Am I Okay?

All I feel inside
is a girl that I want to hide
because I try to love
I try to find someone who 
will not try to make me blue.
Since the small river runs so dark
and yet people tell me 
there's plenty fish in the sea. 
I hold my arm
I bite my lip
since I watched you 
earlier take that girl's 
kiss. 
Is it just me
or are you crazy about her
are you crazy about someone
other than me? 
Is that all I feel
the snow and rain
as I cry and pray
that you won't go
away.
Am I okay?