Page of Katniss "The Girl On Fire"

*(my first poem "jordan" my 4th favorite)
*Jordan </li>
*The name makes every day new,</li>
*his smile could make the worst of storms dissipate into nothingness, </li>
*and turn the once fearsome and destructive storm </li>
*into a beautiful rainbow. </li>
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*He is a piano, </li>
*that plays a beautiful song in my head,</li>
*it's fast, </li>
*it's slow,</li>
*it's sad at times, </li>
*but mainly is happy, </li>
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*He is my </li>
*mirror, sword, and shield,</li>
*with him by my side I could weather and storm,</li>
*i know not even the arrows of my enemy's can penetrate the way we feel about each other.</li>
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*Jordan </li>
*when I hear the name all the</li>
*sadness,</li>
*anger,</li>
*and any fear all went away and was replaced with</li>
*happiness, </li>
*joy, </li>
*and a feeling of safety.</li>
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*He is my muse,</li>
*I was a blank canvas,</li>
*he was the paint that came to me,</li>
*alone we were nothing,</li>
*but together we made a beautiful portrait.</li>
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*His eyes like the deep blue sea,</li>
*whenever I am with with him I always get lost in his dark blue eyes, </li>
*they seem almost endless. </li>
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*When we talk my heart beats like a drum,</li>
*I feel like my heart will jump out of my chest ,</li>
*I fear that one day it will.</li>
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*He gave me hope, </li>
*even in the darkest of days,</li>
*'the gloomiest of nights,</li>
*''''''He always finds a way to make it bright, </li>
*even 'in the depths of my despair he would come to my aid no question asked.</li>
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*Every day I would wait for him, </li>
*I used wait, </li>
*and wait,</li>
*and wait for what felt like eternity, </li>
*when he wasn’t with me I felt empty, </li>
*almost dead inside, </li>
*But I just would sit and wait like a loyal dog,</li>
*never doubting that he would come back,</li>
*never even considering moving around or leaving my spot.</li>
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*Jordan,</li>
*so many things pop to mind when I hear the name</li>
*so many memories, </li>
*sad memories, </li>
*happy memories,</li>
*and every thing in between.</li>
*but in the end it all leads to the same thing;</li>
*me and him. </li>
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*he is my light at the end of the tunnel,</li>
*but the inside of the tunnel it’s dark,</li>
*so I race towards the light as fast as I can, </li>
*knowing that I would soon be reunited with him. </li>
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*(poem 2 "darkness within"my 3rd favorite)
**Darkness,
**its presence is their, 
**no matter how fast i run it always seems to catch me,
**this beast i have always feared i am starting to become,
**
**my heart turning pitch black,
**my mind turning with it,
**all empathy seems to have dissipated,
**all hope disappears with the light,
**
**the light flickers on for a moment,
**just long enough to look into the mirror,
**just long enough to see that i am face to face with a monster,
**this beast, 
**this monster,
**is me.
**
**the lights go out yet again,
**i now realize that i am lost,
**that the me i was just a month ago;
**is now 6 feet under.
**
**the lights come back on,
**but that beast is still their,
**but is only dormant,
**all i cant think of is
**what brought me hear,
**what made me this,
**for even though i may not have claws,
**fangs,
**teeth,
**or red eyes,
**i am ten times worse than the beast that dose
**
**so all i can do now is pray
**pray that the beast that i am wont show
**or take over my actions
**but its to late for that
**
**I have already killed,
**I have already turned into the beast within,
**the only thing keeping me from killing this monster named Evalyn 
**is the thought of Jordan crying over my grave,
**so i keep living,
**even though it is not me any more
**
**like an ghost it comes
**invisable
**uncontrolable
**scary
**it posses me
**
**it takes over my body as i watch my body get eaten up i wonder
**why me?
**am i not suposed to live?
**am i a mistake?
**has god just forgottan about me?
**or has he just stoped caring?
**
**but their is no reason for asking
**as i take my final breath i know
**that this life
**this story
**this dream
**was a waist.
**so i give in 
**to the darkness within...
**
**(poem number 3 "blind" my favorite) 
***I look around,
***all i saw was darkness, 
***so I had to trust what the people who can see said,
***
so i trusted them.
***
***They spoke of princes
***and princesses,
***happy ever afters,
***a land that is free,
***free of hatred ,
***a land filled with understanding,
***i hear the things around me but nothing to prove they are real;
***i felt my way through,
***not knowing what lies in front of my face,
***i trust what the others tell me.
***
***For years i lived like this;
***completely blind to what’s around me,
***than it hit me like a train one day,
***i get to finally see 
***and what i see isn’t pretty 
***nothing like the stories described it,
***it’s poverty struck world with horrid beasts roaming around disguised as people,
***the perfect world i had always heard of was a lie.
***
***The heros,
***the kindness of others,
***the idea that good always wins,
was wrong,
***was a lie,
***was a dream thought up by a mad man.
***
***the idea that no sickness is around,
***the idea that everyone has food that everyone has a place to sleep,
***the idea that bad people get what's coming to them,
***the idea that good people will be rewarded,
***is
just a dream.
***
***The world i see is filled with parasites; 
***Little worms and maggots feeding off of others pain,
***feeding off of others misfortune, 
***feeding off of others lives,
***spending all their time trying to be something else,
***masquerading as others like them,
***by dyeing their hair,
***by altering their body surgically, 
***by doing drugs,
***by plotting against and hating those who are better than them in some aspects.
***
***These blood thirsty beasts spend their time belittling those better than them
***by hurting them with word
,
***by hurting them with their flaws ,
***by hurting them with media,
***press,
***news,
***anything they can use,
***witch in my opinion must be ten times worse than death.
***For death is painful for only a few moments;
***This type of torture is painful for years.
***
***These beasts treat love as a game
a sport almost,
***like its just something people use for entertainment ,
***just another toy,
***just another tool,
***just another pass time.
***
***I have learned that is better to be blind than to have to see the world we live in,
***for this world is filled with unspeakable things.
***Evil is the first thing that pops into mind when i try to summarize this world we live in
***to live in this world is to live in limbo;
***the place between hevan and hell
***
***There are thing that i love of this world 
***and they are the only things keeping me here.
***The smile on his face,
***the sound of a piano,
***the love in our hearts,
***the few people i can even consider human,
***the idea that maybe he's the one,
***but i don’t put too much money that he will.
***for the world we live in just seems to always be out for me
***
***In this limbo there are countless monsters
horrid things.
***But there are a few; 
***a very small amount of people i will consider human,
***those people are very rare;
***they are the people who give,
***nothing like money or toys or any tangible item ,
***but they give time,
***love,
***they show compassion,
***they see more than what is in front of their faces,
***they give for the soul purpose that ,
***someone will smile,
***someone will get better,
***someone will change for the best,
***someone will have a second chance,
***and they don’t care if they get money or praise out of it ,
***but the fact that they helped someone in this limbo.
***so i continue on hoping that one day me and another soul who i can trust
***can run away form this horrid world and start something new...
***
***(poem 4 masquerade its my least favorite)
***#'look in the mirror'
***#'what do you see?'
***#'when i look i see a mask,'
***#'a plastic thing,'
***#'a thing with a smile,'
***#'a thing covered in glitter,'
***#'a thing that has been drowned in perfume,'
***#'a thing that is not me,'
***#
***#'i try and try to rip off the mask but it doesn't budge'
***#'it is plastered on with lies,'
***#'with persiflage.'
***#'what have i become,'
***#and when did i join this Masquerade?
***(#5 one of my faveorites "Rose")
***#im ruby red,
***#my color bring people in from afar
***#my smell temps even thestrongest of willed
***#i look inosent and harmless
***#i dance in the breeze more eligentaly than any dancer
***#i am prazed for my beauty the world over
***#but be careful
***#for i have thorns
***#so if you try and pick me
***#you'll end up hurt like everyone else.
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