アブセンティー (Absentee)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
一瞬にしてバラバラになった 	isshun ni shite barabara ni natta 	In an instant, everything fell to pieces
長い長いさよならに 	nagai nagai sayonara ni 	During our long, long goodbye
見せかけの慈悲なんて要らない 	misekake no jihi nante iranai 	I don't need any of your fake compassion
大口叩いてガラガラになった 	ooguchi tataite garagara ni natta 	My voice became raspy from talking too big
暗い暗い箱庭に 	kurai kurai hakoniwa ni 	In this dark, dark miniature garden
穢れた名を馳せるだけだった 	kegareta na o haseru dake datta 	I was just making my tarnished name known
 	 	
お粗末な 結末だ 	osomatsu na ketsumatsu da 	What a lame ending
君にはお似合いだろう 	kimi ni wa oniai darou 	I think it matches you pretty well
蝕んだ光が牙を剥く 	mushibanda hikari ga kiba o muku 	The ruined light bares its fangs on me
その僅か 悦だとか 	sono wazuka etsu da toka 	That little bit of complacency
エゴに苛まれてる 	ego ni sainamareteru 	is being tortured by my own ego
味を知って確と吟味していた 	aji o shitte shika to ginmi shite ita 	Knowing what that taste like, I closely inspected it to be sure
 	 	
ただ足掻いても まだ夢に見る 	tada agaite mo mada yume ni miru 	Even if I keep struggling, I still see it in my dream
主役不在のパーティータイム 	shuyaku fuzai no paatii taimu 	This party time that’s lacking its protagonist
素敵だね 総て人の所為にして 	suteki da ne subete hito no sei ni shite 	How wonderful, blame it all on everyone else
もう誰も彼も 	mou dare mo kare mo 	Now, everybody
救えやしないところまで 	sukueyashinai tokoro made 	had fallen to the point
堕ちてしまっていた 	ochite shimatte ita 	they couldn’t be saved
信じていたのが 	shinjite ita no ga 	I wonder if believing was
間違いだったのだろうか 	machigai datta no darou ka 	just a mistake after all?
 	 	
雑踏の中 只々 穿った 	zattou no naka tadatada ugatta 	It always pierced through amidst the crowd
深い深い暗闇に 	fukai fukai kurayami ni 	In this deep total darkness
差し伸べた手を払うアイロニー 	sashinobeta te o harau aironii 	I brush away the hands they hold out for me, how ironic
 	 	
繕う気なんてさらさらなかった 	tsukurou ki nante sarasara nakatta 	I didn’t even feel like fixing it
昔々の記憶は 	mukashimukashi no kioku wa 	My memories from a long time ago
歯痒い物語に終わった 	hagayui monogatari ni owatta 	ended up being a tantalizing tale
 	 	
たった一つのことすら 	tatta hitotsu no koto sura 	I couldn’t understand anything anymore,
理解できなくなっていた 	rikai dekinaku natte ita 	not even a single thing
蝕んだ光も消えていく 	mushibanda hikari mo kiete iku 	Even the ruined light is disappearing
違和を知って 輪廻から脱せない 	iwa o shitte rinne kara dassenai 	Knowing the discomfort, I can’t escape from samsara
嗚呼 	aa 	Aah
 	 	
ただ騒いでも まだ終わらない 	tada sawai demo mada owaranai 	Even if I just make a fuss, it still won’t end
主役不在のパーティータイム 	shuyaku fuzai no paatii taimu 	This party time that’s lacking its protagonist
素敵だね 総て帰路の体にして 	suteki da ne subete kiro no tei ni shite 	How wonderful, take everything on your way back home
もう誰も彼も見向きもしない 	mou dare mo kare mo mimuki mo shinai 	Now, everybody won’t even pay attention
火の灯りも疾うに去っていた 	hi no akari mo tou ni satte ita 	Even the light from the flames vanished a long time ago
禁じていたのが間違いだったのだろうか 	kinjite ita no ga machigai datta no darou ka	I wonder if forbidding it was just a mistake after all?
 	 	
「待って、行かないで」 	"matte, ikanaide" 	“Wait, please don’t go”
何度目の台詞だろう 	nandome no serifu darou 	I wonder how many times I’ve said that line?
残されたは尻拭い 	nokosareta atendii wa shirinugui 	The remaining attendee is the one who cleans up the mess
お粗末な脚色だ 	osomatsu na kyakushoku da 	What a lame dramatization
贅沢を味方にして 	zeitaku o mikata ni shite 	Make your indulgence your ally
 	 	
お粗末な結末だ 	osomatsu na ketsumatsu da 	What a lame ending
君にはお似合いだよ 	kimi ni wa oniai da yo 	It matches you pretty well
素敵だね 総て人の所為にして 	suteki da ne subete hito no sei ni shite 	How wonderful, blame it all on someone else
もう誰も彼も 	mou dare mo kare mo 	Now, everybody
救えやしないところまで 	sukueyashinai tokoro made 	had fallen to the point
堕ちてしまっていた 	ochite shimatte ita 	they couldn’t be saved
信じていたのが 	shinjite ita no ga 	I wonder if believing was
間違いだったのだろう 	machigai datta no darou 	just a mistake after all?
 	 	
再開しよう奈落のパーティーを 	saikai shiyou naraku no paatii o 	Let us resume this party of the abyss
, corrected by Violet
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Off vocal (deleted)
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