零重祈愿 (Líng Chóng Qíyuàn)

==Background==
"Líng Chóng Qíyuàn" is an original song by Sovietsy and Yu Li featuring Yuezheng Ling. It is part of the Paranoia Series.
A prequel to the main events in the series, this song tells the original cause of the whole story from Ling Yu's (played by Yuezheng Ling) viewpoint. At her exterior, Ling Yu is a bright and happy-go-lucky girl, but behind her happy look is a broken home. When her band was entering the audition, and when she had received a necklace as a birthday gift from Ling Luo (played by Luo Tianyi), she felt extraordinarily happy. However, as she was coming back home, what she saw instead was her mother, gone mad and raising a cleaver. In the chaos, her mother cut through her hand, causing her to become unable to play guitar anymore. No longer able to keep going, and filled with shame at the idea of facing Ling Luo, she silently withdrew from the contest, leaving the place.
The song "Líng Chóng Qǐ Yuàn" shows the same sequence of events, but from Ling Luo's viewpoint.
The truth of Ling Yu's fate would only be revealed in "Jiǔchóng Xiànshí", the epilogue of the series.
The song reached 1 million views on bilibili on January 8, 2021.
==Lyrics==
Chinese (中文歌词) 	Pinyin (拼音)
还请不要看这样的我 	hai qing buyao kan zheyang de wo
失去了骄傲的我 	shiqu le jiao'ao de wo
风儿也在叹息着 	feng'r ye zai tanxi zhe
世人冷眼旁观着 	shiren lengyanpangguan zhe
从未祈祷过的我 	cong wei qidao guo de wo
灵魂不停地狼狈无比地向下坠落 	linghun buting de langbei wubi de xiang xia zhuiluo
 	
我想用我最后的自由 	wo xiang yong wo zuihou de ziyou
策划一次或许悲凉的逃脱 	cehua yici huoxu beiliang de taotuo
这将是我最后的执着 	zhe jiang shi wo zuihou de zhizhuo
最后一次的抗争 	zuihou yici de kangzheng
 	
求求你别问我 	qiuqiu ni bie wen wo
求求你别问家在哪 	qiuqiu ni bie wen jia zai na
别问我梦想何方 	bie wen wo mengxiang hefang
为何放弃了眺望 	weihe fangqi le tiaowang
为何不再歌唱 	weihe buzai gechang
 	
背对着荒唐的世界 	bei dui zhe huangtang de shijie
我们曾竭力追逐过永远 	women ceng jieli zhuizhu guo yongyuan
可最后不能飞翔的我却 	ke zuihou buneng feixiang de wo que
只能如陌生人一般说声再见 	zhi neng ru moshengren yiban shuo sheng zaijian
 	
你在名为弱小的深渊 	ni zai ming wei ruoxiao de shenyuan
究竟看见过什么 	jiujing kanjian guo shenme
向着他们摇尾乞怜 	xiang zhe tamen yaoweiqilian
想要死得安静一些 	xiang yaosi de anjing yixie
仅剩下尊严 	jin sheng xia zunyan
有没有人曾对你说过 	youmeiyou ren ceng dui ni shuo guo
不要期待这世界 	buyao qidai zhe shijie
你的眼神越是纯洁 	ni de yanshen yue shi chunjie
就越容易被现实撕裂 	jiu yue rongyi bei xianshi silie
直到鲜血枯竭 	zhidao xianxue kujie
 	
原谅我 	yuanliang wo
原谅我落荒而逃 	yuanliang wo luohuang'ertao
原谅我如此仓皇 	yuanliang wo ruci canghuang
没能继续坚强 	mei neng jixu jianqiang
 	
我也想 	wo ye xiang
也曾想过和你远航 	ye ceng xiang guo he ni yuanhang
只是终究喑哑 	zhishi zhongjiu yinya
唯有转身退场 	wei you zhuanshen tuichang
==Derivatives==
==Other media appearances==
===Discography===
This song was featured in the Wàngxiǎngzhèng Paranoia album.
==External links==
===Unofficial===
Category:Original songs
Category:Chinese songs
Category:Songs featuring Yuezheng Ling