パルサー (Pulsar)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
目覚めると切ないから 	mezameru to setsunai kara 	I always woke up feeling miserable,
好きなもの掻き集め 	suki na mono kakiatsume 	So I scrambled up my favorite things,
継ぎ接ぎになった私は 	tsugihagi ni natta watashi wa 	And then I wound up a patchwork—
一体誰なんだろう？ 	ittai dare nan darou? 	Now, who in the world am I?
 	 	
自分のことは愛していたいのに 	jibun no koto wa aishite itai no ni 	I want to love myself at least,
疚しいことに思えて 	yamashii koto ni omoete 	But I can’t help feeling guilty for that.
ちぐはぐになった姿に 	chiguhagu ni natta sugata ni 	I realized that I was a total mishmash,
吐き気を催したの 	hakike o moyooshita no 	Which made me nauseous.
 	 	
生きてる 	ikiteru 	I’m alive—
ほらここで 	hora koko de 	Right here, look—
紛れもない 	magire mo nai 	And that undoubtedly!
それなのに 	sore nanoni 	Nevertheless,
自分のことさえ 	jibun no koto sae 	I don’t even know
よく知らないまま 	yoku shiranai mama 	So much about myself.
 	 	
恐ろしくて 	osoroshikute 	Even though I’m
こんなに 	konna ni 	So terrified that
何度も潰れたって 	nando mo tsuburetatte 	I’ve collapsed again and again,
存えてしまうの 	nagaraete shimau no 	It won’t deprive me of my life.
それが私 	sore ga watashi 	That’s who I am:
パルサー 	parusaa 	Pulsar.
 	 	
振り返ると何でもないようなことも 	furikaeru to nandemonai you na koto mo	Even the memories that turn out so trifling when I look back upon
頭の中でこだまして 	atama no naka de kodamashite 	Are resounding throughout my head,
地球最後の日みたいな気分 	chikyuu saigo no hi mitai na kibun 	And I feel like it’s the end of the world!
拭えないでいるばかり 	nuguenaide iru bakari 	I really can’t get rid of that mood.
 	 	
惑ってる 	madotteru 	I’m at a loss—
本当だよ 	hontou da yo 	I mean it!
信じてもらえないと 	shinjite moraenai to 	All the time, I’m possessed with the idea
思い込んでしまうの 	omoikonde shimau no 	That there’s nobody who believes me.
それが私 	sore ga watashi 	That’s who I am.
 	 	
生きてる 	ikiteru 	I’m alive—
ほらここで 	hora koko de 	Right here, look—
紛れもない 	magire mo nai 	And that undoubtedly!
それなのに 	sore nanoni 	Nevertheless,
瞳が霞んで 	hitomi ga kasunde 	My vision is all blurry,
よく見えないまま 	yoku mienai mama 	So I can’t see very well.
 	 	
恐ろしくて 	osoroshikute 	Even though I’m
こんなに 	konna ni 	So terrified that
何度も潰れたって 	nando mo tsuburetatte 	I’ve collapsed again and again,
まだ翔べてしまうの 	mada tobete shimau no 	It doesn’t incapacitate me for flying.
それが私 	sore ga watashi 	That’s who I am:
パルサー 	parusaa 	Pulsar.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*ぽっつん (Pottsun) (album)
==External Links==
===Unofficial===
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*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
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