孤独罪 (Gūdú Zuì)

==Lyrics==
Singer	YANHE 	YANHE 	YANHE 	YANHE 	YANHE
Singer	Yuezheng Ling	Mo Qingxian	Zhiyu Moke	Yuezheng Longya	Luo Tianyi
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
其实斑斓并不需要 	qíshí bānlán bìng bù xūyào 	The truth is, I don’t need fanfare and bombast
单一是我最完美色调 	dānyī shì wǒ zuì wánměi sèdiào 	Being one and alone suits me perfectly well
羊群自说自涨潮 	yáng qún zì shuō zì zhǎngcháo 	The herd of sheep peddle their rhetoric
汇集涌入后淹没啮咬 	huìjí yǒng rù hòu yānmò niè yǎo 	They come like an ever-rising tide, seeking to drown me, gnaw on me
失去目的地彷徨 	shīqù mùdì de fǎnghuáng 	Aimless, having lost my way,
弥漫缭绕烟宵 	mímàn liáorào yān xiāo 	In the night lingering with smoke,
打碎离心力凝结的窗 	dǎ suì líxīnlì níngjié de chuāng 	Shattering the cloudy windows to my dispirited heart,
就让我甘愿做一只孤独的黑羊 	jiù ràng wǒ gānyuàn zuò yī zhǐ gūdú de hēi yáng 	Please, let me be content being a lone black sheep
 	 	
我想也许是我对于承诺与结果太过执着 	wǒ xiǎng yěxǔ shì wǒ duìyú chéngnuò yǔ jiéguǒ tàiguò zhízhuó	I think I must have wanted too badly for such things as “promises” and “outcomes”
是我无奇的生活 	shì wǒ wúqí de shēnghuó 	My life is nothing more than a boring one,
日复一日重复度过 	rì fù yī rì chóngfù dùguò 	A day repeated one after another,
忘却昨日的梦迎接坠落 	wàngquè zuórì de mèng yíngjiē zhuìluò 	Just waiting for my doom after having forsaken my dreams of the past
悄然无声的独角戏 	qiǎorán wúshēng de dújiǎoxì 	A solo act, absolutely quiet,
散场后徒留寂寞 	sànchǎng hòu tú liú jìmò 	Upon the end of which I am left to linger in loneliness
 	 	
消极吞噬感已令我窒息 	xiāojí tūnshì gǎn yǐ lìng wǒ zhìxí 	The negative feeling of being swallowed whole has suffocated me
逐渐溶解肺部全部氧气 	zhújiàn róngjiě fèi bù quánbù yǎngqì 	And slowly, it dissolves all the oxygen to be had in my lungs
停止 挣作 加速 腐蚀 浮力 	tíngzhǐ zhēng zuò jiāsù fǔshí fúlì 	Stopping still, fighting back, speeding ever faster, the rot setting in me and the feeling of buoyancy,
跃动心沉入海底 	yuè dòngxīn chén rù hǎidǐ 	And then, my thumping heart sinks into the depths of the seas
 	 	
也曾骄傲的自以为是发声者 	yě céng jiāo'ào de zìyǐwéishì fāshēng zhě 	In the end, after having thought myself right for so long, trying to get my voice out to the world,
到头不过失声呐喊着 	dàotóu bùguò shīshēng nàhǎnzhe 	It ends in futility as I shout myself hoarse
过往执迷爱意 	guòwǎng zhímí àiyì 	Even having used to cling onto thoughts of love,
也不能抵挡光夜交替 	yě bùnéng dǐdǎng guāng yè jiāotì 	Will not stop the light from giving in to the darkness
把自我轨则冠以什么意义 	bǎ zìwǒ guǐzé guān yǐ shénme yìyì 	Tell me, what’s the use of my rules of self?
也许全部本就没太多意义 	yěxǔ quánbù běn jiù méi tài duō yìyì 	Or rather, is there little meaning in everything after all?
 	 	
焦躁情绪打破静谧 	jiāozào qíngxù dǎpò jìngmì 	Feelings of anxiety break through the quiet
加热三点钟的冷空气 	jiārè sān diǎn zhōng de lěng kōngqì 	Heating up the chill of 3 AM
自艾自怨的放弃 	zìyìzìyuàn de fàngqì 	Moping over what I’ve done, having given up,
像身边轰鸣的旧机体 	xiàng shēnbiān hōngmíng de jiù jītǐ 	Like the roaring of an old airframe right by me,
海马体延迟响应 	hǎimǎtǐ yánchí xiǎngyìng 	A delayed response in the hippocampus,
抹除未读信息 	mǒ chú wèi dú xìnxī 	I erase the unread messages in my phone
也学会缄口单向倾听 	yě xuéhuì jiānkǒu dān xiàng qīngtīng 	Having mastered the art of keeping mum, of being a good listener,
就让我存在感 	jiù ràng wǒ cúnzài gǎn 	Please, let the degree of saturation,
饱和度全部归零 	bǎohé dù quánbù guī líng 	At my sense of existence, return to nothing
 	 	
我的理想主义 	wǒ de lǐxiǎng zhǔyì 	What I’ve held as my ideals
习惯打破与重砌已然麻痹 	xíguàn dǎpò yǔ zhòng qì yǐrán mábì 	I’m used to it by now, breaking and rebuilding, to the point of being numb
是我妥协的交易 	shì wǒ tuǒxié de jiāoyì 	It’s the deal I’ve agreed to, that I’ve settled for
曾经种种嗤之以鼻 	céngjīng zhǒngzhǒng chīzhīyǐbí 	In the past I used to turn my nose up at those sorts of things
划分距离领域交际法则的楞次定律 	huàfēn jùlí lǐngyù jiāojì fǎzé de léngcì dìnglǜ 	Lenz’s LawThis seems to be a far too high-level metaphor, but: Lenz’s Law is a law in electrodynamics that dictates, in essence, that where a current is induced by a changing magnetic field, that current will induce another magnetic field whose direction opposes that first changing magnetic field. A phenomenon of Lenz’s Law is such that when a magnet is brought closer to a solenoid, the magnetic field produced in the solenoid will always try to push away at the approaching magnet; but when that magnet is brought farther away from that same solenoid, the magnetic field produced in the solenoid will always try to pull in the leaving magnet. This observed phenomenon is taught as the shorthand rule 来拒去留 to Chinese students learning the concept of Lenz’s Law. I’m not a physicist or an electrical engineer so I might be wrong with this explanation. in drawing lines, distances and territories, in setting the rules of social communication
奉为秩序默许去留来拒 	fèng wéi zhìxù mòxǔ qùliúláijù 	Looking up to rule and order, a tacit approval to push away at those coming too close, but to try to pull in those trying to keep away
 	 	
消极吞噬感已令我窒息 	xiāojí tūnshì gǎn yǐ lìng wǒ zhìxí 	The negative feeling of being swallowed whole has suffocated me
逐渐溶解肺部全部氧气 	zhújiàn róngjiě fèi bù quánbù yǎngqì 	And slowly, it dissolves all the oxygen to be had in my lungs
抵消 磁极 感受 吞噬 阻力 	dǐxiāo cíjí gǎnshòu tūnshì zǔlì 	Repulsion, two magnetic poles, feeling, swallowed whole, and resistance
跃动心沉入海底 	yuè dòngxīn chén rù hǎidǐ 	And then, my thumping heart sinks into the depths of the seas
 	 	
也曾自以为真忱誓言永恒不变 	yě céng zì yǐwéi zhēn chén shìyán yǒnghéng bù biàn 	I used to think, that my passion will never change,
却也亲手将初梦祭奠 	què yě qīnshǒu jiāng chū mèng jìdiàn 	Until I’ve found myself mourning the first dreams I’ve ever had
命运错选交点 	mìngyùn cuò xuǎn jiāodiǎn 	The focal point where my fate has missed its mark
掩盖轨迹停留时间线 	yǎngài guǐjī tíngliú shíjiān xiàn 	Has concealed the trajectory of past history as it lingers over the timeline
我的存在还保有什么意义 	wǒ de cúnzài hái bǎo yǒu shénme yìyì 	Tell me, what point is there to my existence?
也许全部本就没太多意义 	yěxǔ quánbù běn jiù méi tài duō yìyì 	Or rather, is there little meaning in everything after all?
 	 	
也曾骄傲的自以为是发声者 	yě céng jiāo'ào de zìyǐwéishì fāshēng zhě 	In the end, after having thought myself right for so long, trying to get my voice out to the world,
到头不过失声呐喊着 	dàotóu bùguò shīshēng nàhǎnzhe 	It ends in futility as I shout myself hoarse
过往执迷爱意 	guòwǎng zhímí àiyì 	Even having used to cling onto thoughts of love,
也不能抵挡光夜交替 	yě bùnéng dǐdǎng guāng yè jiāotì 	Will not stop the light from giving in to the darkness
把自我轨则冠以什么意义 	bǎ zìwǒ guǐ zé guān yǐ shénme yìyì 	Tell me, what’s the use of my rules of self?
也许全部本就没太多意义 	yěxǔ quánbù běn jiù méi tài duō yìyì 	Or rather, is there little meaning in everything after all?
 	 	
我想也许是我 对于承诺与结果太过执着 	wǒ xiǎng yěxǔ shì wǒ duìyú chéngnuò yǔ jiéguǒ tàiguò zhízhuó	I think I must have wanted too badly for such things as “promises” and “outcomes”
（在此刻） 	(zài cǐkè) 	(At this moment,)
是我无奇的生活 	shì wǒ wúqí de shēnghuó 	My life is nothing more than a boring one,
日复一日重复度过 	rì fù yī rì chóngfù dùguò 	One day repeated one after another,
（懦弱的人犯下的错） 	(nuòruò de rénfàn xià de cuò) 	(The crime committed by those who are weak)
忘却昨日的梦迎接坠落 	wàngquè zuórì de mèng yíngjiē zhuìluò 	Just waiting to fall to my ruin after having forsaken my dreams of the past
（的自我） 	(de zìwǒ) 	(That self of mine)
悄然无声的独角戏 	qiǎorán wúshēng de dújiǎoxì 	A solo act, absolutely quiet,
（热烈欢迎下次光临） 	(rèliè huānyíng xià cì guānglín) 	(Welcome! Please come back soon!)
散场后徒留寂寞 	sànchǎng hòu tú liú jìmò 	Upon the end of which I am left to linger in loneliness
（欢迎终末来临） 	(huānyíng zhōng mò láilín) 	(I welcome the start of the end)
 	 	
消极吞噬感已令我窒息 	xiāo jí tūnshì gǎn yǐ lìng wǒ zhìxí 	The negative feeling of being swallowed whole has suffocated me
（飞吧向往自由的小鸟） 	(fēi ba xiàngwǎng zìyóu de xiǎo niǎo) 	(Fly, O bird seeking freedom)
逐渐溶解肺部全部氧气 	zhújiàn róngjiě fèi bù quánbù yǎngqì 	And slowly, it dissolves all the oxygen to be had in my lungs
（面向属于你的天空大声呼叫） 	(miànxiàng shǔyú nǐ de tiānkōng dàshēng hūjiào) 	(Shout out to those skies, your skies, above!)
停止挣作加速腐蚀浮力 	tíngzhǐ zhēng zuò jiāsù fǔshí fúlì 	Stopping still, fighting back, speeding ever faster, the rot setting in me and the feeling of buoyancy,
（打破那自缚禁锢的监牢） 	(dǎpò nà zì fù jìngù de jiānláo) 	(Break through that cage that has held you in)
跃动心沉入海底 	yuè dòngxīn chén rù hǎidǐ 	And then, my thumping heart sinks into the depths of the seas
==Translation Notes==
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