ラクガキスト (Rakugakist)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
品性曲がった落書きをあーでもこーでも貼り付け組み立て 	hinsei magatta rakugaki o aa demo koo demo haritsukike kumitate 	I’m hesitantly clinging on to the assembly of distorted graffiti characters,
それでもいいよと開き直って ボクだけの世界をここに築く 	soredemo ii yo to hirakinaotte boku dake no sekai o koko ni kizuku 	But that’s fine, becoming defiant, I’ll built my own world, right here.
 	 	
「予定調和の厨二病」なんて馬鹿げた響きだろう 	"yotei chouwa no chuunibyou" nante bakageta hibiki darou 	“Adolescent delusions of pre-established harmony.” That’s just absurd noises to me
言葉の遊びも音端の弄りもどこまで行ってもハンコ絵師 	kotoba no asobi mo netan no ijiri mo doko made yatte mo hanko eshi 	Wordplay, meddling edges of sounds, no matter where I go, there are artist’s seals.
 	 	
統率のとれた発言が穿つ　味とか個性を保身に後悔 	tousotsu no toreta hatsugen ga ugatsu aji toka kosei o hoshin ni koukai 	Speeches from my management bore in to me, taste and individuality, self protection in regret.
息が詰まって死にそうなんだよ←それならうかつに死ねばいい 	iki ga tsumatte shinisou na nda yo sore nara ukatsu ni shineba ii 	“My breath is all clogged up, I thing I’m gonna die.”←If that’s how it is I’d rather die like an idiot.
 	 	
言葉の激流に乗せた結果は最低極まる自慰行為 	kotoba no gekiryuu ni noseta kekka wa saitei kiwamaru jii koui 	I sent out a torrent of words, and the result was a despicable act of self-pleasure, taken to the extreme,
だけど　それしかないよと開き直って ボクだけの世界選び取る 	dakedo sore shika nai yo to hirakinaotte boku dake no sekai erabitoru 	But it’s all I’ve got, becoming defiant, I’ll choose my own world.
 	 	
街の隅々にスプレーで書いた落書きと 	machi no sumizumi ni supuree de kaita rakugaki to 	Written in spray paint in the town’s nooks and crannies,
何ら変わりの無い くだらない言い訳を 	nanra kawari no nai kudaranai iiwake o 	Graffiti and stupid excuses, unchanging in any way.
 	 	
それでも無いよりはマシだと　そうと思いたく 	soredemo nai yori wa mashi da to sou to omoitaku 	Still, it’s better than nothing, I’d like to think that.
歪んだ自己顕示欲をノートの切れ端に見せた 	yuganda jiko kenji yoku o nooto no kirehashi ni miseta 	I show my twisted self, craving the limelight, in the cut-off scraps of my notes.
 	 	
極度に人見知り　それでいて　認めてほしい 	kyokudo ni hitomishiri sore de ite mitomete hoshii 	I’m extremely shy with strangers, and yet I want to acknowledge it.
過激に嫌い　それでいて　恋しくて 	kageki ni hito kirai sore de ite koishikute 	I absolutely despise people, and yet I yearn for them.
 	 	
通りすがる壁にぐしゃぐしゃした 	toorisugaru kabe ni gushagusha shita 	I hunched over at a wall I happened to pass by,
受け売りの薄っぺらい主張を込めた 	ukeuri no usupperai shuchou o kometa 	And applied my second-hand, flimsy assertions.
 	 	
何をするにも足りなくて余っていて 	nani o suru ni mo tarinakute amatte ite 	Whatever I do isn’t enough, and I get left over.
他人のする事が大層で遠い気がして 	tanin no suru koto ga taisou de tooi ki ga shite 	I feel extremely distant from others and their affairs.
 	 	
誰かのせいにして不貞腐れて 	dareka no sei ni shite futekusarete 	So I pass the blame on to others and get sulky,
ネガティヴな言葉で　卑屈に構えた 	negativu na kotoba de hikutsu ni kamaeta 	Speaking self-depreciatively with negative words.
 	 	
積み重ならべる綺麗な部分を　どうでもいいようなハリボテ部分を 	tsumikasanaraberu kirei na bubun o dou demo ii you na haribote bubun o 	Accumulating beautiful parts, inconsequential papier mache parts,
いつからだったかミテクレ気にしてそんなに大事なものだっけ 	itsu kara datta ka mitekure ki ni shite sonna ni daiji na mono dakke 	Since when was worrying about my appearance so important?
 	 	
履かせてもらった奇跡の下駄にて自分を過大に誤り誇って 	hakasete moratta kiseki no geta nite jibun o kadai ni ayamari hokotte 	The miraculous upside-down characters I was allowed to wear make me excessively proud of my mistakes,
現実はもっと矮小無価値な無意味な落書きなのにね 	genjitsu wa motto waishou mukachi na muimi na rakugaki nano ni ne 	Despite that the reality is even smaller worthless, meaningless graffiti.
 	 	
好きが嫌いに反転　そこからぴたりと命を終われるほどの 	suki ga kirai ni hanten soko kara pitari to inochi o owareru hodo no 	Fondness inverts into hatred, enough for lives to be tightly saved.
強さとけじめと諦めと覚悟　もちろん無いからこれから創る 	tsuyosa to kejime to akirame to kakugo mochiron nai kara kore kara tsukuru 	Strength, distinctions, giving up and resolutions, of course because there aren’t any I’ll make them myself from here.
 	 	
脳内お花畑な思考　殺意と共にうらやましくなる 	nounai ohanabatake na kairo satsui to tomo ni urayamashiku naru 	Along with the flowerbed of my brain’s murderous train of thought, I turn envious
どうしてそこまでポジティブに考えられるの 	doushite soko made pojitibu ni kangaerareru no 	So why am I considered that positive?
 	 	
雑踏に紛れると　自分が迷子になった 	zattou ni magireru to jibun ga maigo ni natta 	When I slipped into the crowd, I became lost myself.
置いてかれたボクは　立ち止まりうずくまる 	oitekareta boku wa tachidomari uzukumaru 	I, who have been left behind, am standing still and cowering.
 	 	
ここに在る意味を　見つけたくて知りたくて 	koko ni aru imi o mitsuketakute shiritakute 	The meaning of this place, I want to find it, I want to know it.
誰かが気づくのを　落書きしながら待った 	dareka ga kizuku no o rakugaki shi nagara matta 	While painting some graffiti, I wait for somebody to notice.
 	 	
謗りは怖いけど　絶えず何か主張して 	soshiri wa kowai kedo taezu nanika shuchou shite 	Slander is scary, but I steadily request for something else.
自意識過剰さが　空気にも為れなくて 	jiishiki kajou sa ga kuuki ni mo narenakute 	My excess self-consciousness prevents me from blending into the atmosphere.
 	 	
通りすがる壁にぐしゃぐしゃした 	toorisugaru kabe ni gushagusha shita 	I hunched over at a wall I happened to pass by,
苛立ちと焦る気持ち　混ざりぶつけた 	iradachi to aseru kimochi mazari butsuketa 	And mixed around my feelings of irritation and impatience.
 	 	
石ころ蹴ったその先の光る未来 	ishikoro ketta sono saki no hikaru mirai 	I kicked a stone and returned from the delusion
あるような妄想で現実に帰って来る 	aru you na mousou de genjitsu ni kaette kuru 	That I had a shining future ahead of me, back to reality.
 	 	
幸せな世界などいらないよと 	shiawase na sekai nado iranai yo to 	“I don’t need a happy world.”
強がりな言葉は　外界にはみ出す 	tsuyogari na kotoba wa gaikai ni hamidasu 	The courageous words I bluff overflow into the outside world.
 	 	
詠み人知らずの歌を口ずさみ 	yomibito shirazu no uta o kuchizusami 	I sing a song by a songwriter I don’t know,
無心で描き出す　他の誰でもないボクが 	mushin de egakidasu hoka no dare demo nai boku ga 	And without anybody else around, I paint.
 	 	
品性曲がった落書きをあーでもこーでも貼り付け組み立て 	hinsei magatta rakugaki o aa demo koo demo haritsukike kumitate 	I’m hesitantly clinging on to the assembly of distorted graffiti characters,
それでもいいよと開き直って ボクだけの世界をここに築く 	soredemo ii yo to hirakinaotte boku dake no sekai o koko ni kizuku 	But that’s fine, becoming defiant, I’ll build my own world, right here.
 	 	
言葉の激流に乗せた結果は最低極まる自慰行為 	kotoba no gekiryuu ni noseta kekka wa saitei kiwamaru jii koui 	I sent out a torrent of words, and the result was a despicable act of self-pleasure, taken to the extreme.
だけど　それしかないよと開き直って ボクだけの世界選び取る 	dakedo sore shika nai yo to hirakinaotte boku dake no sekai erabitoru 	But it’s all I’ve got, becoming defiant, I’ll choose my own world.
 	 	
落書きばら撒き　理論と衝動激しく轟音ぶつかるところで 	rakugaki baramaki riron to shoudou hageshiku gouon butsukaru tokoro de 	Scattered graffiti, theories and impulses roar violently and collide.
落書きだからと開き直って　ボクだけの世界をここに築く 	rakugaki dakara to hirakinaotte boku dake no sekai o koko ni kizuku 	In fact, because of the graffiti, I become defiant, and I’ll build my own world, right here.
 	 	
初めの理念は輝かしかった　朽ち行く足跡見返り思って 	hajime no rinen wa kagayakashikatta kuchi yuku ashiato mikaeri omotte 	My initial ideals were brilliant, and my rotting footprints are my collateral, I think.
自分の「らしさ」の呪縛は死ぬまで赦さず離さず引き摺り続く 	jibun no "rashisa" no jubaku wa shinu made yurusazu hanasazu hikizuritsuzuku	Until the curse of my ‘likeness’ dies away, without forgiveness or drifting away, I’ll follow and continue.
 	 	
「予定調和の厨二病」なんて虚しい響きだろう 	"yotei chouwa no chuunibyou" nante munashii hibiki darou 	“Adolescent delusions of pre-established harmony.” That’s just empty noises to me
妥当な真理も理想のも心の奥にもドコにも無い 	datou na shinri mo risou no kotae mo kokoro no oku ni mo doko ni mo nai 	Proper truths, answers to ideals, they’re not inside my heart.
 	 	
僅かな絶望僅かな不幸を振りまくことしかできないけれども 	wazuka na zetsubou wazuka na fukou o furimaku koto shika dekinai keredomo 	I can only sprinkle a little despair and a little unhappiness,
世界に爪痕残せる拙い落書き感性掴み取る 	sekai ni tsumeato nokoseru tsutanai rakugaki kansei tsukamitoru 	But I’ll leave behind after effects in this world and seize sensitivity with my shoddy graffiti.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*Vocalosensation
*BPM200以上はおやつに含まれますか? 
*For UltraPlayers
==External Links==
*Chemsys - Lyrics
*Pixiv - illustration
===Unofficial===
*Niconi Commons - Off vocal
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