more
Reaching the end now
Everday being broken
Until my heart was ripped out
Every day feels like the last
Every second I wish to die
To end it all 
But if only.... 
There is nothing to live for
How many should I grief for? 
Before they come and get me
Break a part of me and take it as a trophy
Half a machine
I have no heart
I was born a curse
I was raised a monster
Tried to love, to trust and feel
But it wasn't meant for me
Once a girl
Innocent and sweet
But life ain't fair 
No doubt this is me
Reckless and ruthless
That's who I am
But is it? 
Reckless and ruthless
I was made into it
But there is still a little girl
Waiting to be heard
-Prarthana Modi
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