少女自傷癖 (Shoujo Jishouheki)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
包帯巻いて　傷跡隠して 	houtai maite kizuato kakushite 	Hiding my scars by wrapping them with bandages,
にじんでるのに　何強がってるの 	nijinderu no ni nani tsuyogatteru no 	Even though blood is running, why am I pretending to be strong?
 	 	
誰も私のことなんて 	dare mo watashi no koto nante 	No one is bothering
気にもとめちゃいないいないやいや 	ki ni motomechaina ii na iya iya 	To stop me, no one, no one, no, no
 	 	
あぁいっそ　鋭利な刃物で 	aa isso eiri na hamono de 	Ah, I’d rather be put at ease by sharp cutlery
楽になれたらいいないいな 	raku ni naretara ii na ii na 	A person who’d do anything
さびしんぼのつくしんぼうで 	sabishinbo no tsuku shinbou de 	For the sake of a lonely person
自傷の言葉　いた 	jishou no kotoba tsubuyaita 	Who murmured words about self-harm
 	 	
愛とかはいらないんだ 	ai toka wa iranai nda 	I don’t need something like love,
温もりだけがあればいいんだ 	nukumori dake ga areba ii nda 	But just warmth is fine
そうやって自分を傷つけて 	sou yatte jibun o kizutsukete 	Saying so, I hurt myself,
満足そうに微笑んだ 	manzoku sou ni hohoenda 	And smiled as if I were satisfied
 	 	
嘘つきすぎて肺が曇っちゃって 	usotsuki sugite hai ga kumocchatte 	After lying too much, my lungs became clouded
何か息が苦しいんだ 	nanika iki ga kurushii nda 	And somehow, breathing was painful
 	 	
友達も先生もママも 	tomodachi mo sensei mo mama mo 	Even my friends, teachers, Mom,
みんなみんな私を見ちゃいないやいや 	minna minna watashi o michai na iya iya 	Everyone, everyone doesn’t give me a glance
 	 	
あぁもっと　深くって 	aa motto fukaku egutte 	Ah, make me feel even more painful inside,
確かめられたらいいないいな 	tashikameraretara ii na ii na 	It’d be nice if I could make sure
端の方から痺れてきたの 	hashi no kata kara shibirete kita no 	I’m getting numb near the edge,
包帯買いに行かなきゃ 	houtai kai ni ikanakya 	I have to buy more bandages
 	 	
大好きよ　吐きそうよ 	daisuki yo hakisou yo 	I love you, that’s what I’ll confess
どうして涙が止まらないの 	doushite namida ga tomaranai no 	Why are these tears not stopping?
そうやって自分を騙し続け慣れて 	sou yatte jibun o damashitsuzuke narete 	Saying so, I get used to continuing to deceive myself
悲しくて気持ちいい 	kanashikute kimochiii 	And felt good from this sadness
 	 	
踏み切りの音がカンカン 	fumikiri no oto ga kankan 	Because the sound of the railroad crossing
心地よく響いてるから 	kokochiyoku hibiiteru kara 	Clangs pleasantly,
黒猫さんやめてそんな目で見つめないで 	kuronekosan yamete sonna me de mitsumenaide	Mr. Black cat, stop, don’t watch with those kinds of eyes
 	 	
いたいいたいなぁ 	itai itai naa 	It hurts, it hurts…
いたいいたいなぁ 	itai itai naa 	It hurts, it hurts…
右目のがいたいいたいなぁ 	migime no aza ga itai itai naa 	The bruise on my right eye hurts, it hurts…
 	 	
いないいないばぁ 	inai inai baa 	Peek-a-boo,
いないいないばぁ 	inai inai baa 	Peek-a-boo,
だれもだれもいないいないばぁ 	dare mo dare mo inai inai baa 	No one, no one is there…
 	 	
今日も点滴に生かされています 	kyou mo tenteki ni ikasarete imasu 	Today, too, an IV is allowing me to stay alive
お人形遊びは好きですか 	oningyou asobi wa suki desu ka 	Do you like playing with dolls?
どうぞ私を使ってください 	douzo watashi o tsukatte kudasai 	Here, please use me,
指先に力が入らないの 	yubisaki ni chikara ga hairanai no 	But don’t put too much force into your fingertips
 	 	
変わりはいるもの　誰でもいいの 	kawari wa iru mono dare demo ii no 	There are replacements for me, anyone would do
無意味な言葉で慰めないで 	muimi na kotoba de nagusamenaide 	Don’t comfort me with meaningless words
傷つけて感情を繋ぎ止めて 	kizutsukete kanjou o tsunagitomete 	Holding onto my wounded feelings,
包帯 取り替えて 	houtai torikaete 	I change my bandages
 	 	
愛とかはいらないんだ 	ai toka wa iranai nda 	I don’t need something like love
温もりだけがあればいいんだ 	nukumori dake ga areba ii nda 	Just having warmth is fine
そうやって自分を傷つけて 	sou yatte jibun o kizutsukete 	Saying so, I hurt myself,
満足そうに微笑んだ 	manzoku sou ni hohoenda 	And smiled as if I were satisfied
 	 	
許してくれませんか？ 	yurushite kuremasen ka? 	Could you forgive me?
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*IA THE WORLD ～影～ (IA THE WORLD ~Kage~)
*VOCAROCK collection loves IA 
*IA the Best!!
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Karaoke
*piapro - Karaoke (with harmonies)
*piapro - Karaoke (key -2)
*piapro - Karaoke (male key)
===Unofficial===
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*Vocaloid Wiki
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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