Numb Heart

Sadness, Happiness,pity
all these and the other feelings 
seems to be missing
My hand and body acting on its own
I don't know what to do
I lost sight of the future
but I do not wish death
living seems to be not worth it anymore
Smilling, frowning, blinking
it all seems like things that I'm forced to do
Opening the computer
Writing something
drawing, reading and eating
Its like a never ending cycle
It all seems useless now
Is it right?
to have a numb heart
that doesn't feel anything
That doesn't wish to live 
but doesn't wish to die?
Category:Animalandia