猛独が襲う (Moudoku ga Osou)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
適当に生きても息は続く 	tekitou ni ikite mo iki wa tsuzuku 	You’ll breathe on, even if you just live just doing whatever works
誰かに寄り掛かり生きている 	dareka ni yorikakari ikite iru 	Living depending on someone else;
支えが消えても息が続く 	sasae ga kiete mo iki ga tsuzuku 	Even if your support disappears, you’ll continue to breathe
次の拠り所に身を寄せる 	tsugi no yoridokoro ni mi o yoseru 	Becoming dependent on the the next thing
 	 	
使い捨てじみた繋がりとか 	tsukaisute jimita tsunagari to ka 	My throwaway connections,
その場限りの関係だとか 	sono ba kagiri no kankei da to ka 	And relationships that only exist at the right time and the right placethis was essentially just "relationships limited to that place" but I didn't feel it expressed exactly what was going on so I expanded on it a little
何かが違うと嘆いてみて 	nanika ga chigau to nageitemite 	Even if I try to lament, saying "something’s not quite right",
何も分からずにいるんだって 	nani mo wakarazu ni irun datte 	I remain understanding nothing {apparently}
 	 	
誰が何と言ったって 	dare ga nanto ittatte 	Whatever anyone might say
僕はずっとこんなんで 	boku wa zutto konnan de 	I’ll always be like this
切れた縁の端に 	kireta enishi no haji ni 	I cast down my eyes
目を伏せたの 	me o fuseta no 	Beside all of my severed bonds
 	 	
寂しがって泣いたって 	sabishigatte naitatte 	{Apparently} even if I’m so lonely I cry
誰も知らないんだって 	dare mo shiranain datte 	No one gives a damn
また　猛独が襲う 	mata moudoku ga osou 	And yet again, deathly loneliness attacks
 	 	
誰かの気持ちを無碍にしては 	dareka no kimochi o muge ni shite wa 	For every person whose feelings I treat with disdain
誰かに縋りながら生きている 	dareka ni sugari nagara ikite iru 	I live relying on an another.
その度とぐろを巻く罰がさ 	sono tabi toguro o maku batsu ga sa 	The punishment for curling up all those timesI think this is a metaphor about snakes (that is, curling/coiling up then constricting and biting)
胸を締め付けて牙を立てる 	mune o shimetsukete kiba o tateru 	Tightens around my chest and digs in its fangs 
 	 	
気が付かぬ間に「独」が回る 	kigatsukanu ma ni "doku" ga mawaru 	Before I even realised “loneliness”独 = kanji that means ‘single/alone’ and is used in one of the words for loneliness. began to turn,
心だけ気づいて寂しがる 	kokoro dake kizuite samishigaru 	My heart alone notices and yearns for another寂しがる = ‘to feel lonely’ are obviously different words in japanese but the same in english... so I used “yearns for another” to differentiate between the two and better elaborate on the paticular “missing something” meaning 寂しがる has.
痺れるような苦しみの中で 	shibireru you na kurushimi no naka de	Amidst the pin and needle-like pain, 
「一人」の無力に沈んだんだ 	"hitori" no muryoku ni shizundan da 	I sunk in the powerlessness of “being alone”
 	 	
誰に何と言ったって 	dare ni nanto ittatte 	{apparently} whatever I say to someone
もう戻れないんだって 	mou modorenain datte 	There’s no turning back.
「面倒だ」なんて 	"mendou da" nante 	Even from the things I relinquished
手放したことさえ 	tebanashita koto sae 	With a “what a pain”
 	 	
たとえ何度泣いたって 	tatoe nando naitatte 	{Apparently} however many times I cry
届きはしないんだって 	todoki wa shinain datte 	It’s not going to reach (anyone)
心にヒビが走る 	kokoro ni hibi ga hashiru 	Cracks run their way through my heart.
 	 	
壊れぬように 	kowarenu you ni 	So it wouldn’t break
壊さぬように 	kowasanu you ni 	So I wouldn’t break it
未熟な手で守ってたのにね 	mijukuna te de mamotteta noni ne 	Even though with my inexperienced hands, I so tried to protect it
 	 	
些細な感情で 	sasaina kanjou de 	I ended up straining myself
力んじゃったりして 	rikinjattari shite 	and crushing {it}
握りつぶしていたんだろう 	nigiritsubushite itan darou 	over the most trivial of emotions, didn’t I...
 	 	
膝を抱いて泣いたって 	hiza o daite naitatte 	{Apparently}, even if I hug my knees and cry
変わりはしないんだって 	kawari wa shinain datte 	There will be no change.
静かな部屋に響く 	shizukana heya ni hibiku 	not even to my sobs
嗚咽さえも 	oetsu sae mo 	That echo in this quiet room
 	 	
夜が飲み込んだって 	yoru ga nomikonda tte 	Even if the night swallows it
月が照らしたって 	tsuki ga terashitatte 	Even if the moon shines down upon it
消えない　消えない 	kienai kienai 	It won’t disappear, it doesn’t disappear
消えない　事実だけ見て 	kienai jijitsu dake mite 	only looking at the truth, that won’t disappear
 	 	
癒えない　言えない 	ienai ienai 	It won’t heal, I can’t say it
隠していた声を　僕を 	kakushite ita koe o boku o 	Against the voice I hid, against me 
 	 	
猛独が襲う 	moudoku ga osou 	deathly loneliness attacks
==Notes==
==Notable Derivatives==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*猛独が襲う
*EXIT TUNES PRESENTS Vocaloseasons feat. Hatsune Miku ~Summer~ (album)
* 独りに花を添え
==External Links==
===Official===
*piapro - Off-vocal
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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