BTFF Support Group Discussion

Hello, Ben 10 Fan-Fiction, I'm Alanomaly of Alanomaly Fan-Fiction Supplies, and I'm here with a Support Group Discussion.
Been a while since we've had one of these, am I right?
I'm really unprofessional at hosting things, so forgive me if this is a bit weirdly formatted.
This is basically how we're gonna go about this:
*Do you have any problems you wanna open up about?
*Do you have any problems you'd like help with?
*Do you have any problems you really need support with?
Please, if you qualify for any of the questions above, or anything else, please, please, please, please post it in the comments of this thread. It helps you to open up about it, and this discussion is where you can get the help you need. Be as open as you feel possible, this is here for your support.
Anyways, go crazy below. Let it all out below, all that you need.
If it makes you lot comfortable... I'll start, because God knows I need something off my chest as well.
I'm... something else.
I'm something that I don't want to be but it's a difficult change.
I'm someone corrupted by the most dangerous thing in existence: Pride.
I feel like I'm more worthy of having things like friendships with certain people than those who actually do have it. I feel like I've done more to have what they have and that I should have it instead. That would make it sound like I'm envious but that's more just wanting what others have while I feel I should be the one to have it all grand and gorgeous for me...
...and it kills me.
It kills me because I've damaged relationships with people due to my pride.
Really, the place you see me being prideful... is arguements.
Arguments where I know I'm right, especially.
Eventually those arguments lead to me saying things like "Yeah, well, I mean, if you wanna be wrong, be my guest, but you're wrong either way."
And that hurts people.
And in turn it hurts me.
It's not just that I'm like that... because I'm not. Pride is.
I haven't been clinically diagnosed with MPD but I may as well be.