根腐れ (Negusare)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
いつからだろう 	itsu kara darou 	How long's it been
「負けてたまるか」とは思わなくなっていた 	"makete tamaru ka" to wa omowanaku natte ita 	Since I stopped thinking, "There's no way I'll lose!"
でも「負けてもいいんだよ」と許す事も出来なかった 	demo "makete mo ii nda yo" to yurusu koto mo dekinakatta 	But still couldn't forgive myself with, "It's okay to lose!" either?
幸せを願い奮わす歌も　絶望をぶちまけた歌も 	shiawase o negai furuwasu uta mo zetsubou o buchimaketa uta mo	Songs that trembled in their wishes for joy and songs that vented all of the artist's despair
それぞれの筋を通しているから　輝いて見えていた 	sorezore no suji o tooshite iru kara kagayaite miete ita 	Followed their own lines of logic, so they seemed to sparkle.
 	 	
昨日と今日でさえ言うこと違っている 	kinou to kyou de sae iu koto chigatte iru 	I don't even keep what I say consistent from one day to the next
これと言えるような自分が無いから 	kore to ieru you na jibun ga nai kara 	Because I've got no self of the sort that's able to say this.
 	 	
水を飲む　水を飲む　枯れだけはしないように 	mizu o nomu mizu o nomu kare dake wa shinai you ni 	I drink water, I drink water so that I won't just wilt away.
居心地悪いのにそこから動かない 	igokochi warui no ni soko kara ugokanai 	I don't move from that spot even though it's uncomfortable.
根腐れのままずっと　忘れ物を探すふりしてる 	negusare no mama zutto wasuremono o sagasu furi shiteru 	I'm pretending for a long time to search for what I've forgotten, my roots still rotten,
さもあったかのような夢を見つけたいと 	samo atta ka no you na yume o mitsuketai to 	Boasting that I want to uncover a dream that's just like
うそぶいて 	usobuite 	It were evidently there.
 	 	
どんなに人間不信を描いた作品でも 	donna ni ningen fushin o egaita sakuhin demo 	However works of fiction depict misanthropy,
最後に出てきた「大切な人」で一気に冷めてゆく 	saigo ni dete kita "taisetsu na hito" de ikki ni samete yuku 	All the fight goes out of them at once with a "precious person" who pops up at the end.
「やることやってんじゃん」「それなりに貰ってんじゃん」 	"yaru koto yatte njan" "sore nari ni moratte njan" 	"You're doing what you have to, right?" "You're taking it as it is, right?"
そう考えたら急に騙されている気がして 	sou kangaetara kyuu ni damasarete iru ki ga shite 	I'm suddenly getting the feeling that I'm being taken for a fool when I think that way.
 	 	
「心が貧しい」と言われないために 	"kokoro ga mazushii" to iwarenai tame ni 	In order to avoid being told my spirit is lacking,
些細な幸せで満足したふりをする 	sasai na shiawase de manzoku shita furi o suru 	I'll pretend to be satisfied with a meager amount of joy.
 	 	
水を飲む　水を飲む　枯れだけはしないように 	mizu o nomu mizu o nomu kare dake wa shinai you ni 	I drink water, I drink water so that I won't just wilt away,
インスタントラーメンとマンガ大賞を静脈に打って 	insutanto raamen to manga taishou o joumyaku ni utte 	Injecting my veins full of instant ramen and winners.
根腐れのままずっと　かろうじて暮らせている 	negusare no mama zutto karoujite kurasete iru 	I can just barely live a long time with my roots still rotten,
だけどなんだかめちゃくちゃにしたい　叫びたい 	dakedo nandaka mechakucha ni shitai sakebitai 	But I kind of want to mess it up. I want to scream.
 	 	
綺麗な花も咲かず　燃え尽きた灰にもなれず 	kirei na hana mo sakazu moetsukita hai ni mo narezu 	Without even lovely flowers blooming, without even becoming burned-down ash,
水分過多で動かない足から腐ってゆく 	suibun kata de ugokanai ashi kara kusatte yuku 	I'm rotting from the unmoving feet thanks to being overwatered.
 	 	
立ちくらむほどの空洞　漠然とした不快感 	tachikuramu hodo no kuudou bakuzen to shita fukaikan 	With me hollow enough to be lightheaded and vaguely uncomfortable,
腑に落ちる結論が　この先も歌われることはない 	fu ni ochiru ketsuron ga kono saki mo utawareru koto wa nai 	No conclusions that ring true will ever be sung again from now on.
 	 	
今日も　明日も　あさっても　ただ漂う 	kyou mo asu mo asatte mo tada tadayou 	I'll just drift today, tomorrow, and the next day too.
 	 	
水を飲む　水を飲む　枯れだけはしないように 	mizu o nomu mizu o nomu kare dake wa shinai you ni 	I drink water, I drink water so that I won't just wilt away.
決断の時が迫っても　どちらも選べない　 	ketsudan no toki ga sematte mo dochira mo erabenai 	No matter how near the time draws to decide, I can't choose either one.
根腐れのままずっと　延命装置が動く 	negusare no mama zutto enmei souchi ga ugoku 	With my roots still rotten, life support devices move for a long time.
死なないがでも確実に近付いてゆく　手遅れに 	shinanai ga demo kakujitsu ni chikazuite yuku teokure ni 	I won't die, but I'm definitely getting near it. It's too late.
 	 	
今日も　明日も　あさっても　ただ漂う 	kyou mo asu mo asatte mo tada tadayou 	I'll just drift today, tomorrow, and the next day too.
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
*UNIQUE (album)
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