マタハラ (Matehara)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
傷つくことだとわかってて 	kizutsuku koto da to wakattete 	Knowing my feelings will be hurt,
家族写真をのぞきこむ 	kazoku shashin o nozokikomu 	I sneak a peek at your family photos.
あなたが選んだ人のこと 	anata ga eranda hito no koto 	I stare fixedly at the woman you chose
爪の先までじっと見る 	tsume no saki made jitto miru 	Down to the tips of her nails.
 	 	
黙ってたのはやさしさですか 	damatteta no wa yasashisa desu ka 	Was it your kindness that fooled me,
三人家族と聞いていたのに 	sannin kazoku to kiite ita no ni 	Even though I've always heard "and baby makes three"?
隠してたのはやましさですか 	kakushiteta no wa yamashisa desu ka 	Was it your guilty conscience that made you hide this from me?
彼女が着ているマタニティドレス 	kanojo ga kite iru mataniti doresu 	She's wearing a maternity dress.
 	 	
口もきかない手もにぎらない 	kuchi mo kikanai te mo nigiranai 	"I won't even ask. I won't even grab his hand."
そんな言葉にすがりついていた 	sonna kotoba ni sugaritsuite ita 	I was clinging to those sorts of words.
二人目なんて知らされてない 	futarime nante shirasaretenai 	Of course your side piece wouldn't be notified.
見て見ぬふりで話そらした 	mite minu furi de hanashi sorashita 	I pretended not to see and changed the subject.
泣いたりしない責めたりしない 	naitari shinai semetari shinai 	I'm not crying, I'm not blaming you,
だから勝手なお願いきいて 	dakara katte na onegai kiite 	So listen to this selfish wish of mine:
もしもその子が女の子なら 	moshimo sono ko ga onnanoko nara 	If your kid turns out to be a girl,
私と同じ名前をつけて 	watashi to onaji namae o tsukete 	Give her the same name as me.
 	 	
家庭も子どもも興味ない 	katei mo kodomo mo kyoumi nai 	"I'm not interested in a household or family,"
いつもあなたに強がった 	itsumo anata ni tsuyogatta 	I always bluffed to you.
望んだところで叶わない 	nozonda tokoro de kanawanai 	Wishing for it wouldn't grant it.
一人キャンドル吹き消した 	hitori kyandoru fukikeshita 	I blew out my candles all alone.
 	 	
黙ってたけど覚えてますか 	damatteta kedo oboetemasu ka 	I fooled you, but do you remember
昨日は私の誕生日でした 	kinou wa watashi no tanjoubi deshita	That yesterday was my birthday?
隠してたけど気づいてますか 	kakushiteta kedo kizuitemasu ka 	I hid it, but do you realize
あなたの自宅を探してました 	anata no jitaku o sagashitemashita 	That I was out looking for your house?
 	 	
ごまかしてきた受け入れてきた 	gomakashite kita ukeirete kita 	You came to pull the wool over my eyes, and I came to accept it—
うしろめたさも罪の意識も 	ushirometasa mo tsumi no ishiki mo 	Both the uneasiness and the awareness of our crime,
会いたいときに会えない人を 	aitai toki ni aenai hito o 	And the fact that I can't see you when I want to.
愛することはこういうことと 	aisuru koto wa kou iu koto to 	When loving someone is like this,
裏切る人に裏切られてる 	uragiru hito ni uragirareteru 	You're betrayed by the person you betray.
悲しむなんて100年早い 	kanashimu nante hyakunen hayai 	It's 100 years too early to mourn.
誰かのことを傷つけながら 	dareka no koto o kizutsuke nagara 	It's 1000 years too early to celebrate
幸せなんて1000年早い 	shiawase nante sennen hayai 	While hurting someone else.
 	 	
やることやっていたのね 	yaru koto yatte ita no ne 	I did the things there were to do.
平気でウソをつくのね 	heiki de uso o tsuku no ne 	I'm telling lies as coolly as ice.
どちらも選べないのね 	dochira mo erabenai no ne 	I can't choose either.
このまま年をとるのね 	kono mama toshi o toru no ne 	I'm getting older, just like this.
 	 	
口もきかない手もにぎらない 	kuchi mo kikanai te mo nigiranai 	"I won't even ask. I won't even grab his hand."
そんな言葉にすがりついていた 	sonna kotoba ni sugaritsuite ita 	I was clinging to those sorts of words.
二人目なんて知らされてない 	futarime nante shirasaretenai 	Of course your side piece wouldn't be notified.
見て見ぬふりで話そらした 	mite minu furi de hanashi sorashita 	I pretended not to see and changed the subject.
泣いたりしない責めたりしない 	naitari shinai semetari shinai 	I'm not crying, I'm not blaming you,
だから勝手なお願いきいて 	dakara katte na onegai kiite 	So listen to this selfish wish of mine:
もしもその子が女の子なら 	moshimo sono ko ga onnanoko nara 	If your kid turns out to be a girl,
私と同じ名前をつけて 	watashi to onaji namae o tsukete 	Give her the same name as me.
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