Nosa's Night Out-7/13/15

Nosa had just came from a drawing/writing session and was now having a walk, lately she has been writing more than usual it was a way of her expressing herself without having to talk to someone, not that she didn't mind talking to people but honestly she'd rather not to. Here Nosa was, walking out in the rain without any protection and at an ungodly hour, pretty much everyone was asleep she pretty much had to sneak out to be where she was right now but she didn't mind  getting drenched by the rain, you see Nosa has been constantly feeling and thinking quite...dark thoughts,questioning her existence...Did she even belong in Ame,in this world? Could she ever have a been a mistake? What was her purpose in...she began chuckling as she wiped her tears look at her going on in a rant,it's not like anybody cares, but it was like a nagging voice at the back of her head and no matter how hard she tried to push it away it came back...slowly,as if taunting her saying 'hehe you can't get rid of me I'm here to make your life a living hell forever and ever' all of a sudden she grabbed her head and started giggling  before the slight giggle turned into a maddening cackle then into fits of hysteria as her tears flowed down her face and fell down on her knees,she didn't even know what's so funny,possibly her patheticness,but the hysteria continued surprised no one is hearing her.After a while of laughing,crying,and beating her fists she finally calmed down and possibly looked a little deranged having her hair ruffed up,eyes red and wide, and slowly rocking herself back and forth