Pansyheart

"I..... I know how he feels..... its how I felt when Duskberry was pulled from me.... the pain doesn't get easier. It just gets more bearable"
== Description ==
Pansyheart is a bushy, long-haired tortie point tom with sterling blue eyes and long whiskers. He is a Chimera cat.His muzzle is greying.
== Personality ==
Pansyheart is a very independent, quiet, level headed and gentle tom. He takes his time and puts a lot of consideration on how others feel about certain things.
== Art and References ==
==History==
Pansyheart was born alongside his 4 siblings under the great oaks. He was born to a rogue named Rose and a Riverclan warrior named Howlingsky. Howlingsky and Rose determined the best way to hide their kits would be to give them to clans who could not trace their ancestry. Shadowhunter, Stormcloud, and Harmonyhowl were given to Thunderclan, while Cardinalcall and Pansyheart were given away to Shadowclan.
From an early age, Pansyheart knew something was wrong with his brother. He was hysterical, hyper and very hard to control. The medicine cat at the time felt Cardinal may be loose in the head, so Pansyheart took on his brother as a responsibility. As kits, he would always keep an eye on him and offer to calm him down when he became too much. As they age, he would take Cardinal out to look at the stars and repeat stories the elders had told them. This, of course, helped to relax Cardinal and put his focus on something.
When they became apprentices, Pansys duties never changed, often accompanying his brother on patrols, lessons and to gatherings. When cats asked why he did it, Pansy simply stated he'd do it for anyone, as no one else would take up such a job. Eventually, they both earned their names. PAnsyheart in his early warriorhood was able to let his brother go off on his own, as time and work kept the red cat tamed. He met and fell in love with Duskberry, even adopting a kit with her when they found they could not have any. He was happy for this time, and never forgot about Cardinal.
Cardinal was a major part of their family, the two often treating him as a kid. Though, after Deadstar was found... well dead... a contagious sickness feasted on the clan. It took Duskberry and Cardinalcall, leaving Pansyheart without any family left. His adopted daughter was also murdered by the illness. Of course it upset him, but Pansy mourned in silence, instead of using the sadness to fuel Echostone, his apprentice. He encouraged her to be a grand warrior even after her injury.
Currently, he mourns his second apprentice, Sorapaw, who was found dead. He pushes on as he had before, remembering and mourning in silence. As he aged, Starclan began to show Pumpkinspice signs that he was to be the next medicine cat. When she approached him, he was confused at first because of his advanced age. But she said Starclan was clear on their choice, so he accepted. He was a fast learner- training quiet fast under her watchful eye.
Once his training had finished, Pumpkinspice stepped down as it became too much for her. Pansyheart took over as full medicine cat of Shadowclan
==Ceremonies==
Category:Shadowclan
Category:Tom
Category:Birth Defect
Category:Medicine Cat