脆弱性 (Zeijakusei)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
はあ 	haa 	*sigh*
何にも手に付かないや 	nanni mo te ni tsukanai ya 	I can't get a grip on things
職業にも就けていないや 	shokugyou ni mo tsukete inai ya 	I can't find myself a job, either
痛いほど　わかっているさ 	itai hodo wakatte iru sa 	The more hurt I am, the more it sinks in
普通の人になれない　ダメ人間 	futsuu no hito ni narenai dame ningen 	I'm a failure of a person, a waste of space
 	 	
虚無みたいな生活 	kyomu mitai na seikatsu 	A life seeming to be unfulfilled with nihilism
曲書けなくて憂鬱 	kyoku kakenakute yuuutsu 	Unable to write a song, I fall into depression
薬　飲まないとやってらんないわ 	kusuri nomanai to yatterannai wa 	Have to drink my medicine, or I'll just lay around in bed all day
(あ　あ　あ　あ) 	(a a a a) 	(Ah-ah-ah-ah)
 	 	
ああ 	aa 	*sigh*
毎日が日曜日 	mainichi ga nichiyoubi 	Every day's a lazy Sunday
でも　決していいことではない 	demo kesshite ii koto de wa nai 	Not that that's necessarily a good thing
明日が来ることに　焦り続けるんだ 	ashita ga kuru koto ni aseri tsuzukeru nda	I worry ceaselessly over tomorrow
生き続ける限り　永遠に 	iki tsuzukeru kagiri eien ni 	For as long as I live, forever and always
 	 	
変化しない日常 	henka shinai nichijou 	The stagnant mundane days
変えられない惨状 	kaerarenai sanjou 	The rut I've fallen into, without hope for change
薬　飲まないとやってらんないわ 	kusuri nomanai to yatterannai wa 	Have to drink my medicine, or I'll just lay around in bed all day
どうしようもないね 	dou shiyou mo nai ne 	God, what a waste-
 	 	
ああ 	aa 	*sigh*
生きたくない　でも　死にたくないな 	ikitakunai demo shinitakunai na 	Don't 'xactly feel like living, but it's not like I wanna die either
わっかんないない　泣いちゃった 	wakkannainai naichatta 	Don't really get it, I can't help but cry
病むだけ病んで　だらだら生きて 	yamu dake yande daradara ikite 	"It's a mental problem, just mental", sluggishly, I live my days
ただただ彷徨うだけ 	tadatada samayou dake 	Wavering in hesitation forever and always
 	 	
救いがないな?　助からないな? 	sukui ga nai na? tasukaranai na? 	Is there hope for me? Will someone help me?
脆弱性だらけの人間です 	zeijakusei darake no ningen desu 	I'm a human, covered head to toe in vulnerability
じゃあ パッチでも当てておきましょうかね 	jaa pacchi demo atete okimashou ka ne 	That being the case, maybe god's going to come down to patch all the bugs in my system?
治りゃしないが 	naorya shinai ga 	Not that there's curing me
 	 	
僕は何をしたい　何をしてたいんだ 	boku wa nani o shitai nani o shitetai nda 	What is it that I truly want to do? That I want to be doing?
わっかんないない　泣いちゃった 	wakkannainai naichatta 	Don't get it, I can't help but cry
病むだけ病んで　のそのそ生きて 	yamu dake yande nosonoso ikite 	"It's a mental problem, just mental", sluggishly, I live my days
ひたすら彷徨うだけ 	hitasura samayou dake 	Wavering in hesitation forever and always
 	 	
救われたいな?　助かりたいな? 	sukuwaretai na? tasukaritai na? 	Do I want to be saved? Do I want help?
脆弱性だらけの人間ですが 	zeijakusei darake no ningen desu ga 	I'm a human covered head to toe in vulnerability
なんとかなるまで　歩こうかな 	nantoka naru made arukou kana 	Am I going to be able to keep myself going, until everything's hunker-dorey?
(あ　あ　あ　あ) 	(a a a a) 	(Ah-ah-ah-ah)
 	 	
はあ 	haa 	*sigh*
何かに手を付けたいな 	nanika ni te o tsuketai na 	I want to at least be able to do something
バイトくらいやっときたいな 	baito kurai yatto kitai na 	At the very least, I wanted to be able to work a part-time job
でも　痛いほど　わかっているさ 	demo itai hodo wakatte iru sa 	But I get it now, the more I hurt, the more it sinks in
なんせ僕は　社会不適合者 	nanse boku wa shakai futekigousha 	I'll always be a misfit, undeserving to be in society
 	 	
就活は失敗 	shuukatsu wa shippai 	I wasn't able to become a working adult
終活にも失敗 	shuukatsu ni mo shippai 	Nor was I able to end my life
薬　飲まないとやってらんないわ 	kusuri nomanai to yatterannai wa 	Have to drink my medicine, or I'll just lay around in bed all day
(あ　あ　あ　あ) 	(a a a a) 	(Ah-ah-ah-ah)
 	 	
僕は何をしたい　何をしてたいんだ 	boku wa nani o shitai nani o shitetai nda 	What is it that I truly want to do? That I want to be doing?
わっかんないない　泣いちゃった 	wakkannainai naichatta 	I don't get it, I can't help but cry
病むだけ病んで　のそのそ生きて 	yamu dake yande nosonoso ikite 	It's a mental problem, just mental, sluggishly, I live my days
ひたすら彷徨うだけ 	hitasura samayou dake 	Wavering in hesitation forever and always
 	 	
救いがないな?　助からないな? 	sukui ga nai na? tasukaranai na? 	Is there hope for me? Will someone help me?
脆弱性だらけの人間です 	zeijakusei darake no ningen desu 	I'm a human, covered head to toe in vulnerability
じゃあ　パッチでも当てておきましょうかね 	jaa pacchi demo atete okimashou ka ne 	That being the case, maybe god's going to come down to patch all the bugs in my system?
治りゃしないが 	naorya shinai ga 	Not that there's curing me
 	 	
ああ 	aa 	*sigh*
生きたくない　でも　死にたくないな 	ikitakunai demo shinitakunai na 	Don't 'xactly feel like living, but it's not like I wanna die either
わっかんないない　泣いちゃった 	wakkannainai naichatta 	Don't really get it, I can't help but cry
病むだけ病んで　だらだら生きて 	yamu dake yande daradara ikite 	"It's a mental problem, just mental", sluggishly, I live my days
ただただ彷徨うだけ 	tadatada samayou dake 	Wavering in hesitation forever and always
 	 	
救われたいな?　助かりたいな? 	sukuwaretai na? tasukaritai na? 	Do I want to be saved? Do I want help?
脆弱性だらけの人間ですが 	zeijakusei darake no ningen desu ga 	I'm a human covered head to toe in vulnerability
なんとかなるまで　歩こうかな 	nantoka naru made arukou kana 	Am I going to be able to keep myself going, until everything's hunker-dorey?
(あ　あ　あ　あ) 	(a a a a) 	(Ah-ah-ah-ah)
==External Links==
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