悔やむと書いてミライ (Kuyamu to Kaite Mirai)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
一思いにボクを刺してくれたら 	hitoomoi ni boku o sashite kuretara 	If you pierced right through me with a knife,
いいのにな　いいのにな 	ii noni na ii noni na 	That would be nice, that would be nice.
不条理な御託で刺してくれたら 	fujouri na gotaku de sashite kuretara 	If you stabbed me with your absurd, pretentious speech,
いいのにな　いいのにな 	ii noni na ii noni na 	That would be nice, that would be nice.
 	 	
いつかゴミに出したのに 	itsuka gomi ni dashita noni 	Even though I've thrown it in the trash already,
袖口に隠していた生涯 	sodeguchi ni kakushite ita shougai 	I've been hiding my entire life in the cuffs of my sleeves.
燃やせぬまま灰になれずにいたんだ 	moyasenu mama hai ni narezu ni ita nda 	And there it's remained, unable to be burned, not turning into ash.
 	 	
死にたい　消えたい以上ない 	shinitai kietai ijou nai 	I want to die, I want to disappear, there's nothing left for me here,
こんな命に期待はしないさ 	konna inochi ni kitai wa shinai sa 	There's no more hope in a life like this
故に夢に魘され 	yue ni yume ni unasare 	So I'm just standing here in this nightmare,
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界 	fusaida kako ni saita sekai 	In a world that bloomed from my choked past.
 	 	
癒えない　見えない傷ほど 	ienai mienai kizu hodo 	I'm broken, I'm covered in invisible wounds,
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと 	kitto kasabuta datte dekiyashinai to 	And I know that
ボクは知っていた 	boku wa shitte ita 	They won't be able to scab over.
悔やむと書いてミライ 	kuyamu to kaite mirai 	So I write the future with this lament.
 	 	
生きるふりをして死んでいくのが 	ikiru furi o shite shinde iku no ga 	Pretending to be alive while marching toward death,
人生か　人生だ 	jinsei ka jinsei da 	That's life, isn't it? That's life.
 	 	
それじゃボクらはどうしてこの世に 	sore ja bokura wa doushite kono yo ni 	So then why were we born into this world,
こんな未完成な身体に 	konna mikansei na karada ni 	In such immature, imperfect bodies
未だ　心を持っているんだ 	imada kokoro o motte iru nda 	Each one with a heart still beating?
 	 	
きっと拉げた如雨露で 	kitto hishigeta jouro de 	That's right, I tried to get a flower to bloom
花を咲かせようとした　そうさ 	hana o sakaseyou to shita sou sa 	By watering it with this crumpled watering can
種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか 	tane hitotsu nai tsuchi ni maicha inai ka 	But there wasn't even a single seed scattered in the dirt.
 	 	
だから一抜けした　捨てた 	dakara ichinuke shita suteta 	That's why I slipped away, abandoned it,
この世の流行り病のような愛も 	kono yo no hayari yamai no you na ai mo 	The love that's like a plague on this world,
爪の先よりも細い 	tsume no saki yori mo hosoi 	And the depths of a superficial friend's affection are
底浅い友の情愛も 	soko asai yue no jouai mo 	Thinner than a fingernail.
 	 	
知らない　知りたいこともない 	shiranai shiritai koto mo nai 	I don't know anything, I don't want to know anything.
どうせ言葉以上の意味などないと 	douse kotoba ijou no imi nado nai to 	I know that
ボクは知っていた 	boku wa shitte ita 	There's no deeper meaning behind these words anyway,
悔やむと書いてミライ 	kuyamu to kaite mirai 	So I write the future with this lament.
 	 	
片道分の蝋を持って 	katamichibun no rou o motte 	I only have enough wax on this candle to last me one way,
消さないように必死になって 	kesanai you ni hisshi ni natte 	And I'm desperately trying to keep it aflame.
わずか照らした一寸先の 	wazuka terashita issunsaki no 	In the dimly lit inch I can see ahead,
穴ぼこは誰が落ちた跡？ 	anaboko wa dare ga ochita ato? 	Who do those tracks belong to, who's the one who's fallen into a hole?
 	 	
それが人生です　ボクら手にした人生なんです 	sore ga jinsei desu bokura te ni shita jinsei nan desu	That's life for you, the life that we have.
 	 	
生まれたこと自体が 	umareta koto jitai ga 	Was the very act of being born
間違いだったの？ 	machigai datta no? 	A mistake?
 	 	
死にたい　消えたい以上ない 	shinitai kietai ijou nai 	I want to die, I want to disappear, there's nothing left for me here,
こんな命に期待はしないさ 	konna inochi ni kitai wa shinai sa 	There's no more hope in a life like this.
故に夢に魘され 	yue ni yume ni unasare 	So I'm just standing here in this nightmare,
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界 	fusaida kako ni saita sekai 	In a world that bloomed from my choked past.
 	 	
癒えない　見えない傷ほど 	ienai mienai kizu hodo 	I'm broken, I'm covered in invisible wounds,
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと 	kitto kasabuta datte dekiyashinai to 	And I know that
ボクは知っていた 	boku wa shitte ita 	They won't be able to scab over.
悔やむと書いてミライ 	kuyamu to kaite mirai 	So I write the future with this lament.
 	 	
悔やむと書いて　ミライ 	kuyamu to kaite mirai 	I'll write the future with this lament.
 	 	
消えたいの　消えたいの 	kietai no kietai no 	"I want to disappear, I want to disappear"
何回だって言い聞かせた 	nankai datte iikikaseta 	How many times have I said that to myself by now?
 	 	
夢も見れぬような　後悔を頂戴 	yume mo mirenu you na koukai o choudai 	Please, give me regrets, so that I can no longer dream.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*Kuyamu to Kaite Mirai/Keitai Renwa/Jackpot Sad Girl (album)
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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*Google Docs - Translation source
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