Paranoia

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Paranoia (パラノイア, Paranoia) is an Original Character created by Raindrop. In For The Train Station of Dreams, Paranoia is a jittery and melancholic ghost-like girl and a Main Character of her series, yet also somehow appears in every other.
A Melancholic girl who died to be dreaming of 'Sleep'.
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TRIGGER/CONTENT WARNING: This page shows and discusses blood, stitches, sharp objects, self-loathing, depression, self-harm, cutting, scars, suicidal ideation, suicide, and death, although not too graphic, will become significantly more severe in future and therefore may be triggering for sensitive readers. Please read with caution, and click off if you need to. A full list of content/trigger warnings can be found here.
== Appearance Description ==
=== Pre-Suicide ===
Paranoia was a fair-skinned (#FFF0E4) girl of short stature (144 cm, barely 4'9) when still alive. She had thick, slightly messy barely neck-length Eerie Black (#1F1F1F) hair with Dark Violet (#1E1B1F) underlights as well as an ombre across her emo bangs, tied into outwards-curling twintails heavily resembling Saki's, by Dark Taupe (#423A3A) extremely droopy and deflated bows, with her emo bangs barely reaching just below her right eye and 2 slightly longer front strands that barely reached her collarbones, curling outwards the same way as her twintails, additionally without an ahoge. Paranoia had a 'cut-up' eyebrow and no eyelashes, and her eye color was Dark Violet (#1E1B1F) on top and Dark Gray (#29242D) on the bottom, although it was hard to tell due to the corpse-like glaze in them. Paranoia was also shown to bleed in Desaturated Bubblegum (#EE9BB9) prior to her death.
Paranoia wore what appears to be a school uniform, although the location of where it belonged to is unknown. She wore a Light Desaturated Lavender (#F0E7F7) button-up shirt with no buttons undone and a Dark Taupe (#423A3A) skirt slightly longer than Saki's with a Warm Cinerous (#A68B83) criss-cross pattern across it, the pattern repeating for her school's ribbon as well. Paranoia also wore a Magenta-tinted Black (#0B080A) slightly-form fitting button-up cardigan with 6 Dark Violet (#1E1B1F) buttons over her uniform, as well as Hot-Pink-Tinted White (#FFF7F9) bandadge wrap around both of her wrists. Paranoia's socks of choice were Eerie Black (#1F1F1F) knee-high socks with Light Champagne Pink (#E4D0C7) mary jane shoes.
Paranoia's school bag, and the contents of such, are unknown.
=== Suicide ===
Paranoia was still a fair-skinned (#FFF0E4) girl of short stature (144 cm, barely 4'9) when she committed suicide. She had thick, messy barely neck-length Eerie Black (#1F1F1F) hair with Light Pink (#1E1B1F) underlights as well as an ombre across her emo bangs, tied into outwards-curling twintails heavily resembling Himeko's, by Desaturated Bubblegum (#EE9BB9) bows with Desaturated Light Pink (#F5ACC6) hearts in the middle, with her emo bangs barely reaching just below her right eye and 2 slightly longer front strands that barely reached her collarbones, curling outwards the same way as her twintails, additionally without an ahoge. Paranoia had no eyebrows or eyelashes, and her eye color was Dark Violet (#1E1B1F) on top and Dark Gray (#29242D) on the bottom, although it was hard to tell due to the corpse-like glaze in them. Paranoia was also shown to bleed in Desaturated Bubblegum (#EE9BB9) prior to her death.
The rest is to be Added.
=== In For the Train Station of Dreams ===
==== Dress ====
To be Added.
=== Derivatives ===
==== Positive Derivative ====
In her Positive Derivative (正のデリバティブ, Sei no Deribatibu), Paranoia's skin tone and height remains the same as whichever world she's in. In this state, Paranoia's twintails become slightly thicker and bouncier, and her hair color remains Eerie Black (#1F1F1F) with her ombre and underlights being Light Pink (#FFC6D9), with her hair reverting to the length it was when she was alive; her emo bangs barely reaching just below her right eye as usual and her 2 slightly longer front strands barely reach her collarbones, curling slightly less outwards now the same way as her twintails, additionally remaining ahogeless. If wearing bows in her hair, they'll still droop, but significantly less. If she wears her angel-wing hairclips, they remain the same. Paranoia's eyebrows and eyelashes remain however they are in her main appearance as well, and her eye color changes to being Light Dull Pink (#EE9BB9) on top and Dull Light Pink (#FFBAC4) on the bottom, and her eyebags are shown to yet again clear up significantly. (Razzmic Berry/#897393 → Light Razzmic Berry/#9681A1, and if before her death, Desaturated Grayish Lavender/#D0C9D7 → Light Grayish Lavender/#DAD2E1 if in For the Train Station of Dreams.) If Paranoia is injured in her Positive Derivative, she'll bleed in Desaturated Light Pink (#F4ACC6).
Paranoia's outfit's bows raise slightly, but the colors of any outfit she wears remain the same. 
=== Negative Derivative ===
In her Negative Derivative (負のデリバティブ, Fu no Deribatibu), Paranoia's skin turns ghostly pale (#FFFCFC), but her height remains the same as whichever world she's in. In this state, Paranoia's twintails become ever so slightly thinner, significantly messier, and notably longer, and changes to being Dark Violet (#1E1B1F) with her ombre and underlights being Desaturated Purpleish Pink (#D281A5), with her hair growing noticably longer; her emo bangs remaining the same length yet her 2 front strands now reaching her shoulders, curling significantly more outwards, her twintails also curling outwards and now reaching her shoulder cuffs/midway down her shoulders, still remaining ahogeless. If wearing bows in her hair, they'll droop as low as possible, and change color; (Dark Taupe/#423A3A → Warm Reddish Taupe/#372C31 if Paranoia's school uniform, Pink/#FFA5D2 → Thulian Pink/#D281A5 if October 21st or For the Train Station of Dreams.) If Paranoia is injured in her Negative Derivative, she'll bleed in Pink (#FFA5D2). Paranoia's eyebrows and eyelashes remain however they are in her main appearance as well, and her eye color changes to being Desaturated Thulian Pink (#D281A5) on top and Dull Thulian Magenta (#815867) on the bottom, and her eyebags are shown to worsen significantly. (Light Purple-tinted Gray/#D0C9D7 → Dark Chinese Violet/#9A81A5 if before her death, Dark Chinese Violet/#79607F → Warm Chinese Violet/#755B7A if in For the Train Station of Dreams.)
If Paranoia is injured in her Negative Derivative, she'll bleed in Desaturated Light Pink (#F4ACC6).
Paranoia's outfit's bows droop extremely low, and the colors of most of her outfits change:
* Dark Taupe/#423A3A → Warm Reddish Taupe/#372C31 (School Hairbow, Uniform's Bow, School Skirt)
* Pink/#FFA5D2 → Thulian Pink/#D281A5 (Underlights, Ombre, Bows, Socks, Halo, Hairclips, Buttons, Etc.)
* Light Pink/#FFC6D9 → Desaturated Bubblegum Pink/#EAA0C0 (Collar lines, Cuff's Hearts, Place where the buttons go, Middle of bows, etc)
* Eerie Black (#1F1F1F) → Dark Violet/#1E1B1F (Hair + Shoes)
** The Pink-tinted White (#FFF7F9) and Light Desaturated Lavender (#F0E7F7) remain the same,
** As well as the color of her Over-Dress (#323232) and Magenta-tinted Black (#0B080A).
=== Final Derivative ===
== Personality ==
Paranoia appears to be a frequently disturbed and melancholic individual, although the cause of her suffering is unknown. She's disconnected from society, and tends to go wherever a source of attention is. From the available art of her, she seems quite unhappy.
=== Derivatives ===
==== Positive Derivative ====
In her Positive Derivative (正のデリバティブ, Sei no Deribatibu), words go here.
On Twitter, Raindrop once said Paranoia's tuning doesn't get any more cheerful or happy unlike most characters do, it just gets a little less miserable, a reflection of how she can never achieve true happiness, and also compared it to Bansoko's Tuning.https://twitter.com/RAINDROPPI_042/status/1715801115990569332
Negative Derivative
== Background ==
Not much is known about Paranoia’s background, although she's implied to be dead in some way considering her tendencies to appear where she doesn’t belong and her pale, scar-covered body, although the cause hasn't been stated. Despite being junior-highschool/middle-school age, she isn't shown to attend school for reasons unknown. She has a habit of staring into space while crying, and struggles to communicate her feelings.Despite her strange dislike for train stations, she tends to spend time around them quite frequently.
== Appellations ==
To be added.
== Appearances ==
=== Comics ===
* To be Created.
=== Cover Trailers ===
* To be Created
=== Original Song Trailers ===
* To be Created
=== Fanmade MVs ===
* To be Created
=== Fanmade MV Remakes ===
* To be Created
=== Cover Songs ===
* To be Created
=== Original Songs===
* To be Created
=== Vocal Synth Animations ===
* To be Created
=== AUs ===
* To be Created
== Character Development ==
While Paranoia's creation date is implied to be before she was posted, she was first posted on Instagram on August 7th of 2023. No other details are currently available, and as of February 2024 she has yet to be drawn and posted or featured in any Original Songs, Cover Songs, or Music Videos. No other details are currently available, yet inquiries about Paranoia's Character Development Process can be made on Twitter.
== Trivia ==
* Paranoia’s least favourite holiday is Halloween. While her personal reasons are unknown, it parallels Saki, who has a somewhat-similar appearance.
* Paranoia shares an UTAU with Himeko: both are vocalized by Kasane Teto.
* Paranoia is 1 of 2 characters to be named something that isn’t a name, the other being Bansoko (絆創膏) who’s name translates to ‘Bandaid’.
* Paranoia’s ‘Over Dress’ dress was inspired by Lolita Fashion and Jirai Keihttps://www.instagram.com/p/CvniYrnrDOi/?img_index=1, although it doesn’t classify as either.
* Paranoia’s design is inspired by Bus-chan from あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば！ by TUYU.
* Paranoia’s Official Creation Date is August 6th 2023, although she’s heavily implied to have been created before that.
* Paranoia is the only character with Trichotillomania.
* Paranoia is the only character to communicate with you.
== Etymology ==
Paranoia’s name was originally supposed to be rendered in all Katakana (パラノイア) since the word Japanese word for 'Paranoia' is borrowed from English, but Raindrop changed it to include の/No written in Hiragana instead of the usual character for unknown reasons.
== References ==
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|Characters Without Original Songs
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