ΘθShinitagari ni Tsukeru Kusuriθθ

==Characters==
*Shii-tan
==Lyrics==
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|-|Japanese=
サビついたポストに久々の手紙　どこからともなく
間違えた命の終わりに見たかった場所の写真が添えてあったの
わずかな狂気と自覚が　甘い甘い希死念慮(しにたがり)を掘り起こした
退屈な檻の中　白黒天井眺めて
間延びしたSOS　当然誰にも届かず
書き残す言葉とわずかばかりのお菓子を
持って出かけるの
「逃げ出してやるんだ」
遠き日に見た月気球追いかけて　旅に出ようよ
神様がくれたこの世界と躯とが大嫌いだから
初めから何も持っていなかった自分に
最初で最後のチャンスを与えよう
大空を泳ぎたくて　あと一歩の勇気が足りなくて
ふと誰かの声を聴いた「しにたくなったらこれを飲むといい」と
小さなθを　ぽいと口の中放り込んで
――甘くて楽しすぎる味がしたのでしょう……？
空を飛ぶ魚たち　泳げる気がした
昼が　音も無く　夜へと置き換わる
貶められ続けた願いを　もう一度祈る
生まれ変わった時――
『なりたかった自分になれますように』
「ねえ、世界　どうして一番欲しいものは、失いたくないものは手から零れ落ちるの？」
「ねえ、世界　ホントは死にたいだなんて言葉、選びたくないよ。それしか知らなかったから」
「ねえ、世界　ホントは知ってたよ解っていたよ。しにたがりにつけるくすりはないって」
幸福の音を詰めたθカプセルθシュガーθ
救われた気がした　ほんの少し遅かったけれど
私いま幸せだよ　だけど何故かな
「さみしい」
でも怖くはないよ　神様がくれたこの世界が全部　大嫌いだから
|-|Romaji=
sabitsuita posuto ni hisabisa no tegami 
doko kara tomonaku 
machigaeta inochi no owari ni 
mitakatta basho no shashin ga soeteatta no 
wazukana kyouki to jikaku ga 
amai amai shinitagari o horiokoshita
taikutsu na ori no naka monokuro tenjou nagamete 
manobi shita SOS touzen darenimo todokazu
kakinokosu kotoba to wazuka bakari no okashi o 
motte dekakeru no 
"nigedashite yaru nda" 
tooki hi ni mita tsuki kikyuu oikakete tabi ni deyou yo 
kamisama ga kureta kono sekai to karada to ga daikirai dakara 
hajime kara nani mo motte inakatta jibun ni
saisho de saigo no chansu o ataeyou
oozora o oyogitakute 
ato ippo no yuuki ga tarinakute 
futo dareka no koe o kiita 
"shinitaku nattara kore o nomu to ii" to
chiisana kapuseru o poi to kuchi no naka hourikonde 
―amakute tanoshi sugiru aji ga shita no deshou……? 
sora o tobu sakana-tachi oyogeru ki ga shita
hiru ga oto mo naku yoru e to okikawaru
otoshimerare tsuzuketa negai o mou ichido inoru 
umarekawatta toki― 
"naritakatta jibun ni naremasu you ni"
nani mo motte nakatta noni
inochi sura tebanashichattara―
"nee, sekai doushite ichiban hoshii mono wa,
ushinaitakunai mono wa te kara kobore ochiru no?" 
"nee, sekai honto wa shinitai da nante kotoba,
erabitakunai yo. sore shika shiranakatta kara"
"nee, sekai honto wa shitteta yo wakatte ita yo. 
shinitagari ni tsukeru kusuri wa nai tte"
koufuku no oto o tsumeta θ kapuseru θ shugaa θ 
sukuwareta ki ga shita honno sukoshi osokatta keredo 
watashi ima shiawase da yo dakedo naze ka na 
"samishii" 
demo kowaku wa nai yo 
kamisama ga kureta kono sekai ga zenbu
daikirai dakara 
|-|English=
For the first time in a long time, there was a letter in our rusty mailbox from who knows where
Attached was a photo of the place I wanted to see at the end of my mistake of a life
With just a hint of madness and self consciousness, I dug up my sweet, sweet suicidal feelings
Inside of this monotonous cage, I stared at the monochrome ceiling
It’s only natural that my half-hearted SOS never reached anyone
I’m going out with a few words to leave behind and some sweets
So I’m taking them with me
“I’m escaping from the world!”
Let’s go on a journey chasing after the moon balloon I saw a long time ago
Since I hate this world, and the body god’s given me
From the beginning, I’ve been the one who never had anything 
so please let me have my first and last chance
I want swim in the vast blue sky, but I’m not quite brave enough
Suddenly, I heard someone else’s voice “If you wanna die, take this”
Nonchalantly popping the little capsule into my mouth
——It tastes sweet, and a bit too enjoyable right……?
Fish soar through the sky, and I feel like I can swim too
Day silently changes into night
I’ll pray for my wish that kept being undermined once more.
I hope that when I’m born again――
“――I’ll be my best self”
Although I have nothing to live for
If I let go of even my life——
“Hey, world, why do the things I don’t want to lose the most slip out of my hands?”
“Hey, world, the truth is, I didn’t want to choose the words ‘I wanna die’. But I didn't know any other way.”
“Hey, world, the truth is I knew it all along, I understood. There is no capsule for those who wanna die.”
A sugar capsule crammed with happy sounds
I feel like I’ve been saved now, though it's a bit too late
I’m happy now. So I wonder why——
“I feel lonely”
But I’m not afraid. Because I hate everything about this world that god has given me.
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